Sorry.

I know that trust is one of the most important things.

I'm sorry I betrayed yours. And pretty intentionally, even though the intent was not to betray your trust. Just that i purposely wanted to do what you didn't want me to.

I know, I understand, and I'm very sorry.


Forgive me. Will you?

Long Time No Post

It has been exactly ten days since my previous post. Sorta slackish. Haha.

Been too lazy to update my blog anyway =P. I guess some people must be saying I'm too busy involved with my girlfriend =P. Quite true by the way xD.

March holidays have always been a 'time like arrow'(Guang Yin Si Jian) period. Was barely able to complete my homework )_( What was more surprising however is that... Tons of other people didn't even bother to do -.-

Choir on monday was quite fun. But what was really LOL is that we actually played dota with our choir conductor BEFORE choir practice and he sorta MADE US LATE for choir. Haha. Of course, it was miss yee that was hosting the session, so we kinda got scolded )_(

But then again, he's not to blame, we're just too playful =P.

Tuesday was a great day for work. Then ask yourself. In the march holidays, how many people will start doing work ON A TUESDAY? Not me =P. So i spent the whole day dota-ing with David they all. Seems like 4Humility people are all starting to have dota in the comfort of their own houses. Haha.

Recently, i know that David gotten his, and believe it or not... TIFFANY TAM. Lol. That's like, so... random? Wonder if that's the word =P.

Wednesday was biology remedial and i stupidly thought we were so lame. Just go there one hour go home liao. Turns out its two hours )_( Kinda stupid me. Quite naive i must admit. Rained in the morning BUT soccer still went on with innovative practices practiced by innovative people like Mr Fan.

Floor wet? Make it dry. Lol.

Now that's cool.

Went to play dota in a lanshop... AGAIN. First time was monday, second time is wednesday. That's like playing on alternate days! And then tuesday i was playing. Also at home. Abit crazy, as in, DOTA-crazy. Lol.

Thursday's bowling. Dramatic day if you asked me. Went wasting damn lot of time. And had EIGHT PEOPLE... squeezed into ONE lane. If you've read other people's blog i think you would have known what happened. Haha.

Friday was choir! Again! Lol. Went to play dota in the morning. AGAIN. Now that's really playing lan on alternate days. I can already hear people saying 'NO LIFE LA' =P. As usual, was late for choir! But this time our conductor didn't even show up )_(

And i had lunch! Unlike monday, cos monday was ALREADY late when we left the lanshop, so no lunch for me. But this time! I had lunch. But still late. Lol.

Lunch with bigbird! But trust me, it wasn't the first time in the holidays =P. Just keep a LOW PROFILE xD.

Went to zoo on saturday and for the first time this week, TUITION! Maths tuition! And so i had to CHOING THROUGH my homework on saturday night and sunday morning. Just because there's celebration on sunday afternoon.

And that was when i regretted not doing my homework on tuesday. For the September holidays!!! I must do my homework on tuesday!!! Hahaha =P.

While you are thinking what's the sunday celebration... Look at the date of sunday =P.

I wonder if mc has said this on his blog already. But well, whatever. I'll just say.


Sadly, MC has been prevented from accessing his computer through various creative methods by his biological mum that I could have never thought of. Therefore, we should cherish his every post and love them like mad. MC says sorry to his dear and faithful readers(Even though I' doubt they'll be reading MY blog -.-)

Carnival Day!

Guess everyone's been writing their own versions of it. So i shall write my version of it too!

I've always feel that when things start going wrong early in the morning, you should watch your feet, because most likely luck isn't on your side. Lol.

The alarm didn't go on ringing because apparently my pillow pressed the button -.- Then my handphone alarm was screwed up because it was set as 'pm'. 2 alarms, and both didn't go off. Great.

I forgot about the carnival tickets completely but... luckily i remembered while walking down the stairs! Lol.

Was at the traffic lights to school when i saw Terence with ZhiKai. Its been a damn funny tradition to ask him why he's alone since i always see him alone on the train early in the morning. And yesterday... I was alone too >.<

I think i must have been deemed as irresponsible by most people in the class already. Lol. For the simplest reason of always not being there on the frontline. I'm always behind the eyes of the people instead. So well, you basically don't see me at the stall whole day long except before and carnival starts and when it ends.

Perhaps I'm someone who prefers to solve problems. Even though i might not come up with the best solution. But well, at least i always come up with something =P.

