Another blogpost. Lol

Sorry for being quite irregular on the posts. Things seem to happen in this way:
either they don't ever happen, or they come like some tornado.

Maybe that's why jay chou's song makes sense. Haha. So nothing really happened until today. And i know, if i don't update today, i might not be able to until like Monday? So better update today =P.

At first, planned to go for choir and then just go home and be a good student that tries to complete their homework. Then came the calls for soccer. So soccer. Before choir. Now that's a little crazy here and there. Soccer early in the morning. I can't believe i got out of bed in the first place. Lol.

I heard someone overslept until 12+ =P.

Scoring 1 goal in a soccer game in an event that could be effectively be described by the proverb/phrasal verb known as 'Once In A Blue Moon'.

Scoring 2 is my personal record. Hahahaha... At least with them. Lol. I'm famous for not being to deliver what's expected as a footballer and therefore no one cares about me since they know i won't do anything. Lol. Which is true 99% of the time. But there's always the 1% =P.

Went for choir and see dear ms yee like after a month? See as humorous though. 我自认甘拜下风. And another once in a blue moon thing happened. Ms yee played a game with us -.- Simple game that i believe most of us have played before though. and just when people thought it has nothing to do with choir, it does indeed!

Erm, i just realized i have no idea what the game is called. LOL. Its just the 'my bonnie lies over the ocean...' then squat stand at the 'B's. Clap at the 'M's. Abit no link to choir. Lol. but the link actually is that when we're concentrating on squatting/standing/clapping, we actually heck care about the pitch(we're supposed to sing and squat/stand/clap), but then it actually holds. we don't change the pitch or whatever and well, its good, somehow?

Also, she incorporated self-conducting. Will look a little stupid but well, it helps with the singing, so okay lor. Just thick-skinned abit. Sometimes, i suspect, I'm very good at being thick-skinned =P.

After choir, very fortunately meet until Bigbird. Okay, i admit, i more or less expected her to be there. Lol. Then slacked in bookshop and i finally got my school socks. i believed i queued at the bookshop for 3 times before i finally got them. Aww...

Eat some finger food that i never ate before with BigBird and just walked around in amk hub. Because i saw the guys at the canteen when queuing with BigBird in the bookshop, i realized they must have gone to play lan as that is their usual hangout after soccer. And since i have nothing to do at home(other than that big pile of homework that i have miserably failed to complete) i decided to pay them a visit, and played a little too.

And homed sitting here blogging!!! Yay. I lead a sometimes meaningful life!!!


Some theories don't apply all the time.

Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all!
Here's a piece of advice, if you want to be in a merry mood, don't continue reading. I scared later spoil your mood, from merry, merry Christmas, to sadded, sadded Christmas. Lol.

So, did a mini-countdown(2 persons involved only) for Christmas. On the phone somemore. Haha. Guess i don't need to say who is it. You all guess also can guess tio. Chatted till 2am. Lols. If you knew how to count, you would know how long that phone call lasted. Haha.

Sometimes, really find things weird. Everyone, i believe has always some sort of planning up there in your head. You would plan to do things this way, do this first, do that later, plan what time you would do what. Plan where you would go on what day.

Frankly speaking, one who doesn't plan at all is fully equivalent to a fool. However, we are still human after all, not everything the things you plan go according to the way you planned it. Things do go wrong. But as far as you would know, things that go wrong are due to the fact that they did not go according to plan. Which is why they go wrong. Right?

Simply speaking, things go wrong when they do not go according to plan.

However, have you ever experienced things when they go more or less according to plan but does not really succeed? You think this this this would happen if you do that that that. So you do this this this and that that that doesn't happen. Weird isn't it? I'm sure everyone has more or less experienced this. Too bad, this isn't what I'm referring to.

What I'm trying to say is that, you expect that that that to happen if you do this this this. You've planned far and you are 100% certain that would happen. Calculated the maximum casualties and still decided to go ahead with this this this.

And of course, if you calculated and planned that much, that that that happens. But when that that that happens, you suddenly feel everything is wrong. And you don't even know what is wrong. Nothing is supposed to be wrong! Everything went according to plan. Why would the end product be so weird even though its expected?

Until now, i still don't understand. I've thought about this for days and days. When the things i planned doesn't happen, i don't mind if i failed. But, really, its exasperating.

明明就是对的，怎么会错成这样?
明明就是我要的，为什么却不是真真想要的?

Please, someone enlighten me. But i shall say first, i would not tell anyone, at least currently, what i planned and how things were wrong.


有些是我没说，但我有感觉
有些是我没说，但你有感觉
有些是我没说，但你知道结果

Long Hours in school

Hurray! So sentosa was canceled. Didn't realize. Feel so stupid >.<

Went to school anyway, according to my plans, other than the fact that my plans included being late for sentosa which did not happen because its already canceled -.-

So went to meet BigBird at admiralty because she was late and i was early because i don't want to be late due to the fact that i know i would be late for sentosa. Okay, that's super crap. Long time no see BigBird. Haha. Plans always canceled last minute. Guess that's the way of life...

Met the incoming sec1 crowd. And saw ym's sister at the same time. They look quite alike! Don't know is it a good thing for me to not look like my brother. Haha.

Was supposed to buy schools socks because i feel damn guilty for not wearing them since the extended lessons started. While BigBird is supposed to be inside the bookshop to buy her books. That's what the 'bookshop' is for anyway. To buy books. Lol.

Then the auntie there disallowed her staff to serve anyway FA people because they already had a huge crowd. HAHA. In case you didn't know, BigBird is under FA, so by right, she is not supposed to be served. But the kind kind cashier still served her because BigBird already took her books. It actually takes more time to sort them back in, so in a way, the cashier's clever! Haha.

Went to the uniform side due to this and that. And on the way, we met our gracious principal. And due to the fact that i was completely wearing outside clothes which also meant that the school had no idea how to identify me as a student and that meant that i may be a terrorist trying to bomb the school hence i was lectured.

The above was an excellent example of how to beat around the bush before getting to the main point which is actually just 3 simple words.

Then end up the uniform classroom was not opened -.- Wasted a lecture. Lol. Haiz. life's like that.

Went back and encountered the auntie, and made a little girl whom i suppose is coming to our school next year laugh like mad. she tried to hide it, to no avail, because, as you might have guessed, the scene was really damn funny. But too bad, I'm not going to describe the scene. Not sharing the laughter =P. I'm a selfish freak. So be it.

Was planning to head to harbourfront for the sentosa trip and was smsing Jill as a courtesy to tell her that I'll be late, and that was when i received the news that the trip was canceled -.-

So homed and remembered that there was supposed to be a soccer game today. But i didn't know the time because i did not reply YingHui, thinking that i wouldn't be going anyway. Now's that retribution. Rushed home and LUCKILY, Mc was still online =P.

Realized i have to choing back to school in an hours' time. Lol. And was a little late due to my lunch but what was supposed to be expected but i forgot to is that fact that guys are mostly late. So ladies, marry one who isn't, he'll stand out in a crowd, not by height i hope =P.

Walked around, visited the dunno how many months never visit de bubble tea shop and had a drink so sweet i thought another cup would be disastrous if you were considering diabetes as a disease.

Went back and finally started playing. Long time no play. Noob as ever, green with envy as ever, felt stupid as ever. Managed to do nothing much as ever. But i scored a goal =P. Once in a blue moon accomplishment. So must write out. Haha!

Since the other guys always had a habit of visiting a lanshop after soccer games, i decided to go along with the crowd and go with them since i don't really have anything on. At least, at that time, that was what i thought. Haha. Then i realized what 'wrong' meant.

Got thrashed because I'm a noob(as usual) but got our revenge in the 2nd match because Mc was a pro and started receiving calls that i didn't expect to come and didn't want them to come too since i only have 1 bar left(battery). Still can't believe i survived the calls. Impressive isn't it? My phone rocks!

Due to an eavesdropping idiot sitting beside me when we're playing dota, i was mocked, harassed, vexed and felt stupid. Attempts to counter were futile. Oh by the way, that idiot is mc. He, having lady luck smiling so widely at him, hit jackpot and got what he wanted when all he has to do was to get down the train and wait for the next one.

Lucky dude. First he got away with harassing me and got exactly what he wanted but still did not stop harassing me and explaining was futile with an idiot like him who doesn't understand sense but was good at talking to guys unless useless when it comes to ladies.

I shall stop defaming him.
*Clarification*- The above about lim ming chuen is an EXAGGERATED VERSION. In other words they were true, only DAMN exaggerated.

Went off with BigBird(yes, again, any problems?) while i dumped mc with jielin. Rings bells? Lol. I'm trying to make it as not not so obvious as possible in the above. Saving finale. haha.

Chongpang was our destination. Went to the optician for BigBird's specs and trying damn hard not to give in when she wanted me to try on specs and so on. I gave in once lor. Should i scold myself weak? Lol.

Dinner for her because i don't want to eat. No, its not because of the figure, don't worry, i know my figure very nice =P. She tried out Ben's parents' stall. Suddenly felt guilty, don't know how many years since i ate from their stalls, must be at least 3 or 4 years. Guilt is overcoming me. Lol.

We were inconsiderate people who did not leave the table even though its peak hours and there are lots of people who can't find seats. Instead, there we were, chatting until the peak hour was over. LOL.

Was walking to the playground when we have to pass by a very short distance of darkness. And i, being a jerk, scared BigBird until she flew back 2 or 3 steps. LOL. Add that with screams and a heavy pat to the back(that's a very nice term). Lol.

Swings are for swinging. But being a long-legged freak like myself, a short swing is very hard to swing because my speed will always be reduced thanks to the friction caused when my damn long legs touch the ground even though i tried damn hard not to let them touch.

So i just let BigBird swing while i slowly sit and just sing then later walk here and there, chat even though we already chatted damn lot at the hawker centre. And we behaved super like a couple at the bus stop and i believed everyone at the bus stop thought we were a couple already. Details? Not sharing, maybe BigBird will put up, so go her blog for a try lor. haha.

This is the 28th paragraph. Oh, its a long day...


Maybe I'll start writing tomorrow.

The Cycle.

You can't imagine how happy i was when i looked at that letter. $150 only it may be. Some might even find it a sum so little it shouldn't even be brought up. However, i was still all smiles.

