Thursday, January 31, 2008
Thursday!
When you feel like vomiting, go on.
Just try to be considerate and not puke in front of anyone. Personally, I've always hated puking. Maybe everyone hates it too. But that wasn't my point. My point is that. I often resist the temptation to vomit. Just bear with it and try to live life as normal. Which is obviously impossible.
I don't really knew what happened, all i knew was that when i arrived at the parade ground on Wednesday, i felt dizzy. Very dizzy. Couldn't really stand. A bit wobbly down at the legs. But don't dare collapse. I never do.
Feeling more and more unwell, i continued to bear with the dizziness. Chapel period was still okay, i could still put up a nothing's wrong look and carry on with life. By the time i reached chinese period. It was already going out of control. I just kept feeling the puke coming up. And of course, putting it back down.
Its damn gross, trust me.
The dizziness was also getting to me. Therefore i tried not to open my eyes, because i would just see things wobbly. Not standing straight. 天旋地转. It was hardly bearable. Of rather, its unbearable, so i took a nap in Chinese class!!! For 2 years in his class, I'm proud to say that i haven't dozed off in his class before. Its interesting de lor.
But this was an exception. I just kept falling asleep even though he tried calling me to wake up. Many times. I think he wanted to save me. Haha. But he got the wrong impression, he thought i slept late at night, and so had no energy. Which was wrong. Lol. I slept at 11pm! Then he started talking about health products, more energy, won't sleep in class! LOL.
I guess he totally didn't realise i wasn't feeling well.
All the way until recess, i knew i couldn't bear with it anymore, even though i tried. Even at the toilet, i tried to bear with it. It was... Impossible.
Then came the suddenly muscle contractions of the stomach tissue and half-liquid-half-solid stuff just came pouring out. Its damn damn disgusting. You won't know how glad i was about the fact that my breakfast was a light one.
Didn't go for choir rehearsal. Sorry guys, need to rest la =P.
The test today was quite, crap. Most of the time i could gauge quite accurately the range of my test results. Not this one though. For both i meant. The english tests, is OH CRAP LA. With dictionary that i wasn't familiar with( I used it only the 2nd time), and a paper i sucked at. I am getting the impression that i totally screwed the paper EVEN THOUGH i filled in every blank. Which gave me hope.
Now i don't know what to think.
Lockers are a good thing in this world! Haha. But please don't go to the D&T block if you see someone you know at the lockers =P.
I feel like killing people. Grrr!!!
Played soccer! After so long. And still sucked pretty much as before >.< Guess i can't help it. Well, at least i still get to play! Haha. I'm looking forward to tomorrow and saturday. Tomorrow's the great great timetable day that don't have much subjects and my bag....
WOULD BE SUPER LIGHT! Yay! Plus the locker... YAY YAY YAY!
Hahahahhaha... Saturday's a secret =P.
*i think that just made people more suspicious and thinking the wrong/right way
Do you take the gamble of attempting to step out of quicksand?
Or do you just stand there hoping someone would arrive before you 'drown' to death?
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Busy!
Hehe. Keep people in suspense ma =P. I know people catch us so MANY TIMES during the week that they'll be checking everyday to see what I'm going to write.
Okay, I just fantasied being a celebrity. I believe that's what happens to celebrities! HAHA. Well, the week was fun. And I wasn't so busy actually, just that the extra lessons always made me sianed. Like so late reach home le... Haiz.
In fact, I just realised something super disastrous! Last year, whenever I'm early (reaching home before 3.30), I would just go view blogs, play some light games, blog, or just waste my time around. However, nowadays, when I reach home like at 4 or later everyday, i start playing dota!!!
OMGOMGOMG.
Die. Went through so much last year to lighten down the dota spirit. To try to make me 'not so addicted' to dota. And now all the efforts go to waste >.< Ahh! Must try again. Sianed...
Here's an anatomy(tell me if i used this word wrongly),
If school is earth, the people in it are angels and devils.
Personally, I'm more to the devil side who lives in hell -.-
So when devil and an angel walks to hell, the devils in hell rejoices and totally embarrasses the two of them and started cheering. Great.
