Class Chalet!

Its the class chalet again! Though it didn't go as i planned, it was still quite great! With hints of boredom here and there =P.

I know due to SingOut! practices, I've been drifting apart from the Humility people. Which is why i know i should try to go for the chalet in an attempt to pull things back. Now thinking of it, I'm not really that successful. Somehow, this time round, the class chalet didn't feel as good in terms of bonding as the previous one. Maybe, its just me.

Its kind of unbelievable that Ms Choi, our dear form teacher, could play cards so well. No offense there but the impression she always gives is a very guai guai type of lady. Then come our class chalet play cards -.- Seems a little appropriate, somehow, don't know why >.<

Maybe its just me imagining things. Maybe its just me thinking too much... Of course, it might be a good thing to thing so much. I still remembered that once in primary school, my teacher said that human less than 10% of their brains. So maybe i've exceeded the 20%. But that doesn't make me any cleverer than the others. I'm still my Idiotic Genius.

Chatting in the middle of the night sometimes are really beneficial. I've known of a possibility that i do not dare explore in terms of thinking. I keep telling myself not to think too much. But the possibility still remains. I finally understand that, it is still necessary to think about things like that.

Sometimes, things that we feel are right and best, may just be the thing that the person hates most. Its a big world of possibility here and my thinking of doing thing my way may be wrong. I know I'm a person who loves to hug authority. Ambitious, and a little despicable if necessary.

This chalet just further proves that I'm such a person after all. Perhaps I'm not even fit to think so far, especially when I'm not even near the first step i set for myself. Perhaps its all think no action. Perhaps I'm not even fit to like someone.

Or maybe, its just that I'm so clouded by flowers that I can't even think straight. Maybe its just that I've gone crazy already. Or maybe, i wasn't even sane in the first place. Emotional i may get, its just my personality. I'm a person whose so freaking sensitive it scares the hell out of myself.

And i can't even drink.
抽刀断水，水更流
举杯消愁，愁更愁
但，想要借酒消愁都不行
This chalet seemed to tell me something.
I'm allergic to alcohol.
Unbelievable. I could not believe myself either. just 2 small paper cups are enough to turn me red as a tomato. But that runs in my blood. So i know I'm not drunk and wasn't even close to drunk. But what tells me that I'm most likely allergic is the fact that, i feel itchy all over when i drink. I thought its just this time, but when i think, it seems that everytime i drink, the same damn thing happens. So perhaps I'm just allergic to alcohol after all.

I remember promising myself not to cook at all in this class chalet and just leave everything to HongYi. But i had no idea why i went to cook later. Its seems so... crap? I don't even remember why i don't want to cook at all. Perhaps I just want to see how people die? But I don't think that's the case. I can be cruel, but not during situations like this.

Somehow, the more i try to solve things, the more confused i get. Like a thick layer of water on mud. Trying to see a thing in the mud with the layer of water on is impossible. But trying to clear away the water would only make things even more muddy. 真是进退两难.

Someone please come and teach me how to settle these things... I've only got 2 things on my mind. But trust me, they're enough to drive anyone crazy. Like how crazy I am now.


Praying that everything would turn out all right when i know its not going to.

All time favourite

Who has this song? Send me please =P. I think I've fallen in love with it =P. Haha.

Looking Back

This shall not be a post of oral diary. This shall be a post of thoughts and thinking. Maybe it would be damn short, or perhaps damn long. I honestly have no idea. Nothing is organized in my brains now. You may see topic hopping. Don't say i didn't warn you.

I have enjoyed a whole week with choir people. From Sunday dance practice all the way to yesterday. It has been a whole 7 days. And these 7 days, i have really enjoyed it. Especially on the last 6. 6 times a week. It might happen just once in my life. And now its over. I wonder if I've really cherished it.

Sometimes, i really feel that I'm at a lost. A total lost. I have no idea how to carry on. But i don't want to give up either. Somewhere up there in my brains are saying its alright to be "Just a friend" but the heart wants to go further than that, knowing that I'll just be finding trouble. Trouble that can be avoided with regret.

So maybe it really depends on what i want. Regret for a long time or just accept whatever that comes my way... Or maybe, its just wishful thinking on my part. Perhaps things weren't this simple after all. Perhaps, everything was even more complicated that it seems. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. Why don't i even have a strong determination to make everything clear? Sometimes i really feel that everything, everything that has gone wrong, is mostly my fault.

From Monday chinese test to Tuesday's SCH practice to Wednesday's St.Gabs's practice to Thursday's SingOut! to Friday's Celebration to Saturday's performance. These 6 days. I'll never forget them. I promise. Truefully.

可能是爱得太深，可能是笨得无可就要

People, sorry to inform you this. In such a way even. But i still have to say this. I may not be going to the class chalet. BOTH class chalets. There are problems yet to solve. Personal problems, family problems, financial problems. I believe going to class chalet would cause a very big chain reaction. But I promise, I'll try my best. If i can go. I would go.

I'm sorry for making things complicated. I know the worst things organizers want is unconfirmed people. But I really cannot help it. I've always tried to give an answer immediately when people organize things. I don't like to make things hard for people. but trust me, this time, its different. Some decisions cannot be made 'just like that'.

I don't know what's happening. I supposed to be relaxed since its the holidays already, but the busy weeks have turned me even more stressed than normal schooldays. And normal schooldays means excluding the extended lessons.

I may not have shown it, or maybe i have. But i do find my ways to relieve my stress. And most of them are through singing. But these few weeks, when Choral singing is on my mind most of the time, i don't seem to sing much songs already. Until damn recently.

Since i sing songs to destress most of the time, listening to the songs that i sing may jolly well describe my thinking. If its damn emo songs, which are most oftenly sang, means that there are lots of things on my mind and i don't know how to solve them out. Damn happy or high songs meant that I've thrown cares away and decided to immerse in entertainment until i have to face the music.

Very good at running perhaps. But since young, I've know that i cannot keep running. In fact, I've known so much theory that i can't believe my life is in such a mess.

可能有些事，真的是早已安排
而不是事在人为。 可能，我们真的不能逆天而行


想爱却不敢爱。
废

Freaking Friday!

Yesterday was my history test. Like finally. I can clear my tests. No longer worry about how I'm gonna fail it. But sort of regretted my reaction. Cause was thinking maybe i should just study la. But SingOut! really took away all the time >.<

So in the end, there i was, standing outside the staff room with Greg, Jiyeon, Jonathan. Waiting for Mrs Eileen Yeo to come out and give our test. And after a few minutes of waiting and waiting, she never came out. Lol. So we went to knock on the staff's room's door and realized a paper there.

NOTICE: History elective students from 3 Humility & Integrity.
Date: 23/11/07
Time: 10am
The test has been postponed to 26th november 8.30am.

WTH?!?! So we've been wasting our bus fare and waiting time and all the last second studying. Never mind. I should just be glad that my 'prayer' was answered. Looking forward to having a test before class chalet. Cool man.

So went to the lanshop immediately since i have nothing to do anyway. Supposed to meet at 10.30am, I there liao, no one there. End up saw some of the guys at jollybean. So went to slack at the arcade while waiting for the other guys to turn up. And THEY REALLY TOOK THEIR TIME. Like me liddat =P. Kuek Jing was zai at the tekken game. Even though he was like the first time playing? Zai Zai Zai.

Went to the lanshop at 11.30am, still got people not yet arrived. But we went along without them. Then came SzeHoe who requested us to restart the game. So we started VERY LATE. Which links to another thing...

The East Coast Park event. We're supposed to meet the ladies at 2pm. But because we started like 1hour plus late, we were obviously late(we arrived at 2.30pm). And we got nagged at by Miss tan chia gek and sheryl yeo. Plus, there's this excellent examples of guys should be damn early just nearby... Lol.

We met Darren, Joash and people. They were going to a movie(with some girls of course) and was supposed to meet at 2.30pm BUT they arrived at 2.15pm which is 15 minutes EARLIER. So it was a huge contrast to the 30 minutes LATE guys that we were. Lol.

Then after arguing where to go for like 15 minutes, we decided to stick to the original plan and proceed to East Coast Park so JunHao and I stepped into the MRT station when we heard someone saying AMK got direct bus -.-

Laurel decided that since some of us were already in the MRT station, might as well all take MRT... Lol. So in the end junhao and I were guilty people who caused everyone to waste 45 cents more! Lol...

Since bishan had direct bus to East Coast Park, we decided to alight at bishan, which is like one stop from AMK only -.- Damn lame. Somemore when we walked out, the bus just drived away... And so everyone was sianed out, especially the ladies, since they had to bear with late guys...

And the pitiful guys, lunchless, had to bear with the bus trip. And so when we reached East Coast Park, most of the people were like zombies in arcade games. Walk so slow... Lol. Hungry one hungry, sian one sian... Haiyoo go out outing where can like that?!?!?!

Arrived at Macs to satisfy hungry male ghosts. Then had to wait for them to eat finish. And the ladies become even more sianed... The thing is that, i don't know how to cheer them up. So the most basic thing i did was to not appear sian! I wonder if i succeeded la, but i really wasn't sian. Is only see everyone all so sian feel abit discouraged nia.

