Another blogpost. Lol

Sorry for being quite irregular on the posts. Things seem to happen in this way:
either they don't ever happen, or they come like some tornado.

Maybe that's why jay chou's song makes sense. Haha. So nothing really happened until today. And i know, if i don't update today, i might not be able to until like Monday? So better update today =P.

At first, planned to go for choir and then just go home and be a good student that tries to complete their homework. Then came the calls for soccer. So soccer. Before choir. Now that's a little crazy here and there. Soccer early in the morning. I can't believe i got out of bed in the first place. Lol.

I heard someone overslept until 12+ =P.

Scoring 1 goal in a soccer game in an event that could be effectively be described by the proverb/phrasal verb known as 'Once In A Blue Moon'.

Scoring 2 is my personal record. Hahahaha... At least with them. Lol. I'm famous for not being to deliver what's expected as a footballer and therefore no one cares about me since they know i won't do anything. Lol. Which is true 99% of the time. But there's always the 1% =P.

Went for choir and see dear ms yee like after a month? See as humorous though. 我自认甘拜下风. And another once in a blue moon thing happened. Ms yee played a game with us -.- Simple game that i believe most of us have played before though. and just when people thought it has nothing to do with choir, it does indeed!

Erm, i just realized i have no idea what the game is called. LOL. Its just the 'my bonnie lies over the ocean...' then squat stand at the 'B's. Clap at the 'M's. Abit no link to choir. Lol. but the link actually is that when we're concentrating on squatting/standing/clapping, we actually heck care about the pitch(we're supposed to sing and squat/stand/clap), but then it actually holds. we don't change the pitch or whatever and well, its good, somehow?

Also, she incorporated self-conducting. Will look a little stupid but well, it helps with the singing, so okay lor. Just thick-skinned abit. Sometimes, i suspect, I'm very good at being thick-skinned =P.

After choir, very fortunately meet until Bigbird. Okay, i admit, i more or less expected her to be there. Lol. Then slacked in bookshop and i finally got my school socks. i believed i queued at the bookshop for 3 times before i finally got them. Aww...

Eat some finger food that i never ate before with BigBird and just walked around in amk hub. Because i saw the guys at the canteen when queuing with BigBird in the bookshop, i realized they must have gone to play lan as that is their usual hangout after soccer. And since i have nothing to do at home(other than that big pile of homework that i have miserably failed to complete) i decided to pay them a visit, and played a little too.

And homed sitting here blogging!!! Yay. I lead a sometimes meaningful life!!!


Some theories don't apply all the time.

Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all!
Here's a piece of advice, if you want to be in a merry mood, don't continue reading. I scared later spoil your mood, from merry, merry Christmas, to sadded, sadded Christmas. Lol.

So, did a mini-countdown(2 persons involved only) for Christmas. On the phone somemore. Haha. Guess i don't need to say who is it. You all guess also can guess tio. Chatted till 2am. Lols. If you knew how to count, you would know how long that phone call lasted. Haha.

Sometimes, really find things weird. Everyone, i believe has always some sort of planning up there in your head. You would plan to do things this way, do this first, do that later, plan what time you would do what. Plan where you would go on what day.

Frankly speaking, one who doesn't plan at all is fully equivalent to a fool. However, we are still human after all, not everything the things you plan go according to the way you planned it. Things do go wrong. But as far as you would know, things that go wrong are due to the fact that they did not go according to plan. Which is why they go wrong. Right?

Simply speaking, things go wrong when they do not go according to plan.

However, have you ever experienced things when they go more or less according to plan but does not really succeed? You think this this this would happen if you do that that that. So you do this this this and that that that doesn't happen. Weird isn't it? I'm sure everyone has more or less experienced this. Too bad, this isn't what I'm referring to.

What I'm trying to say is that, you expect that that that to happen if you do this this this. You've planned far and you are 100% certain that would happen. Calculated the maximum casualties and still decided to go ahead with this this this.

And of course, if you calculated and planned that much, that that that happens. But when that that that happens, you suddenly feel everything is wrong. And you don't even know what is wrong. Nothing is supposed to be wrong! Everything went according to plan. Why would the end product be so weird even though its expected?

Until now, i still don't understand. I've thought about this for days and days. When the things i planned doesn't happen, i don't mind if i failed. But, really, its exasperating.

明明就是对的，怎么会错成这样?
明明就是我要的，为什么却不是真真想要的?

Please, someone enlighten me. But i shall say first, i would not tell anyone, at least currently, what i planned and how things were wrong.


有些是我没说，但我有感觉
有些是我没说，但你有感觉
有些是我没说，但你知道结果

Long Hours in school

Hurray! So sentosa was canceled. Didn't realize. Feel so stupid >.<

Went to school anyway, according to my plans, other than the fact that my plans included being late for sentosa which did not happen because its already canceled -.-

So went to meet BigBird at admiralty because she was late and i was early because i don't want to be late due to the fact that i know i would be late for sentosa. Okay, that's super crap. Long time no see BigBird. Haha. Plans always canceled last minute. Guess that's the way of life...

