Silence that was so comfortable...
I wanted to break it. Apparently you had nothing to say. Or just that we both didn't want to say anything. Maybe none of us dared to say anything.
I guess you do know after all.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
400th Post. Not going to turn out to be how I wanted it to.
Because of a simple gesture early in the morning, even before I stepped into the premises of our school.
You looked back...
Why did you?
You looked like you had something to say but stopped yourself because you saw someone with me.
What did you want to say?
I want to know.
In my 350th post I wondered where I would be when my 400th post arrives, and was even doubtful if there is going to be one but through these 50 posts. I restricted myself. I limited myself.
Restrain.
I tried to talk no more of you. I don't want to know anymore. I want you to leave. Don't look back and leave. Let me stay behind in the shadows. But you looked back. Why? What did you want to say?
The first day of school wasn't a great one. As if maths during the holidays wasn't stressing enough. Further maths after school. Additional biology lectures going up in the week. Irresistable sleep during the chemistry lessons. It ain't going well.
It ain't what I hoped, or wanted.
This post was supposed to be a happy one. A happy 400th post. Its not. I'm sorry.
For myself.
Because of a simple gesture early in the morning, even before I stepped into the premises of our school.
You looked back...
Why did you?
You looked like you had something to say but stopped yourself because you saw someone with me.
What did you want to say?
I want to know.
In my 350th post I wondered where I would be when my 400th post arrives, and was even doubtful if there is going to be one but through these 50 posts. I restricted myself. I limited myself.
Restrain.
I tried to talk no more of you. I don't want to know anymore. I want you to leave. Don't look back and leave. Let me stay behind in the shadows. But you looked back. Why? What did you want to say?
The first day of school wasn't a great one. As if maths during the holidays wasn't stressing enough. Further maths after school. Additional biology lectures going up in the week. Irresistable sleep during the chemistry lessons. It ain't going well.
It ain't what I hoped, or wanted.
This post was supposed to be a happy one. A happy 400th post. Its not. I'm sorry.
For myself.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Hehe, post 399th!!! Next one shall be the 400th!!! Woo. I've come a long way. Haha.
Anyways, tomorrow is school! Like finally, I'll get to see everybody! Really excited in case you were wondering what's with all the exclaimation marks. Haha. Yup yup, see classmates, see basketball people, see my lovely friends in school who don't fall into those two categories. Ahhhh the great lovely school.
Too bad I can't complement with a record-first-all-homework-done streak. Well, something has to be not perfect for the others to be seen as perfect. Who cares anyways(Other than the teachers, of course!). And so I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Hope I don't stand in the class for the first lesson of the term though )_(
Another bad thing is that I don't have a new bag for tomorrow =(. Don't get me wrong, I'm not that vain YET! But my old bag is SPOILED. The zip came off so its unusuable. The only one left used to be spoiled because everything started coming out. But I'm still going to risk it for tomorrow! Need to buy a new bag really soon!!!
The only reason, though, that I didn't manage to buy a new bag today after shopping like around 30 minutes is because... BAGS ARE EXPENSIVE. Like, OH MY GOD?
I mean, sorry for being a 仔男(wrong zai, but couldn't find the right one), butttttttt they're like soooooo expensive now. I admit I don't go around shopping OFTEN, but then $50+ for a bag is just )_(. And its supposed to be GREAT SINGAPORE SALE now!!! Hmphhhhhh. How? Who want pei me buy bag? Introduce bargain please. $30 is like my max budget already )_(.
I'm a poor kid =((((((((((((
Anyways, tomorrow is school! Like finally, I'll get to see everybody! Really excited in case you were wondering what's with all the exclaimation marks. Haha. Yup yup, see classmates, see basketball people, see my lovely friends in school who don't fall into those two categories. Ahhhh the great lovely school.
Too bad I can't complement with a record-first-all-homework-done streak. Well, something has to be not perfect for the others to be seen as perfect. Who cares anyways(Other than the teachers, of course!). And so I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Hope I don't stand in the class for the first lesson of the term though )_(
Another bad thing is that I don't have a new bag for tomorrow =(. Don't get me wrong, I'm not that vain YET! But my old bag is SPOILED. The zip came off so its unusuable. The only one left used to be spoiled because everything started coming out. But I'm still going to risk it for tomorrow! Need to buy a new bag really soon!!!