Finally finished waiting for the guys then came the question of what activities to do. Seem to experience a dejavu. Like that time Jonathan sentosa trip like that. All don't know what to do. Stranded there. Think this think that, cancel this cancel that, ends up getting us nowhere.

But we still decided to biking! With Kuek Jing, Chia Gek and Sze Hoe on roller skates... Brave people. Personally, i don't dare to even try. But then, Kuek Jing & Chia Gek know how to ice-skate one, sure no fear la... Lol.

Its only Sze Hoe abit ahem ahem only... No offence =P. So he swap with laurel. Laurel also know how to roller skate sia >.<>.< But i this kind of paranoid people won't dare to roller skate de la... Fear of falls. Lol =P.

Went to bedok jetty and it was damn cool can. I don't know why. Just damn cool. Then there were, dancing the alumni dance in public! LOL. Then see the setting sun... So cool can? Beauty came like the setting sun, beauty came like the, setting... sun,sun,sun... Haha, don't get it never mind =P.

Then took lotsa pictures with the setting sun. It was beautiful even though it only lasted a few minutes. Seems pretty true that what's really good never lasts... Haiz.

Hurried back to the rental shop because we're kinda late. Then laurel keep trying to hitch a trip from my bike... Starting still okay, after that felt like I'm carrying some corpse and dragging it by the floor, so much resistance... What's worse is, Yangkai, in an attempt to speed up the return trip, offered to switch with kuek jing, so in the end, Laurel Wong, Tan Chia Gek and Wong Yang Kai were on dragging behind on my bike when i was going up a slope!!! LOL. I almost died with them... Lol.

Then after a long long trip, we were finally back. And was obviously late... But the nice nice uncles there decided not to charge us extra!!! Thanks Thanks =P. So went to wash up a little and walked a 20 minute or more long trip to the hawker centre for our dinner! Finally people were like getting high!!! Hahaha...

Then waited for seats thanks to the delicious food there that makes it full on weekends and fridays... Lol. Then junhao and i went to order satay! 40 sticks!!! A little not enough but our thinking was that with everyone's main dish, people won't have much stomach space for satay anyway, so never mind. But guess what happened?

YANGKAI SAID "I SETTLED THE SATAY ALREADY". Omg?!?!?! With our 40 sticks, i was there thinking how many yangkai would order... In the end its, 100 sticks!!! OMG?!?!? 140 sticks for a bunch of 16 people. About 9 each... And its impossible for 16 people to squeeze in a single table right? So only the main 8 people were mostly involved, therefore we quickly choinged through the satay without the main dishes... I think there's pretty lots of fats in my body now =P.

We YumSeng with satay stick!!! Lol. I still can't believe it! We're so lame. And never ever YumSeng with choir people... They know how to STAGGER BREATH(cheat by breathing without letting other people realize) >.< Wedding YumSeng must call choir people go... Especially conductors if possible, they stagger breath the best! Lol.

We were like trekking when it was time to go off. With YangKai as our leader, we walked through wuluwulu places that were unlikely to have bus stops even though we're hunting bus stops... Lol =P.

When we finally reached one and saw the bus '853', everyone was damn happy and started singing and everything... Lol. We flipped through songs from SingOut! 05, SYF set pieces, and alot alot more... Hahahah. Then disaster struck. The asterick on 853 actually meant that... THERE'S NO SERVICE ON WEEKDAYS... And we waited for so long... Hahahahahaha... waste time, but so fun. Like morning like that, wait outside staff room. After so long then found out that we're waiting for nothing... Lol.

Say I'm clever but i was anticipating the bus trip home since afternoon. I don't know why. When i see that the going trip is sianed, i know the return trip would be damn high. So i was looking forward to it pretty much =P. And it really was fun! With everyone so high. We laugh also laugh out loud. Totally no consideration to the other passengers of the bus! Lol.

We even took photos on the bus, like group photos!!! So cool!!! My first time =P. Somemore i pity the photographer, he/she was standing on a unstable floor with makes the centre of gravity unstable which results in falling much easier than the in the photos! Hahahah...

Damn high thorough out the bus trip. If i have to rank which is the most enjoyable event of the whole day, i would rank the return bus trip. NO FIGHT. It was the BEST! Hahaha... Basically, because its damn long la, then alot of time to fool around!!! Lol.

AND PLEASE, PEOPLE. Do not tell the ladies what is COMEON. Erm, if don't understand than never mind =P.


Hope may not be a good thing.

SingOut! 2007

So SingOut! 2007 was last night.
It was a funfunfun concert! Hahaha. Those who have gone would agree!

Ironically, i wasn't a little bit tense last night or rather this morning. Still down there playing "Internet Reversi" which i clicked on the very first time in my life. Lol. Then decided that its too boring because the computer puts my status as beginners and the other beginners are really very noob >.<

So went to play 'MineSweeper' on msn with sheryl. In the middle of the night. Was wondering how I'm supposed to get up the next day or rather later... Then there's this wonderful invention known as the alarm-clock that managed to wake me up! Yay!!!

Went to school at 12 when we're supposed to meet at 11.30 =P. But still earlier than the other choir people. Sprayed our shirts and it looks a little, cool? But its still smells >.< So practiced and polished dance steps. Can dance fully without missing a step liao. Lol! I think that's a great accomplishment for me!!!

Reached SCH and rehearsed. Wonder why miss yee always wants us to rehearse the 2nd half first... We never ever had a full runthrough... So i was a little worried about our estimation of the interval times. Hope it'll be all right. Especially when miss yee did so many concerts already, there's no reason not to trust her! Lol.

Dinner came and as i saw Miss Loretta Chu sitting alone at the table for such a long time already, i suggested going down to accompany her. So junhao and i were taking our dinner packages down to eat. And junhao, whom claimed that he was damn hungry, finished his dinner damn fast and went to call Miss Tan Chia Gek down.

And one hundred things happened that made me stare at Loretta and Junhao HARD. Staring at people is very common for me, but staring HARD is another thing altogether. Though it apparently didn't have much effect on them >.<

Hurried back after a quick dinner because the ladies have lots of things to do(Hair, Makeup, Dress). And so i went back and slacked around... And finally decided to change. Didn't take much time, considerably fast comparatively to the ladies. So there i was, waiting outside the waiting room because all the ladies are doing their last minutes patches inside and i was wondering if i should go in. Lol.

Did our warm-ups and went backstage for standby. The guys really really really very hard to stand. Once the door opens, we'll walk out and start to sing, but yet they can't quieten down. I don't mind humourous people, but i can't stand people who don't know when to get serious. So if you are at the backstage, you'll hear giggling all around me and only i was there quiet and thinking(of what not telling =P).

It was pretty surprising to hear that the emcee said the concert would be delayed when we're all at the backstage already. Then not surprisingly, heard the grumbles of the guys. Its amazing how a bunch of sec 3 guys(not all from our school, in fact, most are not from our school) can grumble so much. Then they became to squat down, in their formal attire -.-

Since the concert would be delayed, they decided that more jokes wouldn't harm and continued playing a fool. Realizing i was still standing up, quiet and thinking. They were joking about me that I'm a very good example who would be calm and not joke around. At that point i really felt like slapping them. Why agitate me when I'm already very pissed?

Finished our first song and waited for the other school people to walk off. Then comes the 2 songs, and then its the juniors' turn to walk off and it was our senior item already! How time flies man. And more the first time, the guys need not squeeze like sardines in the middle of the girls. Although it was still A LITTLE squeezy, it was much better than the rehearsals!

Finished our performance in the first half and enjoyed the free time we had. Then Jill decided we have to spike our hairs immediately and after using the gel that i've never touched for a million years, i finally spiked my hair with crappy results. I think the gel expire liao... >.<>.< And since Jill decided that that wasn't enough...

They sprayed even more don't know what is that on my hair and the alumni became hairstylists. THEY EVEN PUT GLITTERS... It was a disaster hairstyle all right. Therefore, this last SingOut! concert, I've really gave my everything. I even bear with the irritating giggles of people who saw my disaster hairstyle. I am so gonna not spike my hair again.

Interval was over and we prepared ourselves for the crazy changing challenge. Its the first item(which is my item) and we sang sang sang... Quite nice! Really, people seemed to perform pretty well on the actual performance. Maybe rehearsal slack too much! Lol.

Finished our item and CHOINGED for the toilets and our dance clothes. Changed and amazing still had 1 song time to slack. Guys really change fast! Lol. Then the ladies item were done too and they choinged to change too. So at the last chorus(of the item before us), we were all ready!

The audience was high when its our dance item. Danced pretty weirdly though. Don't know why. But never mind, its over anyway =P. Was packed like sardines again. Lol. Everytime also liddat. Somemore i stand beside wilson and limhan. So jialat. They each weight at least 100kg and 80kg respectively! Lol.

Finished the dance and choinged back to the toilets to change back into choir tee. Really damn rush. But it was fun. Really la. Choing here choing there. Rush here rush there. Don't know why I'm enjoying the thrills of rushing and choinging... Haha. Maybe I'm just pure weird.