Met the incoming sec1 crowd. And saw ym's sister at the same time. They look quite alike! Don't know is it a good thing for me to not look like my brother. Haha.

Was supposed to buy schools socks because i feel damn guilty for not wearing them since the extended lessons started. While BigBird is supposed to be inside the bookshop to buy her books. That's what the 'bookshop' is for anyway. To buy books. Lol.

Then the auntie there disallowed her staff to serve anyway FA people because they already had a huge crowd. HAHA. In case you didn't know, BigBird is under FA, so by right, she is not supposed to be served. But the kind kind cashier still served her because BigBird already took her books. It actually takes more time to sort them back in, so in a way, the cashier's clever! Haha.

Went to the uniform side due to this and that. And on the way, we met our gracious principal. And due to the fact that i was completely wearing outside clothes which also meant that the school had no idea how to identify me as a student and that meant that i may be a terrorist trying to bomb the school hence i was lectured.

The above was an excellent example of how to beat around the bush before getting to the main point which is actually just 3 simple words.

Then end up the uniform classroom was not opened -.- Wasted a lecture. Lol. Haiz. life's like that.

Went back and encountered the auntie, and made a little girl whom i suppose is coming to our school next year laugh like mad. she tried to hide it, to no avail, because, as you might have guessed, the scene was really damn funny. But too bad, I'm not going to describe the scene. Not sharing the laughter =P. I'm a selfish freak. So be it.

Was planning to head to harbourfront for the sentosa trip and was smsing Jill as a courtesy to tell her that I'll be late, and that was when i received the news that the trip was canceled -.-

So homed and remembered that there was supposed to be a soccer game today. But i didn't know the time because i did not reply YingHui, thinking that i wouldn't be going anyway. Now's that retribution. Rushed home and LUCKILY, Mc was still online =P.

Realized i have to choing back to school in an hours' time. Lol. And was a little late due to my lunch but what was supposed to be expected but i forgot to is that fact that guys are mostly late. So ladies, marry one who isn't, he'll stand out in a crowd, not by height i hope =P.

Walked around, visited the dunno how many months never visit de bubble tea shop and had a drink so sweet i thought another cup would be disastrous if you were considering diabetes as a disease.

Went back and finally started playing. Long time no play. Noob as ever, green with envy as ever, felt stupid as ever. Managed to do nothing much as ever. But i scored a goal =P. Once in a blue moon accomplishment. So must write out. Haha!

Since the other guys always had a habit of visiting a lanshop after soccer games, i decided to go along with the crowd and go with them since i don't really have anything on. At least, at that time, that was what i thought. Haha. Then i realized what 'wrong' meant.

Got thrashed because I'm a noob(as usual) but got our revenge in the 2nd match because Mc was a pro and started receiving calls that i didn't expect to come and didn't want them to come too since i only have 1 bar left(battery). Still can't believe i survived the calls. Impressive isn't it? My phone rocks!

Due to an eavesdropping idiot sitting beside me when we're playing dota, i was mocked, harassed, vexed and felt stupid. Attempts to counter were futile. Oh by the way, that idiot is mc. He, having lady luck smiling so widely at him, hit jackpot and got what he wanted when all he has to do was to get down the train and wait for the next one.

Lucky dude. First he got away with harassing me and got exactly what he wanted but still did not stop harassing me and explaining was futile with an idiot like him who doesn't understand sense but was good at talking to guys unless useless when it comes to ladies.

I shall stop defaming him.
*Clarification*- The above about lim ming chuen is an EXAGGERATED VERSION. In other words they were true, only DAMN exaggerated.

Went off with BigBird(yes, again, any problems?) while i dumped mc with jielin. Rings bells? Lol. I'm trying to make it as not not so obvious as possible in the above. Saving finale. haha.

Chongpang was our destination. Went to the optician for BigBird's specs and trying damn hard not to give in when she wanted me to try on specs and so on. I gave in once lor. Should i scold myself weak? Lol.

Dinner for her because i don't want to eat. No, its not because of the figure, don't worry, i know my figure very nice =P. She tried out Ben's parents' stall. Suddenly felt guilty, don't know how many years since i ate from their stalls, must be at least 3 or 4 years. Guilt is overcoming me. Lol.

We were inconsiderate people who did not leave the table even though its peak hours and there are lots of people who can't find seats. Instead, there we were, chatting until the peak hour was over. LOL.

Was walking to the playground when we have to pass by a very short distance of darkness. And i, being a jerk, scared BigBird until she flew back 2 or 3 steps. LOL. Add that with screams and a heavy pat to the back(that's a very nice term). Lol.