Went to check out the DOTA compeition thingy. For other team members i don't know, but definitely ZhiKai and I knew we weren't going to last. And joining was just a way of wasting coupons. So we weren't too hopeful anyway. Especially when outside teams were allowed.

Met our first problem when the time set was given at 10am. Because our team captain, Mr Lim Ming Chuen, is going to have his gig or whatever you call it at 10.30am. Which is so OMG for everyone la.

Luckily, we managed to find a replacement last minute. Set in our team and waited. Like after 30 minutes of stoning and looking at how people tug-o-war then we realise... We're supposed to 抽签 -.- Wasted 30 minutes >.< Sian diao.

Then when we realised the 抽签对象 team is already there, we were finally going to play before we realised that the computer lab was full and we had to wait for them to call us -.- Sian diao again. Went down to play the SUPER LAME Counter-Strike with 7 other guys. Haha.

Fun and laughter, crap and lame. Mix these four together and you'll see 8 idiots running around with toy guns and 'receptors'(that tells you you're dead -.-) Cheating was so common it wasn't even noticed. And as a reward for the team that won, we got back $2 coupon money. Add that to the fact that we cheated them by bargaining which resulted in each of us getting $1 discount. So total, we only used $3 to play instead of $5.

Damn cute because the $2 coupon money wrote 'only for blah blah class food stall'. And i was like, go our own food stall buy la. Lol. As if they would know =P. And its darren's class >.< Later our little(in terms of physical size) SL come pawn me during choir xD.

In the end, the DOTA marshals didn't call me. I went up to see if they were free computers. And sure enough there were. And that was when they decided to call my number without realizing i was already there -.- Lol. Not their fault actually. They wouldn't know a small me anyway =P.

What i didn't expect was the fact that there wasn't any reception in the computer lab. So i had to run down to our food stall and pray that Gregory was there. Which he was. Which i didn't see. But luckily i borrowed a phone and called before i realized he was there after all. So either way i would still be able to call him. Lol!

Rushed up and got thrashed. Totally. But well, we're having fun and laughter. I think not MC though. Cos he was sitting damn far from us. We were laughing and getting thrashed. Counting the score gap even though we were still getting thrashed. The game ended in a pityful 41 minutes 58 seconds.

In other words, we're pathetic. Lol.
So pathetic the golden score was 16-67.

Went to find BigBird and walked around school. Met something VERY INTERESTING. Lol. I did something i should never do as a student. Don't think the wrong way please. Give you hint. Its something to do with gossip and teachers! xD.

Lunch was pretty dramatic. Saw Terence presenting a rose(paper one I THINK) to sao zi. Which is like... SO SWEET!!! Aww man. I need to learn from him =P.

Felt quite guilty about the teacher incident though. Cos the teacher like very close to endurance de. Haha. Even lend them laptop sia. Somemore she was so desperate that she RESORTED to ACCUSING me of MOLESTING her. LOL. Okay. i pretty much slandered her. Yay.

Went up to concert and had to wait outside. I have a damn cute picture of all the 4h people standing in a row. Outside the hall toilet there. Damn cute. Then i heard someone commenting on their stupid nicks =P. Lol. Felt a little bu shuang. But well, there's nothing i can really do.

When the concert finally started, the band kind of disappointed me. Well, someone warned me about it beforehand already. Haiz.

The seconds band was better. But then again, it all depends on the type of music you like. Personally i don't like music with drums beating damn loudly all the time with a vocalist doing 'screamo'. So any band that has that didn't really go well with me. Which is why the second band was better. They were more of the nicer sort of band that doesn't require noise to make people appreciate them.

Went to the pub to watch the first band. A little ironic compared to what I've said on top. But well, I'm there to support people anyway. Not really for the music. Not my type. Sorry =P. Plus the volume that was played there. Ya, my eardrums was screaming for help, until the last song.

Slacked around and went back to the concert. With more disastrous rock music that i didn't like >.< Was only there for the CSS. Was damn funny when queenie(=P) wanted a song from my handphone and on the bluetooth. One of the nick that was there was 'CSS3'. And queenie went laughing like mad -.- I also laughed like siao. Not because of the CSS3. But because queenie, the QUEEN, is losing her usual composure. Lol. Its quite funny really.

Faith's haunted house was HILARIOUS. I was laughing from the start to the end. Hahaha... I think its quite a cruel response but well, it was damn funny after all. It was pretty bright and with my height. I could see everything at a glance. All the ghost were. Erm, lol? I saw them before they were near. Hahaha.

