Tuesday, February 19, 2008

A Great Day!

Whoo, today's a great day!
I'm on cloud nine! And I'm gonna tell you why.

The day started off like any other(for the most part) and took my history common test with doubts of even passing. Which totally spoiled my mood. Thanks to my mum >.<

Early in the morning she came screaming at me telling me I'm late -.- Then she finally realized she was wrong and allowed me to carry on with my life(i woke up). Results? A super drowsy me walking half-awake-half-asleep. I seriously fell asleep during assembly.

Now how common do you see me sleeping in class? Once in a blue moon.

Due to the drowsiness i experienced during the test, i was half-dozing off and half trying to write with futile attempts. So all i got for my history test was 2 damn short essays that i believe at most deserved only 6-7 marks each which would allow me to pass the test therefore I'm happy if i pass.

But it doesn't look optimistic. Maths sort of brighten up my day because we had to do work. So bo bian woke up(like finally) and did it consciously(i was doing my test sub-consciously).

Sad to say but due to the sucky paper yesterday, i didn't really felt like listening in Chemistry class coupled with the fact that the things that were taught were partly covered before. So well, didn't really care since i think i know.

Social Studies was the lesson that totally cheered me up, 4H people would know =P. This is the first time ever in my life for me to score an A1 for Social Studies. Mrs Lim commented that i was on cloud nine. Lol.

Due to the happiness and highness i was experiencing during the lesson, i sort of gone crazy and started blabbering crap, not hesitating to think for anything. Just high and high. But that's always when disaster strikes.

Mrs Lim was talking about the flipping of pages for the SS paper and some classes didn't. But our class did which was a very good thing. To re-confirm, Mrs Lim said that 'Oh, your class is Choi Pei Ling's arh?'(or something like that, i can't remember the details). That would normally be gone unnoticed and life goes on.

However, because i was so high and happy, i sprouted nonsense at Mrs Lim. I gave a crazy reply that Miss Choi used on me before, and that is, ' x is your friend arh?'(Let 'x' be the name of any teacher).

At the start, Mrs Lim didn't quite get what i was driving at, she thought i was just blabbering nonsense(which i was) and 'scolded' me for meddling in her private life. Then she went on 'scolding' things like 'my personal relationships you also must care arh?'(or something like that -.-).

And that was when i gave an 'oh shit!' inside my mind. True enough, Mrs Lim decided to use the information she had(like all other students from the cohort) against me. And yah, i had the whole class on my affairs again >.<

From the view of the teacher's, a relationship between someone like me and someone like BigBird(who says i won't stop calling her that once she's my girlfriend? =P) is pretty risky. Two most probable results will form. Either I pull her down, or she pull me up. Simple as that. So apparently teachers are going to try and stop me from pulling her down. Hahahhaha.

As far as i know, I'm being pulled up! Whooo!!!

All the results I've taken back so far are As!!!

WHOOOOOOOO. COOL MAN. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.

This shall be the first time i can proudly say, I've aced 'all' my subjects(for now =P). Whoo!!! Cool man!!!! And my prediction shall be, chinese and A-maths would be aced and the subjects taken this week would be Haiz...

So if you noticed a trend, all the subjects taken last week i predicted them to be aced, while this week's... Ahem ahem.


This really IS getting interesting

Monday, February 18, 2008

Post-'war' times

Yes, yes, people. I understand that things are like so 'sudden', and everyone was lifted off their chair. Yes, yes, i understand.

Thanks for all the congratulations, though some i feel that they're more or less sarcastic, or just felt wrong, to me. Today could be considered a day of many happy things are sad things. I think i could write an essay on the pros and cons, perhaps i shall try.

Pros(good things that happened today):

-A revived hope for maths! Happiness rating:6
Thought would not get my A1 but in the end still got it! Whoo, so happy. Even though its like, still very little? But got the grade happy liao! Must learn to be contend =P.

-A relatively high marks for english! Happiness rating:8
which is a very very good news because my english sucks. So hurray! Heard that it was the highest in Mr.white's class wor -.- And its only 72%(if my eyes weren't playing tricks on me...)

