Back from hong kong. Pretty nice place. Haha
How come no one other than SiYang and JunHao tell me that i ALWAYS raise key when i sing so i never ever manages to hit the high notes? -.-
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Just weeks ago, i saw the barrier.
Now, i see cranes hovering.
That's one plot of land going to be urbanised. I wonder what they're going to build there? It used to be a large field for people to play soccer, now, it's going to be converted into something that blocks the wonderful scenery.
Then i look right down out of my window. And i see that plot of land with pipes installed underneath. Likewise, this was used for soccer by little children, unlike the one on top.
They came to test the soil.
They installed pipes underground.
Makes me wonder if there are magnesium patches on it.
Then i realised, the pipes are plastic.
No barriers yet. But it is inevitable. Someday, barriers will form. Then i will see another infrastructure being built. Right in my face.
Then i wonder, what's going to happen to that plot of land outside Huamin Primary School with a signboard 'State Land' on it? Maybe tresspassers will be shot.
Thinking how yishun would change in like a few years time is saddening, yet full of hope.
New hospitals, new buildings, new shopping mall. Old residents, old me, old spirit.
What a contrast.
Now, i see cranes hovering.
That's one plot of land going to be urbanised. I wonder what they're going to build there? It used to be a large field for people to play soccer, now, it's going to be converted into something that blocks the wonderful scenery.
Then i look right down out of my window. And i see that plot of land with pipes installed underneath. Likewise, this was used for soccer by little children, unlike the one on top.
They came to test the soil.
They installed pipes underground.
Makes me wonder if there are magnesium patches on it.
Then i realised, the pipes are plastic.
No barriers yet. But it is inevitable. Someday, barriers will form. Then i will see another infrastructure being built. Right in my face.
Then i wonder, what's going to happen to that plot of land outside Huamin Primary School with a signboard 'State Land' on it? Maybe tresspassers will be shot.
Thinking how yishun would change in like a few years time is saddening, yet full of hope.
New hospitals, new buildings, new shopping mall. Old residents, old me, old spirit.
What a contrast.
Friday, October 24, 2008
I wonder if anyone of you felt it.
That pressure, pressing on you, forcing you.
It has no arms, no legs. But its presence is enough to drive you crazy.
There. In the middle of a silent hall.
Thinking.
Am i screwing this up? Screwing up my paper?
At the very last moment?
Am i really determined to jog the first few laps
and walk in the last?
Fate screws me up. Big time. Great that its not the first time.
Determination wears thin. Lactic acid builds up.
When you cramp in the middle of the last lap,
you won't even be able to cry.
That pressure, pressing on you, forcing you.
It has no arms, no legs. But its presence is enough to drive you crazy.
There. In the middle of a silent hall.
Thinking.
Am i screwing this up? Screwing up my paper?
At the very last moment?
Am i really determined to jog the first few laps
and walk in the last?
Fate screws me up. Big time. Great that its not the first time.
Determination wears thin. Lactic acid builds up.
When you cramp in the middle of the last lap,
you won't even be able to cry.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Forgive and forget is supposed to be a virtue. Now i think that it is my weakness instead. Those people who kept on saying the world is cruel are right. After all.
Looking at all the people chionging for their O's. Some, seem to be still fooling around. Others are perfectly hardworking. Should I be glad that I made 4 pens run out of ink? I think that's a good sign that I'm studying.
Or the pens are of damn lousy quality.
Practical exam was pretty cool. Screwed up as usual and got depressed for awhile. Like always. Never quite got the things right and yay, that's my motivation to study for the written paper. Cool! Isn't it?
Those who wanna see me die, you got your wish =)
For now.
Looking at all the people chionging for their O's. Some, seem to be still fooling around. Others are perfectly hardworking. Should I be glad that I made 4 pens run out of ink? I think that's a good sign that I'm studying.
Or the pens are of damn lousy quality.
Practical exam was pretty cool. Screwed up as usual and got depressed for awhile. Like always. Never quite got the things right and yay, that's my motivation to study for the written paper. Cool! Isn't it?
Those who wanna see me die, you got your wish =)
For now.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Lame
As you can see from this picture, it is a super unglam photo of Miss Pameila Goh.
Seriously, i wonder if i would get into some serious trouble if the school finds out about this. Which, by the way, is inevitable.
BUT!!! For the Miss Goh that is always very _____ to me, this look is very very common. Wonder if you guys got this too =P.
Anyway, as you can see from the tables and chairs behind, yes this is honours night. For those honourable =P. But too bad, I'm not the honourable guy as i was late and couldn't go on stage. Not that i really wanted that 10 seconds + shaking hands with a parent but well. Haiz.
Went to my cousin's house this afternoon and saw a 'fortune teller'. Erm, its more of a look at your chinese name and know your fortune kind. Which is why the chinese believes that one's name is of utmost importance.
And sad to say, my name seriously sucked. Not that i didn't know that. Just that, its supposed to be damn good since my name was given by another fortune teller of the same category. Now perhaps i would think of changing my name. Haha.
Then again, just a small little study on my name caused me to think so much. Because its a, 'doomed to fail' destiny for me. And...
I'm pretty much an ambitious man.
Now that makes a big difference. Oh well, i should try and console myself with the standard lines that appear in dramas. By the main character of course. "I create my own destiny!" =P.
*sighs*
Seriously, i wonder if i would get into some serious trouble if the school finds out about this. Which, by the way, is inevitable.
BUT!!! For the Miss Goh that is always very _____ to me, this look is very very common. Wonder if you guys got this too =P.
Anyway, as you can see from the tables and chairs behind, yes this is honours night. For those honourable =P. But too bad, I'm not the honourable guy as i was late and couldn't go on stage. Not that i really wanted that 10 seconds + shaking hands with a parent but well. Haiz.
Went to my cousin's house this afternoon and saw a 'fortune teller'. Erm, its more of a look at your chinese name and know your fortune kind. Which is why the chinese believes that one's name is of utmost importance.
And sad to say, my name seriously sucked. Not that i didn't know that. Just that, its supposed to be damn good since my name was given by another fortune teller of the same category. Now perhaps i would think of changing my name. Haha.
Then again, just a small little study on my name caused me to think so much. Because its a, 'doomed to fail' destiny for me. And...
I'm pretty much an ambitious man.
Now that makes a big difference. Oh well, i should try and console myself with the standard lines that appear in dramas. By the main character of course. "I create my own destiny!" =P.
*sighs*
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Title-less
So many things had passed which i last blogged. Major things, minor things. Somethings it really feels that the law of relativity is something wrong. It doesn't seem to feel that everything's relative to each other.
It feels more like a living in each's world.
Perhaps time is the only thing common about all of us. Then again, what is time? A scientist would tell u its the period of the oscillation of the caesium-133 atom. So an oscillation is just left-right, left-right.
Simple as that and it is something we can never get rid of, perhaps until we rest in peace. Funny it is, none of the physics law insisted that time couldn't be in reverse. For example, velocity, its displacement over time. Displacement could be negative here, no one stated that time couldn't.
Once, i watched a documentary and the scientist did various tests with time. The simplest and basic is of course by living in a cave for like 2 months without a stream of sunlight. Even though the waking up and sleeping time is different, meals were more or less based within a certain pattern.
Which was already something quite awesome as there obviously weren't clocks to ensure that the scientist have no idea what time is it outside. Then it was discovered that 'Time', is actually inside you and me. It is part of us, like all of the other organs.
Something that's shared by every single human. It makes me wonder if ants and rats have different time than humans. After all, time is just a chemical reaction produced by the brain.
Scientists love conducting experiments, I'm sure that's no surprise to anyone, so they had this experiment where a guy is supposed to measure the period of time the green light is on. The big big machine u see measuring people's brain would be there to detect which part of the brain was working most vigorously when timing the green light.
The conclusion of the experiment was simple. Certain parts of the brain released chemicals to another part of the brain, which are of separate distances of the chemical releasing part. The difference in time between each chemical that 'bounces' back is time. Simple as that.
I think not many would agree with me on the simplicity of the matter though. Haha. I'm sure some would think this is CHEEEEEEM.
But let me just put it this way, instead of using sound like the bats do for echo, we use chemicals. Its the same logic. Just like that.
If u watched dramas or read oftenly, I'm sure you would encounter parts of the story where the character met a car accident or something life-Threatening. Often, when the character meets the accident, time slows down, its as if they could see everything clearly because time was moving slower.
But apparently its pretty useless since they're dying anyway.
Just Joking.
In order to investigate this reasoning, scientist actually went to replicate a life-threatening situation. They made someone jump from a metal tower wearing a special watch. Of course they are hardness and safety nets involved, but the height the guy jumped from is like from the height of a tall building that people used to commit suicide.
My point is, the height that is not under safety limits found in theme parks.
And this watch is just a simple gadget that blinks a number so fast that you won't be able to see it with your eyes, whether you are a genius or not. Seriously. So the test is to see if the guy could see the blinking digits when he 'commits suicide'. Lol.
Sure enough, he sees half of it. Like if the number was '16', he would say something like '15', because from the digit form, its very similiar. If its a '48', he would see '43' or something like that. Digitally similar digits. Haha.
*Note, the following conclusion were made personally. The above conclusions were made by scientists and some by me. Differentiate yourself.
According to the above experiments, here are a few key points i discovered with this important sector in our life known as 'time'.
Firstly, time is omnipresence, HOWEVER, it is made by the human brain, which opens up the possibility that the brains of rats create their own time that have no link with the oscillation of the caesium-133 atom. Lol.
As time is created by the brain, it is therefore also controlled by the brain, which continues the explanation that time actually slows down when we meet life-threantening situations. My hypothesis is that upon life-threantening situations, the brain uses a last resort to try to save the body.
Which is obviously slowing down time. Then leads me to thinking(sorry arh i think too much) that if such a technique is able to be applied to real life, perhaps 'The matrix' might be possible. It might just be a technique the computer uses to slow time so that bullets feel like bees charging at you rather than a metal pin flying so fast u can't even see it.
Prelims are coming, control your time! Haha.
It feels more like a living in each's world.
Perhaps time is the only thing common about all of us. Then again, what is time? A scientist would tell u its the period of the oscillation of the caesium-133 atom. So an oscillation is just left-right, left-right.
Simple as that and it is something we can never get rid of, perhaps until we rest in peace. Funny it is, none of the physics law insisted that time couldn't be in reverse. For example, velocity, its displacement over time. Displacement could be negative here, no one stated that time couldn't.
Once, i watched a documentary and the scientist did various tests with time. The simplest and basic is of course by living in a cave for like 2 months without a stream of sunlight. Even though the waking up and sleeping time is different, meals were more or less based within a certain pattern.
Which was already something quite awesome as there obviously weren't clocks to ensure that the scientist have no idea what time is it outside. Then it was discovered that 'Time', is actually inside you and me. It is part of us, like all of the other organs.
Something that's shared by every single human. It makes me wonder if ants and rats have different time than humans. After all, time is just a chemical reaction produced by the brain.
Scientists love conducting experiments, I'm sure that's no surprise to anyone, so they had this experiment where a guy is supposed to measure the period of time the green light is on. The big big machine u see measuring people's brain would be there to detect which part of the brain was working most vigorously when timing the green light.
The conclusion of the experiment was simple. Certain parts of the brain released chemicals to another part of the brain, which are of separate distances of the chemical releasing part. The difference in time between each chemical that 'bounces' back is time. Simple as that.
I think not many would agree with me on the simplicity of the matter though. Haha. I'm sure some would think this is CHEEEEEEM.
But let me just put it this way, instead of using sound like the bats do for echo, we use chemicals. Its the same logic. Just like that.
If u watched dramas or read oftenly, I'm sure you would encounter parts of the story where the character met a car accident or something life-Threatening. Often, when the character meets the accident, time slows down, its as if they could see everything clearly because time was moving slower.
But apparently its pretty useless since they're dying anyway.
Just Joking.
In order to investigate this reasoning, scientist actually went to replicate a life-threatening situation. They made someone jump from a metal tower wearing a special watch. Of course they are hardness and safety nets involved, but the height the guy jumped from is like from the height of a tall building that people used to commit suicide.
My point is, the height that is not under safety limits found in theme parks.
And this watch is just a simple gadget that blinks a number so fast that you won't be able to see it with your eyes, whether you are a genius or not. Seriously. So the test is to see if the guy could see the blinking digits when he 'commits suicide'. Lol.
Sure enough, he sees half of it. Like if the number was '16', he would say something like '15', because from the digit form, its very similiar. If its a '48', he would see '43' or something like that. Digitally similar digits. Haha.
*Note, the following conclusion were made personally. The above conclusions were made by scientists and some by me. Differentiate yourself.
According to the above experiments, here are a few key points i discovered with this important sector in our life known as 'time'.
Firstly, time is omnipresence, HOWEVER, it is made by the human brain, which opens up the possibility that the brains of rats create their own time that have no link with the oscillation of the caesium-133 atom. Lol.
As time is created by the brain, it is therefore also controlled by the brain, which continues the explanation that time actually slows down when we meet life-threantening situations. My hypothesis is that upon life-threantening situations, the brain uses a last resort to try to save the body.
Which is obviously slowing down time. Then leads me to thinking(sorry arh i think too much) that if such a technique is able to be applied to real life, perhaps 'The matrix' might be possible. It might just be a technique the computer uses to slow time so that bullets feel like bees charging at you rather than a metal pin flying so fast u can't even see it.
Prelims are coming, control your time! Haha.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Most dramatic eventful day
If there was a day I would name it as the most eventful day, I believe, up till this day,
it is 16th may 2008.
Firstly, we celebrated our lifes and also celebrated the end of celebrate life seminar with the long awaited DINGING ETIQUETTE!
Some people i would like to highlight are actually... Guys. Hmmz. Interesting.
Basically i don't have much comments for ladies as they usually dress up as much. So well, not much for a surprise. As for guys... The usual casual self of each individual was changed. Definitely.
Here are a few guys who were pretty... SPECIAL.
For the most casual dressed guy award, i have Mr Casey Ong. He arrived with an exceptional dress code. As far as i saw, he was the only guy who was without a long pants. That's kind of holy... But luckily, i didn't see anyone with school uniform. Phew -.-
Most retro award has to go to Mr Leslie Lau. Rainbow stripes accompained by a red tie. That is the most retro, disco style you can ever get! In fact, he was in the spotlight before the course started. Reason being... The brightest among those in black and white.
The most formally dressed award is brought home by Mr Barry Tay. He was the only with a blazer accompained by a tie. The other guy with a blazer didn't have a tie. In fact, he didn't even have a formal shirt inside. Plus!!! He sat beside me -.- Anyway, barry... Wore the full set of formal attire. And what caught my eye was that i have the very same set too )_(. Its the choir full dress code. Oh dear...
Social etiquette was pretty fun with a speaker I believe coming from the same teacher as Mr Edmund Chu. He is very much alike to MC. And of course the similarity applies to Mr Chu. Haiz. Wonder when i'll stop facing lame people. Haiz...
The food was everyone's attention spot since the course took quite long and sure dragged the time away from our usual lunch hour. Which is by the way, already quite late. Lol. So by the time the nice lady starts to talk about dining, everyone's stomach was growling!
And when the long-awaited food finally arrived, everyone was filled with a black face. But well, just be glad we don't have prawns to work with. Just some spagetti. But either way, people were cheating. Haha.
When to changi airport! Terminal 3 is really nice and cool, other than the fact that shops were largely underdeveloped. In other words, going there without an air ticket would mean boredom, especially in the night when the design didn't allow you to view planes taking off from the viewing mall. Lol.
So walked around, realised there wasn't food affordable for us and a viewing mall that couldn't see planes therefore when to terminal 2! The Skytrain is still pretty cool! With a view like the train you take from vivo to sentosa. Lol. But well, the scenery is as nice but that's the best you could get already.
Stood at the viewing mall for like an hour? Interesting things happened =P.
Then decided to went back home but things didn't go our way. Being a first-timer taking the trian to changi airport, i naturally didn't know that you needed to get off at tanah merah interchange in other to go back to town.
As a result... WE MISSED THE LAST TRAIN!
Oh dear! The only times i ever missed the last train is when there are cars to ferry me anyway. Lol. So ya, its quite an adventure. And from changi airport, the only way(we thought then), was to go to tampiness interchange and take 969. Which would go to both yishun and admiralty.
But... when we got there, the last bus just left. So stranded was we, ren shen di bu shou. Fear, was just an ingredient, that was indispensable.
Took the best bus we could that would ultimately take us to toa payoh. Nearest to our homes there could ever be. But as fate had it, things weren't going to go the way we wanted it to. Instead of the 1hour ride that the bus captain promised, it took more like 1hour and 15 minutes.
Most people would just think, its just 15 minutes, so niao for what? But if you were there, sitting on a bus that you've never been on before, along a road you've never seen before, feeling uncertainty like you never did before, 15 minutes would feel like 2 hours.
In the wee hours of the morning, where the sun is still hours from rising, we arrived at toa payoh bus terminal. Instead of life and light, what i saw was deadness and black. Other than a few construction workers doing something which i have no idea.
This, is the face of toa payoh I've never seen before.
Silence accompanied by darkness.
We decided to take a risk in taking a cab. Luckily the driver assured us that the money we had was enough. Imagine what would have happened if we took it from tampiness? Or worse, changi? Night charge isn't funny.
And I learned it the hard way.
Luckily, we survived with barely enough money. But it warms my heart to see that kind people still do exist in the world! The cab fee was $26.10, 150% of the norm. And the super kind uncle charged me only $20. Plus, he insisted on going straight to my house, instead of northpoint which was nearer, and obviously cheaper.
With oil prices skyrocketing, a trip from Toa Payoh to Admiralty then Yishun would no doubt take more than 10 kilometres, and based on taxi engines, i think that the trip would take the driver at least 1litres or perhaps even 2. And he still nicely charged me $20 only.
How grateful thou art. I shall be kind to taxi drivers everytime. And those negative comments about them on the papers and news, i would now prefer only to listen to the good side. Haha.
Broke my record and arrived home at 1.55am from a trip with friends and not family, school or any dependable organisation. So its pretty... Phew.
Anyways, happy belated birthday to jiaqi, sorry i couldn't be there =P. If i was, all these wouldn't happened =P.
it is 16th may 2008.
Firstly, we celebrated our lifes and also celebrated the end of celebrate life seminar with the long awaited DINGING ETIQUETTE!
Some people i would like to highlight are actually... Guys. Hmmz. Interesting.
Basically i don't have much comments for ladies as they usually dress up as much. So well, not much for a surprise. As for guys... The usual casual self of each individual was changed. Definitely.
Here are a few guys who were pretty... SPECIAL.
For the most casual dressed guy award, i have Mr Casey Ong. He arrived with an exceptional dress code. As far as i saw, he was the only guy who was without a long pants. That's kind of holy... But luckily, i didn't see anyone with school uniform. Phew -.-
Most retro award has to go to Mr Leslie Lau. Rainbow stripes accompained by a red tie. That is the most retro, disco style you can ever get! In fact, he was in the spotlight before the course started. Reason being... The brightest among those in black and white.
The most formally dressed award is brought home by Mr Barry Tay. He was the only with a blazer accompained by a tie. The other guy with a blazer didn't have a tie. In fact, he didn't even have a formal shirt inside. Plus!!! He sat beside me -.- Anyway, barry... Wore the full set of formal attire. And what caught my eye was that i have the very same set too )_(. Its the choir full dress code. Oh dear...
Social etiquette was pretty fun with a speaker I believe coming from the same teacher as Mr Edmund Chu. He is very much alike to MC. And of course the similarity applies to Mr Chu. Haiz. Wonder when i'll stop facing lame people. Haiz...
The food was everyone's attention spot since the course took quite long and sure dragged the time away from our usual lunch hour. Which is by the way, already quite late. Lol. So by the time the nice lady starts to talk about dining, everyone's stomach was growling!