The only reason, though, that I didn't manage to buy a new bag today after shopping like around 30 minutes is because... BAGS ARE EXPENSIVE. Like, OH MY GOD?
I mean, sorry for being a 仔男(wrong zai, but couldn't find the right one), butttttttt they're like soooooo expensive now. I admit I don't go around shopping OFTEN, but then $50+ for a bag is just )_(. And its supposed to be GREAT SINGAPORE SALE now!!! Hmphhhhhh. How? Who want pei me buy bag? Introduce bargain please. $30 is like my max budget already )_(.
I'm a poor kid =((((((((((((
Saturday, June 26, 2010
How to cause yourself more trouble:
Go play ball for hours looooong, hence have a late dinner, and reach home so tired that you dont wanna do work and just wanna sleep, THEREFORE thinking that there's no need for supper since firstly, u had a late dinner, secondly, you're too tired to eat supper.
And start feeling extremely hungry at 12am -.-
Went I cook noodles at 12 )_(
haiz I brought it upon myself. Plus the 'halla halla halla' is ringing in my head. Korean hook songs )_( its lupin btw, in case you were wondering. So now I'm just waiting for the digestion to kick in before I can get some needed rest.
Go play ball for hours looooong, hence have a late dinner, and reach home so tired that you dont wanna do work and just wanna sleep, THEREFORE thinking that there's no need for supper since firstly, u had a late dinner, secondly, you're too tired to eat supper.
And start feeling extremely hungry at 12am -.-
Went I cook noodles at 12 )_(
haiz I brought it upon myself. Plus the 'halla halla halla' is ringing in my head. Korean hook songs )_( its lupin btw, in case you were wondering. So now I'm just waiting for the digestion to kick in before I can get some needed rest.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Played ball today!!! Like finally. Woo, tired ttm. Its telling me I'm supposed to go excerise regularly man. Its like one day during the holidays, I looked into the mirror(finally) and discovered my six-pac went missing )_(
Well, so did my vertical jump. But who cares nowadays anyways. Its about homework, studying, and more studying. Which I haven't done at all yet today since I was out playing ball =P.
And so thou shall get started on the ever present maths homework. =)
Well, so did my vertical jump. But who cares nowadays anyways. Its about homework, studying, and more studying. Which I haven't done at all yet today since I was out playing ball =P.
And so thou shall get started on the ever present maths homework. =)
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Okay, gonna do a few things in these post! Firstly...
How to save money on your water bills, save water, and protect the earth!
What to do:
1. Close your bedroom windows when its raining
2. Go in your bedroom for activities(lie on your bed, read storybook, whatever)
3. Go back and do your homework
4. When it rains AGAIN, assume you already did step 1 so don't panic
5. Go into your flooded bedroom and get a pleasant surprise
6. Take a DRY mop to clean up the mess
Save on mop water! Save on detergent!(acid rain very powerful ^^)
And that's how I'm helped save my house's utility bills this month. What a good son I am. Haha
Okay 2nd thing I'm going to do is something really lame. Yes lamer than the 1st task. And that is... Do a quiz =)
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
白色风车
Nice.
2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Wanna(워너)
Yes I want lots of things
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
我不想忘记你 - 郭静
Yup yup, someone I won't forget... =)
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lost (Inst.)
LOL.
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
如果我變成回憶
I think there's a next line to it, or it does not constitute a purpose at all
6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Bad Romance
AWWW ROCK ON.
7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
擦肩而过
Yeah, I know, I'm sorry, I come and go
8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
일단 돌아서지만(First, don't turn around)
Yes, I'm really sorry for not listening to you and always turning around and walking off
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
무조건 해피엔딩 (Stick Wit U)
=P.
10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Poker Face
o.0 That's gonna be my poker face when I get a 4 man.