Went for finale. Foresaw disaster when i was singing in the very first item. Because i saw david sitting very near to the position where i would be kneeling later. so DIE >.< And end up he really there.

And JuinLi was a few seats behind and i keep getting psycho by them during my performance. They keep laughing la! >.<>.<

Went back to school and on the bus trip was talking to the girl(on phone) whose grandfather just died. Too bad she can't come for SingOut! though she so badly wanted to come. But we all know that its no one's fault. No one expected something like that to happen. And next year there might not be a SingOut! anymore. So... I kind of sympathize...

There's a history test later... Sianed out. I didn't study AT ALL >.<>.< I shall try to use my genius brains to work this out!


Having the foresight to see this coming and yet not having the intelligence to solve this problem when its here.

The last rehearsal.

Today was the last rehearsal for SingOut! After this, we'll be having our pre-concert rehearsal then its the concert itself already! To think of it, tomorrow's SingOut already! Without the full dress rehearsal, i guess i didn't really feel the stress... Lol...

Supposed to go to school at 9.45am for dance practice. But being the intelligent me, i know that that was to prevent latecomers, which meant that its actually supposed to be 10am. So i was aiming for 10am all the way. But then, i was still late... Lol. Luckily, i saw jill at YCK mrt, which meant that I'm not that late after all.

Jill was damn funny, she was like telling me to walk faster because i was already late, and must be earlier than her. Then i was like saying, "How much faster than me can you get?"(in chinese). Understand? Don't understand never mind.

So i walked my big, fast steps and reached the traffic light. Although it was green, i decided to wait for Jill, must have manners ma =P. Then Jill thought i couldn't make it past the traffic light. So she decided to suan me and say, "Walk so fast got what use? End up still here with me." Firstly, WHO ASK ME TO WALK FASTER DE ARH?!?!?!?! Secondly, i purposely waited for her de lor. Still suan me. Tsk tsk.

Went hall stage for dance. Then wanted to use the dance, but then there were lotsa gymnatics' equipment lying around, so we didn't have enough space for our formations. So we decided to use the floor in the instead. A little better, but it was damn hot(for the others, because i think my house is the hottest, so i don't mind).

Lewis saw me dancing!!! OMG?!?! Lol. Think he was pretty impressed with the footwork, i was pretty impressed myself that i could do it too! But then only for 4 beats >.<

Moved to the music room. Danced there quite alot. Then videotaped. Had lotsa fun with the seniors. There was one "auntie" beside me in one of the formation who is 19 years old!!! Lol. AUNTIE!!! =P. She nag alot de >.< She did SingOut! for 7 years le lor!!! Omg?!?!?

Stayed inside music room for YangKai(our conductor too!)'s church's performance. So we were like having marathon choir days man. Everyday 早出晚归! so 可怜 >.<

Was damn pissed with the choir guys. Everyone pangseh. Left kenneth, sherman and me. 3 basses(a section in choral singing) only. Crazy arh? Plus, sherman decided that he didn't want to sing too. Made me damn damn damn pissed. Quite alot for sherman, the rest for the other guys.

I mean its like, you know you might not be able to do it well, then you must try harder ma! WHY MUST YOU GIVE UP ON US IN A TIME LIKE THIS? If i ever was a commander-in-chief, the last kind of soldier i want is this kind. Because this kind of soldier will disrupt my soldiers' morale. A battle that might have been won will be lost because army's morale is of utmost importance in war.

So we're left with kenneth and myself. Firstly, both of us aren't SLs, which already proves how capable we are. Secondly, we both are tone-deaf people. I can't even know if I'm singing the correct chords. I don't even know how to change to a certain key when mine is wrong. And we're supposed to sing for a church? Its insulting, to both the choir and the church. Really, this feeling sucks.

Jill and people brought lunch for the us the poor juniors. Because we don't even have time to eat! So THANKS to Jill and people!!! Haha. Ended up eating my chicken rice on the bus. So pathetic. Haiz.

Reached St.Gabs and practiced and practiced. Rehearsal times are getting shorter, everyone is getting used to things going around. We no longer have to ask whats the next item, how to and where to go wherever. Which is a good thing. Proved that we're so much prepared for SingOut!

Had to pump 20 because we didn't sing as properly as the conductor wanted. Long long time since i had to pump. So my arms are more or less fats now... Lol. Since St.Gabs' music room had a regulation of no shoes, we had to go in wearing our socks and imagined what happened when we pump...

SLIDING FEET! Lol. No one could pump properly with their feet sliding all over. No friction, especially when the floor is so slippery, added with the socks. Its pretty hard trying to do 20. 80 is IMPOSSIBLE. I dare say, unless your socks is super torn like jonathan's. He had no problems whatsoever pumping because his toes were all showing and toes have much more friction then socks.

SingOut! practice was then over!!! Yay. Then went back school feeling so tired. A whole day of choir. I guess I'm vocally, physically, mentally, emotionally tired. And now BOTH bigbird and gregory, who bought their SingOut! tickets from me cannot go... What the hell >.<

Oh yah, i almost forgot, madeline told me to do this quiz... What the hell...
I shall nike.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Jia Qi
2. Ming Chuen
3. Wen Min
4. Yuh Yan
5. Jun Hao
6. Valerie
7. Juin Li
8. Sheryl
9. Li Jia
10. David

1. Who is No.7(JuinLi) having a relationship with?
Ehhhhhh, i don't know leh >.< I also wanna know! Lol

2. Who is No.5(JunHao) having a relationship with?
Erm, currently no one, BUTBUTBUT ahemahem.

3. If No.9 & 10(LiJia&David) are together, will it be a good thing?
I think so =P.

4. How about No.1 & 5(JiaQi&JunHao)?
Each got 心上人 liao la!!!

5. What is No.3(WenMin) studying?
Combination C. 2 pure science and core geography! Lol.

6. When was the last time you chatted with no.6(Valerie)?
I honestly cannot remember. Before choir camp ba...

7. Does No.4(YuhYan) work?
SPCA counted ma? Lol. She volunteer there nia. So NO WORK.

8. Does No.8(Sheryl) have any cousin in his/her school?
As far as i remember, NO!

9. Will you woo No.8(Sheryl)?
I don't think so. At least not the near future =P.

10. How about No.5(JunHao)?
Ehhhhhhhh, maybe when i become a gay ba =P.

11. Does No.2(MingChuen) have any siblings?
NO! Only son!

12. How did you get to know No.3&4(WenMin&YuhYan)?
One from english class, one from form class!

13. Where does No.1(JiaQi) live at?
Khatib!

14. How did you get to know No.2(MingChuen)?
PHS! 3 years classmate!!!

15. Is No.5(JunHao) the sexiest person on this world?
Haiyo, this kinda question again. I'm straight!!! So how would i know?

Okay end of quiz.


Why confront when you can run?
逃避现实

SCH Rehearsal!

Went to singapore conference hall again. Found out that the stage seemed pretty stranger to me, which is weird since we had SingOut! last year in SCH too. Then... I realised, last year, i didn't step up the stage... AT ALL.

No wonder, because its pretty weird for me to feel stranger for a stage. For example, VCH. SingOut! 05 was in VCH. And SYF this year i still feel quite familiar with the stage, after all, its where all our hours-long rehearsals were held... Now SCH... Haiz.

Read my reader's digest on the bus trip. Like finally, my sis had brought her whole stack of reader's digest last week and now I'm finally started. Well, at least that's a step! Haha.

Finally had a runthrough of the different items. Now can estimate roughly how much interval time there is for changing of clothes. Especially when I'm involved in the alumni dance, i only have 2 songs of time to change to alumni costume and 2 songs of time to change back. Pitying the ladies, only 1 song time to change but also 2 songs of time to change back!

Had a runthrough of the alumni dance too! Proved how disorderly we could dance. Lol. And SzeHoe keep coming up at the wrong place... Lol. Even though we were given one more chance by miss yee to try again. We failed miserably again and so it was intensive dance practice back at school. Calculate.

6pm leave SCH. Approximately 6.30pm reach school. Then need intensive dance practice until 8pm >.<>.< Plus, our item is SUPPOSED to be the 'highlight' of the concert and so all the performers in this item need to have special things.

For girls, loopy earrings that i believe are damn heavy, and for guys, SPIKED HAIR. Omg?!?!?! I-Who-Never-Touch-Hair is supposed to spike my hair up. With GEL/WAX. DIE... >.<

And so i tried to spike my hair up using water and tried showing them in school. Then suddenly everyone was damn surprised. Lol. Jill said i could go for gel/wax advertisement. Instant spike! LOL!!!

Realized i keep staring into nothing and think. Thinking of nothing yet think. Its pretty frustrating, when you realized you have been 'daydreaming' but actually you're not. You remembered that you were thinking of something, something important. But once you're out of the 'daydreaming' condition, you forgot what the 'daydreaming' was all about. Its really, FRUSTRATING.


Timidity that overwhelms desire

Tuesday the rehearsal!

Going for our SingOut! rehearsal later! Seems like everyday got choir practice!!! My long awaited rest would only come next week >.< But its alright! Its SingOut! after all. One year only got once. Lol.