The next thing that happened was that the angels appeared too. Which left me wondering how come angels would go down to hell. Hmmz... So a devil and an angel was totally embarrassed by angels and devils. Wouldn't it be nice?
I digressed.
Back to my previous point, so since I'm like playing dota everyday available, i have not been able to study, which is good news for people who are dying to take over me in studies. Well, go on. Be like MC =P. He's gonna win me in maths!!! Can try counting the probability =P.
By the way, he's a nice guy xD
Thou shall repent and sin no more.
*Note. If you don't get the joke then forget it
But well, since my trigonometry sucks so much, I've been forced by the pressurized brain of mine which has tuned itself into emergency mode whenever i don't study as much as it think i should to go and revise a maths in the weekends.
It totally sucks.
I've been writing so much of this:
tan x = 4
x lies in the 1st and 3rd quadrant
BA = 1.325
x = 1.33, 4.47
Yay, my brain is changing to yellow alert! Woot. I'm not pressurized anymore! Dota dota! Hahaha.
Choir's going to old folks home. Heard that individual classes are going too. Hmmz. But i still wanna go with the choir! Seriously. Maybe its out of pity, maybe its out of kindness. No matter. I'm going! I don't care who's going with me, unless the person who's going with me is a retarded, irritating, son of a... , or i would still go!
未曾准备,东风却到
Monday, January 21, 2008
Days I've been through.
Personally, think its quite a good movie with quite a good storyline. However, it is also a movie that is watched with disastrous effects such as a huge pain felt in the neck due to sitting in the second row. Great. Its all my fault.
And its all under
-low profile business-
Sometimes i think that that makes people even more interested. Hmmz. Maybe? It doesn't matter anyway. Haha.
Had a busy day on sunday! Unexpectedly busy due to the morning chores. Great. Then had to spend time doing up card(s) for BigBird because its her birthday TODAY.
Long time since i wrote anything inside cards. But well, i think I've never really written anything anyway(inside cards). So first time crapped so much and added a letter. Its like wow? Cards do have space! For me to create more space that is. HAHAHA. Not bad sia, i can be interior designer. I thought the card was quite creative =P.
However, when it comes to sincerity, i think the best way to show it is true DIY ba. Though it might not look as nice as those in the market. Sincerity would be felt anyway. If its really damn good, wa, I think the recipient going to cry liao. LOL.
I've been mocking people for quite long already and apparently, I just can't stop!!! Hahahahaha... Mocking people all the time isn't quite a good habit. But its still a habit. So bear with it =P. I will still feel guilty de okay?
Choir was FUNFUNFUN. The famous 'miss yee's creed' has finally spread to PHS! There has been many versions of it of various schools, and erm, we're the fourth school! Should I be proud? Hmmz.
You can watch the video by researching it in youtube. I'm too lazy to find the link. So too bad. Find yourself. But don't be surprised if you see wilson licking his shoe and saying 'I LOVE MISS YEE!'. HAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, there i go, mocking again. Crap.
And last but not least...
with my standard procedure of wishing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LI JIA AKA BIGBIRD
Days I've been through.
Personally, think its quite a good movie with quite a good storyline. However, it is also a movie that is watched with disastrous effects such as a huge pain felt in the neck due to sitting in the second row. Great. Its all my fault.
And its all under
-low profile business-
Sometimes i think that that makes people even more interested. Hmmz. Maybe? It doesn't matter anyway. Haha.
Had a busy day on sunday! Unexpectedly busy due to the morning chores. Great. Then had to spend time doing up card(s) for BigBird because its her birthday TODAY.
Long time since i wrote anything inside cards. But well, i think I've never really written anything anyway(inside cards). So first time crapped so much and added a letter. Its like wow? Cards do have space! For me to create more space that is. HAHAHA. Not bad sia, i can be interior designer. I thought the card was quite creative =P.
However, when it comes to sincerity, i think the best way to show it is true DIY ba. Though it might not look as nice as those in the market. Sincerity would be felt anyway. If its really damn good, wa, I think the recipient going to cry liao. LOL.