Cons(bad things that happened today):

-Greeted by random people saying relatively similar things Sadness Rating:6
From early in the morning, people that see me would greet me with a 'congrats arh'. And even though i jolly well knew what they were talking, i would always act blur =P. Had JiaQi like during assembly? Or somewhere there, coupled with MingChuen. Then had Amanda and Alicia during recess in the library. Needed to settle Raymond and Xavier before history class, and JunHao plus Gregory was quite difficult to handle during english class. Trust me, there would be more, choir people would come up to me soon, unless they see this first.

-Greeted was a damn nice word, forced was another word Sadness Rating:7
In empty classes like physics, which was after english, i first got ganged up by three ladies pulling my shirt until it didn't really look like a shirt that is to be worn in school. Thanks to the presence of my physics teacher, i got into pretty much trouble with Sheryl, who is backed up by the Failed Experiment. I've got people 'luring' me into their trap, if i ever was in the middle, i won't be alive. Which was why i probably didn't go in, in the first place.

-Horror of attracting teacher's attention. Sadness Rating: 2? or maybe 3
One thing i believe all couples hate in school is teacher's attention. We've got enough nagging at home, and i guess we all know that if teachers participate. Jiu Mei Wan Mei Liao. But then again, when you know they know, and they DON'T NAG. Don't say anything. I think you should be even more alert. Be careful of archers behind you. They don't mind shooting. Anyway, I'll know about that tomorrow during SS >.< -The failure of doing well for my papers today. Sadness Rating:3 Expected to suck in physics, but well, chemistry was quite a little of my expectation, on the negative side. So well, perhaps fail physics paper by a little and get around 60% for chemistry? That's my expectation. Haiz. Well, we got pre-warned anyway. So i don't mind la. Its not like I didn't studying that's why i sucked. Its because... -Last minute studying. Sadness Rating:1 Ms Ong just gave us 4 stacks of notes to study for tomorrow's test. And i honestly feel that its pretty rushed >.< And history... It's a paper that damages me more than SS so just let me cross my fingers and fantasize that I'm gonna Ace it. Oh great, i sound so much like david.

14:20 is the ratio. But today, I'm in a pretty good mood, so its 1.5x for the good things!
21:20. WOW, It's still a good day! Whooo.

9 people tagged concerning this matter, and its pretty amazing, seeing people who like tag once in a blue moon and some never before as far as i remembered. Lol. Next time i should just scare people with a damn sudden post and then see how many people tagged, only to write in the next post that i was just joking. Hmmz, i should try it in a month's time =P. Don't say I didn't warn ya!


Things are going to get VERY INTERESTING

Saturday, February 16, 2008

16th February

I am going to beat around the bush. Don't say i didn't warn you.

Today, 16th February is quite an interesting day. Firstly it is the day of the my first O-Level SPA examination. Bio SPA. The experiment was something i had basically never done before. And even though Mr Chandra repeatedly told us to write at least 2 sources of error down, i chose to disobey him and follow the question which says 'State 1 source of error and how it would affect the experiment'. I deserve death.

It was quite disastrous actually, because i had always been quite a think fast person, my counter to the gradual change in color was to place the first sample in the test-tube rack for further reference. And that clever move was countered by this stupid experiment because the solution would gradually turn colorless. Great. Now i have a damn hard time distinguishing the end-point, which is actually quite a good thing because i would know what to write for sources of error.

Screwed up pretty much because i had to based on my own estimation and oftenly cheated in terms of results. After doing the concentration of 5 test-tubes, Mrs Choy saw that David stopped when the solution was brown and not quite pale, so she announced to the class that we should shake until it turns PALE. So well, gone was my 5 test-tubes, and to ensure consistency in my results, the rest i had to shake until it turns light brown. Crap.

Decided that it was a screwed up paper so just try to do everything as nicely as possible as if everything's right. And well, obviously the results i get differ very much from my peers. Crap! That's 6.66666% of my O's.

Went off to find BigBird since she's having SPA at a later time, walked around, saw people, and walked back to school. Lol. I know that sounds damn boring. Too bad.