11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
下雨天
To begin with, who's my best friend? I don't even know for myself. I hope he/she don't rain often though
12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
蓝色风暴(Blue Hurricane)
My life's like a hurricane, fast and unstoppable! Though I would prefer tornado. Haha.
13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
庆幸有你爱我
Someone who is always grateful is a good person
14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
我只能爱你
Yesh yesh.
15. WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
소녀시대（Girls' Generation)
YEAH YEAH ROCKER l--l_
16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Lover
Yeah I love everybody, sorry I'm gone =P
17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Run Devil Run
You better run ^^
18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
无辜
Yes, prior to people who don't know me well, I'm not innocent at all. And I'm no longer going to act all innocent
19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
The Only Exception
Its kind of correct if you get my drift
20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Makes Me Wonder
HAHAHAHA OMG PERFECT ANSWER
21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
枫 (Maple)
Only SOME of them are maplers... Though I believe all of them have played BEFORE.
22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lollipop (feat. BIG BANG)
Too bad I don't put titles for blog posts, since, I have no idea how long ago.
Anyways, so that wraps it up. If you don't think its funny, you are pretty funny. Cause yeah, it's like, my kind of humor. Lol.
How to save money on your water bills, save water, and protect the earth!
What to do:
1. Close your bedroom windows when its raining
2. Go in your bedroom for activities(lie on your bed, read storybook, whatever)
3. Go back and do your homework
4. When it rains AGAIN, assume you already did step 1 so don't panic
5. Go into your flooded bedroom and get a pleasant surprise
6. Take a DRY mop to clean up the mess
Save on mop water! Save on detergent!(acid rain very powerful ^^)
And that's how I'm helped save my house's utility bills this month. What a good son I am. Haha
Okay 2nd thing I'm going to do is something really lame. Yes lamer than the 1st task. And that is... Do a quiz =)
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
白色风车
Nice.
2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Wanna(워너)
Yes I want lots of things
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
我不想忘记你 - 郭静
Yup yup, someone I won't forget... =)
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lost (Inst.)
LOL.
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
如果我變成回憶
I think there's a next line to it, or it does not constitute a purpose at all
6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Bad Romance
AWWW ROCK ON.
7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
擦肩而过
Yeah, I know, I'm sorry, I come and go
8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
일단 돌아서지만(First, don't turn around)
Yes, I'm really sorry for not listening to you and always turning around and walking off
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
무조건 해피엔딩 (Stick Wit U)
=P.
10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Poker Face
o.0 That's gonna be my poker face when I get a 4 man.
11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
下雨天
To begin with, who's my best friend? I don't even know for myself. I hope he/she don't rain often though
12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
蓝色风暴(Blue Hurricane)
My life's like a hurricane, fast and unstoppable! Though I would prefer tornado. Haha.
13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
庆幸有你爱我
Someone who is always grateful is a good person
14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
我只能爱你
Yesh yesh.
15. WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
소녀시대（Girls' Generation)
YEAH YEAH ROCKER l--l_
16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Lover
Yeah I love everybody, sorry I'm gone =P
17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Run Devil Run
You better run ^^
18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
无辜
Yes, prior to people who don't know me well, I'm not innocent at all. And I'm no longer going to act all innocent
19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
The Only Exception
Its kind of correct if you get my drift
20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Makes Me Wonder
HAHAHAHA OMG PERFECT ANSWER
21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
枫 (Maple)
Only SOME of them are maplers... Though I believe all of them have played BEFORE.
22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lollipop (feat. BIG BANG)
Too bad I don't put titles for blog posts, since, I have no idea how long ago.
Anyways, so that wraps it up. If you don't think its funny, you are pretty funny. Cause yeah, it's like, my kind of humor. Lol.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
StarCraft II Teaser
Awesome stuff, I'm wondering when it'll be out. Haha. Sorry for non-gamer readers(assuming there are) for the excessive blogging of gaming.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Haha saw this pretty interesting maths question while dutifully doing my revision!
4. (i) Write down (a) d/dx(e^x2), (b) integral[(xe^x2)] dx
Sorry for not being able to find the correct signs but well, can't really insert in here anyway so hope you understand the question.
