Monday And Tuesday

MONDAY

Quite an interesting day... Started off with PE and played badminton cause i no need run le, passed already =P. Play and play and still so damn lousy... Just have to admit the fact, i can't play badminton. My racket strings broke... And then it was like everytime you hit a shuttlecock, you'll feel vibrations on the racket, damn cute la!

Went for maths but mr tan couldn't make it becasue the MOE officials were coming... End up slack throughout the whole period even though we're supposed to be doing work... Lol. JuinLi keep saying 2I girls have a 2I girls look... Though i don't really see the difference... Hmmz...

Physics is damn lang bei... This mr tan also couldn't make it... Think is the same reason ba, haiz. Ended up CPL come relieve us. She said that she couldn't believe that we were actually so damn noisy until she saw it for herself... Well? Perhaps its a good thing after all? Ended up at the corridor outside the library... Apparently the librarian was not in and hence the library was not open... 4 grace was also there... Sitting outside with us. The librarian eventually came and we went inside to slack for 1 period while CPL went back to her class as she had lessons.

While outside the library, joey trapped a jumping spider and lead it into MC's bag. And then we went into the library and slack. Sang so damn loudy that 2 girls whom i don't know keep staring at me =P. Think im a freak or something, haha. And i actually stare back. Then they contiune reading their books. Lol?

When we went for out chinese class, MC opened his bag and the spider jumped out... He said the spider struck a thread of the web on his hand which is obviously not true. Most likely is the spider spin the web inside the bag, then when MC put his hand inside to reach for the books, he touched them so got the sticky thread feeling. Its irritating( i mean the sticky thread feeling). I always get it while walking under trees because im too tall =P.

No Choir practiceeeeee... No venue arh! SIANNNNN.

My brother gave me a lecture on goals. He said that people who are succesful always plan and set their goals out ahead... so whenever they see their goals there. They will be reminded and strive harder to reach their targets. Little did my brother know, i see my goals everyday in school.


TUESDAY

Today, is a bad bad day. Overslept... Like omg? When was the last time i overslept man? And somemore on the exam day!!! Maybe i really too stress liao arh. Ended up with laurel and junhao because i saw them at the MRT. NYP still hasn't given laurel a reply slip to his direct poly admission... Really hopes he gets it. Best wishes!

Maths paper is CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. Its so impossible for them to set such hard question on such easy topics la... I dun think i can get my A1 liao la....... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Crap. I almost didn't managed to finish the paper. I thought there was 3 graphs to be drawn and when the invilgilator shouted 30 more minutes... I was still stuck at the first graph. Like so omg?!?!?! Then when she shouted 10 more mins... I barely finished the 2nd graph. And thats when i realised that there isn't a third graph to be drawn. Felt so HENGGG ARHHH. The thing is although this paper is hard to score, its easy to pass lor. I simply cannot understand why people all saying 'die liao, die liao' Never study meh? If really never study, then you asked for it lor... Zi Zhuo Nie, Bu Ke Rao

English compo is okay lah, at least when i was doing it... Trying to use as many chim chim words as possible... Lol. But overall still think okay lah. Slept for 35 minutes. Woke up. Felt the left side of my body numb. Signs of stroke. Lol. Really arh, if i old liao, the percentage of me getting a stroke confirm damn high. Sleep also can get half the body numb. Old liao sure siao liao.

After the paper, budiman asked me how much i've written and i just said 1 page 2 lines lor. Then he said need at least 350 words. And i was like HUH? really arh? Omg lah. I didn't see leh. Siao liao la. The usual confidence deserted me like refugees escaping out a country. Arghhh, just hope that a miracle happen and somehow or another reach 350 words. Amen.


Tui Huo Yi Bu, Hai Kuo Tian Kong.
Ru Guo Zhen De Shi Zhe Yang De Hua, Hai You Ren Yuan Yi Wang Qian Zou Ma?

Surprises

So far, in this secondary school life, i havent really been surprised by students or even teachers, their decisions and reactions seems to be kind of expected to a certain extent, but there is 3 students whom i know, that never ever fails to surprise me... And heck, all in the same class zzz.