I've been mocking people for quite long already and apparently, I just can't stop!!! Hahahahaha... Mocking people all the time isn't quite a good habit. But its still a habit. So bear with it =P. I will still feel guilty de okay?
Choir was FUNFUNFUN. The famous 'miss yee's creed' has finally spread to PHS! There has been many versions of it of various schools, and erm, we're the fourth school! Should I be proud? Hmmz.
You can watch the video by researching it in youtube. I'm too lazy to find the link. So too bad. Find yourself. But don't be surprised if you see wilson licking his shoe and saying 'I LOVE MISS YEE!'. HAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, there i go, mocking again. Crap.
And last but not least...
with my standard procedure of wishing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LI JIA AKA BIGBIRD
Friday, January 18, 2008
Dramatic life, it just goes on.
Firstly, i was confronted by the new PE teacher cum HOD of the PE department. Quite a humorous guy who is obviously someone i had to bow down to when it comes to lameness. Now that's crap.
Took my height and weight and realized I've attained such great height again and have broadened my horizons(adapted from miss flora yee). I now stand a proud 181centimetres tall instead of licking 1.8m, gained some weight i think. Just a few kgs, but well, better than nothing! Haha.
PE was quite fun, if you minus the fatigue that comes with it. Girls that play basketball tend to turn passive if guys were playing too. Because the guys would always be damn hiong. And my height, in a bunch of noobs playing basketball, is VERY USEFUL. Haha.
The last time i when to for my spinal checkup, the doctor suspected a potential of heart problems due to the arms that were extraordinary long and hands that were extraordinary big.
I've always thought the doctor was just talking crap. Until i felt that i couldn't satisfy the oxygen need of my body no matter how hard i was panting. There just seemed to be unlimited demand for oxygen and the supply wasn't enough, no matter how hard i was panting.
I couldn't afford to stand up, i had to just sit down and rest to recover. It is not even an oxygen debt. My muscles are far from getting cramps. There must be something wrong with my respiratory and circulatory system. Crap.
After a long long time, Mr tan finally punished the class, not the whole class but quite a large amount to be put into consideration. Well, it wasn't supposed to be a good thing but i felt that it was. No offence to the people being punished. I'm not saying you deserved it. But its long since we ever got punished on such a large scale and that i think, raises awareness of people who had been taking the good nature of Mr tan for granted. Its time to wake up.
After school went for chinese remedial. It was damn crap. Not because the teacher was talking crap(HE WASN'T!!!), but because the homework that i choinged through just for today, was left inside my house because my timetable showed no signs of chinese lesson. CRAP!
Since it had been a long time since i played soccer with the guys, decided to play knowing there was choir. I'm a jerk. So be it.
Then after calling SiYang to go up because i knew he would be late if he went any later and i don't really feel like going, i received a message from kuek jing. Like 30 minutes after choir started. It was damn funny. Blame SiYang, or kuek jing wouldn't know i was 'planning' to pon. But well, it happened already.
Got 10 push-up because i was late. The 'law enforcer'(trying not to gender discriminate) was kuek jing and there i was, doing push-ups in front of the guys. Just glad it wasn't in front of every single choir member. I'm thankful =P.
Played soccer AFTER choir because someone brought a ball. Felt damn stupid. Lol. Played soccer before choir before long time no play. If i knew that someone brought a ball, i would have chose to play after choir. So well, its OH CRAP.
I've always known myself as a scheming jerk who can be conferred the title of 'the queen's best friend'. Well, I've always thought I was the rare type of idiot who did this kind of things. Then i received a message from the lady who stabs with her smile.
Honestly speaking, I don't really know its her in the start. But well, There are reliable sources! Haha. So I've discovered that she stabs not only with her smile. Wa. Scary sia. Phew -.-
就算两头不沼岸,我也在所不辞
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
The dramatic life.