I went to a place which i haven't been to for like 2 years already? The YCK swimming pool! Had planned to swim 20 laps in 1 and a half hours but apparently my legs are too long to be true so within that same 1 and a half hours, i swam 30 laps. Unbelievable. boredom drives people to do crazy things. Haha.

Went back to the school on my scheduled 12pm but the SPA people weren't done so went to look at BB play soccer. Quite erm, fun. Seeing their standard. Its a totally new 'style' of soccer. Playing with the guys is fun because of the speed, the skills and the accuracy. See them play is fun because the way they move, how the seniors cheer and all that. Its actually quite enjoyable even though their standard is quite far from the guys.

Finally the SPA people came out, so went to eat lunch with BigBird at AMK hub. While we overlooked the fact that PHS students seem to favor AMK hub alot, we were walking relatively openly without any 'defenses', and therefore suffered great losses.

Okay, the second part of the above paragraph was bullshit.

What I was trying to say is, we forgot that many PHS students loved to come to AMK hub and so we met so many unexpected people. Firstly, we met a Nicholas with shades with Belicia and so couldn't recognize Nicholas until the last second. Then we walked and walked until i heard someone call my name.

Amazingly, the guy's voice seem so familiar, it sounds like the choir chairman. And apparently, when i looked up, IT IS! Accompanying him, was 4 cute persons. Sisca, Gladys, Jacob, Elias. All with looks that were indescribable. Or rather, its i rather not describe it.

Went to foodcourt for LUNCH. Which was the reason why we were there in the first place. And i saw the red-apple teacher that teach many people geog, whom, ya, better dun comment.

I shall change the mood from now on.

I know that many people would expect this to happen already. Its like, 'ya, i expected that'. But well, there's really nothing wrong with it. Perhaps people already started thinking its a matter of time, but seriously, no.

Things weren't the way most people think they are. Things weren't as simple as they seem. Things aren't going the way you think you all expect it to go.

I have a real-life example with me which i think i should not write out but it isn't really negative so I'm still thinking whether to write it anot. I scared later kena slapped >.< Okay, I've gotten approval =P. Things might be different after i write it out. But well, slap only =P.

Here comes. I know that many people have negative thinking about weijun when he appeared. Then subsequently, when we read jiaqi's blog, determined straight beforehand that they will sooner or later be together. Everyone's thinking, its a matter of time. And for your info, they're still not together yet. So please people, stop having such thinkings, its stupid.

And if you think you're clever, don't forget the presence of me.

Catch my drift(copy from mr white one =P)? But well, i think you all would know where I'm turning to. Yes, i admit. It finally happened. Like everyone expected.


WEE LI JIA, THE BIGBIRD, IS OFFICIALLY MY GIRLFRIEND NOW.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentine's Day!

Its already Valentine's day! The day of love. Sometimes it really sucks to have test on such a lovely, wonderful day. Haha.

Social Studies test was an easy one, if you didn't count the fact that my brain never ever bothered to remember to details that mrs lim always said 'a students will give me this', because as far as i remembered, everytime she ask question, the answer i would have in mind are those that she refer to as ' only C students would give an answer like this'.

So yah, i ain't too positive! But well, tried hard. Done not as well, that's too bad. Humanities are supposed to kill humans anyway. We understand how other people kill other people so we won't be killed. But actually, we're still killed. Haiz.

Didn't really have time to finish the 'in mind plan' of my answers, so my brain automatically adjusts the contents, minusing all those details, and just made me write the main points, i think i didn't even do link. So well, I'm pretty screwed. At least that's what thought, but my plight is still quite okay compared to those grumbling straightaway from the test.

Comments like 'Oh Shit!', 'SIAN, no time to write finish!!!', 'Stupid! I never read the question properly, arrr crap'. And things like that, you get my point, so perhaps from a self-pity point of view, i think I turned into a pity others point of view. Haha.

This is the first Valentine's i PARTICIPATED. As in did something. I was too slack in the past. And its the normal tradition of some ladies to give out goodies, or whatever they made. When i question it to a lady why that phenomenon happens, the simple reply was just that Valentine's day is friendship day for those un-attached. So well, happy friendship day!

