I wonder why, but I just felt that today was a waste of time. The lessons weren't boring, but nevertheless I wasn't listening.

I didn't fall asleep at all(though I did doze off in econs). Cause I slept at 10pm last night. So am I supposed to sleep at 10pm every night so I can remain awake in lessons?

The teacher interns said clear tutorials in the weekends so weekdays we don't have to worry about them and could concentrate on lessons. Maybe I could adopt this system, if I don't have to go on some course this weekend.

The holidays are coming, not looking forward to it. I can't bear not to be in school for a whole week, not seeing cyanide.

Guess I'll have to live with it.

Term progress report out. Econs was (U, U). LOL. Unbelievable, I think I could burn the progress report. Oh well.

And my h2 teachers aren't letting me off easily too. All of them wrote I could have done better. I have the potential to do better. I shouldn't be content with just being there and getting a pass.

And all of it, I knew.

I'm sorry, I'm not fit to be a student. I only scrape by my life based on that brain of mind that never stops running.


How do you decide, when its time to act? Which action to carry out, why?