But then again, look carefully, isn't the answer then, supposed to be
(a) d/dx(e^x2), (b) integral[(xe^x2)] dx ?
After all, the question only asked me to write them down, not solve it =P
4. (i) Write down (a) d/dx(e^x2), (b) integral[(xe^x2)] dx
Sorry for not being able to find the correct signs but well, can't really insert in here anyway so hope you understand the question.
But then again, look carefully, isn't the answer then, supposed to be
(a) d/dx(e^x2), (b) integral[(xe^x2)] dx ?
After all, the question only asked me to write them down, not solve it =P
Sunday, June 20, 2010
I really wonder, is it that unreasonable to ask for a complete answer sheet without errors?
The answer is given to us in advance so that when we do the questsions and reach the answers, that means our methods are correct, and the opposite if they're wrong. So if we do not reach the answers with the right methods, where does it get us? Nowhere here nor there!
I know that its hard on the teachers to print out the questions, answers and its taxing, lots of paperwork. But an incorrect answer given would just drive the already-going-crazy students further to the edge of the cliff.
Plus, it tells us that just when we think we've got the right answers, we get shot in the face. And our confidence plummets. Really is that what the teachers aim for?
Isn't striving for excellence the exact objective. And here we are, slogging our heads out trying to meet up with the teacher's expectations, only to fall once and again.
I seriously think I'm doing too much maths. Haha, its getting into my head! Haiz, and the sudden homework workload. I don't whats going on in the world anymore.
People who preach about the importance of planning in advance is causing all of our planning to go down the drain.
"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail"
Now it probably is, you can plan all you like, but if you aren't detailed enough, you will still fail. Seriously, haiz. All the additional homework that I only know about in the past 48 hours.
If I can complete them, I'll be breaking my own personal record for homework-doing man. Which by the way, I'm supposed to, since I'm in a JC )_(
Back to maths...
The answer is given to us in advance so that when we do the questsions and reach the answers, that means our methods are correct, and the opposite if they're wrong. So if we do not reach the answers with the right methods, where does it get us? Nowhere here nor there!
I know that its hard on the teachers to print out the questions, answers and its taxing, lots of paperwork. But an incorrect answer given would just drive the already-going-crazy students further to the edge of the cliff.
Plus, it tells us that just when we think we've got the right answers, we get shot in the face. And our confidence plummets. Really is that what the teachers aim for?
Isn't striving for excellence the exact objective. And here we are, slogging our heads out trying to meet up with the teacher's expectations, only to fall once and again.
I seriously think I'm doing too much maths. Haha, its getting into my head! Haiz, and the sudden homework workload. I don't whats going on in the world anymore.
People who preach about the importance of planning in advance is causing all of our planning to go down the drain.
"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail"
Now it probably is, you can plan all you like, but if you aren't detailed enough, you will still fail. Seriously, haiz. All the additional homework that I only know about in the past 48 hours.
If I can complete them, I'll be breaking my own personal record for homework-doing man. Which by the way, I'm supposed to, since I'm in a JC )_(
Back to maths...
Friday, June 18, 2010
OKAY! I am on my new computer now! Hehe.
And I'm like downloading tons of things all the time la~ OMG!
Haha, and apparently I decided to try out that new template that blogger wants to offer us so well, why not?
So yeah! From msn, to garena, to Itunes, to msn plus. HAHA Spamming downloads! And omg its fast la, my com that is. And of course it is, its a new one, but really, using a senior citizen computer really makes me forget how fast computers are supposed to function!
So well, lemme enjoy my computer a little bit more~ Though its sad that I have to warcraft or dota to play -.-
Then again... Its the studying period ain't it? AS IF I CARE =P
And I'm like downloading tons of things all the time la~ OMG!
Haha, and apparently I decided to try out that new template that blogger wants to offer us so well, why not?
So yeah! From msn, to garena, to Itunes, to msn plus. HAHA Spamming downloads! And omg its fast la, my com that is. And of course it is, its a new one, but really, using a senior citizen computer really makes me forget how fast computers are supposed to function!