Anyway, thanks to the people who i forgotten to thank yesterday. I think. Firstly, thank you sheryl yeo! For your erm, present! The sweets =P. And thanks NgJunHao for even thinking of the idea of planning birdwatching! Though its cancelled le, but its ALRIGHT! 有心就好!!! Haha

And LEEJiaQi for wishing me happy birthday in the middle of the night. Too bad that I've already fell asleep >.< BUTBUTBUT, THANK YOU!!!

Hopes later rehearsal would be fine. Confirm get scolded by the guys cause i pangseh them when they are dotaing erm, now. I think, lol. While i can only rot at home >.<

I just realized that my knees have BLUEBLACK >.<>.<>.< Lets just hope I'll be able to figure that out so the people that bought tickets won't waste their $12.

I promise SingOut! would be a great concert!!!
Especially the few items that got US ourselves going crazy. Lol. For example, look out for HIHS's vivo cantado... The people from the other 2 schools also go crazy ourselves!!! Its nice!!!

Then there's the St.Gabs' special item, i don't know the name, just know that its acapella and its NICE. Also look forward to the combined girls' item of When I Sing... DAMN CUTE!!!=P. Also look out for the alumni dance from PHS. Its erm, pretty cool, lol. And it made my knees go blueblack >.< Lol.


Betraying promises to understand greatness.

My Birthday!!!

Today, 19th november 2007, is me, the wolfie and idiotic genius's birthday!!! And the first real wishes came at midnight. So cool!!! First time got people message me happy birthday in the middle of the night. To think of it, its the first time anyone wished me happy birthday through the phone(call/sms). Haha...

Resulted in a lack of sleep. But it was worth it. Firstly, came the well wishes of Miss Tan Chia Gek and was supposed to have a cake in that message but due to the antiqueness of my phone, its impossible to be seen. So the code i saw in the message was:
***
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No idea how that code would become a cake. Hahaha =P.
Then came the phone call of Miss Wee Li Jia. Many thanks to both ladies!!! Hahaha.
Mr Lim Ming Chuen also sent me a sms to wish me happy birthday!! Thanks dude! Although the time that you send i already sleep liao...

My alarm didn't manage to wake me up. Not when i slept at 12. But luckily, the alarm in my brain still managed to wake me up. So i wasn't late after all!!! Yay! But chinese test wasn't THAT easy.

Starting see the section A. Feel like crying liao. Don't understand a thing, PLUS, its hand-written and photocopied, so the handwriting i very de not used to it. Lol. But still managed to SCRAPE through that part. Lol.

Other sections were relatively easy for me but not others i think. Reason being that there were lotsa scientific terms written in chinese. And normal people won't get involved with them much and hence not understand what that mean by that. But i, who watches news quite regularly until this year's EOY, understood fully the passages and hence come to the conclusion that i will, under any circumstances, NOT fail the test.

Then it was slacking time!!! Went to snooker to wait for JunHao and ChiaGek. I am again abusing my authority. Haiz. But never mind! Its alright to visit my snooker room during my birthday!!! Haha. But their physics practical was so long luh... End up 'late' 30 minutes from my expectation.

Nevertheless, we(junhao&i) still played a game and this time, I let junhao a headstart of 100 points. And we played. Its kind of crazy if you think of it but then actually its not lor. But end up i still lose la... Lol. I lost by 23 points. Which means that without the headstart, i would have won by 77 points!!! Hahahahaha...

And believe or not, we managed to complete the game even though 3 ladies(Miss tanchiagek,sherylyeo&jiayin) rushed us so much that balls that could be sunk normally couldn't because we were too impatient. Haiz. End up still i lose. So no difference. Haha.

Went to the CO room to call bigbird out because chiagek wanted to call her out for whatever reasons. So to knock on the door... And i guess, on the wrong time bah. Lol.

All i knew is that after i knocked on the door, i heard a slang version of 'come in' and hence didn't get it. So i waited outside for a reply. Then i heard the slang version again. I still didn't realised that was the response i was waiting for. Then after 2 more seconds, i realised that I'm supposed to stick my head in liao. So i stuck my head into the CO room.

And the CO conductor(Zhou Lao Shi right?) looked at me and i looked back at him. Then embrassingly(because the whole CO was staring at me) asked if i could speak to bigbird. Then this zhou lao shi come say, "Your girlfriend arh?" IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CHINESE ORCHESTRA. Omg. My reputation...(and hers btw)

Then crapped for the whole 4 seconds with zhou lao shi that bigbird took to walk out of the CO room. In the end its because they wanted to give me a present!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU! Not for the embarrassment, but for the present! Lol.

Went to COMPASS POINT(because i lost) and ate lunch. Rushed back to school for dance practice. A 1hour45minutes lunch break isn't enough when you're rushing to compass point. Lol.

Rushed back to PHS but it was raining, and went i alighted the bus, i was JUINLI!!! At first still thought she waving to me, then see the hand properly, its actually a HANDSHAKE! Lol. Thank you thank you! Know you wishing me happy birthday!!! Hahahah...

Then when we reached school(already late) and rushing through the canteen to reach the music room in time(even though we're already late), saw LORETTA!!! And she wished me happy birthday too! Lol. Maybe I'm getting popular in CO =P. Thanks arh, Zhou Lao Shi. Lol.

But luckily, when we(junhao&i) arrived, the people were still stuck outside the music room because GuZheng was not done with their practice and were using the music room.

Practiced AND WE FINALLY FINISHED THE SONG. I feel so proud of myself. I total dancing idiot managed to complete the dance that involved the chorus of 3 songs that were binded into one. I feel so proud man. Want to see the dance? Go buy ticket la! Lol. Promoting SingOut. Later people come collect advertisement fee from me =P.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

Dance practice!

Was almost late for dance practice. Because i was caught up in msn. Thanks to someone who wanted to chat 5 more minutes with me even though he/she know i would be late if i chatted that 5 minutes. Lol.

BUT IN THE END, i wasn't late!!! =P.

Saw JiaQi and WeiJun on the mrt! A little surprised. Not surprised that they were together but surprised that JiaQi was wearing a school related Teeshirt.

And i didn't ask them where they were going, turns out to be school though. I realized i have a bad habit of not asking where people were going when i see them 'accidentally'. Yesterday was wenmin and friends, today is jiaqi and weijun. Next time must really remember to ask where friends are going when i see them on the streets. Lol.

Now thinking of it, i never ever had such problems in the past. Especially since i stay at home all the time, its impossible to run into friends on the streets. Maybe now I'm starting to be a 'normal teenager'. Haiz... Wonder how i survived the old times...

So i was the third to reach toa payoh mrt and was also 2 minutes early. The first sentence gladys greeted me was, "Hi, you're pink." -.- Lol. Pink polo nia. Whats the big deal?

So we went for the world's most boring thing, SHOPPING!!! For white shirts to spray paint(luckily i got my own). Its toa payoh, who bigbird calls it auntie's paradise... And i hate shopping. Not hate la, just sometimes, don't like it, especially when its RAINING...

And the dancing ground was nothing like my imagination. Believe it or not. We decided to settle for a void deck style of multi-purpose court. And its the first time(believe or not) i had activities in such a place. Basically, because they weren't present on my side of yishun. Only new estates have... So... Its kinda fresh feeling.

But then again, its RAINING. And its not really indoors, because there's no doors and no windows. Its more or less open air. Which also means that... RAIN CAN GO IN!!! So half the court was wet with rain... Which made dancing a little hard. Ok that's humble, it made dancing DAMN HARD. So we could only use the dry parts, which was only half the court...

Then the rain got bigger >.< And the floor decided that its TOO wet for dancing and so we canceled practice! Can go home early, so supposed to be a good thing BUTBUTBUT, i still got alot alot alot of things haven't dance finish... So... DIE...

Paid up so that the girls can go to the army market to buy pants or whatever whatever. Shows pretty much about my interest in shopping... Haha. So if i bear with you/you guys to go shopping together, shows pretty much about the respect i have for you/you all!

Went home and realized, today, we've been dancing for less than an hour... Most of the time spent shopping. Not a good thing i guess. And i realized, i would not be able to understand question if they aren't in proper english. Miss Tan Chia Gek just proved it to me >.<


Perhaps we would cherish things that we know would not be there for long.

Jonathan's Birthday!

Jonathan's birthday yesterday!

Supposed to meet him at yishun at 12+. Then decided to go to AMK to meet Madeline and noeleen instead. Saw WenMin and friends!(i don't know your names =P.) and i just remembered i forgot to ask them where they were going =P. Realized Jonathan was still at yishun safra thanks to his BB activities. So went back to yishun to wait for him. And we waited a LONG LONG TIME.

When the birthday boy arrived, we made the long long trip to vivocity! And while on the mrt, i was talking on the phone while those 3 were trying to eavesdrop, openly. And madeline tried to snatch my phone away! >.< First time didn't succeed, second time did =P! So i hung up. Abruptly. So sorry man. Didn't even say 'byebye'.

Then they became taking photos on the mrt. There was one pic which was damn funny. Haha. There's a water bottle nicely fitted into my body! Haha.

And so we arrived in vivocity. Decided to cable cars there but didn't know where the cable car station was... So tried to walk around and we 'got lost'. After many tries, we finally found the right way but was stuck again at a building which the cable cars are going in from.