For example, there's 1 lady whom broke my personal record. This is the first time i ever used more than 10 sms on a single lady in a single day... May be kind of normal for you people, but for me, who is using a prepaid card, this is nearly impossible because i'll stop. Or the other person would stop. And not even her will receive 10 sms from me in a single day, basically, its because she wont even reply me 7 times... Lol. And seriously, i just kept being reminded why im so scared =P. Intelligence is another scary thing apart from details... Well, guess i just to somehow sit firm in my chair so i wont fall out the next time similiar speeds occur.

And i was super super surprised to hear someone say that she DIDN'T KNOW i had a SENSE OF HUMOUR?!?! Im like a stupid joker can? To think that someone thought that im a super serious idiot with no sense of humour -.-
Luckily i didnt fall out of my chair this time because i've learn my lesson =P. And so i was told that i shouldn't use my eyes like im some kinda wolfie. So if you ever achieved powerful eyes, please keep your observations to yourself, cause i was told that it will freak people out. Sadly, this lady confirmed my fears indirectly... Haiz, sometimes, its not a good thing to be able to infer things too...

Here's one reflection, im really super 'sua ku' when it comes to nightfall activities, i wouldn't have believed it if i hadn't seen it for myself. People actually stay up so late in the night using their computers? And because im kinda a traditional man, to me sleeping at 11.30pm is late enough already, and i was so damn surprised when i saw at least 20 people online at 12pm. Wished 1 'good morning'. Lol. And amazingly, so many of them are girls... So perhaps girls are actually more wild than boys... Hmmz.


Dui suo ai de ren, yi ju hua ye bu shuo, que zi zi tai luo suo

The boring saturday

As the title suggests... Today is a BORINNNNGGGGG day. Nothing's happening, and im too slack a person to study on saturday =P. Ended up in front of the computer as usual, and also in front of my mum getting scolded as usual. Haiz, will this routine ever end?

Went for my maths tuition and did trigo and modulus function... Like omg?!?! my common test dun have trigo arh!!! siao liao... but i still finished it anyway... with not bad results... Its amazing how i never ever get full marks in tuition... Like the question the teacher give always so easy but then somewhere, somehow i will still do wrongly or just pure careless mistake... Grr

Was inspired by my friend because he is a plump guy... But after missing tuition for 3 sessions, he received amazing results. He went to gyms on saturday and goes to play badminton and swimming on sunday. In the end, he actually passed his 2.4km test... And with amazing results of 11minutes. Like omg?!?! he's like 79kg? And he runs a 11minutes? walao, make me feel so bad sia... I only 50+ kg also need to run 14minutes... sia suay leh...

Common test is tuesday!!! It finally starts! And if you really hate tests and exams... You can always look at the positive side. For example, If you're the very clever and score high high marks type, you can look at this common test as a stage for you to show your prowess. If you're a average average type... You can look upon this common test as a experiment to show how much you well you can do in different areas of knowledge. If you're a study not so good 1 who fails regularly, you can look upon this tests as a chance to not fail and prove to yourself that you can pass! As for those who don't want to study, don't like to study, don't care to study, you can look upon this as a good chance to sleep openly without being scolded by teachers even if you're 'caught'

So i wish everyone good luck for common tests and please... Don't be so zai can? Just do your normal zainess cos i will estimate how zai you will be and already have a plan where i'll be so IFFF you suddenly SPRING up onto the zainess board, i'll be knock off my chair =P.

I aim for the moon, knowing that when i fail, at least i'll be lying among the stars... But when i really jumped for the moon and i failed, i realise, the stars are actually much further away...

Its Friday again.

Yay! Today is friday again, a day most people would most probably look forward to. And so i think most of the people are wishing school ended quickly so they can go home sleep/slack/play. Well, as usual, im always looking forward to a school day and wish to absorb as much knowledge as possible, which is 1 of the reasons you never see me sleeping in class =P.

Stepped into school with my usual killer aura... Lol? Perhaps im just pure scary. Anyway, i was kind of surprised when i saw her sitting in the canteen bench when its like so damn early in the morning? Apparently she's scared of being late again... After all, she was late on monday,tuesday,thursday. So perhaps she's scared she will get Detention Class if she's ever late again. haha. Maths was er half fun half hard? Cause i wasn't paying attention(full attention). Was singing as usual =P. And so when i tried to tackle the problems, they caused problems. Lol

Biology test was better than i thought. I couldn't study at all thanks to the ever-flowing mucus and the ever-flowing tears. I caught a damn cold the night before a biology test. Zzzz. But guessed i did not too badly, my brains could dig something up in the archives... Think can get at least a 17/25? Maybe 15? Must at least have a 'B'. Failing is not an option.