And when the long-awaited food finally arrived, everyone was filled with a black face. But well, just be glad we don't have prawns to work with. Just some spagetti. But either way, people were cheating. Haha.
When to changi airport! Terminal 3 is really nice and cool, other than the fact that shops were largely underdeveloped. In other words, going there without an air ticket would mean boredom, especially in the night when the design didn't allow you to view planes taking off from the viewing mall. Lol.
So walked around, realised there wasn't food affordable for us and a viewing mall that couldn't see planes therefore when to terminal 2! The Skytrain is still pretty cool! With a view like the train you take from vivo to sentosa. Lol. But well, the scenery is as nice but that's the best you could get already.
Stood at the viewing mall for like an hour? Interesting things happened =P.
Then decided to went back home but things didn't go our way. Being a first-timer taking the trian to changi airport, i naturally didn't know that you needed to get off at tanah merah interchange in other to go back to town.
As a result... WE MISSED THE LAST TRAIN!
Oh dear! The only times i ever missed the last train is when there are cars to ferry me anyway. Lol. So ya, its quite an adventure. And from changi airport, the only way(we thought then), was to go to tampiness interchange and take 969. Which would go to both yishun and admiralty.
But... when we got there, the last bus just left. So stranded was we, ren shen di bu shou. Fear, was just an ingredient, that was indispensable.
Took the best bus we could that would ultimately take us to toa payoh. Nearest to our homes there could ever be. But as fate had it, things weren't going to go the way we wanted it to. Instead of the 1hour ride that the bus captain promised, it took more like 1hour and 15 minutes.
Most people would just think, its just 15 minutes, so niao for what? But if you were there, sitting on a bus that you've never been on before, along a road you've never seen before, feeling uncertainty like you never did before, 15 minutes would feel like 2 hours.
In the wee hours of the morning, where the sun is still hours from rising, we arrived at toa payoh bus terminal. Instead of life and light, what i saw was deadness and black. Other than a few construction workers doing something which i have no idea.
This, is the face of toa payoh I've never seen before.
Silence accompanied by darkness.
We decided to take a risk in taking a cab. Luckily the driver assured us that the money we had was enough. Imagine what would have happened if we took it from tampiness? Or worse, changi? Night charge isn't funny.
And I learned it the hard way.
Luckily, we survived with barely enough money. But it warms my heart to see that kind people still do exist in the world! The cab fee was $26.10, 150% of the norm. And the super kind uncle charged me only $20. Plus, he insisted on going straight to my house, instead of northpoint which was nearer, and obviously cheaper.
With oil prices skyrocketing, a trip from Toa Payoh to Admiralty then Yishun would no doubt take more than 10 kilometres, and based on taxi engines, i think that the trip would take the driver at least 1litres or perhaps even 2. And he still nicely charged me $20 only.
How grateful thou art. I shall be kind to taxi drivers everytime. And those negative comments about them on the papers and news, i would now prefer only to listen to the good side. Haha.
Broke my record and arrived home at 1.55am from a trip with friends and not family, school or any dependable organisation. So its pretty... Phew.
Anyways, happy belated birthday to jiaqi, sorry i couldn't be there =P. If i was, all these wouldn't happened =P.
Friday, May 09, 2008
Long time no see!
Tried to type a whole chunk of chinese words to show off my talent. Well, apparently it didn't work... Wasted my time. Haiz.
Days it has been, or perhaps its weeks, I have not blogged. And I'm beginning to wonder if its a good thing. Computer addiction has always been at the back of my mind. Now it seems that it isn't really possible, especially when i haven't on the computer for four days straight.
Wonder why, but I'm quite proud of it.
Its Miss Choi's birthday today and well, the class prepared a 'surprise' party for her. To reflect upon the things that happen today, I believe Miss Choi expected it.
Reason being...
You wouldn't be able to hear a teacher go '是不是在玩我啊?' while running down the stairs and preparing to see a supposedly injured pupil. Lol.
My cough has been going for weeks... And finally, i see the light! It seems to be almost done. Excerise does help to improve your immunity! Basically i played soccer, basketball everyday and POOF! My cough is almost gone. Hahahahahahahahahaha...
KFC, MACDONALDS, ICE CREAM, ICE KACANG, CURRY! I'm back =P.
Choir practice also resumed )_(. Now to think about arise, shine. Haiz...
Dancing, dancing... =P.
Guess this shall be a short one until i can find a way to type cheeem cheeem chinese words and post it on my blog. And mentioning blogs... Miss Choi really went to put up the videos and lyrics of the songs that we suggested during CF. Oh dear... Lol
www.phscailaoshi.blogspot.com!
Days it has been, or perhaps its weeks, I have not blogged. And I'm beginning to wonder if its a good thing. Computer addiction has always been at the back of my mind. Now it seems that it isn't really possible, especially when i haven't on the computer for four days straight.
Wonder why, but I'm quite proud of it.
Its Miss Choi's birthday today and well, the class prepared a 'surprise' party for her. To reflect upon the things that happen today, I believe Miss Choi expected it.
Reason being...
You wouldn't be able to hear a teacher go '是不是在玩我啊?' while running down the stairs and preparing to see a supposedly injured pupil. Lol.
My cough has been going for weeks... And finally, i see the light! It seems to be almost done. Excerise does help to improve your immunity! Basically i played soccer, basketball everyday and POOF! My cough is almost gone. Hahahahahahahahahaha...
KFC, MACDONALDS, ICE CREAM, ICE KACANG, CURRY! I'm back =P.
Choir practice also resumed )_(. Now to think about arise, shine. Haiz...
Dancing, dancing... =P.
Guess this shall be a short one until i can find a way to type cheeem cheeem chinese words and post it on my blog. And mentioning blogs... Miss Choi really went to put up the videos and lyrics of the songs that we suggested during CF. Oh dear... Lol
www.phscailaoshi.blogspot.com!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Unless you are a person who is mentally retarded, or you would have realised that the previous post was obviously not a writing of mine. Well... It seems pretty obvious to me who is it. But if you all don't know its okay =P.
Weeks have passed since i last blogged. Well, guess that i aren't really in the mood to do so. Even though i have been online all the time. Haha. Perhaps I've lost the touch and feel. Hmmz. And i realised... Its been long since i went blogsurfing! Hmmz.
Chinese O'levels are nearing. Step by step as i walk towards in, inch by inch as it creeps towards me. Its pretty scary. Added to the fact that my 'engines' haven't started and the mock exam papers... Are kind of hard )_(
Well, 船到桥头自然直。Shouldn't think too much. Hmmz.
A.maths recently really sucked )_(. I don't know how to do. Ahhhhhh. Crap. Lol. Let's just have a damn simple example!
-Differentiate (sin x)(cos x)
People who really sucked in differentiation would probably get answers i can't think of.
People who sucked in trigo but okay in differentiation would probably get cos²x – sin²x
People who owned in both trigo and differentiation would probably get cos2x
Depending on how good your maths is. Rate yourself. Personally, I only got cos²x – sin²x . BigBird got that too xD.
Anyways, there aren't much going nowadays. People, don't get the wrong impression that I'm damn busy =P. I am still pretty free! Heard that some people wants to play badminton! Haha. Call me call me!!! Lols. I'm becoming like MC )_(
For the first time in my life... I had breakfast in macdonalds at like 6.25am? That's wow! Haha. To think that fast food = full. I honestly wouldn't believe until i tried it myself. Haha.
Aiya shit. Nothing else to write. Well, shall end off then. 顺便practice chinese.
纸短情长，就此停笔。
Use wrongly must tell me xD
Weeks have passed since i last blogged. Well, guess that i aren't really in the mood to do so. Even though i have been online all the time. Haha. Perhaps I've lost the touch and feel. Hmmz. And i realised... Its been long since i went blogsurfing! Hmmz.
Chinese O'levels are nearing. Step by step as i walk towards in, inch by inch as it creeps towards me. Its pretty scary. Added to the fact that my 'engines' haven't started and the mock exam papers... Are kind of hard )_(
Well, 船到桥头自然直。Shouldn't think too much. Hmmz.
A.maths recently really sucked )_(. I don't know how to do. Ahhhhhh. Crap. Lol. Let's just have a damn simple example!
-Differentiate (sin x)(cos x)
People who really sucked in differentiation would probably get answers i can't think of.
People who sucked in trigo but okay in differentiation would probably get cos²x – sin²x
People who owned in both trigo and differentiation would probably get cos2x
Depending on how good your maths is. Rate yourself. Personally, I only got cos²x – sin²x . BigBird got that too xD.
Anyways, there aren't much going nowadays. People, don't get the wrong impression that I'm damn busy =P. I am still pretty free! Heard that some people wants to play badminton! Haha. Call me call me!!! Lols. I'm becoming like MC )_(
For the first time in my life... I had breakfast in macdonalds at like 6.25am? That's wow! Haha. To think that fast food = full. I honestly wouldn't believe until i tried it myself. Haha.
Aiya shit. Nothing else to write. Well, shall end off then. 顺便practice chinese.
纸短情长，就此停笔。
Use wrongly must tell me xD
Saturday, April 12, 2008
yo guys! its been 8672313248786454 years since i blogged!
nothing much happened this week. maybe i shall elaborate further later on.
(i'm singing damn off-tune now.)
(i'm man4 ban4 pai1-ing and not realising it in the process. )
(i'm causing step-by-step damaging to bigbird's ears and not caring about it. POOR BIGBIRD.)
basically, i played cards EVERY SINGLE DAY of the week. and soccer whenever i can. i decided to counter death on friday when i played soccer after basketball after dance after pe in the morning. and i'm still here! thank you thank you.
and i countered death again when i decided to go to admiralty place late in the evening = night and got dragged by cute old bigbird to a pasar malam across the bridge! bigbird is cool! ^^
BYE EVERYONE! MRWOLFIE THE ACT CUTE FREAK IS GOING OFF NOW! TILL LATER!
nothing much happened this week. maybe i shall elaborate further later on.
(i'm singing damn off-tune now.)
(i'm man4 ban4 pai1-ing and not realising it in the process. )
(i'm causing step-by-step damaging to bigbird's ears and not caring about it. POOR BIGBIRD.)
basically, i played cards EVERY SINGLE DAY of the week. and soccer whenever i can. i decided to counter death on friday when i played soccer after basketball after dance after pe in the morning. and i'm still here! thank you thank you.
and i countered death again when i decided to go to admiralty place late in the evening = night and got dragged by cute old bigbird to a pasar malam across the bridge! bigbird is cool! ^^
BYE EVERYONE! MRWOLFIE THE ACT CUTE FREAK IS GOING OFF NOW! TILL LATER!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Sorry.
I know that trust is one of the most important things.
I'm sorry I betrayed yours. And pretty intentionally, even though the intent was not to betray your trust. Just that i purposely wanted to do what you didn't want me to.
I know, I understand, and I'm very sorry.
Forgive me. Will you?
I'm sorry I betrayed yours. And pretty intentionally, even though the intent was not to betray your trust. Just that i purposely wanted to do what you didn't want me to.
I know, I understand, and I'm very sorry.
Forgive me. Will you?
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Long Time No Post
It has been exactly ten days since my previous post. Sorta slackish. Haha.
Been too lazy to update my blog anyway =P. I guess some people must be saying I'm too busy involved with my girlfriend =P. Quite true by the way xD.
March holidays have always been a 'time like arrow'(Guang Yin Si Jian) period. Was barely able to complete my homework )_( What was more surprising however is that... Tons of other people didn't even bother to do -.-
Choir on monday was quite fun. But what was really LOL is that we actually played dota with our choir conductor BEFORE choir practice and he sorta MADE US LATE for choir. Haha. Of course, it was miss yee that was hosting the session, so we kinda got scolded )_(
But then again, he's not to blame, we're just too playful =P.
Tuesday was a great day for work. Then ask yourself. In the march holidays, how many people will start doing work ON A TUESDAY? Not me =P. So i spent the whole day dota-ing with David they all. Seems like 4Humility people are all starting to have dota in the comfort of their own houses. Haha.
Recently, i know that David gotten his, and believe it or not... TIFFANY TAM. Lol. That's like, so... random? Wonder if that's the word =P.
Wednesday was biology remedial and i stupidly thought we were so lame. Just go there one hour go home liao. Turns out its two hours )_( Kinda stupid me. Quite naive i must admit. Rained in the morning BUT soccer still went on with innovative practices practiced by innovative people like Mr Fan.
Floor wet? Make it dry. Lol.
Now that's cool.
Went to play dota in a lanshop... AGAIN. First time was monday, second time is wednesday. That's like playing on alternate days! And then tuesday i was playing. Also at home. Abit crazy, as in, DOTA-crazy. Lol.
Thursday's bowling. Dramatic day if you asked me. Went wasting damn lot of time. And had EIGHT PEOPLE... squeezed into ONE lane. If you've read other people's blog i think you would have known what happened. Haha.
Friday was choir! Again! Lol. Went to play dota in the morning. AGAIN. Now that's really playing lan on alternate days. I can already hear people saying 'NO LIFE LA' =P. As usual, was late for choir! But this time our conductor didn't even show up )_(
And i had lunch! Unlike monday, cos monday was ALREADY late when we left the lanshop, so no lunch for me. But this time! I had lunch. But still late. Lol.
Lunch with bigbird! But trust me, it wasn't the first time in the holidays =P. Just keep a LOW PROFILE xD.
Went to zoo on saturday and for the first time this week, TUITION! Maths tuition! And so i had to CHOING THROUGH my homework on saturday night and sunday morning. Just because there's celebration on sunday afternoon.
And that was when i regretted not doing my homework on tuesday. For the September holidays!!! I must do my homework on tuesday!!! Hahaha =P.
While you are thinking what's the sunday celebration... Look at the date of sunday =P.
I wonder if mc has said this on his blog already. But well, whatever. I'll just say.
Sadly, MC has been prevented from accessing his computer through various creative methods by his biological mum that I could have never thought of. Therefore, we should cherish his every post and love them like mad. MC says sorry to his dear and faithful readers(Even though I' doubt they'll be reading MY blog -.-)
Been too lazy to update my blog anyway =P. I guess some people must be saying I'm too busy involved with my girlfriend =P. Quite true by the way xD.
March holidays have always been a 'time like arrow'(Guang Yin Si Jian) period. Was barely able to complete my homework )_( What was more surprising however is that... Tons of other people didn't even bother to do -.-
Choir on monday was quite fun. But what was really LOL is that we actually played dota with our choir conductor BEFORE choir practice and he sorta MADE US LATE for choir. Haha. Of course, it was miss yee that was hosting the session, so we kinda got scolded )_(
But then again, he's not to blame, we're just too playful =P.
Tuesday was a great day for work. Then ask yourself. In the march holidays, how many people will start doing work ON A TUESDAY? Not me =P. So i spent the whole day dota-ing with David they all. Seems like 4Humility people are all starting to have dota in the comfort of their own houses. Haha.
Recently, i know that David gotten his, and believe it or not... TIFFANY TAM. Lol. That's like, so... random? Wonder if that's the word =P.
Wednesday was biology remedial and i stupidly thought we were so lame. Just go there one hour go home liao. Turns out its two hours )_( Kinda stupid me. Quite naive i must admit. Rained in the morning BUT soccer still went on with innovative practices practiced by innovative people like Mr Fan.
Floor wet? Make it dry. Lol.
Now that's cool.
Went to play dota in a lanshop... AGAIN. First time was monday, second time is wednesday. That's like playing on alternate days! And then tuesday i was playing. Also at home. Abit crazy, as in, DOTA-crazy. Lol.
Thursday's bowling. Dramatic day if you asked me. Went wasting damn lot of time. And had EIGHT PEOPLE... squeezed into ONE lane. If you've read other people's blog i think you would have known what happened. Haha.
Friday was choir! Again! Lol. Went to play dota in the morning. AGAIN. Now that's really playing lan on alternate days. I can already hear people saying 'NO LIFE LA' =P. As usual, was late for choir! But this time our conductor didn't even show up )_(
And i had lunch! Unlike monday, cos monday was ALREADY late when we left the lanshop, so no lunch for me. But this time! I had lunch. But still late. Lol.
Lunch with bigbird! But trust me, it wasn't the first time in the holidays =P. Just keep a LOW PROFILE xD.
Went to zoo on saturday and for the first time this week, TUITION! Maths tuition! And so i had to CHOING THROUGH my homework on saturday night and sunday morning. Just because there's celebration on sunday afternoon.
And that was when i regretted not doing my homework on tuesday. For the September holidays!!! I must do my homework on tuesday!!! Hahaha =P.
While you are thinking what's the sunday celebration... Look at the date of sunday =P.
I wonder if mc has said this on his blog already. But well, whatever. I'll just say.
Sadly, MC has been prevented from accessing his computer through various creative methods by his biological mum that I could have never thought of. Therefore, we should cherish his every post and love them like mad. MC says sorry to his dear and faithful readers(Even though I' doubt they'll be reading MY blog -.-)
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Carnival Day!
Guess everyone's been writing their own versions of it. So i shall write my version of it too!
I've always feel that when things start going wrong early in the morning, you should watch your feet, because most likely luck isn't on your side. Lol.
The alarm didn't go on ringing because apparently my pillow pressed the button -.- Then my handphone alarm was screwed up because it was set as 'pm'. 2 alarms, and both didn't go off. Great.
I forgot about the carnival tickets completely but... luckily i remembered while walking down the stairs! Lol.
Was at the traffic lights to school when i saw Terence with ZhiKai. Its been a damn funny tradition to ask him why he's alone since i always see him alone on the train early in the morning. And yesterday... I was alone too >.<
I think i must have been deemed as irresponsible by most people in the class already. Lol. For the simplest reason of always not being there on the frontline. I'm always behind the eyes of the people instead. So well, you basically don't see me at the stall whole day long except before and carnival starts and when it ends.
Perhaps I'm someone who prefers to solve problems. Even though i might not come up with the best solution. But well, at least i always come up with something =P.
Went to check out the DOTA compeition thingy. For other team members i don't know, but definitely ZhiKai and I knew we weren't going to last. And joining was just a way of wasting coupons. So we weren't too hopeful anyway. Especially when outside teams were allowed.
Met our first problem when the time set was given at 10am. Because our team captain, Mr Lim Ming Chuen, is going to have his gig or whatever you call it at 10.30am. Which is so OMG for everyone la.
Luckily, we managed to find a replacement last minute. Set in our team and waited. Like after 30 minutes of stoning and looking at how people tug-o-war then we realise... We're supposed to 抽签 -.- Wasted 30 minutes >.< Sian diao.
Then when we realised the 抽签对象 team is already there, we were finally going to play before we realised that the computer lab was full and we had to wait for them to call us -.- Sian diao again. Went down to play the SUPER LAME Counter-Strike with 7 other guys. Haha.
Fun and laughter, crap and lame. Mix these four together and you'll see 8 idiots running around with toy guns and 'receptors'(that tells you you're dead -.-) Cheating was so common it wasn't even noticed. And as a reward for the team that won, we got back $2 coupon money. Add that to the fact that we cheated them by bargaining which resulted in each of us getting $1 discount. So total, we only used $3 to play instead of $5.
Damn cute because the $2 coupon money wrote 'only for blah blah class food stall'. And i was like, go our own food stall buy la. Lol. As if they would know =P. And its darren's class >.< Later our little(in terms of physical size) SL come pawn me during choir xD.
In the end, the DOTA marshals didn't call me. I went up to see if they were free computers. And sure enough there were. And that was when they decided to call my number without realizing i was already there -.- Lol. Not their fault actually. They wouldn't know a small me anyway =P.
What i didn't expect was the fact that there wasn't any reception in the computer lab. So i had to run down to our food stall and pray that Gregory was there. Which he was. Which i didn't see. But luckily i borrowed a phone and called before i realized he was there after all. So either way i would still be able to call him. Lol!