At least, that letter proved something. Hard work didn't go to waste. Haha. Actually also not really hard work. Just attempt to study. It does pay, literally. That's what the GPA is for anyway. Haha.

Looking back, at the start of the year, the aim was only to pass all subjects. Thanks to last year's experience, i was super confident of that target. Since i proved to myself that the only subject that i can never pass no matter how hard i tried was 'art', passing all others should be quite easy. And so that was the impression at that point of time. It was enough. Its important not to be so ambitious when you're me.

Then i realized, no, its not enough. It cannot be. If it is, i would die a terrible death. But well, too late. I thought. It always seem too late. Then I'll go into the never ending cycle of draining into death.

Always start to feel that I can study finish everything within a month and try to start. Then will start to feel that there is not enough time. And the pressure starts getting higher and higher. Of course, it isn't supposed to be so high. I'm not even supposed to be hardworking. Haha.

With high pressure on my head all the time, i will start to try to de-stress. Which is disastrous since the time i use to de-stress i will feel that it actually delays my progress that leads to even more pressure, then even more time used to de-stress, followed by more pressure and the cycle goes on. At least, until i break down.

Well, that's why i failed a-maths. Seriously, that's the reason. I know it clearer than anyone else. Too much stupidity in the brains. Haha. Sometimes, that's also the reason why i always fail the last subject. Haha.

So every time, the same disastrous thing happens. Its kind of irritating, having to go through it every year. 3 years already. Hope i won't experience it next year. Haha.

Btw, in lower sec, the last subjects are always 'art'. HAHA. Not a coincidence. Not at all.

And all these are actually caused by something else. That is, the december holidays. Believe it or not.

Sometimes, really feel like a 败家子. 整天在家无所事事,浪费光阴. Plus, the brain always turns upside down. The lifestyle always turns upside down. I wonder why. I would result to waking up everyday at 11am without an alarm and 10am with one. Many people might find it normal, okay. But i don't. Seriously i don't.

I have this super uber strange erm, habit? I don't know what is it. Every monday. During schooldays that is, every monday, IF i overslept, i would oversleep for the WHOLE WEEK. IF i managed to wake up early, i would wake up early for the WHOLE WEEK.

That is super disastrous. And holidays... Haha. Everyday die lo. Confirm late for everything. Haha. Plus, i would always try to sleep before 11pm everyday. Now i can't even sleep if its earlier than 12am.

Really, the whole lifestyle is turned upside down. Its kind of self-destruct in progress. When school starts, i would spend the first month tuning myself back to 早睡早起. Then i think i would miss out everything that has been taught in the first month then use the second month half learning those taught in the first month half learning those taught in the second month.

So when the common test in march comes, I would see so many failures that i start making plans inside my head to study. Then my mid-year would be average, average. Which leads to slacking and the 2nd common test would also have lotsa failures. And then the pressure builds up for EOYs. And well, that's the cycle. Hahaha...


Possibilities of many lie ahead,
Shutting myself to none in wait.

Choir!

Met up with the choir people for acapella practice. Apparently performing for open house. Well, not really a genius in acapella. Not even good enough to be an idiot. The sense of pulse is so, mixed up. I can never know when I'm on time, or off time for that matter.

Which lead me to believe one thing.

Singing lead is so much easier.


You don't have to care how the others have doing since everyone's rhythm is different and you can just happily sing your way through. You don't have to adjust your speed to match the others. The others match their speed to yours. Now that's cool.

Something tells me initially that its Gladys idea to sing this acapella piece. Reason being, she's a fan of jay chou. Then when i see Jill, It just changes everything.

So... Be prepared for the choir item during the open house!!! Eh, got beatbox de leh =P.

Went up to view how the snooker room is doing and i suddenly am confused. Here are my observations:
1. Other than tearing down the gates, nothing else had been moved.
2. The wall being built up to replace the gates was the same format as the ACE room, in other words, a type of design for air-conditioned rooms.
3. The window side has not been touched AT ALL supported with the fact that the holidays are ending already.
4. The ACE room has not been touched.

And this lead me to thinking that snooker is not going to close down after all. Which greatly contrasts to the statements i received DIRECTLY from the security guards. As far as i remembered they said that BOTH the snooker room AND the AceRoom are going to be converted into classrooms. HOWEVER, that is not the case.

So it leaves me in a very puzzled state. Maybe you would scold me for being 无中身有. But well, that's my observations and i believe what i see. Then it leads me to thinking BangLian's statement of not being able to obtain the key because snooker is closing down.

Now thinking of it, not being able to obtain the key may be a temporary measure as there would be construction done to the snooker room, in other words, they cannot afford to have students playing snooker while the workers are trying to tear down the door. And it made perfect sense. Which leaves me doubting the security guards words only.

So lets wait till school reopens.

And my english assignment is too pathetic to be true. Mr white sent me 5 email regarding the matter of REJECTING my assignment. Haha. Really sucks at english. I think we both pekcek already.

The lastest one wrote:
Spot the differences between your question and the other ones

Your format is all wrong

Assignment STILL rejected. Re-submit.

And i had no idea how i could have been laughing at that email.

And oh yah, MingChuen is back from korea!!! Hahaha.

I didn't even realise he was gone -.- until i felt it was strange that he hasn't been online for days and checked his blog. LOL.

Same for junhao =P. Didn't realise he go genting sia. And now they're both back. YAY!


金玉其外，败之其中

Taste

Discovered something about my taste when i was shopping for shoes today. And that is...

I really really have a very very GAY taste.

Didn't realize. Honestly. I mean, I seeseelooklook, then realize the colors i like on shoes are pink and light blue. Which is like so for girls? Omg @_@ I'm stunned.

Finally bought shoes without pink or light blue. No purple either... Hahaha. I think its a waste for me not to be girl sia. So tall, 身材 so nice =P. Although i no curves =P.

Pretty impressed by the amount of sports shop in that single shopping centre known as 'Queenstown shopping centre'. Walk in, see 1, next door, see another, followed by many 'anothers'. My conclusion was that there was AT LEAST 7 shops selling sport shoes or jerseys there. Its... CRAZY! How they fight business sia? Lol.

But well, its no wonder actually la. This is something to take note if you very want to become entrepreneurs in the future. If your shop is located next to a shop which sells merchandise largely similar to yours, you will be fighting in terms of business.

HOWEVER, When there is more than just 2 shops fighting each other, it actually brings in MORE people. Because people are erm, more attracted to places like this. People like more choices, and a large amount of shops selling almost the same things would let people go shop to shop to compare prices, quality, so on and so forth.

It is true that when there are so many similar shops around you, more customers will flood in. But the fact that if your products are erm, lets say, more expensive, lower quality, you would only get lots of window shoppers. No buyers.

I always thought i was more or less a person who is so SUAKU then i don't know everyone and hence always felt that meeting someone on the streets on a coincidental basis is very rare. BUTBUTBUT, yesterday see gladys. Today guess who i saw?

Miss Prudence Lim

I think i said in the last post that if i would try to ask where people are going if i ever met them on the streets. Er, this case hor... I didn't leh... Hahahah. Didn't even say 'hi'. Thinking of it now, abit rude sia...

Later she murder me when we get back to school =P. Luckily my chemistry not bad... Phew =P.
Think i need to go self-study abit more liao!!! HAHAHAHA.


Irony attracts more attention than logic.

MORE thinking, maybe I'm going nuts >.<

Sometimes, I really do feel as if i have a personality split. I don't know if others feel it too. Or rather I'm just too lazy to ask. It seems pretty weird isn't it?

For someone to really have a personality split, they actually won't know. Haha. So since i think i got, i must be don't have. Hahahahah. So maybe it isn't a personality split after all. Maybe just extreme behaviors? I shall leave it as that for that now.

So extreme behaviors... Hmmz. Maybe patience is one of them? It always sets me wondering, how come i can sometimes wait like for 30 minutes and can still smile while other times i can just flare up when people are only 5 minutes late? And by the way, I'm not referring to SOMEONE in particular, i meant GENERALLY.

Sometimes, I'm so lazy that i can just skip lunch and live on with it. Sometimes, i go to extreme extents that i can't believe myself. How come suddenly so hardworking? Nothing drives me. Seriously, for me, its always all talk no action. Or at the MOST, its 3 minute heat. TOO BAD.

Its also damn funny when i heard that i have interested in everything and not interested in everything. Hahahaha. By 2 different people. So maybe their opinions differ. But to this extent i think there's some truth in it... Lol.

My neighbour said that, I, this kind of people, EVERYTHING also want to learn! From piano to archery to psychology to astrology to geography. Truly trying to 上知天文，下知地理. Haha.

Then his brother, which is also my neighbour by the way, said that, I, this kind of people, EVERYTHING also NOT INTERESTED de. Everytime suggest thing for me to do. Then I'll always give a "Not interested". In fact, i believe i gave that too many times, which is why he said i everything also not interested.

Actually, i was supposed to be writing this post yesterday, so i had all my thoughts and the 'feel' to write then. Then my mum came to interrupt me and check her stocks which my brother took over to play dota and then it never comes back to me.

My point is: I've lost my thoughts. I forgot what I want to write. So that's all i can give, at least for now.

Oh yah, today i just repeated what i tried to tell myself not to repeat. I forgot to ask someone i met where they were going, AGAIN. This time, its gladys. I saw her at sentosa -.- And i forgot to ask her where she was going. Really damn bad habit. Should try try try to change it.


人太高了，想要来去无踪，完全不可能

Swimming!

Went to swim finally. It's been ages since i swam. But well, guess i still know how to swim =P.

One thing i realised though is that i really hunch too much, as in normal life. So when i swim, i have to look forward and cannot afford to hunch in the water. Which results in neck and shoulder pain >.<

And i started feeling the pain from the 2nd lap onward -.-

Rarely swam so much since i never go alone and are always with friends or family. But this time, i was so bored that i just keep swimming. Sounds kind of weird doesn't it? Bored until keep swimming. Haha.

In case you're wondering how come i would be so bored, i went with my brother and HIS friends. Then they're a bunch of 20,30 year olds while i this 15 year old down there gong gong nothing to do.

I realized i have a super super super ugly tan. Limbs all black, bodies all white. Must be that time that kayaking >.< How come still haven't recover?!?!?!