And that caused pretty much problem to my lifestyle. Seriously. I usually leave the odd numbered day among the weekdays to be in school for things like CCA and even number days for PLAYING! Or just free time. For blogging, playing, reading. ANYTHING under the category of LEISURE.
Now? DAMMIT! I have not as much time already. Grrr. In case you haven't realise, i usually do not go beyond 6pm in weekdays. Simple reason is that i don't like to see family when I'm using the computer. They'll give me one of the twelve great tortures(十二大酷刑) known as 'Nagging'.
Now with these remedial, I don't even know when's what. And am largely confused. I can't go to choir as early and no more snooker for me. WHAT A BIG CHANGE.
I am so so so not like changes. In fact, i think i resist changes to quite an extent, unless of course, I suggested the change. LOL.
Dramatic life, dramatic things.
I can start writing my script. Can go make into drama serial liao. Thinking of it, really seems dumb. SO MANY dramatic thing can happen in a span of five days. CRAP.
Friday was a whole lot of drama. Tried to rush back to choir even for JUST A WHILE. But so many damn things happened that in the end i couldn't make it.
Thanks to:
A schedule damn late
A bus that went the wrong way
A message that wasn't read properly
Crap! Plus the fact that when i almost reached home, i was notified that choir was just released -.- I think i might have killed JunHao if he saw me at that time. Haha.
Tuesday and Wednesday were days that low profile business couldn't be maintained. We were 'caught' so many times that its really, outrageous. Seriously.
Random people going home together just because we were being caught. By people who in fact, i believe, were very good friends with the female lead. And that was for tuesday, ONLY.
Wednesday was worse, far worse. I saw my (rumor spreaded)'mother-in-law'. Not a good sign.
When it comes to sign, its even more hilarious.
Tuesday, after being caught by so many people, ESPECIALLY MADELINE SEOW(she seem to bang into me ALOT of times when i was with my female lead), i went home to get caught in a storm that no umbrellas were ever capable of defending, in fact, i don't even have an umbrella with me at that time. All you know is that you're walking on the corridors or your HDB flats and getting drenched nonetheless.
For rainy weathers, i have tuesday, for scorching suns, they're left for wednesday. DRAMA SIA. One day rain, and the rain got cursed by me, then next day come out big bright sun, which also got cursed by me nevertheless.
Please, no more dramatic actions? Or i can really start writing my script already, maybe Mediacorp would accept it if i use proper Chinese/English. Haha.
The lady with the smile that hide daggers. Now that's scary.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
The wrong move
Is it out of impulse? I have no idea. All i know is that it landed me into a big dilemma i do not want to face. Of course, people always say, you can't run forever and so on and so forth. But i really don't want to face this. I found out that I've been very rash recently.
I think I've told people before that i like the feel when I become rash, impulsive. Because it grants me a carefree time. Maybe it be just 10 seconds before i start regretting. But at least, that 10 seconds, i was happy.
As much as i don't want, don't like, don't wish to care. I still do. As much as i try to hide, conceal, i still get seen. Things like these can't be helped. So i would just sit there and sulk. Wear a mask all the time and risk letting people see through. Its tough, but as youngsters nowadays, we don't really care what happens to us do we?
Perhaps its because of some group of idiot trying to prove something and i so hellishly want to prove them wrong. Maybe its this impulse to beat them that i become so crazy. Do things without thinking thrice.
It is true that not everything we want to say or do can be thought over many times, but an impulse to act upon instinct really sucks. Especially the consequences.
To explain what i meant further, this is an analogy.
My plan is to do 'Act a' then do 'Act b' before doing 'Act c'. But when i reach 'Act a', suddenly people keep saying 'Aiya, he confirm will do 'Act b' de la.' Then i will get that goddamn it impulsive to do something else, which in turn spoil all of my plans.
When i realise that would happen, i try to reverse everything and do 'Act b'. Then it gets everyone confused because they can't understand my thinking. Which is perfectly alright. I don't need anyone's acknowledgment on what I am doing.
What i want is to keep that damn impulse away so i can concentrate on my plans. Its really sickening. No wonder there's so many phrases teaching us the horrors of people and gossip.