Felt a little puzzled to be at the wrong place since that's where the cable cars are, how could it be wrong? End up is walk wrong entrance -.-

So i took my FIRST cable car ride!!! Its abit, erm, scary at the start but with the speed the cable car is going, all my height phobia didn't work up much. And the scenery was really quite nice! But i don't have a camera with me >.<

Reached sentosa and walked through the dragon dunno what dunno what trail. Haha. Didn't pay attention to the name =P. But the walk was great. Abit fake though -.- But well, its just for entertainment and everyone knows its fake...

Finally found our way to beach. The dragon whatever trail was very misleading. Took us a long long walk and a few wrong tries to lead us to the decision that i cannot lead when walking in sentosa. So we decided to take bus instead! lol.

Went to buy a volleyball for jonathan as his present and as our entertainment on the beach! TRIED to play volleyball but we seriously sucked so bo bian have to try to use that volleyball to play other things. Planning to drown someone in sentosa is so common that most of the people with sense would know that we cannot be TOO trusting in sentosa.

Once you see someone whispering, be careful, IT MIGHT BE YOU. But this time its not me of course. Planned to drown jonathan which we never even got near to succeed. He would just runrunrunrunrun until don't know where.

Played around on the beach and got A LITTLE wet then decided to wash up(them) while i went to the 7-eleven for a drink. End up their big gulp ran out of ice -.- So i drank a not cold at all big gulp. If i wasn't so thirsty, i think i would walk to the other 7-eleven, but too bad. I was that thirsty >.<

Wanted to go rent bikes but i was wondering if sentosa also had the '6pm all bikes return' policy. Because Pulau Ubin. It is to prevent people from going crazy since most part of the island does not have lights on and cycling in such areas at night is crazy.

Turns out that even though sentosa is so densely lighted, the policy's on. So we couldn't rent bikes after all. Its damn bo hua. Left 30 minutes only. Go cycling so no life -.- 30 minutes ONLY leh. Cycle 15 minutes away from the destination must turn back to return liao. Haiz.

So we decided to sit on the tram. And let it bring us anyway. Sounds even more no life. Haha. But its kinda... Fun? Hahaha...

The ladies decided to shower so jonathan and i went for the 7-eleven on the other side. Him for big gulp, me in my hunt for strepsils. Didn't manage to find any since i reached harbourfront tower. So i hunted my strepsils and didn't realise it was so expensive >.< 20 cents each. For a sweet, its crazy, for a sweet+medicine, i shall bear with it.

Was supposed to head back to singapore since junhao, laurel and huiling are reaching vivo already. So we waited for the tram to come before we can take bus before we can take cable car. Lol. Played stupid ball games while waiting for the tram BUTBUT everyone of the trams were full. So we gave up waiting and took up walking.

Walked to the bus stop and bussed to the cable car station. The photographer was damn 'cute'(in girls terms). He was taking a photo of us then laughing damn crazily. And our reactions were like, 'Got this funny ma?' and he nodded -.- And it was really quite funny >.<

Took the second cablecar trip of the day with 2 more coming! Haha. So in the end we took the cable car 4 times!!! So cool!!! And from harbourfront stop to the mount faber one, we saw lion dance in the restaurant at mount faber. And all this was with a consciousness that junhao, laurel and huiling already arrived. But we were still fooling around. Tsk tsk.

We were nice people, so we went to find them straightaway after fooling around with the elevator(we pressed '1' and took photos in the reflection, pressed '15' and took again then pressed '1' and took.)

Was told that they were at Carls.Jr, so we went up! BUT THEY WEREN'T THERE!!! Then we were told that they were at Breadtalk, but none of us knew where Breadtalk is except that its in the basement and the place where we came out of the mrt station. So we tried to go down escalators and for 2 times, we ended up at carparks. ONLY. no sign of shops.

At the 3rd try, we finally made it. But they were there no more. So calls were exchanged and they were at some vivomart. I honestly don't know where it is, but just tried to find it and we did. But this time we went laughing past them(hoping they would see us) and walked straight into vivomart even though we know they're sitting at the tables OUTSIDE vivomart.

Acted angry and called them. And so they walked into while we, knowing they were walking in, walked out to the opposite shop at the exit while they waited at the entrance of vivomart. Haha =P.

Then we went to 'Thomas&friends'(the trainy guy) and called. They where we were and we said we were at 'Thomas&friends'(WHICH IS TRUE) and they were like scolding us... And there's no such place as thomas&friends and blah blah blah... But we were still there and madeline's naglene dropped while she was sitting in the machine... Hahahah.

And they found us.

First reaction of junhao was to come and push me. HAHA =P. I was still laughing like mad and madeline then still have to laugh at junhao. I think my mouth muscles are really impressive. hahahahaha =P.

Dance practice tomorrow could get a little late so we cancelled birdwatching(for now, i think). Went for LongJohns and laughed alot... At ________(he say don't say). He was a little static too =P. Haha =P. Since i have a sore throat, i ate the fiery crisp fish and made it so much worse that if miss yee saw me in LongJohn's she would boxboxbox slapslapslap me(SingOut is here soon, so must preserve voice). Hahahahaha =P.

Had nature's call so used it as an excuse to lead jonathan away from the people while they prepare their whatever... And when we went back, the birthday cake was a slice with a french fry poked in the middle(as the 'candle'). And his reaction was pretty weird, he went down to eat the fry while the people around him who planned to dunk the cake in his face were too slow. So in the end he had a clean face >.<

And jon popped the sparkling juice like some kind of champagne and we all tasted each other's saliva(that's the gross term for it). Played monkey with the volleyball... Quite late already so everyone rushed to the mrt. Took to marina bay first so we would have space, and we sat a whole row.

And dunno which idiot started to squeeze... And i was like, at the most end, so i suffered all the force and i used the wall to push back... And guess what happened? JUNHAO FELL OUT OF HIS SEAT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA =P. Squeeze too hard arh. LOL.

So the day ended. Damn funny and interesting day though it was quite boring at the start! Later got dance practice... MAY IT BE FUN!!!


Addicted. Surviving one month would be a little difficult.

Start of Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, the holidays are here. People are very happy! Well, that's as far as i know. No one except me sad anything negative about the holidays yet =P.

Even though i enjoyed the choir camp alotalotalot... Still feel a little sad not seeing the people in class on fri. Last day in school must get high party and go siao ma. But then, choir camp also allows me to go siao.

Still feels a little out of place. Its like SingOut is making too busy already. And my super good/bad(decide yourself)habit of not using the computer after 6pm during weekdays results in my not using the computer for the whole week >.< Sometimes i do break that habit though =P.

So when i suddenly see so many posts by many friends... Posts speaking of fun and happiness, sorrow and sadness... Feel so sad not being there. Which is why, i think, is the reason i feel a little out of place.

But honestly, If i really really have to choose between the choir and class... I think, i would most probably choose choir. So maybe, I'm not much of a saint after all to say those things.

Then again, when i sososo long never use the computer, it only means that i sososo long cannot update. And i have SO MANY THINGS ABOUT CHOIR CAMP to say. I really really enjoyed it! Butbutbut... It's kind of personal, not that i care if other people will gossip around, my reputation's already vacuuming the floor.

Now I've incurred a post debt. Which i think should be broken down by writing shorter posts or not i think i can write a 4500 word essay on the choir camp. Honestly. Can one. There's so much i wanna say, so much joy i wanna share. But, i know i won't write it down now. Because most of the feelings are already died down...

This post is saying about the start of holidays.
So it should be a happy post.
So sorry for writing until its so sad.


I need to cook dinner no more, I can just feast on the flowers growing on my head.

Last day of choir camp!

Finally, the choir camp is coming to an end. I have honestly enjoyed it. Though not all the time. Firstly, i pretty much 'slept' through the first day, high all the way the second day, and lost my voice on the third.

Meaningful life. Maybe. Everyday got something new. Haha.

Now this last day, its GAMES DAY!!! And also the only rehearsal that we managed to run the concert through. Just sing and everything, even though i cannot believe that i can actually produce a sound to be heard by the conductor. Haha...

I think, I'm getting addicted. Not that that word is even appropriate. Its like, when i don't have it. All i yearn is to have it. Once i have it, I'll go crazy when i don't. Its really, dangerous. Its like... I don't know how to explain. Just pure dangerous.

With this state of mind. Going crazy is as easy as flipping your palm. DIE. I'm losing control. To such a crazy extent. Its really, harmful. Emotionally, mentally. Haiz. I think I'm 'no medicine can cure'. Haiz.


Finally i don't need to dig deep into months of memories to find your smile.

Because,
I love you
But,
I respect you more.

Short short post!

I shall not continue the previous post. Its more of personal things that i would rather share with people that i know than random people who never seem to stop dropping by.

I shall finally take up mc's advice to not hurt people's eyes and just write a shortshort post. Trust me, this will be short.

Thanks for the people who wants to plan to see&eat bird on monday. I appreciate it, but i shall not say anything more.