Swings are for swinging. But being a long-legged freak like myself, a short swing is very hard to swing because my speed will always be reduced thanks to the friction caused when my damn long legs touch the ground even though i tried damn hard not to let them touch.

So i just let BigBird swing while i slowly sit and just sing then later walk here and there, chat even though we already chatted damn lot at the hawker centre. And we behaved super like a couple at the bus stop and i believed everyone at the bus stop thought we were a couple already. Details? Not sharing, maybe BigBird will put up, so go her blog for a try lor. haha.

This is the 28th paragraph. Oh, its a long day...


Maybe I'll start writing tomorrow.

The Cycle.

You can't imagine how happy i was when i looked at that letter. $150 only it may be. Some might even find it a sum so little it shouldn't even be brought up. However, i was still all smiles.

At least, that letter proved something. Hard work didn't go to waste. Haha. Actually also not really hard work. Just attempt to study. It does pay, literally. That's what the GPA is for anyway. Haha.

Looking back, at the start of the year, the aim was only to pass all subjects. Thanks to last year's experience, i was super confident of that target. Since i proved to myself that the only subject that i can never pass no matter how hard i tried was 'art', passing all others should be quite easy. And so that was the impression at that point of time. It was enough. Its important not to be so ambitious when you're me.

Then i realized, no, its not enough. It cannot be. If it is, i would die a terrible death. But well, too late. I thought. It always seem too late. Then I'll go into the never ending cycle of draining into death.

Always start to feel that I can study finish everything within a month and try to start. Then will start to feel that there is not enough time. And the pressure starts getting higher and higher. Of course, it isn't supposed to be so high. I'm not even supposed to be hardworking. Haha.

With high pressure on my head all the time, i will start to try to de-stress. Which is disastrous since the time i use to de-stress i will feel that it actually delays my progress that leads to even more pressure, then even more time used to de-stress, followed by more pressure and the cycle goes on. At least, until i break down.

Well, that's why i failed a-maths. Seriously, that's the reason. I know it clearer than anyone else. Too much stupidity in the brains. Haha. Sometimes, that's also the reason why i always fail the last subject. Haha.

So every time, the same disastrous thing happens. Its kind of irritating, having to go through it every year. 3 years already. Hope i won't experience it next year. Haha.

Btw, in lower sec, the last subjects are always 'art'. HAHA. Not a coincidence. Not at all.

And all these are actually caused by something else. That is, the december holidays. Believe it or not.

Sometimes, really feel like a 败家子. 整天在家无所事事,浪费光阴. Plus, the brain always turns upside down. The lifestyle always turns upside down. I wonder why. I would result to waking up everyday at 11am without an alarm and 10am with one. Many people might find it normal, okay. But i don't. Seriously i don't.

I have this super uber strange erm, habit? I don't know what is it. Every monday. During schooldays that is, every monday, IF i overslept, i would oversleep for the WHOLE WEEK. IF i managed to wake up early, i would wake up early for the WHOLE WEEK.

That is super disastrous. And holidays... Haha. Everyday die lo. Confirm late for everything. Haha. Plus, i would always try to sleep before 11pm everyday. Now i can't even sleep if its earlier than 12am.

Really, the whole lifestyle is turned upside down. Its kind of self-destruct in progress. When school starts, i would spend the first month tuning myself back to 早睡早起. Then i think i would miss out everything that has been taught in the first month then use the second month half learning those taught in the first month half learning those taught in the second month.

So when the common test in march comes, I would see so many failures that i start making plans inside my head to study. Then my mid-year would be average, average. Which leads to slacking and the 2nd common test would also have lotsa failures. And then the pressure builds up for EOYs. And well, that's the cycle. Hahaha...


Possibilities of many lie ahead,
Shutting myself to none in wait.

Choir!

Met up with the choir people for acapella practice. Apparently performing for open house. Well, not really a genius in acapella. Not even good enough to be an idiot. The sense of pulse is so, mixed up. I can never know when I'm on time, or off time for that matter.

Which lead me to believe one thing.

Singing lead is so much easier.


You don't have to care how the others have doing since everyone's rhythm is different and you can just happily sing your way through. You don't have to adjust your speed to match the others. The others match their speed to yours. Now that's cool.

Something tells me initially that its Gladys idea to sing this acapella piece. Reason being, she's a fan of jay chou. Then when i see Jill, It just changes everything.

So... Be prepared for the choir item during the open house!!! Eh, got beatbox de leh =P.

Went up to view how the snooker room is doing and i suddenly am confused. Here are my observations:
1. Other than tearing down the gates, nothing else had been moved.
2. The wall being built up to replace the gates was the same format as the ACE room, in other words, a type of design for air-conditioned rooms.
3. The window side has not been touched AT ALL supported with the fact that the holidays are ending already.
4. The ACE room has not been touched.