Suddenly everything becomes a little clear isn't it? Haha.
Fate, the master puppeteer.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Biopolis part II
Did anyone miss me xD? (cutie version)
See you guys on monday!!! (Enthusiastic version)
5 days only what. What's the big deal? (dao version)
After approximately 125 hours of separation, I'm finally returned to my original learning ground. (act cheem version)
Okay, that's damn lame. Fine. Well, I finally finished the courses and hope someone missed me but its alright because i would get to see you guys on monday anyway, after all, we've only been separated for 5 days which is no big deal (holidays were longer) and I'm going to be back in my pinky school soon!
Zaiededed.
This 3 days in Biopolis is fun fun fun! We're "trained" in a building named 'Proteos' which focuses mainly on DNA! Learned ALOT ALOT of things. The misconception of 'mutant' was one of them.
I dare bet that if i were to share ALL the information that i learned in this 3 days, not even the geniuses from endurance would be able to fully comprehend. As a matter of fact, personally, i couldn't fully understand either!
Day 1:
Safety seminar which is relatively useless due to the lack of accidents which is ironically a good thing. Speech by the vice-president of the IMCB which speaks Caucasian english that seems harder to understand than Mr white's. So I am grateful.
Basically, what the vice-president shares with us is the program that we'll be going through during our three day. And guess what? I only realise that TODAY. 3 days after he made that speech. Because there's a presentation on today (which is the last day) and i saw the slides similar to the ones in his speech. Inference skills =P.
By the way, the vice-president is a super zaiededed scientist who discovered the 'Hedgehog signaling pathway'. I feel some lost souls. Never mind, i would explain that later.
After the seminar, or rather speech, depending on how chim you would like your english to be, we went to the labs we would be at for three days! Its, Clean and Green with 3 huge bedrooms! Okay, that's the mocca advertisement. Never mind. Its indeed clean, but it isn't green and obviously no 3 huge bedrooms.
White is everything when you see the lab. Got separated into groups and started practicing how to use MICRO-pipettes. The keyword here is MICRO. In school, we would be using pipette that has a volume of 25ml. In micro-pipette, the unit is 'UL'.
Simply speaking, 1ml = 1000ul
And 1000ul is the largest pipette they have there. So imagine us drawing out 19ul of substances. Now that's crazy. But it simply has to be done.
Separated into 3 groups, we proceeded into 3 different experiments, for my group, we were focusing on PCR, 'Smoothened', Hedgehog signaling pathway and Zebrafishes!
Firstly, after lunch, we were to put on our lab coats and gloves, then proceed to the microscopes to separate out the mutant and the wild type (normal) embryos of the zebrafish. If i could upload a powerpoint i think i would teach a million people what i was doing. Seriously, if the schools wants me to present what we learned in IMCB, i wouldn't mind!
After separating out the mutant and wild types (normal), we proceeded to add ENZYMES, now this rings a bell doesn't it? Okay, so we added enzymes so that the embryos would be digested and all that's left is their 'Genomic DNA'. Sounds chim, but its just DNA. I think. Lol.
Then we had to leave the enzymes to digest our embryos while we went up to the Fish facility! To see zebrafishes.
Zebrafishes:
These type of fishes are commonly used in scientific research because they're easy to work on and cheap to rear. Easy to work on being small, and transparent embryos. Easy for observations. Cheap being small (again =P), and each time eggs are laid, there would be lots of them. Plus, they are genetically quite similar to humans, which is why we could use them for lots of experiments concerning DNA.
Placed genetically modified Zebrafishes in tanks for them to mate the next day. We put dividers so they won't get to mate. Haha. So we went home until day 2...
Day 2:
Went up to the fish facilities to see our fishes! Then remove the dividers and watch them mate. Depending on how vulgar you can get, there's a few version.
We went to observe the zebrafishes mate.(1)
We went to see zebrafish porn! (2)
-Censored- (3)
Here's a damn chim part. Must read carefully!
DNA got 2 pair of genes. If you don't know that go back to primary school.
