Yay! So today is teacher's day. Wish all the teachers a good teacher's day =P.
Bro offered to drive me to yishun interchange... And i thought it was strange. But well, accepted the offer anyway. I don't need that many people to see me carrying 2 1.5litre bottles around. Only the school people and the people on the same bus and me saw =P.
Assembly was cool. Mr Albert Kang came with a speech with such profound that i couldn't comprehend fully. Crap. I need to improve my english sia. And ms choi still suan me >.< "If you don't understand, it means that your English needs to be improved." Whatever. I shall not argue since its teacher's day.
ACES dance or whatever its called. It's obviously not popular among guys. Mostly the ladies doing. And our class girls damn on one! 1 group do in front, 1 group do behind. Then came the clown. He even played with raymond. Damn funny can? I think he attracted more attention himself than the whole of the HPT. Sometimes, its better to be a clown. Lol.
Went to hall for performance. UVPHS! You did not do as well as expected arghhh. Haiyoooo!!! Must buck up the next time. That's our good point. We have plenty of chances. Thanks to the power that mrs wong seem to have. Lol.
And so david freaking irritated me. But i can't blame him lah. I stepped on his tail first... And so it began when he began calling chiagek. Still thought what sia. Yes, i misunderstood him. I wronged him. Whatever. My retribution was more than enough to cover up for that mistake.
And things got worse when NgChunKiat become involved. And soon budiman joined in. And frankly speaking, this is just the guys side. There's still ms bigbird, YongMei & Loretta on the girls side. Crap.
The guys were throwing this sole that somehow fell out of the shoe. And then using raymond's marker, budiman wrote, "With love, YC". Something like that lah. Didn't really managed to see it. Grr. And so david threw, but his aim was kinda crap so it didn't fall within 30cm reach. But somehow or another it still managed to get into the ladies' hands.
And sabotaging actions came and came. Then there was this part where the lot of them 'ganged' up on me. Ms bigbird!!! Was that your IDEA?!?!?! Forget it. Its over anyway.
So it came with a "chiaGek!", " YanCheng!". -.-
Damn you people who ganged up on me >.<
So people, with your intelligence, you should be able to guess who shouted what. I do not wish to further explain myself.
Went back to classroom for class party. But everyone was slacking, so took our CARDS and played. Due to the game itself, 1 deck can only allow entertainment for 4. So i decided to let them continue and backed out myself. I'm so kind can? Went up to 3E's homeroom and viewed 2 extraordinary result slips. Make me feel damn guilty for not studying. Grr.
And so I'm 'sabotaged' again. Got pulled into the classroom by JunHao. Though he couldn't really move me if i insisted on staying on the exact same spot. And was scolded by ms bigbird for giving david her number. Ehhh, must THANK me okay? I help you make friends leh =P.
Walking back to my homeroom and feeling the guilt in me for not studying, i was surprised by the sight of 3Humility people sitting in a circle and the news that ms choi gonna sing. And my god, SHE CAN SING! Damn nice lah. Maybe the fact that she's was in the choir when she was a secondary student explains everything.
And crap. I'm sabotaged. AGAIN. Thank you LEEJIAQI. So after the song by ms choi. I'm supposed to sing. Walao, i paiseh lah. Where can like that? I normal time sing sing then okay le. Still want me paiseh in front of ms choi. A bit "Ban Men Nong Fu" sia.
Of course, i rejected the offer. Thanks but no thanks. But then everyone started blaming me for being a spoiler. And ms choi shot me a 'glare' that was so damn undescribable. Is there even such a word? Oh never mind, you'll get the point.
All i gave in. To peer pressure. Where was my sanity man? And worse, i sang gary cao's song. That further proves that i lost my sanity. Honestly speaking. I already lowered the key by 1 OCTAVE(sounds like SzeHoe =P). And still, i can't hit the notes lah. Sibei paiseh. But no one pointed it out, must be appreciating my courage =P. Eh, sibei paiseh de can?
Firstly, i have to sing to an audience of 27+ people who heard me sing so many times but still want me sing -.-
Secondly, there was an audience out of the classroom too. Damn paiseh lah, throw face in own class bad enough le, still need throw face singing for 3 grace people. There were all crowded at the window lah. How i wish i could dug a hole and hide in it sia. Haiyoo.
After the party, most of the people left. Remaining people finished up the cake =P. I was particularly full thanks to the drinks. Since so many people left, the drinks were all leftovered. And i too the bottles that were already opened but finishing and drank all of them. Thinking of it now, a bit stupid sia. Sacrifice my stomach to prevent wastage. But still, there were cake leftovers. So MingChuen and i finished it up. And that added on to the burden on my stomach.
And i still ate chocolate though i was THAT full. Guess i really lost my sanity.
Slacked in class till almost everyone was gone. Left only JiaQi, JieLin, MingChuen, YuhYan & me. Finally went out of school when the auntie came in to 'chase' us out. And so the INITIAL plan was to watch horrors. Which is the most type of movie in my opinon. Sorry arh, i don't like to waste 8 or 9 bucks to get myself scared. Not my style.
So 'trapped' at khatib MRT while awaiting a decision. And i decided to be an even more guai student to overcome my guilt. I suggested studying. Its teachers' day remember? But chose to go home first since i kind of plan to go back to my pri school.
However, the every second i opened my house door, i sensed something abnormal. The house was too bright. And the conclusion i came to was that someone was at home. When i further stepped into the house, i realized who it was. Don't get me wrongly, i did not see the person, i saw evidence of that person. I shall my bro's handphone and wallet stacked neatly on the living room table like he usually does.
Putting down the 2 '1.5litres' of water(leftovers!), i quickly stuffed books down my bag and rushed out of the door but not without checking where my brother is. In the toilet! Cool. A quick getaway without notice. Though i know he will certainly realize that i've been back home seen he's even more observant than me. I know he will spot the 1.5 litres bottle. Which will be the evidence that will give me away... Now i know the reason why he offered to drive me to the interchange. He is not working today...
Nevertheless, choing straight out of my house and walked towards my primary school. However, in 1 of the voidecks, someone shouted out my name and i turned. A group there was. The lady who called my name asked if i still remember her. Giving the honest reply, I said 'No'. And immediately was responsed with a 'C** B** lah, i hazel lah! You don't remember me le arh?'. And that was when i decided that it was not a good idea to go back to my primary school.
For obvious reasons if you still do not understand.
Met up with MingChuen & JieLin instead. And waited for like 30 minutes for JiaQi. The plan at this point of time was to STUDY. But when we reached the macdonalds, we saw Budiman instead. But nevertheless still decided to go up and seeseelooklook. End up JiaQi saw many familiar faces and decided not to stay there.
Decided to meet up with Budiman instead. And he claimed that we spoiled his date -.-
Walked to yishun before proceeding to Budiman's house. Played awhile before returning to books. But got stuck in a question. A maths question. Gave up. Went back to playing. Crapped for like an hour or two. Seriously people, play game, must make some noise what. Or not fun meh? Like getting a little excited to spice up the day.
Well, returned home to end my day after 'seeing' JieLin and then JiaQi & MingChuen off. Immediately got confronted by my brother. Kind of expected though. And he asked why i was so late(It was like 6.45pm at that time). Then i gave the excuse "go back primary school" though he obviously would not get fooled. And then he asked if i came back, put down the bottle then go. And i said yes. He must have been surprised =P.
The lack of determination is the beginning of failure in man.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Eventful Wednesday
So many things happened today lah. Wonder if i could still remember everything and say it out here. I shall try bah.
Was half awake during chapel. I seriously almost dozed off . So disrespectful sia. Should learn to respect religions and try not to sleep in their holy places.
I'VE SIN! I SHALL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE.
Chinese teacher didn't come. Very rare leh. He seemed really fit to me. Despite his figure. He go swim everyday de lah. To me, that's fit ok? So basically we slacked outside the classroom. AND IT RAINED. IT RAINED!!! LIKE IT RAINED FOR DUNNO HOW MANY DAYS LE. Grr, I'm getting moody lah, stupid weather.
But being the very guai kia... I used the time to study can??? Very guai right? Since the chinese teacher didn't come, the classroom wasn't opened. And i actually took the BIOLOGY 10 years series and went up to mr soon's classroom to do lah. Since i don't have a table to properly do my work...
And i was the first not to be chased out of his classroom. As so i was told. Heard that esane always sneak into his chinese class but then always got chased out. BUT I DIDN'T!!! I'm guai de lor! And i think he see i doing work and not chatting loudly or what. SO HE ACCEPTED ME. I feel so proud sia. Crap, its nothing to be proud of anyway. Haiz
And raymond did a deed that i still feel very guilty about. I'm like the accomplice lah. But i still don't feel good. CRAP. I SIN AGAIN. I SHALL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE.
Went downstairs for recess but was greeted with a bad news instead. MingChuen's phone got confiscated. Somehow, though its not concerning me, i think its a bad news sia. And so MingChuen's without a phone till friday. Which is kind of lame. Confiscated 2 days only. He won't die without it for 2 days.
Its Mr. David Tan's last day with us. Or rather, his last lesson with us, he's going off at friday... I will miss you =P. I will miss your humour... Miss Your teachings. And wherever you're sent to by the MOE, i will you luck there!
Chemistry class was next and for the first time in don't know how many months, i actually did the experiments and recorded down the observations. I'm turning guai can? But little did i know, there's more to come on the next page. What the hell man. Being the super lazy me, i didn't do them... Haiz, guai but lazy. Crap.
Movies for english class. 'A night at the museum'. I haven't watched it myself but thought it was a interesting movie when it was screened so i payed 'extra attention'. And i was wondering why the picture was blurry then clear then blurry again. Figures it must be something to do with the overhead projector. And true enough, casey ong was playing with it... Seriously arh, i don't want to scold him de. But he play and play, LAUGH somemore. Like very fun like that. So i just shout out loud.
But when you trying to be fierce, you can't be smiling or showing a soft front right? Or they'll just think you talking crap. So i put my face into a very 'angry' mode, stare at casey straight in his eyes and scolded him. So he 'backed off'. And i could watch my movie peacefully.
Went for snooker after school. David lost to me =P. Still managed to 'uphold' the snooker team's name. Never embarrass myself. Then darren and felix came up. So we played 2 on 2. And our rules were like damn crap. Every foul is 5 push-ups and the loser team has to do the difference in scores. End up david & i 'bullied' them with a score of 150+ while they only have about 60+.
In case you're wondering why the scores are so high, let's just say that i went for 40 push-ups and darren and felix about 50 each. You'll get the point. And so we were merciful. Using a little maths, you could see that they're supposed to do about 90 push-ups. But we reduced it to 50. We are nice people =P.
And i played another game with david, same rules apply. And i won AGAIN =P. And total up the day, i did about 50 push-ups... It was strenuous, ESPECIALLY with xavier around. He's zai can? We were trying to do the push-ups while he kept making us laugh so we don't have to strength to come up after we went down. Crap. Its dangerous to have xavier around sia.
Went down for soccer after the game with david, and played with the sec 4 people. I'm like, still the worst player on the court? Barely managed to touch the ball >.<
Went up to the snooker room after the soccer game. And saw JunHao there. Think they SLs have something going on for teacher's day... 'Lady Madonna' i think. So blew air-con while still panting for breath. That is one of the worst weakest i ever have in my life. Think i have some lung-deficiency or something. Normally walk also need to use mouth to breath(mouth can take it more air). Sports is crazy lah. Pant like dog like that. Which is why I'm forever the worst player when it comes to sports.