成也此女，败也此女
真是
英雄难过美人关。

Just feel having this feeling recently. Just keep feeling that I'm experiencing a period of 犯桃花. Though only half of it(which half go guess yourself), but then... I don't know la... Very vexed recently. I'm losing control. I can't help it. But i want to.

Keep feeling that any step that i make now, would have a damn big impact on a lot of people even though it might just be a common step that almost everyone takes. Somehow, everything seems so big in picture, affects so much. Any wrong move and i DIE. Maybe I'm just too vexed. Maybe its just that the flowers on my head are clogging up my thinking. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.


不怕慢，只怕站。
但若我不站，一定会天下大乱。。。

First day of choir camp!!

Supposed to study for the 2 tests that were coming up this morning. Ended up dozing off... So in the end i didn't study >.< What the hell... And its two of the quite important tests, one is 'Secret Society' test which i cannot afford to fail because i don't wanna spend more time redoing the test -.-

And the other, is dear A-Maths that i so badly wanted to pass since i failed it the EOYs butbutbut... Since i wasn't taught much about it, and i am the laziest kind of student which a teacher could have(that never ever does any self-study), i obviously could not pass it without studying the textbook much.

BUTBUTBUT... I dozed off... SO DIE... Didn't get to study anything in the timeslot i wanted >.< The fortunate thing of the unfortunate thing is that i arise to my consciousness at 11.30pm! And so i planned to study at 5am in the morning... Lol.

I waswaswas really wishing that the stupid alarm would only wake me up but not my brother... Because, if my brother realised i dozed off and not study and then woke up at 5am to study... He will sure scold and call me to go back to bed... So bo bian must wish that it doesn't wake him up! Haha.

Luckily(again), my brother didn't wake up so i still managed to climb out of bed and study my secret society test... But then again, its hugging buddha leg after all, so please don't expect so much out of it... Lol.

While i was studying, it started to rain... But the nice thing is that I've never realized that a scenery that is half-blocked by HDBs would also form a beautiful scenery. Minutes before rain started to drop, the difference in air pressure caused huge winds to move about ANDANDAND the clouds to fly here and there.

It was the only sight that could be seen at 5am i guess, because i've never seen it before. GREEN clouds... Moving from right to left in the foreground of the sceneery... Behind these bundled colourful droplets, lies a dark layer of sky... And behind behind, which is basically the background, lies a line of red. Its a LINE. But its only half a line as the other half is behind the HDBs... If i wasn't studying for my test, and if i had art blood in me, i would definitely DEFINITELY draw it down. Too bad... Haiz.

I took 1 hour to study my test -.- 2 questions nia and i took an hour. Jialat man... And after the brushing up and breakfast(i choing to study FIRST), i was late... DIE... no extra time was supposed to be given. Haha. Then i late. DIE... But luckily, Mrs Janice Lim also LATE. HAHAHAHA =P.

Went for A Maths test, which i didn't touch at all, not even the textbook. DIE. But just upon entering the classroom, i got chased out by Mr Chandra because the choir people from 3 Endurance(TCG&NJH) were taking their biology class test...

The a maths paper was damn damn damn easy. I am very confident that if i touched the a maths textbook, i would know how to do them... BUTBUTBUT. I didn't... SO... DIE. DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.

Maybe i would just pass... percentage = 0.0000000000000001%

Went to HIHS for our choir camp. Their school had a spiral staircase!!! And its also the first staircase we see! And it leads to the hall!!! Lol. So cool, but then i cannot stand too near to the centre because my feet very big >.<

The morning's studying has taken effect. I was damn tired when dancing. No energy de... And i almsot fell asleep... DURING A CHOIR PRACTICE! When everyone singing also can fall asleep. Impressive...

Shall not talk too much about my day camp. My neighbour is rushing me >.<

Birdtalk along the way back. I am proud to annouce that Miss Tan Chia Gek, Sheryl Yeo and Mr Ng Jun Hao were in cahoots of something which i still do not know now... All i know is that they're planning something and there's no way that i could know since once i go close... THEY WILL SAY GO LOOK AT BIRDS -.- like whats the link?

I shall contiune this post another time...


Pessimistic? Maybe.
Realistic? Definitely.

Wedding Dinner!

So I've just came back from my brother's girlfriend's sister's wedding. A little confusing here, nothing we cannot handle though.

Yesterday choir was fun!!! FunFunFun! Went up to snooker to play a few games with myself and even though i thought i took damn long to clear the balls, each game only took 30 minutes -.- To think that i considered that damn fast in secondary one. Looks like i improved quite a lot =P.

Went for choir 30 minutes early since i don't feel like playing snooker anymore. Discovered that so many sec 3 were there already. So we practiced the alumni dance, in front of the juniors!!! Well, it wasn't THAT bad after all. At least i still can make it... A little bit =P.

When choir started, we practiced, dance. AGAIN. But not the alumni dance. The 'SingOut' & 'Circle Of Life'(lion king song) dance. Went pretty high and crazy with madeline and noeleen. They very thickskin =P. So we're fooling around pretty much. Lol.

Then the sectional leaders decided to call us dance row by row. But the 3 of us were still in the fooling around mode. So although i could remember and dance out all the steps, it still really cannot make it. Lol.

So end up, sisca called out all those people who needed 'tuition' for dance. Lol! And they keep emphasizing on my name because they knew i was fooling around. LOL. Like a clown man. Haha =P.

Afterwards wilson told me its HU who sabotaged me >.< Lol. I saw not say the story. Just find it funny =P. HU ARH! Damn sia suay. Then end up 3 of us tio the 'tuition'. Lol. Dance for alumni dance then end up choir dance also cmi. Sia Suay like siao. Lol...

Since laurel and limhan came back, and they found a basetball, we went down to play basketball. And limhan hor... From golden hair lion king, become rambutan, now hair turn to purple, i also don't know what nickname to give. Lol.

Basketball was crap. I cracked the middle finger of my right hand. And I'm experiencing life without my middle finger. Lol. Though i rarely use it for cursing, i still use in pretty much in life. Like typing. So its still OUCH when im typing >.<

Today is crap. I am so feeling unwell. Although there isn't a fever, i can hardly get outta bed. Just sleep and sleep and sleep and SLEEP. I think i slept more than 14 hours today. Lol. But now, its considered yesterday already. Lols.

Went for wedding dinner. For the first time in my life, the table i was sitting in had food leftover for EVERY DISH. Omg? Everytime i go wedding dinner, sure is the whole table people damn good at eating. Then i could hardly afford a second serving. But this time, in order to let the fish and prawns and vegetables die in peace, my family(4 of us) stuffed the food like mad. AND YET, there were still leftovers.

Blame the 5 kids sitting man. All so shy, don't wanna take food. Make me feel so guilty... AND THEY WASTE FOOD. Must be considerate ma, where can waste food? Tsk tsk... Youngsters nowadays.

Make me and my bro eat until we were like tall&thin idiots stuffing food down so the fish and prawns can rest in peace. Lol.

There was one time, when my brother's phone rang, and mine phone rang too(but its in silent mode, so its vibrated). So we were both bending down to pluck out our phones when my bro gimme that 'Its my phone that rang, not yours' look. Then he asked, "What you doing?"(with a damn puzzled look). Lol. Then i was like saying, erm, my phone rang too... Lol.

And end up i replied to so many sms that my family commented that i was a busy man >.< My brother keep suaning me to study hard, a choice to make.
One who works with a pen or
One who works with his hands.

Meaning, manager jobs that has air conditioned conditions and just write reports and sign forms... Blah blah blah. Or the other manual worker who works all day long and gets grease on his hands while the workplace is like a furnace.

And i felt like telling him, i wanna work with my mouth. Lol =P. Be a psychologist and work with my mouth to hypnotize people and work in air conditioned places with a pen rarely used. Like that then shuang ma... Lol...


Shouldn't, but want to. Its my choice after all.

Sodagreen!!!

Their new song... NICENICNICE. And it still comes with the impossible to reach high notes.

Deepavali!!!

Last post was sunday... Which meant i wasn't online for 4 days already!!! Arhhh! My dear computer, now I'm back =P.

So if i could write a blogpost with 31 paragraph and 1500 words to describe 2 days of my life, imagine what would happen if i wrote one that describes 4 days of my life. HAHA =P. 62 paragraphs and 3000 word essay. Lol =P.

I shan't murder you people with my words, thou shall be considerate and not do anything of such evil. Haha =P.

So I've been so busy again. These 2 weeks of extended lesson, I've been much much more busy than normal days. With the SingOut coming up, it really cramps up most of my schedule. In fact, most of the days, i get so tired that once my head touches the pillow, i start to wander into dreamland.

Which also explains the extraordinary event of a homework debt. To think of it, NONE of the homework that has been given during the extended lessons are done. Now that's disastrous. Haha... Shit man. I wonder if I'll fail the tests coming up. Hope i will not =P.

Since Mr Tan is away on his policeman course, our maths lessons are mostly teacher-less. Which makes us free for 11 periods a week. And since its Humility we're talking about, the percentage of people taking this time to do the work they're supposed to do is less than 20%. And we brought at least deck of poker cards everyday. Maximum is 3, at least, so far I've seen.

