Secretive Friday

Friday, the last day of the common test! Biology! Went into the classroom with a blank factsheet and my pencilbox. And when i received the paper, i flipped open the first page and thought it was kinda hard. Then i moved on and realised they weren't as hard. So think can get about 29 bah... Blank factsheet leh!!!

After bio paper was bio. Kinda stupid isn't it? And mrs choy was telling us that we're supposed to choing more chapter before next year arrives so we can have more time to revise next year. I don't even know if my 'hardworking' spirit will contiune into next year. Perhaps after this EOY i will give up already. Haiz.

So wanted to play soccer to 'celebrate' the end of common tests butbutbut IT WAS RAINING >.<
so sad man. So instead went up to the library to read newspaper... After reading the newspaper, I wanted to walk around since they were still quite alot of time left. And saw junhao & lijia at the staff room. So go over talk talk lor =P.

And I failed my history. Again, second time i failed history, and all is in this year. Maybe really need to go and read the LORMS le lah, i remember i used to write in this format and i never ever failed history in lower sec. So why am i failing in upper sec??? Hmmz.

Assembly was fun! First we had a nice guy to explain the need for us to donate blood... And although we're underaged for blood donation, we can always know the reasons of donating blood and who we'll benefit so that when we're of age, we'll go donate blood. But i don't think i can donate blood next year... Most likely they'll come to our school at about august, september and i wont be 16 yet >.<

Went up to the snooker room to play awhile before choir started, because it was written there '2.30pm' and i abused the 15 mins grace that was given. So i went at 2.45pm after finishing a game with MC. Then the choir people told me choir started at '2.15pm' So i late and no grace was given >.<
Never mind lor, i checked my attendance and realised is ALL PRESENT and 2 LATE. Haiz, so guai man, never pon choir de =P.

And after choir, I had to wait for junhao because he needs to discuss some things with the choir SLs... And obviously im not a SL, so i have to wait outside, but i naively thought that it will only be awhile, so i waited at the second floor. And realised there was a sweet sweet voice laughing and chatting. But that voice was never present before me... Haiz. Perhaps i would prefer to hide behind a wall to hear your voice. Wanted to play soccer because i didn't get to during recess but it was ALSO RAINING... Haiz. But went down anyway, since the rain wasn't big and it was stopping already. And we played soccer in a very pathetic way, because there was only 4 of us, so we went to teh multi purpose court and played street soccer, with only 4 people. Lol.

While playing, big bird called me and i was pathetically holding a black and white phone in my hand while playing soccer. And i betrayed my integrity because i said i would go off immediately when i contiuned until we finished the game. It was a 2-0 when big bird called. And we went off when it was 5-1. Haha =P. Sorry lah big bird. Maybe JiaQi is right,' guy friends, it sucks when you need them nd they just too busy playing.' And i am feeling so guilty now for lying to you and making you wait ALONE at causeway point. awww, forgive me =P.

So junhao and i hurried to causeway point so as to not let ms bigbird wait too long, and partially because we knew we were in 'trouble'. Junhao demanded his dinner when we reached causeway but it was a little late le arh, but we still ALLOWED him to eat his dinner. We are nice de can? But we pressured him to eat damn fast and a dinner can could be peacefully enjoyed over 15 mins became a dinner that was eaten in 7 mins... And whenever junhao wanted to talk, i would shut him off and contiune chatting with big bird... Haha, i am just so bad.

And so we watched 'Secret'... And personally, i think i was one of the worst audience in a cinema... One who talks during the show, if the cinema were full of people like me, the cinema would have to close down liao... Haha. And yah, as many positive comments i've heard, the movie really is nice. And jay chou knows how to present his damn handsome style, that is, when he's playing the piano. Piano is cool lah... I also want to learn~ But i think its kinda too expensive for me! Grr, next time must let my son learn piano, or he'll regret like i do... Haiz.

And so we went home since it was quite late and i realised that bus '969' reaches yishun faster than '169' so maybe the next time i would take 969 =P. And big bird can't snap her fingers =P. And i on the stop before mine, a guy came to sit beside me and started setting up his laptop... And i was considering if i should just stop at a later stage... Or not very paiseh sia, he board the bus set up his laptop and the next stop he has to shift everything because the guy beside him has to get out. Haiz.

Got questioned by my bro when i reached home >.< and when he asked whether i've eaten dinner, i replied yah, without even thinking when actually i didn't... I wonder why hmmz.
And so ate my dinner at 10.45pm... Haha, pretended it was my supper when it was actually my dinner =P.