Guess what? I went back to play soccer AGAIN. Guess i really lost my senses. But this time, i kind of fractured of broke my toe. Whatever it is. All i know is after blocking that hard ball that david kicked in my direction, the ball hit my toe and my brain just told me that its damn painful. Wonder why i didn't shout a 'ouchhhh'. But yah, its damn painful >.<
However, amazingly, i managed to assist ZhiKai in scoring a goal. I took a corner! I used to be under this stupid impression that corner is impossible to score. But i don't know why, i just told lewis that i take this one(the corner). The ball curled past the defenders and ZhiKai headed it into the goal. Like COOL!!! First time i felt useful on the court. First time i shot a corner that reached my teammates. And the first time i kicked a corner so nicely.
I felt so proud.
The ability to foresee future problems does not necessary come with the ability to solve these future problems.
Was half awake during chapel. I seriously almost dozed off . So disrespectful sia. Should learn to respect religions and try not to sleep in their holy places.
I'VE SIN! I SHALL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE.
Chinese teacher didn't come. Very rare leh. He seemed really fit to me. Despite his figure. He go swim everyday de lah. To me, that's fit ok? So basically we slacked outside the classroom. AND IT RAINED. IT RAINED!!! LIKE IT RAINED FOR DUNNO HOW MANY DAYS LE. Grr, I'm getting moody lah, stupid weather.
But being the very guai kia... I used the time to study can??? Very guai right? Since the chinese teacher didn't come, the classroom wasn't opened. And i actually took the BIOLOGY 10 years series and went up to mr soon's classroom to do lah. Since i don't have a table to properly do my work...
And i was the first not to be chased out of his classroom. As so i was told. Heard that esane always sneak into his chinese class but then always got chased out. BUT I DIDN'T!!! I'm guai de lor! And i think he see i doing work and not chatting loudly or what. SO HE ACCEPTED ME. I feel so proud sia. Crap, its nothing to be proud of anyway. Haiz
And raymond did a deed that i still feel very guilty about. I'm like the accomplice lah. But i still don't feel good. CRAP. I SIN AGAIN. I SHALL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE.
Went downstairs for recess but was greeted with a bad news instead. MingChuen's phone got confiscated. Somehow, though its not concerning me, i think its a bad news sia. And so MingChuen's without a phone till friday. Which is kind of lame. Confiscated 2 days only. He won't die without it for 2 days.
Its Mr. David Tan's last day with us. Or rather, his last lesson with us, he's going off at friday... I will miss you =P. I will miss your humour... Miss Your teachings. And wherever you're sent to by the MOE, i will you luck there!
Chemistry class was next and for the first time in don't know how many months, i actually did the experiments and recorded down the observations. I'm turning guai can? But little did i know, there's more to come on the next page. What the hell man. Being the super lazy me, i didn't do them... Haiz, guai but lazy. Crap.
Movies for english class. 'A night at the museum'. I haven't watched it myself but thought it was a interesting movie when it was screened so i payed 'extra attention'. And i was wondering why the picture was blurry then clear then blurry again. Figures it must be something to do with the overhead projector. And true enough, casey ong was playing with it... Seriously arh, i don't want to scold him de. But he play and play, LAUGH somemore. Like very fun like that. So i just shout out loud.
But when you trying to be fierce, you can't be smiling or showing a soft front right? Or they'll just think you talking crap. So i put my face into a very 'angry' mode, stare at casey straight in his eyes and scolded him. So he 'backed off'. And i could watch my movie peacefully.
Went for snooker after school. David lost to me =P. Still managed to 'uphold' the snooker team's name. Never embarrass myself. Then darren and felix came up. So we played 2 on 2. And our rules were like damn crap. Every foul is 5 push-ups and the loser team has to do the difference in scores. End up david & i 'bullied' them with a score of 150+ while they only have about 60+.
In case you're wondering why the scores are so high, let's just say that i went for 40 push-ups and darren and felix about 50 each. You'll get the point. And so we were merciful. Using a little maths, you could see that they're supposed to do about 90 push-ups. But we reduced it to 50. We are nice people =P.
And i played another game with david, same rules apply. And i won AGAIN =P. And total up the day, i did about 50 push-ups... It was strenuous, ESPECIALLY with xavier around. He's zai can? We were trying to do the push-ups while he kept making us laugh so we don't have to strength to come up after we went down. Crap. Its dangerous to have xavier around sia.
Went down for soccer after the game with david, and played with the sec 4 people. I'm like, still the worst player on the court? Barely managed to touch the ball >.<
Went up to the snooker room after the soccer game. And saw JunHao there. Think they SLs have something going on for teacher's day... 'Lady Madonna' i think. So blew air-con while still panting for breath. That is one of the worst weakest i ever have in my life. Think i have some lung-deficiency or something. Normally walk also need to use mouth to breath(mouth can take it more air). Sports is crazy lah. Pant like dog like that. Which is why I'm forever the worst player when it comes to sports.
Guess what? I went back to play soccer AGAIN. Guess i really lost my senses. But this time, i kind of fractured of broke my toe. Whatever it is. All i know is after blocking that hard ball that david kicked in my direction, the ball hit my toe and my brain just told me that its damn painful. Wonder why i didn't shout a 'ouchhhh'. But yah, its damn painful >.<
However, amazingly, i managed to assist ZhiKai in scoring a goal. I took a corner! I used to be under this stupid impression that corner is impossible to score. But i don't know why, i just told lewis that i take this one(the corner). The ball curled past the defenders and ZhiKai headed it into the goal. Like COOL!!! First time i felt useful on the court. First time i shot a corner that reached my teammates. And the first time i kicked a corner so nicely.
I felt so proud.
The ability to foresee future problems does not necessary come with the ability to solve these future problems.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
The aftermath of the commontests.
So, everyone was in a bloody slack attitude. No one was really listening to lessons anymore. We've already start our holidays without the authorities' approval. 3 Humility is a slacky class. Perhaps, that was why i am in it in the first place.
PE on Monday is crap. Really crap. We are short-handed, slightly lousier in skill comparatively, and somehow managed a draw. We're really geniuses. And i am really proud to say that my soccer skills have somehow improved. And my teammates appreciated it. Must really thank for that. Seriously lah.
I've always been known for the lousiest player born on the field. And yet, people trust me sia. Feeling so privileged. It may be nothing to you, but it meant something to me. David gave me an encouraging "Continue like this and you'll improve!". And joey added a "Wah, you like going training like that sia, every time play +2, +2(the skill)". Feel so 'song' lah. They have just revived the amount of confidence i used to have. Thanks guys!
Physics was sianz can? Mr tan was teaching about c.g.(centre of gravity). And somehow or another it irritated me. Especially the way that he phrase it. Lol...
But other than the PE lesson, the other lessons are generally boring, nothing exciting except an incident that happened during Chinese class...
So MingChuen can't stand me smsing big bird so much. 'Everyday' he claims. Whatever, as long as i know that's not true its enough. So he also wanted to be big bird's friend. And asked for her number during chinese class. And he messaged big bird to say hi... And whatever whatever. Then came the reply. And the whole class know that someone smsed MIngChuen. Reason? MingChuen forgot to on SILENCE MODE. And his damn loud ring tone rang throughout the class.
Luckily, the teacher was so kind that he only said, "Haiyoo, dian hua shou qi lai!". Imagine if it was in another teacher's class. I think the handphone's gone =P.
Choir was damn damn damn jialat. Especially since i arrived after ms lim's chemistry class. End up miss yee told us to go for sectionals instead. Don't wanna waste her time. And guess we did it? In the BOYS BRIGADE ROOM!!! That is definitely an example of abusing authority, since we were all allowed inside when only BB people are allowed inside. We have powerful people in the choir sia. All got authority de =P.
Tuesday was no better... With that overwhelming heavy books on my left hand. Think my left hand almost broke. Luckily the term is coming to an end. Somehow wished that the timetable will change the next term. Thanks to this damn irritating tuesday. I shall get a locker the next year. Grr.
Mr tan didn't come for physics... So we went to the library instead. And i read my 'nicholas sparks' but my bookmark fell out... Big bird commented that the powerpuff girls bookmark was gay. Little did i know that the hello kitty one even more gay. Sibei paiseh sia.
And social studies lesson was cool. In fact one of many ones that i enjoy. Basically, because i PASSED my ss. Cool. But i still failed my paper >.<
12/25. Freaked out. luckily my class test get high enough to cover... Kind of funny though. I get 15/25 in SBQ for history but only get 12/25 in SBQ for ss. I get 4/12 in SEQ for history but i actually got 9/12 in SEQ for ss. Like so crazy right??? And i asked mrs lim with she marked very leniently, and she claimed that she did not. Funny huh...
So common test papers. I only failed one! The ss paper. But i still passed my humanities! Yay. But i think i failed english. HOPE HOPE arh. Please lemme pass english arh. Then my progress report card will be damn sweeeeeee. All blue/black de. No reds!!. I don't support liverpool or man u. So i don't need any reds in my progress report card!!!
Waited in the library with JiaQi & MingChuen for JuinLi while she did her test. Chatted a little and was commented that we were too loud. NO LOHHHH. Is the library too quiet lor!!! No people de, of cos make a little noise will feel very loud lah!!! Not true ok???
Went to JuinLi's house for 'dry-swim'. Though its still raining. Lol... And i got win can? Win 3 times again. No more no less. JieLin was using the computer until MingChuen realized that the computer has some problems that most probably only he can solve. So he took the initiative and took up the job while letting JieLin play. And for the first round... They 'joined forces' AND WON. Like omg? JieLin leh. I guess i underestimated her luh. But without MingChuen's help she can't win =P.
Went home with my nicholas sparks book and 3 science textbooks. I could feel my left hand giving up lah. Its really heavy man. Next time i shall push the job to my shoulder instead, i shall risk my shoulders rather than my arms.
And people! Anyone one of you want to choing studies de come find me!!! I want to choing studies during the whole of the holiday and during term 4. If you wanna get good results, i think you should get started. Which is exactly what im gonna do man!
I want to be proud enough to say "Wherever you go, I'll be waiting". But then i realized that there are girls jcs around. Crap. Nevertheless i shall choing my studies, so CALL if you have free time and knowledge for sale.
When tears fall, it only mean that the hurt has been done and whatever you do to make up for it will not erase the fact that the hurt has already been done.
PE on Monday is crap. Really crap. We are short-handed, slightly lousier in skill comparatively, and somehow managed a draw. We're really geniuses. And i am really proud to say that my soccer skills have somehow improved. And my teammates appreciated it. Must really thank for that. Seriously lah.
I've always been known for the lousiest player born on the field. And yet, people trust me sia. Feeling so privileged. It may be nothing to you, but it meant something to me. David gave me an encouraging "Continue like this and you'll improve!". And joey added a "Wah, you like going training like that sia, every time play +2, +2(the skill)". Feel so 'song' lah. They have just revived the amount of confidence i used to have. Thanks guys!
Physics was sianz can? Mr tan was teaching about c.g.(centre of gravity). And somehow or another it irritated me. Especially the way that he phrase it. Lol...