Since its my brother with HIS friends, of course they would want to play dota if it isn't too late yet. And as we walked down a stretch of road... We saw 4 lanshops!!! crazy sia. Then came the super interesting story of the lanshops.

First one,
Members ONLY.
To become a member, please submit a photocopy of your IC and your particulars.
It takes 3 days to process.

And there we were. Gong diao. So hiong eh lanshop also got. Hahaha.

Second one,
Members ONLY.
Full slot, so cannot play

Third one,
No need to be member.
Small squeezy.
Got 1 more reason, but dun dare write, later government come sue me.

Last one,
No need to be member.
Spacious.
Cheap.

OUR CHOICE! Lol. The first two are really really damn exaggerating. ESPECIALLY THE FIRST ONE. Takes three days to process -.- What? Copy jack neo movie arh? Or credit card style? Walao eh, three days to process... Hahahaha.


这些到底是说不出的话，还是不肯说的话
我早已分不清

Another day

Holidays seem to a little boring. Especially when your computer on the verge of crashing, and there's no choir practice to go to. There's no snooker room to go to. Everyday its like slacking at home.

Anyway, took up reading again. Its pretty ironic. Really. The person who wanted me to read 小说 says that guys who read them are gay -.- Then why still call me read sia? At first don't want read still forced by you to read. Now you say its gay -.-

Eh, not easy leh! I like finally flipped through 50 or so pages of that book. Its in 繁体字. Which is basically the 'chim-er' form on our chinese now. I never knew my chinese was still bad until i started reading. Every few pages i would see a few words i have no idea what is it. And that's not including 'meaning guessing'.

In case you're wondering whats 'meaning guessing', its reading the words before and after to guess the meaning of this particular word. Its pretty useful, when you're encountering a whole new series of unknown words. Haha.

And I've finally started studying!!! I am just so proud of myself. Biology!!! Haha.

Here's a way to confuse your friends. Verified(I tested it on sheryl =P).

Anabolism + Catabolism = Metalbolism
Anabolism = Build up simple substances
Catabolism = Break down into simple substances

So, normal people would use logic to think that;
Metalbolism = Build up + break down into simple substances, which by the way, makes no sense AT ALL. Haha. So most probably they would probe a little more and you could beat around the bush and make him/her go crazy. But of course, you have to study the textbook first, or i think you would go crazy yourself first. Hahahaha.

投名状 will start screening tomorrow! Anyone interested???

Was lunching with my neighbour just now and a funny thing happened.
Ben: So how? You everyday at home play maple arh?
Me : No? Who so no life?(VERY naturally)
Ben: *STARES*
Me : OOPS, forget you at home play maple all the time =P.
Ben: Say until very naturally hor?
Me : Er... Er... Er...
Hahahahaha. Its really hilarious.

钱不是万能的，但是，没有钱是万万不能

Horoscope!

Hmm. So saw the horoscope thingy on jiaqi's blog and decided to try it too. And btw, its TOTALLY based on horoscope ONLY. So don't bother typing out your name or trying different birth dates if its in the same sign.

Well, i must say, its pretty accurate for me. In fact, as far as i know, all the horoscopes that are generated seem to apply to be pretty much accurately. Maybe I'm the super predictable guy? Hahaha.

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

SO. As you can see, it reads EXTREMELY adorable. Which i disagree. However, I'm also EXTREMELY intelligent. Which i feel a bit embarrassed about since I'm not THAT clever. Just a little clever =P.

Loves to joke, meaning humorous, is obviously true. Since I'm forever joking. Okay maybe not forever, but well, you get the point. I hope?

Energetic. Erm, as for this. I tend to disagree. Because i ain't high all the time. So not really energetic. Plus, I've got a very lousy stamina. Which is why i never ever engages in sports for too long. But well snooker, IT NOT STRENUOUS!

For predicting future. Its kind of a half half. Yes i do try all the time. But i do not succeed all the time. Mostly i do though. But well, they never ever turn out the way i wanted it even if i expected it. So i would give this a half half!

GREAT kisser is definitely an unknown. I still got my virgin kiss =P. So I won't know if I'm GREAT at it =P.

Always get what they want is most of the time not true. Because I'm a very unlucky guy... Well, so...

Attractive is not for me to comment and easy going can be a little hard at times. If you know me well, i do actually make things difficult for people that i seriously don't like. So easy going might not suit me that much. Plus, i am very anti-social when they are people I'm not comfortable with around. So...

Love those who love them is a definitely. I don't reject people, as much as i can. So this part is true!

Talkative is 100% true while romantic is not for me to comment either. I sort of think that I'm kind of boring to be with actually...

Brave and fearless is 60% untrue because i do fear a lot of things and i am not giving examples. Brave is not a word to describe because i never ever wants to face the music, which is where brave is not applicable.

Loves to take things at the center is true. But i don't know how to apply or explain. Haha =P.

Inner beauty is erm, not really and physical beauty is a definitely NO. So i guess this one is ruled false too!

Lies but doesn't pretend is definitely true. Its the same as, never telling the truth yet always sincere. It applies please =P.

Very passionate and dangerous. I don't know how do you consider 'passionate' so i think that isn't really true and dangerous. Hmmz... Maybe when you step on my tail? Not literally by the way.

Wild at times. Eh, TRUE! But the people around me will have to be wild also la. I can go crazy. More than once a day!!! Hahaha =P.

Playful but secretive. Now is this one of the truest statements. If you think that I'm not playful, i can tell you to go and die. As for secretive... Hehe...

Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Firstly, my english vocabulary doesn't allow me to understand the meaning of temperamental. So i shall not comment on that. Emotional is erm, quite true i think cause people always come and "Why so emo?" me.

Can hold their own. This means independent right? I'm pretty independent! Believe it or not =P.

Stands out in a crowd. Now this is damn funny. OF COURSE I STANDS OUT IN A CROWD. The crowd is mostly shorter than me. SO OF COURSE I STAND OUT!!! Hahahaha.

Essentially very smart. Lols. Of course =P.

Movie!

Thou shall try to update thy blog as often as the computer allows. Or the mood allows. Haha =P. In fact, its actually when both allows =P.

Computer is hanging less often. But its still as troublesome. Its amazing how i find the way to make it work properly. Though that takes like a damn long time. And by the way, it may only be like 2 minutes. But if i want you to do NOTHING for 2 minutes. You will think its damn long. Law of relativity. Blame the physics guy. Haha =P.

Went for movie today. Was damn stupid. I know that from Yishun to Sembawang takes roughly 3 minutes or so. So went the tv screen at yishun said '8 minutes' to arrive(marina bay direction), i decided that the immediate Jurong East train would prove to be more efficient. At least i don't wait 7 minutes doing nothing. Law of relativity. Thank you.

So thinking that 3 minutes ++ times 2 = to 7 minutes++ at most, i took the Jurong East train. I was still very positive of my thinking. And when i reached sembawang. The train door closed. Great. I missed by a number of seconds. Next time i shall estimate time more to seconds than minutes. Minutes is so inaccurate... Haiz.

So i was so damn damn late. But they weren't meeting there anyway -.- Haha. GOT LOST IN ORCHARD ROAD. I am so not a singaporean. Hahahaha. Cineleisure was a place I've been for 1 purpose ONLY. For movies. And if I'm not wrong, I've only been there like 2 or 3 times? Its too little to be remembered. So i couldn't find it...

I went the opposite direction because i was a building with the windows panels similar to the Cineleisure i had in my memory. Firstly, i was so damn late. Secondly, i don't know how to walk to Cineleisure. Thirdly, the phone calls didn't help because they did not give me any instructions.

So i used my philosophy. Getting lost in the day is alright, because as long as you're in the right direction, you'll find the way. And i did. At last. Then came the great news that they haven't bought my ticket -.- Great... It doesn't pay to be late. Hahaha. Stupid estimation of minutes...

Searched high and low for junhao with disappointing results. But saw everyone else. And all this while, i was expecting us to watch 'Enchanted'. Even when JunHao passed me the ticket, i didn't see what movie we were watching. Just went into the cinema. It was only till the movie started then i realise we were watching 'The Golden Compass'. WHAT THE HELL...

Not bad a movie though. But its like, erm, a little disappointing because it was giving us a very obvious hint that it will have a second episode. Just like 'Pirates of the carribean II'. No ending. Haiz. I don't like things with no ending. Lol.

Went for pool while laurel had to go due to a funeral and the girls thanks to their lack of interest in pool. Haha. Smuggled inside. I jolly well know that other than LimHan, all of us are under 16. But we still went ahead after all. Haha.

Pool tables are too short. Snooker tables are much higher. I have to bend down so much more and hence lose the very standard position i use when i play snooker... Hence the inaccuracy. It really sounds like a lame excuse. Hahaha =P.

Got chased out because the lady came to check. Haven't even completed the first game. Hahaha =P. Since we had nothing to do and was still a little far away from dinner, we went to queue up outside starbucks for the free drink. Many thanks to the Salvation Army.

Some of the ladies came back to join us! And queued for the starbucks too. Since the queue was so long, when the ladies were finally out, we're near to dinner time already!!! So we went to eat even though personally, i was damn full thanks to the starbucks drinks.

Had some beef noodles. Long time no eat! Haha. Was quite okay la. Not especially nice. Then went home!

Quite an enjoyable day after all. Supposed to go ROLLER-BLADING tomorrow. That's like omg? Luckily no need go liao =P. I think i have falling-phobia. Thanks to the paranoia character =P.


I really should stop.

More thoughts

Call this superstition. But somehow, when i look at things such at horoscope or some crap in the papers or the internet. They seem to hint to me something. I don't know what. But it seems pretty persistent. I can't shake of the thought.

This afternoon for example, BigBird told me to make a wish and try on the erm, whatever you call that(A bottle with different color sticks and each of them represent something on your wish). So i made a wish and the red stick came out.

And the red stick stands for 'why not?'. So there i was wondering, is this all a coincidence or what. Because I've already made my resolve. I will not do it, no matter how much i want to do it. That's pretty ironic if you think about it, but that's me after all.

Then the irony continue because all my wishes are that. Haha. What an ironic person i am. 'Idiotic Genius' fits me wonderfully well. Haha.