I wrote everything down as truthfull because i find there no point to lie in one's own blog, but if forced to lie, i would, i seriously would, i have totally no idea why i am suddenly involved with 3 ladies at once, so whoever is freaking saying all those crap, please stop it, call this threatening, bullying, whatever but you're no better. DO NOT FORCE ME TO TAKE DRASTIC ACTION.

The day she was born, 15 years ago...

The 15 years later...

So yea, its her birthday today. And i let it pass just like any other. I am such a failure...
A speech i did not start
A sentence i did not speak
A word i did not utter
A syllabus i did not whisper.
I am such a failure.

And if i gave anyone the impression that i'm planning big. Then this person must be wrong. I am a retarded idiot that cannot plan anything. I can't even draw something nice. I really am a failure.

And im even more of a failure because i can't even do my exams properly. My physics is messed up. And a-maths is muddied-up. The factsheet is written and brought to the classroom only to show the teacher that i got put in effort. I really did not really refer to it lah. And the notes i wrote, i realised, i all know liao, so there's really no use to them.

And for the a-maths, it is a real disaster. For like the first time in don't know how many years, i left a complete blank for a question. Its like, no matter how hard, i will at least attempt to get 1 mark by writing at least 1 statement. This time, i completely gave up. I am really such a failure. Haiz...

And something funny happened during recess. I wanted junhao to pass the present that he took a part in to her. Since i already gave her mine indirectly. And then junhao was like telling me to go to his homeroom to pass him and he wanted to ask me something about a-maths too. So i was like carrying the present around but then damn paiseh so bring my pencilbox along... And then i dun want to meet anyone that is around her on the way up and especially not her. So i avoided the centre staircase, but instead go up a side staircase.

But i stupidly forgot that the staircase i took was the one connecting to her locker. So... Yah... You'll be able to guess out what happened... Met their whole gang of girls coming down. AND LORETTA! Stop it hor! I wanna kill you already arh! Never mind, im too kind to do that. Haiz.

And so went up to junhao's homeroom before i stupidly forgot that its also her homeroom... Haiz... Was like talking about a-maths with junhao then the whole gang came up. I was kinda surprised? But managed to act calm... And BIG BIRD! You do not have the right to question my presence in your homeroom! I am there by 'demand'. Lol.

And i want to thank Mrs janice Lim for persuading me to make specs. But unfortunately, i still will not. Its not that i do not have the money, its not that i think that wearing specs will make me look nan kan. But its really another reason that i don't even know. My intuition just tells me not to make any. And it'll be really weird to see a wolfie wearing specs right? I'll just have to contiune using my 'wolfie eyes'. But i guess im just obstinate. I know im walking towards a very tragic end, yet i am not doing anything to stop it, but instead speeding up the process by being a stubborn wolf. Haiz, i am really a failure.

The original intention of studying after school was geniune, though eventually i did not, because the temptation of snooker is just too big =P. And so, if you could've guessed, i abused my authority AGAIN. And brought people up to the snooker room. Actually is to study, but then started playing, and couldn't really stop. And even though i know if i contiune to abuse my authority, someday i'll get caught, but then, i am just so stubborn that i know i won't ever stop. Haiz I am really a failure man.

And tomorrow i may finally get to catch 'the secret'!!! Yay! Heard quite a lot of positive comments about it sia. Kinda looking forward to it =P.


My last gift is one that no one could give.

And last but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CHIA GEK!

Wondering Wednesday

So its a wednesday that we can afford to report late to school. And thinking of it, its kinda funny. I would never realise its wedneday morning the night before and hence se my alarm usually early. And then i would walk out of my house with the usual fresh air. And everytime without fail i would peek into my neighbour's house. And if i saw my CHEM genius PONG PONG still in his house clothes, i would know that its a wednesday... Lol

And then at school i would realise that we need to wear ties when i see someone somewhere wearing a tie. And then i would wonder if i have brought mine and check. Luckily most of the time i got bring... So DC is not a common thing for it. In fact, i've only gotten it twice in my entire 'career'. And both in this year. So maybe sec 3 is a rebellious year, at least, that's what my chinese teacher always say =P.

Was waiting in the classroom for the inviligator to come in. Somehow or another i think he/she was late. So i go find yy discuss things first... And then came in a lady with so much gutso i was immediately forced back to my seats by my senses. And then this lady waitied for 15 seconds. And apparently, that's the respect limit. So she blew up. And we got scolded for waiting a dear lady wait for 15 seconds without greeting her. And she 'shoot' us all directly and indirectly. I think everyone was shot. In a way or another.