But other than the PE lesson, the other lessons are generally boring, nothing exciting except an incident that happened during Chinese class...
So MingChuen can't stand me smsing big bird so much. 'Everyday' he claims. Whatever, as long as i know that's not true its enough. So he also wanted to be big bird's friend. And asked for her number during chinese class. And he messaged big bird to say hi... And whatever whatever. Then came the reply. And the whole class know that someone smsed MIngChuen. Reason? MingChuen forgot to on SILENCE MODE. And his damn loud ring tone rang throughout the class.
Luckily, the teacher was so kind that he only said, "Haiyoo, dian hua shou qi lai!". Imagine if it was in another teacher's class. I think the handphone's gone =P.
Choir was damn damn damn jialat. Especially since i arrived after ms lim's chemistry class. End up miss yee told us to go for sectionals instead. Don't wanna waste her time. And guess we did it? In the BOYS BRIGADE ROOM!!! That is definitely an example of abusing authority, since we were all allowed inside when only BB people are allowed inside. We have powerful people in the choir sia. All got authority de =P.
Tuesday was no better... With that overwhelming heavy books on my left hand. Think my left hand almost broke. Luckily the term is coming to an end. Somehow wished that the timetable will change the next term. Thanks to this damn irritating tuesday. I shall get a locker the next year. Grr.
Mr tan didn't come for physics... So we went to the library instead. And i read my 'nicholas sparks' but my bookmark fell out... Big bird commented that the powerpuff girls bookmark was gay. Little did i know that the hello kitty one even more gay. Sibei paiseh sia.
And social studies lesson was cool. In fact one of many ones that i enjoy. Basically, because i PASSED my ss. Cool. But i still failed my paper >.<
12/25. Freaked out. luckily my class test get high enough to cover... Kind of funny though. I get 15/25 in SBQ for history but only get 12/25 in SBQ for ss. I get 4/12 in SEQ for history but i actually got 9/12 in SEQ for ss. Like so crazy right??? And i asked mrs lim with she marked very leniently, and she claimed that she did not. Funny huh...
So common test papers. I only failed one! The ss paper. But i still passed my humanities! Yay. But i think i failed english. HOPE HOPE arh. Please lemme pass english arh. Then my progress report card will be damn sweeeeeee. All blue/black de. No reds!!. I don't support liverpool or man u. So i don't need any reds in my progress report card!!!
Waited in the library with JiaQi & MingChuen for JuinLi while she did her test. Chatted a little and was commented that we were too loud. NO LOHHHH. Is the library too quiet lor!!! No people de, of cos make a little noise will feel very loud lah!!! Not true ok???
Went to JuinLi's house for 'dry-swim'. Though its still raining. Lol... And i got win can? Win 3 times again. No more no less. JieLin was using the computer until MingChuen realized that the computer has some problems that most probably only he can solve. So he took the initiative and took up the job while letting JieLin play. And for the first round... They 'joined forces' AND WON. Like omg? JieLin leh. I guess i underestimated her luh. But without MingChuen's help she can't win =P.
Went home with my nicholas sparks book and 3 science textbooks. I could feel my left hand giving up lah. Its really heavy man. Next time i shall push the job to my shoulder instead, i shall risk my shoulders rather than my arms.
And people! Anyone one of you want to choing studies de come find me!!! I want to choing studies during the whole of the holiday and during term 4. If you wanna get good results, i think you should get started. Which is exactly what im gonna do man!
I want to be proud enough to say "Wherever you go, I'll be waiting". But then i realized that there are girls jcs around. Crap. Nevertheless i shall choing my studies, so CALL if you have free time and knowledge for sale.
When tears fall, it only mean that the hurt has been done and whatever you do to make up for it will not erase the fact that the hurt has already been done.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Friends.
Sometimes, some events will really shock you. These events most of the time, are not events are came unexpected. Unexpected events will shock you for quite a while depending on how closely related they are to your attention. But events that will really shock you are the ones that you've expected to happen.
For example, you know your one of your grandparents only have a few days more to live. So you expected to die within a week or so. But when they really die. You suddenly feel so shocked and the whole event will affect you more than the unexpected events that you'll face. Such, is the irony of man.
However, we do have our consolations. Every person, no matter how anti-social, will have friend(s). You see those people that you consider anti-social, people who don't talk in school, people who appear so solemn that you believe you can never penetrate the invisible layer of ice that they have. But perhaps, back at home, they have a very nice neighbour, or perhaps, they have long-distance friends and communicate with the phone or computer. Honestly speaking, you wouldn't know.
Friends as we know, have different 'layers'. You can just know there is this person in your class. You never ever talk to this person but you know how he/she is, talk only when needed, such as when teachers tell you to. Normally we wouldn't consider this person our friend. But when someone else asks you how this person is related to you, you would most probably say he/she is just a friend. This is what i call the first layer of friendship.
And then there's this layer of friends, which you wouldn't really call close, but neither are you distance from there. So it can be called the middle 'layer'. Such friends actually help you when you want them to, although sometimes with conditions. This layer of friend would only reject you if they find you too unreasonable. But this 'layer' of friends, they would not normally talk to you, but when they do, you find that they really can chat! But most of you won't even notice this fact.
Well, there's these close friends that you have... Whenever you're in trouble, they'll try to help, you may not appreciate it, but they really will try. Sometimes, not doing anything is actually helping. When you're down, you might be hoping someone would really come and comfort you. But imagine this, if EVERYONE comes and act as if today you're special(in a negative way), and treat you differently from before. Would you really feel better? Most likely, you would call them to !@#$ off. That's human for you.
As for me! I really feel lucky to have a circle of damn nice friends around! Firstly, there is my dearest neighbour next door. With the eldest of them being my 'dota teacher'. And yeah, he is the guy you would normally call 'teach bad small kids'. Always introduce me to more play. Never ever encourage me to study hard one. But he's also nice!
Then there's this chem genius, the younger brother but still older than me >.< He, is so different from his brother, although he plays as much maple as his brother does(both of them level 1xx). He is the very clever guy, in terms of maple and studies. Heard that he got A1's for a-maths, maths, chem and whatever whatever. I was never exaggerating when i said i was living in a world of geniuses.
But there's this lady which is the stupidest of us 4! Yay! I'm gloating over someone's troubles. So basically, in terms of thinking she lost to the 3 of us guys. But as a lady, she's nice too! And she doesn't cease to scold! Got wrong then scold, don't give face one. A bit like me sia! And together the 3 of them are my wonderful neighbours! Our friendship lasted more than 10 years already! Not exaggerating.
In school, there are also lots of good friends! Let me start with the guys... There's this JunHao, which i don't need to further recommend. He's trusting me enough to let me keep his secret =P There's this ZhiKai who has been so kind to me. He feel safe when he gives me his password =P. And then there's SiYang who helps me cope with my problem... Just by listening... Seriously lah, some guys are really too impatient to listen to you say your problems. Never ever had that problem with SiYang!
Then there's this MingChuen. He who dares to sing out loud as much as me =P. Although we always do something stupid in a way or another. And somehow, your problems are a little worse than me... And i can't really help. Feel so stupid... Sorry ah... Then there's Raymond. Although we never really do much together, i know you always treat me as a friends. Anything that you feel is appropriate for me you'll tell me to go. Never pangseh me one! I remember there was once where i kind of got hit in the eye thanks to an accident. I could see that you immediately had that concerned look. Almost like you're gonna find people to go and beat the guy who did that to me. Thanks man!
And there's lewis. Got fight, first thing come help one. Although I've never really participated in a fight(either i stand there let people hit or people stand there let me hit)... Even worst conditions won't pangseh in a fight. I remember an incident in the library toilet. And the other guys run until don't know where liao, end up only you and i. Sibei jialat, almost tio taiji arh. And YingHui. Although you do almost everything better than me. You never ever seem to despise me unless jokingly. The soccer field is an excellent example. And better still. You give tips, teach me how to play because i am obviously the worst player on the field.
Gregory Ang. The other damn tall guy in my class. Always on for dota one. And i am always the one who make the whole team lose but then you so better than me still never do anything that show hints for despise. I'm really grateful. Okay, i think that's enough for guys. Let me start on the ladies bah. Crap, i suddenly feel struck. Lol. How arh? No ladies to thank >.< Never mind, i shall find some. I just realised that i have been so anti-social i don't talk much to girls =P. Forget it, i shall start with 3 humility.
JiaQi! wah very hard to find something positive... Shit... Think I'm gonna get scratched... OMG... Fine, i shall thank you for so seldom scratching me as compared to other guys. And for your blog post that can keep me occupied when I'm at the computer with nothing to do. They're entertaining =P. Even if its just for 5 minutes. Then there's JuinLi. Who lend me the harry potter! And invited me over for mahjong. Eh, even the 10 year friendship neighbour also never lend me you lend me. I'm like so grateful can?
And Sheryl, thanks for helping me out much after choirs =P. Always dragging time down for me to catch up. I got notice de can? And really thanks for that! And also by helping me to 'con' people into various things =P. And thanks for keeping me entertained with your stupidity... Haha. It just never fails to make me laugh. Sili... Thanks you for encouraging me... Telling to join CSS next year and say you would vote for me many many times if i ever made it. Thanks! But i don't think I'll ever join CSS. Judges look for people who have potential, rather than people who can already sing. If you get what i mean.
So there's YuhYan. Who helped me even though it will invade your privacy, although to a small extent. It's so troublesome and you still didn't mind! Thanks man! Hmmz, i think that's all bah. If I ever miss out anyone of you. Sorry lah! Don't wanna make this post so extremely long that it already is.
And last but not least, a lady not from 3Humility. Ms big bird. Always a good listener and provide lots of info for me =P. Sometimes, i do run out of subjects. But you'll fill in with your own and I'll always have a nice chat with you!
And so, that proves that i really have lots of good friends! I should be satisfied with the large amounts of friends that i have instead of wondering why i lead such a pathetic and sucky life. I should be GRATEFUL. And i am. Seriously.
Surely, you would have realised.
For example, you know your one of your grandparents only have a few days more to live. So you expected to die within a week or so. But when they really die. You suddenly feel so shocked and the whole event will affect you more than the unexpected events that you'll face. Such, is the irony of man.
However, we do have our consolations. Every person, no matter how anti-social, will have friend(s). You see those people that you consider anti-social, people who don't talk in school, people who appear so solemn that you believe you can never penetrate the invisible layer of ice that they have. But perhaps, back at home, they have a very nice neighbour, or perhaps, they have long-distance friends and communicate with the phone or computer. Honestly speaking, you wouldn't know.
Friends as we know, have different 'layers'. You can just know there is this person in your class. You never ever talk to this person but you know how he/she is, talk only when needed, such as when teachers tell you to. Normally we wouldn't consider this person our friend. But when someone else asks you how this person is related to you, you would most probably say he/she is just a friend. This is what i call the first layer of friendship.
And then there's this layer of friends, which you wouldn't really call close, but neither are you distance from there. So it can be called the middle 'layer'. Such friends actually help you when you want them to, although sometimes with conditions. This layer of friend would only reject you if they find you too unreasonable. But this 'layer' of friends, they would not normally talk to you, but when they do, you find that they really can chat! But most of you won't even notice this fact.
