Honestly wanted to rest at home and try reading up some books that I'm so supposed to. But when i went online, JiaQi asked me out to help her with her maths. So cannot 见死不救 right? So obliged.
Planned to meet at khatib macs at 11.15am. Still stuck at home at 11am cause my dad wanted to me to finish some things up and a call from my brother interrupted a whole lot of things. Was prepared to get scolding liao and rushed down as fast as i could.
In an amazing speed that I've never experienced before, i reached khatib in 12minutes. Damn cool can? Its like it normally takes me at least 10 minute from my house to the yishun interchange and another 10 to reach khatib from yishun interchange. So it can be quite considered a miracle to be there like in 12 minutes?
And since i was early, JiaQi was late. Lol.
Saw laurel,jiayin,sheryl & dear limhan with his usual red hair. Unexpected i must say. Especially when they called me out and i rejected their offer. Now I'm 'caught' with jiaqi... Lol...
Studied my maths. Hit the wall the first question JiaQi asked me. Like omg la? Needed go home and choing le laaa.... Ahhhh. After lunch, got chased out because it was peak hour. But laurel they all didn't get chased out. So pangseh jiaqi and went to join them =P. Super unfortunately, we still got chased out. Lol...
Walked to yishun next. Got splashed by jiayin because laurel & i teased her too much =P. Discussed about junhao and discovered that laurel figured out his weaknesses faster than i did. Sadly, the only way to help, is the only way to kill.
Went to the BK and saw more PHS people. Dear sisskyharyantofu the vice-chairman was there too. Lol. Then the ladies went to start their revision while laurel and i proceeded to the funland even thought its like exams period? Wasted $2 on a game that I've never played before in my life. But laurel is like damn pro? Lol. 班门弄斧.
Went back to the BK and played the very same game on laurel psp. So in the end didn't study a single thing that i've planned and instead wasted all my time on that stupid game which i still sucked at now. Lol. No potential jiu shi no potential.
Went home and continued slacking... Omg la. I think i'm gonna be in hot soup if i continue not studying.
Am i the one who is not understanding anything or are you the one?
All these is making no sense to me.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Start of EOYs
First up the menu is our most important paper of all examinations. And ironically, the subject which i sucked like no other. Honestly.
Started off with the composition and letter writing. Like all papers that require good english understanding, all i could do was to stare at the compo questions until i realise that that is not going to get me anyway, i decided to start the letter writing first instead.
Finished it up pretty fast. 15 minutes is a good gauge. And so with a paper of time limit 1h 45 min, finishing 1 portion in 15 minutes is really quite fast. And so with the remaining 1h 30 min, i went back to stare at the compo questions and try damn hard to think up of different scenarios. Here are a few examples, i thought of starting my compo with openings like,
"A pungent smell overcame me and i blacked out. When i came to, all i could see that the room i was in is pitch dark, my hands were deeply binded behind my back. A sudden realization of the condition i was in sent shivers down my spine.
I was kidnapped."
Very drama hor? Lol... Its standard of me to think of such crappy ideas la... Haha. After more crappy ideas like this, i finally decided on one that is not so crappy but definitely not as good if i can carry on... Haiz.
The second paper was no better. These 2 papers seriously questioned me on my capabilities to reach sec 4 next year. The thought of retaining is like a fly that cannot be chased away. I just have to be a victim of its cruel irritatingness.
But there's this super funny prank that happened. Just minutes after the invigilator proudly announced that we could start out papers and how much time we have. An alarm sounded. To be specific, the FIRE alarm sounded. And so our invigilator was wondering whether we should be dismissed and finally after seeing all the other classes moving out of their classrooms, dismissed us.
Quite a fun day. Went home to slack when the computer gave up on me AGAIN. I think this blog is gonna die soon, due to the fact that my brother is either gonna lock it to prevent further damage he believe i will deal or the com will just crash and not allow me to use it any further.
Was supposed to go study at 2pm. But since all 3 participants(including me) were still online at 2pm, its literally impossible to meet up at 2pm. In fact, we were all online at 2.15 =P.
Crapped too much so didn't manage to study much. Didn't expect to study much anyway, while junhao told us that his ss remedial is going to end at 3pm, he was still stuck in class when it was like 3.30 already? So i messaged him about how suay he is and while typing he called me. So its like, he's already dismissed. So with the 'haha, you still at remedial' as the starting, i ended with a 'crap, you're just dismissed'.
So finally waited for his majesty's arrival and we wrote our farewell cards together. And crappily, for an idiot who doesn't know how to write cards like me, writing it in chinese is even crappier. And so the amount of words that i don't know how to write was as many as the amount of underlined words in this post. Lol. Can go count, how many not proper english... HaHa.
And my god, junhao teared while writing la. Suddenly make me feel like im damn cold hearted. Siao liao, where's my 七情六欲? ahhh... Lol.
Choir farewell was cool. The dance was nice. But i still don't dare look, either smsing big bird or looking somewhere else. But it was chic and hot =P. Especially the two in front(chiagek and gladys).
And we screwed up our boys item. Really, honestly. screwed up. I was hardly audible. And the chorus... ZHAO XIA arh! Like siao. Even YiYuan(yes, the campus superstar) was commenting to the guy next to him that we zhao xia liao. Amazingly i could hear him commenting on us when he's that far away -.-
Went for a little basketball after our dinner. For the first time in my life, i've encountered guys who are half as short as me but are twice as rough. Luckily i wasn't the one who always touch the ball. Basically waited for junhao to shoot and catch the rebound before slowly throwing the ball until the basketball goes through the hoop. And i have no interruption since i was twice their height =P.
Election came the 3 candidates that have won the seats of chairperson, vice-chairperson and vice-chairperson are... All from 3 grace. Lol.
Firstly, we have the 'ducks are coming' for the chairperson.
secondly, we have 'sissky haryantofu' for the vice-chairperson.
And if you asked me who is the last one is, i will have to tell you its 'HU'. Hu is our last candidate and have won the vice-chairperson seat.
If you don't understand a single thing, then too bad. Lol.
Then chiagek and jonathan had to go off early to see off mr albert kang off. And our newly elected chairman wanted to go with them. So its like a little weird/ a newly elected chairman leaves early for something that had no link with the organization. So i pulled him back and he thought i am something wrong. Lol.
Went back and reached home like 11+? Damn late sia. And now in front of this com, its 12.51, which is also freaking late. hence i shall stop here and continue saturday tomorrow. Hopefully.
We don't have to force our smiles for anyone.
Sometimes, its okay to smile just for... Yourself.
Started off with the composition and letter writing. Like all papers that require good english understanding, all i could do was to stare at the compo questions until i realise that that is not going to get me anyway, i decided to start the letter writing first instead.
Finished it up pretty fast. 15 minutes is a good gauge. And so with a paper of time limit 1h 45 min, finishing 1 portion in 15 minutes is really quite fast. And so with the remaining 1h 30 min, i went back to stare at the compo questions and try damn hard to think up of different scenarios. Here are a few examples, i thought of starting my compo with openings like,
"A pungent smell overcame me and i blacked out. When i came to, all i could see that the room i was in is pitch dark, my hands were deeply binded behind my back. A sudden realization of the condition i was in sent shivers down my spine.
I was kidnapped."
Very drama hor? Lol... Its standard of me to think of such crappy ideas la... Haha. After more crappy ideas like this, i finally decided on one that is not so crappy but definitely not as good if i can carry on... Haiz.
The second paper was no better. These 2 papers seriously questioned me on my capabilities to reach sec 4 next year. The thought of retaining is like a fly that cannot be chased away. I just have to be a victim of its cruel irritatingness.
But there's this super funny prank that happened. Just minutes after the invigilator proudly announced that we could start out papers and how much time we have. An alarm sounded. To be specific, the FIRE alarm sounded. And so our invigilator was wondering whether we should be dismissed and finally after seeing all the other classes moving out of their classrooms, dismissed us.
Quite a fun day. Went home to slack when the computer gave up on me AGAIN. I think this blog is gonna die soon, due to the fact that my brother is either gonna lock it to prevent further damage he believe i will deal or the com will just crash and not allow me to use it any further.
Was supposed to go study at 2pm. But since all 3 participants(including me) were still online at 2pm, its literally impossible to meet up at 2pm. In fact, we were all online at 2.15 =P.
Crapped too much so didn't manage to study much. Didn't expect to study much anyway, while junhao told us that his ss remedial is going to end at 3pm, he was still stuck in class when it was like 3.30 already? So i messaged him about how suay he is and while typing he called me. So its like, he's already dismissed. So with the 'haha, you still at remedial' as the starting, i ended with a 'crap, you're just dismissed'.
So finally waited for his majesty's arrival and we wrote our farewell cards together. And crappily, for an idiot who doesn't know how to write cards like me, writing it in chinese is even crappier. And so the amount of words that i don't know how to write was as many as the amount of underlined words in this post. Lol. Can go count, how many not proper english... HaHa.
And my god, junhao teared while writing la. Suddenly make me feel like im damn cold hearted. Siao liao, where's my 七情六欲? ahhh... Lol.
Choir farewell was cool. The dance was nice. But i still don't dare look, either smsing big bird or looking somewhere else. But it was chic and hot =P. Especially the two in front(chiagek and gladys).
And we screwed up our boys item. Really, honestly. screwed up. I was hardly audible. And the chorus... ZHAO XIA arh! Like siao. Even YiYuan(yes, the campus superstar) was commenting to the guy next to him that we zhao xia liao. Amazingly i could hear him commenting on us when he's that far away -.-
Went for a little basketball after our dinner. For the first time in my life, i've encountered guys who are half as short as me but are twice as rough. Luckily i wasn't the one who always touch the ball. Basically waited for junhao to shoot and catch the rebound before slowly throwing the ball until the basketball goes through the hoop. And i have no interruption since i was twice their height =P.
Election came the 3 candidates that have won the seats of chairperson, vice-chairperson and vice-chairperson are... All from 3 grace. Lol.
Firstly, we have the 'ducks are coming' for the chairperson.
secondly, we have 'sissky haryantofu' for the vice-chairperson.
And if you asked me who is the last one is, i will have to tell you its 'HU'. Hu is our last candidate and have won the vice-chairperson seat.
If you don't understand a single thing, then too bad. Lol.
Then chiagek and jonathan had to go off early to see off mr albert kang off. And our newly elected chairman wanted to go with them. So its like a little weird/ a newly elected chairman leaves early for something that had no link with the organization. So i pulled him back and he thought i am something wrong. Lol.
Went back and reached home like 11+? Damn late sia. And now in front of this com, its 12.51, which is also freaking late. hence i shall stop here and continue saturday tomorrow. Hopefully.
We don't have to force our smiles for anyone.
Sometimes, its okay to smile just for... Yourself.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Days before End Of Years.
In a blink of an eye, the end of year exams have arrived. Totally have no idea how to tackle it de me,(direct translation from: 完全不知道如何去面对的我) have suddenly panicked and felt adrenline rushes to my brain telling me to go study when the lazy genes of mine just said i can afford to just slack and allow my powerful brain to tackle these troublesome examinations.
Somehow, they feel like the angel & devil.
I shall do a small recap on the 2 days that have just passed.
tuesday:
wasted time again in biology class... The devil won. Went up to OUR maths class and discovered this teacher whom i recognised as a physics teacher that taught 3 Endurance inside OUR classroom. When we questioned him, it seems that he did have the authority to use the room but his response was a little shocking. Lol...
Who knows, we're gonna meet this teacher 3 periods later...
After recess, when its OUR maths class again, I went up freaking early since i don't want to be in the canteen nor the library(don't ask me why). Discovered the presesnce of ZhiHeng and Regina shortly after i saw that the very same teacher is still inside the classroom. Conclusion: 3 Endurance is going to use this room. Or rather, this teacher is still gonna use this room, which means that we will get chased out AGAIN.
Well, as i concluded, the other 3 Endurance people came up and went inside. While the humility people are standing outside wondering why the same teacher who 'chased' us out 3 periods ago and going to do the same thing again.
