When dreams are so sweet that you regret waking up.

I guess that's the beauty of fantasy. I've always dreamed far and wide in my nightly adventures, while they often involve twisted realities, they've never seem to make me regret waking up.

Until today.

Somehow it hurts more to know that whatever just happened in the dreams will not come true, and hurts even worse to realize the reason for dreaming for it is because too much thought has been given to it during the waking hours of my life.

Think of the impossible so much, that it comes back and haunt you as a sweet dream. Only for you to wake up with a sense of disappointment and regret.

How cruel can the mind get?

I really need to start on another Kdrama. Just run away from this cruel reality into the world of fantasy where no matter how bad things get, at the end of the day, thanks to consumer demand, director's intentions, there will always be a happy ending. Always.

Some people might see this as running away, and not dealing with the problem. To me, whenever a problem arises, there is only one thing to do.

Deal with it, come up with solutions, do whatever you think you can.

If that fails, run away.

Because one if you hit a wall, try punching it, kicking it, and nothing happens except bloodying your knuckles and knees all you can do is run far from it. No, no climbing it. Run away. Avoid it. If it moves, you move away from its path of purpose.

When reality is seem like a wall in your freaking face, let fantasy embrace. Nothing can go wrong in fantasy that doesn't turn out right. We all need that assurance in our lifes, even if it doesn't exist in reality, we need to believe it exist, somewhere.

Market Failure: Whose fault is it really?

Entering a market without demand is never a wise move. Yet I did it. Should I be surprised that supply was zero? After all, supply would not exist without demand right?

Whatever it is, or was, I've already entered the market, invested in the hardware, and while they could say I didn't lose anything since the hardware is still considered my asset, I know jolly well know that it is a sunk cost that I can never get back.

Will this market ever be alive? I'll never know, but since I already entered the market, and can't pull out in the short run, I guess the only rational thing to do is to try and minimize losses? Or perhaps, revive the market?

How do you revive a market that has no demand? Even though I'm probably, and hopefully the only supplier.

The inability to step into the shoes of others is not a shortcoming.

Its a blessing.

Its adaption so what happens to other people won't affect us in a more innate state.

Ignorance, perhaps, is after all, bliss.

Is this right? Am I walking towards the right direction? Am I biting off more than I can chew? I don't even know anymore. Lost control way too fast, way too soon. Life was supposed to be simple, but it never is. I guess I really overestimated myself.