Well, there's these close friends that you have... Whenever you're in trouble, they'll try to help, you may not appreciate it, but they really will try. Sometimes, not doing anything is actually helping. When you're down, you might be hoping someone would really come and comfort you. But imagine this, if EVERYONE comes and act as if today you're special(in a negative way), and treat you differently from before. Would you really feel better? Most likely, you would call them to !@#$ off. That's human for you.
As for me! I really feel lucky to have a circle of damn nice friends around! Firstly, there is my dearest neighbour next door. With the eldest of them being my 'dota teacher'. And yeah, he is the guy you would normally call 'teach bad small kids'. Always introduce me to more play. Never ever encourage me to study hard one. But he's also nice!
Then there's this chem genius, the younger brother but still older than me >.< He, is so different from his brother, although he plays as much maple as his brother does(both of them level 1xx). He is the very clever guy, in terms of maple and studies. Heard that he got A1's for a-maths, maths, chem and whatever whatever. I was never exaggerating when i said i was living in a world of geniuses.
But there's this lady which is the stupidest of us 4! Yay! I'm gloating over someone's troubles. So basically, in terms of thinking she lost to the 3 of us guys. But as a lady, she's nice too! And she doesn't cease to scold! Got wrong then scold, don't give face one. A bit like me sia! And together the 3 of them are my wonderful neighbours! Our friendship lasted more than 10 years already! Not exaggerating.
In school, there are also lots of good friends! Let me start with the guys... There's this JunHao, which i don't need to further recommend. He's trusting me enough to let me keep his secret =P There's this ZhiKai who has been so kind to me. He feel safe when he gives me his password =P. And then there's SiYang who helps me cope with my problem... Just by listening... Seriously lah, some guys are really too impatient to listen to you say your problems. Never ever had that problem with SiYang!
Then there's this MingChuen. He who dares to sing out loud as much as me =P. Although we always do something stupid in a way or another. And somehow, your problems are a little worse than me... And i can't really help. Feel so stupid... Sorry ah... Then there's Raymond. Although we never really do much together, i know you always treat me as a friends. Anything that you feel is appropriate for me you'll tell me to go. Never pangseh me one! I remember there was once where i kind of got hit in the eye thanks to an accident. I could see that you immediately had that concerned look. Almost like you're gonna find people to go and beat the guy who did that to me. Thanks man!
And there's lewis. Got fight, first thing come help one. Although I've never really participated in a fight(either i stand there let people hit or people stand there let me hit)... Even worst conditions won't pangseh in a fight. I remember an incident in the library toilet. And the other guys run until don't know where liao, end up only you and i. Sibei jialat, almost tio taiji arh. And YingHui. Although you do almost everything better than me. You never ever seem to despise me unless jokingly. The soccer field is an excellent example. And better still. You give tips, teach me how to play because i am obviously the worst player on the field.
Gregory Ang. The other damn tall guy in my class. Always on for dota one. And i am always the one who make the whole team lose but then you so better than me still never do anything that show hints for despise. I'm really grateful. Okay, i think that's enough for guys. Let me start on the ladies bah. Crap, i suddenly feel struck. Lol. How arh? No ladies to thank >.< Never mind, i shall find some. I just realised that i have been so anti-social i don't talk much to girls =P. Forget it, i shall start with 3 humility.
JiaQi! wah very hard to find something positive... Shit... Think I'm gonna get scratched... OMG... Fine, i shall thank you for so seldom scratching me as compared to other guys. And for your blog post that can keep me occupied when I'm at the computer with nothing to do. They're entertaining =P. Even if its just for 5 minutes. Then there's JuinLi. Who lend me the harry potter! And invited me over for mahjong. Eh, even the 10 year friendship neighbour also never lend me you lend me. I'm like so grateful can?
And Sheryl, thanks for helping me out much after choirs =P. Always dragging time down for me to catch up. I got notice de can? And really thanks for that! And also by helping me to 'con' people into various things =P. And thanks for keeping me entertained with your stupidity... Haha. It just never fails to make me laugh. Sili... Thanks you for encouraging me... Telling to join CSS next year and say you would vote for me many many times if i ever made it. Thanks! But i don't think I'll ever join CSS. Judges look for people who have potential, rather than people who can already sing. If you get what i mean.
So there's YuhYan. Who helped me even though it will invade your privacy, although to a small extent. It's so troublesome and you still didn't mind! Thanks man! Hmmz, i think that's all bah. If I ever miss out anyone of you. Sorry lah! Don't wanna make this post so extremely long that it already is.
And last but not least, a lady not from 3Humility. Ms big bird. Always a good listener and provide lots of info for me =P. Sometimes, i do run out of subjects. But you'll fill in with your own and I'll always have a nice chat with you!
And so, that proves that i really have lots of good friends! I should be satisfied with the large amounts of friends that i have instead of wondering why i lead such a pathetic and sucky life. I should be GRATEFUL. And i am. Seriously.
Surely, you would have realised.
Friday, August 24, 2007
A very long post...
So, it has been quite a long time since i've been online, and i shall tell the reason, though i think i told quite a lot of people liao. But never mind, it won't kill to read about it again =P.
And so it happened during tuesday afternoon, which was why my post was so damn short, like a very rare site... Lol.
I am a super anti-social, loner, whatever. The thing is that i don't like places that have too much people and i've always hated control, because i've experienced too much of them at home. And so my computer usage is forever based on the amount of time my bro is NOT AT HOME. And everytime my brother opens the door, i would hear it immediately and quickly shut off the computer. But since i'm the stupiest in the whole of my family(everyone is a genius here), it doesn't even take 2 seconds for my brother to realise that i've been using the computer...
And so the reaction would be a standard lecture of how sneaky i am, which is true, and how 'cannot see light' the things i do are. And so i've adapted over time so this time, when he opened the door at 5.30pm which caught me so unexpected that i couldn't express myself, i decided to hold on to the computer a little longer so as to not receive a freaking lecture.
HOWEVER, he still gave me a lecture on how 'un-automatic' i was. See him come back still don't off the computer... -.- Fine. I shall cut down as much computer usage as i can. Which was why i so many days never online le =P.
While his lectures contained large amount of taunts and depressing scoldings, i was kinda used to it, but even so, i can't hold my anger down no matter how many times i faced it. It's like damn irritating lah, every word hold thorns and poked me straight into the skin. Argh, painful de ok? Firstly, for telling someone who is aiming for JC that he wouldn't even freaking step into poly, is an insult good enough, equipped with freaking lotsa sarcastic comments and idiotic, unreasonable crap, i really couldn't stand it lah. Was gnawing my teeth most of the time. Grrr
And wednesday, chapel taught us about 'oxymoron'. And i was there thinking how 'IdioticGenius' fits that! Never found a nicer word to fit it man! Oxymoron rocks =P. After school went behind the school for lunch... And then got 'scolded' by david... Cause our juniors were all waiting, while i naively thought that BangLian would go draw key then open the door. However, he didn't, and the other 2 person who could draw the key was me and MingChuen... And we were lunching, so sorry to the juniors! You all ran back home eventually >.< DUI BU QI LAH! I will repent and sin no more.
After snooker went down to play soccer! And seriously arh... I am really getting crazy nowadays. I don't even know why i'm running so much when playing soccer. I rememeber the days where i go on the field to play soccer cos i feel like running around, but then liddat run abit lame, so play around with soccer. Can rest anytime i want! But now, working so hard sia... Walao. Sian...
And surprising, my team members kinda appreciated the effort... And actually passed the ball to me sia. Like so impossible, they know i will lose the ball, still dare pass to me. I really really appreciated the trust lah. But i still disappointed them lah >.< But there's still 1 thing i like about soccer. People don't remember your faults and condemn you forever. You could miss a super easy and open goal, but the next time you play, they'll forget about it and still pass to you. And they will only bring up the embrassments when they're joking. Its really the spirit sia.
Got back more papers on thursday. It was a depressing day. It drove me to my depression. I added on to the depression foundation that my brother had built. And the 'a-maths' paper just really drove me speechless. Thinking and thinking. What the !@#$ went wrong??? Im like not stupid? Im like not so slack that i didn't revise a shit. But how the !@#$ did i get such a low mark?!?! And when i go through the paper, feel even more depressed. SO MANY !@#$%^ CARELESS MISTAKE LAH! Walao. Can get at least 25 de lor. Careless until liddat. Crap sia.
Kinda attituted CPL during cf... Sorry arh, but seriously damn pissed off. Though i think she didn't mind anyway, since its always either me or lewis 'gl'ing her. End up we had to do the pupils' suggestion. And i really couldn't stand the crap that the class gave. I straightaway scolded out loud lah. So dulan lah. Why bother shouting all those, "change the canteen", "allow handphones". When you freaking know that they're no possible? I even saw a "SUSHI" on the damn list. Crap lah, call canteen to sell sushi, think what, this is japanese school arh. And i don't even know why i reacted to straongly. I used to be a damn slack guy. Dun care what happens around me unless it really affected it. Now? Haiz.
Thankfully, there was this mahjong session after the depressing school hours. Haiz, though it didn't really unwind me as much as i thought it will. But yah, it did help abit. And though i didn't win when the 'yin' qi very strong, i managed to win 3 times when the 'ying' 'yang' was balanced... Haha, i must have given a very superstitious impression. Whatever.
Today was no better luh. Got lectured by mr tan during assmebly and in class. Think he's under quite a lot of stress... I kinda pity him sia. But i should pity myself more. For being such a moron. Haiz.
I must really thank mrs choy. Even though i got a result that i considered sucky myself. YOU ENCOURAGED ME!!! Don't know why im so sensitive nowadays. I actually felt, encouraged. Aiya dunno how to explain. But its like, my eyes are suddenly opened... I can see the world brighter! Perhaps, sometimes, we really need to fall to see life in the undergrowth. Okay, that doesn't make sense. Whatever. But really thanks to mrs choy!!! You said that i could score better in bio! Just that my facts sucks! You say i can managed to answer hard question but suck at easy question cause they require facts! HOW TRUE... reason: i was slacking, of cos dunno facts lah =P.
History class was another touching one... Sometimes i really feel like a puppet in fate's hands. Play and play... VERY FUN ARH?!?!?! First you gimme a super depressing day, then the next day was a super encouraging one... Grrrr. I PASSED history lah!!! Like.. YAY! i got 4/12 for my class test and YET i can PASS! I think a miracle just happened. I should thank fate for it. And mrs eileen yeo is so damn nice lah. I got so lousy for my class test! But she allowed additional assignments to allow us to pass... End up i got a '27/50' from a '4/12'... Damn zai lah... Thank you mrs eileen yeo!!!
Choir was fun lah, its really a good place to unwind everything! Just let everything go, just think about conquering the damn notes that i somehow or another cannot never get right... Grr. But then since im concentrating so much, i just threw everything into 'jiu xiao yun wai'. Lol... Try to understand that =P.
And mentioning about 'kampong soccer', everyone will know that it involves large amount of people on a small land and the ball will be flying everywhere without such talking. Basically once someone gets the ball, the person passes or get the ball tackled away... But during choir break, we played 'MAYHEM soccer'. Chaotic sia. The fourth level, the corridors... Went ROUND AND ROUND. 1 wolfie, 1 horsie, 1 elephant and 2 tigers... Lol... Chaos was caused... Mayhem was caused. But everyone had fun though we kinda scared the girls at the corridors off... They'll start screaming and shouting!!! HAHAHA... So funny.