Choir practice is SPECIAL. We had to sing in the house of god... Thanks to the examination that made the technical block out of bounds... It was abit like VCH... The sound just fly all the way up up up ^^^ and then if you used the headvoice often... It sounds damn nice... So the sopranos benefit the most =P. But the only bad thing is its SPARSE and HUGE and BIG. And the benches are in a squary format instead of the curvy 'U's that most choirs and bands sit in. So the voice was a bit hard.

Clarence came to play snooker, so i had to take the key for him, when i went up, the choir peeps followed. And when jerome and Clarence play like 3 games... We finally finished one... Haiz, maybe im just too noob man. And then super luckily never got scolded although i was late to return the keys... Haha, the uncles are nice people!!!

People who are talkative listen more than they talk
or not where would they find subjects to talk about?

Sian Sian Wednesday

Today is not a good day, at least for me. A lot of unfortnate incidents happened to me =P.

Firstly, i got back the first test i flunk. zzz. Got the same marks as HongYi. Lol... Pathetic sia, the english test, didn't even hit a 25% mark. Wonder how im gonna save myself with just a compo. Think i will need a write a super interesting + exciting story. But luckily, the compo takes us a higher pencentage but then still need to do leh, sian sia...

Got back the maths test. Its so omg, im the last of the 7 pupils who got an 'A1'. Like i fell so far back?!?! Siao liao, needa buck up again. Thought i will get a 26 but in the end only got a 24 because of careless mistake!!! Grrr, i don't mind not scoring, but i mind if i lose marks because of careless mistakes, perhaps that really reflects on my character... Haiz

Chemistry test is disatrous to me. Its a OOOOMMMMGGGG. And i kinda half know how to do, half dunno how to do, so perhaps get a '8'? I hope bah... And its extremely disheartening if you're already struck at the 2nd question, makes you want to give up the whole test... And being the lazy idiot i've always been, i am never hardworking enough to check my answers. And i know i'll regret it if i ever make a careless mistake... arh!!!

Sometimes, be really careful of what you wish for, because you might not know, but it really came true, only in a way that you do not like it. So firstly, dun waste your wishes, secondly, really really hope that things turn out the way you've always wanted them to. Don't be an idiot who regrets like me >.<

In case you're wondering why im wrote the above paragraph, i'll just explain it. Firstly, i wished for the snow on the heart to melt, but when it finally did. The one who enjoys it is not me. So if you understand, good for you, don't know? never mind. You'll get it someday.


Let's just wish that time is the best healer

Reflections After The Syf Concert

Just came back form the concert. It is damn late now and im writing this post on a paper and planning to type it out tomorrow when i get home. Its impossible to use the computer now anyway. The point is, i think that what happened affected me so much that if i left it to tomorrow, i would be senseless and having an emotional range of a teaspoon instead. So i wrote down everything now.

I met JunHao and laurel at Yio Chu Kang MRT and junhao asked me to guess what colour of shirt she will be wearing and because i was wearing a pink tee, a colour people say that they would not expect me to wear. And through natural instinct, i guessed the colour white. And it really was white! Along with the exact format(Shirt,Skirt,Shoe,Bag). Well, except for the skirt... But at least it was still the right colour =P. And another thing i missed out was the teddy bear earrings.

Was on the bus when everyone(at least the people around me) did almost the same thing. They started taking photos. Handphones, cameras, whatever. Everyone was posing here and there. Being the usual camera shy guy, i was of course excluded from all the 'action'. And junhao had a bad idea which somehow or another i half-stopped. He wanted to take a photo of me, then take a photo of her. And thats when i realised what he was up to, PHOTOSHOP Technology. Grrr!! So my simple solution was to look out of the window and admire the scenery so no one could take a photo with my full face in it =P. Luckily my little walkman radio was accompanying me, so i'll be bored to death. And everyone thought i was emo-ing?!?! Like no?!?! Just because im looking out to the window all the time doesn't mean im emo-ing -.-
I eventually turned back when the phototaking sessions were over. Well, feels kind of happy seeing her laughing and enjoying herself. Even when im not part of the laughter of enjoyment. Seeing is enough =P.

