I may appear, act very arrogantly, but I dare say everyday before I reach school, I lower my head. Haha.
Thanks to that branch off the tree that appears to be falling off but never really quite getting there. So everyday when I walk to the bus stop, I'll lower my head as I pass by the tree.
So if there's anything good/bad the slight rain did today, it was to cause the branch to fall even lower.
Therefore...
On monday, I'll be bowing! Haha. Stay humble, this simple act will remind me =). I'm just a mortal =).
Friday, May 07, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Oh dear, I got a feeling that I'm gonna use up that 3 days of MC.
Sian. Missed ST2 retest, missed bio mock SPA. Missed 3 chem lectures in total.
Dear teachers, I gotta clarify one thing. No matter how lazy a student you may think I am, I have the sense to go try and read up on what I've missed.
Here's the truth. There's no way I could do that. Believe it or not. Even every step I take results in me drenched in sweat. It just takes too much effort to move around. Let alone concentrate on reading notes. The brainpower just isn't there alright.
Yea I may have to stay back everyday for the next week to catch up, so be it. Beats trying to fight against the disease man. The only stable state that I can be in is lying in bed. In which I have to be careful of bed sores. So sorry if I may look like some irresponsible student that didn't do any homework in 72 hours of non-school.
And yes, most likely I won't be going to school tomorrow.
Live with it.
Sian. Missed ST2 retest, missed bio mock SPA. Missed 3 chem lectures in total.
Dear teachers, I gotta clarify one thing. No matter how lazy a student you may think I am, I have the sense to go try and read up on what I've missed.
Here's the truth. There's no way I could do that. Believe it or not. Even every step I take results in me drenched in sweat. It just takes too much effort to move around. Let alone concentrate on reading notes. The brainpower just isn't there alright.
Yea I may have to stay back everyday for the next week to catch up, so be it. Beats trying to fight against the disease man. The only stable state that I can be in is lying in bed. In which I have to be careful of bed sores. So sorry if I may look like some irresponsible student that didn't do any homework in 72 hours of non-school.
And yes, most likely I won't be going to school tomorrow.
Live with it.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
3 days MC.
Suspected case of H1N1/Dengue Fever.
Thought ya my body's breaking down. I'm so sick now I don't wanna move. Therefore I chose to visit the clinic instead of a polyclinic. They charge like 10x more? Haha.
$59.50
I'm gonna be so dead if my mum knew that I conned her. Haha.
Argh, I'm still burning... Can anyone come visit me ^^?
Suspected case of H1N1/Dengue Fever.
Thought ya my body's breaking down. I'm so sick now I don't wanna move. Therefore I chose to visit the clinic instead of a polyclinic. They charge like 10x more? Haha.
$59.50
I'm gonna be so dead if my mum knew that I conned her. Haha.
Argh, I'm still burning... Can anyone come visit me ^^?
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
I know you know.
You don't have to say anything. I read behaviour like a psycho. Every look, every carefully chosen word, body language unknown to even you yourself. I read them all.
They gave you away. I applaud though, for the effort. I haven't been wrong.
I'm impressed.
By myself, for holding in everything. For valuing the compeition much more than anyone could imagine. Yeah, the other guys worked hard. They attempted to be better, focused on the game.
But this tournament holds much more significance for me. And I'm not even including the fact that its the first time I've been in an official sports tournament.
My mind knows it.
My body knows it.
My heart knows it.
Its the beginning, and the end. I held back everything for the compeition. And seeing how everything just explodes once its over just tells me how much I've really been holding back.
Yes, its over. We lost, we're done. We're fallen soldiers.
But honorable ones.
My mind, body and heart are suddenly empty. They lost their will to fight alongside with me. I can't concentrate on work. My mind's trying to recover all that has been held back all these time. My body broke down. I'm coughing, sneezing like mad, the very day the compeition ended. My body knows it, that it does not need to hold back anymore. My heart lost all the passion for everything. It just doesn't beat like it used to. Passion, dreams, hopes.
Down the drain.
Like how am I supposed to see a world deprived of my wants?
You don't have to say anything. I read behaviour like a psycho. Every look, every carefully chosen word, body language unknown to even you yourself. I read them all.
They gave you away. I applaud though, for the effort. I haven't been wrong.
I'm impressed.
By myself, for holding in everything. For valuing the compeition much more than anyone could imagine. Yeah, the other guys worked hard. They attempted to be better, focused on the game.
But this tournament holds much more significance for me. And I'm not even including the fact that its the first time I've been in an official sports tournament.
My mind knows it.
My body knows it.
My heart knows it.
Its the beginning, and the end. I held back everything for the compeition. And seeing how everything just explodes once its over just tells me how much I've really been holding back.
Yes, its over. We lost, we're done. We're fallen soldiers.
But honorable ones.
My mind, body and heart are suddenly empty. They lost their will to fight alongside with me. I can't concentrate on work. My mind's trying to recover all that has been held back all these time. My body broke down. I'm coughing, sneezing like mad, the very day the compeition ended. My body knows it, that it does not need to hold back anymore. My heart lost all the passion for everything. It just doesn't beat like it used to. Passion, dreams, hopes.
Down the drain.
Like how am I supposed to see a world deprived of my wants?
Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Pathetic.
How many people actually go to concerts alone? AND look primarily not at the performers, but someone in the audience?
Real pathetic.
Was late, sweating like mad, and the freaking auditorium was trying to be environmentally friendly. Woah. I'm just glad I didn't stink the people around me. They were strangers whom I never met because I was late.
Pretty entertaining concert, but if I had to be skeptical, it wasn't exactly worth the money. But nevertheless it was fun! Just that the quality isn't that high. Haha.
And I arrived home full of regrets. Haiz
How many people actually go to concerts alone? AND look primarily not at the performers, but someone in the audience?
Real pathetic.
Was late, sweating like mad, and the freaking auditorium was trying to be environmentally friendly. Woah. I'm just glad I didn't stink the people around me. They were strangers whom I never met because I was late.
Pretty entertaining concert, but if I had to be skeptical, it wasn't exactly worth the money. But nevertheless it was fun! Just that the quality isn't that high. Haha.
And I arrived home full of regrets. Haiz
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