I've been thinking quite a lot nowadays. Largely due to the fact that the computer no longer zaps up all my time playing games. And reading helps a little. Although i just realised, this book that i've started on, i don't really understand. I mean, its like i can understand the main concept. Go any further than that I'll be stumbled. Honestly. That's how much my english sucks. What's worse is that whatever i do doesn't seem to improve it...

I know clearly that if i don't get at least a B4 in english. I'll be in soup so hot that it won't take more than 2 minutes to cook me up fully. Then think of it again, how do you improve from a pathetic C6 to a B4 just like that? Maybe the genius genes would help. That is if they even want to help.

Thinking of grades, lemme give a tip to those in 3 Humility who can't help failing more than 2 subjects.
Here's my tip: PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS.

Don't expect yourself to be passing the subjects if you don't even listen to what the teacher is talking. Of course, we're all humans who has bad studying habits such as talking in class, and personally, singing in class. BUT, I so rarely sleep in class that it can be considered as nil. Honestly.

I know of a sleeper beside me in maths class who i believe sleeps through at least 20% of the classes. You know who you are =P. What amazes me is that you even pass maths -.- Your tuition teacher really knows how to revive a dead horse! Hahaha =P. Joking Joking.

Sometimes however, i really have no right in commenting on study styles. Take my neighbour for example. He goes home, plays maple all the way. Goes to school. In fact, he plays maple so much he's a 4th job ice lightning mage of level 156. Impressive? I'm impressed. But his grades are so good that he can just slap me in the face when in comes to grades.

Top in chemistry, top few in physics. Science people. He aims for a single digit O'level score while I'll be happy if i hit 12. Thanks to the lack of CCA. I pon choir too much =P. Not this year though =PPP.

So maybe i should return to that bottle and wish for a single digit O'level score and wishes for the red stick to pop out again... Hahahaha =P. Haiz, i know that's impossible, unless my english can get a B4 and abv... I'm daydreaming again... Haiz. Should return to reality.

By the way, if you're still wondering how come i can type this post out, you would most probably guess that I'm like at someone's house or something like that. But well, you're wrong. My computer, although crashed like a satellite landing on earth without any control, still can revived! It can occasionally work up and let me use, although is hangs so frequently i won't expect myself to use it for long. Haha.

BUT APPARENTLY, it allowed me to type out this post... YAY YAY YAY. I love my computer =P.


'Love' and 'being loved' are two different things, its amazing how humans always think they're the same.

Computer Crashed.

I hereby announce that the computer in the residence of Lee Yan Cheng has just crashed and went on strike, which results in a blank screen when i press the power button. To get something on that blank screen, i would need at least 30 minutes. And that is without the knowledge of whether it would hang or not.

It fact, it hung so much i don't even dare expect much when i am able to log in... Well, so no more dota no more maple no more msn chats... Thou shall rot at home. Oh too bad. Its too late to find a job anyway. Haiz. Farewell to my computer man.

You've been a nice companion. In days of boredom and fun, you were always there. I would always miss not using you. I shall continue to remember you as one of my best friends and my murderer as you've let me rot to death in the holidays. ARGHHH!!!

I can't believe it. Am i supposed to read the storybooks over and over again to kill time? Maybe flip through the textbook until they rot like i do... Haiz. MY COMPUTER... And my brother has very generously offered the idea that he's not going to do anything about it. GREAT.

For the 6 or 7th time, I was at Junction8 again. Haiz. I've been there so little times that i can count with my fingers. What the hell. And for the first time, i tried the street basketball thingy at the arcade. Heard that JuinLi's cousin was the singapore representative!!! Turns out i was such a noob that i deserved to be crucified.

Haiz, I'm just exaggerating everything because my computer's crashed. Haiz.


Unavoidable. I should have seen this coming.

Yesterday!

(this post was supposed to be posted yesterday but i couldn't complete it thanks to wall painting)
The last day to hand up the english assignment 1 was yesterday. And since i was planning to be out for the rest of the day, i tried to do it in the morning. EARLY in the morning. And tried handing in up at about 8.30am. Due to the fact that i was looking at the wrong paper for the code, i put the wrong code and sent. Which results in it not being sent.

So i thought something was wrong with my computer so asked JiaQi to help me send and was enlightened that i was putting the wrong code. So i went back to dig my bags for that slip of paper with the right code. And when i finally found it and sent it. JiaQi also sent a copy for me. So in the end 2 copies were sent >.<>You have sent me the same assignment as Lee Jia Qi. I am not accepting this one. Both of you have to re-write your questions before midnight and re-submit, otherwise you will be penalised.

Mr White".

And there i was, shocked at the misunderstanding, but yet understanding, and too lazy to explain either. Luckily the trip out that was supposed to be in the morning to postponed to night. OR NOT, I WOULD BE SO DEAD. The time he sent that email, btw, is already so late that I'm supposed to be already out! Lol.

Called BangLian cause i want to go to school to slack and play snooker. And he informed me of his interest to do the same a few days ago so called to ask if he wants to go together. And that was when i received the bad news. You may have already heard it, you may have not.

SNOOKER IS CLOSING DOWN NEXT YEAR.
THERE WOULD BE NO SUCH CCA ANYMORE.

First thing that rushes to me is how come we would close down. I meant, i know that we're sucked in the competitions but then... Need to close down ma? Then i thought of the equipments. Firstly, the tables are donated. Where would they go? A snooker table is not light. In fact its so heavy that i believe even with all the guys from 3H we also won't be able to move it. PLUS, the door's so small, it would take A WHOLE LOT of trouble to move it.

Then came the thoughts of the sec 1s. They join one year only. Where would they CCA points fly to? Personally, it doesn't affect me since i have choir. But they all... How?!?! Haiz.

So i went to verify the decision with the security guards. And well, snooker is really going to be down. There's nothing we can do. Its no one's fault. The decision had to be made. Even the ACE room, just newly build, has to be tore down. Big wastage of resources. But we couldn't help it. Its really, saddening...

And its because, this new batch of sec 1's have no classroom. Or rather, there's so much of them, our current amount of classrooms are unable to satisfy them. There are just too many sec 1's coming in next year. So the school has to convert the snooker room and the ACE room to classrooms to satisfy the demand.

Its really pretty sad. The snooker tables, the cues, the chalks. The fun i had in sec 1, the pekcekness in sec 2 when none of the seniors wanted to teach and none of the sec 2's had the initiative to teach. The sianness in sec 3 when the others pon so much its amazing they still knew how to hold the cue properly.

But then, its still snooker. Sec 1 i had all my seniors, all so friendly, all so pro. And my beloved Angeline =P, Eileen =P, BoonLai =P(even though you choke me to the wall before >.<). These sec 2 juniors who are going to be sec 3 when school reopens. Also pon so much. But those consistent in coming always came. BangLiang! and KeeGen!(although now you never come liao >.<) Then there's this batch of sec 1's. Crap that i don't even know your names. Haha. I'm such a failure as a senior >.< them ="P." do ="P." fat ="P." haha ="P.">.<>.< lol ="P.">.< Then went to pasar malam to walk walk EVEN THOUGH its the smallest I've ever seen. Even the school one is so much bigger. With much more variety. Haha =P. Trained home!


是得到了好友情，还是失去了爱情?

Class Chalet!

Its the class chalet again! Though it didn't go as i planned, it was still quite great! With hints of boredom here and there =P.

I know due to SingOut! practices, I've been drifting apart from the Humility people. Which is why i know i should try to go for the chalet in an attempt to pull things back. Now thinking of it, I'm not really that successful. Somehow, this time round, the class chalet didn't feel as good in terms of bonding as the previous one. Maybe, its just me.

Its kind of unbelievable that Ms Choi, our dear form teacher, could play cards so well. No offense there but the impression she always gives is a very guai guai type of lady. Then come our class chalet play cards -.- Seems a little appropriate, somehow, don't know why >.<

Maybe its just me imagining things. Maybe its just me thinking too much... Of course, it might be a good thing to thing so much. I still remembered that once in primary school, my teacher said that human less than 10% of their brains. So maybe i've exceeded the 20%. But that doesn't make me any cleverer than the others. I'm still my Idiotic Genius.

Chatting in the middle of the night sometimes are really beneficial. I've known of a possibility that i do not dare explore in terms of thinking. I keep telling myself not to think too much. But the possibility still remains. I finally understand that, it is still necessary to think about things like that.

Sometimes, things that we feel are right and best, may just be the thing that the person hates most. Its a big world of possibility here and my thinking of doing thing my way may be wrong. I know I'm a person who loves to hug authority. Ambitious, and a little despicable if necessary.

This chalet just further proves that I'm such a person after all. Perhaps I'm not even fit to think so far, especially when I'm not even near the first step i set for myself. Perhaps its all think no action. Perhaps I'm not even fit to like someone.

Or maybe, its just that I'm so clouded by flowers that I can't even think straight. Maybe its just that I've gone crazy already. Or maybe, i wasn't even sane in the first place. Emotional i may get, its just my personality. I'm a person whose so freaking sensitive it scares the hell out of myself.

And i can't even drink.
抽刀断水，水更流
举杯消愁，愁更愁
但，想要借酒消愁都不行
This chalet seemed to tell me something.
I'm allergic to alcohol.
Unbelievable. I could not believe myself either. just 2 small paper cups are enough to turn me red as a tomato. But that runs in my blood. So i know I'm not drunk and wasn't even close to drunk. But what tells me that I'm most likely allergic is the fact that, i feel itchy all over when i drink. I thought its just this time, but when i think, it seems that everytime i drink, the same damn thing happens. So perhaps I'm just allergic to alcohol after all.

I remember promising myself not to cook at all in this class chalet and just leave everything to HongYi. But i had no idea why i went to cook later. Its seems so... crap? I don't even remember why i don't want to cook at all. Perhaps I just want to see how people die? But I don't think that's the case. I can be cruel, but not during situations like this.

Somehow, the more i try to solve things, the more confused i get. Like a thick layer of water on mud. Trying to see a thing in the mud with the layer of water on is impossible. But trying to clear away the water would only make things even more muddy. 真是进退两难.

Someone please come and teach me how to settle these things... I've only got 2 things on my mind. But trust me, they're enough to drive anyone crazy. Like how crazy I am now.


Praying that everything would turn out all right when i know its not going to.