Since we have a chem test and physics test coming up next, most people are studying hard hoping to score. But me, the devil still won and i still was slacking. And i did something morally freaking wrong. I pulled the other guys out of their studying. And guess what we did?
'Silence protest'.
Walking past the classroom in a single file manner. Obviously it would attract some attention. And so we are somehow disrupting their lesson. To a small extent it may be, but we're still doing it. But then again, how funny would a bunch of guys walking in a single file walking past your classroom be? So i gave the idea of walking in reverse instead. And as expected. More laughter this time and even we ourselves were laughing like mad.
Soon ms eugenia lim came up and 'confronted' the teacher. So the humility guys all stood behind her like a bunch of gangsters preparing to fight if the need arises. Freaking funny.
After school went back home with the intention of coming out to study at LJS. While i was waiting for the bus in yishun bus interchange, jiaying wanted to give me her number so i can contact her when i come out. But i readily refused and then sheryl came over offering her number and i still gave a 'no'.
Little did i know that the tall tall big big guy in front of me is my neighbour. Immediately after the 2 ladies turned away, he turned and face me and said, "Wah! 女孩子要追你追到这样辛苦阿? 小帅哥 huh?". And there i was thinking how crapped this is gonna get. Lol.
Wednesday:
Nothing much today except that i noticed pastor beng huey used a lot of head voice when she's singing in chapel. Lol... It seems so sopranoy... Haha.
Finally got bio papers when mrs choy came over to relieve mr tan's maths period. Immediately bombarded her with the question that junhao asked me yesterday while studying. And the response she gave was erm... I don't know leh, i haven't read through yet. So i gave the suggestion and she immediately gave the thumbs up =P. And when classmates enquired with the same question, she summarised my form of answer and gave it to them =P. I'm zai in bio de lor hehe.
There came mrs lau after mrs choy left and she was bombarded with geography questions since those people taking geography in my class is gonna get their test in a later time. Then i received the news that she's no longer part of the choir >.<
She went to join NCC >.< 我会想你的 =P。
Then there was this very funny incident that took place after maths lesson. First we were walking along this staircase to our chemistry class. Then when xitong walked past the window, strong gusts of wind are blowing. So she stood there enjoying the wind. And i enjoyed the wind with her, while tinting is scared of falling down the stairs because she hurt her leg.
Since it was a period of time in between lessons, there was a crowd in the staircases, and 3 people standing at one side of the staircase can be very 'zho deng'. And ms chung bee chee came over and asked me which girl i was looking since i was looking at the window. And the direction is 3 endurance, so the only reply i could come up was 'err... errr... err...' Lol.
Then when i finally reached the chemisty lab because i was 'chased' out of my standing spot by ms chee, i was that there was a 'no entry' sign there. And i hurraied and walked to the classroom that we were using the last time when there was no avaliable chemistry labs. And when i discovered it was the wrong classroom, i walked the other way round into the correct class when i saw the whole bunch of girls coming down. And xitong proudly annouced that i, in the end, still managed to wait for the girl that i was waiting when ms chee 'chased' me away.
I hope i didn't blush. I think she did.
Went for choir after school. We must have been one of the craziest CCAs in school since i still have practices when the exams are this near. And it was a freaking unfruitful one. Honestly. The seniors are obviously gonna get damn disappointed. Not that i could help it. But yah, its saddening. Haiz. Next year de farewell i shouldn't expect too much. Lol...
我只是一个一直想要逃避的臭男人。永远都不想去面对，但是，我们能逃多久?
Somehow, they feel like the angel & devil.
I shall do a small recap on the 2 days that have just passed.
tuesday:
wasted time again in biology class... The devil won. Went up to OUR maths class and discovered this teacher whom i recognised as a physics teacher that taught 3 Endurance inside OUR classroom. When we questioned him, it seems that he did have the authority to use the room but his response was a little shocking. Lol...
Who knows, we're gonna meet this teacher 3 periods later...
After recess, when its OUR maths class again, I went up freaking early since i don't want to be in the canteen nor the library(don't ask me why). Discovered the presesnce of ZhiHeng and Regina shortly after i saw that the very same teacher is still inside the classroom. Conclusion: 3 Endurance is going to use this room. Or rather, this teacher is still gonna use this room, which means that we will get chased out AGAIN.
Well, as i concluded, the other 3 Endurance people came up and went inside. While the humility people are standing outside wondering why the same teacher who 'chased' us out 3 periods ago and going to do the same thing again.
Since we have a chem test and physics test coming up next, most people are studying hard hoping to score. But me, the devil still won and i still was slacking. And i did something morally freaking wrong. I pulled the other guys out of their studying. And guess what we did?
'Silence protest'.
Walking past the classroom in a single file manner. Obviously it would attract some attention. And so we are somehow disrupting their lesson. To a small extent it may be, but we're still doing it. But then again, how funny would a bunch of guys walking in a single file walking past your classroom be? So i gave the idea of walking in reverse instead. And as expected. More laughter this time and even we ourselves were laughing like mad.
Soon ms eugenia lim came up and 'confronted' the teacher. So the humility guys all stood behind her like a bunch of gangsters preparing to fight if the need arises. Freaking funny.
After school went back home with the intention of coming out to study at LJS. While i was waiting for the bus in yishun bus interchange, jiaying wanted to give me her number so i can contact her when i come out. But i readily refused and then sheryl came over offering her number and i still gave a 'no'.
Little did i know that the tall tall big big guy in front of me is my neighbour. Immediately after the 2 ladies turned away, he turned and face me and said, "Wah! 女孩子要追你追到这样辛苦阿? 小帅哥 huh?". And there i was thinking how crapped this is gonna get. Lol.
Wednesday:
Nothing much today except that i noticed pastor beng huey used a lot of head voice when she's singing in chapel. Lol... It seems so sopranoy... Haha.
Finally got bio papers when mrs choy came over to relieve mr tan's maths period. Immediately bombarded her with the question that junhao asked me yesterday while studying. And the response she gave was erm... I don't know leh, i haven't read through yet. So i gave the suggestion and she immediately gave the thumbs up =P. And when classmates enquired with the same question, she summarised my form of answer and gave it to them =P. I'm zai in bio de lor hehe.
There came mrs lau after mrs choy left and she was bombarded with geography questions since those people taking geography in my class is gonna get their test in a later time. Then i received the news that she's no longer part of the choir >.<
She went to join NCC >.< 我会想你的 =P。
Then there was this very funny incident that took place after maths lesson. First we were walking along this staircase to our chemistry class. Then when xitong walked past the window, strong gusts of wind are blowing. So she stood there enjoying the wind. And i enjoyed the wind with her, while tinting is scared of falling down the stairs because she hurt her leg.
Since it was a period of time in between lessons, there was a crowd in the staircases, and 3 people standing at one side of the staircase can be very 'zho deng'. And ms chung bee chee came over and asked me which girl i was looking since i was looking at the window. And the direction is 3 endurance, so the only reply i could come up was 'err... errr... err...' Lol.
Then when i finally reached the chemisty lab because i was 'chased' out of my standing spot by ms chee, i was that there was a 'no entry' sign there. And i hurraied and walked to the classroom that we were using the last time when there was no avaliable chemistry labs. And when i discovered it was the wrong classroom, i walked the other way round into the correct class when i saw the whole bunch of girls coming down. And xitong proudly annouced that i, in the end, still managed to wait for the girl that i was waiting when ms chee 'chased' me away.
I hope i didn't blush. I think she did.
Went for choir after school. We must have been one of the craziest CCAs in school since i still have practices when the exams are this near. And it was a freaking unfruitful one. Honestly. The seniors are obviously gonna get damn disappointed. Not that i could help it. But yah, its saddening. Haiz. Next year de farewell i shouldn't expect too much. Lol...
我只是一个一直想要逃避的臭男人。永远都不想去面对，但是，我们能逃多久?
Monday, September 24, 2007
Monday Blues
Went out with juin li and lewis yesterday. Played at the playground until freaking late and made juin li addicted to 小情歌 =P. I'm an evil meanie!
Freaking tired this morning. Surprised by lewis as he was in the classroom earlier than i was when i was arriving at like 6.50am? Wow? First time see him so early. lol... Assembly, forgot to take $10 from my parents. Got scolded >.< Should've known better. But i really forgot leh... How huh? Saying of forgetting things... MingChuen's pants is still with me =P.
Went for PE. Didn't bring my PE shirt. Lol. Another thing forgotten... End up lewis lend me his class tee to cover his ' '(you know then you know, you dunno then you dunno). After a million years of waiting for dear PE teacher to finish his warm-ups that i don't see other class doing, we took another million years to decide to play captain's ball before taking another million years to start playing.
Just after 5 minutes of playing we were interrupted and told to play with the endurance guys. And we won =P.
Wasted 1 hour of time during bio lesson. Didn't revise, just slacking around... So i feel that the time was really wasted... Haiz. Wasted another hour in maths when mr tan didn't come. This time instead of slacking all the way, i was still slacking plus a little more activity... Lol.
Went to play with juinli's whateveryoucallthat. Pressed and they ask if i could sing and continue pressing! And i could... Haha. Ended up with 100 presses when my score was only 17 two days ago. Lol?
Went to play a game that is freaking crappy. Honestly. Lol... Firstly you are to say out 12 friends of the opposite sex. While you're doing so, they'll just scrambled up the names and place it in a completely different order as you've said. Next they'll want you to name 6 friends of your sex and place it accordingly. Finally they'll ask you for lover,bestfren,wife,admirer,sister and enemy. And place it in order as you like.
And so this is my result:
1. Waiping - Gregory
2. Beatriz - Ming Chuen
3. QiuHui - Lewis
4. Sheryl - Siyang
5. Sisca - JunHao
6. LiJia - Lover
7. Samantha - Me
8. Japhia - Bestfren
9. ChiaGek - Wife
10. Wenyi - Admirer
11. Sandra - Sister
12. Valerie - enemy.
Ticks for 1,6,9,11,12... Because erm, its possible? Lol... Crosses for the others cos its kinda impossible.
Went for english and had my current affairs quiz. First question.
STUCK.
Great, lol... Wei Ting came to the rescue but she didn't managed to elaborate so joey and i who are crazily talkative managed to crap in a extremely reasonable way that we seem as though we really knew about the subject when all we were relying on was basically our common knowledge. Lol... WenMin kinda joined in the crapping =P. Lol...
Wasted another hour in physics. I've already three hours of my life in school today. AHHH crap.
Stayed back to study with laurel and junhao. And basically wasted another hour or so. Because i wasn't really concentrating... Lol... Did a little physics only =P. so wasted 4 hours today... Haiz.
Went to play basketball with yinghui,raymond,gregory,bryan and some sec 2 guys. Sucked in ball games and all sports like always... Lol. The guys aren't even disappointed. They've gotten used to the fact that high hopes shouldn't be pinned on me. Lol.
If i could stead with every girl for one day, i would rather with stead you everyday.
Freaking tired this morning. Surprised by lewis as he was in the classroom earlier than i was when i was arriving at like 6.50am? Wow? First time see him so early. lol... Assembly, forgot to take $10 from my parents. Got scolded >.< Should've known better. But i really forgot leh... How huh? Saying of forgetting things... MingChuen's pants is still with me =P.
Went for PE. Didn't bring my PE shirt. Lol. Another thing forgotten... End up lewis lend me his class tee to cover his ' '(you know then you know, you dunno then you dunno). After a million years of waiting for dear PE teacher to finish his warm-ups that i don't see other class doing, we took another million years to decide to play captain's ball before taking another million years to start playing.
Just after 5 minutes of playing we were interrupted and told to play with the endurance guys. And we won =P.
Wasted 1 hour of time during bio lesson. Didn't revise, just slacking around... So i feel that the time was really wasted... Haiz. Wasted another hour in maths when mr tan didn't come. This time instead of slacking all the way, i was still slacking plus a little more activity... Lol.