I have no idea how many times I'm supposed to emphasize the fact that my art sucks big time so please, ladies whom i have given card, please bear with me =P. Xin you yu er li bu zu. Hahaha.

And sadly, i was trapped in school after school because i never did my report writing corrections! CRAP. Arghhh. There does my maybe-will-have-date. Hahaha. I was stuck with numbers the whole afternoon!

The punishment was simple, remember the target setting worksheets we once were given during CF lesson? We had to input them into a database. Every single result, into every single person, in every single cell, of mircosoft excel.

Being a clever person, i naturally wanted to take 4E's stack. Because most of them would have 'A1' 'A1' 'A1' as their targets, which is so much easier to type. Unfortunately, Elias managed to grab of the stack first and refused to give it up. If i was Iraq and he was Kuwait, I would charge him on defiance and invade him. Unfortunately, we both weren't the roles.

So i had to take Faith's which weren't so bad. Just that most of them have different numbers to type, which is pretty confusing. Typing '111' is so much easier >.<

Watched the guys play soccer and went home shortly!

Tomorrow's A-maths, heard that it may be quite hard due to the setter, almost every time he sets the paper, I'll die a horrible death. But this time, i need to prove myself liao. If i always failed A-maths for major exams, then common tests i should score.

I seriously think that if i failed again, i should drop it.


原来拿得起,放得下,真不容易

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Common test!

Sorry for not being able to blog for so long! But well, here i am! Hahaha.

Common test started and well, its pretty 'smooth' sailing so far! English was quite okay. It seems that ever since i joined this english class, my results were improving! Yay.

Don't know is the teacher damn zai or I've become more hardworking. Or perhaps the environment has become so much more conducive. But well, I've improved, and thats good news! Haha.

Chinese today was quite a killer paper. Though some people went 'so easy'... Maybe their chinese standard damn high. I'll just have to wait for the papers to arrive back. But i won't fail anyway. I hope =P.

Tomorrow's maths and I'm like multi-tasking now by studying and blogging! I'm zaiededed.
Currently at question 6 of revision excerise 2!

I think I'll stop when i finish qn 12!

Chinese New Year has passed. Some quite sad things, a few happy ones. I think I'll share the happy ones, its long since my posts are nice and happy ones. This post shall be one! I shall not put any too sad here.

I won $12 is blackjack!! Woo!! First time win so much sia! I'm like so so so happy. But its during thursday, so the joy kind of died off >.< Haha.

AngBao money is something almost everyone look forward to. Someone people get to keep the money inside, some get to 'donate' their money to their parents, while some just prefer to save it into the bank prevent it from being anyhow used. Most of the time, the last option is those with less self-control OR parents forced.

Doesn't really matter much to me actually, since the amount i got was like, relatively pathetic. BUTBUTBUT!!! I am still glad i got AngBao in the first place!

-anti christ people skip this part please-
I got listen in chapel de okay? That time that session i remembered that the pastoral staff was speaking about a story that Jesus shared. I think its known as a gospel. The story was a simple one that caused people to have a first impression that unfairness is present until we think a little further.

The story is about a rich landlord who went to the market and brought unemployed people doing nothing to his vineyard and work for a day for $1(the currency i forgot is what liao, sorry arh). In different hours, he brought people to his vineyard, from time such as 9am, to 5pm, he called people into the vineyard to work for him. When the workers ended their day and collected their pay at 6pm, the landlord's servant gave the men the pay starting from the last batch to the first.

The landlord paid the men all $1 each. When the first batch of men saw, they thought that would mean that they would be paid more. However, when their turn came, they were paid just $1 too! Obviously they were unhappy, felt unfair.

Just like me. Haha.

But when Jesus explained the story, his point was that, the workers, regardless of first batch or last, did not have any job to began with. They should be happy that they have work instead of grumbling.
-end of story, anti christ people may return-

So I'm just glad that i have AngBao rather than how many there is inside! Whoo, long story to explain a brief point. Hahahah.

I'm at question 9 now!!! Whoo, I'm going to be done too!