And this lead me to thinking that snooker is not going to close down after all. Which greatly contrasts to the statements i received DIRECTLY from the security guards. As far as i remembered they said that BOTH the snooker room AND the AceRoom are going to be converted into classrooms. HOWEVER, that is not the case.

So it leaves me in a very puzzled state. Maybe you would scold me for being 无中身有. But well, that's my observations and i believe what i see. Then it leads me to thinking BangLian's statement of not being able to obtain the key because snooker is closing down.

Now thinking of it, not being able to obtain the key may be a temporary measure as there would be construction done to the snooker room, in other words, they cannot afford to have students playing snooker while the workers are trying to tear down the door. And it made perfect sense. Which leaves me doubting the security guards words only.

So lets wait till school reopens.

And my english assignment is too pathetic to be true. Mr white sent me 5 email regarding the matter of REJECTING my assignment. Haha. Really sucks at english. I think we both pekcek already.

The lastest one wrote:
Spot the differences between your question and the other ones

Your format is all wrong

Assignment STILL rejected. Re-submit.

And i had no idea how i could have been laughing at that email.

And oh yah, MingChuen is back from korea!!! Hahaha.

I didn't even realise he was gone -.- until i felt it was strange that he hasn't been online for days and checked his blog. LOL.

Same for junhao =P. Didn't realise he go genting sia. And now they're both back. YAY!


金玉其外，败之其中

Taste

Discovered something about my taste when i was shopping for shoes today. And that is...

I really really have a very very GAY taste.

Didn't realize. Honestly. I mean, I seeseelooklook, then realize the colors i like on shoes are pink and light blue. Which is like so for girls? Omg @_@ I'm stunned.

Finally bought shoes without pink or light blue. No purple either... Hahaha. I think its a waste for me not to be girl sia. So tall, 身材 so nice =P. Although i no curves =P.

Pretty impressed by the amount of sports shop in that single shopping centre known as 'Queenstown shopping centre'. Walk in, see 1, next door, see another, followed by many 'anothers'. My conclusion was that there was AT LEAST 7 shops selling sport shoes or jerseys there. Its... CRAZY! How they fight business sia? Lol.

But well, its no wonder actually la. This is something to take note if you very want to become entrepreneurs in the future. If your shop is located next to a shop which sells merchandise largely similar to yours, you will be fighting in terms of business.

HOWEVER, When there is more than just 2 shops fighting each other, it actually brings in MORE people. Because people are erm, more attracted to places like this. People like more choices, and a large amount of shops selling almost the same things would let people go shop to shop to compare prices, quality, so on and so forth.

It is true that when there are so many similar shops around you, more customers will flood in. But the fact that if your products are erm, lets say, more expensive, lower quality, you would only get lots of window shoppers. No buyers.

I always thought i was more or less a person who is so SUAKU then i don't know everyone and hence always felt that meeting someone on the streets on a coincidental basis is very rare. BUTBUTBUT, yesterday see gladys. Today guess who i saw?

Miss Prudence Lim

I think i said in the last post that if i would try to ask where people are going if i ever met them on the streets. Er, this case hor... I didn't leh... Hahahah. Didn't even say 'hi'. Thinking of it now, abit rude sia...

Later she murder me when we get back to school =P. Luckily my chemistry not bad... Phew =P.
Think i need to go self-study abit more liao!!! HAHAHAHA.


Irony attracts more attention than logic.

MORE thinking, maybe I'm going nuts >.<

Sometimes, I really do feel as if i have a personality split. I don't know if others feel it too. Or rather I'm just too lazy to ask. It seems pretty weird isn't it?

For someone to really have a personality split, they actually won't know. Haha. So since i think i got, i must be don't have. Hahahahah. So maybe it isn't a personality split after all. Maybe just extreme behaviors? I shall leave it as that for that now.

So extreme behaviors... Hmmz. Maybe patience is one of them? It always sets me wondering, how come i can sometimes wait like for 30 minutes and can still smile while other times i can just flare up when people are only 5 minutes late? And by the way, I'm not referring to SOMEONE in particular, i meant GENERALLY.

Sometimes, I'm so lazy that i can just skip lunch and live on with it. Sometimes, i go to extreme extents that i can't believe myself. How come suddenly so hardworking? Nothing drives me. Seriously, for me, its always all talk no action. Or at the MOST, its 3 minute heat. TOO BAD.

Its also damn funny when i heard that i have interested in everything and not interested in everything. Hahahaha. By 2 different people. So maybe their opinions differ. But to this extent i think there's some truth in it... Lol.

My neighbour said that, I, this kind of people, EVERYTHING also want to learn! From piano to archery to psychology to astrology to geography. Truly trying to 上知天文，下知地理. Haha.