ZhenShan was grabbing my hands because i wanted to shove him off. Lol. Damn funny. Stuck in the haunted house trying to shove off a ghost that was grabbing your hands. Hahahahha....

Helped a little of cleaning up the stall and the school. Was going around with garbage bags and cheating girls' feeling xD.

Went back to hall for second round of concert to listen to CSS. Saw people like tbt. Damn funny. Because they had too much coupons with nothing to buy(food and games were all 'sold out'). So they when to buy bags. BIGBIG bags that was selling at $5 EACH. Lol.

So tbt went up to hall carrying one BIG bag with 2 SMALLER bag inside. Each worth $5 each. And he was trying to 'con' elias into buying them. Lol. Like a salesman, he was going with 'you see this bag! So nice. Got so many pockets somemore.....' Haha~

Endurance was taking class photo when Terence told me his sad news. I sorta feel sad for him. And grateful too =P.

It was not until i was out of the school and reached the MRT that i realized things was a facade. Which made me even more grateful. Infer ba! =P.


I hate sugar, for without it, you would be the only source of sweetness in my life =P.

Not a great day

How will you feel when things seems to go wrong?

When you feel that it was never your fault to began with, because you've been trying hard, thinking hard. But when something goes wrong, it must be someone's fault? If that is true, then someone is at fault!

Is it my fault that I've not looked at things detailed enough?
Is it my fault that I've not made sure every thing is workable?
Is it my fault that I've not been able to help when things go wrong?

The feeling of giving up never dies. It only rests.

Of course, a cheerful attitude is a good way to ward it off. But how many people would be able to keep that up? Would you rather want someone who shoots his mouth off because he's pissed and is scolding people as a form of release?

Or would you rather want a person, who puts up a facade and smiles at you?

Things do go wrong. Everyone knows that. But seriously, i think that this time its' no one's fault. You can't blame anyone? Perhaps people could argue that we should have seen this coming. Then again, everyone was so onto it, so enthusiastic, so... Naive? Naive to believe things will just go right? Is it what things should be?

I don't think so.

Having a plan screwed up is common.
Having 2 plan screwed up is uncommon.
Having 2 plans screwed up on the same day is rare.

In fact, its so rare i believe i don't think i experienced it more than twice. In my lifetime.

So perhaps its the planners fault? Perhaps its the people who put in the effort who were at fault. Perhaps it was the people who discovered the problem at the last minute who were at fault.

Then again, at least we discovered the problem. We didn't go on with it. We didn't risk screwing everything on the day. We needed help, we asked for it. Response?

You judge it.


If this was a war, I must say, we were left without a single man.
Then again, who killed our men? Our own men.

Lanshop

I'm like freaking bored because I'm in a small lanshop that doesn't have any to play dota with. Haiz. Sometimes its not such a good idea to be such a nice guy.

Pei my neighbour come here. Haiyo. See him play maple like so fun! But then i know i will surely die if im the one playing la. So envious!! Lol. Well, i've been bored for like 4h 31min already. And like im supposed to pay $6.78.

If i was the one paying, trust me, i won't be here!

Lol.


I'm bored... I miss you!!!

Leap Year Day!

Like i painfully suan-ed JunHao and Sheryl yesterday, 29th april, Leap Year Day is a romantic day for all lovers. Somewhere near Valentine's ba. Lol.

A day that appears once in every four years, i don't think its a very good idea to go steady on such a day. Haha. Because your first anniversary is 4 years later. And that is assuming you could even last that long. Lol.

But nevertheless, its still a lovely romantic day. Woo!

Infer =P.

Decided to delete the previous post. Spoils everything. If you're clever enough, added with my trust you could still view it, but i don't think anyone could infer what I'm referring to so well. Too bad.

Lights display in the night is romantic!!! No wonder HongKong and Paris all such lovely, romantic places. Lol. But here in our own dear spot on the map, we do have some places with lovely lights, even though they're not on a grand scale such as HongKong or Paris.

Note*(In case you're thinking why HongKong is used with Paris, they are both cities, HongKong is no longer a country)

The dream place i have been fantasizing to go is finally conquered!!! Yay. Even though we were 'chased' away by comments from people who are hostile. I don't really care. Not after we've done done there!!! YAY


The warm i felt, the adrenaline i experienced. THEY ROCK!!!