Rushed up and got thrashed. Totally. But well, we're having fun and laughter. I think not MC though. Cos he was sitting damn far from us. We were laughing and getting thrashed. Counting the score gap even though we were still getting thrashed. The game ended in a pityful 41 minutes 58 seconds.
In other words, we're pathetic. Lol.
So pathetic the golden score was 16-67.
Went to find BigBird and walked around school. Met something VERY INTERESTING. Lol. I did something i should never do as a student. Don't think the wrong way please. Give you hint. Its something to do with gossip and teachers! xD.
Lunch was pretty dramatic. Saw Terence presenting a rose(paper one I THINK) to sao zi. Which is like... SO SWEET!!! Aww man. I need to learn from him =P.
Felt quite guilty about the teacher incident though. Cos the teacher like very close to endurance de. Haha. Even lend them laptop sia. Somemore she was so desperate that she RESORTED to ACCUSING me of MOLESTING her. LOL. Okay. i pretty much slandered her. Yay.
Went up to concert and had to wait outside. I have a damn cute picture of all the 4h people standing in a row. Outside the hall toilet there. Damn cute. Then i heard someone commenting on their stupid nicks =P. Lol. Felt a little bu shuang. But well, there's nothing i can really do.
When the concert finally started, the band kind of disappointed me. Well, someone warned me about it beforehand already. Haiz.
The seconds band was better. But then again, it all depends on the type of music you like. Personally i don't like music with drums beating damn loudly all the time with a vocalist doing 'screamo'. So any band that has that didn't really go well with me. Which is why the second band was better. They were more of the nicer sort of band that doesn't require noise to make people appreciate them.
Went to the pub to watch the first band. A little ironic compared to what I've said on top. But well, I'm there to support people anyway. Not really for the music. Not my type. Sorry =P. Plus the volume that was played there. Ya, my eardrums was screaming for help, until the last song.
Slacked around and went back to the concert. With more disastrous rock music that i didn't like >.< Was only there for the CSS. Was damn funny when queenie(=P) wanted a song from my handphone and on the bluetooth. One of the nick that was there was 'CSS3'. And queenie went laughing like mad -.- I also laughed like siao. Not because of the CSS3. But because queenie, the QUEEN, is losing her usual composure. Lol. Its quite funny really.
Faith's haunted house was HILARIOUS. I was laughing from the start to the end. Hahaha... I think its quite a cruel response but well, it was damn funny after all. It was pretty bright and with my height. I could see everything at a glance. All the ghost were. Erm, lol? I saw them before they were near. Hahaha.
ZhenShan was grabbing my hands because i wanted to shove him off. Lol. Damn funny. Stuck in the haunted house trying to shove off a ghost that was grabbing your hands. Hahahahha....
Helped a little of cleaning up the stall and the school. Was going around with garbage bags and cheating girls' feeling xD.
Went back to hall for second round of concert to listen to CSS. Saw people like tbt. Damn funny. Because they had too much coupons with nothing to buy(food and games were all 'sold out'). So they when to buy bags. BIGBIG bags that was selling at $5 EACH. Lol.
So tbt went up to hall carrying one BIG bag with 2 SMALLER bag inside. Each worth $5 each. And he was trying to 'con' elias into buying them. Lol. Like a salesman, he was going with 'you see this bag! So nice. Got so many pockets somemore.....' Haha~
Endurance was taking class photo when Terence told me his sad news. I sorta feel sad for him. And grateful too =P.
It was not until i was out of the school and reached the MRT that i realized things was a facade. Which made me even more grateful. Infer ba! =P.
I hate sugar, for without it, you would be the only source of sweetness in my life =P.
I've always feel that when things start going wrong early in the morning, you should watch your feet, because most likely luck isn't on your side. Lol.
The alarm didn't go on ringing because apparently my pillow pressed the button -.- Then my handphone alarm was screwed up because it was set as 'pm'. 2 alarms, and both didn't go off. Great.
I forgot about the carnival tickets completely but... luckily i remembered while walking down the stairs! Lol.
Was at the traffic lights to school when i saw Terence with ZhiKai. Its been a damn funny tradition to ask him why he's alone since i always see him alone on the train early in the morning. And yesterday... I was alone too >.<
I think i must have been deemed as irresponsible by most people in the class already. Lol. For the simplest reason of always not being there on the frontline. I'm always behind the eyes of the people instead. So well, you basically don't see me at the stall whole day long except before and carnival starts and when it ends.
Perhaps I'm someone who prefers to solve problems. Even though i might not come up with the best solution. But well, at least i always come up with something =P.
Went to check out the DOTA compeition thingy. For other team members i don't know, but definitely ZhiKai and I knew we weren't going to last. And joining was just a way of wasting coupons. So we weren't too hopeful anyway. Especially when outside teams were allowed.
Met our first problem when the time set was given at 10am. Because our team captain, Mr Lim Ming Chuen, is going to have his gig or whatever you call it at 10.30am. Which is so OMG for everyone la.
Luckily, we managed to find a replacement last minute. Set in our team and waited. Like after 30 minutes of stoning and looking at how people tug-o-war then we realise... We're supposed to 抽签 -.- Wasted 30 minutes >.< Sian diao.
Then when we realised the 抽签对象 team is already there, we were finally going to play before we realised that the computer lab was full and we had to wait for them to call us -.- Sian diao again. Went down to play the SUPER LAME Counter-Strike with 7 other guys. Haha.
Fun and laughter, crap and lame. Mix these four together and you'll see 8 idiots running around with toy guns and 'receptors'(that tells you you're dead -.-) Cheating was so common it wasn't even noticed. And as a reward for the team that won, we got back $2 coupon money. Add that to the fact that we cheated them by bargaining which resulted in each of us getting $1 discount. So total, we only used $3 to play instead of $5.
Damn cute because the $2 coupon money wrote 'only for blah blah class food stall'. And i was like, go our own food stall buy la. Lol. As if they would know =P. And its darren's class >.< Later our little(in terms of physical size) SL come pawn me during choir xD.
In the end, the DOTA marshals didn't call me. I went up to see if they were free computers. And sure enough there were. And that was when they decided to call my number without realizing i was already there -.- Lol. Not their fault actually. They wouldn't know a small me anyway =P.
What i didn't expect was the fact that there wasn't any reception in the computer lab. So i had to run down to our food stall and pray that Gregory was there. Which he was. Which i didn't see. But luckily i borrowed a phone and called before i realized he was there after all. So either way i would still be able to call him. Lol!
Rushed up and got thrashed. Totally. But well, we're having fun and laughter. I think not MC though. Cos he was sitting damn far from us. We were laughing and getting thrashed. Counting the score gap even though we were still getting thrashed. The game ended in a pityful 41 minutes 58 seconds.
In other words, we're pathetic. Lol.
So pathetic the golden score was 16-67.
Went to find BigBird and walked around school. Met something VERY INTERESTING. Lol. I did something i should never do as a student. Don't think the wrong way please. Give you hint. Its something to do with gossip and teachers! xD.
Lunch was pretty dramatic. Saw Terence presenting a rose(paper one I THINK) to sao zi. Which is like... SO SWEET!!! Aww man. I need to learn from him =P.
Felt quite guilty about the teacher incident though. Cos the teacher like very close to endurance de. Haha. Even lend them laptop sia. Somemore she was so desperate that she RESORTED to ACCUSING me of MOLESTING her. LOL. Okay. i pretty much slandered her. Yay.
Went up to concert and had to wait outside. I have a damn cute picture of all the 4h people standing in a row. Outside the hall toilet there. Damn cute. Then i heard someone commenting on their stupid nicks =P. Lol. Felt a little bu shuang. But well, there's nothing i can really do.
When the concert finally started, the band kind of disappointed me. Well, someone warned me about it beforehand already. Haiz.
The seconds band was better. But then again, it all depends on the type of music you like. Personally i don't like music with drums beating damn loudly all the time with a vocalist doing 'screamo'. So any band that has that didn't really go well with me. Which is why the second band was better. They were more of the nicer sort of band that doesn't require noise to make people appreciate them.
Went to the pub to watch the first band. A little ironic compared to what I've said on top. But well, I'm there to support people anyway. Not really for the music. Not my type. Sorry =P. Plus the volume that was played there. Ya, my eardrums was screaming for help, until the last song.
Slacked around and went back to the concert. With more disastrous rock music that i didn't like >.< Was only there for the CSS. Was damn funny when queenie(=P) wanted a song from my handphone and on the bluetooth. One of the nick that was there was 'CSS3'. And queenie went laughing like mad -.- I also laughed like siao. Not because of the CSS3. But because queenie, the QUEEN, is losing her usual composure. Lol. Its quite funny really.
Faith's haunted house was HILARIOUS. I was laughing from the start to the end. Hahaha... I think its quite a cruel response but well, it was damn funny after all. It was pretty bright and with my height. I could see everything at a glance. All the ghost were. Erm, lol? I saw them before they were near. Hahaha.
ZhenShan was grabbing my hands because i wanted to shove him off. Lol. Damn funny. Stuck in the haunted house trying to shove off a ghost that was grabbing your hands. Hahahahha....
Helped a little of cleaning up the stall and the school. Was going around with garbage bags and cheating girls' feeling xD.
Went back to hall for second round of concert to listen to CSS. Saw people like tbt. Damn funny. Because they had too much coupons with nothing to buy(food and games were all 'sold out'). So they when to buy bags. BIGBIG bags that was selling at $5 EACH. Lol.
So tbt went up to hall carrying one BIG bag with 2 SMALLER bag inside. Each worth $5 each. And he was trying to 'con' elias into buying them. Lol. Like a salesman, he was going with 'you see this bag! So nice. Got so many pockets somemore.....' Haha~
Endurance was taking class photo when Terence told me his sad news. I sorta feel sad for him. And grateful too =P.
It was not until i was out of the school and reached the MRT that i realized things was a facade. Which made me even more grateful. Infer ba! =P.
I hate sugar, for without it, you would be the only source of sweetness in my life =P.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Not a great day
How will you feel when things seems to go wrong?
When you feel that it was never your fault to began with, because you've been trying hard, thinking hard. But when something goes wrong, it must be someone's fault? If that is true, then someone is at fault!
Is it my fault that I've not looked at things detailed enough?
Is it my fault that I've not made sure every thing is workable?
Is it my fault that I've not been able to help when things go wrong?
The feeling of giving up never dies. It only rests.
Of course, a cheerful attitude is a good way to ward it off. But how many people would be able to keep that up? Would you rather want someone who shoots his mouth off because he's pissed and is scolding people as a form of release?
Or would you rather want a person, who puts up a facade and smiles at you?
Things do go wrong. Everyone knows that. But seriously, i think that this time its' no one's fault. You can't blame anyone? Perhaps people could argue that we should have seen this coming. Then again, everyone was so onto it, so enthusiastic, so... Naive? Naive to believe things will just go right? Is it what things should be?
I don't think so.
Having a plan screwed up is common.
Having 2 plan screwed up is uncommon.
Having 2 plans screwed up on the same day is rare.
In fact, its so rare i believe i don't think i experienced it more than twice. In my lifetime.
So perhaps its the planners fault? Perhaps its the people who put in the effort who were at fault. Perhaps it was the people who discovered the problem at the last minute who were at fault.
Then again, at least we discovered the problem. We didn't go on with it. We didn't risk screwing everything on the day. We needed help, we asked for it. Response?
You judge it.
If this was a war, I must say, we were left without a single man.
Then again, who killed our men? Our own men.
When you feel that it was never your fault to began with, because you've been trying hard, thinking hard. But when something goes wrong, it must be someone's fault? If that is true, then someone is at fault!
Is it my fault that I've not looked at things detailed enough?
Is it my fault that I've not made sure every thing is workable?
Is it my fault that I've not been able to help when things go wrong?
The feeling of giving up never dies. It only rests.
Of course, a cheerful attitude is a good way to ward it off. But how many people would be able to keep that up? Would you rather want someone who shoots his mouth off because he's pissed and is scolding people as a form of release?
Or would you rather want a person, who puts up a facade and smiles at you?
Things do go wrong. Everyone knows that. But seriously, i think that this time its' no one's fault. You can't blame anyone? Perhaps people could argue that we should have seen this coming. Then again, everyone was so onto it, so enthusiastic, so... Naive? Naive to believe things will just go right? Is it what things should be?
I don't think so.
Having a plan screwed up is common.
Having 2 plan screwed up is uncommon.
Having 2 plans screwed up on the same day is rare.
In fact, its so rare i believe i don't think i experienced it more than twice. In my lifetime.
So perhaps its the planners fault? Perhaps its the people who put in the effort who were at fault. Perhaps it was the people who discovered the problem at the last minute who were at fault.
Then again, at least we discovered the problem. We didn't go on with it. We didn't risk screwing everything on the day. We needed help, we asked for it. Response?
You judge it.
If this was a war, I must say, we were left without a single man.
Then again, who killed our men? Our own men.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
Lanshop
I'm like freaking bored because I'm in a small lanshop that doesn't have any to play dota with. Haiz. Sometimes its not such a good idea to be such a nice guy.
Pei my neighbour come here. Haiyo. See him play maple like so fun! But then i know i will surely die if im the one playing la. So envious!! Lol. Well, i've been bored for like 4h 31min already. And like im supposed to pay $6.78.
If i was the one paying, trust me, i won't be here!
Lol.
I'm bored... I miss you!!!
Pei my neighbour come here. Haiyo. See him play maple like so fun! But then i know i will surely die if im the one playing la. So envious!! Lol. Well, i've been bored for like 4h 31min already. And like im supposed to pay $6.78.
If i was the one paying, trust me, i won't be here!
Lol.
I'm bored... I miss you!!!
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Leap Year Day!
Like i painfully suan-ed JunHao and Sheryl yesterday, 29th april, Leap Year Day is a romantic day for all lovers. Somewhere near Valentine's ba. Lol.
A day that appears once in every four years, i don't think its a very good idea to go steady on such a day. Haha. Because your first anniversary is 4 years later. And that is assuming you could even last that long. Lol.
But nevertheless, its still a lovely romantic day. Woo!
Infer =P.
Decided to delete the previous post. Spoils everything. If you're clever enough, added with my trust you could still view it, but i don't think anyone could infer what I'm referring to so well. Too bad.
Lights display in the night is romantic!!! No wonder HongKong and Paris all such lovely, romantic places. Lol. But here in our own dear spot on the map, we do have some places with lovely lights, even though they're not on a grand scale such as HongKong or Paris.
Note*(In case you're thinking why HongKong is used with Paris, they are both cities, HongKong is no longer a country)
The dream place i have been fantasizing to go is finally conquered!!! Yay. Even though we were 'chased' away by comments from people who are hostile. I don't really care. Not after we've done done there!!! YAY
The warm i felt, the adrenaline i experienced. THEY ROCK!!!
A day that appears once in every four years, i don't think its a very good idea to go steady on such a day. Haha. Because your first anniversary is 4 years later. And that is assuming you could even last that long. Lol.
But nevertheless, its still a lovely romantic day. Woo!
Infer =P.
Decided to delete the previous post. Spoils everything. If you're clever enough, added with my trust you could still view it, but i don't think anyone could infer what I'm referring to so well. Too bad.
Lights display in the night is romantic!!! No wonder HongKong and Paris all such lovely, romantic places. Lol. But here in our own dear spot on the map, we do have some places with lovely lights, even though they're not on a grand scale such as HongKong or Paris.
Note*(In case you're thinking why HongKong is used with Paris, they are both cities, HongKong is no longer a country)
The dream place i have been fantasizing to go is finally conquered!!! Yay. Even though we were 'chased' away by comments from people who are hostile. I don't really care. Not after we've done done there!!! YAY
The warm i felt, the adrenaline i experienced. THEY ROCK!!!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
A Great Day!
Whoo, today's a great day!
I'm on cloud nine! And I'm gonna tell you why.
The day started off like any other(for the most part) and took my history common test with doubts of even passing. Which totally spoiled my mood. Thanks to my mum >.<
Early in the morning she came screaming at me telling me I'm late -.- Then she finally realized she was wrong and allowed me to carry on with my life(i woke up). Results? A super drowsy me walking half-awake-half-asleep. I seriously fell asleep during assembly.
Now how common do you see me sleeping in class? Once in a blue moon.
Due to the drowsiness i experienced during the test, i was half-dozing off and half trying to write with futile attempts. So all i got for my history test was 2 damn short essays that i believe at most deserved only 6-7 marks each which would allow me to pass the test therefore I'm happy if i pass.
But it doesn't look optimistic. Maths sort of brighten up my day because we had to do work. So bo bian woke up(like finally) and did it consciously(i was doing my test sub-consciously).
Sad to say but due to the sucky paper yesterday, i didn't really felt like listening in Chemistry class coupled with the fact that the things that were taught were partly covered before. So well, didn't really care since i think i know.
Social Studies was the lesson that totally cheered me up, 4H people would know =P. This is the first time ever in my life for me to score an A1 for Social Studies. Mrs Lim commented that i was on cloud nine. Lol.
Due to the happiness and highness i was experiencing during the lesson, i sort of gone crazy and started blabbering crap, not hesitating to think for anything. Just high and high. But that's always when disaster strikes.
Mrs Lim was talking about the flipping of pages for the SS paper and some classes didn't. But our class did which was a very good thing. To re-confirm, Mrs Lim said that 'Oh, your class is Choi Pei Ling's arh?'(or something like that, i can't remember the details). That would normally be gone unnoticed and life goes on.
However, because i was so high and happy, i sprouted nonsense at Mrs Lim. I gave a crazy reply that Miss Choi used on me before, and that is, ' x is your friend arh?'(Let 'x' be the name of any teacher).
At the start, Mrs Lim didn't quite get what i was driving at, she thought i was just blabbering nonsense(which i was) and 'scolded' me for meddling in her private life. Then she went on 'scolding' things like 'my personal relationships you also must care arh?'(or something like that -.-).
And that was when i gave an 'oh shit!' inside my mind. True enough, Mrs Lim decided to use the information she had(like all other students from the cohort) against me. And yah, i had the whole class on my affairs again >.<
From the view of the teacher's, a relationship between someone like me and someone like BigBird(who says i won't stop calling her that once she's my girlfriend? =P) is pretty risky. Two most probable results will form. Either I pull her down, or she pull me up. Simple as that. So apparently teachers are going to try and stop me from pulling her down. Hahahhaha.
As far as i know, I'm being pulled up! Whooo!!!
All the results I've taken back so far are As!!!
WHOOOOOOOO. COOL MAN. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.
This shall be the first time i can proudly say, I've aced 'all' my subjects(for now =P). Whoo!!! Cool man!!!! And my prediction shall be, chinese and A-maths would be aced and the subjects taken this week would be Haiz...
So if you noticed a trend, all the subjects taken last week i predicted them to be aced, while this week's... Ahem ahem.
This really IS getting interesting
I'm on cloud nine! And I'm gonna tell you why.
The day started off like any other(for the most part) and took my history common test with doubts of even passing. Which totally spoiled my mood. Thanks to my mum >.<
Early in the morning she came screaming at me telling me I'm late -.- Then she finally realized she was wrong and allowed me to carry on with my life(i woke up). Results? A super drowsy me walking half-awake-half-asleep. I seriously fell asleep during assembly.
Now how common do you see me sleeping in class? Once in a blue moon.
Due to the drowsiness i experienced during the test, i was half-dozing off and half trying to write with futile attempts. So all i got for my history test was 2 damn short essays that i believe at most deserved only 6-7 marks each which would allow me to pass the test therefore I'm happy if i pass.
But it doesn't look optimistic. Maths sort of brighten up my day because we had to do work. So bo bian woke up(like finally) and did it consciously(i was doing my test sub-consciously).
Sad to say but due to the sucky paper yesterday, i didn't really felt like listening in Chemistry class coupled with the fact that the things that were taught were partly covered before. So well, didn't really care since i think i know.
Social Studies was the lesson that totally cheered me up, 4H people would know =P. This is the first time ever in my life for me to score an A1 for Social Studies. Mrs Lim commented that i was on cloud nine. Lol.