We target the 'Smoothened'(smo) in the 'Hedgehog signaling pathway'(Hh) by adding 'cyclopamine'.
'Cyclonepamine' is a chemical that targets the 'smo' and hence disrupted the 'Hh'
'Hh' is a way that cells communicate with each other.
So when 'Cyclopamine' is added to target the 'smo' which in turns disrupted the 'Hh', the muscles in the fishes cannot develop properly.
'Green Fluorescent Protein'(GFP) is a protein that can attach to muscles cells and illuminate under the microscope. So when the normal fishes have this GFP, the observation would be a green illumination in the tail part.
How we identify the normal fishes from the mutant type is basically by looking for the green illumination. Since the mutant fishes does not develop muscles properly, it does not have GFP and hence does not glow/illuminate.
This is one experiment:
We mate 2 half-mutated(heterozygous) fishes
Mutant gene = -
Normal gene = +
Father fish (heterozygous) = 1 mutant gene, 1 normal gene (-/+)
Mother fish(heterozygous)= 1 normal gene, 1 mutant gene (+/-)
When they mate:
(-/+)(+/-) = (+/+) (+/-) (-/+) (-/-)
So by maths, there should be a 25% (-/-). Which are totally mutant. This will produce what i explained above. That is smoothened targeted, hedgehog signaling affected, muscles not developed, no GFP expression. Simple as that. But i can be quite sure that people are already lost. Hence i shall not go on.
From this blogpost, you can already estimate how chim this whole thing is. So ya, that's my aim =P.
I'm tired.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Biopolis Part I
Things here and so damn different from our school labs that i can hardly believe it. For example, the workshop with all the computers and tables and telephones are just located behind the labs. In other words, i could just touch a Zebrafish embryo 10 seconds ago and i could be typing here already! Now that's cool =P.
Had quite a few fun activities. The fish-mating process was kind of sian. Don't get the wrong idea. What i meant was that the male fish just goes around biting the bellies of the female fishes (at least that was what it looked like). Then the female fishes will released ovules and the male fishes would just have external fertilization.
Touched lots of mutant embryos!
Now the word 'mutant' i believe means to many people things like unnatural. You would probably be thinking things like turtles standing up and fighting with weapons (TMNT). But well, simply saying, its just organisms whom are genetically modified. So its not that chim after all.
Upon saying that, i have to admit that i don't really understand what all this is about. For example, I have only a rough idea of what is 'Smoothened' after 1 and a half day. Crap.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Open house
Open house performance was quite okay, didn’t really screw up. At least for the most part =P. Was quite surprised about something though.
And that’s the fact that, NO DANCERS could make it to school by 7am as instructed. Not even the lady who gave out the instructions. Now that’s impressive. What’s more impressive is that when I stepped into our music room at 7.05am, Sze Hoe was the first and only one there. Now’s that’s the sun rising from the west.
Slacking from after choir to end of day. It’s really, SLACKING. The only work I’ve done is to help MC pack up a little when he’s doing his one-man show due to the lack of responsibility to be punctual. LOL.
-Low profile business (Private & confidential, at least from my point of view)-
English class was better than I expected. Seriously, my English got hope le!!! Yay. Mr whiteway is damn cute =P.
Junhao sits on my left and Gregory on my right. Know what that means? Sharing of information on a single topic -.- That’s not the end. It also means, they’re exchanging information OVER ME. I really should be either transparent or translucent. But too bad, I’m opaque.
One damn cute thing is that Gregory, whose register number (English class de) is 5, sits on my right (as mentioned above…) and I have a register number of 10, while junhao has a register number of 15. COOL.
Imagine from the teacher’s point of view.
-Gregory-Me-Junhao-
- 5 -10- 15 -
COOL!!!
I should really be grateful for having so many cute teachers teaching me!
Firstly, there’s dear Mr Chin Shin Wea, WHO PANGSEHED
Got Miss Choi!!! Super aggressive style of person (she say herself de =P), a little demanding at times but still damn cute!