Went to play with juinli's whateveryoucallthat. Pressed and they ask if i could sing and continue pressing! And i could... Haha. Ended up with 100 presses when my score was only 17 two days ago. Lol?
Went to play a game that is freaking crappy. Honestly. Lol... Firstly you are to say out 12 friends of the opposite sex. While you're doing so, they'll just scrambled up the names and place it in a completely different order as you've said. Next they'll want you to name 6 friends of your sex and place it accordingly. Finally they'll ask you for lover,bestfren,wife,admirer,sister and enemy. And place it in order as you like.
And so this is my result:
1. Waiping - Gregory
2. Beatriz - Ming Chuen
3. QiuHui - Lewis
4. Sheryl - Siyang
5. Sisca - JunHao
6. LiJia - Lover
7. Samantha - Me
8. Japhia - Bestfren
9. ChiaGek - Wife
10. Wenyi - Admirer
11. Sandra - Sister
12. Valerie - enemy.
Ticks for 1,6,9,11,12... Because erm, its possible? Lol... Crosses for the others cos its kinda impossible.
Went for english and had my current affairs quiz. First question.
STUCK.
Great, lol... Wei Ting came to the rescue but she didn't managed to elaborate so joey and i who are crazily talkative managed to crap in a extremely reasonable way that we seem as though we really knew about the subject when all we were relying on was basically our common knowledge. Lol... WenMin kinda joined in the crapping =P. Lol...
Wasted another hour in physics. I've already three hours of my life in school today. AHHH crap.
Stayed back to study with laurel and junhao. And basically wasted another hour or so. Because i wasn't really concentrating... Lol... Did a little physics only =P. so wasted 4 hours today... Haiz.
Went to play basketball with yinghui,raymond,gregory,bryan and some sec 2 guys. Sucked in ball games and all sports like always... Lol. The guys aren't even disappointed. They've gotten used to the fact that high hopes shouldn't be pinned on me. Lol.
If i could stead with every girl for one day, i would rather with stead you everyday.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Studying Saturday.
Went on to study! And was late. Even though the venue was in yishun. Haha.
We were supposed to meet at 12.30 but i was stuck with nothing to do at noon. So went to dig up eggs, ham, hashbrowns that hibernated in my fridge. Had fun cooking like always =P. But when i'm done, its already 12.15 and i haven't start eating. Lol. Choing through the food and rushed down to yishun macs.
Still late. Expected, especially when you leave the house at 12.30 you won't be stupid enough to expect yourself to reach the venue by 12.30. Took out my physics and started reading. Somehow, they seemed to be written in another language and i could barely decipher them. But still tried from chapters long time ago when i have a physics test this tuesday. Stupid sia, should've revised for my test.
Soon after starting, there came this fellow businessman with ladies companions with their children and 1 with her husband. They started chatting behind mc and was in fact loud enough for me to listening without making it obvious that i was listening. But i played a small trick at the businessman since he talked so loudly.
I looked past him, at the things that were just beside him in the background. Stare at it. And as expected he got fooled and started looking uneasy. As normal people's reaction would be, you would be paiseh that a stranger is staring at you, then when you realise the stranger might not be staring at you after all you turned behind to see what's he staring at. Then you discover there's nothing unusual behind and maybe this stranger is really staring at you. So paranoia overcomes the person. Haha.
I can play with minds.
Heard sze hoe's voice while studying and immediately spun around my head. Looked carefully and realized there was no one like him in the area. Thought i was just paranoid like i normally am but when i heard it for another few times i confirmed myself i wasn't having illusions. Who wants to have illusions about him anyway. Finally found the guy who had the same voice as sze hoe when that guy was talking on the phone. Omg la. Damn similiar. Even the 欠鞭 attitude was present in the voice.
I resisted my temptation to eat fries but could not could not resist the temptation to eat ice-cream. While i was queing up, there's still uncle in front who ordered a MacFlurry. And the lady servicing pressed too much ice-cream into the cup and started digging up spoonfuls. All the uncle could do was to stare with wide eyes open wondering why she 'cheating' his money. Lol... Damn funny.
Finished my ice-cream and the usual ice-cream queen for slowness for ice-cream eating was not even at the cone yet -.-
While deciding where to go next, ice-cream queen was making origami with the wrapper for the ice-cream. Told ya she was ice-cream queen. Haha. When she finished with a heart and a crane, all i done was a funny looking swan that didn't even looked like a swan. Lol?
Eventually did not go anywhere but headed straight home. And ice-cream queen said she had to buy something so i left for old chang kee first before proceeding to my bus. And the next thing i knew when i was on the bus is seeing ice-cream queen walking towards me with her mooncake. And then my phone rang. Ming Chuen wasted my 8cents because he told me what he considered very important words but crap to me.
Acting not concerned when the whole world knows i do.
女人是拿来疼，拿来宠，拿来哄的。
We were supposed to meet at 12.30 but i was stuck with nothing to do at noon. So went to dig up eggs, ham, hashbrowns that hibernated in my fridge. Had fun cooking like always =P. But when i'm done, its already 12.15 and i haven't start eating. Lol. Choing through the food and rushed down to yishun macs.
Still late. Expected, especially when you leave the house at 12.30 you won't be stupid enough to expect yourself to reach the venue by 12.30. Took out my physics and started reading. Somehow, they seemed to be written in another language and i could barely decipher them. But still tried from chapters long time ago when i have a physics test this tuesday. Stupid sia, should've revised for my test.
Soon after starting, there came this fellow businessman with ladies companions with their children and 1 with her husband. They started chatting behind mc and was in fact loud enough for me to listening without making it obvious that i was listening. But i played a small trick at the businessman since he talked so loudly.
I looked past him, at the things that were just beside him in the background. Stare at it. And as expected he got fooled and started looking uneasy. As normal people's reaction would be, you would be paiseh that a stranger is staring at you, then when you realise the stranger might not be staring at you after all you turned behind to see what's he staring at. Then you discover there's nothing unusual behind and maybe this stranger is really staring at you. So paranoia overcomes the person. Haha.
I can play with minds.
Heard sze hoe's voice while studying and immediately spun around my head. Looked carefully and realized there was no one like him in the area. Thought i was just paranoid like i normally am but when i heard it for another few times i confirmed myself i wasn't having illusions. Who wants to have illusions about him anyway. Finally found the guy who had the same voice as sze hoe when that guy was talking on the phone. Omg la. Damn similiar. Even the 欠鞭 attitude was present in the voice.
I resisted my temptation to eat fries but could not could not resist the temptation to eat ice-cream. While i was queing up, there's still uncle in front who ordered a MacFlurry. And the lady servicing pressed too much ice-cream into the cup and started digging up spoonfuls. All the uncle could do was to stare with wide eyes open wondering why she 'cheating' his money. Lol... Damn funny.
Finished my ice-cream and the usual ice-cream queen for slowness for ice-cream eating was not even at the cone yet -.-
While deciding where to go next, ice-cream queen was making origami with the wrapper for the ice-cream. Told ya she was ice-cream queen. Haha. When she finished with a heart and a crane, all i done was a funny looking swan that didn't even looked like a swan. Lol?
Eventually did not go anywhere but headed straight home. And ice-cream queen said she had to buy something so i left for old chang kee first before proceeding to my bus. And the next thing i knew when i was on the bus is seeing ice-cream queen walking towards me with her mooncake. And then my phone rang. Ming Chuen wasted my 8cents because he told me what he considered very important words but crap to me.
Acting not concerned when the whole world knows i do.
女人是拿来疼，拿来宠，拿来哄的。
Friday, September 21, 2007
120th post =P.
This is my 120th post and i shall dedicate it to the birthday Mr. NG JUN HAO!
Wanted to see the card that LiJia(I can't call her bigbird anymore >.< later tell you why) made for junhao. So waited outside 3Endurance classroom. But then, darren entertained me firstly, following by eugene then junhao. All the while without the sight of LiJia. And in the end i still didn't get to see her because chen wan qing arrived earlier than her. So return to my own homeroom lor...
First period was maths! Remembered Mr.tan is somewhere doing his reservice, so we had free periods and mr sim(my chinese teacher) came in! Firstly, due to his size, it was kind of impressive for him to even make it up 4th floor. And when i mean size, i don't only mean plump, i mean that normally he has to walk very slowly, now that he has to climb 4 floors, must not be easy.
He was also persipiring profusely, so i asked is the 4 levels of stairs making him sweat that much? And he said no, he was CHASING a boy. Impressive. Apparently, the boy kicked the door twice, after tolerating the first kick, he could not stop himself from scolding the boy when the second came. Lol.
Another unproductive hour. I should have the discipline to study soon. Or not i can sense a hand helping me dig my grave. Was singing sodagreen's 小情歌 in class and was honestly surprised when YuhYan sang along. Haha. Someone knew(at that point of time i didn't know the song was a old one =P).
Its nice lor. And i've received comments all day long that as compared to the lead singer, i sing very 难听. Lol. Like duh? If sing better than the lead singer, i will be the one singing liao lor. Still here in PHS meh?
Got back our bio papers. Disappointed by 1 mark >.<
I was expecting a 15. Turned out to be 14. Haiz. I need to put in some serious effort sia. Had 1 careless mistake. Present since dunno when. The stupid habit of not putting unit. So basically that was how i managed to fail chem,phy,maths. Their calcuations all require units in case you haven't notice.
Recess wanted to find LiJia again. But then. Futile attempt. But i saw her once, but then again, she was with a gang of anti-wolf girl. So its better not to close in. Lol.
But the temptation to see the card was still there! So i waited at endurance's next class(which is bio lab). Saw that mrs choy brought them to the computer lab >.< That didn't happen to us! Lol. And what surprised even more was that the people went inside like normal, as if its NORMAL to go into computer lab for lessons. Lol. I'm jealous, a little, but yes i am.
'Camped' outside the computer lab. And the next gang of guys teased me again. I should be used to it now but I'm not. Still pissed off. Random people will just walk pass me and ask '等谁阿?’ With obvious mock tones. Haiz. I'm still not used to it. I need to get used to it soon.
When i finally saw LiJia coming, how relieved i was, but then, junhao is still not here yet... So... How arh? So after LiJia handed me her junhao's birthday card and i handed her cashcard and library card. I quickly walked back to my classroom(which is on the same level). And guess what? I walked straight into junhao, while holding the card. Great. Luckily, I'm so used to hiding things that hiding the card from his view is 易如反掌. Lol.
Went back and had my history test. Stare at it as much as the ss test. I think i really suck in SEQ. Lol. Slacked thourough the remaining time since relieve teacher came because mrs eileen yeo cmi. And the relieve teacher is mr chin! He damn cute can? I can't stop thinking how cute he is everytime i see him. It's like, someone nearing retirement age with such cute behaviour. Lol. Then reflecting back on mr sim, who is YOUNG AT HEART(8 yr old he claim) but 60+ in body. Lol. Damn cute teachers.
Assembly is sianed. The integrity people are irritating me. Especially the dementor(inside joke...). Kept on saying out loud(obviously to let me hear) thing like. "Why LIJIA never go up stage to perform arh? She also co right?". "Yah lor why arh? LIJIA is er hu de right?". "LIJIA should sit here leh!"(Words in capital letters = special emhapise by raising volume). Dementor! I'm gonna chase you away with a patronus charm someday. You may been warned! Grr.
And co hor, the 彩虹云桥... I KNOW HOW TO SING. I'm ancient sia. Lol. I still remember that time i was walking with siyang past the CO room. Then we heard the 4 people playing. And i sang along. LOL. Siyang was amused la. Ancient songs. HAHA. Then when they played during assembly, i sang along too! Lol? Then Zk was like giving the super puzzled look. HAHA. I'm an ancient wolfie.
After assembly, was told that choir practice changed to 2pm >.<
So early, walao, wanna slack also cannot. And the only reason why i agreed to go was because i pity sze hoe, it was told that bass only had 1 guy sze hoe because sing hao is not going for farewell, hence not singing. But then when i reach there, sing hao is there lor. Zzz. Waste my time sia.But never mind, since i have to stay back after all for junhao's birthday celebration.