So well, lemme enjoy my computer a little bit more~ Though its sad that I have to warcraft or dota to play -.-
Then again... Its the studying period ain't it? AS IF I CARE =P
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Desktop's arriving tomorrow night! Ain't it awesome? Haha. Though I have to admit. It will definitely delay my studying with those games installation! Which brings me to another problem, what games to install? Shall I go back to maplestory? Dota? Starcraft II isn't out yet unfortunately )_(
So well, looking forward! Though that means I can't go for the surprise tomorrow night! Oh well. Not gonna say who in case he/she reads this and I suddenly become a spoiler. But hehe I gave a hint who it is already! Look carefully ^^
So well, looking forward! Though that means I can't go for the surprise tomorrow night! Oh well. Not gonna say who in case he/she reads this and I suddenly become a spoiler. But hehe I gave a hint who it is already! Look carefully ^^
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Oh by the way, in case anyone is wondering how come my long long posts are becoming summarized 1-sentence-for-1-thing paragraphs...
Its because my computer is spoiled and I'm always distracted when blogging using the ITouch. Haha =P. Look forward to more long long posts when new com arrives!
And its the third working day already! Better come tomorrow )_(
Its because my computer is spoiled and I'm always distracted when blogging using the ITouch. Haha =P. Look forward to more long long posts when new com arrives!
And its the third working day already! Better come tomorrow )_(
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
120 hours of not studying anything. I seem to be doomed for failure when school reopens. And my computer hasn't arrived. So probably another straight 48 hours or so of not studying again in the near future. Haiz, really heading in wrong direction.
Burnt now. But sentosa is fun! Haha. Enjoyable time with the class people. And I just realized my figure is getting bad! Haha. Yay? I'm FINALLY starting to FEEL fat. Those months of not excerising is paying well! Hehe. Gain weight gain weight gain weight!
I'll shape up later in the future =P.
Though honestly, can anyone imagine a fat YC? I wonder how I'll look like...
Burnt now. But sentosa is fun! Haha. Enjoyable time with the class people. And I just realized my figure is getting bad! Haha. Yay? I'm FINALLY starting to FEEL fat. Those months of not excerising is paying well! Hehe. Gain weight gain weight gain weight!
I'll shape up later in the future =P.
Though honestly, can anyone imagine a fat YC? I wonder how I'll look like...
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Hmmz. Computer incoming within 10 working days! Hehe. But can't wait )_(
So I'd rather get a laptop like my bro did! Then he can carry it home immediately!!! Ahhhhhhhh. To wait 2 weeks is a little sad. Well... Wanna go buy an expensive expensive Starcraft disk! Like the original one might cost up to $70! Or more! But ah!!! Totally excited!
I think I abit too high liao lols~
Anyway! Went to the largest observation wheel in the whole today! The Singapore Flyer! Hehe. Don't feel so "suaku" anymore ^^
yea the view is niceeeee. And there are pictures in my phone! Which in the past was impossible to extract and upload or anything like that because I can't install the samsung software in the old com! But everything's gonna change with a new com man! Ahhhhh
So I'd rather get a laptop like my bro did! Then he can carry it home immediately!!! Ahhhhhhhh. To wait 2 weeks is a little sad. Well... Wanna go buy an expensive expensive Starcraft disk! Like the original one might cost up to $70! Or more! But ah!!! Totally excited!
I think I abit too high liao lols~
Anyway! Went to the largest observation wheel in the whole today! The Singapore Flyer! Hehe. Don't feel so "suaku" anymore ^^
yea the view is niceeeee. And there are pictures in my phone! Which in the past was impossible to extract and upload or anything like that because I can't install the samsung software in the old com! But everything's gonna change with a new com man! Ahhhhh
Monday, June 07, 2010
GG
That's what i have been hearing these days. HAHA. Those 2 letters will make the crowd flare, the commentators shout and all that. WOo.
Haha. Watching pro gamers play nowadays on youtube. Really, Starcraft is one of the best games out there alongside with warcraft. Too bad I ain't a first-player-shooter kind of gamer(fps, games like counterstrike, L4D)
Though honestly, I ain't ANY kind of gamer since I pretty suck in games when I play them myself. All the intensive clicking, keyboarding, what the pros call "mirco-ing". Yea. Dahhh.