All time favourite

Who has this song? Send me please =P. I think I've fallen in love with it =P. Haha.

Looking Back

This shall not be a post of oral diary. This shall be a post of thoughts and thinking. Maybe it would be damn short, or perhaps damn long. I honestly have no idea. Nothing is organized in my brains now. You may see topic hopping. Don't say i didn't warn you.

I have enjoyed a whole week with choir people. From Sunday dance practice all the way to yesterday. It has been a whole 7 days. And these 7 days, i have really enjoyed it. Especially on the last 6. 6 times a week. It might happen just once in my life. And now its over. I wonder if I've really cherished it.

Sometimes, i really feel that I'm at a lost. A total lost. I have no idea how to carry on. But i don't want to give up either. Somewhere up there in my brains are saying its alright to be "Just a friend" but the heart wants to go further than that, knowing that I'll just be finding trouble. Trouble that can be avoided with regret.

So maybe it really depends on what i want. Regret for a long time or just accept whatever that comes my way... Or maybe, its just wishful thinking on my part. Perhaps things weren't this simple after all. Perhaps, everything was even more complicated that it seems. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. Why don't i even have a strong determination to make everything clear? Sometimes i really feel that everything, everything that has gone wrong, is mostly my fault.

From Monday chinese test to Tuesday's SCH practice to Wednesday's St.Gabs's practice to Thursday's SingOut! to Friday's Celebration to Saturday's performance. These 6 days. I'll never forget them. I promise. Truefully.

可能是爱得太深，可能是笨得无可就要

People, sorry to inform you this. In such a way even. But i still have to say this. I may not be going to the class chalet. BOTH class chalets. There are problems yet to solve. Personal problems, family problems, financial problems. I believe going to class chalet would cause a very big chain reaction. But I promise, I'll try my best. If i can go. I would go.

I'm sorry for making things complicated. I know the worst things organizers want is unconfirmed people. But I really cannot help it. I've always tried to give an answer immediately when people organize things. I don't like to make things hard for people. but trust me, this time, its different. Some decisions cannot be made 'just like that'.

I don't know what's happening. I supposed to be relaxed since its the holidays already, but the busy weeks have turned me even more stressed than normal schooldays. And normal schooldays means excluding the extended lessons.

I may not have shown it, or maybe i have. But i do find my ways to relieve my stress. And most of them are through singing. But these few weeks, when Choral singing is on my mind most of the time, i don't seem to sing much songs already. Until damn recently.

Since i sing songs to destress most of the time, listening to the songs that i sing may jolly well describe my thinking. If its damn emo songs, which are most oftenly sang, means that there are lots of things on my mind and i don't know how to solve them out. Damn happy or high songs meant that I've thrown cares away and decided to immerse in entertainment until i have to face the music.

Very good at running perhaps. But since young, I've know that i cannot keep running. In fact, I've known so much theory that i can't believe my life is in such a mess.

可能有些事，真的是早已安排
而不是事在人为。 可能，我们真的不能逆天而行


想爱却不敢爱。
废

Freaking Friday!

Yesterday was my history test. Like finally. I can clear my tests. No longer worry about how I'm gonna fail it. But sort of regretted my reaction. Cause was thinking maybe i should just study la. But SingOut! really took away all the time >.<

So in the end, there i was, standing outside the staff room with Greg, Jiyeon, Jonathan. Waiting for Mrs Eileen Yeo to come out and give our test. And after a few minutes of waiting and waiting, she never came out. Lol. So we went to knock on the staff's room's door and realized a paper there.

NOTICE: History elective students from 3 Humility & Integrity.
Date: 23/11/07
Time: 10am
The test has been postponed to 26th november 8.30am.

WTH?!?! So we've been wasting our bus fare and waiting time and all the last second studying. Never mind. I should just be glad that my 'prayer' was answered. Looking forward to having a test before class chalet. Cool man.

So went to the lanshop immediately since i have nothing to do anyway. Supposed to meet at 10.30am, I there liao, no one there. End up saw some of the guys at jollybean. So went to slack at the arcade while waiting for the other guys to turn up. And THEY REALLY TOOK THEIR TIME. Like me liddat =P. Kuek Jing was zai at the tekken game. Even though he was like the first time playing? Zai Zai Zai.

Went to the lanshop at 11.30am, still got people not yet arrived. But we went along without them. Then came SzeHoe who requested us to restart the game. So we started VERY LATE. Which links to another thing...

The East Coast Park event. We're supposed to meet the ladies at 2pm. But because we started like 1hour plus late, we were obviously late(we arrived at 2.30pm). And we got nagged at by Miss tan chia gek and sheryl yeo. Plus, there's this excellent examples of guys should be damn early just nearby... Lol.

We met Darren, Joash and people. They were going to a movie(with some girls of course) and was supposed to meet at 2.30pm BUT they arrived at 2.15pm which is 15 minutes EARLIER. So it was a huge contrast to the 30 minutes LATE guys that we were. Lol.

Then after arguing where to go for like 15 minutes, we decided to stick to the original plan and proceed to East Coast Park so JunHao and I stepped into the MRT station when we heard someone saying AMK got direct bus -.-

Laurel decided that since some of us were already in the MRT station, might as well all take MRT... Lol. So in the end junhao and I were guilty people who caused everyone to waste 45 cents more! Lol...

Since bishan had direct bus to East Coast Park, we decided to alight at bishan, which is like one stop from AMK only -.- Damn lame. Somemore when we walked out, the bus just drived away... And so everyone was sianed out, especially the ladies, since they had to bear with late guys...

And the pitiful guys, lunchless, had to bear with the bus trip. And so when we reached East Coast Park, most of the people were like zombies in arcade games. Walk so slow... Lol. Hungry one hungry, sian one sian... Haiyoo go out outing where can like that?!?!?!

Arrived at Macs to satisfy hungry male ghosts. Then had to wait for them to eat finish. And the ladies become even more sianed... The thing is that, i don't know how to cheer them up. So the most basic thing i did was to not appear sian! I wonder if i succeeded la, but i really wasn't sian. Is only see everyone all so sian feel abit discouraged nia.

Finally finished waiting for the guys then came the question of what activities to do. Seem to experience a dejavu. Like that time Jonathan sentosa trip like that. All don't know what to do. Stranded there. Think this think that, cancel this cancel that, ends up getting us nowhere.

But we still decided to biking! With Kuek Jing, Chia Gek and Sze Hoe on roller skates... Brave people. Personally, i don't dare to even try. But then, Kuek Jing & Chia Gek know how to ice-skate one, sure no fear la... Lol.

Its only Sze Hoe abit ahem ahem only... No offence =P. So he swap with laurel. Laurel also know how to roller skate sia >.<>.< But i this kind of paranoid people won't dare to roller skate de la... Fear of falls. Lol =P.

Went to bedok jetty and it was damn cool can. I don't know why. Just damn cool. Then there were, dancing the alumni dance in public! LOL. Then see the setting sun... So cool can? Beauty came like the setting sun, beauty came like the, setting... sun,sun,sun... Haha, don't get it never mind =P.

Then took lotsa pictures with the setting sun. It was beautiful even though it only lasted a few minutes. Seems pretty true that what's really good never lasts... Haiz.

Hurried back to the rental shop because we're kinda late. Then laurel keep trying to hitch a trip from my bike... Starting still okay, after that felt like I'm carrying some corpse and dragging it by the floor, so much resistance... What's worse is, Yangkai, in an attempt to speed up the return trip, offered to switch with kuek jing, so in the end, Laurel Wong, Tan Chia Gek and Wong Yang Kai were on dragging behind on my bike when i was going up a slope!!! LOL. I almost died with them... Lol.

Then after a long long trip, we were finally back. And was obviously late... But the nice nice uncles there decided not to charge us extra!!! Thanks Thanks =P. So went to wash up a little and walked a 20 minute or more long trip to the hawker centre for our dinner! Finally people were like getting high!!! Hahaha...

Then waited for seats thanks to the delicious food there that makes it full on weekends and fridays... Lol. Then junhao and i went to order satay! 40 sticks!!! A little not enough but our thinking was that with everyone's main dish, people won't have much stomach space for satay anyway, so never mind. But guess what happened?

YANGKAI SAID "I SETTLED THE SATAY ALREADY". Omg?!?!?! With our 40 sticks, i was there thinking how many yangkai would order... In the end its, 100 sticks!!! OMG?!?!? 140 sticks for a bunch of 16 people. About 9 each... And its impossible for 16 people to squeeze in a single table right? So only the main 8 people were mostly involved, therefore we quickly choinged through the satay without the main dishes... I think there's pretty lots of fats in my body now =P.

We YumSeng with satay stick!!! Lol. I still can't believe it! We're so lame. And never ever YumSeng with choir people... They know how to STAGGER BREATH(cheat by breathing without letting other people realize) >.< Wedding YumSeng must call choir people go... Especially conductors if possible, they stagger breath the best! Lol.

We were like trekking when it was time to go off. With YangKai as our leader, we walked through wuluwulu places that were unlikely to have bus stops even though we're hunting bus stops... Lol =P.

When we finally reached one and saw the bus '853', everyone was damn happy and started singing and everything... Lol. We flipped through songs from SingOut! 05, SYF set pieces, and alot alot more... Hahahah. Then disaster struck. The asterick on 853 actually meant that... THERE'S NO SERVICE ON WEEKDAYS... And we waited for so long... Hahahahahaha... waste time, but so fun. Like morning like that, wait outside staff room. After so long then found out that we're waiting for nothing... Lol.

Say I'm clever but i was anticipating the bus trip home since afternoon. I don't know why. When i see that the going trip is sianed, i know the return trip would be damn high. So i was looking forward to it pretty much =P. And it really was fun! With everyone so high. We laugh also laugh out loud. Totally no consideration to the other passengers of the bus! Lol.

We even took photos on the bus, like group photos!!! So cool!!! My first time =P. Somemore i pity the photographer, he/she was standing on a unstable floor with makes the centre of gravity unstable which results in falling much easier than the in the photos! Hahahah...

Damn high thorough out the bus trip. If i have to rank which is the most enjoyable event of the whole day, i would rank the return bus trip. NO FIGHT. It was the BEST! Hahaha... Basically, because its damn long la, then alot of time to fool around!!! Lol.