Due to the happiness and highness i was experiencing during the lesson, i sort of gone crazy and started blabbering crap, not hesitating to think for anything. Just high and high. But that's always when disaster strikes.
Mrs Lim was talking about the flipping of pages for the SS paper and some classes didn't. But our class did which was a very good thing. To re-confirm, Mrs Lim said that 'Oh, your class is Choi Pei Ling's arh?'(or something like that, i can't remember the details). That would normally be gone unnoticed and life goes on.
However, because i was so high and happy, i sprouted nonsense at Mrs Lim. I gave a crazy reply that Miss Choi used on me before, and that is, ' x is your friend arh?'(Let 'x' be the name of any teacher).
At the start, Mrs Lim didn't quite get what i was driving at, she thought i was just blabbering nonsense(which i was) and 'scolded' me for meddling in her private life. Then she went on 'scolding' things like 'my personal relationships you also must care arh?'(or something like that -.-).
And that was when i gave an 'oh shit!' inside my mind. True enough, Mrs Lim decided to use the information she had(like all other students from the cohort) against me. And yah, i had the whole class on my affairs again >.<
From the view of the teacher's, a relationship between someone like me and someone like BigBird(who says i won't stop calling her that once she's my girlfriend? =P) is pretty risky. Two most probable results will form. Either I pull her down, or she pull me up. Simple as that. So apparently teachers are going to try and stop me from pulling her down. Hahahhaha.
As far as i know, I'm being pulled up! Whooo!!!
All the results I've taken back so far are As!!!
WHOOOOOOOO. COOL MAN. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE.
This shall be the first time i can proudly say, I've aced 'all' my subjects(for now =P). Whoo!!! Cool man!!!! And my prediction shall be, chinese and A-maths would be aced and the subjects taken this week would be Haiz...
So if you noticed a trend, all the subjects taken last week i predicted them to be aced, while this week's... Ahem ahem.
This really IS getting interesting
Monday, February 18, 2008
Post-'war' times
Yes, yes, people. I understand that things are like so 'sudden', and everyone was lifted off their chair. Yes, yes, i understand.
Thanks for all the congratulations, though some i feel that they're more or less sarcastic, or just felt wrong, to me. Today could be considered a day of many happy things are sad things. I think i could write an essay on the pros and cons, perhaps i shall try.
Pros(good things that happened today):
-A revived hope for maths! Happiness rating:6
Thought would not get my A1 but in the end still got it! Whoo, so happy. Even though its like, still very little? But got the grade happy liao! Must learn to be contend =P.
-A relatively high marks for english! Happiness rating:8
which is a very very good news because my english sucks. So hurray! Heard that it was the highest in Mr.white's class wor -.- And its only 72%(if my eyes weren't playing tricks on me...)
Cons(bad things that happened today):
-Greeted by random people saying relatively similar things Sadness Rating:6
From early in the morning, people that see me would greet me with a 'congrats arh'. And even though i jolly well knew what they were talking, i would always act blur =P. Had JiaQi like during assembly? Or somewhere there, coupled with MingChuen. Then had Amanda and Alicia during recess in the library. Needed to settle Raymond and Xavier before history class, and JunHao plus Gregory was quite difficult to handle during english class. Trust me, there would be more, choir people would come up to me soon, unless they see this first.
-Greeted was a damn nice word, forced was another word Sadness Rating:7
In empty classes like physics, which was after english, i first got ganged up by three ladies pulling my shirt until it didn't really look like a shirt that is to be worn in school. Thanks to the presence of my physics teacher, i got into pretty much trouble with Sheryl, who is backed up by the Failed Experiment. I've got people 'luring' me into their trap, if i ever was in the middle, i won't be alive. Which was why i probably didn't go in, in the first place.
-Horror of attracting teacher's attention. Sadness Rating: 2? or maybe 3
One thing i believe all couples hate in school is teacher's attention. We've got enough nagging at home, and i guess we all know that if teachers participate. Jiu Mei Wan Mei Liao. But then again, when you know they know, and they DON'T NAG. Don't say anything. I think you should be even more alert. Be careful of archers behind you. They don't mind shooting. Anyway, I'll know about that tomorrow during SS >.< -The failure of doing well for my papers today. Sadness Rating:3 Expected to suck in physics, but well, chemistry was quite a little of my expectation, on the negative side. So well, perhaps fail physics paper by a little and get around 60% for chemistry? That's my expectation. Haiz. Well, we got pre-warned anyway. So i don't mind la. Its not like I didn't studying that's why i sucked. Its because... -Last minute studying. Sadness Rating:1 Ms Ong just gave us 4 stacks of notes to study for tomorrow's test. And i honestly feel that its pretty rushed >.< And history... It's a paper that damages me more than SS so just let me cross my fingers and fantasize that I'm gonna Ace it. Oh great, i sound so much like david.
14:20 is the ratio. But today, I'm in a pretty good mood, so its 1.5x for the good things!
21:20. WOW, It's still a good day! Whooo.
9 people tagged concerning this matter, and its pretty amazing, seeing people who like tag once in a blue moon and some never before as far as i remembered. Lol. Next time i should just scare people with a damn sudden post and then see how many people tagged, only to write in the next post that i was just joking. Hmmz, i should try it in a month's time =P. Don't say I didn't warn ya!
Things are going to get VERY INTERESTING
Thanks for all the congratulations, though some i feel that they're more or less sarcastic, or just felt wrong, to me. Today could be considered a day of many happy things are sad things. I think i could write an essay on the pros and cons, perhaps i shall try.
Pros(good things that happened today):
-A revived hope for maths! Happiness rating:6
Thought would not get my A1 but in the end still got it! Whoo, so happy. Even though its like, still very little? But got the grade happy liao! Must learn to be contend =P.
-A relatively high marks for english! Happiness rating:8
which is a very very good news because my english sucks. So hurray! Heard that it was the highest in Mr.white's class wor -.- And its only 72%(if my eyes weren't playing tricks on me...)
Cons(bad things that happened today):
-Greeted by random people saying relatively similar things Sadness Rating:6
From early in the morning, people that see me would greet me with a 'congrats arh'. And even though i jolly well knew what they were talking, i would always act blur =P. Had JiaQi like during assembly? Or somewhere there, coupled with MingChuen. Then had Amanda and Alicia during recess in the library. Needed to settle Raymond and Xavier before history class, and JunHao plus Gregory was quite difficult to handle during english class. Trust me, there would be more, choir people would come up to me soon, unless they see this first.
-Greeted was a damn nice word, forced was another word Sadness Rating:7
In empty classes like physics, which was after english, i first got ganged up by three ladies pulling my shirt until it didn't really look like a shirt that is to be worn in school. Thanks to the presence of my physics teacher, i got into pretty much trouble with Sheryl, who is backed up by the Failed Experiment. I've got people 'luring' me into their trap, if i ever was in the middle, i won't be alive. Which was why i probably didn't go in, in the first place.
-Horror of attracting teacher's attention. Sadness Rating: 2? or maybe 3
One thing i believe all couples hate in school is teacher's attention. We've got enough nagging at home, and i guess we all know that if teachers participate. Jiu Mei Wan Mei Liao. But then again, when you know they know, and they DON'T NAG. Don't say anything. I think you should be even more alert. Be careful of archers behind you. They don't mind shooting. Anyway, I'll know about that tomorrow during SS >.< -The failure of doing well for my papers today. Sadness Rating:3 Expected to suck in physics, but well, chemistry was quite a little of my expectation, on the negative side. So well, perhaps fail physics paper by a little and get around 60% for chemistry? That's my expectation. Haiz. Well, we got pre-warned anyway. So i don't mind la. Its not like I didn't studying that's why i sucked. Its because... -Last minute studying. Sadness Rating:1 Ms Ong just gave us 4 stacks of notes to study for tomorrow's test. And i honestly feel that its pretty rushed >.< And history... It's a paper that damages me more than SS so just let me cross my fingers and fantasize that I'm gonna Ace it. Oh great, i sound so much like david.
14:20 is the ratio. But today, I'm in a pretty good mood, so its 1.5x for the good things!
21:20. WOW, It's still a good day! Whooo.
9 people tagged concerning this matter, and its pretty amazing, seeing people who like tag once in a blue moon and some never before as far as i remembered. Lol. Next time i should just scare people with a damn sudden post and then see how many people tagged, only to write in the next post that i was just joking. Hmmz, i should try it in a month's time =P. Don't say I didn't warn ya!
Things are going to get VERY INTERESTING
Saturday, February 16, 2008
16th February
I am going to beat around the bush. Don't say i didn't warn you.
Today, 16th February is quite an interesting day. Firstly it is the day of the my first O-Level SPA examination. Bio SPA. The experiment was something i had basically never done before. And even though Mr Chandra repeatedly told us to write at least 2 sources of error down, i chose to disobey him and follow the question which says 'State 1 source of error and how it would affect the experiment'. I deserve death.
It was quite disastrous actually, because i had always been quite a think fast person, my counter to the gradual change in color was to place the first sample in the test-tube rack for further reference. And that clever move was countered by this stupid experiment because the solution would gradually turn colorless. Great. Now i have a damn hard time distinguishing the end-point, which is actually quite a good thing because i would know what to write for sources of error.
Screwed up pretty much because i had to based on my own estimation and oftenly cheated in terms of results. After doing the concentration of 5 test-tubes, Mrs Choy saw that David stopped when the solution was brown and not quite pale, so she announced to the class that we should shake until it turns PALE. So well, gone was my 5 test-tubes, and to ensure consistency in my results, the rest i had to shake until it turns light brown. Crap.
Decided that it was a screwed up paper so just try to do everything as nicely as possible as if everything's right. And well, obviously the results i get differ very much from my peers. Crap! That's 6.66666% of my O's.
Went off to find BigBird since she's having SPA at a later time, walked around, saw people, and walked back to school. Lol. I know that sounds damn boring. Too bad.
I went to a place which i haven't been to for like 2 years already? The YCK swimming pool! Had planned to swim 20 laps in 1 and a half hours but apparently my legs are too long to be true so within that same 1 and a half hours, i swam 30 laps. Unbelievable. boredom drives people to do crazy things. Haha.
Went back to the school on my scheduled 12pm but the SPA people weren't done so went to look at BB play soccer. Quite erm, fun. Seeing their standard. Its a totally new 'style' of soccer. Playing with the guys is fun because of the speed, the skills and the accuracy. See them play is fun because the way they move, how the seniors cheer and all that. Its actually quite enjoyable even though their standard is quite far from the guys.
Finally the SPA people came out, so went to eat lunch with BigBird at AMK hub. While we overlooked the fact that PHS students seem to favor AMK hub alot, we were walking relatively openly without any 'defenses', and therefore suffered great losses.
Okay, the second part of the above paragraph was bullshit.
What I was trying to say is, we forgot that many PHS students loved to come to AMK hub and so we met so many unexpected people. Firstly, we met a Nicholas with shades with Belicia and so couldn't recognize Nicholas until the last second. Then we walked and walked until i heard someone call my name.
Amazingly, the guy's voice seem so familiar, it sounds like the choir chairman. And apparently, when i looked up, IT IS! Accompanying him, was 4 cute persons. Sisca, Gladys, Jacob, Elias. All with looks that were indescribable. Or rather, its i rather not describe it.
Went to foodcourt for LUNCH. Which was the reason why we were there in the first place. And i saw the red-apple teacher that teach many people geog, whom, ya, better dun comment.
I shall change the mood from now on.
I know that many people would expect this to happen already. Its like, 'ya, i expected that'. But well, there's really nothing wrong with it. Perhaps people already started thinking its a matter of time, but seriously, no.
Things weren't the way most people think they are. Things weren't as simple as they seem. Things aren't going the way you think you all expect it to go.
I have a real-life example with me which i think i should not write out but it isn't really negative so I'm still thinking whether to write it anot. I scared later kena slapped >.< Okay, I've gotten approval =P. Things might be different after i write it out. But well, slap only =P.
Here comes. I know that many people have negative thinking about weijun when he appeared. Then subsequently, when we read jiaqi's blog, determined straight beforehand that they will sooner or later be together. Everyone's thinking, its a matter of time. And for your info, they're still not together yet. So please people, stop having such thinkings, its stupid.
And if you think you're clever, don't forget the presence of me.
Catch my drift(copy from mr white one =P)? But well, i think you all would know where I'm turning to. Yes, i admit. It finally happened. Like everyone expected.
WEE LI JIA, THE BIGBIRD, IS OFFICIALLY MY GIRLFRIEND NOW.
Today, 16th February is quite an interesting day. Firstly it is the day of the my first O-Level SPA examination. Bio SPA. The experiment was something i had basically never done before. And even though Mr Chandra repeatedly told us to write at least 2 sources of error down, i chose to disobey him and follow the question which says 'State 1 source of error and how it would affect the experiment'. I deserve death.
It was quite disastrous actually, because i had always been quite a think fast person, my counter to the gradual change in color was to place the first sample in the test-tube rack for further reference. And that clever move was countered by this stupid experiment because the solution would gradually turn colorless. Great. Now i have a damn hard time distinguishing the end-point, which is actually quite a good thing because i would know what to write for sources of error.
Screwed up pretty much because i had to based on my own estimation and oftenly cheated in terms of results. After doing the concentration of 5 test-tubes, Mrs Choy saw that David stopped when the solution was brown and not quite pale, so she announced to the class that we should shake until it turns PALE. So well, gone was my 5 test-tubes, and to ensure consistency in my results, the rest i had to shake until it turns light brown. Crap.
Decided that it was a screwed up paper so just try to do everything as nicely as possible as if everything's right. And well, obviously the results i get differ very much from my peers. Crap! That's 6.66666% of my O's.
Went off to find BigBird since she's having SPA at a later time, walked around, saw people, and walked back to school. Lol. I know that sounds damn boring. Too bad.
I went to a place which i haven't been to for like 2 years already? The YCK swimming pool! Had planned to swim 20 laps in 1 and a half hours but apparently my legs are too long to be true so within that same 1 and a half hours, i swam 30 laps. Unbelievable. boredom drives people to do crazy things. Haha.
Went back to the school on my scheduled 12pm but the SPA people weren't done so went to look at BB play soccer. Quite erm, fun. Seeing their standard. Its a totally new 'style' of soccer. Playing with the guys is fun because of the speed, the skills and the accuracy. See them play is fun because the way they move, how the seniors cheer and all that. Its actually quite enjoyable even though their standard is quite far from the guys.
Finally the SPA people came out, so went to eat lunch with BigBird at AMK hub. While we overlooked the fact that PHS students seem to favor AMK hub alot, we were walking relatively openly without any 'defenses', and therefore suffered great losses.
Okay, the second part of the above paragraph was bullshit.
What I was trying to say is, we forgot that many PHS students loved to come to AMK hub and so we met so many unexpected people. Firstly, we met a Nicholas with shades with Belicia and so couldn't recognize Nicholas until the last second. Then we walked and walked until i heard someone call my name.
Amazingly, the guy's voice seem so familiar, it sounds like the choir chairman. And apparently, when i looked up, IT IS! Accompanying him, was 4 cute persons. Sisca, Gladys, Jacob, Elias. All with looks that were indescribable. Or rather, its i rather not describe it.
Went to foodcourt for LUNCH. Which was the reason why we were there in the first place. And i saw the red-apple teacher that teach many people geog, whom, ya, better dun comment.
I shall change the mood from now on.
I know that many people would expect this to happen already. Its like, 'ya, i expected that'. But well, there's really nothing wrong with it. Perhaps people already started thinking its a matter of time, but seriously, no.
Things weren't the way most people think they are. Things weren't as simple as they seem. Things aren't going the way you think you all expect it to go.
I have a real-life example with me which i think i should not write out but it isn't really negative so I'm still thinking whether to write it anot. I scared later kena slapped >.< Okay, I've gotten approval =P. Things might be different after i write it out. But well, slap only =P.
Here comes. I know that many people have negative thinking about weijun when he appeared. Then subsequently, when we read jiaqi's blog, determined straight beforehand that they will sooner or later be together. Everyone's thinking, its a matter of time. And for your info, they're still not together yet. So please people, stop having such thinkings, its stupid.
And if you think you're clever, don't forget the presence of me.
Catch my drift(copy from mr white one =P)? But well, i think you all would know where I'm turning to. Yes, i admit. It finally happened. Like everyone expected.
WEE LI JIA, THE BIGBIRD, IS OFFICIALLY MY GIRLFRIEND NOW.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentine's Day!
Its already Valentine's day! The day of love. Sometimes it really sucks to have test on such a lovely, wonderful day. Haha.
Social Studies test was an easy one, if you didn't count the fact that my brain never ever bothered to remember to details that mrs lim always said 'a students will give me this', because as far as i remembered, everytime she ask question, the answer i would have in mind are those that she refer to as ' only C students would give an answer like this'.
So yah, i ain't too positive! But well, tried hard. Done not as well, that's too bad. Humanities are supposed to kill humans anyway. We understand how other people kill other people so we won't be killed. But actually, we're still killed. Haiz.
Didn't really have time to finish the 'in mind plan' of my answers, so my brain automatically adjusts the contents, minusing all those details, and just made me write the main points, i think i didn't even do link. So well, I'm pretty screwed. At least that's what thought, but my plight is still quite okay compared to those grumbling straightaway from the test.
Comments like 'Oh Shit!', 'SIAN, no time to write finish!!!', 'Stupid! I never read the question properly, arrr crap'. And things like that, you get my point, so perhaps from a self-pity point of view, i think I turned into a pity others point of view. Haha.
This is the first Valentine's i PARTICIPATED. As in did something. I was too slack in the past. And its the normal tradition of some ladies to give out goodies, or whatever they made. When i question it to a lady why that phenomenon happens, the simple reply was just that Valentine's day is friendship day for those un-attached. So well, happy friendship day!
I have no idea how many times I'm supposed to emphasize the fact that my art sucks big time so please, ladies whom i have given card, please bear with me =P. Xin you yu er li bu zu. Hahaha.
And sadly, i was trapped in school after school because i never did my report writing corrections! CRAP. Arghhh. There does my maybe-will-have-date. Hahaha. I was stuck with numbers the whole afternoon!
The punishment was simple, remember the target setting worksheets we once were given during CF lesson? We had to input them into a database. Every single result, into every single person, in every single cell, of mircosoft excel.
Being a clever person, i naturally wanted to take 4E's stack. Because most of them would have 'A1' 'A1' 'A1' as their targets, which is so much easier to type. Unfortunately, Elias managed to grab of the stack first and refused to give it up. If i was Iraq and he was Kuwait, I would charge him on defiance and invade him. Unfortunately, we both weren't the roles.
So i had to take Faith's which weren't so bad. Just that most of them have different numbers to type, which is pretty confusing. Typing '111' is so much easier >.<
Watched the guys play soccer and went home shortly!
Tomorrow's A-maths, heard that it may be quite hard due to the setter, almost every time he sets the paper, I'll die a horrible death. But this time, i need to prove myself liao. If i always failed A-maths for major exams, then common tests i should score.
I seriously think that if i failed again, i should drop it.
原来拿得起，放得下，真不容易
Social Studies test was an easy one, if you didn't count the fact that my brain never ever bothered to remember to details that mrs lim always said 'a students will give me this', because as far as i remembered, everytime she ask question, the answer i would have in mind are those that she refer to as ' only C students would give an answer like this'.
So yah, i ain't too positive! But well, tried hard. Done not as well, that's too bad. Humanities are supposed to kill humans anyway. We understand how other people kill other people so we won't be killed. But actually, we're still killed. Haiz.
Didn't really have time to finish the 'in mind plan' of my answers, so my brain automatically adjusts the contents, minusing all those details, and just made me write the main points, i think i didn't even do link. So well, I'm pretty screwed. At least that's what thought, but my plight is still quite okay compared to those grumbling straightaway from the test.