Nevertheless after watching so many games on pro tournaments, world cyber games(WCG). Really feel like going back and playing them myself. And my computer's is spoilt. Even if it wasn't, its too weak to handle any form of full-screen games. So dahhh I'm stuck here being envious, and really 心痒痒. Haha.
Since young I know I ain't a very good strategist, ain't someone who could control my fingers very well, nor any specific part of my body part actually. So to be truthful, I ain't cut out to be the following:
1. Pianist, or any other type of musicians actually, since they require precise finger movement. PLUS, I'm a little tone-deaf. Hehe
2. Sportsmen, for example, soccer player(where the body balance and leg control is essential), basketball player(where the hand and feet control is very important), bowler(where fingers do affect the spin of the ball).
3. Gamer, where hand-eye co-ordination, reaction time is one of the most important part of the game. And actually, multi-tasking too. Whoever is able to control armies at like 3 different spots at the same time to do timely specific tasks wins.
4. Doctors, where your fingers, when they're trembling, will cut a patient's heart, kidney, liver, lung whatever. I think you'll get the point.
So basically, I'm not gifted for any professional job. Maybe teaching? Though I have a pretty bad temper. Haha. Cooks? I think I can handle the heat quite well xD.
Anyways, since I don't think I am valuable enough for anyone to stalk or kidnap me, I shall share a little more about my family.
Well, I have a brother who's 17 years OLDER than me(so he should be 35 now? wa damn old LOL). So when I was young, he wasn't. Like an adult already. So by the time I was like a child, not a baby or a toddler, a 3-5 year old child. He was already playing Starcraft and games like that. So I really enjoyed watching him play.
In fact, I enjoyed watching him play more than playing the game myself, though the chances that he'll let me play is apparently close to one in a million. So obviously I watched many games. And I guess now that I think of it, the reason why I really like watching him play was because... He wins the game.
I enjoyed watching someone, something, some group we support winning. Isn't that why we have fans? Why fans cheer, cry, scream, whatever when their favorite singer, sports team, idol wins some singing award, some games. So seeing my brother win was like really high. Though unlike fans, I don't scream and shout in the house WHEN HE WINS. I do scream and shout(Hey i was young) during the game though. Like, when I don't like how he builds his towers. HAHA. But he builds them strategically la~ Just that I didn't understand back in those days.
So from young, I've really loved watching people play games. Be the audience instead of the gamer. Which probably explains why I'm so hooked on watching those professional gamers play in big tournaments. So gonna be my june "holiday" hobby. Hehe.
Then again, I'm greedy and wish that WCG is back in singapore. Dahhhh why did I miss the last one. It may never~ come~ back~ sobs~.
So guess what I'm going to do when I get a new computer in these june holidays ^^
That's what i have been hearing these days. HAHA. Those 2 letters will make the crowd flare, the commentators shout and all that. WOo.
Haha. Watching pro gamers play nowadays on youtube. Really, Starcraft is one of the best games out there alongside with warcraft. Too bad I ain't a first-player-shooter kind of gamer(fps, games like counterstrike, L4D)
Though honestly, I ain't ANY kind of gamer since I pretty suck in games when I play them myself. All the intensive clicking, keyboarding, what the pros call "mirco-ing". Yea. Dahhh.
Nevertheless after watching so many games on pro tournaments, world cyber games(WCG). Really feel like going back and playing them myself. And my computer's is spoilt. Even if it wasn't, its too weak to handle any form of full-screen games. So dahhh I'm stuck here being envious, and really 心痒痒. Haha.
Since young I know I ain't a very good strategist, ain't someone who could control my fingers very well, nor any specific part of my body part actually. So to be truthful, I ain't cut out to be the following:
1. Pianist, or any other type of musicians actually, since they require precise finger movement. PLUS, I'm a little tone-deaf. Hehe
2. Sportsmen, for example, soccer player(where the body balance and leg control is essential), basketball player(where the hand and feet control is very important), bowler(where fingers do affect the spin of the ball).