Since everyone normally plays "Big2", or the common term "TaiDee", the game "bridge" is pretty stranger to them. Basically, as far as i know, the pioneers in our class for 'bridge' are just stephen, sheryl, me , lewis, and szehoe(not sure). And so you need 4 person to play a game of bridge. And lewis always never come de ma. Then SzeHoe also never play de. So stephen, sheryl and i had to teach someone to play so we could play. Lol.

So we teached christopher and victoria. And soon, the class saw how much fun we have together and has been pleading to be teached. I wonder if i teached most of them anyway. All i know is, the next day in school, the decks are all set up for bridge instead of Big2. You cannot imagine the guilt i felt. Taught them bad again. Haiz.

Well, so to pull myself outta the craze they were having, i started playing with the rubiks cube that JuinLi and David introduced to the class. And well, pretty soon the class was all playing either the cube or bridge. Hardly able to see someone studying in our class anymore. And that this is supposed to be our intensive lesson for O levels. Lol. Aren't we taking it too lightly?

In fact, our class was SO SLACK that yesterday morning, when i stepped into the classroom at 5 past seven, no one was doing anything, and that soon, the only thing we were doing was, playing cards. But trying to don't get too involved de me, went to open my 'MyPaper' to read. And spotted a sudoku puzzle!

So i started trying to solve it! Lol. So our class was like having 2 groups of people. 1 group playing cards, while the other solving sudoku. Haha. Mc was surprised that people were even doing sudoku. Lol. Guess i should pull myself out now, sorry for even pulling people down in the first place.

Profiling was kind of crap. Learning style, what visual, audio, kinewhatever. All i know is that the kinewhatever thing applies to the largest extent while everything else that was said can be applied to me. How to improve our learning, every method, is applicable in my situation, because i've tried them but are too lazy to continue them.

As for the thinking style. EVERYTHING FITS, all the positive negative of the different thinking style, applies. For example,
A theoretical thinker
-is someone believes every situation deserves thorough analysis and deliberation.
-looks beyond the obvious and finds the underlying principle or "moral of the story".

Lets just take this two as example. If you know me in real life. I often analysize situations and tell you what will happen even if this or that did not come out, what will happen if this and that did not happen. I also will always say, after a long period of reasoning, the moral of the story is blah blah blah. But the test hor, proves that Theoretical Thinker is the least attribute of me. I feel like shouting bullshit.

However, it isn't entirely false, which makes sense of course, or not their company shut down le. Lol. But as i said, all of the thinking traits can be found in me. Those two on top are examples, here are more, they are taken from different kind of thinkings by the way.

-Views things in terms of their usefulness
-Tunes into feelings and attitudes around them
-Asks for personal opinons from others before deciding(most of the times)
-"Reads into" what is said
-Will learn a new skill if he feels it serves their purpose
-Is intrigued by the unknown
-Is passionate about convictions

Plus the two on top, its 9 i have here. Haha. 9 traits from 4 different types of thinking styles. Hmmz?


Burying the truths alive in a grave of lies.

Sunday!

People, here's an advice, if you wanna talk on the phone from night to morning, remember not to sing across the phone, firstly, your voice will suck because its not warmed up, secondly, you'll lose your voice the next day. Hence, it will not be a good idea. Agreed?

So as my previous paragraph said, I've lost my voice >.< The super love to sing guy now cannot sing, WAH SIAN DIAO. Lol. I can barely talk man >.<

Since we're talking in the middle of the night(literally), i forgot to wake up early for the lunch appointment with my sister. Its scheduled to have my brother coming over at 10.30 to pick us up to meet my sis. End up, i woke up at 10!!! OMG?!?!

Then plus the breakfast all that, wah, LATE ARH!!!

And we're supposed to eat lunch. What the hell, having such a late breakfast equals having a light lunch which in turns causes me to be hungry before dinner. Confirm de. I know myself too well.

But luckily!!! THERE WAS A MASSIVE JAM in the expressway. Damn funny, the road signboard wrote "MASSIVE JAM AHEAD". Lmao la.

But then came the sad news, because my brother's call is a model named 'picacho', the seats for just enough for 4. And I'm the fifth one, so very squeezy even though I'm damn slim. Somemore my legs were in such an awkward position that i cannot believed i was actually putting my legs in that way. Lol. I should be grateful my legs didn't cramp.

Reached the restaurant like 1 hour late. Luckily my sister has her boyfriend to entertain her, or not she sure scold us like siao >.<

Eat a damn big and nice meal. Super filling. Had delicacies like shark fin to abalone(although i don't like abalone). The soft shell crab was nice!!! To think of it, I've been hating soft shell crabs because the restaurants that have served them always put them as cold and very disgusting. But this one is nice!!!

With 7 people lunching, a $200+ bill seems pretty reasonable in a high class restaurant which my parents and i would never think of coming. Lol. I'm more of the hardy type who fills the stomach with instant noodles or hawker centre food. Haha =P.

Btw, the restaurant's name is "Peony Jade" wonder if anyone of you've been there before... Haha.

Went to do the most boring thing on earth. Shopping. At central.

Its 3 generation gaps present. And amazing, its ONLY my family. Firstly, there's my parents in the range of 50-65. Next comes my brother and her girlfriend which is 27-33. Lastly, its me, with a range of 14-15. Lol. So 3 generation gaps. Lmao.

So i have nothing to do. Lol. They walk around, shopping for the youngsters(not so young perhaps) and window shopping for the older people. Lol. The children, do nothing >.< So you can see that i was DAMN DAMN BORED. And how delighted i was when my father decided to go home and even more delighted when my brother volunteered to drive us home! Lol.

Spammed my mum's messages. She also using prepaid, but I'm like using her phone to send out tones of messages. HAHA =P. 我真不孝 =P.


Its time to move on, which is also why i know I'm gonna be so damn late.

Dissection and open house

Shall not write out my pre-written post. Its a little too strong in the language(that doesn't mean vulgarities -.-). Wanna see then come find me. Its in my foolscap book.

Forgot to bring tie >.< Punishment was to run 10 rounds in the parade ground. Honestly speaking, I was quite impressed with myself for running the 10 rounds without stopping. For most guys, its a simple feat, when you're looking at a talltallthinthin wolfie it isn't.

Then got me damn high all the long. Maybe i should go jog every morning in the holidays =P.

Had dissection as part of our biology lesson. Its right to take biology lor! Lol. These frogs that we're supposed to work on, really, pitiful sia. At first they struggled so hard to get out of the bag, only to be blocked by the different guys blocking the exit.

Then they got drunk despite them trying so hard to get out. But well, they're experimental creatures aren't they? Pitied them. Haiz. People say 酒醉三分醒. True enough. Although they're drunk, they still struggled for their survival. However futile it may be, at least they tried. Hardy creatures aren't they?

Even though i was the first to take the frog out and caused the girls to scream like some stupid woman, i was one of the last who managed to fully dissect it. Lol. Cause i was helping with JuinLi at some point of the time too. Seems like my hands can't seem to stay still.

Its not like I'm scared, its just that whenever i take a scissors and try to be precise in my cutting, my hands will tremble. I wonder why. No wonder my art sucks, can't even draw a line straight. Lol. Maybe I'm just too used to manual labor. LOL =P.

Heard a 'sss' sound when i was cutting away the skin and revealing a little red flesh. Never thought much of it but was thinking that i must have poked some organ by accident >.< Sorry arh frog!

Realized much later that its the lungs. LOL =P. And so only our frog had its lungs deflated. Lol. Lmao. Ended up cutting here and there wrongly... Or rather, not so precisely, which resulted to excessive bleeding =P. Our frog, i proudly announce, is the BLOODIEST frog of our class. Lol =P.

After seeing other frogs getting tortured by the other guys, I'm amazed to find out that guys are sick people when it comes to killing frogs, all i did was to cut out the frogs heart while they cut this cut that. Make the frog 死无全尸. Haiz, I'm pitying the frogS again. Lol.

Particularly impressed with the frog's heart. Even though i already cut it out, its still pumping. Which means that, looking at the frog's heartbeat doesn't assure you the exact time you killed the frog. the frog could be brain dead but the heart carries on, you can dig out the heart, and it carries on.

Impressed.

Since most of the frog murderers have no more appetite and desire for food, we've decided to not eat anything during recess. And me, who is also one of the frog murderers, chose to gossip away... Lol. And since you can't gossip alone, you've to find someone right? And since its gossip, of course you don't want others to hear...

So we went up to the fourth floor which i am incredibly certain that no one who knows us would be walking around the fourth floor. I may still be accurate, but there's also loopholes. I forgot about the way to the fourth floor. MC saw us >.<

Now that's pretty equivalent to letting most of the guys know -.-

Went to computer lab for history lessons. Supposed to post a comment on the 2 questions as an answer. Supposed to post it in the history blog. So that is my first time posting such a long comment(2 paragraphs) on a blog. Lol.

Went for choir. And something damn funny happened during choir. Since my brother was calling me, i couldn't afford to pick up right? So i waited for the phone call to end. And btw, i still don't know its my brother. All i know is that something is vibrating in my pocket, and it can't be the key. I'm certain about that.