Comments like 'Oh Shit!', 'SIAN, no time to write finish!!!', 'Stupid! I never read the question properly, arrr crap'. And things like that, you get my point, so perhaps from a self-pity point of view, i think I turned into a pity others point of view. Haha.
This is the first Valentine's i PARTICIPATED. As in did something. I was too slack in the past. And its the normal tradition of some ladies to give out goodies, or whatever they made. When i question it to a lady why that phenomenon happens, the simple reply was just that Valentine's day is friendship day for those un-attached. So well, happy friendship day!
I have no idea how many times I'm supposed to emphasize the fact that my art sucks big time so please, ladies whom i have given card, please bear with me =P. Xin you yu er li bu zu. Hahaha.
And sadly, i was trapped in school after school because i never did my report writing corrections! CRAP. Arghhh. There does my maybe-will-have-date. Hahaha. I was stuck with numbers the whole afternoon!
The punishment was simple, remember the target setting worksheets we once were given during CF lesson? We had to input them into a database. Every single result, into every single person, in every single cell, of mircosoft excel.
Being a clever person, i naturally wanted to take 4E's stack. Because most of them would have 'A1' 'A1' 'A1' as their targets, which is so much easier to type. Unfortunately, Elias managed to grab of the stack first and refused to give it up. If i was Iraq and he was Kuwait, I would charge him on defiance and invade him. Unfortunately, we both weren't the roles.
So i had to take Faith's which weren't so bad. Just that most of them have different numbers to type, which is pretty confusing. Typing '111' is so much easier >.<
Watched the guys play soccer and went home shortly!
Tomorrow's A-maths, heard that it may be quite hard due to the setter, almost every time he sets the paper, I'll die a horrible death. But this time, i need to prove myself liao. If i always failed A-maths for major exams, then common tests i should score.
I seriously think that if i failed again, i should drop it.
原来拿得起，放得下，真不容易
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Common test!
Sorry for not being able to blog for so long! But well, here i am! Hahaha.
Common test started and well, its pretty 'smooth' sailing so far! English was quite okay. It seems that ever since i joined this english class, my results were improving! Yay.
Don't know is the teacher damn zai or I've become more hardworking. Or perhaps the environment has become so much more conducive. But well, I've improved, and thats good news! Haha.
Chinese today was quite a killer paper. Though some people went 'so easy'... Maybe their chinese standard damn high. I'll just have to wait for the papers to arrive back. But i won't fail anyway. I hope =P.
Tomorrow's maths and I'm like multi-tasking now by studying and blogging! I'm zaiededed.
Currently at question 6 of revision excerise 2!
I think I'll stop when i finish qn 12!
Chinese New Year has passed. Some quite sad things, a few happy ones. I think I'll share the happy ones, its long since my posts are nice and happy ones. This post shall be one! I shall not put any too sad here.
I won $12 is blackjack!! Woo!! First time win so much sia! I'm like so so so happy. But its during thursday, so the joy kind of died off >.< Haha.
AngBao money is something almost everyone look forward to. Someone people get to keep the money inside, some get to 'donate' their money to their parents, while some just prefer to save it into the bank prevent it from being anyhow used. Most of the time, the last option is those with less self-control OR parents forced.
Doesn't really matter much to me actually, since the amount i got was like, relatively pathetic. BUTBUTBUT!!! I am still glad i got AngBao in the first place!
-anti christ people skip this part please-
I got listen in chapel de okay? That time that session i remembered that the pastoral staff was speaking about a story that Jesus shared. I think its known as a gospel. The story was a simple one that caused people to have a first impression that unfairness is present until we think a little further.
The story is about a rich landlord who went to the market and brought unemployed people doing nothing to his vineyard and work for a day for $1(the currency i forgot is what liao, sorry arh). In different hours, he brought people to his vineyard, from time such as 9am, to 5pm, he called people into the vineyard to work for him. When the workers ended their day and collected their pay at 6pm, the landlord's servant gave the men the pay starting from the last batch to the first.
The landlord paid the men all $1 each. When the first batch of men saw, they thought that would mean that they would be paid more. However, when their turn came, they were paid just $1 too! Obviously they were unhappy, felt unfair.
Just like me. Haha.
But when Jesus explained the story, his point was that, the workers, regardless of first batch or last, did not have any job to began with. They should be happy that they have work instead of grumbling.
-end of story, anti christ people may return-
So I'm just glad that i have AngBao rather than how many there is inside! Whoo, long story to explain a brief point. Hahahah.
I'm at question 9 now!!! Whoo, I'm going to be done too!
The trip to Tan Lip Sing's house was quite cool. Felt a little underdressed and the bag totally spoiled the whole image. Haha. But well, I've always felt underdressed anyway. Hahaha.
Ate lunch, fooled around with the bigbigbig Winnie the Pooh soft toy in his house, chatted, took pictures before going off.
The original plan was to go gambling at xavier's house but well, some things cropped up, on my side, and the plan was changed to GREGORY'S house. 3rd or 4th time there. Still quite fun except this time the people going were relatively strangers. If i am not wrong, other than me, all first-timers. Haha.
Had fun with the PS2 after all, played soccer after all, got trashed after all. Hahaha. Usual routine la. Guys playing soccer in real life and on tv consoles, and i always get trashed. Haha. Well, for the fun! Haha.
Valentine's coming up this Thursday! Wonder how many people already started preparing gifts.
Heard that terence is joining the club! Hahahahah =P. Girls don't ba gua, guys, know it, good for you, don't know never mind =P.
Its still chinese new year this saturday! Go get more AngBaos!!!
Common test started and well, its pretty 'smooth' sailing so far! English was quite okay. It seems that ever since i joined this english class, my results were improving! Yay.
Don't know is the teacher damn zai or I've become more hardworking. Or perhaps the environment has become so much more conducive. But well, I've improved, and thats good news! Haha.
Chinese today was quite a killer paper. Though some people went 'so easy'... Maybe their chinese standard damn high. I'll just have to wait for the papers to arrive back. But i won't fail anyway. I hope =P.
Tomorrow's maths and I'm like multi-tasking now by studying and blogging! I'm zaiededed.
Currently at question 6 of revision excerise 2!
I think I'll stop when i finish qn 12!
Chinese New Year has passed. Some quite sad things, a few happy ones. I think I'll share the happy ones, its long since my posts are nice and happy ones. This post shall be one! I shall not put any too sad here.
I won $12 is blackjack!! Woo!! First time win so much sia! I'm like so so so happy. But its during thursday, so the joy kind of died off >.< Haha.
AngBao money is something almost everyone look forward to. Someone people get to keep the money inside, some get to 'donate' their money to their parents, while some just prefer to save it into the bank prevent it from being anyhow used. Most of the time, the last option is those with less self-control OR parents forced.
Doesn't really matter much to me actually, since the amount i got was like, relatively pathetic. BUTBUTBUT!!! I am still glad i got AngBao in the first place!
-anti christ people skip this part please-
I got listen in chapel de okay? That time that session i remembered that the pastoral staff was speaking about a story that Jesus shared. I think its known as a gospel. The story was a simple one that caused people to have a first impression that unfairness is present until we think a little further.
The story is about a rich landlord who went to the market and brought unemployed people doing nothing to his vineyard and work for a day for $1(the currency i forgot is what liao, sorry arh). In different hours, he brought people to his vineyard, from time such as 9am, to 5pm, he called people into the vineyard to work for him. When the workers ended their day and collected their pay at 6pm, the landlord's servant gave the men the pay starting from the last batch to the first.
The landlord paid the men all $1 each. When the first batch of men saw, they thought that would mean that they would be paid more. However, when their turn came, they were paid just $1 too! Obviously they were unhappy, felt unfair.
Just like me. Haha.
But when Jesus explained the story, his point was that, the workers, regardless of first batch or last, did not have any job to began with. They should be happy that they have work instead of grumbling.
-end of story, anti christ people may return-
So I'm just glad that i have AngBao rather than how many there is inside! Whoo, long story to explain a brief point. Hahahah.
I'm at question 9 now!!! Whoo, I'm going to be done too!
The trip to Tan Lip Sing's house was quite cool. Felt a little underdressed and the bag totally spoiled the whole image. Haha. But well, I've always felt underdressed anyway. Hahaha.
Ate lunch, fooled around with the bigbigbig Winnie the Pooh soft toy in his house, chatted, took pictures before going off.
The original plan was to go gambling at xavier's house but well, some things cropped up, on my side, and the plan was changed to GREGORY'S house. 3rd or 4th time there. Still quite fun except this time the people going were relatively strangers. If i am not wrong, other than me, all first-timers. Haha.
Had fun with the PS2 after all, played soccer after all, got trashed after all. Hahaha. Usual routine la. Guys playing soccer in real life and on tv consoles, and i always get trashed. Haha. Well, for the fun! Haha.
Valentine's coming up this Thursday! Wonder how many people already started preparing gifts.
Heard that terence is joining the club! Hahahahah =P. Girls don't ba gua, guys, know it, good for you, don't know never mind =P.
Its still chinese new year this saturday! Go get more AngBaos!!!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
CNY celebration
Was quite disappointed, sad, wanted to cry sort of thing during the later part of maths class. I think the layman term for modern teenagers would be...
I was emo-ing.
Yea, like first time? Even though people like always say i 'emo' alot. Bullshit. But well, since they say, jiu they say lor, mouth is theirs what. Haiz.
Has been quite depressed recently. Think too much. Don't even know what i was thinking. The Old-Folks home visit that I was pretty looking forward to suddenly felt sian. Haiz. Think too much. Sian.
Maybe its called moodswing?
Well, whatever it is, it sure affected me. Add that to the 'rejections'(Inside joke) =P.
The performance, was as disastrous as i expected it to be. Lol. Basically, I would feel that a performance is a gone case if personally, I hadn't learned it well. So, ya, make your inferences.
Quite funny though, heard someone shouting bigbird's name when choir went up. I think either i was attracting too much attention or i was having hallucinations. Both weren't good things.
Had lunch with choir's 3 chairpersons. There were absolutely irritating IN MY OPINION. They might not be in yours =P. Bombarded with questions on a sensitive topic that everyone seem to bombard me with. Except considerate people. I consider people who try to scale down their interest as nice people too.
People like SiYang, i tell you, he'd DYING to know. But that doesn't mean I'm telling him, and just occasionally, he would be unable to resist the temptation and ask. That's quite rare too. So i don't really blame him.
It doesn't really make a difference who asks. Let me clarify once and for all. I will not answer and question with relevance to that topic unless i, personally, has clarified things out. So stop asking me. I'm damn damn irritated!
So i do have angels like ZK and Greg in the hell i live in. I'm grateful.
Old-Folks home visit was worse than i expected. Today is a bad day for the choir. Haha. But well, somehow i survived it and am here back home. So thou shall be grateful.
Chinese New Year is coming, good luck to you guys/gals, ang bao get moremore! Haha =P.
Sick, tired, frustrated. How long can i go on?
I was emo-ing.
Yea, like first time? Even though people like always say i 'emo' alot. Bullshit. But well, since they say, jiu they say lor, mouth is theirs what. Haiz.
Has been quite depressed recently. Think too much. Don't even know what i was thinking. The Old-Folks home visit that I was pretty looking forward to suddenly felt sian. Haiz. Think too much. Sian.
Maybe its called moodswing?
Well, whatever it is, it sure affected me. Add that to the 'rejections'(Inside joke) =P.
The performance, was as disastrous as i expected it to be. Lol. Basically, I would feel that a performance is a gone case if personally, I hadn't learned it well. So, ya, make your inferences.
Quite funny though, heard someone shouting bigbird's name when choir went up. I think either i was attracting too much attention or i was having hallucinations. Both weren't good things.
Had lunch with choir's 3 chairpersons. There were absolutely irritating IN MY OPINION. They might not be in yours =P. Bombarded with questions on a sensitive topic that everyone seem to bombard me with. Except considerate people. I consider people who try to scale down their interest as nice people too.
People like SiYang, i tell you, he'd DYING to know. But that doesn't mean I'm telling him, and just occasionally, he would be unable to resist the temptation and ask. That's quite rare too. So i don't really blame him.
It doesn't really make a difference who asks. Let me clarify once and for all. I will not answer and question with relevance to that topic unless i, personally, has clarified things out. So stop asking me. I'm damn damn irritated!
So i do have angels like ZK and Greg in the hell i live in. I'm grateful.
Old-Folks home visit was worse than i expected. Today is a bad day for the choir. Haha. But well, somehow i survived it and am here back home. So thou shall be grateful.
Chinese New Year is coming, good luck to you guys/gals, ang bao get moremore! Haha =P.
Sick, tired, frustrated. How long can i go on?
Sunday, February 03, 2008
New Year Clothes!
Finally bought my chinese new year clothes! It was like pretty last minute? But well, at least i still bought it!
Sat in the macs for like 4 hours? Just to study the stupid a maths. Haiz. If i flunk the common test for a-maths, i think I'll just drop it la. Stupid, waste so much time, still fail? Equals to cannot make it after all ba. So why not?
Just look at things from the lighter side.
Why make things look so serious? Sometimes its okay to just let go. No need to hold on and persist so much. Like the people facing the 'crisis' of taking 'B-syllabus'. Seriously, why persist? Just take it la. Its not like you only have 6 subjects and couldn't afford to drop any. Its not like that. You have a choice.
I believe I've expressed my view more than a time. I would still say this. Since you won't be using chinese in your 'L1R5' or 'L1R2B2' anyway. If you try to take it anyway and think that taking 'B-syllabus' is "sia suay", think of the end result.
Which is more "sia suay"? A 'D7' for chinese? Or a 'Merit' for 'B-syllabus chinese'? Think of it la.
Went off to shop for my clothes after that torturous 4 hours. Seriously. Looked around, went into a shop that sells mostly ladies' wear and so was a little embarrassed but well, I have a task, so i have to fulfill it!
It was quite nice la. Perhaps to my eyes. But well, i don't really care how people look at me anyway. Your impression of me like YOUR impression. None of MY business.
Walked around AngMoKio, shopped for some things and had lunch at the foodcourt. It was still so crowded even though it was like already 3pm+? Incredible. For a paranoid person like me, it was honestly the first time i left my bag at the table without anyone looking after it and went off to buy food myself. Haiz. I'm turning bad >.<
That is obviously a bad habit.
My expository essay's not done yet!!! OMG. Mr. White's gonna make me decorate his homepage, homeroom, home whatever. I'm sooooooooo dead. Die. Still have the common test to study for. Should aim for the 1thousand dollars provided for the whatever whatever fund.
Other than the fact that the criteria is impossible to meet >.<
I'm so going to be deadededed
I have no idea what's going on
Sat in the macs for like 4 hours? Just to study the stupid a maths. Haiz. If i flunk the common test for a-maths, i think I'll just drop it la. Stupid, waste so much time, still fail? Equals to cannot make it after all ba. So why not?
Just look at things from the lighter side.
Why make things look so serious? Sometimes its okay to just let go. No need to hold on and persist so much. Like the people facing the 'crisis' of taking 'B-syllabus'. Seriously, why persist? Just take it la. Its not like you only have 6 subjects and couldn't afford to drop any. Its not like that. You have a choice.
I believe I've expressed my view more than a time. I would still say this. Since you won't be using chinese in your 'L1R5' or 'L1R2B2' anyway. If you try to take it anyway and think that taking 'B-syllabus' is "sia suay", think of the end result.
Which is more "sia suay"? A 'D7' for chinese? Or a 'Merit' for 'B-syllabus chinese'? Think of it la.
Went off to shop for my clothes after that torturous 4 hours. Seriously. Looked around, went into a shop that sells mostly ladies' wear and so was a little embarrassed but well, I have a task, so i have to fulfill it!
It was quite nice la. Perhaps to my eyes. But well, i don't really care how people look at me anyway. Your impression of me like YOUR impression. None of MY business.
Walked around AngMoKio, shopped for some things and had lunch at the foodcourt. It was still so crowded even though it was like already 3pm+? Incredible. For a paranoid person like me, it was honestly the first time i left my bag at the table without anyone looking after it and went off to buy food myself. Haiz. I'm turning bad >.<
That is obviously a bad habit.
My expository essay's not done yet!!! OMG. Mr. White's gonna make me decorate his homepage, homeroom, home whatever. I'm sooooooooo dead. Die. Still have the common test to study for. Should aim for the 1thousand dollars provided for the whatever whatever fund.
Other than the fact that the criteria is impossible to meet >.<
I'm so going to be deadededed
I have no idea what's going on
Friday, February 01, 2008
It's FRIDAY!
Lots of people are taking their SPA today. And tomorrow. Namely endurance and faith. Hmmz. Best of luck =P.
Friday seemed to be a very nice day. Yay yay yay! Light bags with an easy-going timetable, choir practice with Chinese remedial. It just can't get any better!
Ran 2.4 >.< Even though I'm so guilty to say that I'm one of the guys who runs the slowest, I'm also proud to say that I'm one of the guys who never stop. Accomplishment. Woot woot. Remember when i was in sec one, 2.4 was impossible to pass. And people who knew they wouldn't pass didn't bother to run at all.
Poor me, know i couldn't pass yet still run. Haiz. Even though I've never ever gone jogging unless my brother forces me to, i still managed to improve my running a little by a little. Thanks to the soccer =P.
By sec 3, I could already pass the 2.4, quite miraculously. But i still stopped. Every time. No matter how slow my pace was, i would only survive 2 or 3 laps of non-stopping jogging. The 4th i would definitely stop. But i still passed. Thanks to the dear PE teacher in sec 3, who taught me pacing.
I would target EXACTLY where i would start walking, and taking DEEP BREATHS and where exactly i would continue jogging. It was precise pacing that got me through. But unfortunately, now in sec 4, that pacing would no longer be effective enough for me to pass. Haiz.
Fortunately, I've been playing enough soccer to make me pass anyway! Yay! No fears for 2.4 anymore! Unless i just had a sleepless night. Hahaha =P.
The discipline master cum maths teacher Mr Tan Lip Sing, has allowed us not to change back to uniforms after PE lessons. Yay. No more sweaty, stinky uniforms but just sweatier, stinkier PE t-shirts! Wooo. Is it supposed to be a good thing? I think so...
After attending Mr White's english class for a month, I've known that i shouldn't be late. Even though, he hasn't locked us out yet. At least, until TODAY. Which is why i got locked out -.- Haiz, its quite crappy thinking of it(how i became late).
Choir was fun! Sec 1s came and had sort of introduction thingy and all. But I'm not the kind of person who's damn good at socializing. So too bad. I don't think i remember much names, just pretty common ones or those i replaced with a nickname =P.
There's one girl named 'Grace', a boy named 'Clement' and another named 'DingXian'(don't know spell correctly or not). The first two are obviously relatively easy names to remember and the last... Hehe, i gave a nickname =P. And it is... 'Nail the Line'. LOL.
Wacko was played and me, being the most enthusiastic whacker because the previous ones are not enthu enough, obviously attracted quite a lot of attention, which by the way, wasn't a good thing. For me, at least.
People who sprint when playing wacko are fun people while those who slowly walk are spoilers. So depending on the target, i would choose between being fun and spoiling the game. But when I'm trying to be fun, hehe, i don't spare anyone. Kelvin was the first to be hit, because he called out another's name too late. So there was a 'PIACK', then followed by a 'OUCH' therefore concluding with a 'SORRY', and a act cool position =P.
Went to yishun ljs for dinner and here i am, once again, blogging about my life. Should go study soon!
Unreasonable women are the hardest things to handle in life.
Friday seemed to be a very nice day. Yay yay yay! Light bags with an easy-going timetable, choir practice with Chinese remedial. It just can't get any better!
Ran 2.4 >.< Even though I'm so guilty to say that I'm one of the guys who runs the slowest, I'm also proud to say that I'm one of the guys who never stop. Accomplishment. Woot woot. Remember when i was in sec one, 2.4 was impossible to pass. And people who knew they wouldn't pass didn't bother to run at all.