3. Gamer, where hand-eye co-ordination, reaction time is one of the most important part of the game. And actually, multi-tasking too. Whoever is able to control armies at like 3 different spots at the same time to do timely specific tasks wins.
4. Doctors, where your fingers, when they're trembling, will cut a patient's heart, kidney, liver, lung whatever. I think you'll get the point.
So basically, I'm not gifted for any professional job. Maybe teaching? Though I have a pretty bad temper. Haha. Cooks? I think I can handle the heat quite well xD.
Anyways, since I don't think I am valuable enough for anyone to stalk or kidnap me, I shall share a little more about my family.
Well, I have a brother who's 17 years OLDER than me(so he should be 35 now? wa damn old LOL). So when I was young, he wasn't. Like an adult already. So by the time I was like a child, not a baby or a toddler, a 3-5 year old child. He was already playing Starcraft and games like that. So I really enjoyed watching him play.
In fact, I enjoyed watching him play more than playing the game myself, though the chances that he'll let me play is apparently close to one in a million. So obviously I watched many games. And I guess now that I think of it, the reason why I really like watching him play was because... He wins the game.
I enjoyed watching someone, something, some group we support winning. Isn't that why we have fans? Why fans cheer, cry, scream, whatever when their favorite singer, sports team, idol wins some singing award, some games. So seeing my brother win was like really high. Though unlike fans, I don't scream and shout in the house WHEN HE WINS. I do scream and shout(Hey i was young) during the game though. Like, when I don't like how he builds his towers. HAHA. But he builds them strategically la~ Just that I didn't understand back in those days.
So from young, I've really loved watching people play games. Be the audience instead of the gamer. Which probably explains why I'm so hooked on watching those professional gamers play in big tournaments. So gonna be my june "holiday" hobby. Hehe.
Then again, I'm greedy and wish that WCG is back in singapore. Dahhhh why did I miss the last one. It may never~ come~ back~ sobs~.
So guess what I'm going to do when I get a new computer in these june holidays ^^
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Friday, June 04, 2010
Hehe! Never played with the dance people due to rain rain~
Nice. Though its just postponed -.-
Anyway, got so bored at home, fell asleep watching s-league soccer on channel 5 on my sofa. So I thought maybe I should sleep haha early sleep good for the body.
And I woke up at 11.30pm -.-
Now i can't fall asleep anytme soon and is just as bored becUse there still isn't anything other than homework to do! Ahhh life without computers~
Nice. Though its just postponed -.-
Anyway, got so bored at home, fell asleep watching s-league soccer on channel 5 on my sofa. So I thought maybe I should sleep haha early sleep good for the body.
And I woke up at 11.30pm -.-
Now i can't fall asleep anytme soon and is just as bored becUse there still isn't anything other than homework to do! Ahhh life without computers~
Thursday, June 03, 2010
there's a friendly game with the dance people tomorrow. Haiz. Just the thought of it is bad enough )_(
Firstly they're strong. No doubt about that. But who's stronger we have to see tomorrow. The thing is, we're from basketball. They're not! So if we win... No big deal. We from basketball anyway.
What if we lost?
Here's the problem. Reputation that all of us tried so hard to maintain. We always came we're a strong team and everything. And an unofficial team comes and wins us just like that. Ahhhhhhh. Mockery for the world...
So haiz. Not that I'm not friends with them or anything. Just that such repualtation of the whole team, the whole CCA at stake. I wonder if we have what it takes to uphold it. Haiz.
Already at a disadvantage before the game started....
Firstly they're strong. No doubt about that. But who's stronger we have to see tomorrow. The thing is, we're from basketball. They're not! So if we win... No big deal. We from basketball anyway.
What if we lost?
Here's the problem. Reputation that all of us tried so hard to maintain. We always came we're a strong team and everything. And an unofficial team comes and wins us just like that. Ahhhhhhh. Mockery for the world...
So haiz. Not that I'm not friends with them or anything. Just that such repualtation of the whole team, the whole CCA at stake. I wonder if we have what it takes to uphold it. Haiz.
Already at a disadvantage before the game started....
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