And then came the chemistry paper which i am half confident. I would usually count the marks of the paper first myself. Which question know how to do , which question don't know. Then calcuate the marks range that i may get. So you'll never see me surprised at a test result. But this time, i just practically... Don't dare to do that. I scared i count until fail leh. So i decided not to count at all. Depend on luck bah...

Wanted to finish my 'masterpiece'(i know its sucks, whatever) before i went home. But i thought i would have a lot of time so i procastinated. Which was obviously a wrong course of action. Went to play soccer with the guys first and couldn't really stop. Well, it was kinda fun you see... So end up late! So thank yy for your kind generous offer to forgive me for being late =P.

Thought i may see some people i know in the library but did not see any eventually. But finished my 'masterpiece' in the library while enjoying the comfortable air con. And went back to PLANT my wonderful 'masterpiece'. It is the most sincere thing i can ever think up. I mean, for a person whose art is written in red ink in the report book, you know you can't expect much. YETTTT, i still dare to try leh!!! My courage is commendable.

And people, in case you do not know, tomorrow is HER birthday leh!!! Be prepared to give your gifts!!! And good luck to everyone for ya common tests...


Are you thinking of me now as i am thinking for you?
Are you watching the stars in the dark skies as i am now?
Actually, i already knew the answers to all that...

Monday Monday!

And so i started my day with a angry principal. Apparently someone or some group had given some information about the vandalism and worse, provided photos to the press. And thinking back how we students could have captured the pictures, it linked back to the camera phones and so the whole idea of allowing students to bring phones to school is entirely cancelled. No reconsideration. So we have this clever guy who took the photos and took them to the press to thank. Wonder if they might allow non camera phones =P. Like my unique black and white one =P.

So came the history test and i kinda did it quite badly... I don't know, i don't have factsheet to support me but thinking of it, SBQ also very hard to use factsheet to support leh. So maybe it makes no difference... And the history people were kinda negative towards the paper. So i might see them in the remedial class... We need to get an 'A' to avoid seeing mrs eileen yeo after school... Lol.

Got back the A-maths test paper! And i still retained my 'A1' and was 2nd in class =P. The third was only a mark away... Haha. And i kind of don't really deserve it because i screwed up some parts... But yeah, those were the graph problems... No art blood is liddat de. Or not can get 25 and abv le lor. I can't even draw curve luh. Mr tan wrote there: 'U' shape! not 'V' shape. Lol... Guess my graph must be very 'v'vy...

Brought chem textbook instead of physics... So got a little scolding from Mr Tan bs. And so my eyes problems and getting worse and worse again. And a little look was understood as a stare. Since a look straight into the eyes is a stare... I looked at other places lor... Like on the floor beside mr tan... And i was scolded for not having any integrity, which is kind of true? How many times was i honest and how many times was a lying? I think there's too much lies to count... And so i was under the impression of DC when he kinda took my card. But when he asked us to copy down what he wrote, i thought he'll see the notes and return our cards. In the end, i didn't even let him see the notes and he returned my ez-link card. MR TAN bs! YOU'RE NICE! Sorry for 'staring' at you =P.

Was planning to go to causeway to buy the frame for the puzzle that was not even 1/1000 done. MC kinda wanted to go studying after school but since i was going to causeway with junhao to but the frame, i told him to call junhao if he ever managed to call people and decide where to go. And so junhao and i went for lunch before finding the frames. Halfway through our lunch, MC called and junhao handed the phone over to me... I picked up and i heard, "Junhao arh, tell yan cheng that its cancelled". And i was like shouting to junhao, with the line still on, "orh, yan cheng arh, the thing is cancelled" =P. I am just so naughty =P.

It has seriously been a long time ever since i ate outside food after school. Its a luxury to me sia. I am just so Lang Bei. So we went to look at puzzles and frames but then after hesitating for a long time, i decided not to do the puzzles anymore... I am indecisive man! Haiz. So another gift was chosen instead and it looks nice, at least to me... Lol.

And many many thanks to JunHao. You really rock man. Ignore those idiot who think otherwise. You are a person who'll treat someone nice and with lotsa respect if they do the same to you. You can be the most friendly, wonderful and caring person. And instead of trampling people down, you always try to lift me up. Instead of looking down at me, you actually challenge me and encourage me. You never pour cold water at me, as far as i know, you haven't. I am just so glad and thankful to have a friend like you! Times there were when we're like rivals, challenging each other to beat each other. And the result will almost always be the same. We would both improve and soar in the skies.