AND PLEASE, PEOPLE. Do not tell the ladies what is COMEON. Erm, if don't understand than never mind =P.


Hope may not be a good thing.

SingOut! 2007

So SingOut! 2007 was last night.
It was a funfunfun concert! Hahaha. Those who have gone would agree!

Ironically, i wasn't a little bit tense last night or rather this morning. Still down there playing "Internet Reversi" which i clicked on the very first time in my life. Lol. Then decided that its too boring because the computer puts my status as beginners and the other beginners are really very noob >.<

So went to play 'MineSweeper' on msn with sheryl. In the middle of the night. Was wondering how I'm supposed to get up the next day or rather later... Then there's this wonderful invention known as the alarm-clock that managed to wake me up! Yay!!!

Went to school at 12 when we're supposed to meet at 11.30 =P. But still earlier than the other choir people. Sprayed our shirts and it looks a little, cool? But its still smells >.< So practiced and polished dance steps. Can dance fully without missing a step liao. Lol! I think that's a great accomplishment for me!!!

Reached SCH and rehearsed. Wonder why miss yee always wants us to rehearse the 2nd half first... We never ever had a full runthrough... So i was a little worried about our estimation of the interval times. Hope it'll be all right. Especially when miss yee did so many concerts already, there's no reason not to trust her! Lol.

Dinner came and as i saw Miss Loretta Chu sitting alone at the table for such a long time already, i suggested going down to accompany her. So junhao and i were taking our dinner packages down to eat. And junhao, whom claimed that he was damn hungry, finished his dinner damn fast and went to call Miss Tan Chia Gek down.

And one hundred things happened that made me stare at Loretta and Junhao HARD. Staring at people is very common for me, but staring HARD is another thing altogether. Though it apparently didn't have much effect on them >.<

Hurried back after a quick dinner because the ladies have lots of things to do(Hair, Makeup, Dress). And so i went back and slacked around... And finally decided to change. Didn't take much time, considerably fast comparatively to the ladies. So there i was, waiting outside the waiting room because all the ladies are doing their last minutes patches inside and i was wondering if i should go in. Lol.

Did our warm-ups and went backstage for standby. The guys really really really very hard to stand. Once the door opens, we'll walk out and start to sing, but yet they can't quieten down. I don't mind humourous people, but i can't stand people who don't know when to get serious. So if you are at the backstage, you'll hear giggling all around me and only i was there quiet and thinking(of what not telling =P).

It was pretty surprising to hear that the emcee said the concert would be delayed when we're all at the backstage already. Then not surprisingly, heard the grumbles of the guys. Its amazing how a bunch of sec 3 guys(not all from our school, in fact, most are not from our school) can grumble so much. Then they became to squat down, in their formal attire -.-

Since the concert would be delayed, they decided that more jokes wouldn't harm and continued playing a fool. Realizing i was still standing up, quiet and thinking. They were joking about me that I'm a very good example who would be calm and not joke around. At that point i really felt like slapping them. Why agitate me when I'm already very pissed?

Finished our first song and waited for the other school people to walk off. Then comes the 2 songs, and then its the juniors' turn to walk off and it was our senior item already! How time flies man. And more the first time, the guys need not squeeze like sardines in the middle of the girls. Although it was still A LITTLE squeezy, it was much better than the rehearsals!

Finished our performance in the first half and enjoyed the free time we had. Then Jill decided we have to spike our hairs immediately and after using the gel that i've never touched for a million years, i finally spiked my hair with crappy results. I think the gel expire liao... >.<>.< And since Jill decided that that wasn't enough...

They sprayed even more don't know what is that on my hair and the alumni became hairstylists. THEY EVEN PUT GLITTERS... It was a disaster hairstyle all right. Therefore, this last SingOut! concert, I've really gave my everything. I even bear with the irritating giggles of people who saw my disaster hairstyle. I am so gonna not spike my hair again.

Interval was over and we prepared ourselves for the crazy changing challenge. Its the first item(which is my item) and we sang sang sang... Quite nice! Really, people seemed to perform pretty well on the actual performance. Maybe rehearsal slack too much! Lol.

Finished our item and CHOINGED for the toilets and our dance clothes. Changed and amazing still had 1 song time to slack. Guys really change fast! Lol. Then the ladies item were done too and they choinged to change too. So at the last chorus(of the item before us), we were all ready!

The audience was high when its our dance item. Danced pretty weirdly though. Don't know why. But never mind, its over anyway =P. Was packed like sardines again. Lol. Everytime also liddat. Somemore i stand beside wilson and limhan. So jialat. They each weight at least 100kg and 80kg respectively! Lol.

Finished the dance and choinged back to the toilets to change back into choir tee. Really damn rush. But it was fun. Really la. Choing here choing there. Rush here rush there. Don't know why I'm enjoying the thrills of rushing and choinging... Haha. Maybe I'm just pure weird.

Went for finale. Foresaw disaster when i was singing in the very first item. Because i saw david sitting very near to the position where i would be kneeling later. so DIE >.< And end up he really there.

And JuinLi was a few seats behind and i keep getting psycho by them during my performance. They keep laughing la! >.<>.<

Went back to school and on the bus trip was talking to the girl(on phone) whose grandfather just died. Too bad she can't come for SingOut! though she so badly wanted to come. But we all know that its no one's fault. No one expected something like that to happen. And next year there might not be a SingOut! anymore. So... I kind of sympathize...

There's a history test later... Sianed out. I didn't study AT ALL >.<>.< I shall try to use my genius brains to work this out!


Having the foresight to see this coming and yet not having the intelligence to solve this problem when its here.

The last rehearsal.

Today was the last rehearsal for SingOut! After this, we'll be having our pre-concert rehearsal then its the concert itself already! To think of it, tomorrow's SingOut already! Without the full dress rehearsal, i guess i didn't really feel the stress... Lol...

Supposed to go to school at 9.45am for dance practice. But being the intelligent me, i know that that was to prevent latecomers, which meant that its actually supposed to be 10am. So i was aiming for 10am all the way. But then, i was still late... Lol. Luckily, i saw jill at YCK mrt, which meant that I'm not that late after all.

Jill was damn funny, she was like telling me to walk faster because i was already late, and must be earlier than her. Then i was like saying, "How much faster than me can you get?"(in chinese). Understand? Don't understand never mind.

So i walked my big, fast steps and reached the traffic light. Although it was green, i decided to wait for Jill, must have manners ma =P. Then Jill thought i couldn't make it past the traffic light. So she decided to suan me and say, "Walk so fast got what use? End up still here with me." Firstly, WHO ASK ME TO WALK FASTER DE ARH?!?!?!?! Secondly, i purposely waited for her de lor. Still suan me. Tsk tsk.

Went hall stage for dance. Then wanted to use the dance, but then there were lotsa gymnatics' equipment lying around, so we didn't have enough space for our formations. So we decided to use the floor in the instead. A little better, but it was damn hot(for the others, because i think my house is the hottest, so i don't mind).

Lewis saw me dancing!!! OMG?!?! Lol. Think he was pretty impressed with the footwork, i was pretty impressed myself that i could do it too! But then only for 4 beats >.<

Moved to the music room. Danced there quite alot. Then videotaped. Had lotsa fun with the seniors. There was one "auntie" beside me in one of the formation who is 19 years old!!! Lol. AUNTIE!!! =P. She nag alot de >.< She did SingOut! for 7 years le lor!!! Omg?!?!?

Stayed inside music room for YangKai(our conductor too!)'s church's performance. So we were like having marathon choir days man. Everyday 早出晚归! so 可怜 >.<

Was damn pissed with the choir guys. Everyone pangseh. Left kenneth, sherman and me. 3 basses(a section in choral singing) only. Crazy arh? Plus, sherman decided that he didn't want to sing too. Made me damn damn damn pissed. Quite alot for sherman, the rest for the other guys.

I mean its like, you know you might not be able to do it well, then you must try harder ma! WHY MUST YOU GIVE UP ON US IN A TIME LIKE THIS? If i ever was a commander-in-chief, the last kind of soldier i want is this kind. Because this kind of soldier will disrupt my soldiers' morale. A battle that might have been won will be lost because army's morale is of utmost importance in war.

So we're left with kenneth and myself. Firstly, both of us aren't SLs, which already proves how capable we are. Secondly, we both are tone-deaf people. I can't even know if I'm singing the correct chords. I don't even know how to change to a certain key when mine is wrong. And we're supposed to sing for a church? Its insulting, to both the choir and the church. Really, this feeling sucks.

Jill and people brought lunch for the us the poor juniors. Because we don't even have time to eat! So THANKS to Jill and people!!! Haha. Ended up eating my chicken rice on the bus. So pathetic. Haiz.

Reached St.Gabs and practiced and practiced. Rehearsal times are getting shorter, everyone is getting used to things going around. We no longer have to ask whats the next item, how to and where to go wherever. Which is a good thing. Proved that we're so much prepared for SingOut!

Had to pump 20 because we didn't sing as properly as the conductor wanted. Long long time since i had to pump. So my arms are more or less fats now... Lol. Since St.Gabs' music room had a regulation of no shoes, we had to go in wearing our socks and imagined what happened when we pump...

SLIDING FEET! Lol. No one could pump properly with their feet sliding all over. No friction, especially when the floor is so slippery, added with the socks. Its pretty hard trying to do 20. 80 is IMPOSSIBLE. I dare say, unless your socks is super torn like jonathan's. He had no problems whatsoever pumping because his toes were all showing and toes have much more friction then socks.