Sometimes, we really should reflect on ourselves more and think about how to improve ourselves instead of thinking what went wrong and how did it go wrong.
And so it happened during tuesday afternoon, which was why my post was so damn short, like a very rare site... Lol.
I am a super anti-social, loner, whatever. The thing is that i don't like places that have too much people and i've always hated control, because i've experienced too much of them at home. And so my computer usage is forever based on the amount of time my bro is NOT AT HOME. And everytime my brother opens the door, i would hear it immediately and quickly shut off the computer. But since i'm the stupiest in the whole of my family(everyone is a genius here), it doesn't even take 2 seconds for my brother to realise that i've been using the computer...
And so the reaction would be a standard lecture of how sneaky i am, which is true, and how 'cannot see light' the things i do are. And so i've adapted over time so this time, when he opened the door at 5.30pm which caught me so unexpected that i couldn't express myself, i decided to hold on to the computer a little longer so as to not receive a freaking lecture.
HOWEVER, he still gave me a lecture on how 'un-automatic' i was. See him come back still don't off the computer... -.- Fine. I shall cut down as much computer usage as i can. Which was why i so many days never online le =P.
While his lectures contained large amount of taunts and depressing scoldings, i was kinda used to it, but even so, i can't hold my anger down no matter how many times i faced it. It's like damn irritating lah, every word hold thorns and poked me straight into the skin. Argh, painful de ok? Firstly, for telling someone who is aiming for JC that he wouldn't even freaking step into poly, is an insult good enough, equipped with freaking lotsa sarcastic comments and idiotic, unreasonable crap, i really couldn't stand it lah. Was gnawing my teeth most of the time. Grrr
And wednesday, chapel taught us about 'oxymoron'. And i was there thinking how 'IdioticGenius' fits that! Never found a nicer word to fit it man! Oxymoron rocks =P. After school went behind the school for lunch... And then got 'scolded' by david... Cause our juniors were all waiting, while i naively thought that BangLian would go draw key then open the door. However, he didn't, and the other 2 person who could draw the key was me and MingChuen... And we were lunching, so sorry to the juniors! You all ran back home eventually >.< DUI BU QI LAH! I will repent and sin no more.
After snooker went down to play soccer! And seriously arh... I am really getting crazy nowadays. I don't even know why i'm running so much when playing soccer. I rememeber the days where i go on the field to play soccer cos i feel like running around, but then liddat run abit lame, so play around with soccer. Can rest anytime i want! But now, working so hard sia... Walao. Sian...
And surprising, my team members kinda appreciated the effort... And actually passed the ball to me sia. Like so impossible, they know i will lose the ball, still dare pass to me. I really really appreciated the trust lah. But i still disappointed them lah >.< But there's still 1 thing i like about soccer. People don't remember your faults and condemn you forever. You could miss a super easy and open goal, but the next time you play, they'll forget about it and still pass to you. And they will only bring up the embrassments when they're joking. Its really the spirit sia.
Got back more papers on thursday. It was a depressing day. It drove me to my depression. I added on to the depression foundation that my brother had built. And the 'a-maths' paper just really drove me speechless. Thinking and thinking. What the !@#$ went wrong??? Im like not stupid? Im like not so slack that i didn't revise a shit. But how the !@#$ did i get such a low mark?!?! And when i go through the paper, feel even more depressed. SO MANY !@#$%^ CARELESS MISTAKE LAH! Walao. Can get at least 25 de lor. Careless until liddat. Crap sia.
Kinda attituted CPL during cf... Sorry arh, but seriously damn pissed off. Though i think she didn't mind anyway, since its always either me or lewis 'gl'ing her. End up we had to do the pupils' suggestion. And i really couldn't stand the crap that the class gave. I straightaway scolded out loud lah. So dulan lah. Why bother shouting all those, "change the canteen", "allow handphones". When you freaking know that they're no possible? I even saw a "SUSHI" on the damn list. Crap lah, call canteen to sell sushi, think what, this is japanese school arh. And i don't even know why i reacted to straongly. I used to be a damn slack guy. Dun care what happens around me unless it really affected it. Now? Haiz.
Thankfully, there was this mahjong session after the depressing school hours. Haiz, though it didn't really unwind me as much as i thought it will. But yah, it did help abit. And though i didn't win when the 'yin' qi very strong, i managed to win 3 times when the 'ying' 'yang' was balanced... Haha, i must have given a very superstitious impression. Whatever.
Today was no better luh. Got lectured by mr tan during assmebly and in class. Think he's under quite a lot of stress... I kinda pity him sia. But i should pity myself more. For being such a moron. Haiz.
I must really thank mrs choy. Even though i got a result that i considered sucky myself. YOU ENCOURAGED ME!!! Don't know why im so sensitive nowadays. I actually felt, encouraged. Aiya dunno how to explain. But its like, my eyes are suddenly opened... I can see the world brighter! Perhaps, sometimes, we really need to fall to see life in the undergrowth. Okay, that doesn't make sense. Whatever. But really thanks to mrs choy!!! You said that i could score better in bio! Just that my facts sucks! You say i can managed to answer hard question but suck at easy question cause they require facts! HOW TRUE... reason: i was slacking, of cos dunno facts lah =P.
History class was another touching one... Sometimes i really feel like a puppet in fate's hands. Play and play... VERY FUN ARH?!?!?! First you gimme a super depressing day, then the next day was a super encouraging one... Grrrr. I PASSED history lah!!! Like.. YAY! i got 4/12 for my class test and YET i can PASS! I think a miracle just happened. I should thank fate for it. And mrs eileen yeo is so damn nice lah. I got so lousy for my class test! But she allowed additional assignments to allow us to pass... End up i got a '27/50' from a '4/12'... Damn zai lah... Thank you mrs eileen yeo!!!
Choir was fun lah, its really a good place to unwind everything! Just let everything go, just think about conquering the damn notes that i somehow or another cannot never get right... Grr. But then since im concentrating so much, i just threw everything into 'jiu xiao yun wai'. Lol... Try to understand that =P.
And mentioning about 'kampong soccer', everyone will know that it involves large amount of people on a small land and the ball will be flying everywhere without such talking. Basically once someone gets the ball, the person passes or get the ball tackled away... But during choir break, we played 'MAYHEM soccer'. Chaotic sia. The fourth level, the corridors... Went ROUND AND ROUND. 1 wolfie, 1 horsie, 1 elephant and 2 tigers... Lol... Chaos was caused... Mayhem was caused. But everyone had fun though we kinda scared the girls at the corridors off... They'll start screaming and shouting!!! HAHAHA... So funny.
Sometimes, we really should reflect on ourselves more and think about how to improve ourselves instead of thinking what went wrong and how did it go wrong.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Tuesday!
Arghh, its the usual sucky tuesday timetable... And i got back my book! Lucky arh... No need pay for the book... Phew
Got back our bio... >.< range ="P.">.< Next time got factsheet must write le! No factsheet lose people so many marks... Haiz.
English teacher is absent again, starting to wonder when i'll get back my compo paper... Hope i don't get too lousy bah... Please arh!
And ms lim didn't come for school today... So couldn't get back chem paper too... And wasted my energy to bring the chem textbook and workbook... So damn heavy lah, tuesday timetable really not good, unless you are equipped with a locker which obviously im not... Gonna get a locker next year man.
Finally presented in ss... And i didn't do my notes =P. But luckily mrs lim didn't ask for them, but anyway i won't get back my paper... And im not really looking forward to it... The presentation was crappy lah... And mrs lim insisted that we created humour at the expense of humans... lol.
The more you're concerned, the weaker you get.
Got back our bio... >.< range ="P.">.< Next time got factsheet must write le! No factsheet lose people so many marks... Haiz.
English teacher is absent again, starting to wonder when i'll get back my compo paper... Hope i don't get too lousy bah... Please arh!
And ms lim didn't come for school today... So couldn't get back chem paper too... And wasted my energy to bring the chem textbook and workbook... So damn heavy lah, tuesday timetable really not good, unless you are equipped with a locker which obviously im not... Gonna get a locker next year man.
Finally presented in ss... And i didn't do my notes =P. But luckily mrs lim didn't ask for them, but anyway i won't get back my paper... And im not really looking forward to it... The presentation was crappy lah... And mrs lim insisted that we created humour at the expense of humans... lol.
The more you're concerned, the weaker you get.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Mad Monday
Its really a crazy day today, felt like a roller coaster ride now that i look back on it... Haiz. School started off with a PE session. And due to the absence of one of the PE teachers, the three classes having people at the same time are split between 2 teachers, and so we were playing together, though not in every sport.
And its kind of weird recently, how come i start to run so much on the field, i remembered i used to an idiot on the field standing near to my own team's goalpost and not moving until believed necessary. And now im running up and down and tiring myself out, even though i can't really run and passing the ball to me is no different from losing the ball, but yeah, i still run around and calling people to pass... Hmmz, strange, i don't remember doing that awhile along. I wonder what happened to me...
Mrs choy told us that we'll try to finish our common test papers' marking by tonight. And instead of hurraying over the fact that i can get back my bio paper tomorrow, i was more troubled by the fact she'll have to rush throughout the night and its no new news that she's pregnant, so i was thinking if it'll be too heavy a burden for her, and while im typing this post here, most likely she'll be marking our papers now... Hmmz, mrs choy! if too much strain then dun choing finish lah, a little late in getting back our papers won't kill!
English classes were emptied of teachers, bascially, all the classes that i saw had no english teacher inside, but had lotsa people crowding at the windows, they are treating the japanese people like exhibits lah, seesee pointpoint. I see them pointing at the japanese people i also paiseh sia. Cannot liddat mah! People come 'study' with us leh!
And i never knew how weak the bonds of the sec3 cohort guys are. When ' ' decided to be a little guai lan and shout to the field 'chaoyang!', the people playing at the field got pissed and come up as a whole gang, like wanna fight liddat. Demanding mr ' ', but at least, we didn't give him off, or rather the people who knew didn't. Including me lah =P. But then they were just about 7 people and we had at least 15 crowded at the same corridor, but all we did was to siam away. So hum lah, if a fight really breaks out arh, i think everyone will zao lah. So united, tsk tsk. Haiz.
Went for physics and got my test paper =P. Get 24/30 wor! Thought very high at first, then see everyone also get 20+... Almost felt like an idiot. Don't know why leh, at first see 80%, wah damn happy, then see other people all get 20+ de, then suddenly feel damn stupid. I don't know why >.<
Chinese was next and i flunk the paper, as much as i thought i would, but at least i passed, damn stupid lah, the night before study so much chem and then forgot need to study chinese de, end up get so little. Just hope that my chem paper will be a consolation for the sacrifice of my chinese... Haiz.
Went to library to read! I am so guai man, reading nicholas sparks lah. Yes, i am reading nicholas sparks, why do ladies feel surprised at the fact that im reading nicholas sparks? Cannot read 'rou ma' book issit? Haiyo... And i read & read until it was 3.15pm, thought choir started at 3.30pm but still went to the music room, dun wanna be late mah...
