Friday, November 26, 2010

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈



当你在穿山越岭的另一边



我在孤独的路上没有尽头



时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸



却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆

oh 思念是一种病

oh 思念是一种病一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及


Its so meaningful *tears*. I'm a sucker for good lyrics. Too bad.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Facing exam questions are akin to going on a fishing trip. The kind that involves a big boat to capture large amounts of fishes in the middle of the ocean. Not the type that only requires bait and a rod.

So when you first see the questions, its akin to identifying the types of fishes you want to catch. First you gotta research where they often appear in, which waters, how deep, how many in a school, or even if they travel in a school to begin with.

What comes shortly is scanning of the seabed for the school of fishes. In the gigantic ocean, we need to scan part by part of the ocean to locate the fishes. Following the identification of the fishes comes the casting of the net. Casting the net does not ensure all fishes in the school are caught. The cleverer ones escape almost immediately, the smaller ones swim right through the holes in the net and the young ones are prohibited by law to capture.

What remains as the fishes, the substance, might jolly well be just a largely minimized amount as compared to the original potential yield.

Its at this moment that we realize we pretty much screwed up the exam.

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Today marks the start of the A levels. A big exam in my personal life.

One of the reasons why there hasn't been much posts in the past month or so, and will continue into this month, is because all I'm reading are the syllabus requirements. So not really much ideas to write about.

But either way, my first paper would be taken in just a few hours time. Chemistry, not my best subject, one of my worse. I did do some revision though. Not very confident, though I have no idea why the people around me are more confident than me.

Then again, I like to say, we know ourselves best. Because the "you" people see, is the "you" you want people to see. Therefore they would not really understand how you're thinking.

Oh well, wish me luck )_(