Then his brother, which is also my neighbour by the way, said that, I, this kind of people, EVERYTHING also NOT INTERESTED de. Everytime suggest thing for me to do. Then I'll always give a "Not interested". In fact, i believe i gave that too many times, which is why he said i everything also not interested.

Actually, i was supposed to be writing this post yesterday, so i had all my thoughts and the 'feel' to write then. Then my mum came to interrupt me and check her stocks which my brother took over to play dota and then it never comes back to me.

My point is: I've lost my thoughts. I forgot what I want to write. So that's all i can give, at least for now.

Oh yah, today i just repeated what i tried to tell myself not to repeat. I forgot to ask someone i met where they were going, AGAIN. This time, its gladys. I saw her at sentosa -.- And i forgot to ask her where she was going. Really damn bad habit. Should try try try to change it.


人太高了，想要来去无踪，完全不可能

Swimming!

Went to swim finally. It's been ages since i swam. But well, guess i still know how to swim =P.

One thing i realised though is that i really hunch too much, as in normal life. So when i swim, i have to look forward and cannot afford to hunch in the water. Which results in neck and shoulder pain >.<

And i started feeling the pain from the 2nd lap onward -.-

Rarely swam so much since i never go alone and are always with friends or family. But this time, i was so bored that i just keep swimming. Sounds kind of weird doesn't it? Bored until keep swimming. Haha.

In case you're wondering how come i would be so bored, i went with my brother and HIS friends. Then they're a bunch of 20,30 year olds while i this 15 year old down there gong gong nothing to do.

I realized i have a super super super ugly tan. Limbs all black, bodies all white. Must be that time that kayaking >.< How come still haven't recover?!?!?!

Since its my brother with HIS friends, of course they would want to play dota if it isn't too late yet. And as we walked down a stretch of road... We saw 4 lanshops!!! crazy sia. Then came the super interesting story of the lanshops.

First one,
Members ONLY.
To become a member, please submit a photocopy of your IC and your particulars.
It takes 3 days to process.

And there we were. Gong diao. So hiong eh lanshop also got. Hahaha.

Second one,
Members ONLY.
Full slot, so cannot play

Third one,
No need to be member.
Small squeezy.
Got 1 more reason, but dun dare write, later government come sue me.

Last one,
No need to be member.
Spacious.
Cheap.

OUR CHOICE! Lol. The first two are really really damn exaggerating. ESPECIALLY THE FIRST ONE. Takes three days to process -.- What? Copy jack neo movie arh? Or credit card style? Walao eh, three days to process... Hahahaha.


这些到底是说不出的话，还是不肯说的话
我早已分不清

Another day

Holidays seem to a little boring. Especially when your computer on the verge of crashing, and there's no choir practice to go to. There's no snooker room to go to. Everyday its like slacking at home.

Anyway, took up reading again. Its pretty ironic. Really. The person who wanted me to read 小说 says that guys who read them are gay -.- Then why still call me read sia? At first don't want read still forced by you to read. Now you say its gay -.-

Eh, not easy leh! I like finally flipped through 50 or so pages of that book. Its in 繁体字. Which is basically the 'chim-er' form on our chinese now. I never knew my chinese was still bad until i started reading. Every few pages i would see a few words i have no idea what is it. And that's not including 'meaning guessing'.

In case you're wondering whats 'meaning guessing', its reading the words before and after to guess the meaning of this particular word. Its pretty useful, when you're encountering a whole new series of unknown words. Haha.

And I've finally started studying!!! I am just so proud of myself. Biology!!! Haha.

Here's a way to confuse your friends. Verified(I tested it on sheryl =P).

Anabolism + Catabolism = Metalbolism
Anabolism = Build up simple substances
Catabolism = Break down into simple substances

So, normal people would use logic to think that;
Metalbolism = Build up + break down into simple substances, which by the way, makes no sense AT ALL. Haha. So most probably they would probe a little more and you could beat around the bush and make him/her go crazy. But of course, you have to study the textbook first, or i think you would go crazy yourself first. Hahahaha.

投名状 will start screening tomorrow! Anyone interested???

Was lunching with my neighbour just now and a funny thing happened.
Ben: So how? You everyday at home play maple arh?
Me : No? Who so no life?(VERY naturally)
Ben: *STARES*
Me : OOPS, forget you at home play maple all the time =P.
Ben: Say until very naturally hor?
Me : Er... Er... Er...
Hahahahaha. Its really hilarious.

钱不是万能的，但是，没有钱是万万不能

Horoscope!

Hmm. So saw the horoscope thingy on jiaqi's blog and decided to try it too. And btw, its TOTALLY based on horoscope ONLY. So don't bother typing out your name or trying different birth dates if its in the same sign.

Well, i must say, its pretty accurate for me. In fact, as far as i know, all the horoscopes that are generated seem to apply to be pretty much accurately. Maybe I'm the super predictable guy? Hahaha.