Chiagek And LiJia came up because i kinda told them to. But then when they came up, i remembered the present and my bag and the card was left behind at the library. So i rushed down without anyone's permission and choinged up again. In the end, the present that we were SUPPOSED TO give together were given by me ONLY. -.- Then call you 2 up for what sia. Defeats my purpose... But that drove me into floweridiotness again. Long Long time since i've dared to look straight into her face. And the floweridiotness just flowed back into my brains >.<
I played badminton with siyang while all the others(not inclusing szehoe) are singing and szehoe sleeping. And thanks to the short ceiling, the shuttlecock kept hitting the ceiling... Lol.
Went down to the canteen to eat the cake. It was BEAUTIFUL la. But too creamy >.< fattening... Haha. But i don't like creamy stuff, so 意思意思 eat abit. And we drove junhao into tears!!! HAHA. Cool man, should just taken the scene down la... And madeline drove the cake that junhao was eating straight into his nose and mouth! HAHAHA. Reminds me of mc... That time at sentosa. Lol.
And while i accompanied junhao to the toilet to clean up, another guy was getting his face into the cake too! Lol? So when junhao and i returned to the gang, i should see brown cream on laurel's face! LOL. And he licked his glasses because they were some cream on the frame. Hahaha. Hilarious sia.
And then the guys did our routine sports that made any girl waiting for us pek chek. We went to play SOCCER. haha. But junhao had to go soon. To celebrate, but with his family this time. Lol... But we continued to play anyway. LimHan the once 金毛狮王 became 红毛丹 is a good keeper sia! Lol.
Went home dog tired again. haiz, its not a good idea to play so much soccer... It can be harmful more than healthy, especially when you're panting 30 minutes after playing.
I just remembered i haven't told you people why i cannot call LiJia big bird anymore. It's because the thing that made her look like a bigbird is different now. So i'm supposed to be obliged not to call her big bird anymore. But I'll just call you mushroom! Hahaha.
So used to seeing your back that i can identify it from far away, so not used to seeing your face that i suddenly think that your face is so damn beautiful. So damn naive to think that i could be near you.
Wanted to see the card that LiJia(I can't call her bigbird anymore >.< later tell you why) made for junhao. So waited outside 3Endurance classroom. But then, darren entertained me firstly, following by eugene then junhao. All the while without the sight of LiJia. And in the end i still didn't get to see her because chen wan qing arrived earlier than her. So return to my own homeroom lor...
First period was maths! Remembered Mr.tan is somewhere doing his reservice, so we had free periods and mr sim(my chinese teacher) came in! Firstly, due to his size, it was kind of impressive for him to even make it up 4th floor. And when i mean size, i don't only mean plump, i mean that normally he has to walk very slowly, now that he has to climb 4 floors, must not be easy.
He was also persipiring profusely, so i asked is the 4 levels of stairs making him sweat that much? And he said no, he was CHASING a boy. Impressive. Apparently, the boy kicked the door twice, after tolerating the first kick, he could not stop himself from scolding the boy when the second came. Lol.
Another unproductive hour. I should have the discipline to study soon. Or not i can sense a hand helping me dig my grave. Was singing sodagreen's 小情歌 in class and was honestly surprised when YuhYan sang along. Haha. Someone knew(at that point of time i didn't know the song was a old one =P).
Its nice lor. And i've received comments all day long that as compared to the lead singer, i sing very 难听. Lol. Like duh? If sing better than the lead singer, i will be the one singing liao lor. Still here in PHS meh?
Got back our bio papers. Disappointed by 1 mark >.<
I was expecting a 15. Turned out to be 14. Haiz. I need to put in some serious effort sia. Had 1 careless mistake. Present since dunno when. The stupid habit of not putting unit. So basically that was how i managed to fail chem,phy,maths. Their calcuations all require units in case you haven't notice.
Recess wanted to find LiJia again. But then. Futile attempt. But i saw her once, but then again, she was with a gang of anti-wolf girl. So its better not to close in. Lol.
But the temptation to see the card was still there! So i waited at endurance's next class(which is bio lab). Saw that mrs choy brought them to the computer lab >.< That didn't happen to us! Lol. And what surprised even more was that the people went inside like normal, as if its NORMAL to go into computer lab for lessons. Lol. I'm jealous, a little, but yes i am.
'Camped' outside the computer lab. And the next gang of guys teased me again. I should be used to it now but I'm not. Still pissed off. Random people will just walk pass me and ask '等谁阿?’ With obvious mock tones. Haiz. I'm still not used to it. I need to get used to it soon.
When i finally saw LiJia coming, how relieved i was, but then, junhao is still not here yet... So... How arh? So after LiJia handed me her junhao's birthday card and i handed her cashcard and library card. I quickly walked back to my classroom(which is on the same level). And guess what? I walked straight into junhao, while holding the card. Great. Luckily, I'm so used to hiding things that hiding the card from his view is 易如反掌. Lol.
Went back and had my history test. Stare at it as much as the ss test. I think i really suck in SEQ. Lol. Slacked thourough the remaining time since relieve teacher came because mrs eileen yeo cmi. And the relieve teacher is mr chin! He damn cute can? I can't stop thinking how cute he is everytime i see him. It's like, someone nearing retirement age with such cute behaviour. Lol. Then reflecting back on mr sim, who is YOUNG AT HEART(8 yr old he claim) but 60+ in body. Lol. Damn cute teachers.
Assembly is sianed. The integrity people are irritating me. Especially the dementor(inside joke...). Kept on saying out loud(obviously to let me hear) thing like. "Why LIJIA never go up stage to perform arh? She also co right?". "Yah lor why arh? LIJIA is er hu de right?". "LIJIA should sit here leh!"(Words in capital letters = special emhapise by raising volume). Dementor! I'm gonna chase you away with a patronus charm someday. You may been warned! Grr.
And co hor, the 彩虹云桥... I KNOW HOW TO SING. I'm ancient sia. Lol. I still remember that time i was walking with siyang past the CO room. Then we heard the 4 people playing. And i sang along. LOL. Siyang was amused la. Ancient songs. HAHA. Then when they played during assembly, i sang along too! Lol? Then Zk was like giving the super puzzled look. HAHA. I'm an ancient wolfie.
After assembly, was told that choir practice changed to 2pm >.<
So early, walao, wanna slack also cannot. And the only reason why i agreed to go was because i pity sze hoe, it was told that bass only had 1 guy sze hoe because sing hao is not going for farewell, hence not singing. But then when i reach there, sing hao is there lor. Zzz. Waste my time sia.But never mind, since i have to stay back after all for junhao's birthday celebration.
Chiagek And LiJia came up because i kinda told them to. But then when they came up, i remembered the present and my bag and the card was left behind at the library. So i rushed down without anyone's permission and choinged up again. In the end, the present that we were SUPPOSED TO give together were given by me ONLY. -.- Then call you 2 up for what sia. Defeats my purpose... But that drove me into floweridiotness again. Long Long time since i've dared to look straight into her face. And the floweridiotness just flowed back into my brains >.<
I played badminton with siyang while all the others(not inclusing szehoe) are singing and szehoe sleeping. And thanks to the short ceiling, the shuttlecock kept hitting the ceiling... Lol.
Went down to the canteen to eat the cake. It was BEAUTIFUL la. But too creamy >.< fattening... Haha. But i don't like creamy stuff, so 意思意思 eat abit. And we drove junhao into tears!!! HAHA. Cool man, should just taken the scene down la... And madeline drove the cake that junhao was eating straight into his nose and mouth! HAHAHA. Reminds me of mc... That time at sentosa. Lol.
And while i accompanied junhao to the toilet to clean up, another guy was getting his face into the cake too! Lol? So when junhao and i returned to the gang, i should see brown cream on laurel's face! LOL. And he licked his glasses because they were some cream on the frame. Hahaha. Hilarious sia.
And then the guys did our routine sports that made any girl waiting for us pek chek. We went to play SOCCER. haha. But junhao had to go soon. To celebrate, but with his family this time. Lol... But we continued to play anyway. LimHan the once 金毛狮王 became 红毛丹 is a good keeper sia! Lol.
Went home dog tired again. haiz, its not a good idea to play so much soccer... It can be harmful more than healthy, especially when you're panting 30 minutes after playing.
I just remembered i haven't told you people why i cannot call LiJia big bird anymore. It's because the thing that made her look like a bigbird is different now. So i'm supposed to be obliged not to call her big bird anymore. But I'll just call you mushroom! Hahaha.
So used to seeing your back that i can identify it from far away, so not used to seeing your face that i suddenly think that your face is so damn beautiful. So damn naive to think that i could be near you.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Tedious Thursday
Short timetable today, all 2 periods de! Yay!
Started with Social Studies straight off the day. And when i saw the paper, all i could do is to stare at it for like 5 mins? Totally blank sia. Knew i should have studied la... Haiz. Well, thanks to the immense powerful brain that i occupy, i somehow or another managed to dig up some information.
Well, Social Studies' SEQ requires both sides of the story with a balanced conclusion. And after a whole chunk of agreeing to a large extent with info somehow my brain dug up... I was stuck at agreeing to a small extent. Lol. Stared at the paper for like 7 mins. And again, my powerful brain managed to dig something up. Luckily. My brain saved me millions of times man.
But then again, i may not pass the test since everything i written is based on my brain power. But if i passed, i think I'm a genius! Haha.
Chinese was a very conducive environment for learning, sadly to say, its only for today. For the first time in my sec 3 life, no noise was made during chinese class. The usual talkative idiots behind shut up at the sight of the VP. The usual sleeping beauties woke up at the sight of the VP, although sze hoe still found his way to dreamland.
Dear mr sim went on with his usual jokes and lesson minus the scolding for the people behind to shut up and wake up. So i really enjoyed this lesson and hope the VP drops in more often =P.
Maths was free time again, done a little maths, as unproductive as ever, like always I'm forever the portable chinese radio that makes NOISE. Mr tan is going for reservice tomorrow? Then we'll have free time again, he finished the syllabus anyway, so the rest is up to the hardworking people of 3 humility to display their prowess.
CF was crap. It's not a good idea to sit beside lewis in choi pei ling's class. Somemore i'll get targeted too. Maybe i laugh too much, but then, how come still got people say i dao kia? Puzzled.
Went to bishan library after school.
Original plan: Go to any library and renew the books so i can look for them for another 3 weeks.
Turned out to be: Go bishan library study which is as unproductive as the time in maths class and i still get harassed by unfriendly cameras.
Funny huh? Girls like to play with me. First there is this crazy bird who die die wants me to wear specs, and commented i'm damn siwen in it. Then there's these girls who like to capture on camera. Then there's a girl who wanted me to broadcast my voice to the whole class on the day before teacher's day.
Think I'm having troubles with ladies. Lol.
就算大雨绕着整个城市倒， 我会给你怀抱。
Started with Social Studies straight off the day. And when i saw the paper, all i could do is to stare at it for like 5 mins? Totally blank sia. Knew i should have studied la... Haiz. Well, thanks to the immense powerful brain that i occupy, i somehow or another managed to dig up some information.
Well, Social Studies' SEQ requires both sides of the story with a balanced conclusion. And after a whole chunk of agreeing to a large extent with info somehow my brain dug up... I was stuck at agreeing to a small extent. Lol. Stared at the paper for like 7 mins. And again, my powerful brain managed to dig something up. Luckily. My brain saved me millions of times man.
But then again, i may not pass the test since everything i written is based on my brain power. But if i passed, i think I'm a genius! Haha.
Chinese was a very conducive environment for learning, sadly to say, its only for today. For the first time in my sec 3 life, no noise was made during chinese class. The usual talkative idiots behind shut up at the sight of the VP. The usual sleeping beauties woke up at the sight of the VP, although sze hoe still found his way to dreamland.
Dear mr sim went on with his usual jokes and lesson minus the scolding for the people behind to shut up and wake up. So i really enjoyed this lesson and hope the VP drops in more often =P.