Poor me, know i couldn't pass yet still run. Haiz. Even though I've never ever gone jogging unless my brother forces me to, i still managed to improve my running a little by a little. Thanks to the soccer =P.
By sec 3, I could already pass the 2.4, quite miraculously. But i still stopped. Every time. No matter how slow my pace was, i would only survive 2 or 3 laps of non-stopping jogging. The 4th i would definitely stop. But i still passed. Thanks to the dear PE teacher in sec 3, who taught me pacing.
I would target EXACTLY where i would start walking, and taking DEEP BREATHS and where exactly i would continue jogging. It was precise pacing that got me through. But unfortunately, now in sec 4, that pacing would no longer be effective enough for me to pass. Haiz.
Fortunately, I've been playing enough soccer to make me pass anyway! Yay! No fears for 2.4 anymore! Unless i just had a sleepless night. Hahaha =P.
The discipline master cum maths teacher Mr Tan Lip Sing, has allowed us not to change back to uniforms after PE lessons. Yay. No more sweaty, stinky uniforms but just sweatier, stinkier PE t-shirts! Wooo. Is it supposed to be a good thing? I think so...
After attending Mr White's english class for a month, I've known that i shouldn't be late. Even though, he hasn't locked us out yet. At least, until TODAY. Which is why i got locked out -.- Haiz, its quite crappy thinking of it(how i became late).
Choir was fun! Sec 1s came and had sort of introduction thingy and all. But I'm not the kind of person who's damn good at socializing. So too bad. I don't think i remember much names, just pretty common ones or those i replaced with a nickname =P.
There's one girl named 'Grace', a boy named 'Clement' and another named 'DingXian'(don't know spell correctly or not). The first two are obviously relatively easy names to remember and the last... Hehe, i gave a nickname =P. And it is... 'Nail the Line'. LOL.
Wacko was played and me, being the most enthusiastic whacker because the previous ones are not enthu enough, obviously attracted quite a lot of attention, which by the way, wasn't a good thing. For me, at least.
People who sprint when playing wacko are fun people while those who slowly walk are spoilers. So depending on the target, i would choose between being fun and spoiling the game. But when I'm trying to be fun, hehe, i don't spare anyone. Kelvin was the first to be hit, because he called out another's name too late. So there was a 'PIACK', then followed by a 'OUCH' therefore concluding with a 'SORRY', and a act cool position =P.
Went to yishun ljs for dinner and here i am, once again, blogging about my life. Should go study soon!
Unreasonable women are the hardest things to handle in life.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Thursday!
Through yesterday damn sick day, I've learned one very important lesson. It may sound gross, but its its definitely true.
When you feel like vomiting, go on.
Just try to be considerate and not puke in front of anyone. Personally, I've always hated puking. Maybe everyone hates it too. But that wasn't my point. My point is that. I often resist the temptation to vomit. Just bear with it and try to live life as normal. Which is obviously impossible.
I don't really knew what happened, all i knew was that when i arrived at the parade ground on Wednesday, i felt dizzy. Very dizzy. Couldn't really stand. A bit wobbly down at the legs. But don't dare collapse. I never do.
Feeling more and more unwell, i continued to bear with the dizziness. Chapel period was still okay, i could still put up a nothing's wrong look and carry on with life. By the time i reached chinese period. It was already going out of control. I just kept feeling the puke coming up. And of course, putting it back down.
Its damn gross, trust me.
The dizziness was also getting to me. Therefore i tried not to open my eyes, because i would just see things wobbly. Not standing straight. 天旋地转. It was hardly bearable. Of rather, its unbearable, so i took a nap in Chinese class!!! For 2 years in his class, I'm proud to say that i haven't dozed off in his class before. Its interesting de lor.
But this was an exception. I just kept falling asleep even though he tried calling me to wake up. Many times. I think he wanted to save me. Haha. But he got the wrong impression, he thought i slept late at night, and so had no energy. Which was wrong. Lol. I slept at 11pm! Then he started talking about health products, more energy, won't sleep in class! LOL.
I guess he totally didn't realise i wasn't feeling well.
All the way until recess, i knew i couldn't bear with it anymore, even though i tried. Even at the toilet, i tried to bear with it. It was... Impossible.
Then came the suddenly muscle contractions of the stomach tissue and half-liquid-half-solid stuff just came pouring out. Its damn damn disgusting. You won't know how glad i was about the fact that my breakfast was a light one.
Didn't go for choir rehearsal. Sorry guys, need to rest la =P.
The test today was quite, crap. Most of the time i could gauge quite accurately the range of my test results. Not this one though. For both i meant. The english tests, is OH CRAP LA. With dictionary that i wasn't familiar with( I used it only the 2nd time), and a paper i sucked at. I am getting the impression that i totally screwed the paper EVEN THOUGH i filled in every blank. Which gave me hope.
Now i don't know what to think.
Lockers are a good thing in this world! Haha. But please don't go to the D&T block if you see someone you know at the lockers =P.
I feel like killing people. Grrr!!!
Played soccer! After so long. And still sucked pretty much as before >.< Guess i can't help it. Well, at least i still get to play! Haha. I'm looking forward to tomorrow and saturday. Tomorrow's the great great timetable day that don't have much subjects and my bag....
WOULD BE SUPER LIGHT! Yay! Plus the locker... YAY YAY YAY!
Hahahahhaha... Saturday's a secret =P.
*i think that just made people more suspicious and thinking the wrong/right way
Do you take the gamble of attempting to step out of quicksand?
Or do you just stand there hoping someone would arrive before you 'drown' to death?
When you feel like vomiting, go on.
Just try to be considerate and not puke in front of anyone. Personally, I've always hated puking. Maybe everyone hates it too. But that wasn't my point. My point is that. I often resist the temptation to vomit. Just bear with it and try to live life as normal. Which is obviously impossible.
I don't really knew what happened, all i knew was that when i arrived at the parade ground on Wednesday, i felt dizzy. Very dizzy. Couldn't really stand. A bit wobbly down at the legs. But don't dare collapse. I never do.
Feeling more and more unwell, i continued to bear with the dizziness. Chapel period was still okay, i could still put up a nothing's wrong look and carry on with life. By the time i reached chinese period. It was already going out of control. I just kept feeling the puke coming up. And of course, putting it back down.
Its damn gross, trust me.
The dizziness was also getting to me. Therefore i tried not to open my eyes, because i would just see things wobbly. Not standing straight. 天旋地转. It was hardly bearable. Of rather, its unbearable, so i took a nap in Chinese class!!! For 2 years in his class, I'm proud to say that i haven't dozed off in his class before. Its interesting de lor.
But this was an exception. I just kept falling asleep even though he tried calling me to wake up. Many times. I think he wanted to save me. Haha. But he got the wrong impression, he thought i slept late at night, and so had no energy. Which was wrong. Lol. I slept at 11pm! Then he started talking about health products, more energy, won't sleep in class! LOL.
I guess he totally didn't realise i wasn't feeling well.
All the way until recess, i knew i couldn't bear with it anymore, even though i tried. Even at the toilet, i tried to bear with it. It was... Impossible.
Then came the suddenly muscle contractions of the stomach tissue and half-liquid-half-solid stuff just came pouring out. Its damn damn disgusting. You won't know how glad i was about the fact that my breakfast was a light one.
Didn't go for choir rehearsal. Sorry guys, need to rest la =P.
The test today was quite, crap. Most of the time i could gauge quite accurately the range of my test results. Not this one though. For both i meant. The english tests, is OH CRAP LA. With dictionary that i wasn't familiar with( I used it only the 2nd time), and a paper i sucked at. I am getting the impression that i totally screwed the paper EVEN THOUGH i filled in every blank. Which gave me hope.
Now i don't know what to think.
Lockers are a good thing in this world! Haha. But please don't go to the D&T block if you see someone you know at the lockers =P.
I feel like killing people. Grrr!!!
Played soccer! After so long. And still sucked pretty much as before >.< Guess i can't help it. Well, at least i still get to play! Haha. I'm looking forward to tomorrow and saturday. Tomorrow's the great great timetable day that don't have much subjects and my bag....
WOULD BE SUPER LIGHT! Yay! Plus the locker... YAY YAY YAY!
Hahahahhaha... Saturday's a secret =P.
*i think that just made people more suspicious and thinking the wrong/right way
Do you take the gamble of attempting to step out of quicksand?
Or do you just stand there hoping someone would arrive before you 'drown' to death?
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Busy!
So sorry for updating after soooooooo looooooooongggggggggggggggg.
Hehe. Keep people in suspense ma =P. I know people catch us so MANY TIMES during the week that they'll be checking everyday to see what I'm going to write.
Okay, I just fantasied being a celebrity. I believe that's what happens to celebrities! HAHA. Well, the week was fun. And I wasn't so busy actually, just that the extra lessons always made me sianed. Like so late reach home le... Haiz.
In fact, I just realised something super disastrous! Last year, whenever I'm early (reaching home before 3.30), I would just go view blogs, play some light games, blog, or just waste my time around. However, nowadays, when I reach home like at 4 or later everyday, i start playing dota!!!
OMGOMGOMG.
Die. Went through so much last year to lighten down the dota spirit. To try to make me 'not so addicted' to dota. And now all the efforts go to waste >.< Ahh! Must try again. Sianed...
Here's an anatomy(tell me if i used this word wrongly),
If school is earth, the people in it are angels and devils.
Personally, I'm more to the devil side who lives in hell -.-
So when devil and an angel walks to hell, the devils in hell rejoices and totally embarrasses the two of them and started cheering. Great.
The next thing that happened was that the angels appeared too. Which left me wondering how come angels would go down to hell. Hmmz... So a devil and an angel was totally embarrassed by angels and devils. Wouldn't it be nice?
I digressed.
Back to my previous point, so since I'm like playing dota everyday available, i have not been able to study, which is good news for people who are dying to take over me in studies. Well, go on. Be like MC =P. He's gonna win me in maths!!! Can try counting the probability =P.
By the way, he's a nice guy xD
Thou shall repent and sin no more.
*Note. If you don't get the joke then forget it
But well, since my trigonometry sucks so much, I've been forced by the pressurized brain of mine which has tuned itself into emergency mode whenever i don't study as much as it think i should to go and revise a maths in the weekends.
It totally sucks.
I've been writing so much of this:
tan x = 4
x lies in the 1st and 3rd quadrant
BA = 1.325
x = 1.33, 4.47
Yay, my brain is changing to yellow alert! Woot. I'm not pressurized anymore! Dota dota! Hahaha.
Choir's going to old folks home. Heard that individual classes are going too. Hmmz. But i still wanna go with the choir! Seriously. Maybe its out of pity, maybe its out of kindness. No matter. I'm going! I don't care who's going with me, unless the person who's going with me is a retarded, irritating, son of a... , or i would still go!
未曾准备，东风却到
Hehe. Keep people in suspense ma =P. I know people catch us so MANY TIMES during the week that they'll be checking everyday to see what I'm going to write.
Okay, I just fantasied being a celebrity. I believe that's what happens to celebrities! HAHA. Well, the week was fun. And I wasn't so busy actually, just that the extra lessons always made me sianed. Like so late reach home le... Haiz.
In fact, I just realised something super disastrous! Last year, whenever I'm early (reaching home before 3.30), I would just go view blogs, play some light games, blog, or just waste my time around. However, nowadays, when I reach home like at 4 or later everyday, i start playing dota!!!
OMGOMGOMG.
Die. Went through so much last year to lighten down the dota spirit. To try to make me 'not so addicted' to dota. And now all the efforts go to waste >.< Ahh! Must try again. Sianed...
Here's an anatomy(tell me if i used this word wrongly),
If school is earth, the people in it are angels and devils.
Personally, I'm more to the devil side who lives in hell -.-
So when devil and an angel walks to hell, the devils in hell rejoices and totally embarrasses the two of them and started cheering. Great.
The next thing that happened was that the angels appeared too. Which left me wondering how come angels would go down to hell. Hmmz... So a devil and an angel was totally embarrassed by angels and devils. Wouldn't it be nice?
I digressed.
Back to my previous point, so since I'm like playing dota everyday available, i have not been able to study, which is good news for people who are dying to take over me in studies. Well, go on. Be like MC =P. He's gonna win me in maths!!! Can try counting the probability =P.
By the way, he's a nice guy xD
Thou shall repent and sin no more.
*Note. If you don't get the joke then forget it
But well, since my trigonometry sucks so much, I've been forced by the pressurized brain of mine which has tuned itself into emergency mode whenever i don't study as much as it think i should to go and revise a maths in the weekends.
It totally sucks.
I've been writing so much of this:
tan x = 4
x lies in the 1st and 3rd quadrant
BA = 1.325
x = 1.33, 4.47
Yay, my brain is changing to yellow alert! Woot. I'm not pressurized anymore! Dota dota! Hahaha.
Choir's going to old folks home. Heard that individual classes are going too. Hmmz. But i still wanna go with the choir! Seriously. Maybe its out of pity, maybe its out of kindness. No matter. I'm going! I don't care who's going with me, unless the person who's going with me is a retarded, irritating, son of a... , or i would still go!
未曾准备，东风却到
Monday, January 21, 2008
Days I've been through.
I've watched Le Grand Chef!!! Woo! Long time since I watched a movie. The last one was 'secret' i think. THINK. I am not too sure myself. But that's as far as i can get.
Personally, think its quite a good movie with quite a good storyline. However, it is also a movie that is watched with disastrous effects such as a huge pain felt in the neck due to sitting in the second row. Great. Its all my fault.
And its all under
-low profile business-
Sometimes i think that that makes people even more interested. Hmmz. Maybe? It doesn't matter anyway. Haha.
Had a busy day on sunday! Unexpectedly busy due to the morning chores. Great. Then had to spend time doing up card(s) for BigBird because its her birthday TODAY.
Long time since i wrote anything inside cards. But well, i think I've never really written anything anyway(inside cards). So first time crapped so much and added a letter. Its like wow? Cards do have space! For me to create more space that is. HAHAHA. Not bad sia, i can be interior designer. I thought the card was quite creative =P.
However, when it comes to sincerity, i think the best way to show it is true DIY ba. Though it might not look as nice as those in the market. Sincerity would be felt anyway. If its really damn good, wa, I think the recipient going to cry liao. LOL.
I've been mocking people for quite long already and apparently, I just can't stop!!! Hahahahaha... Mocking people all the time isn't quite a good habit. But its still a habit. So bear with it =P. I will still feel guilty de okay?
Choir was FUNFUNFUN. The famous 'miss yee's creed' has finally spread to PHS! There has been many versions of it of various schools, and erm, we're the fourth school! Should I be proud? Hmmz.
You can watch the video by researching it in youtube. I'm too lazy to find the link. So too bad. Find yourself. But don't be surprised if you see wilson licking his shoe and saying 'I LOVE MISS YEE!'. HAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, there i go, mocking again. Crap.
And last but not least...
with my standard procedure of wishing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LI JIA AKA BIGBIRD
Personally, think its quite a good movie with quite a good storyline. However, it is also a movie that is watched with disastrous effects such as a huge pain felt in the neck due to sitting in the second row. Great. Its all my fault.
And its all under
-low profile business-
Sometimes i think that that makes people even more interested. Hmmz. Maybe? It doesn't matter anyway. Haha.
Had a busy day on sunday! Unexpectedly busy due to the morning chores. Great. Then had to spend time doing up card(s) for BigBird because its her birthday TODAY.
Long time since i wrote anything inside cards. But well, i think I've never really written anything anyway(inside cards). So first time crapped so much and added a letter. Its like wow? Cards do have space! For me to create more space that is. HAHAHA. Not bad sia, i can be interior designer. I thought the card was quite creative =P.
However, when it comes to sincerity, i think the best way to show it is true DIY ba. Though it might not look as nice as those in the market. Sincerity would be felt anyway. If its really damn good, wa, I think the recipient going to cry liao. LOL.
I've been mocking people for quite long already and apparently, I just can't stop!!! Hahahahaha... Mocking people all the time isn't quite a good habit. But its still a habit. So bear with it =P. I will still feel guilty de okay?
Choir was FUNFUNFUN. The famous 'miss yee's creed' has finally spread to PHS! There has been many versions of it of various schools, and erm, we're the fourth school! Should I be proud? Hmmz.
You can watch the video by researching it in youtube. I'm too lazy to find the link. So too bad. Find yourself. But don't be surprised if you see wilson licking his shoe and saying 'I LOVE MISS YEE!'. HAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, there i go, mocking again. Crap.
And last but not least...
with my standard procedure of wishing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LI JIA AKA BIGBIRD
Days I've been through.
I've watched Le Grand Chef!!! Woo! Long time since I watched a movie. The last one was 'secret' i think. THINK. I am not too sure myself. But that's as far as i can get.
Personally, think its quite a good movie with quite a good storyline. However, it is also a movie that is watched with disastrous effects such as a huge pain felt in the neck due to sitting in the second row. Great. Its all my fault.
And its all under
-low profile business-
Sometimes i think that that makes people even more interested. Hmmz. Maybe? It doesn't matter anyway. Haha.
Had a busy day on sunday! Unexpectedly busy due to the morning chores. Great. Then had to spend time doing up card(s) for BigBird because its her birthday TODAY.
Long time since i wrote anything inside cards. But well, i think I've never really written anything anyway(inside cards). So first time crapped so much and added a letter. Its like wow? Cards do have space! For me to create more space that is. HAHAHA. Not bad sia, i can be interior designer. I thought the card was quite creative =P.
However, when it comes to sincerity, i think the best way to show it is true DIY ba. Though it might not look as nice as those in the market. Sincerity would be felt anyway. If its really damn good, wa, I think the recipient going to cry liao. LOL.
I've been mocking people for quite long already and apparently, I just can't stop!!! Hahahahaha... Mocking people all the time isn't quite a good habit. But its still a habit. So bear with it =P. I will still feel guilty de okay?
Choir was FUNFUNFUN. The famous 'miss yee's creed' has finally spread to PHS! There has been many versions of it of various schools, and erm, we're the fourth school! Should I be proud? Hmmz.
You can watch the video by researching it in youtube. I'm too lazy to find the link. So too bad. Find yourself. But don't be surprised if you see wilson licking his shoe and saying 'I LOVE MISS YEE!'. HAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, there i go, mocking again. Crap.
And last but not least...
with my standard procedure of wishing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LI JIA AKA BIGBIRD
Personally, think its quite a good movie with quite a good storyline. However, it is also a movie that is watched with disastrous effects such as a huge pain felt in the neck due to sitting in the second row. Great. Its all my fault.
And its all under
-low profile business-
Sometimes i think that that makes people even more interested. Hmmz. Maybe? It doesn't matter anyway. Haha.
Had a busy day on sunday! Unexpectedly busy due to the morning chores. Great. Then had to spend time doing up card(s) for BigBird because its her birthday TODAY.
Long time since i wrote anything inside cards. But well, i think I've never really written anything anyway(inside cards). So first time crapped so much and added a letter. Its like wow? Cards do have space! For me to create more space that is. HAHAHA. Not bad sia, i can be interior designer. I thought the card was quite creative =P.
However, when it comes to sincerity, i think the best way to show it is true DIY ba. Though it might not look as nice as those in the market. Sincerity would be felt anyway. If its really damn good, wa, I think the recipient going to cry liao. LOL.
I've been mocking people for quite long already and apparently, I just can't stop!!! Hahahahaha... Mocking people all the time isn't quite a good habit. But its still a habit. So bear with it =P. I will still feel guilty de okay?
Choir was FUNFUNFUN. The famous 'miss yee's creed' has finally spread to PHS! There has been many versions of it of various schools, and erm, we're the fourth school! Should I be proud? Hmmz.
You can watch the video by researching it in youtube. I'm too lazy to find the link. So too bad. Find yourself. But don't be surprised if you see wilson licking his shoe and saying 'I LOVE MISS YEE!'. HAHAHAHA.