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

SO. As you can see, it reads EXTREMELY adorable. Which i disagree. However, I'm also EXTREMELY intelligent. Which i feel a bit embarrassed about since I'm not THAT clever. Just a little clever =P.

Loves to joke, meaning humorous, is obviously true. Since I'm forever joking. Okay maybe not forever, but well, you get the point. I hope?

Energetic. Erm, as for this. I tend to disagree. Because i ain't high all the time. So not really energetic. Plus, I've got a very lousy stamina. Which is why i never ever engages in sports for too long. But well snooker, IT NOT STRENUOUS!

For predicting future. Its kind of a half half. Yes i do try all the time. But i do not succeed all the time. Mostly i do though. But well, they never ever turn out the way i wanted it even if i expected it. So i would give this a half half!

GREAT kisser is definitely an unknown. I still got my virgin kiss =P. So I won't know if I'm GREAT at it =P.

Always get what they want is most of the time not true. Because I'm a very unlucky guy... Well, so...

Attractive is not for me to comment and easy going can be a little hard at times. If you know me well, i do actually make things difficult for people that i seriously don't like. So easy going might not suit me that much. Plus, i am very anti-social when they are people I'm not comfortable with around. So...

Love those who love them is a definitely. I don't reject people, as much as i can. So this part is true!

Talkative is 100% true while romantic is not for me to comment either. I sort of think that I'm kind of boring to be with actually...

Brave and fearless is 60% untrue because i do fear a lot of things and i am not giving examples. Brave is not a word to describe because i never ever wants to face the music, which is where brave is not applicable.

Loves to take things at the center is true. But i don't know how to apply or explain. Haha =P.

Inner beauty is erm, not really and physical beauty is a definitely NO. So i guess this one is ruled false too!

Lies but doesn't pretend is definitely true. Its the same as, never telling the truth yet always sincere. It applies please =P.

Very passionate and dangerous. I don't know how do you consider 'passionate' so i think that isn't really true and dangerous. Hmmz... Maybe when you step on my tail? Not literally by the way.

Wild at times. Eh, TRUE! But the people around me will have to be wild also la. I can go crazy. More than once a day!!! Hahaha =P.

Playful but secretive. Now is this one of the truest statements. If you think that I'm not playful, i can tell you to go and die. As for secretive... Hehe...

Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Firstly, my english vocabulary doesn't allow me to understand the meaning of temperamental. So i shall not comment on that. Emotional is erm, quite true i think cause people always come and "Why so emo?" me.

Can hold their own. This means independent right? I'm pretty independent! Believe it or not =P.

Stands out in a crowd. Now this is damn funny. OF COURSE I STANDS OUT IN A CROWD. The crowd is mostly shorter than me. SO OF COURSE I STAND OUT!!! Hahahaha.

Essentially very smart. Lols. Of course =P.

Movie!

Thou shall try to update thy blog as often as the computer allows. Or the mood allows. Haha =P. In fact, its actually when both allows =P.

Computer is hanging less often. But its still as troublesome. Its amazing how i find the way to make it work properly. Though that takes like a damn long time. And by the way, it may only be like 2 minutes. But if i want you to do NOTHING for 2 minutes. You will think its damn long. Law of relativity. Blame the physics guy. Haha =P.

Went for movie today. Was damn stupid. I know that from Yishun to Sembawang takes roughly 3 minutes or so. So went the tv screen at yishun said '8 minutes' to arrive(marina bay direction), i decided that the immediate Jurong East train would prove to be more efficient. At least i don't wait 7 minutes doing nothing. Law of relativity. Thank you.

So thinking that 3 minutes ++ times 2 = to 7 minutes++ at most, i took the Jurong East train. I was still very positive of my thinking. And when i reached sembawang. The train door closed. Great. I missed by a number of seconds. Next time i shall estimate time more to seconds than minutes. Minutes is so inaccurate... Haiz.

So i was so damn damn late. But they weren't meeting there anyway -.- Haha. GOT LOST IN ORCHARD ROAD. I am so not a singaporean. Hahahaha. Cineleisure was a place I've been for 1 purpose ONLY. For movies. And if I'm not wrong, I've only been there like 2 or 3 times? Its too little to be remembered. So i couldn't find it...

I went the opposite direction because i was a building with the windows panels similar to the Cineleisure i had in my memory. Firstly, i was so damn late. Secondly, i don't know how to walk to Cineleisure. Thirdly, the phone calls didn't help because they did not give me any instructions.

So i used my philosophy. Getting lost in the day is alright, because as long as you're in the right direction, you'll find the way. And i did. At last. Then came the great news that they haven't bought my ticket -.- Great... It doesn't pay to be late. Hahaha. Stupid estimation of minutes...