Maths was free time again, done a little maths, as unproductive as ever, like always I'm forever the portable chinese radio that makes NOISE. Mr tan is going for reservice tomorrow? Then we'll have free time again, he finished the syllabus anyway, so the rest is up to the hardworking people of 3 humility to display their prowess.
CF was crap. It's not a good idea to sit beside lewis in choi pei ling's class. Somemore i'll get targeted too. Maybe i laugh too much, but then, how come still got people say i dao kia? Puzzled.
Went to bishan library after school.
Original plan: Go to any library and renew the books so i can look for them for another 3 weeks.
Turned out to be: Go bishan library study which is as unproductive as the time in maths class and i still get harassed by unfriendly cameras.
Funny huh? Girls like to play with me. First there is this crazy bird who die die wants me to wear specs, and commented i'm damn siwen in it. Then there's these girls who like to capture on camera. Then there's a girl who wanted me to broadcast my voice to the whole class on the day before teacher's day.
Think I'm having troubles with ladies. Lol.
就算大雨绕着整个城市倒， 我会给你怀抱。
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Weary Wednesday
Went back to the parade ground for our assembly! Like after so many days of classrooms...
Mrs Janice Lim came to find us after assembly, believe it or not, i was expecting that. I knew that the next day when she would want the submitted papers she would find out that we did not take the test. And well, scolded we got. Postponed to thursday(which is tomorrow, which means i have to mug today).
Chapel was okay, david asked hongyi & i to sing but he himself never sing >.<
Reverend Wee post a very tricky question and tried to explain it to us, but at the end of the whole thing, he didn't even come up with a ocnclusion -.- Bad ss and history student =P.
Chemistry was in the classroom! Yay? Long time since we had chemistry in classroom on wednesdays =P. But david was freaking irrtating... grrr. I almost punched him! But i think i'm too nice a guy to do that. Remind me of what happen yesterday in chem class which i forgot to write down in the previous post.
Phillip was singing sarangheyo softly then i continued with him and apparently someone heard and said 唱大声一点! So i raised my volume and miss lim shut me up with a, "If you're making this much NOISE i can't continue." apparently my singing is NOISE! >.<
Went for english class and the next thing i knew was there is a surprise summary test. Feeling half-happy half-sad. Half happy because i've always been a fan of surprise tests, its the only place where i can win people who always win me easily =P. Half-sad because i am freaking weak in english...
the class made a big fuss(expected). But honestly, i didn't even thought for a second that the test was gonna be postponed. It will definitely be today, so instead of joining in the ruckus, i actually took my foolscap and prepared to take the test while Miss Tang tried to handle the 'rioters'. she said something about them being rioters... Lol.
fairly easy, due to the fact that miss tang revised with us the day before. She is a good teacher lor, know going to give surprise test still sacrifice her teaching time to help us revise. Wonder why the other people always complain so much about her. Haiz.
Went to play soccer while waiting for the ladies to finish their econs. but apparently, guys will lose track of time when it comes to soccer. lol. So the girls had to come to the multi-purpose court to look for us. And we guai guai give up our soccer to go to the library to do our 'project'. Work for important! Lol. But apparently they didn't do anything while the guys(who are supposed to be less guai than the girls) did everything ALREADY. so joey did some cleaning up work and waited for the girls to send in their work tonight.
You know what? Library actually have assessment books! i never knew that! Omg la, so much for being in phs for 3 years. all the way till wenmin told me today, i had totally no idea that OUR school library had assessment books! thanks man wenmin!
Went back to the court and saw a few new faces, mc&lewis came. And played a little more before returning to the place where i can sit in front of the computer and type this.
I realized 1 thing, guys get crappily weak when it comes to the girl they like. I mean, its like, i've been trying so damn bloody hard to forget everything and avoid all contacts, anything that could make me back to the crappy state i was once in. And just when i thought i could put down everything, forget everything, 1 dance & 1 msg breaks all the walls down. I've been as smitten as before, and i've gotta start all over again. Haiz. Pathetic sia.
When people ask, "What do you see in her?", does that mean that the thing, if taken away, you will not like her anymore? If that is, then i don't see anything in her, because no matter what you take away from her, i will still love her.
Mrs Janice Lim came to find us after assembly, believe it or not, i was expecting that. I knew that the next day when she would want the submitted papers she would find out that we did not take the test. And well, scolded we got. Postponed to thursday(which is tomorrow, which means i have to mug today).
Chapel was okay, david asked hongyi & i to sing but he himself never sing >.<
Reverend Wee post a very tricky question and tried to explain it to us, but at the end of the whole thing, he didn't even come up with a ocnclusion -.- Bad ss and history student =P.
Chemistry was in the classroom! Yay? Long time since we had chemistry in classroom on wednesdays =P. But david was freaking irrtating... grrr. I almost punched him! But i think i'm too nice a guy to do that. Remind me of what happen yesterday in chem class which i forgot to write down in the previous post.
Phillip was singing sarangheyo softly then i continued with him and apparently someone heard and said 唱大声一点! So i raised my volume and miss lim shut me up with a, "If you're making this much NOISE i can't continue." apparently my singing is NOISE! >.<
Went for english class and the next thing i knew was there is a surprise summary test. Feeling half-happy half-sad. Half happy because i've always been a fan of surprise tests, its the only place where i can win people who always win me easily =P. Half-sad because i am freaking weak in english...
the class made a big fuss(expected). But honestly, i didn't even thought for a second that the test was gonna be postponed. It will definitely be today, so instead of joining in the ruckus, i actually took my foolscap and prepared to take the test while Miss Tang tried to handle the 'rioters'. she said something about them being rioters... Lol.
fairly easy, due to the fact that miss tang revised with us the day before. She is a good teacher lor, know going to give surprise test still sacrifice her teaching time to help us revise. Wonder why the other people always complain so much about her. Haiz.
Went to play soccer while waiting for the ladies to finish their econs. but apparently, guys will lose track of time when it comes to soccer. lol. So the girls had to come to the multi-purpose court to look for us. And we guai guai give up our soccer to go to the library to do our 'project'. Work for important! Lol. But apparently they didn't do anything while the guys(who are supposed to be less guai than the girls) did everything ALREADY. so joey did some cleaning up work and waited for the girls to send in their work tonight.
You know what? Library actually have assessment books! i never knew that! Omg la, so much for being in phs for 3 years. all the way till wenmin told me today, i had totally no idea that OUR school library had assessment books! thanks man wenmin!
Went back to the court and saw a few new faces, mc&lewis came. And played a little more before returning to the place where i can sit in front of the computer and type this.
I realized 1 thing, guys get crappily weak when it comes to the girl they like. I mean, its like, i've been trying so damn bloody hard to forget everything and avoid all contacts, anything that could make me back to the crappy state i was once in. And just when i thought i could put down everything, forget everything, 1 dance & 1 msg breaks all the walls down. I've been as smitten as before, and i've gotta start all over again. Haiz. Pathetic sia.
When people ask, "What do you see in her?", does that mean that the thing, if taken away, you will not like her anymore? If that is, then i don't see anything in her, because no matter what you take away from her, i will still love her.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Tuesday!
Went so damn early to school to study. 6.40am. Cool. Normally i wouldn't even be on the bus to school at that time. And there i was, mr kiasu trying damn hard to squeeze whatever chemistry i could into my brain. All the way until 7.10am. When i was JunHao coming and went to his homeroom with him.
Contradictory to the sight in our class, 3e people were all mugging for the biology test coming forward later. All freaking hardworking. Not like us, bloody slackers. Haiz.
Mrs Choy didn't come. But the test went on with mrs lau being the invigilator instead. Kind of okay... Wasn't too hard but neither easy either. Maybe get an A2? =P.
Maths is bored. Mr tan taught a little and let us do our homework. Really needed the time, yesterday was mugging whole day long so had no time to do my maths homework. But due to the large amount of noise i produce in maths class, it still wasn't a productive period of time. And hence i did not do much, well, not as much as i thought i would be able to do.
Chemistry test was cancelled >.<
So i wasted this morning. Could really used the sleep sia, since i choing bio until so late. Haiz. Done some cation anion things which don't make much sense to me. Though they somehow ring a bell somewhere.
Realized something during physics class. I've been concentrating too much on maths & biology. I've basically neglected the other 2 sciences and naturally the other weaker subjects. Omg? I don't have much time to catch up sia. Siao liao ahhhh. I'm facing a crazy schedule.
The crazy schedule:
Contradictory to the sight in our class, 3e people were all mugging for the biology test coming forward later. All freaking hardworking. Not like us, bloody slackers. Haiz.
Mrs Choy didn't come. But the test went on with mrs lau being the invigilator instead. Kind of okay... Wasn't too hard but neither easy either. Maybe get an A2? =P.
Maths is bored. Mr tan taught a little and let us do our homework. Really needed the time, yesterday was mugging whole day long so had no time to do my maths homework. But due to the large amount of noise i produce in maths class, it still wasn't a productive period of time. And hence i did not do much, well, not as much as i thought i would be able to do.
Chemistry test was cancelled >.<
So i wasted this morning. Could really used the sleep sia, since i choing bio until so late. Haiz. Done some cation anion things which don't make much sense to me. Though they somehow ring a bell somewhere.
Realized something during physics class. I've been concentrating too much on maths & biology. I've basically neglected the other 2 sciences and naturally the other weaker subjects. Omg? I don't have much time to catch up sia. Siao liao ahhhh. I'm facing a crazy schedule.
The crazy schedule:
- Social Studies test this thursday
- English oral presentation on current affairs this thursday.
- Physics test next tuesday
- English summary test next tuesday
- Start of EOYs next friday
- 1 million things i forgot currently
Cool? I need some superman genes to help me cope man.
Cheated miss janice chang today =P. Made me feel bloody guilty. We're supposed to have an ss test today. But since Mrs Janice lim did not appear in school today, we happily lied that there is no ss test. Starting still thought we couldn't get away with it because ms chang said she is going to check. And i honestly thought that she'll find out the truth. But in the end? She still let us go =P. Someone used my name, "he is ss rep leh!". I forgot who is it.
Went for a little soccer to relieve the immense large amount of stress produced by the above 6 things currently hot on my tail. There was 1 part where JunHao did something damn heroic. And alot of people were cheering for him. Then i shouted, "JunHao I love You!" and guess what? Someone shouted back, "Then ChiaGek 怎么办!?“. Erm. I honestly did not find a reply on the spot. Lol.
Flower idiot. 你以为我想的啊?
Friday, September 14, 2007
First week of school
I think I'll skip monday & tuesday and proceed on to wednesday instead. Here it comes...
WEDNESDAY
Interesting day i must say. Full of events. Crapped events, whatever. Chapel isn't as boring as normally it will be... I wonder why. Hmmz, perhaps it was the cute, innocent comments that small little kids pray to god. Haha.
Proceeded on to chinese lesson. Mr sim was talking about this 成语 called 单刀赴会。. He spoke of his experiences and even those about negotiating with secret societies. And he emphasized on the need to NOT 单刀赴会 as it is dangerous and 英雄不吃眼前亏. He said that even when he went to negotiate with the secret societies, he brought along 2 friends, 1 a policeman, the other a detective. Both carrying guns hidden.
As a student. I was awed by his stories, but also absorbed them under 'stories'. Little did i know i should really use what he just said. Especially since, its recess after chinese class...
Went up to the library but saw that it was closed >.<
Went down to play soccer instead. Sec 4 people came to play with us. Soon 3Agape people was also playing. Its like 30 over people playing soccer in a small area such as the multi-purpose court. Super 'squeezy'.
After the game, i was pushed by an incoming force from the back, in other words, i didn't see it coming. Stumbling to the ground, i was wondering who pushed me and saw that it was kim seng.
I've heard them saying that i was playing too rough in the match, but never expected them to take revenge AFTER the match. Still filled with shock, i went back to class, but never made it there the way i suppose i would.