I remember the first time that i talked to ms BIGBIRD on msn. When she thought i was wesley from 3 grace... And in order to make her understand who i am, but not telling her straight. I said that i was a rival of junhao. And she understood immediately... But i also remembered that i said, "what makes you think that's the place we're rivals?". Thinking of it, how true it seems man.

It takes at least 2 person to chat.

Hardworking Sunday!

So i went out to study again... Im so guai... Haha. So i was told that we're suppose to meet at 2.30pm at 2.10pm... Get it? And i knew i'll be late so... Met up with the other going to be late guy and went together. And so we went to the mac we're supposed to go to study. But realise that the area was closed off, think because of some event la, then change venue into a cafe... Sound damn high class to me sia, i rarely go into places where people drink coffee & Eat cakes & pies. Im the type who goes to hawker centres, haha...

So Christopher and i went inside the cafe and found JiaQi and JieLin already studying... Hence we quickly sat down and started our mugging. It was much fruitful then yesterday cause we were quiet and studying peacefully... Except for a restless christopher that keeps trying to strike up conversations... Think he's bored la... Cannot blame him. I was however particular impressed at the way the 3 of them write their notes on the factsheet.

The handwriting was so damn small that i couldn't see them without holding up the paper. Hence i decided to do a damn stupid thing. Not writinng on the factsheets at all... Because i believe that they won't help me anyway, the notes can only help by providing information that i could use to prove my point. But if i don't even know why to write the point, the notes are useless anyway. So i think im one of the idiots who chose not to write anything on the factsheets but take things as they come.

So if you're writing on the factsheets and you get lousier than me... Then you'll know that the factsheets didn't really help you =P. And its MONDAY tomorrow. I wonder if there's choir practice thanks to the common test. Hope got bah, though i could really use the time...

So we went to the pasar malam after studying... And chose my beautiful puzzle. Its 1k pieces can? I wonder how im supposed to finish it and the worst thing is... THERE'S NO FRAME!!! So how am i supposed to place it huh? And the frame is big lah so... Walk a step count a step lor. And i think we could get back our english and maths tomorrow! Hopefully... That is... And i really hope that i get more than 32/40! I don't want to lose the bet sia!!! Arghhhh.

A puzzle it shall be
To represent me
Cheap it may be
It really proves how sincere i can be.


Say I can't after I've done it.

Studying Saturday

So i've finally become a littleeee bit hardworking. And i've gone studying with people! Haha... And when it comes to studying, i think i really piss my family off... Especially my brother lah. Should i be sorry? I think i should be =P. Anyway! Thank you bro for nagging at me to create a timetable! But sorry sorry sorry! I insist on not doing it. Which obviously enraged you... But please think in my shoes... Why i insist on not drawing up 1... It is because, I KNOW I WONT FOLLOW IT! No point writing a timetable just to fool your eyes when i know i jolly well dun follow it right??? So yah. I will insist. I will not fool you as much as i can. Im trying to be honest... So please! Understand me. I know you mean well...

So we're supposed to meet at amk lib at 1pm to STUDY! And i was there at 12.55pm, because i don't dare be late liao but then the library haven't open >.<
So i see mobs of people crowding at the door. And the very second the door started to open, about 20 people rushed up the stair to the second where there are tables for you to study. So i think everyone's choing to study! Singaporeans rock man. All so hardworking! Haha. And so i waited for the others to come and in the moment... Went to look for the books! Haha... But i couldn't find them >.<

And so mc came shortly after and is till couldn't fine the book... When to find the other book by the same author and still CANNOT FIND!!! Grrr. What the hell man? And so JuinLi and JiaQi came. Though i wasn't really expecting JiaQi, i wasn't surprised at all... I wonder why? Anyway, so we went to a corner to study... Because all the tables was taken shortly 1 minute after the lib opened so yah... We had to sit on the floor. And luckily MC did bring the bio book i wanted. And as expected. I didn't understand a shit until i read that textbook... Haiz.

So we started on our studies. With JuinLi on her history, JiaQi on her 'teens', MingChuen on his geog and me on my bio. After like reading 1 chapter, JieLin arrived. And she joined in the studying... With history too! And so we were guai students sitting at a corner of the library studying... Until someone got bored and stopped. And soon, almost everyone stopped... With me still contiuning! Im guai can? And JieLin too... And the other 3 was slacking already because they were going to study tomorrow anyway.