SingOut! practice was then over!!! Yay. Then went back school feeling so tired. A whole day of choir. I guess I'm vocally, physically, mentally, emotionally tired. And now BOTH bigbird and gregory, who bought their SingOut! tickets from me cannot go... What the hell >.<

Oh yah, i almost forgot, madeline told me to do this quiz... What the hell...
I shall nike.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Jia Qi
2. Ming Chuen
3. Wen Min
4. Yuh Yan
5. Jun Hao
6. Valerie
7. Juin Li
8. Sheryl
9. Li Jia
10. David

1. Who is No.7(JuinLi) having a relationship with?
Ehhhhhh, i don't know leh >.< I also wanna know! Lol

2. Who is No.5(JunHao) having a relationship with?
Erm, currently no one, BUTBUTBUT ahemahem.

3. If No.9 & 10(LiJia&David) are together, will it be a good thing?
I think so =P.

4. How about No.1 & 5(JiaQi&JunHao)?
Each got 心上人 liao la!!!

5. What is No.3(WenMin) studying?
Combination C. 2 pure science and core geography! Lol.

6. When was the last time you chatted with no.6(Valerie)?
I honestly cannot remember. Before choir camp ba...

7. Does No.4(YuhYan) work?
SPCA counted ma? Lol. She volunteer there nia. So NO WORK.

8. Does No.8(Sheryl) have any cousin in his/her school?
As far as i remember, NO!

9. Will you woo No.8(Sheryl)?
I don't think so. At least not the near future =P.

10. How about No.5(JunHao)?
Ehhhhhhhh, maybe when i become a gay ba =P.

11. Does No.2(MingChuen) have any siblings?
NO! Only son!

12. How did you get to know No.3&4(WenMin&YuhYan)?
One from english class, one from form class!

13. Where does No.1(JiaQi) live at?
Khatib!

14. How did you get to know No.2(MingChuen)?
PHS! 3 years classmate!!!

15. Is No.5(JunHao) the sexiest person on this world?
Haiyo, this kinda question again. I'm straight!!! So how would i know?

Okay end of quiz.


Why confront when you can run?
逃避现实

SCH Rehearsal!

Went to singapore conference hall again. Found out that the stage seemed pretty stranger to me, which is weird since we had SingOut! last year in SCH too. Then... I realised, last year, i didn't step up the stage... AT ALL.

No wonder, because its pretty weird for me to feel stranger for a stage. For example, VCH. SingOut! 05 was in VCH. And SYF this year i still feel quite familiar with the stage, after all, its where all our hours-long rehearsals were held... Now SCH... Haiz.

Read my reader's digest on the bus trip. Like finally, my sis had brought her whole stack of reader's digest last week and now I'm finally started. Well, at least that's a step! Haha.

Finally had a runthrough of the different items. Now can estimate roughly how much interval time there is for changing of clothes. Especially when I'm involved in the alumni dance, i only have 2 songs of time to change to alumni costume and 2 songs of time to change back. Pitying the ladies, only 1 song time to change but also 2 songs of time to change back!

Had a runthrough of the alumni dance too! Proved how disorderly we could dance. Lol. And SzeHoe keep coming up at the wrong place... Lol. Even though we were given one more chance by miss yee to try again. We failed miserably again and so it was intensive dance practice back at school. Calculate.

6pm leave SCH. Approximately 6.30pm reach school. Then need intensive dance practice until 8pm >.<>.< Plus, our item is SUPPOSED to be the 'highlight' of the concert and so all the performers in this item need to have special things.

For girls, loopy earrings that i believe are damn heavy, and for guys, SPIKED HAIR. Omg?!?!?! I-Who-Never-Touch-Hair is supposed to spike my hair up. With GEL/WAX. DIE... >.<

And so i tried to spike my hair up using water and tried showing them in school. Then suddenly everyone was damn surprised. Lol. Jill said i could go for gel/wax advertisement. Instant spike! LOL!!!

Realized i keep staring into nothing and think. Thinking of nothing yet think. Its pretty frustrating, when you realized you have been 'daydreaming' but actually you're not. You remembered that you were thinking of something, something important. But once you're out of the 'daydreaming' condition, you forgot what the 'daydreaming' was all about. Its really, FRUSTRATING.


Timidity that overwhelms desire

Tuesday the rehearsal!

Going for our SingOut! rehearsal later! Seems like everyday got choir practice!!! My long awaited rest would only come next week >.< But its alright! Its SingOut! after all. One year only got once. Lol.

Anyway, thanks to the people who i forgotten to thank yesterday. I think. Firstly, thank you sheryl yeo! For your erm, present! The sweets =P. And thanks NgJunHao for even thinking of the idea of planning birdwatching! Though its cancelled le, but its ALRIGHT! 有心就好!!! Haha

And LEEJiaQi for wishing me happy birthday in the middle of the night. Too bad that I've already fell asleep >.< BUTBUTBUT, THANK YOU!!!

Hopes later rehearsal would be fine. Confirm get scolded by the guys cause i pangseh them when they are dotaing erm, now. I think, lol. While i can only rot at home >.<

I just realized that my knees have BLUEBLACK >.<>.<>.< Lets just hope I'll be able to figure that out so the people that bought tickets won't waste their $12.

I promise SingOut! would be a great concert!!!
Especially the few items that got US ourselves going crazy. Lol. For example, look out for HIHS's vivo cantado... The people from the other 2 schools also go crazy ourselves!!! Its nice!!!

Then there's the St.Gabs' special item, i don't know the name, just know that its acapella and its NICE. Also look forward to the combined girls' item of When I Sing... DAMN CUTE!!!=P. Also look out for the alumni dance from PHS. Its erm, pretty cool, lol. And it made my knees go blueblack >.< Lol.


Betraying promises to understand greatness.

My Birthday!!!

Today, 19th november 2007, is me, the wolfie and idiotic genius's birthday!!! And the first real wishes came at midnight. So cool!!! First time got people message me happy birthday in the middle of the night. To think of it, its the first time anyone wished me happy birthday through the phone(call/sms). Haha...

Resulted in a lack of sleep. But it was worth it. Firstly, came the well wishes of Miss Tan Chia Gek and was supposed to have a cake in that message but due to the antiqueness of my phone, its impossible to be seen. So the code i saw in the message was:
***
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i<.><.><.><.><.>
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No idea how that code would become a cake. Hahaha =P.
Then came the phone call of Miss Wee Li Jia. Many thanks to both ladies!!! Hahaha.
Mr Lim Ming Chuen also sent me a sms to wish me happy birthday!! Thanks dude! Although the time that you send i already sleep liao...

My alarm didn't manage to wake me up. Not when i slept at 12. But luckily, the alarm in my brain still managed to wake me up. So i wasn't late after all!!! Yay! But chinese test wasn't THAT easy.

Starting see the section A. Feel like crying liao. Don't understand a thing, PLUS, its hand-written and photocopied, so the handwriting i very de not used to it. Lol. But still managed to SCRAPE through that part. Lol.

Other sections were relatively easy for me but not others i think. Reason being that there were lotsa scientific terms written in chinese. And normal people won't get involved with them much and hence not understand what that mean by that. But i, who watches news quite regularly until this year's EOY, understood fully the passages and hence come to the conclusion that i will, under any circumstances, NOT fail the test.

Then it was slacking time!!! Went to snooker to wait for JunHao and ChiaGek. I am again abusing my authority. Haiz. But never mind! Its alright to visit my snooker room during my birthday!!! Haha. But their physics practical was so long luh... End up 'late' 30 minutes from my expectation.

Nevertheless, we(junhao&i) still played a game and this time, I let junhao a headstart of 100 points. And we played. Its kind of crazy if you think of it but then actually its not lor. But end up i still lose la... Lol. I lost by 23 points. Which means that without the headstart, i would have won by 77 points!!! Hahahahaha...

And believe or not, we managed to complete the game even though 3 ladies(Miss tanchiagek,sherylyeo&jiayin) rushed us so much that balls that could be sunk normally couldn't because we were too impatient. Haiz. End up still i lose. So no difference. Haha.

Went to the CO room to call bigbird out because chiagek wanted to call her out for whatever reasons. So to knock on the door... And i guess, on the wrong time bah. Lol.

All i knew is that after i knocked on the door, i heard a slang version of 'come in' and hence didn't get it. So i waited outside for a reply. Then i heard the slang version again. I still didn't realised that was the response i was waiting for. Then after 2 more seconds, i realised that I'm supposed to stick my head in liao. So i stuck my head into the CO room.

And the CO conductor(Zhou Lao Shi right?) looked at me and i looked back at him. Then embrassingly(because the whole CO was staring at me) asked if i could speak to bigbird. Then this zhou lao shi come say, "Your girlfriend arh?" IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CHINESE ORCHESTRA. Omg. My reputation...(and hers btw)

Then crapped for the whole 4 seconds with zhou lao shi that bigbird took to walk out of the CO room. In the end its because they wanted to give me a present!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU! Not for the embarrassment, but for the present! Lol.

Went to COMPASS POINT(because i lost) and ate lunch. Rushed back to school for dance practice. A 1hour45minutes lunch break isn't enough when you're rushing to compass point. Lol.

Rushed back to PHS but it was raining, and went i alighted the bus, i was JUINLI!!! At first still thought she waving to me, then see the hand properly, its actually a HANDSHAKE! Lol. Thank you thank you! Know you wishing me happy birthday!!! Hahahah...

Then when we reached school(already late) and rushing through the canteen to reach the music room in time(even though we're already late), saw LORETTA!!! And she wished me happy birthday too! Lol. Maybe I'm getting popular in CO =P. Thanks arh, Zhou Lao Shi. Lol.

But luckily, when we(junhao&i) arrived, the people were still stuck outside the music room because GuZheng was not done with their practice and were using the music room.

Practiced AND WE FINALLY FINISHED THE SONG. I feel so proud of myself. I total dancing idiot managed to complete the dance that involved the chorus of 3 songs that were binded into one. I feel so proud man. Want to see the dance? Go buy ticket la! Lol. Promoting SingOut. Later people come collect advertisement fee from me =P.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

Dance practice!

Was almost late for dance practice. Because i was caught up in msn. Thanks to someone who wanted to chat 5 more minutes with me even though he/she know i would be late if i chatted that 5 minutes. Lol.

BUT IN THE END, i wasn't late!!! =P.

Saw JiaQi and WeiJun on the mrt! A little surprised. Not surprised that they were together but surprised that JiaQi was wearing a school related Teeshirt.

And i didn't ask them where they were going, turns out to be school though. I realized i have a bad habit of not asking where people were going when i see them 'accidentally'. Yesterday was wenmin and friends, today is jiaqi and weijun. Next time must really remember to ask where friends are going when i see them on the streets. Lol.

Now thinking of it, i never ever had such problems in the past. Especially since i stay at home all the time, its impossible to run into friends on the streets. Maybe now I'm starting to be a 'normal teenager'. Haiz... Wonder how i survived the old times...