While being the last of the Express people to leave the multi-purpose court, i was 'summoned' back to them again. With the other express people walking away, leaving me behind. 单刀赴会 huh. Firstly this guy, who i do not know the name, claimed that i pushed him during the game and kicked him. As though waiting for an explanation, he stood there. Looking very unhappy.
I apologized but did not see the palm coming. Guess i was careless.
"whap!" and a slap handed on my left cheek. And fortunately or perhaps unfortunately, i was in a good mood that time and didn't immediately return the slap. Looking back at it now, i couldn't imagine what would have happen if i returned the slap. Plus, mr ong(the basketball coach) was there. And if i returned the slap, there would be teachers, there would be gangsters. Shortly speaking, i would be in trouble with both white & black.
Exciting day huh?
THURSDAY
In case you still haven't notice, i have just written main points of the day, not very much of the whole day's activities. I did that for 2 reasons. 1: To make sure this post wouldn't be damn damn damn long. 2: some of the things i already forgotten. Haha.
It was in the morning where bigbird dropped by to take her biology textbook and lewis's a maths book. So tongues wagged -.-
David lost his trust. Haha. Like finally? Sometimes you should really go with the crowd. Or you'll just ending up being last in the crowd. Lol =P.
Had my orals after school... Was honestly quite nervous. I wonder why. And reading nicholas sparks didn't seem to calm me down either, or perhaps i was nervous because of nicholas sparks. Whatever. All i know is that i was called out by miss tang while reading. And by her tone, it seem to be a little urgent. So i put down my nicholas sparks and went to her.
Beside her stood a sec1 boy. The next thing i knew is i was instructed to watch over him as he ran his 5 rounds around the parade ground. Though he isn't exactly fat, he is a little plump and by the 3rd round, he was walking. While watching him, the guys went over to the multi-purpose court to play soccer and asked why i didn't want to play. And none of my reasons seem to get into their ears. Haiz.
Pitied this sec1 guy and ran the last round with me. I need to relax. Lol. Professionals often claim that excerise can help to relax ourselves. And a little of jogging was kinda useful. Haha.
Went for my oral, still a little tensed up i must say. But the opening sentence of miss tang calmed me down. A simple thanks was what she said. And it calmed me down. Hmmz.
Well, passage was not bad, picture was totally crapped with me saying 2 sentence ONLY in like less than 15 seconds? Omg la. But conversation was quite good. At least to me, and i could see miss tang nodding her head. That's a good sign right? Lol.
FRIDAY
Choi Pei Ling has been missing for a whole week now. And i don't even know why. Nobody even bothered to tell me, perhaps no one even knew. Haiz.
Maths+Amaths test was CRAP!!! I think I'm gonna flunk it like i did with the common tests. Honestly speaking, NONE of the answers i came up with was EXACTLY the same as the options given(it was a MCQ test). So it was quite a tikam tikam test for me. Honestly, that feeling sucked. The feeling of unsure really really sucked. Haiz.
Assembly was nothing but slack, noise and more noise. It is starting to get on my nerves. Haiz. Done 2 questions of my a maths homework(thats all i can managed to do in such an enviroment). And WenYi asked me why i suddenly so hardworking. Haha. Always is she damn hardworking de lor... And i replied, "exams coming le, no time." Which is obviously crap since i won't have the self-discipline to revise at home... Lol.
Went for choir and when the choir guys were asking me to play soccer... But then i don't want to play... Needa go buy present. But i cannot say i going buy present right? Since the birthday boy is one of those who asked me. So i used 'reverse psychology' and said i was going out with my girlfriend. SiYang proudly annouced that my girlfriend is the Amaths book -.-
I got so choing Amaths de meh? And so i somehow managed to get any with it, since obviously no one would believe that i was going out with my girlfriend, especially when i don't even have one. I SUPPOSED i was early, so i went to play a little soccer with the guys, i honestly have the intention to leave at 5.30pm. Which in the end did not come true. Haha.
Bigbird arrived at the field and tongues start to wag. Especially since my excuse was 'going out with girlfriend'. So the choir guys happily assumed Bigbird is my girlfriend -.-
I think i was stinking since i just played soccer but nevertheless went ahead to AMK hub to buy the present. Yes, that is the real intention, don't think too much people.
Bought, chatted, walked and went home.
Simple as that. Don't let your imaginations run wild.
Failures are just stepping stones to success. And vice versa.
WEDNESDAY
Interesting day i must say. Full of events. Crapped events, whatever. Chapel isn't as boring as normally it will be... I wonder why. Hmmz, perhaps it was the cute, innocent comments that small little kids pray to god. Haha.
Proceeded on to chinese lesson. Mr sim was talking about this 成语 called 单刀赴会。. He spoke of his experiences and even those about negotiating with secret societies. And he emphasized on the need to NOT 单刀赴会 as it is dangerous and 英雄不吃眼前亏. He said that even when he went to negotiate with the secret societies, he brought along 2 friends, 1 a policeman, the other a detective. Both carrying guns hidden.
As a student. I was awed by his stories, but also absorbed them under 'stories'. Little did i know i should really use what he just said. Especially since, its recess after chinese class...
Went up to the library but saw that it was closed >.<
Went down to play soccer instead. Sec 4 people came to play with us. Soon 3Agape people was also playing. Its like 30 over people playing soccer in a small area such as the multi-purpose court. Super 'squeezy'.
After the game, i was pushed by an incoming force from the back, in other words, i didn't see it coming. Stumbling to the ground, i was wondering who pushed me and saw that it was kim seng.
I've heard them saying that i was playing too rough in the match, but never expected them to take revenge AFTER the match. Still filled with shock, i went back to class, but never made it there the way i suppose i would.
While being the last of the Express people to leave the multi-purpose court, i was 'summoned' back to them again. With the other express people walking away, leaving me behind. 单刀赴会 huh. Firstly this guy, who i do not know the name, claimed that i pushed him during the game and kicked him. As though waiting for an explanation, he stood there. Looking very unhappy.
I apologized but did not see the palm coming. Guess i was careless.
"whap!" and a slap handed on my left cheek. And fortunately or perhaps unfortunately, i was in a good mood that time and didn't immediately return the slap. Looking back at it now, i couldn't imagine what would have happen if i returned the slap. Plus, mr ong(the basketball coach) was there. And if i returned the slap, there would be teachers, there would be gangsters. Shortly speaking, i would be in trouble with both white & black.
Exciting day huh?
THURSDAY
In case you still haven't notice, i have just written main points of the day, not very much of the whole day's activities. I did that for 2 reasons. 1: To make sure this post wouldn't be damn damn damn long. 2: some of the things i already forgotten. Haha.
It was in the morning where bigbird dropped by to take her biology textbook and lewis's a maths book. So tongues wagged -.-
David lost his trust. Haha. Like finally? Sometimes you should really go with the crowd. Or you'll just ending up being last in the crowd. Lol =P.
Had my orals after school... Was honestly quite nervous. I wonder why. And reading nicholas sparks didn't seem to calm me down either, or perhaps i was nervous because of nicholas sparks. Whatever. All i know is that i was called out by miss tang while reading. And by her tone, it seem to be a little urgent. So i put down my nicholas sparks and went to her.
Beside her stood a sec1 boy. The next thing i knew is i was instructed to watch over him as he ran his 5 rounds around the parade ground. Though he isn't exactly fat, he is a little plump and by the 3rd round, he was walking. While watching him, the guys went over to the multi-purpose court to play soccer and asked why i didn't want to play. And none of my reasons seem to get into their ears. Haiz.
Pitied this sec1 guy and ran the last round with me. I need to relax. Lol. Professionals often claim that excerise can help to relax ourselves. And a little of jogging was kinda useful. Haha.
Went for my oral, still a little tensed up i must say. But the opening sentence of miss tang calmed me down. A simple thanks was what she said. And it calmed me down. Hmmz.
Well, passage was not bad, picture was totally crapped with me saying 2 sentence ONLY in like less than 15 seconds? Omg la. But conversation was quite good. At least to me, and i could see miss tang nodding her head. That's a good sign right? Lol.
FRIDAY
Choi Pei Ling has been missing for a whole week now. And i don't even know why. Nobody even bothered to tell me, perhaps no one even knew. Haiz.
Maths+Amaths test was CRAP!!! I think I'm gonna flunk it like i did with the common tests. Honestly speaking, NONE of the answers i came up with was EXACTLY the same as the options given(it was a MCQ test). So it was quite a tikam tikam test for me. Honestly, that feeling sucked. The feeling of unsure really really sucked. Haiz.
Assembly was nothing but slack, noise and more noise. It is starting to get on my nerves. Haiz. Done 2 questions of my a maths homework(thats all i can managed to do in such an enviroment). And WenYi asked me why i suddenly so hardworking. Haha. Always is she damn hardworking de lor... And i replied, "exams coming le, no time." Which is obviously crap since i won't have the self-discipline to revise at home... Lol.
Went for choir and when the choir guys were asking me to play soccer... But then i don't want to play... Needa go buy present. But i cannot say i going buy present right? Since the birthday boy is one of those who asked me. So i used 'reverse psychology' and said i was going out with my girlfriend. SiYang proudly annouced that my girlfriend is the Amaths book -.-
I got so choing Amaths de meh? And so i somehow managed to get any with it, since obviously no one would believe that i was going out with my girlfriend, especially when i don't even have one. I SUPPOSED i was early, so i went to play a little soccer with the guys, i honestly have the intention to leave at 5.30pm. Which in the end did not come true. Haha.
Bigbird arrived at the field and tongues start to wag. Especially since my excuse was 'going out with girlfriend'. So the choir guys happily assumed Bigbird is my girlfriend -.-
I think i was stinking since i just played soccer but nevertheless went ahead to AMK hub to buy the present. Yes, that is the real intention, don't think too much people.
Bought, chatted, walked and went home.
Simple as that. Don't let your imaginations run wild.
Failures are just stepping stones to success. And vice versa.
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Fairness
Since don't know when, i remember people telling me that the world is fair. If you ever get beaten up, someday, someone will beat that idiot up for you. But the important thing is that you don't ever go to the extent of returning the beating.
Then when i grow up a little, people starting telling me the world if unfair. We just have to live with it. People suffering in africa while we enjoy ourselves in singapore. That can't possible be fair. People slogging their heads off in work while their bosses take 1 look at the report and get 2x as much money.
Sometimes, i still believe that the world is fair. When you shift all of your effort to a single subject, your other subjects suffers. I mean, to me, that is reasonable enough. Unless of course, even that single subject failed.
Well, sometimes, that happens with friends too. I oftenly remember trying to win a certain person's trust and then later losing all the others. Most of the time guys will just keep quiet when they see me doing that... Yah, because they know my attention will return when I'm done.
I sound like some mad idiot. Forget it. Just remember one thing. The world is fair. I gain a friend, i lose one. I really felt like I'm gaining one now. But also losing one now. Haiz. The world is fair.
Some things are just that i don't say, it doesn't mean that i don't know.
Then when i grow up a little, people starting telling me the world if unfair. We just have to live with it. People suffering in africa while we enjoy ourselves in singapore. That can't possible be fair. People slogging their heads off in work while their bosses take 1 look at the report and get 2x as much money.
Sometimes, i still believe that the world is fair. When you shift all of your effort to a single subject, your other subjects suffers. I mean, to me, that is reasonable enough. Unless of course, even that single subject failed.
Well, sometimes, that happens with friends too. I oftenly remember trying to win a certain person's trust and then later losing all the others. Most of the time guys will just keep quiet when they see me doing that... Yah, because they know my attention will return when I'm done.
I sound like some mad idiot. Forget it. Just remember one thing. The world is fair. I gain a friend, i lose one. I really felt like I'm gaining one now. But also losing one now. Haiz. The world is fair.
Some things are just that i don't say, it doesn't mean that i don't know.
Ping Guan
Honestly speaking, I've always thought ping guan was a very 'guai guai style of guy'. Apparently this MV proved me wrong with the first scene.