But once i reached the door, i knew something was wrong, everyone was already seated and miss yee was already talking there. Only conclusion: choir started at 3pm, second reaction : SHIT LAH! Lol... And as i walked into the music room with my usual killer aura, miss yee suddenly said, "And this one lah, like he just ate thunder liddat." Then i was like? Oops, were you refering to me? And quickly formed a smile to ease the tension. Haha... Perhaps i ate alot of thunder =P.
The japanese people came in along with their 'buddies'. They come in at a damn good time sia, just when we received a new song and couldn't sing head or tails outta it, then they see us zao xia. Sibei paiseh can? And yet they still sit down there quietly, that is definitely worth commenting... Singaporeans cannot sit down there so long without talking lah. Singporeans' flaw, haiz, can't help it.
After choir, went down to play soccer... For the second time, and the junhao and i combination got trashed because the opponent had jonathan... No fair >.< And we were also outnumbered... Sadded. But the worst worst thing that happened today was the stupid me forgetting to take the nicholas sparks book! Like omg can? When i boarded the bus and wanted to take it out, i realised IT WAS NOT THERE. Got off the next stop and rush back to the parade ground.
AND IT WAS NOT HERE!
Library book sia. Like omg? Called laurel since he left later than me and asked, BUT HE DIDNT ANSWER!!! Walao, people so despo liao, then kenna a phone call that was not answer, really can go crazy de sia. But luckily he said that jonathan took it back with him... Phew. Saved $20 =P. End up reaching home 30 mins than planned. And there was no one at home. Crap. What a crappy day man...
My style is not my style
And its kind of weird recently, how come i start to run so much on the field, i remembered i used to an idiot on the field standing near to my own team's goalpost and not moving until believed necessary. And now im running up and down and tiring myself out, even though i can't really run and passing the ball to me is no different from losing the ball, but yeah, i still run around and calling people to pass... Hmmz, strange, i don't remember doing that awhile along. I wonder what happened to me...
Mrs choy told us that we'll try to finish our common test papers' marking by tonight. And instead of hurraying over the fact that i can get back my bio paper tomorrow, i was more troubled by the fact she'll have to rush throughout the night and its no new news that she's pregnant, so i was thinking if it'll be too heavy a burden for her, and while im typing this post here, most likely she'll be marking our papers now... Hmmz, mrs choy! if too much strain then dun choing finish lah, a little late in getting back our papers won't kill!
English classes were emptied of teachers, bascially, all the classes that i saw had no english teacher inside, but had lotsa people crowding at the windows, they are treating the japanese people like exhibits lah, seesee pointpoint. I see them pointing at the japanese people i also paiseh sia. Cannot liddat mah! People come 'study' with us leh!
And i never knew how weak the bonds of the sec3 cohort guys are. When ' ' decided to be a little guai lan and shout to the field 'chaoyang!', the people playing at the field got pissed and come up as a whole gang, like wanna fight liddat. Demanding mr ' ', but at least, we didn't give him off, or rather the people who knew didn't. Including me lah =P. But then they were just about 7 people and we had at least 15 crowded at the same corridor, but all we did was to siam away. So hum lah, if a fight really breaks out arh, i think everyone will zao lah. So united, tsk tsk. Haiz.
Went for physics and got my test paper =P. Get 24/30 wor! Thought very high at first, then see everyone also get 20+... Almost felt like an idiot. Don't know why leh, at first see 80%, wah damn happy, then see other people all get 20+ de, then suddenly feel damn stupid. I don't know why >.<
Chinese was next and i flunk the paper, as much as i thought i would, but at least i passed, damn stupid lah, the night before study so much chem and then forgot need to study chinese de, end up get so little. Just hope that my chem paper will be a consolation for the sacrifice of my chinese... Haiz.
Went to library to read! I am so guai man, reading nicholas sparks lah. Yes, i am reading nicholas sparks, why do ladies feel surprised at the fact that im reading nicholas sparks? Cannot read 'rou ma' book issit? Haiyo... And i read & read until it was 3.15pm, thought choir started at 3.30pm but still went to the music room, dun wanna be late mah...
But once i reached the door, i knew something was wrong, everyone was already seated and miss yee was already talking there. Only conclusion: choir started at 3pm, second reaction : SHIT LAH! Lol... And as i walked into the music room with my usual killer aura, miss yee suddenly said, "And this one lah, like he just ate thunder liddat." Then i was like? Oops, were you refering to me? And quickly formed a smile to ease the tension. Haha... Perhaps i ate alot of thunder =P.
The japanese people came in along with their 'buddies'. They come in at a damn good time sia, just when we received a new song and couldn't sing head or tails outta it, then they see us zao xia. Sibei paiseh can? And yet they still sit down there quietly, that is definitely worth commenting... Singaporeans cannot sit down there so long without talking lah. Singporeans' flaw, haiz, can't help it.
After choir, went down to play soccer... For the second time, and the junhao and i combination got trashed because the opponent had jonathan... No fair >.< And we were also outnumbered... Sadded. But the worst worst thing that happened today was the stupid me forgetting to take the nicholas sparks book! Like omg can? When i boarded the bus and wanted to take it out, i realised IT WAS NOT THERE. Got off the next stop and rush back to the parade ground.
AND IT WAS NOT HERE!
Library book sia. Like omg? Called laurel since he left later than me and asked, BUT HE DIDNT ANSWER!!! Walao, people so despo liao, then kenna a phone call that was not answer, really can go crazy de sia. But luckily he said that jonathan took it back with him... Phew. Saved $20 =P. End up reaching home 30 mins than planned. And there was no one at home. Crap. What a crappy day man...
My style is not my style
Sunday, August 19, 2007
My 100th post
So this is my 100th post, at least, that's what blogger tells me =P. Just came back from the library, i got the books i wanted!!! =P. Anyway, thanks for bigbird for even telling me that they exist... Haha, so i decided to start on them.
The last time i went to a library, i couldn't find them >.<
AMK library is too popular lah, everything borrowed so fast, but at that time i searched for the book and knew the code, so this time, once i stepped into yishun library, i went straight to that section and began looking! And right there, stood 5 different books that i want to read. But NLB only allows 4 books... So i sacrificed one.
But this time, is the fastest ever library trip i had. Walked to the section, grabbed 4 books, turned my head and strolled towards the 'borrowing machine'. And walked out of the library. Like so damn fast lah, didn't even blow much air con...
And i realised, i don't have a bookmark... So pathetic, that shows how much i've been reading... Haiz, lend me one if you have =P.
But since i've never read any of these books before...(obviously, or not borrow for what?) I never knew how any of these books would be like, but as the NLB has this habit for putting a mark on the side of the books under the code, i could immediately know that its a love story since the code was a heart... Now perhaps it really is a 'rou ma' shu... Errr. Perhaps guys shouldn't read this kinda 'rou ma' shu. But i wouldn't know until i read right?
Why am i sensing an attempt from you? Why is hope being revived? It shouldn't be. It really shouldn't be.
The last time i went to a library, i couldn't find them >.<
AMK library is too popular lah, everything borrowed so fast, but at that time i searched for the book and knew the code, so this time, once i stepped into yishun library, i went straight to that section and began looking! And right there, stood 5 different books that i want to read. But NLB only allows 4 books... So i sacrificed one.
But this time, is the fastest ever library trip i had. Walked to the section, grabbed 4 books, turned my head and strolled towards the 'borrowing machine'. And walked out of the library. Like so damn fast lah, didn't even blow much air con...
And i realised, i don't have a bookmark... So pathetic, that shows how much i've been reading... Haiz, lend me one if you have =P.
But since i've never read any of these books before...(obviously, or not borrow for what?) I never knew how any of these books would be like, but as the NLB has this habit for putting a mark on the side of the books under the code, i could immediately know that its a love story since the code was a heart... Now perhaps it really is a 'rou ma' shu... Errr. Perhaps guys shouldn't read this kinda 'rou ma' shu. But i wouldn't know until i read right?
Why am i sensing an attempt from you? Why is hope being revived? It shouldn't be. It really shouldn't be.
Fireworks!
So we had the singapore fireworks festival 2007 last night. But sadly i had to go for tuition before i proceed to the floating platform... And the teacher was teaching trigo that was so cheem that i couldn't understand thing, i wonder whats gonna happen when mr david tan teaches us that...
Some Questions in the worksheet:
1. Solve, for 0° ≤ θ ≤ 360°, the equation 4sinθ + 3cosθ = 0
2. Prove that cotA + tanA = secAcosecA
3. Given that 2sinAcosA + (cosA + sinA)² - (2cosA+sinA)² = psin²A + q, find the value of the constant p and of the constant q
And basically, these are 3 of the easiest questions... And thats what i realised after spending 1hour to crack these 3 question with futile attempts, but luckily, the answers that my teacher gave at last was a little close to mine =P.
Some Questions in the worksheet:
1. Solve, for 0° ≤ θ ≤ 360°, the equation 4sinθ + 3cosθ = 0
2. Prove that cotA + tanA = secAcosecA
3. Given that 2sinAcosA + (cosA + sinA)² - (2cosA+sinA)² = psin²A + q, find the value of the constant p and of the constant q
And basically, these are 3 of the easiest questions... And thats what i realised after spending 1hour to crack these 3 question with futile attempts, but luckily, the answers that my teacher gave at last was a little close to mine =P.
Answer: 1. θ = 143.1°, 323.1°
2. Proving questions, come to me for answers
3. p = 3, q = -3
2. Proving questions, come to me for answers
3. p = 3, q = -3
So, was that easy? because i cracked it after 1 hour... So long right??? I know >.<
And the guy next to me also dunno how to do! Haha, im not the only idiot in this tuition =P. And since we both have nothing to do, since we don't even know how to start... We kinda slacked through the tuition, and he received a question through sms... And asked me to solve it since he can't =P.
the sms:
Answer this if you're a genius, i am a 10 letter animal, 1,2,3,4 stands for someone who rules the country, 5,6,7,8 stands for something that swims. 8,9,10 is something to describe a lady. It also is something that is close to 1,2,3,4.
And i guessed within 10 seconds & on my first try when i've never seen this before!!! Thank you! Thank you... So guess, its pretty easy though. Wonder why you have to be a genius to answer this... Hmmz
And so when tuition ended, proceeded for dinner at ang mo kio... A western food that i have never eaten before, but their menu is kinda zai. And my brother said that their chicken is damn nice. And when we ordered 2 chicken set and 1 beef burger, i asked why need 3 sets of fork and knife, then he taunted me with a, " burger need fork and knife one leh, you see before mah?". Haiz... Never jiu never lor, sua ku nia >.<
And we're caught in a jam that really sucks, basically, the distance that could be driven over in 5 minutes has to take up 15 minutes... Or even worse, so you get the idea right? And so reached the floating platform at 8.30pm, but luckily, the fireworks start at 9pm, so we're in time, but hte bad news is, our seats are so high up that we have to climb a equal of 5 storeys to reach our seats, and for my parents, that isn't something really easy, because they dun climb stairs often...
The fireworks are nice lah... But this time, you have to be IN the flaoting platform to fully enjoy it BECAUSE this time, the china people actually put in the CHOIR and CO and BAND. So when you see a firework shoot up, you'll hear a soprano hitting crazy notes and when you see different displays, the different groups play according. The whole experience is cool... Seriously, but the jam that came after was not.