After a seemingly long study session(for me)... We went to macs for the treat of ice cream that MC promised the girls... And so i am not a girl am i? So i treat myself lor... And so we were eating ice cream when i realised... Girls tend to eat ice cream slower... Maybe is don't dare open mouth too big! Later ruin image! Haha... And for MC who eat fastfood often, of course eat ice cream damn fast lah... And then there's me... Followed closely by JiaQi, and then JuinLi, and last but not least... JieLin! So mc took a second serving and JieLin hasn't finished her first. And then JuinLi took her second serving too... And finished slower by JieLin's first by a little...

Haha, after the 'ice cream session', we went to relieve childhood and played with the swings... And long legs doesn't mean swing higher can? In fact i can't even swing very high... Perhaps body too long, no aerodynamics... Haha... And i don't really like the feeling of swings... When i swing to a certain height, i'll stop because i'll get a little scared... Then JieLin has to return home and she ran for the bus from the playground... And the bus uncle was kinda crapped? She run until the bus le, then the uncle close the door and drive off... I sympathise(whats the correct spelling arh?) with her leh...

And so we were left there doing nothing and just sitting around. Not even chatting lah... And we couldn't find anyone who'll contain 4 idiots who wants to play mahjong in their house. Lol. Perhaps mahjong can really get people addicted. Lol.

So we went to Yishun SAFRA instead. To play pool! And we cheated the vendors' feelings by saving balls... We eventually got caught though... And were 'chased' out. But anyway, i could actually hit in balls sia. Guess pool is really easier than snooker. Haiz. But then as compared to pool pros... Im nowhere near >.<

So MC had to go too... Haiz, but then decided to go to budiman's house after the pooling and was under the impression of he having a mahjong table AND set. And as we proceeded to his house... I was told that he lived in BLOCK 405! And so i leaded the 2 ladies to 407 when we were told we're at the wrong place. Turns out that its supposed to be BLOCK 415. Walao! Make me feel so stupid and sorry for bringing to the wrong place. End up is people hear wrong... Haiz. And so we were told budiman didn't have a mahjong set after all, he however had a carrom set, which we played.

And i totally sucked at it. Thinking of it, i used to be quite zai when i was in KINDERGARDEN! And now im like a piece of shit. Haiz. And JiaQi owned us all while budiman kinda fouled and fouled. Damn funny lah... I was like the average guy and then foul occasionally and scored occasionally. So everyone was tired and we all went home... What an eventful day man?


Clever in all ways, genius in none.

Boring Friday...Zzz

So its another boring day, i so miss going out with friends. Staying at home for the whole day is a boring activity that i used to like until i met friends! And so im still rotting to death. So lazy that i couldn't get the motivation to study nor to write out the notes for our factsheet. >.<
i want to go out and study tomorrow! but wonders if anyone can make it. Haiz... You Xin Wu Li.

And i was mentioned as a "tall, thin, undersized-shirt, biganddarkscary-eyed guy". Zzzz. So perhaps im too tall, too thin, wears too much undersized-shirt and has biganddarkscary-eyes. It ain't my fault can? Except for the undersized shirt part... Someone said that my eyes are TOO BLACK... Is that such a shit? How can things be TOO BLACK? Black is a colour that absorbs all light and hence does not reflect any. If you hard a 'too' in front... It means that it absorbs TOO much light... Which is impossible since it already absorb ALL light that is shine upon it. So don't ever use TOO BLACK outside. Very sia suay de.

Sorry to everyone that i've sent the virus to. I really really did not mean to do that. The computer rebelled and found another master to pledge loyalty to. So every few hours or so it will receive order from this master and hang my screen there and attempt to send that virus to someone else while i can only sit there and see my friends die. I really have to find this master and kill him! Grrr. When i suffer, the last thing i ever want is to spread the suffering... Which is exactly what this master is doing now. Spreading the virus that contaminated me... Zzz. But worst of all, i am scared that i will send her the virus. I can't imagine, or rather don't dare imagine the consequences...

And reinstalling msn DOES NOT solve the problem. That totally sucks. Because the only option left is to reformat the computer which is a damn troublesome thing and it means i'll be grounded from the computer... ZZZ. Anyway, the computer's getting boring, so perhaps it ain't such a bad thing after all! But the only reason why the computer's getting boring is because i don't dare to do anything in case it 'awakens' the virus...

Happy holidays to anyone who reads this and please do not receive anything that i send you unless stated safe. I do not wish to bring harm upon anyone else anymore.


I already forgot what i was once like... The me before everything started, can i just wake up as if im in a dream and return to my previous state?