This song really describes a lot of guys. It's not only girls who know how to love deeply. It's not only girls who get hurt when whatever happens in a relationship. Its just that guys DON'T SHOW IT. So girls, don't grumble about why guys can move on so quickly while you all are still hurt and still at the same place.This song kind of resemble MC though =P. Listen to the lyrics! Very meaningful wor. Very MC like also =P. And in case you couldn't read the lyrics in this MV, go find them yourselves...
Since it resembles MC so much, i shall dedicate this song to him bahs =P. Eh listen lyric hor! Very descriptive of you =P.
Friday, September 07, 2007
Last day of school holidays.
Haiz, its FRIDAY. Signaling the last weekday of the holidays. Reflecting back on what i've done, i realized... I didn't do anything other than play computer all day long! OMG! As far as i know, there's homework ranging from ss to bio to maths. And i only did maths and a little of bio!
Luckily there's 2 more days for me to choing. Hope i will be feeling hardworking enough to do my homework bah. And if there is anymore... Please tell me sia. I don't have the patience to go and remember all the homework. A little ma fan for me =P.
So reached school at 12.15pm to play snooker. First went to the guard house to claim the key. But since i was expecting banglian, i thought he might have collected it already. But just went to the guard house just in case. Saw the 'new' security guard. Think he's here for at least 2 month le bah. I can't seem to forget the trouble the last time he caused me -.-
Kind of expecting more crap again, i approached him and said "snooker room key". As if the word 'snooker' was never in his dictionary, he asked me what was that. And told me to write out on a piece of paper. 'snoo-ker'. That was how he pronounced it. Then he proceeded to ask if my name was in the book to check if i really had the authority to claim the snooker room key.
After proving it to him, he went to take the keys but realized it was missing. So he told me someone else claim it already. And i honestly felt kind of pissed off. "You mean someone took from you already and yet you still don't know what is 'snooker'?" was my thoughts at that time. Was thinking how '*t**i*' he was. But then again, it might not be him who let banglian claim the keys.
Went to the snooker room and played with banglian. He told me zaccheus was coming back and i was like 'who the hell is zaccheus?'. Then i remembered. A junior that was extremely attitude and plump with great potential as a snooker player. But when he came back, i was honestly shocked. He was not as plump as before and much taller. Hmmz. However, since he quit snooker dunno how many months ago. He was kind of good considering how long ago the last time he played.
Potential indeed.
I was on form lah! Like when was the last time i was on form? Kind of impressed the juniors =P. But that form was retained until bigbird came. So sad. Lost my form >.<
So i currently have another nicholas sparks title with me. But then again, i might not even have the time to read it in the first place.(remember the homeworks?). So i shall try my best to finish 3 titles in 1 week. Cool. I'm gonna burn midnight oil reading nicholas sparks today.
Recently, i been feeling extremely tired. Exhausted, fatigued. Whatever. The thing is i start to sleep more and more with each day coming. I remember monday i was up at 7, tuesday at 7.30, wednesday at 8, thursday at 8.30 and today at 7am cause i slept at 7pm on thursday.
Funny huh? Not doing much yet feeling so tired. Don't even wanna try to use my brain to think how to do sums especially my a-maths revision. It's getting no where. Haiz. Just now in the afternoon i sprinted 5 seconds to reach a bus that was leaving. And upon reaching the bus, i realized i was PANTING. Omg? I think i need gyms sessions. Lol.
Choir was okay. Nothing exciting happened >.<
But lim han came back! Mr golden hair lion =P. But due to sad circumstances. We didn't have much time out after choir and most went home instead. Haiz. So the remaining people(limhan,laurel,jiayin&me) went to coffee bean and tea leaves for some relaxation time. Unfortunately, there was no place for us to sit >.< And it was pouring outside...
So we did a very dishonest act. Morally wrong but normal people will just find it okay. We ordered the cakes(which was at 50% discount) and brought it up to the foodcourt. Sat and ate there without buying any food from the foodcourt. Haiz. Feeling guilty again.
But since guys have huge appetites(unless lost in love), we still ordered dinner after we finished our cakes... Laurel & JiaYin shared a bowl of yu pian chou(fish porridge). Limhan teased them about how sweet the soup was... Two person share mah, of course SWEET la =P.
Went to take photos outside the 7-eleven. In front of the bread branded "First Choice". Damn funny. Shall not elaborate. Use your imagination. 3 ppl(not including me). Jiayin beside laurel beside limhan. WHAT COULD HAPPEN??? LOL.
Lies are just another form of communication
Luckily there's 2 more days for me to choing. Hope i will be feeling hardworking enough to do my homework bah. And if there is anymore... Please tell me sia. I don't have the patience to go and remember all the homework. A little ma fan for me =P.
So reached school at 12.15pm to play snooker. First went to the guard house to claim the key. But since i was expecting banglian, i thought he might have collected it already. But just went to the guard house just in case. Saw the 'new' security guard. Think he's here for at least 2 month le bah. I can't seem to forget the trouble the last time he caused me -.-
Kind of expecting more crap again, i approached him and said "snooker room key". As if the word 'snooker' was never in his dictionary, he asked me what was that. And told me to write out on a piece of paper. 'snoo-ker'. That was how he pronounced it. Then he proceeded to ask if my name was in the book to check if i really had the authority to claim the snooker room key.
After proving it to him, he went to take the keys but realized it was missing. So he told me someone else claim it already. And i honestly felt kind of pissed off. "You mean someone took from you already and yet you still don't know what is 'snooker'?" was my thoughts at that time. Was thinking how '*t**i*' he was. But then again, it might not be him who let banglian claim the keys.
Went to the snooker room and played with banglian. He told me zaccheus was coming back and i was like 'who the hell is zaccheus?'. Then i remembered. A junior that was extremely attitude and plump with great potential as a snooker player. But when he came back, i was honestly shocked. He was not as plump as before and much taller. Hmmz. However, since he quit snooker dunno how many months ago. He was kind of good considering how long ago the last time he played.
Potential indeed.
I was on form lah! Like when was the last time i was on form? Kind of impressed the juniors =P. But that form was retained until bigbird came. So sad. Lost my form >.<
So i currently have another nicholas sparks title with me. But then again, i might not even have the time to read it in the first place.(remember the homeworks?). So i shall try my best to finish 3 titles in 1 week. Cool. I'm gonna burn midnight oil reading nicholas sparks today.
Recently, i been feeling extremely tired. Exhausted, fatigued. Whatever. The thing is i start to sleep more and more with each day coming. I remember monday i was up at 7, tuesday at 7.30, wednesday at 8, thursday at 8.30 and today at 7am cause i slept at 7pm on thursday.
Funny huh? Not doing much yet feeling so tired. Don't even wanna try to use my brain to think how to do sums especially my a-maths revision. It's getting no where. Haiz. Just now in the afternoon i sprinted 5 seconds to reach a bus that was leaving. And upon reaching the bus, i realized i was PANTING. Omg? I think i need gyms sessions. Lol.
Choir was okay. Nothing exciting happened >.<
But lim han came back! Mr golden hair lion =P. But due to sad circumstances. We didn't have much time out after choir and most went home instead. Haiz. So the remaining people(limhan,laurel,jiayin&me) went to coffee bean and tea leaves for some relaxation time. Unfortunately, there was no place for us to sit >.< And it was pouring outside...
So we did a very dishonest act. Morally wrong but normal people will just find it okay. We ordered the cakes(which was at 50% discount) and brought it up to the foodcourt. Sat and ate there without buying any food from the foodcourt. Haiz. Feeling guilty again.
But since guys have huge appetites(unless lost in love), we still ordered dinner after we finished our cakes... Laurel & JiaYin shared a bowl of yu pian chou(fish porridge). Limhan teased them about how sweet the soup was... Two person share mah, of course SWEET la =P.
Went to take photos outside the 7-eleven. In front of the bread branded "First Choice". Damn funny. Shall not elaborate. Use your imagination. 3 ppl(not including me). Jiayin beside laurel beside limhan. WHAT COULD HAPPEN??? LOL.
Lies are just another form of communication
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Regrets
I am really sorry to the friend i abandoned. I wouldn't say that i didn't do it intentionally because i did. I knew i would not go if anyone backed out. And it really happened. I'm not trying to use the person who backed out as an excuse. This is really my own problem.
Maybe i just can't face the fact that i still don't dare to watch horrors. If i went today, it would be the second time. And honestly, the first left quite a mark there that told me not to watch a horror again. I'm just sorry that i pangsehed you last minute.
I know it must be hard on you. It isn't the first time you tried to help us socialize by trying to organize an outing. And i know that most of the time these outings failed because of idiots like me. I'm really sorry. You just made me feel like a jerk.
And i think i am.
Perhaps you really wanted me to come along. Perhaps to ease the tension that might possibly arise. Maybe i am supposed to help you if needed. And saying all this is nothing but crap since I'm not going already.
And for a you who doesn't get angry easily, getting this angry must have shown how much disappointed you are. I'm just really sorry. We all know that guys become insanely weak when it comes to the lady they love. But instead of giving you a hand, i feel like I'm kicking you down even further. In chinese, we call that "Luo Jing Xia Shi". And I'm this a jerk to have done that to you.
But please, forgive me, as i beg for your forgiveness.
The worst kind of person is one who guesses when the wrong answer meant great punishment. The kind of person who dare not admit he doesn't know the answer because he does not dare to face the punishment.
Maybe i just can't face the fact that i still don't dare to watch horrors. If i went today, it would be the second time. And honestly, the first left quite a mark there that told me not to watch a horror again. I'm just sorry that i pangsehed you last minute.
I know it must be hard on you. It isn't the first time you tried to help us socialize by trying to organize an outing. And i know that most of the time these outings failed because of idiots like me. I'm really sorry. You just made me feel like a jerk.
And i think i am.
Perhaps you really wanted me to come along. Perhaps to ease the tension that might possibly arise. Maybe i am supposed to help you if needed. And saying all this is nothing but crap since I'm not going already.
And for a you who doesn't get angry easily, getting this angry must have shown how much disappointed you are. I'm just really sorry. We all know that guys become insanely weak when it comes to the lady they love. But instead of giving you a hand, i feel like I'm kicking you down even further. In chinese, we call that "Luo Jing Xia Shi". And I'm this a jerk to have done that to you.
But please, forgive me, as i beg for your forgiveness.
The worst kind of person is one who guesses when the wrong answer meant great punishment. The kind of person who dare not admit he doesn't know the answer because he does not dare to face the punishment.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Reflections
Hurray, I just finished another love novel from Nicholas Sparks. And i felt like a jerk. Every novel that i read just made me feel like a jerk. More jerky with each book read. And as far as i know, i still have quite a lot to read. I wonder how jerky i would feel at the end of the day.
Its like, he'll always write a very touching love story. And there'll always be a super nice gentleman. So thinking back to myself. I feel like a jerk. Someone so timid that I'm dust compared to the characters in the novel. The feeling is sucky de lor!
Its like suddenly feeling so inferior. Not daring to do the things that the male characters do. And its always the dying of the main characters that actually make the whole story damn touching. And I'm kinda getting used to main characters dying in the novels. Lol. Out of 4 books that I've read so far. 3 died. So yah...
And I'm still not used to the very 'horny' words used. I don't even know what word to use to describe the words that he use. Lol. I will like feel disgusted at the way he writes about the making love process. I wonder why sia. Maybe because I'm supposed to imagine what happens when i read the book? And i can't imagine a make love scene? Feel so confused.
And I've just finished watching a documentary on Channel U by guo liang. There was a scene that shows an orphan school. Everyone there somehow or another lost their parents and stay at the school 24 hours a day. Study,Eat,Sleep. Everything there.
Then i remembered what Mr. Sim our chinese teacher once told us. "Ru Guo Ni Qu Kan Zhong Guo Ren Du Shu, Ni Hui Pa Arh! Kan Ta Men Du Shu Ni Hui Pa Qi La Tiao Wo Ken Ni Jiang!". Basically, it means that seeing china people study will make us afraid. Honestly, i never really believed until i saw this documentary.
