Sunday, March 07, 2010

Chu Wa Hae Yo

HAHAHAHAHA

I guess its really really

not triangular, or square

but at least a pentagon. Haha.

At least my facebook status I held the possiblity to a hexagon. Hahaha.

If cyanide's the central atom, which is not possible since its a functional group(if u take chemistry) and i haven't been through nitriles so i dunno how cyanide group can be the center of the molecule but ANYWAY

If cyanide's the central atom,
This probably would be more than a tetrahedral. Probably a bi-trigonal pyrimidal like I had expected. Hahahaha.

Stay afloat.
Getting down and emotional with people these days.

Well I enjoyed it, not sarcastically, but really, hearing other's point of view, their story, their emotions. I can feel, appreciate and understand. Maybe not THAT much on the understand part. But yea, it gives me a feeling, a motivation to myself that my existence is justified.

Even if its not for myself.

I'll live.

Dealt a huge blow, living with it. Well its my theory to live with it if I can't change it anyway. And I totally hate the fact that I can't change it.

Or can I?

Makes me wonder.

I like the direction things are going so far. Workload large, but invisible, bball making me sad, but still enjoyable.


If I call exactly at the time I said I would, would you pick up?
Your heart sank and so did mine
I wanna know but I don't wanna ask.
I must've been blind. Epic blind.

Oh dear. The possibility occured to me first time when Sam said something about it. But wa. I'm really epic blind these days.

AHHHH~~~~~

You lift me up to the heavens, just to throw me back down to earth. I'm feeling broken, even if there's nothing to break to begin with.
Long long chat with JunHao and Laurel.

It has been long since that happened, and as usual I'm the one doing most of the talking. Haha, great old times. One thing absolutely awesome about growing up is you don't have to worry about going back home when you're out on supper chatting.

Parents know that you're good boys to leave you there.

Lost the friendly, career high of 16 points + 2 free throw(total 18 points). Missed the first 4 free throws though. A little guilty. Haha. But that's high percentage shooting of 8-10 FG. Absolutely awesome when people pass to you and you perform.

How come it rarely happens when I'm in YJ?

Makes me wonder.

And haha JunHao didn't realise I'm talking about cyanide all day long. He actually visited here o.0 That's going to be 3 possible people reading this. But luckily all ones that I could trust, each with individual different information about myself.

If one day they just all come together, maybe they could make an enclopedia on my life. Haha. Great friends =)

If only cyanide was one of them...

Up and Down a roller coaster, Peak and Trough of life.