Learn, Learning, Learned

I am a strange person, i seem to notice things but am always too lazy to go and care about them. Just like the incident yesterday, its like so crap? Noticed that Mrs Lim went the wrong way but did not really care about it until she surprised us. So stupid right? arh wadever. Well, the only reason why i brought this subject up again is because i noticed something during the Taman Negara Camp but was too lazy to 'investigate' and know i knew the reason... its like so slow la. Getting so damn emo after listening to the song 'Here Without You' and reading someone's blog. Which was also how i know the reason. I am just so pure weird with a fixed boiling and melting point. I noticed She was carrying a towel in the chalet and inferred that she was going to take a shower when i realised she wasn't walking towards the toilet. Felt so strange... Realized after so long, so many days after the Taman Negara Camp, that She actually went to the swimming pool's toilet to take a shower instead. Felt so stupid la. Grr, I hate the feeling of stupidness(is there such a word?). I don't know what this feeling is, its like, everything that concerns her, i want to know... And i just kinda went out of control because im pulling myself back when i am hungry for the knowledge. In the end, i just seld-destructed myself. Its doing more harm then good, its like forcefully pulling a leech outta your leg. Just so painful, so sad.