Searched high and low for junhao with disappointing results. But saw everyone else. And all this while, i was expecting us to watch 'Enchanted'. Even when JunHao passed me the ticket, i didn't see what movie we were watching. Just went into the cinema. It was only till the movie started then i realise we were watching 'The Golden Compass'. WHAT THE HELL...

Not bad a movie though. But its like, erm, a little disappointing because it was giving us a very obvious hint that it will have a second episode. Just like 'Pirates of the carribean II'. No ending. Haiz. I don't like things with no ending. Lol.

Went for pool while laurel had to go due to a funeral and the girls thanks to their lack of interest in pool. Haha. Smuggled inside. I jolly well know that other than LimHan, all of us are under 16. But we still went ahead after all. Haha.

Pool tables are too short. Snooker tables are much higher. I have to bend down so much more and hence lose the very standard position i use when i play snooker... Hence the inaccuracy. It really sounds like a lame excuse. Hahaha =P.

Got chased out because the lady came to check. Haven't even completed the first game. Hahaha =P. Since we had nothing to do and was still a little far away from dinner, we went to queue up outside starbucks for the free drink. Many thanks to the Salvation Army.

Some of the ladies came back to join us! And queued for the starbucks too. Since the queue was so long, when the ladies were finally out, we're near to dinner time already!!! So we went to eat even though personally, i was damn full thanks to the starbucks drinks.

Had some beef noodles. Long time no eat! Haha. Was quite okay la. Not especially nice. Then went home!

Quite an enjoyable day after all. Supposed to go ROLLER-BLADING tomorrow. That's like omg? Luckily no need go liao =P. I think i have falling-phobia. Thanks to the paranoia character =P.


I really should stop.

More thoughts

Call this superstition. But somehow, when i look at things such at horoscope or some crap in the papers or the internet. They seem to hint to me something. I don't know what. But it seems pretty persistent. I can't shake of the thought.

This afternoon for example, BigBird told me to make a wish and try on the erm, whatever you call that(A bottle with different color sticks and each of them represent something on your wish). So i made a wish and the red stick came out.

And the red stick stands for 'why not?'. So there i was wondering, is this all a coincidence or what. Because I've already made my resolve. I will not do it, no matter how much i want to do it. That's pretty ironic if you think about it, but that's me after all.

Then the irony continue because all my wishes are that. Haha. What an ironic person i am. 'Idiotic Genius' fits me wonderfully well. Haha.

I've been thinking quite a lot nowadays. Largely due to the fact that the computer no longer zaps up all my time playing games. And reading helps a little. Although i just realised, this book that i've started on, i don't really understand. I mean, its like i can understand the main concept. Go any further than that I'll be stumbled. Honestly. That's how much my english sucks. What's worse is that whatever i do doesn't seem to improve it...

I know clearly that if i don't get at least a B4 in english. I'll be in soup so hot that it won't take more than 2 minutes to cook me up fully. Then think of it again, how do you improve from a pathetic C6 to a B4 just like that? Maybe the genius genes would help. That is if they even want to help.

Thinking of grades, lemme give a tip to those in 3 Humility who can't help failing more than 2 subjects.
Here's my tip: PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS.

Don't expect yourself to be passing the subjects if you don't even listen to what the teacher is talking. Of course, we're all humans who has bad studying habits such as talking in class, and personally, singing in class. BUT, I so rarely sleep in class that it can be considered as nil. Honestly.

I know of a sleeper beside me in maths class who i believe sleeps through at least 20% of the classes. You know who you are =P. What amazes me is that you even pass maths -.- Your tuition teacher really knows how to revive a dead horse! Hahaha =P. Joking Joking.

Sometimes however, i really have no right in commenting on study styles. Take my neighbour for example. He goes home, plays maple all the way. Goes to school. In fact, he plays maple so much he's a 4th job ice lightning mage of level 156. Impressive? I'm impressed. But his grades are so good that he can just slap me in the face when in comes to grades.

Top in chemistry, top few in physics. Science people. He aims for a single digit O'level score while I'll be happy if i hit 12. Thanks to the lack of CCA. I pon choir too much =P. Not this year though =PPP.

So maybe i should return to that bottle and wish for a single digit O'level score and wishes for the red stick to pop out again... Hahahaha =P. Haiz, i know that's impossible, unless my english can get a B4 and abv... I'm daydreaming again... Haiz. Should return to reality.

By the way, if you're still wondering how come i can type this post out, you would most probably guess that I'm like at someone's house or something like that. But well, you're wrong. My computer, although crashed like a satellite landing on earth without any control, still can revived! It can occasionally work up and let me use, although is hangs so frequently i won't expect myself to use it for long. Haha.

BUT APPARENTLY, it allowed me to type out this post... YAY YAY YAY. I love my computer =P.


'Love' and 'being loved' are two different things, its amazing how humans always think they're the same.

Computer Crashed.

