Sometimes I see myself as an amphibian. The one that dwells under a well. When I look up, the sky is only a circle, just that small round circle. Occasionally I see clouds, occasionally the big bright sun. Sometimes the moon appears in its various forms, and other times disappearing for days and weeks altogether.

Tunnel vision doesn't affect me, but SNSD is the only sky I see.

Maybe flying across the sky is a swan that I'll never be, but that doesn't stop me from lusting the flesh of its wonderful body.

Sometimes voices speak to me, asking me why don't I ever leave. I just don't know what's good for me, in the world that I'll never see.