From marina bay to yishun you have to take 2 hour 30minutes, see if that's cool. And the worst thing is, 6 people, orginally 5, is going to squeeze into a picacho, if you know what kinda car it is. You can always check on yahoo though, they show lotsa pictures on a picacho. Which was why i originally intended to leave them and go take the train while finding other people i know would be there... But they left so fast >.<
I saw you throwing the antidote into the sea.
And the guy next to me also dunno how to do! Haha, im not the only idiot in this tuition =P. And since we both have nothing to do, since we don't even know how to start... We kinda slacked through the tuition, and he received a question through sms... And asked me to solve it since he can't =P.
the sms:
Answer this if you're a genius, i am a 10 letter animal, 1,2,3,4 stands for someone who rules the country, 5,6,7,8 stands for something that swims. 8,9,10 is something to describe a lady. It also is something that is close to 1,2,3,4.
And i guessed within 10 seconds & on my first try when i've never seen this before!!! Thank you! Thank you... So guess, its pretty easy though. Wonder why you have to be a genius to answer this... Hmmz
And so when tuition ended, proceeded for dinner at ang mo kio... A western food that i have never eaten before, but their menu is kinda zai. And my brother said that their chicken is damn nice. And when we ordered 2 chicken set and 1 beef burger, i asked why need 3 sets of fork and knife, then he taunted me with a, " burger need fork and knife one leh, you see before mah?". Haiz... Never jiu never lor, sua ku nia >.<
And we're caught in a jam that really sucks, basically, the distance that could be driven over in 5 minutes has to take up 15 minutes... Or even worse, so you get the idea right? And so reached the floating platform at 8.30pm, but luckily, the fireworks start at 9pm, so we're in time, but hte bad news is, our seats are so high up that we have to climb a equal of 5 storeys to reach our seats, and for my parents, that isn't something really easy, because they dun climb stairs often...
The fireworks are nice lah... But this time, you have to be IN the flaoting platform to fully enjoy it BECAUSE this time, the china people actually put in the CHOIR and CO and BAND. So when you see a firework shoot up, you'll hear a soprano hitting crazy notes and when you see different displays, the different groups play according. The whole experience is cool... Seriously, but the jam that came after was not.
From marina bay to yishun you have to take 2 hour 30minutes, see if that's cool. And the worst thing is, 6 people, orginally 5, is going to squeeze into a picacho, if you know what kinda car it is. You can always check on yahoo though, they show lotsa pictures on a picacho. Which was why i originally intended to leave them and go take the train while finding other people i know would be there... But they left so fast >.<
I saw you throwing the antidote into the sea.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Secretive Friday
Friday, the last day of the common test! Biology! Went into the classroom with a blank factsheet and my pencilbox. And when i received the paper, i flipped open the first page and thought it was kinda hard. Then i moved on and realised they weren't as hard. So think can get about 29 bah... Blank factsheet leh!!!
After bio paper was bio. Kinda stupid isn't it? And mrs choy was telling us that we're supposed to choing more chapter before next year arrives so we can have more time to revise next year. I don't even know if my 'hardworking' spirit will contiune into next year. Perhaps after this EOY i will give up already. Haiz.
So wanted to play soccer to 'celebrate' the end of common tests butbutbut IT WAS RAINING >.<
so sad man. So instead went up to the library to read newspaper... After reading the newspaper, I wanted to walk around since they were still quite alot of time left. And saw junhao & lijia at the staff room. So go over talk talk lor =P.
And I failed my history. Again, second time i failed history, and all is in this year. Maybe really need to go and read the LORMS le lah, i remember i used to write in this format and i never ever failed history in lower sec. So why am i failing in upper sec??? Hmmz.
Assembly was fun! First we had a nice guy to explain the need for us to donate blood... And although we're underaged for blood donation, we can always know the reasons of donating blood and who we'll benefit so that when we're of age, we'll go donate blood. But i don't think i can donate blood next year... Most likely they'll come to our school at about august, september and i wont be 16 yet >.<
Went up to the snooker room to play awhile before choir started, because it was written there '2.30pm' and i abused the 15 mins grace that was given. So i went at 2.45pm after finishing a game with MC. Then the choir people told me choir started at '2.15pm' So i late and no grace was given >.<
Never mind lor, i checked my attendance and realised is ALL PRESENT and 2 LATE. Haiz, so guai man, never pon choir de =P.
And after choir, I had to wait for junhao because he needs to discuss some things with the choir SLs... And obviously im not a SL, so i have to wait outside, but i naively thought that it will only be awhile, so i waited at the second floor. And realised there was a sweet sweet voice laughing and chatting. But that voice was never present before me... Haiz. Perhaps i would prefer to hide behind a wall to hear your voice. Wanted to play soccer because i didn't get to during recess but it was ALSO RAINING... Haiz. But went down anyway, since the rain wasn't big and it was stopping already. And we played soccer in a very pathetic way, because there was only 4 of us, so we went to teh multi purpose court and played street soccer, with only 4 people. Lol.
While playing, big bird called me and i was pathetically holding a black and white phone in my hand while playing soccer. And i betrayed my integrity because i said i would go off immediately when i contiuned until we finished the game. It was a 2-0 when big bird called. And we went off when it was 5-1. Haha =P. Sorry lah big bird. Maybe JiaQi is right,' guy friends, it sucks when you need them nd they just too busy playing.' And i am feeling so guilty now for lying to you and making you wait ALONE at causeway point. awww, forgive me =P.
So junhao and i hurried to causeway point so as to not let ms bigbird wait too long, and partially because we knew we were in 'trouble'. Junhao demanded his dinner when we reached causeway but it was a little late le arh, but we still ALLOWED him to eat his dinner. We are nice de can? But we pressured him to eat damn fast and a dinner can could be peacefully enjoyed over 15 mins became a dinner that was eaten in 7 mins... And whenever junhao wanted to talk, i would shut him off and contiune chatting with big bird... Haha, i am just so bad.
And so we watched 'Secret'... And personally, i think i was one of the worst audience in a cinema... One who talks during the show, if the cinema were full of people like me, the cinema would have to close down liao... Haha. And yah, as many positive comments i've heard, the movie really is nice. And jay chou knows how to present his damn handsome style, that is, when he's playing the piano. Piano is cool lah... I also want to learn~ But i think its kinda too expensive for me! Grr, next time must let my son learn piano, or he'll regret like i do... Haiz.
And so we went home since it was quite late and i realised that bus '969' reaches yishun faster than '169' so maybe the next time i would take 969 =P. And big bird can't snap her fingers =P. And i on the stop before mine, a guy came to sit beside me and started setting up his laptop... And i was considering if i should just stop at a later stage... Or not very paiseh sia, he board the bus set up his laptop and the next stop he has to shift everything because the guy beside him has to get out. Haiz.
Got questioned by my bro when i reached home >.< and when he asked whether i've eaten dinner, i replied yah, without even thinking when actually i didn't... I wonder why hmmz.
And so ate my dinner at 10.45pm... Haha, pretended it was my supper when it was actually my dinner =P.
I wrote everything down as truthfull because i find there no point to lie in one's own blog, but if forced to lie, i would, i seriously would, i have totally no idea why i am suddenly involved with 3 ladies at once, so whoever is freaking saying all those crap, please stop it, call this threatening, bullying, whatever but you're no better. DO NOT FORCE ME TO TAKE DRASTIC ACTION.
After bio paper was bio. Kinda stupid isn't it? And mrs choy was telling us that we're supposed to choing more chapter before next year arrives so we can have more time to revise next year. I don't even know if my 'hardworking' spirit will contiune into next year. Perhaps after this EOY i will give up already. Haiz.
So wanted to play soccer to 'celebrate' the end of common tests butbutbut IT WAS RAINING >.<
so sad man. So instead went up to the library to read newspaper... After reading the newspaper, I wanted to walk around since they were still quite alot of time left. And saw junhao & lijia at the staff room. So go over talk talk lor =P.
And I failed my history. Again, second time i failed history, and all is in this year. Maybe really need to go and read the LORMS le lah, i remember i used to write in this format and i never ever failed history in lower sec. So why am i failing in upper sec??? Hmmz.
Assembly was fun! First we had a nice guy to explain the need for us to donate blood... And although we're underaged for blood donation, we can always know the reasons of donating blood and who we'll benefit so that when we're of age, we'll go donate blood. But i don't think i can donate blood next year... Most likely they'll come to our school at about august, september and i wont be 16 yet >.<
Went up to the snooker room to play awhile before choir started, because it was written there '2.30pm' and i abused the 15 mins grace that was given. So i went at 2.45pm after finishing a game with MC. Then the choir people told me choir started at '2.15pm' So i late and no grace was given >.<
Never mind lor, i checked my attendance and realised is ALL PRESENT and 2 LATE. Haiz, so guai man, never pon choir de =P.
And after choir, I had to wait for junhao because he needs to discuss some things with the choir SLs... And obviously im not a SL, so i have to wait outside, but i naively thought that it will only be awhile, so i waited at the second floor. And realised there was a sweet sweet voice laughing and chatting. But that voice was never present before me... Haiz. Perhaps i would prefer to hide behind a wall to hear your voice. Wanted to play soccer because i didn't get to during recess but it was ALSO RAINING... Haiz. But went down anyway, since the rain wasn't big and it was stopping already. And we played soccer in a very pathetic way, because there was only 4 of us, so we went to teh multi purpose court and played street soccer, with only 4 people. Lol.
While playing, big bird called me and i was pathetically holding a black and white phone in my hand while playing soccer. And i betrayed my integrity because i said i would go off immediately when i contiuned until we finished the game. It was a 2-0 when big bird called. And we went off when it was 5-1. Haha =P. Sorry lah big bird. Maybe JiaQi is right,' guy friends, it sucks when you need them nd they just too busy playing.' And i am feeling so guilty now for lying to you and making you wait ALONE at causeway point. awww, forgive me =P.
So junhao and i hurried to causeway point so as to not let ms bigbird wait too long, and partially because we knew we were in 'trouble'. Junhao demanded his dinner when we reached causeway but it was a little late le arh, but we still ALLOWED him to eat his dinner. We are nice de can? But we pressured him to eat damn fast and a dinner can could be peacefully enjoyed over 15 mins became a dinner that was eaten in 7 mins... And whenever junhao wanted to talk, i would shut him off and contiune chatting with big bird... Haha, i am just so bad.
And so we watched 'Secret'... And personally, i think i was one of the worst audience in a cinema... One who talks during the show, if the cinema were full of people like me, the cinema would have to close down liao... Haha. And yah, as many positive comments i've heard, the movie really is nice. And jay chou knows how to present his damn handsome style, that is, when he's playing the piano. Piano is cool lah... I also want to learn~ But i think its kinda too expensive for me! Grr, next time must let my son learn piano, or he'll regret like i do... Haiz.
And so we went home since it was quite late and i realised that bus '969' reaches yishun faster than '169' so maybe the next time i would take 969 =P. And big bird can't snap her fingers =P. And i on the stop before mine, a guy came to sit beside me and started setting up his laptop... And i was considering if i should just stop at a later stage... Or not very paiseh sia, he board the bus set up his laptop and the next stop he has to shift everything because the guy beside him has to get out. Haiz.
Got questioned by my bro when i reached home >.< and when he asked whether i've eaten dinner, i replied yah, without even thinking when actually i didn't... I wonder why hmmz.