I hereby announce that the computer in the residence of Lee Yan Cheng has just crashed and went on strike, which results in a blank screen when i press the power button. To get something on that blank screen, i would need at least 30 minutes. And that is without the knowledge of whether it would hang or not.

It fact, it hung so much i don't even dare expect much when i am able to log in... Well, so no more dota no more maple no more msn chats... Thou shall rot at home. Oh too bad. Its too late to find a job anyway. Haiz. Farewell to my computer man.

You've been a nice companion. In days of boredom and fun, you were always there. I would always miss not using you. I shall continue to remember you as one of my best friends and my murderer as you've let me rot to death in the holidays. ARGHHH!!!

I can't believe it. Am i supposed to read the storybooks over and over again to kill time? Maybe flip through the textbook until they rot like i do... Haiz. MY COMPUTER... And my brother has very generously offered the idea that he's not going to do anything about it. GREAT.

For the 6 or 7th time, I was at Junction8 again. Haiz. I've been there so little times that i can count with my fingers. What the hell. And for the first time, i tried the street basketball thingy at the arcade. Heard that JuinLi's cousin was the singapore representative!!! Turns out i was such a noob that i deserved to be crucified.

Haiz, I'm just exaggerating everything because my computer's crashed. Haiz.


Unavoidable. I should have seen this coming.

Yesterday!

(this post was supposed to be posted yesterday but i couldn't complete it thanks to wall painting)
The last day to hand up the english assignment 1 was yesterday. And since i was planning to be out for the rest of the day, i tried to do it in the morning. EARLY in the morning. And tried handing in up at about 8.30am. Due to the fact that i was looking at the wrong paper for the code, i put the wrong code and sent. Which results in it not being sent.

So i thought something was wrong with my computer so asked JiaQi to help me send and was enlightened that i was putting the wrong code. So i went back to dig my bags for that slip of paper with the right code. And when i finally found it and sent it. JiaQi also sent a copy for me. So in the end 2 copies were sent >.<>You have sent me the same assignment as Lee Jia Qi. I am not accepting this one. Both of you have to re-write your questions before midnight and re-submit, otherwise you will be penalised.

Mr White".

And there i was, shocked at the misunderstanding, but yet understanding, and too lazy to explain either. Luckily the trip out that was supposed to be in the morning to postponed to night. OR NOT, I WOULD BE SO DEAD. The time he sent that email, btw, is already so late that I'm supposed to be already out! Lol.

Called BangLian cause i want to go to school to slack and play snooker. And he informed me of his interest to do the same a few days ago so called to ask if he wants to go together. And that was when i received the bad news. You may have already heard it, you may have not.

SNOOKER IS CLOSING DOWN NEXT YEAR.
THERE WOULD BE NO SUCH CCA ANYMORE.

First thing that rushes to me is how come we would close down. I meant, i know that we're sucked in the competitions but then... Need to close down ma? Then i thought of the equipments. Firstly, the tables are donated. Where would they go? A snooker table is not light. In fact its so heavy that i believe even with all the guys from 3H we also won't be able to move it. PLUS, the door's so small, it would take A WHOLE LOT of trouble to move it.

Then came the thoughts of the sec 1s. They join one year only. Where would they CCA points fly to? Personally, it doesn't affect me since i have choir. But they all... How?!?! Haiz.

So i went to verify the decision with the security guards. And well, snooker is really going to be down. There's nothing we can do. Its no one's fault. The decision had to be made. Even the ACE room, just newly build, has to be tore down. Big wastage of resources. But we couldn't help it. Its really, saddening...

And its because, this new batch of sec 1's have no classroom. Or rather, there's so much of them, our current amount of classrooms are unable to satisfy them. There are just too many sec 1's coming in next year. So the school has to convert the snooker room and the ACE room to classrooms to satisfy the demand.

Its really pretty sad. The snooker tables, the cues, the chalks. The fun i had in sec 1, the pekcekness in sec 2 when none of the seniors wanted to teach and none of the sec 2's had the initiative to teach. The sianness in sec 3 when the others pon so much its amazing they still knew how to hold the cue properly.

But then, its still snooker. Sec 1 i had all my seniors, all so friendly, all so pro. And my beloved Angeline =P, Eileen =P, BoonLai =P(even though you choke me to the wall before >.<). These sec 2 juniors who are going to be sec 3 when school reopens. Also pon so much. But those consistent in coming always came. BangLiang! and KeeGen!(although now you never come liao >.<) Then there's this batch of sec 1's. Crap that i don't even know your names. Haha. I'm such a failure as a senior >.< them ="P." do ="P." fat ="P." haha ="P.">.<>.< lol ="P.">.< Then went to pasar malam to walk walk EVEN THOUGH its the smallest I've ever seen. Even the school one is so much bigger. With much more variety. Haha =P. Trained home!


是得到了好友情，还是失去了爱情?