There’s Mr Chin(another one -.-) soon huat who can hardly bend down to play snooker to be our teacher-in-charge WHO PANGSEHED US too.
Why all snooker teachers have to pangseh us??? Sobs~
Cute cute Mr Sim is there with his super zaiededed general knowledge that I saps like some kind of leech. He’s also damn good at acting and laughing is of no problem if he’s in a happy mood.
And Mrs Janice Lim! Starting damn scared of her. Now, haiz, no need scared le la =P. Unless I didn’t complete her work of course =P.
Mr Tan Bak Seng also very nice de! Unless he’s in a bad mood. Then that’s a completely different case. But other times, damn nice guy!
MR CHANDRA!!! These are MY NOTES!!! Hahahaha. Yay, I have him for this year. Now biology is gonna be an ‘A’ subject =P. Though it already was, but that isn’t the point!
DON’T OFF MY COMPUTER!!! Hahaha. Mr whiteway’s verse. Got me laughing for quite a long time, especially when that ‘Damn it!’ came not long after.
My English got hope le… Haha.
I think, that’s all, at least, FOR NOW. Haha.
I’ll be going for some biology thingy in buona vista and won’t be back in school until like next week? Don’t miss me =P. I think I’ll miss you people more >.<
Wonder why my blogpost suddenly turned out so crap. I should really avoiding sidetracking so much. Now I forgot what’s my main idea. Argh. Whatever.
Will be blogging on Saturday(hopefully) about the biology thingy! Stay tuned!(copy tv de)
It’s all worth it. Trust me.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Open house tomorrow!
D.D
Great.
Some chest popping action inside some fast moving rhythm. Now that's crazy. Luckily the ladies decided to change some of the steps. Seriously disliked them.
Because... Guys do not so nice, guys can't do it well that easily, and its more of girls' style to wave their assets around. Looks kind of obscene in the start >.<
Haiz. Dancing, not my art man. Actually, I sucks in all kinds of art anyway. Haiz, dancing, singing, drawing, painting. I think I'm better at crapping. Haha.
Saw who would be in the same english class and was quite happy. People that was with me last year aren't here anymore!!! Other than raymond, which is a good thing. In fact, other than the fact that I don't really entertain the thought of being taught, the classmates are a good thing!
Open house is tomorrow. It's almost the whole choir's wish to get more guys. Last year's harvest was pathetic. No offense. A guy a year, doesn't make things clear.
Tomorrow, i want wake up at 5.30am and hope i could get to school by 7am. Wish me good luck! Off to sleep =P. Pray for an insomnia-less night =P.
Ships are safest at port, but that's not why they're built.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
School starts!
I think I'm finally thinking like a hardworking student. Lol. The first day of school in every year i knew was 'slacking', no studies, walk here and there, chat in class, laugh and laugh, see who i miss out during the holidays, well, things like that.
However, first day of school for secondary four, I've always thought that we'll just do a simple commencement service then go to class and began lessons. Seriously.
I know most of you would be thinking 'Siao!' when you read this. Well, whatever, that was what i really thought would happen. I mean, I'm already feeling the pressure of not being able to finish the syllabus, but of course, that, with the structured lessons would form another case. Haha.
Plus, it usually the teachers who worry about things like that. So why am i worrying? Hmmz... Haha.
Quite a lot of revised school rules. Upon first hearing, it DEFINITELY SOUNDED RIDICULOUS. But thinking of it again, I actually find it reasonable. Lol. But the way Mr Tan explained it to us was really a little hilarious. WARRANT OF ARREST. I burst out laughing can?
Then again, i find that it benefits people like myself. Because sometimes really suay suay cannot wake up, then get detention just like that, will feel a bit wronged even though i was really late. I often feel that detention is for people who really are consistently getting into trouble, so a once in a blue moon accident that landed me into detention would get me grumbling for days.
With the demerit point system, i believe i won't land myself into internal suspension, not even for a day. Except for the uniform part. HAHA. But that could be easily settled too. My old shirt was impossible to be kept tucked in due to the such great heights i acclaimed. Now, you won't see me with an left out shirt!!! Plus the tie can be rented. Not tucking in shirts and tieless are the only problem. SO I WON'T GET INTO TROUBLE. Yay!!!