Oh shit, there i go, mocking again. Crap.
And last but not least...
with my standard procedure of wishing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LI JIA AKA BIGBIRD
Friday, January 18, 2008
Dramatic life, it just goes on.
Quite an eventful day! Maybe i shouldn't write it out. But well, its nothing to do with gossip. So maybe i can. Haha.
Firstly, i was confronted by the new PE teacher cum HOD of the PE department. Quite a humorous guy who is obviously someone i had to bow down to when it comes to lameness. Now that's crap.
Took my height and weight and realized I've attained such great height again and have broadened my horizons(adapted from miss flora yee). I now stand a proud 181centimetres tall instead of licking 1.8m, gained some weight i think. Just a few kgs, but well, better than nothing! Haha.
PE was quite fun, if you minus the fatigue that comes with it. Girls that play basketball tend to turn passive if guys were playing too. Because the guys would always be damn hiong. And my height, in a bunch of noobs playing basketball, is VERY USEFUL. Haha.
The last time i when to for my spinal checkup, the doctor suspected a potential of heart problems due to the arms that were extraordinary long and hands that were extraordinary big.
I've always thought the doctor was just talking crap. Until i felt that i couldn't satisfy the oxygen need of my body no matter how hard i was panting. There just seemed to be unlimited demand for oxygen and the supply wasn't enough, no matter how hard i was panting.
I couldn't afford to stand up, i had to just sit down and rest to recover. It is not even an oxygen debt. My muscles are far from getting cramps. There must be something wrong with my respiratory and circulatory system. Crap.
After a long long time, Mr tan finally punished the class, not the whole class but quite a large amount to be put into consideration. Well, it wasn't supposed to be a good thing but i felt that it was. No offence to the people being punished. I'm not saying you deserved it. But its long since we ever got punished on such a large scale and that i think, raises awareness of people who had been taking the good nature of Mr tan for granted. Its time to wake up.
After school went for chinese remedial. It was damn crap. Not because the teacher was talking crap(HE WASN'T!!!), but because the homework that i choinged through just for today, was left inside my house because my timetable showed no signs of chinese lesson. CRAP!
Since it had been a long time since i played soccer with the guys, decided to play knowing there was choir. I'm a jerk. So be it.
Then after calling SiYang to go up because i knew he would be late if he went any later and i don't really feel like going, i received a message from kuek jing. Like 30 minutes after choir started. It was damn funny. Blame SiYang, or kuek jing wouldn't know i was 'planning' to pon. But well, it happened already.
Got 10 push-up because i was late. The 'law enforcer'(trying not to gender discriminate) was kuek jing and there i was, doing push-ups in front of the guys. Just glad it wasn't in front of every single choir member. I'm thankful =P.
Played soccer AFTER choir because someone brought a ball. Felt damn stupid. Lol. Played soccer before choir before long time no play. If i knew that someone brought a ball, i would have chose to play after choir. So well, its OH CRAP.
I've always known myself as a scheming jerk who can be conferred the title of 'the queen's best friend'. Well, I've always thought I was the rare type of idiot who did this kind of things. Then i received a message from the lady who stabs with her smile.
Honestly speaking, I don't really know its her in the start. But well, There are reliable sources! Haha. So I've discovered that she stabs not only with her smile. Wa. Scary sia. Phew -.-
就算两头不沼岸，我也在所不辞
Firstly, i was confronted by the new PE teacher cum HOD of the PE department. Quite a humorous guy who is obviously someone i had to bow down to when it comes to lameness. Now that's crap.
Took my height and weight and realized I've attained such great height again and have broadened my horizons(adapted from miss flora yee). I now stand a proud 181centimetres tall instead of licking 1.8m, gained some weight i think. Just a few kgs, but well, better than nothing! Haha.
PE was quite fun, if you minus the fatigue that comes with it. Girls that play basketball tend to turn passive if guys were playing too. Because the guys would always be damn hiong. And my height, in a bunch of noobs playing basketball, is VERY USEFUL. Haha.
The last time i when to for my spinal checkup, the doctor suspected a potential of heart problems due to the arms that were extraordinary long and hands that were extraordinary big.
I've always thought the doctor was just talking crap. Until i felt that i couldn't satisfy the oxygen need of my body no matter how hard i was panting. There just seemed to be unlimited demand for oxygen and the supply wasn't enough, no matter how hard i was panting.
I couldn't afford to stand up, i had to just sit down and rest to recover. It is not even an oxygen debt. My muscles are far from getting cramps. There must be something wrong with my respiratory and circulatory system. Crap.
After a long long time, Mr tan finally punished the class, not the whole class but quite a large amount to be put into consideration. Well, it wasn't supposed to be a good thing but i felt that it was. No offence to the people being punished. I'm not saying you deserved it. But its long since we ever got punished on such a large scale and that i think, raises awareness of people who had been taking the good nature of Mr tan for granted. Its time to wake up.
After school went for chinese remedial. It was damn crap. Not because the teacher was talking crap(HE WASN'T!!!), but because the homework that i choinged through just for today, was left inside my house because my timetable showed no signs of chinese lesson. CRAP!
Since it had been a long time since i played soccer with the guys, decided to play knowing there was choir. I'm a jerk. So be it.
Then after calling SiYang to go up because i knew he would be late if he went any later and i don't really feel like going, i received a message from kuek jing. Like 30 minutes after choir started. It was damn funny. Blame SiYang, or kuek jing wouldn't know i was 'planning' to pon. But well, it happened already.
Got 10 push-up because i was late. The 'law enforcer'(trying not to gender discriminate) was kuek jing and there i was, doing push-ups in front of the guys. Just glad it wasn't in front of every single choir member. I'm thankful =P.
Played soccer AFTER choir because someone brought a ball. Felt damn stupid. Lol. Played soccer before choir before long time no play. If i knew that someone brought a ball, i would have chose to play after choir. So well, its OH CRAP.
I've always known myself as a scheming jerk who can be conferred the title of 'the queen's best friend'. Well, I've always thought I was the rare type of idiot who did this kind of things. Then i received a message from the lady who stabs with her smile.
Honestly speaking, I don't really know its her in the start. But well, There are reliable sources! Haha. So I've discovered that she stabs not only with her smile. Wa. Scary sia. Phew -.-
就算两头不沼岸，我也在所不辞
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
The dramatic life.
Structured remedial started.
And that caused pretty much problem to my lifestyle. Seriously. I usually leave the odd numbered day among the weekdays to be in school for things like CCA and even number days for PLAYING! Or just free time. For blogging, playing, reading. ANYTHING under the category of LEISURE.
Now? DAMMIT! I have not as much time already. Grrr. In case you haven't realise, i usually do not go beyond 6pm in weekdays. Simple reason is that i don't like to see family when I'm using the computer. They'll give me one of the twelve great tortures(十二大酷刑) known as 'Nagging'.
Now with these remedial, I don't even know when's what. And am largely confused. I can't go to choir as early and no more snooker for me. WHAT A BIG CHANGE.
I am so so so not like changes. In fact, i think i resist changes to quite an extent, unless of course, I suggested the change. LOL.
Dramatic life, dramatic things.
I can start writing my script. Can go make into drama serial liao. Thinking of it, really seems dumb. SO MANY dramatic thing can happen in a span of five days. CRAP.
Friday was a whole lot of drama. Tried to rush back to choir even for JUST A WHILE. But so many damn things happened that in the end i couldn't make it.
Thanks to:
A schedule damn late
A bus that went the wrong way
A message that wasn't read properly
Crap! Plus the fact that when i almost reached home, i was notified that choir was just released -.- I think i might have killed JunHao if he saw me at that time. Haha.
Tuesday and Wednesday were days that low profile business couldn't be maintained. We were 'caught' so many times that its really, outrageous. Seriously.
Random people going home together just because we were being caught. By people who in fact, i believe, were very good friends with the female lead. And that was for tuesday, ONLY.
Wednesday was worse, far worse. I saw my (rumor spreaded)'mother-in-law'. Not a good sign.
When it comes to sign, its even more hilarious.
Tuesday, after being caught by so many people, ESPECIALLY MADELINE SEOW(she seem to bang into me ALOT of times when i was with my female lead), i went home to get caught in a storm that no umbrellas were ever capable of defending, in fact, i don't even have an umbrella with me at that time. All you know is that you're walking on the corridors or your HDB flats and getting drenched nonetheless.
For rainy weathers, i have tuesday, for scorching suns, they're left for wednesday. DRAMA SIA. One day rain, and the rain got cursed by me, then next day come out big bright sun, which also got cursed by me nevertheless.
Please, no more dramatic actions? Or i can really start writing my script already, maybe Mediacorp would accept it if i use proper Chinese/English. Haha.
The lady with the smile that hide daggers. Now that's scary.
And that caused pretty much problem to my lifestyle. Seriously. I usually leave the odd numbered day among the weekdays to be in school for things like CCA and even number days for PLAYING! Or just free time. For blogging, playing, reading. ANYTHING under the category of LEISURE.
Now? DAMMIT! I have not as much time already. Grrr. In case you haven't realise, i usually do not go beyond 6pm in weekdays. Simple reason is that i don't like to see family when I'm using the computer. They'll give me one of the twelve great tortures(十二大酷刑) known as 'Nagging'.
Now with these remedial, I don't even know when's what. And am largely confused. I can't go to choir as early and no more snooker for me. WHAT A BIG CHANGE.
I am so so so not like changes. In fact, i think i resist changes to quite an extent, unless of course, I suggested the change. LOL.
Dramatic life, dramatic things.
I can start writing my script. Can go make into drama serial liao. Thinking of it, really seems dumb. SO MANY dramatic thing can happen in a span of five days. CRAP.
Friday was a whole lot of drama. Tried to rush back to choir even for JUST A WHILE. But so many damn things happened that in the end i couldn't make it.
Thanks to:
A schedule damn late
A bus that went the wrong way
A message that wasn't read properly
Crap! Plus the fact that when i almost reached home, i was notified that choir was just released -.- I think i might have killed JunHao if he saw me at that time. Haha.
Tuesday and Wednesday were days that low profile business couldn't be maintained. We were 'caught' so many times that its really, outrageous. Seriously.
Random people going home together just because we were being caught. By people who in fact, i believe, were very good friends with the female lead. And that was for tuesday, ONLY.
Wednesday was worse, far worse. I saw my (rumor spreaded)'mother-in-law'. Not a good sign.
When it comes to sign, its even more hilarious.
Tuesday, after being caught by so many people, ESPECIALLY MADELINE SEOW(she seem to bang into me ALOT of times when i was with my female lead), i went home to get caught in a storm that no umbrellas were ever capable of defending, in fact, i don't even have an umbrella with me at that time. All you know is that you're walking on the corridors or your HDB flats and getting drenched nonetheless.
For rainy weathers, i have tuesday, for scorching suns, they're left for wednesday. DRAMA SIA. One day rain, and the rain got cursed by me, then next day come out big bright sun, which also got cursed by me nevertheless.
Please, no more dramatic actions? Or i can really start writing my script already, maybe Mediacorp would accept it if i use proper Chinese/English. Haha.
The lady with the smile that hide daggers. Now that's scary.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
The wrong move
I have to admit. All that seemed well was actually trouble brewing. Sorry for not paying close enough attention. Even though my msn nick is 'All but an illusion', apparently, i haven't learned the lesson myself.
Is it out of impulse? I have no idea. All i know is that it landed me into a big dilemma i do not want to face. Of course, people always say, you can't run forever and so on and so forth. But i really don't want to face this. I found out that I've been very rash recently.
I think I've told people before that i like the feel when I become rash, impulsive. Because it grants me a carefree time. Maybe it be just 10 seconds before i start regretting. But at least, that 10 seconds, i was happy.
As much as i don't want, don't like, don't wish to care. I still do. As much as i try to hide, conceal, i still get seen. Things like these can't be helped. So i would just sit there and sulk. Wear a mask all the time and risk letting people see through. Its tough, but as youngsters nowadays, we don't really care what happens to us do we?
Perhaps its because of some group of idiot trying to prove something and i so hellishly want to prove them wrong. Maybe its this impulse to beat them that i become so crazy. Do things without thinking thrice.
It is true that not everything we want to say or do can be thought over many times, but an impulse to act upon instinct really sucks. Especially the consequences.
To explain what i meant further, this is an analogy.
My plan is to do 'Act a' then do 'Act b' before doing 'Act c'. But when i reach 'Act a', suddenly people keep saying 'Aiya, he confirm will do 'Act b' de la.' Then i will get that goddamn it impulsive to do something else, which in turn spoil all of my plans.
When i realise that would happen, i try to reverse everything and do 'Act b'. Then it gets everyone confused because they can't understand my thinking. Which is perfectly alright. I don't need anyone's acknowledgment on what I am doing.
What i want is to keep that damn impulse away so i can concentrate on my plans. Its really sickening. No wonder there's so many phrases teaching us the horrors of people and gossip.
Suddenly everything becomes a little clear isn't it? Haha.
Fate, the master puppeteer.
Is it out of impulse? I have no idea. All i know is that it landed me into a big dilemma i do not want to face. Of course, people always say, you can't run forever and so on and so forth. But i really don't want to face this. I found out that I've been very rash recently.
I think I've told people before that i like the feel when I become rash, impulsive. Because it grants me a carefree time. Maybe it be just 10 seconds before i start regretting. But at least, that 10 seconds, i was happy.
As much as i don't want, don't like, don't wish to care. I still do. As much as i try to hide, conceal, i still get seen. Things like these can't be helped. So i would just sit there and sulk. Wear a mask all the time and risk letting people see through. Its tough, but as youngsters nowadays, we don't really care what happens to us do we?
Perhaps its because of some group of idiot trying to prove something and i so hellishly want to prove them wrong. Maybe its this impulse to beat them that i become so crazy. Do things without thinking thrice.
It is true that not everything we want to say or do can be thought over many times, but an impulse to act upon instinct really sucks. Especially the consequences.
To explain what i meant further, this is an analogy.
My plan is to do 'Act a' then do 'Act b' before doing 'Act c'. But when i reach 'Act a', suddenly people keep saying 'Aiya, he confirm will do 'Act b' de la.' Then i will get that goddamn it impulsive to do something else, which in turn spoil all of my plans.
When i realise that would happen, i try to reverse everything and do 'Act b'. Then it gets everyone confused because they can't understand my thinking. Which is perfectly alright. I don't need anyone's acknowledgment on what I am doing.
What i want is to keep that damn impulse away so i can concentrate on my plans. Its really sickening. No wonder there's so many phrases teaching us the horrors of people and gossip.
Suddenly everything becomes a little clear isn't it? Haha.
Fate, the master puppeteer.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Biopolis part II
I'm back I'm back!!!
Did anyone miss me xD? (cutie version)
See you guys on monday!!! (Enthusiastic version)
5 days only what. What's the big deal? (dao version)
After approximately 125 hours of separation, I'm finally returned to my original learning ground. (act cheem version)
Okay, that's damn lame. Fine. Well, I finally finished the courses and hope someone missed me but its alright because i would get to see you guys on monday anyway, after all, we've only been separated for 5 days which is no big deal (holidays were longer) and I'm going to be back in my pinky school soon!
Zaiededed.
This 3 days in Biopolis is fun fun fun! We're "trained" in a building named 'Proteos' which focuses mainly on DNA! Learned ALOT ALOT of things. The misconception of 'mutant' was one of them.
I dare bet that if i were to share ALL the information that i learned in this 3 days, not even the geniuses from endurance would be able to fully comprehend. As a matter of fact, personally, i couldn't fully understand either!
Day 1:
Safety seminar which is relatively useless due to the lack of accidents which is ironically a good thing. Speech by the vice-president of the IMCB which speaks Caucasian english that seems harder to understand than Mr white's. So I am grateful.
Basically, what the vice-president shares with us is the program that we'll be going through during our three day. And guess what? I only realise that TODAY. 3 days after he made that speech. Because there's a presentation on today (which is the last day) and i saw the slides similar to the ones in his speech. Inference skills =P.
By the way, the vice-president is a super zaiededed scientist who discovered the 'Hedgehog signaling pathway'. I feel some lost souls. Never mind, i would explain that later.
After the seminar, or rather speech, depending on how chim you would like your english to be, we went to the labs we would be at for three days! Its, Clean and Green with 3 huge bedrooms! Okay, that's the mocca advertisement. Never mind. Its indeed clean, but it isn't green and obviously no 3 huge bedrooms.
White is everything when you see the lab. Got separated into groups and started practicing how to use MICRO-pipettes. The keyword here is MICRO. In school, we would be using pipette that has a volume of 25ml. In micro-pipette, the unit is 'UL'.
Simply speaking, 1ml = 1000ul
And 1000ul is the largest pipette they have there. So imagine us drawing out 19ul of substances. Now that's crazy. But it simply has to be done.
Separated into 3 groups, we proceeded into 3 different experiments, for my group, we were focusing on PCR, 'Smoothened', Hedgehog signaling pathway and Zebrafishes!
Firstly, after lunch, we were to put on our lab coats and gloves, then proceed to the microscopes to separate out the mutant and the wild type (normal) embryos of the zebrafish. If i could upload a powerpoint i think i would teach a million people what i was doing. Seriously, if the schools wants me to present what we learned in IMCB, i wouldn't mind!
After separating out the mutant and wild types (normal), we proceeded to add ENZYMES, now this rings a bell doesn't it? Okay, so we added enzymes so that the embryos would be digested and all that's left is their 'Genomic DNA'. Sounds chim, but its just DNA. I think. Lol.
Then we had to leave the enzymes to digest our embryos while we went up to the Fish facility! To see zebrafishes.
Zebrafishes:
These type of fishes are commonly used in scientific research because they're easy to work on and cheap to rear. Easy to work on being small, and transparent embryos. Easy for observations. Cheap being small (again =P), and each time eggs are laid, there would be lots of them. Plus, they are genetically quite similar to humans, which is why we could use them for lots of experiments concerning DNA.
Placed genetically modified Zebrafishes in tanks for them to mate the next day. We put dividers so they won't get to mate. Haha. So we went home until day 2...
Day 2:
Went up to the fish facilities to see our fishes! Then remove the dividers and watch them mate. Depending on how vulgar you can get, there's a few version.
We went to observe the zebrafishes mate.(1)
We went to see zebrafish porn! (2)
-Censored- (3)
Here's a damn chim part. Must read carefully!
DNA got 2 pair of genes. If you don't know that go back to primary school.
We target the 'Smoothened'(smo) in the 'Hedgehog signaling pathway'(Hh) by adding 'cyclopamine'.
'Cyclonepamine' is a chemical that targets the 'smo' and hence disrupted the 'Hh'
'Hh' is a way that cells communicate with each other.
So when 'Cyclopamine' is added to target the 'smo' which in turns disrupted the 'Hh', the muscles in the fishes cannot develop properly.
'Green Fluorescent Protein'(GFP) is a protein that can attach to muscles cells and illuminate under the microscope. So when the normal fishes have this GFP, the observation would be a green illumination in the tail part.
How we identify the normal fishes from the mutant type is basically by looking for the green illumination. Since the mutant fishes does not develop muscles properly, it does not have GFP and hence does not glow/illuminate.
This is one experiment:
We mate 2 half-mutated(heterozygous) fishes
Mutant gene = -
Normal gene = +
Father fish (heterozygous) = 1 mutant gene, 1 normal gene (-/+)
Mother fish(heterozygous)= 1 normal gene, 1 mutant gene (+/-)
When they mate:
(-/+)(+/-) = (+/+) (+/-) (-/+) (-/-)
So by maths, there should be a 25% (-/-). Which are totally mutant. This will produce what i explained above. That is smoothened targeted, hedgehog signaling affected, muscles not developed, no GFP expression. Simple as that. But i can be quite sure that people are already lost. Hence i shall not go on.