So i was the third to reach toa payoh mrt and was also 2 minutes early. The first sentence gladys greeted me was, "Hi, you're pink." -.- Lol. Pink polo nia. Whats the big deal?

So we went for the world's most boring thing, SHOPPING!!! For white shirts to spray paint(luckily i got my own). Its toa payoh, who bigbird calls it auntie's paradise... And i hate shopping. Not hate la, just sometimes, don't like it, especially when its RAINING...

And the dancing ground was nothing like my imagination. Believe it or not. We decided to settle for a void deck style of multi-purpose court. And its the first time(believe or not) i had activities in such a place. Basically, because they weren't present on my side of yishun. Only new estates have... So... Its kinda fresh feeling.

But then again, its RAINING. And its not really indoors, because there's no doors and no windows. Its more or less open air. Which also means that... RAIN CAN GO IN!!! So half the court was wet with rain... Which made dancing a little hard. Ok that's humble, it made dancing DAMN HARD. So we could only use the dry parts, which was only half the court...

Then the rain got bigger >.< And the floor decided that its TOO wet for dancing and so we canceled practice! Can go home early, so supposed to be a good thing BUTBUTBUT, i still got alot alot alot of things haven't dance finish... So... DIE...

Paid up so that the girls can go to the army market to buy pants or whatever whatever. Shows pretty much about my interest in shopping... Haha. So if i bear with you/you guys to go shopping together, shows pretty much about the respect i have for you/you all!

Went home and realized, today, we've been dancing for less than an hour... Most of the time spent shopping. Not a good thing i guess. And i realized, i would not be able to understand question if they aren't in proper english. Miss Tan Chia Gek just proved it to me >.<


Perhaps we would cherish things that we know would not be there for long.

Jonathan's Birthday!

Jonathan's birthday yesterday!

Supposed to meet him at yishun at 12+. Then decided to go to AMK to meet Madeline and noeleen instead. Saw WenMin and friends!(i don't know your names =P.) and i just remembered i forgot to ask them where they were going =P. Realized Jonathan was still at yishun safra thanks to his BB activities. So went back to yishun to wait for him. And we waited a LONG LONG TIME.

When the birthday boy arrived, we made the long long trip to vivocity! And while on the mrt, i was talking on the phone while those 3 were trying to eavesdrop, openly. And madeline tried to snatch my phone away! >.< First time didn't succeed, second time did =P! So i hung up. Abruptly. So sorry man. Didn't even say 'byebye'.

Then they became taking photos on the mrt. There was one pic which was damn funny. Haha. There's a water bottle nicely fitted into my body! Haha.

And so we arrived in vivocity. Decided to cable cars there but didn't know where the cable car station was... So tried to walk around and we 'got lost'. After many tries, we finally found the right way but was stuck again at a building which the cable cars are going in from.

Felt a little puzzled to be at the wrong place since that's where the cable cars are, how could it be wrong? End up is walk wrong entrance -.-

So i took my FIRST cable car ride!!! Its abit, erm, scary at the start but with the speed the cable car is going, all my height phobia didn't work up much. And the scenery was really quite nice! But i don't have a camera with me >.<

Reached sentosa and walked through the dragon dunno what dunno what trail. Haha. Didn't pay attention to the name =P. But the walk was great. Abit fake though -.- But well, its just for entertainment and everyone knows its fake...

Finally found our way to beach. The dragon whatever trail was very misleading. Took us a long long walk and a few wrong tries to lead us to the decision that i cannot lead when walking in sentosa. So we decided to take bus instead! lol.

Went to buy a volleyball for jonathan as his present and as our entertainment on the beach! TRIED to play volleyball but we seriously sucked so bo bian have to try to use that volleyball to play other things. Planning to drown someone in sentosa is so common that most of the people with sense would know that we cannot be TOO trusting in sentosa.

Once you see someone whispering, be careful, IT MIGHT BE YOU. But this time its not me of course. Planned to drown jonathan which we never even got near to succeed. He would just runrunrunrunrun until don't know where.

Played around on the beach and got A LITTLE wet then decided to wash up(them) while i went to the 7-eleven for a drink. End up their big gulp ran out of ice -.- So i drank a not cold at all big gulp. If i wasn't so thirsty, i think i would walk to the other 7-eleven, but too bad. I was that thirsty >.<

Wanted to go rent bikes but i was wondering if sentosa also had the '6pm all bikes return' policy. Because Pulau Ubin. It is to prevent people from going crazy since most part of the island does not have lights on and cycling in such areas at night is crazy.

Turns out that even though sentosa is so densely lighted, the policy's on. So we couldn't rent bikes after all. Its damn bo hua. Left 30 minutes only. Go cycling so no life -.- 30 minutes ONLY leh. Cycle 15 minutes away from the destination must turn back to return liao. Haiz.

So we decided to sit on the tram. And let it bring us anyway. Sounds even more no life. Haha. But its kinda... Fun? Hahaha...

The ladies decided to shower so jonathan and i went for the 7-eleven on the other side. Him for big gulp, me in my hunt for strepsils. Didn't manage to find any since i reached harbourfront tower. So i hunted my strepsils and didn't realise it was so expensive >.< 20 cents each. For a sweet, its crazy, for a sweet+medicine, i shall bear with it.

Was supposed to head back to singapore since junhao, laurel and huiling are reaching vivo already. So we waited for the tram to come before we can take bus before we can take cable car. Lol. Played stupid ball games while waiting for the tram BUTBUT everyone of the trams were full. So we gave up waiting and took up walking.

Walked to the bus stop and bussed to the cable car station. The photographer was damn 'cute'(in girls terms). He was taking a photo of us then laughing damn crazily. And our reactions were like, 'Got this funny ma?' and he nodded -.- And it was really quite funny >.<

Took the second cablecar trip of the day with 2 more coming! Haha. So in the end we took the cable car 4 times!!! So cool!!! And from harbourfront stop to the mount faber one, we saw lion dance in the restaurant at mount faber. And all this was with a consciousness that junhao, laurel and huiling already arrived. But we were still fooling around. Tsk tsk.

We were nice people, so we went to find them straightaway after fooling around with the elevator(we pressed '1' and took photos in the reflection, pressed '15' and took again then pressed '1' and took.)

Was told that they were at Carls.Jr, so we went up! BUT THEY WEREN'T THERE!!! Then we were told that they were at Breadtalk, but none of us knew where Breadtalk is except that its in the basement and the place where we came out of the mrt station. So we tried to go down escalators and for 2 times, we ended up at carparks. ONLY. no sign of shops.

At the 3rd try, we finally made it. But they were there no more. So calls were exchanged and they were at some vivomart. I honestly don't know where it is, but just tried to find it and we did. But this time we went laughing past them(hoping they would see us) and walked straight into vivomart even though we know they're sitting at the tables OUTSIDE vivomart.

Acted angry and called them. And so they walked into while we, knowing they were walking in, walked out to the opposite shop at the exit while they waited at the entrance of vivomart. Haha =P.

Then we went to 'Thomas&friends'(the trainy guy) and called. They where we were and we said we were at 'Thomas&friends'(WHICH IS TRUE) and they were like scolding us... And there's no such place as thomas&friends and blah blah blah... But we were still there and madeline's naglene dropped while she was sitting in the machine... Hahahah.

And they found us.

First reaction of junhao was to come and push me. HAHA =P. I was still laughing like mad and madeline then still have to laugh at junhao. I think my mouth muscles are really impressive. hahahahaha =P.

Dance practice tomorrow could get a little late so we cancelled birdwatching(for now, i think). Went for LongJohns and laughed alot... At ________(he say don't say). He was a little static too =P. Haha =P. Since i have a sore throat, i ate the fiery crisp fish and made it so much worse that if miss yee saw me in LongJohn's she would boxboxbox slapslapslap me(SingOut is here soon, so must preserve voice). Hahahahaha =P.

Had nature's call so used it as an excuse to lead jonathan away from the people while they prepare their whatever... And when we went back, the birthday cake was a slice with a french fry poked in the middle(as the 'candle'). And his reaction was pretty weird, he went down to eat the fry while the people around him who planned to dunk the cake in his face were too slow. So in the end he had a clean face >.<

And jon popped the sparkling juice like some kind of champagne and we all tasted each other's saliva(that's the gross term for it). Played monkey with the volleyball... Quite late already so everyone rushed to the mrt. Took to marina bay first so we would have space, and we sat a whole row.

And dunno which idiot started to squeeze... And i was like, at the most end, so i suffered all the force and i used the wall to push back... And guess what happened? JUNHAO FELL OUT OF HIS SEAT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA =P. Squeeze too hard arh. LOL.

So the day ended. Damn funny and interesting day though it was quite boring at the start! Later got dance practice... MAY IT BE FUN!!!


Addicted. Surviving one month would be a little difficult.

Start of Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally, the holidays are here. People are very happy! Well, that's as far as i know. No one except me sad anything negative about the holidays yet =P.

Even though i enjoyed the choir camp alotalotalot... Still feel a little sad not seeing the people in class on fri. Last day in school must get high party and go siao ma. But then, choir camp also allows me to go siao.

Still feels a little out of place. Its like SingOut is making too busy already. And my super good/bad(decide yourself)habit of not using the computer after 6pm during weekdays results in my not using the computer for the whole week >.< Sometimes i do break that habit though =P.

So when i suddenly see so many posts by many friends... Posts speaking of fun and happiness, sorrow and sadness... Feel so sad not being there. Which is why, i think, is the reason i feel a little out of place.

But honestly, If i really really have to choose between the choir and class... I think, i would most probably choose choir. So maybe, I'm not much of a saint after all to say those things.

Then again, when i sososo long never use the computer, it only means that i sososo long cannot update. And i have SO MANY THINGS ABOUT CHOIR CAMP to say. I really really enjoyed it! Butbutbut... It's kind of personal, not that i care if other people will gossip around, my reputation's already vacuuming the floor.

Now I've incurred a post debt. Which i think should be broken down by writing shorter posts or not i think i can write a 4500 word essay on the choir camp. Honestly. Can one. There's so much i wanna say, so much joy i wanna share. But, i know i won't write it down now. Because most of the feelings are already died down...

This post is saying about the start of holidays.
So it should be a happy post.
So sorry for writing until its so sad.


I need to cook dinner no more, I can just feast on the flowers growing on my head.