The second day of school was considered slack too.
slack = no lessons.
Dramatic though. VERY VERY dramatic.
Met BigBird early in the morning because i couldn't decipher her mathematics homework. When i see her steps and tried doing, my answer was different, so its either she careless mistake, or i careless mistake, so i would be checking like mad. Then when i find that i didn't make a careless mistake(usually its me), i would be very confused. Because i don't understand. So bo bian, have to meet her.
End up also didn't explain anything, thanks to the mrt trains >.<
First time i took the train to school in 2008 so many things happened.
First, she had to come out of her train instead of me going in since we're trying to keep a low profile(which is impossible, thanks to the many eyes on us -.-), and if i went in there we would be keeping a high profile instead.
So we decided to wait for the next train. Just before the stupid train stopped, we saw ZK, staring straight into us. And i unexpectedly did the most stupid and dramatic thing of moving into another cabin. Even though i know he clearly see us and vice-versa.
2nd dramatic thing is that the train, failed to fully brake at the correct point. So the train can't let us down at Yio Chu Kang, but has to go to Ang Mo Kio. By calculations, we wouldn't be late. HOWEVER, the train missed its position, claimed its a technical fault, and dropped us off at Ang Mo Kio. Haiz...
So we hurriedly moved to the other side and it wasn't so easy. Ang Mo Kio is not like yishun or yck, where you could just turn to the other side and take the train going the other direction, we have to climb up and down literally. Haiz...
So obviously we would be late. Knowing was quite enough already. But dramas don't have this little content do they? Haha. Plus the tone i used above, i think you would guess that more drama is coming up. Hahaha...
Thinking that ZK was our only companion was definitely a mistake. So dramatically, he went to fetch JunHao. GREAT... There goes our low profile. LOL.
The four of us took our time since no matter how we rushed we would still be late. And the damn it demerit point system would take effect immediately on us. WHAT THE HELL. But luckily, the teachers understood =P. So no demerit points for us =P.
Walking up to the hall was a little dramatic with BigBird behind me. Upon entering, many black pupils studded on white eyeballs were on us. SO MUCH FOR LOW PROFILE. What the hell.
Went for the whole day of programming without any lessons. My english teacher is Mr. Brett whiteway!!! I hope that's a good thing =P.
Angel's temptation. I'm tempted.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy New Year
New Year's here and one thing i believe many will do is to have new year resolutions. Personally, i don't believe in new year resolutions. Not that i don't have targets, just that they change according to what happens.
For example, for 2007, my new year resolution was to pass all subjects. Because I never ever passed all subjects during lower secondary(thanks to the art). Then later i found out that, hmmz, it is very possible to pass all subjects, my target becomes a easily achievable one.
Having easily achievable targets is equivalent to slacking. Depends on how nice or nasty you want to be. Then you'll see that you will need to change your targets sometimes here and there. If you find that you keep changing targets, there's two main possibilities.
1- You're too slack, the targets are all easily achievable ones and you need to keep changing so that you won't feel so slack
2- You're too ambitious, the targets are too hard for you currently, maybe if you try harder for a few years you would be able to reach it, but for this year only. No way. So you keep changing the targets to a lower and more acceptable level.
I wouldn't recommend having the first one because i think that you would get lost sooner or later. Targets cannot keep changing, a frequent change is disastrous. 4 changes a year in my opinion is frequent.
Being ambitious isn't a bad thing. It all depends on the extent of the ambition. I'm sure most people would be able to understand why and hence i shall not elaborate.
So new year, new hope. With hope, humans would be able to live more happily. So its alright to just have hope, hope for this hope for that. But of course, there are side-effects known as 'depression'. So well, be careful what you hope for =P.
And for people who are hoping for more gossip, please don't come to me. Thank you. I have no gossip to tell you, even if i do i won't tell you. So please, stay off my back. Don't say i didn't warn you =P.
悲伤之时,说出快乐之词