The trip to Tan Lip Sing's house was quite cool. Felt a little underdressed and the bag totally spoiled the whole image. Haha. But well, I've always felt underdressed anyway. Hahaha.

Ate lunch, fooled around with the bigbigbig Winnie the Pooh soft toy in his house, chatted, took pictures before going off.

The original plan was to go gambling at xavier's house but well, some things cropped up, on my side, and the plan was changed to GREGORY'S house. 3rd or 4th time there. Still quite fun except this time the people going were relatively strangers. If i am not wrong, other than me, all first-timers. Haha.

Had fun with the PS2 after all, played soccer after all, got trashed after all. Hahaha. Usual routine la. Guys playing soccer in real life and on tv consoles, and i always get trashed. Haha. Well, for the fun! Haha.

Valentine's coming up this Thursday! Wonder how many people already started preparing gifts.

Heard that terence is joining the club! Hahahahah =P. Girls don't ba gua, guys, know it, good for you, don't know never mind =P.


Its still chinese new year this saturday! Go get more AngBaos!!!

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

CNY celebration

Was quite disappointed, sad, wanted to cry sort of thing during the later part of maths class. I think the layman term for modern teenagers would be...

I was emo-ing.

Yea, like first time? Even though people like always say i 'emo' alot. Bullshit. But well, since they say, jiu they say lor, mouth is theirs what. Haiz.

Has been quite depressed recently. Think too much. Don't even know what i was thinking. The Old-Folks home visit that I was pretty looking forward to suddenly felt sian. Haiz. Think too much. Sian.

Maybe its called moodswing?

Well, whatever it is, it sure affected me. Add that to the 'rejections'(Inside joke) =P.

The performance, was as disastrous as i expected it to be. Lol. Basically, I would feel that a performance is a gone case if personally, I hadn't learned it well. So, ya, make your inferences.

Quite funny though, heard someone shouting bigbird's name when choir went up. I think either i was attracting too much attention or i was having hallucinations. Both weren't good things.

Had lunch with choir's 3 chairpersons. There were absolutely irritating IN MY OPINION. They might not be in yours =P. Bombarded with questions on a sensitive topic that everyone seem to bombard me with. Except considerate people. I consider people who try to scale down their interest as nice people too.

People like SiYang, i tell you, he'd DYING to know. But that doesn't mean I'm telling him, and just occasionally, he would be unable to resist the temptation and ask. That's quite rare too. So i don't really blame him.

It doesn't really make a difference who asks. Let me clarify once and for all. I will not answer and question with relevance to that topic unless i, personally, has clarified things out. So stop asking me. I'm damn damn irritated!

So i do have angels like ZK and Greg in the hell i live in. I'm grateful.

Old-Folks home visit was worse than i expected. Today is a bad day for the choir. Haha. But well, somehow i survived it and am here back home. So thou shall be grateful.

Chinese New Year is coming, good luck to you guys/gals, ang bao get moremore! Haha =P.


Sick, tired, frustrated. How long can i go on?

Sunday, February 03, 2008

New Year Clothes!

Finally bought my chinese new year clothes! It was like pretty last minute? But well, at least i still bought it!

Sat in the macs for like 4 hours? Just to study the stupid a maths. Haiz. If i flunk the common test for a-maths, i think I'll just drop it la. Stupid, waste so much time, still fail? Equals to cannot make it after all ba. So why not?

Just look at things from the lighter side.

Why make things look so serious? Sometimes its okay to just let go. No need to hold on and persist so much. Like the people facing the 'crisis' of taking 'B-syllabus'. Seriously, why persist? Just take it la. Its not like you only have 6 subjects and couldn't afford to drop any. Its not like that. You have a choice.

I believe I've expressed my view more than a time. I would still say this. Since you won't be using chinese in your 'L1R5' or 'L1R2B2' anyway. If you try to take it anyway and think that taking 'B-syllabus' is "sia suay", think of the end result.

Which is more "sia suay"? A 'D7' for chinese? Or a 'Merit' for 'B-syllabus chinese'? Think of it la.