It was only a PRIMARY ONE class. And i seriously felt intimidated. If OUR primary one kids could do as well as them. Wah, Singapore got endless future liao. Never mind the level of education there. Just the enthusiasm. OMG lah. The children there... Their desire for knowledge is crazy lah. And they are so damn disciplined. Singapore, very hard to find arh. Haiz.
Coming to a topic of studies, i am worried to say that the guy whom i expected to become a threat to me in terms of getting the 2nd place finally started. To think that i predicted this 3 months ago. Haiz. GUYS arh. Someone is obviously studying very hard now. Please open your eyes and see who is it arh. I know most of you would underestimate him. But he impressed me 2 times already.
Somemore he has the support in terms of almost everything lah. So Guys... Please go study. The EOYs are almost here already. Start now! Before its too late =P. I sound like your mums =P.
If running away doesn't solve the problem, why would facing it solve the problem?
Its like, he'll always write a very touching love story. And there'll always be a super nice gentleman. So thinking back to myself. I feel like a jerk. Someone so timid that I'm dust compared to the characters in the novel. The feeling is sucky de lor!
Its like suddenly feeling so inferior. Not daring to do the things that the male characters do. And its always the dying of the main characters that actually make the whole story damn touching. And I'm kinda getting used to main characters dying in the novels. Lol. Out of 4 books that I've read so far. 3 died. So yah...
And I'm still not used to the very 'horny' words used. I don't even know what word to use to describe the words that he use. Lol. I will like feel disgusted at the way he writes about the making love process. I wonder why sia. Maybe because I'm supposed to imagine what happens when i read the book? And i can't imagine a make love scene? Feel so confused.
And I've just finished watching a documentary on Channel U by guo liang. There was a scene that shows an orphan school. Everyone there somehow or another lost their parents and stay at the school 24 hours a day. Study,Eat,Sleep. Everything there.
Then i remembered what Mr. Sim our chinese teacher once told us. "Ru Guo Ni Qu Kan Zhong Guo Ren Du Shu, Ni Hui Pa Arh! Kan Ta Men Du Shu Ni Hui Pa Qi La Tiao Wo Ken Ni Jiang!". Basically, it means that seeing china people study will make us afraid. Honestly, i never really believed until i saw this documentary.
It was only a PRIMARY ONE class. And i seriously felt intimidated. If OUR primary one kids could do as well as them. Wah, Singapore got endless future liao. Never mind the level of education there. Just the enthusiasm. OMG lah. The children there... Their desire for knowledge is crazy lah. And they are so damn disciplined. Singapore, very hard to find arh. Haiz.
Coming to a topic of studies, i am worried to say that the guy whom i expected to become a threat to me in terms of getting the 2nd place finally started. To think that i predicted this 3 months ago. Haiz. GUYS arh. Someone is obviously studying very hard now. Please open your eyes and see who is it arh. I know most of you would underestimate him. But he impressed me 2 times already.
Somemore he has the support in terms of almost everything lah. So Guys... Please go study. The EOYs are almost here already. Start now! Before its too late =P. I sound like your mums =P.
If running away doesn't solve the problem, why would facing it solve the problem?
The First Day Of The Holidays
Woke up earlier than supposed to. My brother straightaway wanted me to see something. A new phone. A GPRS phone. He just bought a new phone. And he straightaway show offed to me -.-
But that also tells me another thing. He is definitely not satisfied with my results. So if you're thinking why a GPRS phone can link to my results, here's the reason. My brother asked what i wanted 3 days before the common test started.
Of course, the price is good results. Which also means that he already saved a sum of money up for me. But since my results are so damn sucky, he decided to use this sum of money for himself. Which is where the handphone comes in. Obviously this sum of money is used to buy that phone. So using my inference, i can tell that he is damn not satisfied with my results. Logical isn't it?
Reached school 30 minutes earlier than required to. Had a small chat with the security guard. I can tell that he's trying to hint to me not to come back for snooker during the holidays. Haiz. Fine, i shall not go back unless someone else wants to play.
Saw gregory and since we have like 25 minutes more, we went to play basketball. Just after shooting a few baskets, which only 1 or 2 went in, i saw about 5 guys walking towards the multi purpose court, dressed in different colour shirts & shorts. It was not till they were close that i realized they were coming to play soccer.
When i realized it was chunkiat and peeps, i decided to pangseh gregory and went to play soccer instead. I am so bad. It's kind of lame playing soccer that early in the morning especially when there is so little people playing. Eventually, guys from our class came down, and although we only had about 10 minutes before biology class started, we still played on before rushing to biology class.
1 hour lesson. Taught a little more than the last time she teach. Still confused about the pathways of the heart and so on and so forth. Too lazy to read it up myself. Will do it someday. That's basically biology. Lol.
Went to bishan library to study! I'm hardworking de loh! But since there weren't any available tables in the library, we went to sit at the cafe's table. And honestly did not buy a drink. Feeling damn guilty =P. Funny though, couldn't really concentrate. Must be talking too much. Lol.
When JunHao & Laurel came, the 4 of us went to 'The coffee bean & tea leaves" instead. And studied. I did my maths! WOOHOO. Did until exponential equations le! This time laurel bought a drink. So no guilt =P.
Junhao & Laurel went to play arcade -.- So leave me & big bird continue studying. And time flies. It was already like 2.10 when we finished? Quickly went for lunch. And i knew i was late for choir already. Haiz.
Finished lunch at 2.50 Freaking late liao. But still went up to popular to buy foolscap with big bird. Already late liao, the punishment the same what. So might as well be a little later. Unless ms yee is gonna count lateness by every 10 minutes, then i won't ever be late unless needed to.
Stepped into music room 1hour late. Cool. Must be the first time man. And everyone was doing a new song. Which is a good news and a bad news for me.
Good news: New song = new score. I forgot to bring my scores =P.
Bad news : That meant that i missed out 1 hour of learning the new song.
Ahhh, i need tuition for the new song sia. Cause i only sang like for 15 minutes before ms yee start ANOTHER new song? Omg lah.
Went back home straight from choir and studied! I'm Guai de lor!
Giving up on yourself is the 2nd last thing to do before committing suicide.
But that also tells me another thing. He is definitely not satisfied with my results. So if you're thinking why a GPRS phone can link to my results, here's the reason. My brother asked what i wanted 3 days before the common test started.
Of course, the price is good results. Which also means that he already saved a sum of money up for me. But since my results are so damn sucky, he decided to use this sum of money for himself. Which is where the handphone comes in. Obviously this sum of money is used to buy that phone. So using my inference, i can tell that he is damn not satisfied with my results. Logical isn't it?
Reached school 30 minutes earlier than required to. Had a small chat with the security guard. I can tell that he's trying to hint to me not to come back for snooker during the holidays. Haiz. Fine, i shall not go back unless someone else wants to play.
Saw gregory and since we have like 25 minutes more, we went to play basketball. Just after shooting a few baskets, which only 1 or 2 went in, i saw about 5 guys walking towards the multi purpose court, dressed in different colour shirts & shorts. It was not till they were close that i realized they were coming to play soccer.
When i realized it was chunkiat and peeps, i decided to pangseh gregory and went to play soccer instead. I am so bad. It's kind of lame playing soccer that early in the morning especially when there is so little people playing. Eventually, guys from our class came down, and although we only had about 10 minutes before biology class started, we still played on before rushing to biology class.
1 hour lesson. Taught a little more than the last time she teach. Still confused about the pathways of the heart and so on and so forth. Too lazy to read it up myself. Will do it someday. That's basically biology. Lol.
Went to bishan library to study! I'm hardworking de loh! But since there weren't any available tables in the library, we went to sit at the cafe's table. And honestly did not buy a drink. Feeling damn guilty =P. Funny though, couldn't really concentrate. Must be talking too much. Lol.
When JunHao & Laurel came, the 4 of us went to 'The coffee bean & tea leaves" instead. And studied. I did my maths! WOOHOO. Did until exponential equations le! This time laurel bought a drink. So no guilt =P.
Junhao & Laurel went to play arcade -.- So leave me & big bird continue studying. And time flies. It was already like 2.10 when we finished? Quickly went for lunch. And i knew i was late for choir already. Haiz.
Finished lunch at 2.50 Freaking late liao. But still went up to popular to buy foolscap with big bird. Already late liao, the punishment the same what. So might as well be a little later. Unless ms yee is gonna count lateness by every 10 minutes, then i won't ever be late unless needed to.
Stepped into music room 1hour late. Cool. Must be the first time man. And everyone was doing a new song. Which is a good news and a bad news for me.
Good news: New song = new score. I forgot to bring my scores =P.
Bad news : That meant that i missed out 1 hour of learning the new song.
Ahhh, i need tuition for the new song sia. Cause i only sang like for 15 minutes before ms yee start ANOTHER new song? Omg lah.
Went back home straight from choir and studied! I'm Guai de lor!
Giving up on yourself is the 2nd last thing to do before committing suicide.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Saturday!
You know people, i just realized a damn stupid thing. If you realized it already, most likely you'll be scolding me stupid. If you haven't, you would be thinking ,"YAH HOR!!!". Basically, that's why i think this is such a stupid thing.
Yesterday was not teacher's day
Today is.
Okay. That's dumb isn't it? I should name the previous post "teacher's day CELEBRATION". But i know I'm too lazy to do that lah. Lol.
Later going for soccer! With my broken toe. Lol. I'm insane. But the condition of my toe seems to be better. It doesn't hurt if i don't touch it. But it sends 1 million electric signals to my brain through my nerves to tell me the degree of the pain I'm currently receiving. Okay, that's sibei act chim. Whatever.
And people, stop saying that I'm too greedy. Stop telling me that i should be happy because i only failed 1 subject. When the hundreds are failing 2 or more out there. You must understand the fact that you yourself would not be happy with my result.
Don't believe?
Let's just set a scenario. If you get this result at your O' levels. You'll jump of the building lah. So stop telling me that i should be content with what i have already. You jolly well know i am not content but should aim for something higher. Something like the 2 results slips i browse through. Those are results that are okay. Those are results that can allow you into a Junior College.
That is where i am going. Don't freaking tell me that poly is enough. I'll cry if my O' levels only allow a poly. Seriously. I may not be the very studying type. But instead the very playing type. But we cannot run away from the fact that we have to study. And I'm really trying very hard to concentrate on my studies.
Frankly speaking, I'm super easily distracted. Which is why i can be so observant. If that makes sense. Lol. So please, call me out for study, call me out for play. But don't discourage me from getting what i want. I really want to get into a Junior College. Poly is not an option.
If results are based on effort, i could have failed everything.
Yesterday was not teacher's day
Today is.
Okay. That's dumb isn't it? I should name the previous post "teacher's day CELEBRATION". But i know I'm too lazy to do that lah. Lol.
Later going for soccer! With my broken toe. Lol. I'm insane. But the condition of my toe seems to be better. It doesn't hurt if i don't touch it. But it sends 1 million electric signals to my brain through my nerves to tell me the degree of the pain I'm currently receiving. Okay, that's sibei act chim. Whatever.
And people, stop saying that I'm too greedy. Stop telling me that i should be happy because i only failed 1 subject. When the hundreds are failing 2 or more out there. You must understand the fact that you yourself would not be happy with my result.
Don't believe?
Let's just set a scenario. If you get this result at your O' levels. You'll jump of the building lah. So stop telling me that i should be content with what i have already. You jolly well know i am not content but should aim for something higher. Something like the 2 results slips i browse through. Those are results that are okay. Those are results that can allow you into a Junior College.
That is where i am going. Don't freaking tell me that poly is enough. I'll cry if my O' levels only allow a poly. Seriously. I may not be the very studying type. But instead the very playing type. But we cannot run away from the fact that we have to study. And I'm really trying very hard to concentrate on my studies.
Frankly speaking, I'm super easily distracted. Which is why i can be so observant. If that makes sense. Lol. So please, call me out for study, call me out for play. But don't discourage me from getting what i want. I really want to get into a Junior College. Poly is not an option.
If results are based on effort, i could have failed everything.
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