So i waited for it to end then look at who called before i knew it was my brother. And then!!! JUST WHEN i was going to put in back in my pocket, dear miss yee, the conductor of presbyterian high school, holy innocents high school, bukit batok secondary school and many others, equipped with a master's degree in psychology spotted me.

She shouted, or rather said in a slightly larger volume, "YanCheng! Nice phone, you want to change with me?". The shock that i experienced last for 0.5 seconds before my reply came, "You sure anot? I don't mind =P." First time talk back to miss yee. Haha =P.

And miss yee was a little shocked too i guess. So she didn't managed to come up with a reply. Just let the whole choir laugh =P. I'm proud of my black-and-white phone =P.

PHS's open house was today! In case you haven't realized, everything above is history. Lol. Went to school early. Planned to open up the snooker room.

BUTBUTBUT the security guard say they haven't found the snooker room key and are under the impression that it is ME who lost it >.< I'm innocent!!!

So slacked around and went up to the library to read newspaper. Very guai right? Lol. Since i have nothing to do anyway =P. Then after reading the articles that interests me, i went down to see there's anything to do when i saw wilson and got the choir room key =P.

Went to choir room and found out that its not even locked in the first place -.- Cause GuZheng was inside(their room is inside the music room). So went to on the radio and started to read. Haven't read 3 pages kelvin call me play Yu-Gi-Oh with him liao... Lol. So decided to comply and played.

The choir people strolled in slowly and soon, everyone was present and was preparing for our performance. Warmed up practised twice and off we went, to the cca areas for our performance.

Heard my planet's 彩云追月 played by CO again. Lol. They played far beyond my handphone's ringtone, which is a good thing since i remembered the other parts of the song now =P.

Went for our performance, the PA system was a little messy. They kept changing the sound and we sounded weird, even though the speakers aren't facing us, we can tell that we sounded weird. Even miss yee was like commenting on the PA system. EVEN THOUGH we still sounded nice =P.

While walking back to the choir room after our briefing by miss yee, JunHao was stopped by BigBird and they were discussing things in ‘他’ ‘他’ ‘他’. And i was so puzzled that although i tried not to be a busybody and understand everything, it was really too 'interesting'. Lol. So many he, he, he.

Still became a busybody after all when i asked JunHao about everything in the choir room. And i can't help but laugh when i heard everything.

In chinese, its called, 夜路走的多，迟早会见鬼
In english, its called, Play too much fire, surely will get burn(Singlish, please do not learn =P).

Just realized this blogpost got more than 30 paragraph. Lmao. So many!!! Hahahahahaha. I should go write a novel man. Maybe i should take up the english assignment of 1500 word essay. HAHA =P.


You can hold my hand if you want to
Because I've always wanted to hold yours.

Yesterday & Today

Shall cover on things that happened in the past two days that i missed out in the last post.

Yesterday!
O' levels chinese for the HCL people. Arrieved early in the morning and see JunHao saying some cheem idiom, not that i don't understand, but then I'm too lazy to ever use them IN MY COMPO(i use them in my speech all the time). Then there's this particular funny one.

JunHao: blah blah blah 姜比辣椒辣
Me : HUH? 什么来的???
JunHao: *flips to the page* Oh sorry, is 姜的老的辣
Me : Big difference leh...

I guess he'll not forget it so easily. Hahahahahahaha... Anyway, if he ever forgets, you'll just have to say 姜比辣椒辣 to remind him =P.

Did profiling. Personality test and learning de. Dunno what la. Not interested in this kind of tests, the only kind of test I'm interested in is IQ test. At least that will prove that I'm an idiot rather than proving me to be an unfriendly, arrogant idiot.

Went to snooker room after school, on the way there, saw Mr Edmund Choo and some radios on the table. Wonders what he is doing, decided not to be so KPO. So walked my own way and started hitting a few balls. The next thing i knew is, he walked in and i was honestly surprised.

Straightaway, he took a cue and started hitting a few balls. Wasn't really THAT accurate... But his positioning of the balls rocks. So my conclusion was that he was most probably a rusty pro.

He said that he'll play a game with me if i helped him carry down the radios. Not that i wanted, but since i was alone anyway, i wouldn't mind the challenge. So i helped him carry down the radios to the staff room and went back to the snooker room.

He came up minutes after and we started to play a game. Was leading from the start. Until this one point when he started taking shots like a pro. If the balls weren't sunk, the white ball would be hiding behind some colour ball that i couldn't touch. So its pretty hard to play with him. End up losing about 12-13 points. And the black ball wasn't even sunk yet >.<

Shows pretty much how noob i am >.<

Played a second match and got a total thrashing. TOTAL. I didn't had a chance man. Not even close >.< But he taught me quite a lot. And i seriously think that he can come become our coach liao... Lol. Since we're coachless, its always good to have a good player who can teach(he's a teacher remember?). But then again, he say so many things, i also cannot remember all >.< Next time should take out foolscap paper and copy down. HAHA. "snooker notes". Lol.

Today!
Saw 4 girls playing with the CPU in the library. Reason its because they were trying to find the USB port to plug in their whatever portable extended thingys. I'm an computer idiot. So they were digging out the CPU and trying to find USB port. Plug out this and that. Keyboard plug, mouse plug. Tried everything.

Turns out that the USB port in front. Not at the back where all the keyboard and mouse are plugged. Lol. Kinda cute actually. See them like climbing over each other. Heads poking here and there. Hahahahhaha.

Mr Tan didn't seem to be too happy during maths lesson. In fact, i believe everyone, each to a different extent can feel that something is wrong with him. But then suay suay, I'm not in the mood to do maths. Especially when he's teaching A-maths. So wasn't paying attention.

Was more interested to the class outside Computer Lab 1 when the previous 4 girls i saw in the library were there too. Plus one more Novia Ng somemore.

Saw a damn stupid incident. Two incident actually. Firstly, there's this one lady who put her biology textbook in the ledge. And another lady, who didn't know it was there(i hope) turned and accidentally elbowed the book down to the first floor.

PIAK. Lol. Can be heard by me. Lol. Then it was quite funny lor. They didn't really appear shocked. Just laughing there and then the lady who elbowed the book down to the first floor went down to pick it up. Quite entertaining.

But then, since i was looking at them, i was obviously not paying attention to the lesson that mr tan was giving. So well, he was staring at me when i laughed at that spectacular sight. And i was guiltily turning back to the lesson. Since the commotion was over.

Then came another sight when they were fooling around with Novia's hair. Lol. Wonder what they were doing... Lol. GIRLS~

Planned to stay in school until PTC. Seems like its impossible now. The security guard seem to misplace the snooker room keys >.< So now i have to come back home and slack instead of doing homework which i should.

I've got tons of homework behind me >.< I'm like so behind time now. Omg la... I've got tons of homework ranging from EMaths 10.1-4, 11.1-2. AMaths 11.1-2. Physics workbook dunno where. One chinese letter writing, one chinese composition, next social studies test to study for which is on tuesday. OMGOMG. So much homework >.<


舍不得眨眼怕少看你一秒钟

The computer lab post.

So I've been in the computer lab now. This is my english class and I've just made my whole team suffer as I've lost in the 'Scissors, Paper, Stone'. The damn it topic is "Successful education rest upon firm discipline".

Personally, i disagree to that statement. You see me? The guy who doesn't have any discipline. But i still can get 3rd in class -.- Proves pretty much that discipline is not fully required.

So maybe i shall go out there and say. "THIS HOUSE BELIVES THAT SUCCESSFUL EDUCATION DOES MOT REST UPON FIRM DISCIPLINE". "There is an excellent example standing in front of you". Lol...

Well, I'm supposed to the 3rd speaker, while lewis will be the vanguard with mingchuen as his support as the 2nd and joey as the spitfire idiot. Lol.

Didn't manage to write a beautiful work for Mrs Janice Lim for the ss test that's so common i shouldn't be scared. But the thing is, I've been SO BUSY... That i actually didn't have much time to study. ESPECIALLY WHEN my brother disallow any studying after 11pm. That's totally crap. No offence.

I mean, how many students in this current society doesn't study any later than 11pm? Maybe only me ba. But well, i think i still can pretty handle it =P. So back to my story...

After talking on the phone for 41.58minutes and hanging up at 11.15pm, my brother didn't allow me to study a thing. So basically i read through the headings and wished that my brain could help me out. Didn't really huh... Lol. Imagine me taking the retest >.< Sian man.

Later is PTC. Miss Choi isn't here with us. Thought that Mr Clement Ng would be the one taking over. Strongly oppose to that idea. Luckily, it isn't him anyway. Its our dear pregnant teacher =P. Maybe she'll say something nice about me!!! Haha...

And i just remembered i was worring if Miss Choi can convey chinese negative comments to my father then get extremely relived to hear the rumor that Mr Clement Ng might be the one, seemed like he doesn't know much chinese =P.

But then again, its Mrs Choy seems to be quite fluent in english. So its kinda OMG! But luckily....... My Biology not bad. So maybe she won't say so much bad things about me!!! Yay.

The bell just rang!!! BYEBYE!
(This post is supposed to be posted but when i press 'publish post', a webpage named 'NETGATE ERROR' popped up)