Went off to shop for my clothes after that torturous 4 hours. Seriously. Looked around, went into a shop that sells mostly ladies' wear and so was a little embarrassed but well, I have a task, so i have to fulfill it!

It was quite nice la. Perhaps to my eyes. But well, i don't really care how people look at me anyway. Your impression of me like YOUR impression. None of MY business.

Walked around AngMoKio, shopped for some things and had lunch at the foodcourt. It was still so crowded even though it was like already 3pm+? Incredible. For a paranoid person like me, it was honestly the first time i left my bag at the table without anyone looking after it and went off to buy food myself. Haiz. I'm turning bad >.<

That is obviously a bad habit.

My expository essay's not done yet!!! OMG. Mr. White's gonna make me decorate his homepage, homeroom, home whatever. I'm sooooooooo dead. Die. Still have the common test to study for. Should aim for the 1thousand dollars provided for the whatever whatever fund.

Other than the fact that the criteria is impossible to meet >.<

I'm so going to be deadededed


I have no idea what's going on

Friday, February 01, 2008

It's FRIDAY!

Lots of people are taking their SPA today. And tomorrow. Namely endurance and faith. Hmmz. Best of luck =P.

Friday seemed to be a very nice day. Yay yay yay! Light bags with an easy-going timetable, choir practice with Chinese remedial. It just can't get any better!

Ran 2.4 >.< Even though I'm so guilty to say that I'm one of the guys who runs the slowest, I'm also proud to say that I'm one of the guys who never stop. Accomplishment. Woot woot. Remember when i was in sec one, 2.4 was impossible to pass. And people who knew they wouldn't pass didn't bother to run at all.

Poor me, know i couldn't pass yet still run. Haiz. Even though I've never ever gone jogging unless my brother forces me to, i still managed to improve my running a little by a little. Thanks to the soccer =P.

By sec 3, I could already pass the 2.4, quite miraculously. But i still stopped. Every time. No matter how slow my pace was, i would only survive 2 or 3 laps of non-stopping jogging. The 4th i would definitely stop. But i still passed. Thanks to the dear PE teacher in sec 3, who taught me pacing.

I would target EXACTLY where i would start walking, and taking DEEP BREATHS and where exactly i would continue jogging. It was precise pacing that got me through. But unfortunately, now in sec 4, that pacing would no longer be effective enough for me to pass. Haiz.

Fortunately, I've been playing enough soccer to make me pass anyway! Yay! No fears for 2.4 anymore! Unless i just had a sleepless night. Hahaha =P.

The discipline master cum maths teacher Mr Tan Lip Sing, has allowed us not to change back to uniforms after PE lessons. Yay. No more sweaty, stinky uniforms but just sweatier, stinkier PE t-shirts! Wooo. Is it supposed to be a good thing? I think so...

After attending Mr White's english class for a month, I've known that i shouldn't be late. Even though, he hasn't locked us out yet. At least, until TODAY. Which is why i got locked out -.- Haiz, its quite crappy thinking of it(how i became late).

Choir was fun! Sec 1s came and had sort of introduction thingy and all. But I'm not the kind of person who's damn good at socializing. So too bad. I don't think i remember much names, just pretty common ones or those i replaced with a nickname =P.

There's one girl named 'Grace', a boy named 'Clement' and another named 'DingXian'(don't know spell correctly or not). The first two are obviously relatively easy names to remember and the last... Hehe, i gave a nickname =P. And it is... 'Nail the Line'. LOL.

Wacko was played and me, being the most enthusiastic whacker because the previous ones are not enthu enough, obviously attracted quite a lot of attention, which by the way, wasn't a good thing. For me, at least.

People who sprint when playing wacko are fun people while those who slowly walk are spoilers. So depending on the target, i would choose between being fun and spoiling the game. But when I'm trying to be fun, hehe, i don't spare anyone. Kelvin was the first to be hit, because he called out another's name too late. So there was a 'PIACK', then followed by a 'OUCH' therefore concluding with a 'SORRY', and a act cool position =P.

Went to yishun ljs for dinner and here i am, once again, blogging about my life. Should go study soon!


Unreasonable women are the hardest things to handle in life.