From this blogpost, you can already estimate how chim this whole thing is. So ya, that's my aim =P.
I'm tired.
Did anyone miss me xD? (cutie version)
See you guys on monday!!! (Enthusiastic version)
5 days only what. What's the big deal? (dao version)
After approximately 125 hours of separation, I'm finally returned to my original learning ground. (act cheem version)
Okay, that's damn lame. Fine. Well, I finally finished the courses and hope someone missed me but its alright because i would get to see you guys on monday anyway, after all, we've only been separated for 5 days which is no big deal (holidays were longer) and I'm going to be back in my pinky school soon!
Zaiededed.
This 3 days in Biopolis is fun fun fun! We're "trained" in a building named 'Proteos' which focuses mainly on DNA! Learned ALOT ALOT of things. The misconception of 'mutant' was one of them.
I dare bet that if i were to share ALL the information that i learned in this 3 days, not even the geniuses from endurance would be able to fully comprehend. As a matter of fact, personally, i couldn't fully understand either!
Day 1:
Safety seminar which is relatively useless due to the lack of accidents which is ironically a good thing. Speech by the vice-president of the IMCB which speaks Caucasian english that seems harder to understand than Mr white's. So I am grateful.
Basically, what the vice-president shares with us is the program that we'll be going through during our three day. And guess what? I only realise that TODAY. 3 days after he made that speech. Because there's a presentation on today (which is the last day) and i saw the slides similar to the ones in his speech. Inference skills =P.
By the way, the vice-president is a super zaiededed scientist who discovered the 'Hedgehog signaling pathway'. I feel some lost souls. Never mind, i would explain that later.
After the seminar, or rather speech, depending on how chim you would like your english to be, we went to the labs we would be at for three days! Its, Clean and Green with 3 huge bedrooms! Okay, that's the mocca advertisement. Never mind. Its indeed clean, but it isn't green and obviously no 3 huge bedrooms.
White is everything when you see the lab. Got separated into groups and started practicing how to use MICRO-pipettes. The keyword here is MICRO. In school, we would be using pipette that has a volume of 25ml. In micro-pipette, the unit is 'UL'.
Simply speaking, 1ml = 1000ul
And 1000ul is the largest pipette they have there. So imagine us drawing out 19ul of substances. Now that's crazy. But it simply has to be done.
Separated into 3 groups, we proceeded into 3 different experiments, for my group, we were focusing on PCR, 'Smoothened', Hedgehog signaling pathway and Zebrafishes!
Firstly, after lunch, we were to put on our lab coats and gloves, then proceed to the microscopes to separate out the mutant and the wild type (normal) embryos of the zebrafish. If i could upload a powerpoint i think i would teach a million people what i was doing. Seriously, if the schools wants me to present what we learned in IMCB, i wouldn't mind!
After separating out the mutant and wild types (normal), we proceeded to add ENZYMES, now this rings a bell doesn't it? Okay, so we added enzymes so that the embryos would be digested and all that's left is their 'Genomic DNA'. Sounds chim, but its just DNA. I think. Lol.
Then we had to leave the enzymes to digest our embryos while we went up to the Fish facility! To see zebrafishes.
Zebrafishes:
These type of fishes are commonly used in scientific research because they're easy to work on and cheap to rear. Easy to work on being small, and transparent embryos. Easy for observations. Cheap being small (again =P), and each time eggs are laid, there would be lots of them. Plus, they are genetically quite similar to humans, which is why we could use them for lots of experiments concerning DNA.
Placed genetically modified Zebrafishes in tanks for them to mate the next day. We put dividers so they won't get to mate. Haha. So we went home until day 2...
Day 2:
Went up to the fish facilities to see our fishes! Then remove the dividers and watch them mate. Depending on how vulgar you can get, there's a few version.
We went to observe the zebrafishes mate.(1)
We went to see zebrafish porn! (2)
-Censored- (3)
Here's a damn chim part. Must read carefully!
DNA got 2 pair of genes. If you don't know that go back to primary school.
We target the 'Smoothened'(smo) in the 'Hedgehog signaling pathway'(Hh) by adding 'cyclopamine'.
'Cyclonepamine' is a chemical that targets the 'smo' and hence disrupted the 'Hh'
'Hh' is a way that cells communicate with each other.
So when 'Cyclopamine' is added to target the 'smo' which in turns disrupted the 'Hh', the muscles in the fishes cannot develop properly.
'Green Fluorescent Protein'(GFP) is a protein that can attach to muscles cells and illuminate under the microscope. So when the normal fishes have this GFP, the observation would be a green illumination in the tail part.
How we identify the normal fishes from the mutant type is basically by looking for the green illumination. Since the mutant fishes does not develop muscles properly, it does not have GFP and hence does not glow/illuminate.
This is one experiment:
We mate 2 half-mutated(heterozygous) fishes
Mutant gene = -
Normal gene = +
Father fish (heterozygous) = 1 mutant gene, 1 normal gene (-/+)
Mother fish(heterozygous)= 1 normal gene, 1 mutant gene (+/-)
When they mate:
(-/+)(+/-) = (+/+) (+/-) (-/+) (-/-)
So by maths, there should be a 25% (-/-). Which are totally mutant. This will produce what i explained above. That is smoothened targeted, hedgehog signaling affected, muscles not developed, no GFP expression. Simple as that. But i can be quite sure that people are already lost. Hence i shall not go on.
From this blogpost, you can already estimate how chim this whole thing is. So ya, that's my aim =P.
I'm tired.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Biopolis Part I
Woo! I'm here in the 'workshop' of the biopolis centre. The initials sounds quite vulgar. IMCB. Haha.
Things here and so damn different from our school labs that i can hardly believe it. For example, the workshop with all the computers and tables and telephones are just located behind the labs. In other words, i could just touch a Zebrafish embryo 10 seconds ago and i could be typing here already! Now that's cool =P.
Had quite a few fun activities. The fish-mating process was kind of sian. Don't get the wrong idea. What i meant was that the male fish just goes around biting the bellies of the female fishes (at least that was what it looked like). Then the female fishes will released ovules and the male fishes would just have external fertilization.
Touched lots of mutant embryos!
Now the word 'mutant' i believe means to many people things like unnatural. You would probably be thinking things like turtles standing up and fighting with weapons (TMNT). But well, simply saying, its just organisms whom are genetically modified. So its not that chim after all.
Upon saying that, i have to admit that i don't really understand what all this is about. For example, I have only a rough idea of what is 'Smoothened' after 1 and a half day. Crap.
Things here and so damn different from our school labs that i can hardly believe it. For example, the workshop with all the computers and tables and telephones are just located behind the labs. In other words, i could just touch a Zebrafish embryo 10 seconds ago and i could be typing here already! Now that's cool =P.
Had quite a few fun activities. The fish-mating process was kind of sian. Don't get the wrong idea. What i meant was that the male fish just goes around biting the bellies of the female fishes (at least that was what it looked like). Then the female fishes will released ovules and the male fishes would just have external fertilization.
Touched lots of mutant embryos!
Now the word 'mutant' i believe means to many people things like unnatural. You would probably be thinking things like turtles standing up and fighting with weapons (TMNT). But well, simply saying, its just organisms whom are genetically modified. So its not that chim after all.
Upon saying that, i have to admit that i don't really understand what all this is about. For example, I have only a rough idea of what is 'Smoothened' after 1 and a half day. Crap.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Open house
Open house performance was quite okay, didn’t really screw up. At least for the most part =P. Was quite surprised about something though.
And that’s the fact that, NO DANCERS could make it to school by 7am as instructed. Not even the lady who gave out the instructions. Now that’s impressive. What’s more impressive is that when I stepped into our music room at 7.05am, Sze Hoe was the first and only one there. Now’s that’s the sun rising from the west.
Slacking from after choir to end of day. It’s really, SLACKING. The only work I’ve done is to help MC pack up a little when he’s doing his one-man show due to the lack of responsibility to be punctual. LOL.
-Low profile business (Private & confidential, at least from my point of view)-
English class was better than I expected. Seriously, my English got hope le!!! Yay. Mr whiteway is damn cute =P.
Junhao sits on my left and Gregory on my right. Know what that means? Sharing of information on a single topic -.- That’s not the end. It also means, they’re exchanging information OVER ME. I really should be either transparent or translucent. But too bad, I’m opaque.
One damn cute thing is that Gregory, whose register number (English class de) is 5, sits on my right (as mentioned above…) and I have a register number of 10, while junhao has a register number of 15. COOL.
Imagine from the teacher’s point of view.
-Gregory-Me-Junhao-
- 5 -10- 15 -
COOL!!!
I should really be grateful for having so many cute teachers teaching me!
Firstly, there’s dear Mr Chin Shin Wea, WHO PANGSEHED
Got Miss Choi!!! Super aggressive style of person (she say herself de =P), a little demanding at times but still damn cute!
There’s Mr Chin(another one -.-) soon huat who can hardly bend down to play snooker to be our teacher-in-charge WHO PANGSEHED US too.
Why all snooker teachers have to pangseh us??? Sobs~
Cute cute Mr Sim is there with his super zaiededed general knowledge that I saps like some kind of leech. He’s also damn good at acting and laughing is of no problem if he’s in a happy mood.
And Mrs Janice Lim! Starting damn scared of her. Now, haiz, no need scared le la =P. Unless I didn’t complete her work of course =P.
Mr Tan Bak Seng also very nice de! Unless he’s in a bad mood. Then that’s a completely different case. But other times, damn nice guy!
MR CHANDRA!!! These are MY NOTES!!! Hahahaha. Yay, I have him for this year. Now biology is gonna be an ‘A’ subject =P. Though it already was, but that isn’t the point!
DON’T OFF MY COMPUTER!!! Hahaha. Mr whiteway’s verse. Got me laughing for quite a long time, especially when that ‘Damn it!’ came not long after.
My English got hope le… Haha.
I think, that’s all, at least, FOR NOW. Haha.
I’ll be going for some biology thingy in buona vista and won’t be back in school until like next week? Don’t miss me =P. I think I’ll miss you people more >.<
Wonder why my blogpost suddenly turned out so crap. I should really avoiding sidetracking so much. Now I forgot what’s my main idea. Argh. Whatever.
Will be blogging on Saturday(hopefully) about the biology thingy! Stay tuned!(copy tv de)
It’s all worth it. Trust me.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Open house tomorrow!
Dancing disastrous.
D.D
Great.
Some chest popping action inside some fast moving rhythm. Now that's crazy. Luckily the ladies decided to change some of the steps. Seriously disliked them.
Because... Guys do not so nice, guys can't do it well that easily, and its more of girls' style to wave their assets around. Looks kind of obscene in the start >.<
Haiz. Dancing, not my art man. Actually, I sucks in all kinds of art anyway. Haiz, dancing, singing, drawing, painting. I think I'm better at crapping. Haha.
Saw who would be in the same english class and was quite happy. People that was with me last year aren't here anymore!!! Other than raymond, which is a good thing. In fact, other than the fact that I don't really entertain the thought of being taught, the classmates are a good thing!
Open house is tomorrow. It's almost the whole choir's wish to get more guys. Last year's harvest was pathetic. No offense. A guy a year, doesn't make things clear.
Tomorrow, i want wake up at 5.30am and hope i could get to school by 7am. Wish me good luck! Off to sleep =P. Pray for an insomnia-less night =P.
Ships are safest at port, but that's not why they're built.
D.D
Great.
Some chest popping action inside some fast moving rhythm. Now that's crazy. Luckily the ladies decided to change some of the steps. Seriously disliked them.
Because... Guys do not so nice, guys can't do it well that easily, and its more of girls' style to wave their assets around. Looks kind of obscene in the start >.<
Haiz. Dancing, not my art man. Actually, I sucks in all kinds of art anyway. Haiz, dancing, singing, drawing, painting. I think I'm better at crapping. Haha.
Saw who would be in the same english class and was quite happy. People that was with me last year aren't here anymore!!! Other than raymond, which is a good thing. In fact, other than the fact that I don't really entertain the thought of being taught, the classmates are a good thing!
Open house is tomorrow. It's almost the whole choir's wish to get more guys. Last year's harvest was pathetic. No offense. A guy a year, doesn't make things clear.
Tomorrow, i want wake up at 5.30am and hope i could get to school by 7am. Wish me good luck! Off to sleep =P. Pray for an insomnia-less night =P.
Ships are safest at port, but that's not why they're built.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
School starts!
So school finally started. Quite far from what i expected. Seriously.
I think I'm finally thinking like a hardworking student. Lol. The first day of school in every year i knew was 'slacking', no studies, walk here and there, chat in class, laugh and laugh, see who i miss out during the holidays, well, things like that.
However, first day of school for secondary four, I've always thought that we'll just do a simple commencement service then go to class and began lessons. Seriously.
I know most of you would be thinking 'Siao!' when you read this. Well, whatever, that was what i really thought would happen. I mean, I'm already feeling the pressure of not being able to finish the syllabus, but of course, that, with the structured lessons would form another case. Haha.
Plus, it usually the teachers who worry about things like that. So why am i worrying? Hmmz... Haha.
Quite a lot of revised school rules. Upon first hearing, it DEFINITELY SOUNDED RIDICULOUS. But thinking of it again, I actually find it reasonable. Lol. But the way Mr Tan explained it to us was really a little hilarious. WARRANT OF ARREST. I burst out laughing can?
Then again, i find that it benefits people like myself. Because sometimes really suay suay cannot wake up, then get detention just like that, will feel a bit wronged even though i was really late. I often feel that detention is for people who really are consistently getting into trouble, so a once in a blue moon accident that landed me into detention would get me grumbling for days.
With the demerit point system, i believe i won't land myself into internal suspension, not even for a day. Except for the uniform part. HAHA. But that could be easily settled too. My old shirt was impossible to be kept tucked in due to the such great heights i acclaimed. Now, you won't see me with an left out shirt!!! Plus the tie can be rented. Not tucking in shirts and tieless are the only problem. SO I WON'T GET INTO TROUBLE. Yay!!!
The second day of school was considered slack too.
slack = no lessons.
Dramatic though. VERY VERY dramatic.
Met BigBird early in the morning because i couldn't decipher her mathematics homework. When i see her steps and tried doing, my answer was different, so its either she careless mistake, or i careless mistake, so i would be checking like mad. Then when i find that i didn't make a careless mistake(usually its me), i would be very confused. Because i don't understand. So bo bian, have to meet her.
End up also didn't explain anything, thanks to the mrt trains >.<
First time i took the train to school in 2008 so many things happened.
First, she had to come out of her train instead of me going in since we're trying to keep a low profile(which is impossible, thanks to the many eyes on us -.-), and if i went in there we would be keeping a high profile instead.
So we decided to wait for the next train. Just before the stupid train stopped, we saw ZK, staring straight into us. And i unexpectedly did the most stupid and dramatic thing of moving into another cabin. Even though i know he clearly see us and vice-versa.
2nd dramatic thing is that the train, failed to fully brake at the correct point. So the train can't let us down at Yio Chu Kang, but has to go to Ang Mo Kio. By calculations, we wouldn't be late. HOWEVER, the train missed its position, claimed its a technical fault, and dropped us off at Ang Mo Kio. Haiz...
So we hurriedly moved to the other side and it wasn't so easy. Ang Mo Kio is not like yishun or yck, where you could just turn to the other side and take the train going the other direction, we have to climb up and down literally. Haiz...
So obviously we would be late. Knowing was quite enough already. But dramas don't have this little content do they? Haha. Plus the tone i used above, i think you would guess that more drama is coming up. Hahaha...
Thinking that ZK was our only companion was definitely a mistake. So dramatically, he went to fetch JunHao. GREAT... There goes our low profile. LOL.
The four of us took our time since no matter how we rushed we would still be late. And the damn it demerit point system would take effect immediately on us. WHAT THE HELL. But luckily, the teachers understood =P. So no demerit points for us =P.
Walking up to the hall was a little dramatic with BigBird behind me. Upon entering, many black pupils studded on white eyeballs were on us. SO MUCH FOR LOW PROFILE. What the hell.
Went for the whole day of programming without any lessons. My english teacher is Mr. Brett whiteway!!! I hope that's a good thing =P.
Angel's temptation. I'm tempted.
I think I'm finally thinking like a hardworking student. Lol. The first day of school in every year i knew was 'slacking', no studies, walk here and there, chat in class, laugh and laugh, see who i miss out during the holidays, well, things like that.
However, first day of school for secondary four, I've always thought that we'll just do a simple commencement service then go to class and began lessons. Seriously.
I know most of you would be thinking 'Siao!' when you read this. Well, whatever, that was what i really thought would happen. I mean, I'm already feeling the pressure of not being able to finish the syllabus, but of course, that, with the structured lessons would form another case. Haha.
Plus, it usually the teachers who worry about things like that. So why am i worrying? Hmmz... Haha.
Quite a lot of revised school rules. Upon first hearing, it DEFINITELY SOUNDED RIDICULOUS. But thinking of it again, I actually find it reasonable. Lol. But the way Mr Tan explained it to us was really a little hilarious. WARRANT OF ARREST. I burst out laughing can?
Then again, i find that it benefits people like myself. Because sometimes really suay suay cannot wake up, then get detention just like that, will feel a bit wronged even though i was really late. I often feel that detention is for people who really are consistently getting into trouble, so a once in a blue moon accident that landed me into detention would get me grumbling for days.
With the demerit point system, i believe i won't land myself into internal suspension, not even for a day. Except for the uniform part. HAHA. But that could be easily settled too. My old shirt was impossible to be kept tucked in due to the such great heights i acclaimed. Now, you won't see me with an left out shirt!!! Plus the tie can be rented. Not tucking in shirts and tieless are the only problem. SO I WON'T GET INTO TROUBLE. Yay!!!
The second day of school was considered slack too.
slack = no lessons.
Dramatic though. VERY VERY dramatic.
Met BigBird early in the morning because i couldn't decipher her mathematics homework. When i see her steps and tried doing, my answer was different, so its either she careless mistake, or i careless mistake, so i would be checking like mad. Then when i find that i didn't make a careless mistake(usually its me), i would be very confused. Because i don't understand. So bo bian, have to meet her.
End up also didn't explain anything, thanks to the mrt trains >.<
First time i took the train to school in 2008 so many things happened.
First, she had to come out of her train instead of me going in since we're trying to keep a low profile(which is impossible, thanks to the many eyes on us -.-), and if i went in there we would be keeping a high profile instead.
So we decided to wait for the next train. Just before the stupid train stopped, we saw ZK, staring straight into us. And i unexpectedly did the most stupid and dramatic thing of moving into another cabin. Even though i know he clearly see us and vice-versa.
2nd dramatic thing is that the train, failed to fully brake at the correct point. So the train can't let us down at Yio Chu Kang, but has to go to Ang Mo Kio. By calculations, we wouldn't be late. HOWEVER, the train missed its position, claimed its a technical fault, and dropped us off at Ang Mo Kio. Haiz...
So we hurriedly moved to the other side and it wasn't so easy. Ang Mo Kio is not like yishun or yck, where you could just turn to the other side and take the train going the other direction, we have to climb up and down literally. Haiz...
So obviously we would be late. Knowing was quite enough already. But dramas don't have this little content do they? Haha. Plus the tone i used above, i think you would guess that more drama is coming up. Hahaha...
Thinking that ZK was our only companion was definitely a mistake. So dramatically, he went to fetch JunHao. GREAT... There goes our low profile. LOL.
The four of us took our time since no matter how we rushed we would still be late. And the damn it demerit point system would take effect immediately on us. WHAT THE HELL. But luckily, the teachers understood =P. So no demerit points for us =P.
Walking up to the hall was a little dramatic with BigBird behind me. Upon entering, many black pupils studded on white eyeballs were on us. SO MUCH FOR LOW PROFILE. What the hell.
Went for the whole day of programming without any lessons. My english teacher is Mr. Brett whiteway!!! I hope that's a good thing =P.
Angel's temptation. I'm tempted.
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