The concert is GOOD. And better than the SingOut we had last year. What to do? They all Gold and GWH choirs leh. We're just a pathetic bronze. The choir people keep saying i bring killer's atmosphere with my solitude and my face. Like i want to kill someone like that. Am i really that scary??? Hmmz.

After the long long concert, were back in the bus and returning to school. Many people tried to sleep. Most did not suceed. There was one that i paid personal attention that she wont fall asleep. Whether she liked it or not. Who ask you strike a stupid deal with junhao? But the crazy photo session from this evening did not stop. Had 2 pervert(not naming) going around taking pictures of people(mainly girls) sleeping. And one of them dare to take a photo of her and showed it to me as if it was some kind of masterpiece. I mean, the picture is nice(Of Course!) but its not right to do that right? I just felt so enraged apart from the fact that it was a waste to delete it.

He-who-mc-thinks cant-sing made a comment that hurt me a little. It was her response that really drived the nail, straight into the heart. I don't know if it was on purpose but it didn't seem so. But that set me wondering, why do i always get hurt by people's comments THIS easily? Is it true that beneath this cold exterior lies a warm fragile heart? One like an onion, slowly being peeled off? Perhaps one day when its all gone, i would be a living dead without any emotions at all.

When we finally got down the damn bus, i was still there with my ever-powering solitude of killing atmosphere. Hurt by the comment and reply. In a very frustrated, heartbroken state. My face may not show it, but think again, isn't it more dangerous if my face shows it? And !@#$, i was just looking at her the last time and standing there, planning to take my bus home soon, When they have to !@#$%^& tease me. Its so !@#$ lah! i may bear with it once, twice, but that doesn't !@#$%^& mean that i can bear with it the third time. Why don't people want face when i give them but when i throw my temper than they start to feel sorry? I mean, i also tease people, but at the very least, i know when to stop!


When im smiling, my heart's crying...
What is gonna happen if im crying?
Would typhoons blow and hurricanes come?

Tuesday

Tuesday was a average day =P. She was late again, and i was almost late too, stupid traffic. Sometimes really should wake up so much more earlier than i normally do.

Bio test is this friday! sian man, so far i thought i had flunk 2 tests but now i think i flunk 3, i really really cannot afford to flunk anymore!!! And i still cannot find the things required for me to make my move. Its like so sian can? And i don't like to ask around. Especially when im the mastermind, i could already imagine everyone going around gossiping about what im gonna plan, its just so so so not nice.

Got back our maths test!!! Everyone scored well but the thing is the test is super easy, almost similiar to an open book test, and i got 94%!!! When that idiot sitting beside me got 97% =P. Sometimes i think mr david really too lenient le arh... But the i los the 6% because i nv write reason >.<
Firstly im lazy to write reasons
Secondly i think that knowing how to do is more important than knowing the reasons
Thirdly i feel that since i already know how to do, why bother writing reasons?
And the 6% deducted is my retribution >.<

Got back the chem test too... And christopher shouted, "ALL FAIL!" when PL asked us how well we think we've done. And PL said,"yah, true. Only 2 passed" And i was naively wishing for a 7 mark and above... HongYi managed to pass and got the highest with 7 marks. I was second and the last one to pass... Others just purely failed. And i only got 5 marks >.<

Physics test was ok... There are 5 questions im not 90% sure of getting correct so i think i'll get about 11/16. Not very bad hor? Haiz and the damn thing im planning falls on the same day as physics... (IM SO DARINGLY TELLING PEOPLE WHEN IM GONNA DO WHAT, I AM JUST SO DAMN STUPID)

And for people who don't understand a shit, go flip your timetable and find out when the physics common test day is on. And then check with your diary or notebook or whatever and see the date collides with what and if unfortunately it doesn't collide with anything, its good for me =P.

Going for Choral presentation later, wonder how im gonna handle the homework when i get back =P. And i'll try not to wear a under-sized shirt to VCH =P.


And i was naive enough to believe every word you said, not doubting a single thing, guess im just pure stupid, dumb and naive. Or perhaps just pure pessimistic