And so ate my dinner at 10.45pm... Haha, pretended it was my supper when it was actually my dinner =P.
I wrote everything down as truthfull because i find there no point to lie in one's own blog, but if forced to lie, i would, i seriously would, i have totally no idea why i am suddenly involved with 3 ladies at once, so whoever is freaking saying all those crap, please stop it, call this threatening, bullying, whatever but you're no better. DO NOT FORCE ME TO TAKE DRASTIC ACTION.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
The day she was born, 15 years ago...
The 15 years later...
So yea, its her birthday today. And i let it pass just like any other. I am such a failure...
A speech i did not start
A sentence i did not speak
A word i did not utter
A syllabus i did not whisper.
I am such a failure.
And if i gave anyone the impression that i'm planning big. Then this person must be wrong. I am a retarded idiot that cannot plan anything. I can't even draw something nice. I really am a failure.
And im even more of a failure because i can't even do my exams properly. My physics is messed up. And a-maths is muddied-up. The factsheet is written and brought to the classroom only to show the teacher that i got put in effort. I really did not really refer to it lah. And the notes i wrote, i realised, i all know liao, so there's really no use to them.
And for the a-maths, it is a real disaster. For like the first time in don't know how many years, i left a complete blank for a question. Its like, no matter how hard, i will at least attempt to get 1 mark by writing at least 1 statement. This time, i completely gave up. I am really such a failure. Haiz...
And something funny happened during recess. I wanted junhao to pass the present that he took a part in to her. Since i already gave her mine indirectly. And then junhao was like telling me to go to his homeroom to pass him and he wanted to ask me something about a-maths too. So i was like carrying the present around but then damn paiseh so bring my pencilbox along... And then i dun want to meet anyone that is around her on the way up and especially not her. So i avoided the centre staircase, but instead go up a side staircase.
But i stupidly forgot that the staircase i took was the one connecting to her locker. So... Yah... You'll be able to guess out what happened... Met their whole gang of girls coming down. AND LORETTA! Stop it hor! I wanna kill you already arh! Never mind, im too kind to do that. Haiz.
And so went up to junhao's homeroom before i stupidly forgot that its also her homeroom... Haiz... Was like talking about a-maths with junhao then the whole gang came up. I was kinda surprised? But managed to act calm... And BIG BIRD! You do not have the right to question my presence in your homeroom! I am there by 'demand'. Lol.
And i want to thank Mrs janice Lim for persuading me to make specs. But unfortunately, i still will not. Its not that i do not have the money, its not that i think that wearing specs will make me look nan kan. But its really another reason that i don't even know. My intuition just tells me not to make any. And it'll be really weird to see a wolfie wearing specs right? I'll just have to contiune using my 'wolfie eyes'. But i guess im just obstinate. I know im walking towards a very tragic end, yet i am not doing anything to stop it, but instead speeding up the process by being a stubborn wolf. Haiz, i am really a failure.
The original intention of studying after school was geniune, though eventually i did not, because the temptation of snooker is just too big =P. And so, if you could've guessed, i abused my authority AGAIN. And brought people up to the snooker room. Actually is to study, but then started playing, and couldn't really stop. And even though i know if i contiune to abuse my authority, someday i'll get caught, but then, i am just so stubborn that i know i won't ever stop. Haiz I am really a failure man.
And tomorrow i may finally get to catch 'the secret'!!! Yay! Heard quite a lot of positive comments about it sia. Kinda looking forward to it =P.
My last gift is one that no one could give.
And last but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CHIA GEK!
So yea, its her birthday today. And i let it pass just like any other. I am such a failure...
A speech i did not start
A sentence i did not speak
A word i did not utter
A syllabus i did not whisper.
I am such a failure.
And if i gave anyone the impression that i'm planning big. Then this person must be wrong. I am a retarded idiot that cannot plan anything. I can't even draw something nice. I really am a failure.
And im even more of a failure because i can't even do my exams properly. My physics is messed up. And a-maths is muddied-up. The factsheet is written and brought to the classroom only to show the teacher that i got put in effort. I really did not really refer to it lah. And the notes i wrote, i realised, i all know liao, so there's really no use to them.
And for the a-maths, it is a real disaster. For like the first time in don't know how many years, i left a complete blank for a question. Its like, no matter how hard, i will at least attempt to get 1 mark by writing at least 1 statement. This time, i completely gave up. I am really such a failure. Haiz...
And something funny happened during recess. I wanted junhao to pass the present that he took a part in to her. Since i already gave her mine indirectly. And then junhao was like telling me to go to his homeroom to pass him and he wanted to ask me something about a-maths too. So i was like carrying the present around but then damn paiseh so bring my pencilbox along... And then i dun want to meet anyone that is around her on the way up and especially not her. So i avoided the centre staircase, but instead go up a side staircase.
But i stupidly forgot that the staircase i took was the one connecting to her locker. So... Yah... You'll be able to guess out what happened... Met their whole gang of girls coming down. AND LORETTA! Stop it hor! I wanna kill you already arh! Never mind, im too kind to do that. Haiz.
And so went up to junhao's homeroom before i stupidly forgot that its also her homeroom... Haiz... Was like talking about a-maths with junhao then the whole gang came up. I was kinda surprised? But managed to act calm... And BIG BIRD! You do not have the right to question my presence in your homeroom! I am there by 'demand'. Lol.
And i want to thank Mrs janice Lim for persuading me to make specs. But unfortunately, i still will not. Its not that i do not have the money, its not that i think that wearing specs will make me look nan kan. But its really another reason that i don't even know. My intuition just tells me not to make any. And it'll be really weird to see a wolfie wearing specs right? I'll just have to contiune using my 'wolfie eyes'. But i guess im just obstinate. I know im walking towards a very tragic end, yet i am not doing anything to stop it, but instead speeding up the process by being a stubborn wolf. Haiz, i am really a failure.
The original intention of studying after school was geniune, though eventually i did not, because the temptation of snooker is just too big =P. And so, if you could've guessed, i abused my authority AGAIN. And brought people up to the snooker room. Actually is to study, but then started playing, and couldn't really stop. And even though i know if i contiune to abuse my authority, someday i'll get caught, but then, i am just so stubborn that i know i won't ever stop. Haiz I am really a failure man.
And tomorrow i may finally get to catch 'the secret'!!! Yay! Heard quite a lot of positive comments about it sia. Kinda looking forward to it =P.
My last gift is one that no one could give.
And last but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN CHIA GEK!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Wondering Wednesday
So its a wednesday that we can afford to report late to school. And thinking of it, its kinda funny. I would never realise its wedneday morning the night before and hence se my alarm usually early. And then i would walk out of my house with the usual fresh air. And everytime without fail i would peek into my neighbour's house. And if i saw my CHEM genius PONG PONG still in his house clothes, i would know that its a wednesday... Lol
And then at school i would realise that we need to wear ties when i see someone somewhere wearing a tie. And then i would wonder if i have brought mine and check. Luckily most of the time i got bring... So DC is not a common thing for it. In fact, i've only gotten it twice in my entire 'career'. And both in this year. So maybe sec 3 is a rebellious year, at least, that's what my chinese teacher always say =P.
Was waiting in the classroom for the inviligator to come in. Somehow or another i think he/she was late. So i go find yy discuss things first... And then came in a lady with so much gutso i was immediately forced back to my seats by my senses. And then this lady waitied for 15 seconds. And apparently, that's the respect limit. So she blew up. And we got scolded for waiting a dear lady wait for 15 seconds without greeting her. And she 'shoot' us all directly and indirectly. I think everyone was shot. In a way or another.
And then came the chemistry paper which i am half confident. I would usually count the marks of the paper first myself. Which question know how to do , which question don't know. Then calcuate the marks range that i may get. So you'll never see me surprised at a test result. But this time, i just practically... Don't dare to do that. I scared i count until fail leh. So i decided not to count at all. Depend on luck bah...
Wanted to finish my 'masterpiece'(i know its sucks, whatever) before i went home. But i thought i would have a lot of time so i procastinated. Which was obviously a wrong course of action. Went to play soccer with the guys first and couldn't really stop. Well, it was kinda fun you see... So end up late! So thank yy for your kind generous offer to forgive me for being late =P.
Thought i may see some people i know in the library but did not see any eventually. But finished my 'masterpiece' in the library while enjoying the comfortable air con. And went back to PLANT my wonderful 'masterpiece'. It is the most sincere thing i can ever think up. I mean, for a person whose art is written in red ink in the report book, you know you can't expect much. YETTTT, i still dare to try leh!!! My courage is commendable.
And people, in case you do not know, tomorrow is HER birthday leh!!! Be prepared to give your gifts!!! And good luck to everyone for ya common tests...
Are you thinking of me now as i am thinking for you?
Are you watching the stars in the dark skies as i am now?
Actually, i already knew the answers to all that...
And then at school i would realise that we need to wear ties when i see someone somewhere wearing a tie. And then i would wonder if i have brought mine and check. Luckily most of the time i got bring... So DC is not a common thing for it. In fact, i've only gotten it twice in my entire 'career'. And both in this year. So maybe sec 3 is a rebellious year, at least, that's what my chinese teacher always say =P.
Was waiting in the classroom for the inviligator to come in. Somehow or another i think he/she was late. So i go find yy discuss things first... And then came in a lady with so much gutso i was immediately forced back to my seats by my senses. And then this lady waitied for 15 seconds. And apparently, that's the respect limit. So she blew up. And we got scolded for waiting a dear lady wait for 15 seconds without greeting her. And she 'shoot' us all directly and indirectly. I think everyone was shot. In a way or another.
And then came the chemistry paper which i am half confident. I would usually count the marks of the paper first myself. Which question know how to do , which question don't know. Then calcuate the marks range that i may get. So you'll never see me surprised at a test result. But this time, i just practically... Don't dare to do that. I scared i count until fail leh. So i decided not to count at all. Depend on luck bah...
Wanted to finish my 'masterpiece'(i know its sucks, whatever) before i went home. But i thought i would have a lot of time so i procastinated. Which was obviously a wrong course of action. Went to play soccer with the guys first and couldn't really stop. Well, it was kinda fun you see... So end up late! So thank yy for your kind generous offer to forgive me for being late =P.
Thought i may see some people i know in the library but did not see any eventually. But finished my 'masterpiece' in the library while enjoying the comfortable air con. And went back to PLANT my wonderful 'masterpiece'. It is the most sincere thing i can ever think up. I mean, for a person whose art is written in red ink in the report book, you know you can't expect much. YETTTT, i still dare to try leh!!! My courage is commendable.
And people, in case you do not know, tomorrow is HER birthday leh!!! Be prepared to give your gifts!!! And good luck to everyone for ya common tests...
Are you thinking of me now as i am thinking for you?
Are you watching the stars in the dark skies as i am now?
Actually, i already knew the answers to all that...
Monday, August 13, 2007
Monday Monday!
And so i started my day with a angry principal. Apparently someone or some group had given some information about the vandalism and worse, provided photos to the press. And thinking back how we students could have captured the pictures, it linked back to the camera phones and so the whole idea of allowing students to bring phones to school is entirely cancelled. No reconsideration. So we have this clever guy who took the photos and took them to the press to thank. Wonder if they might allow non camera phones =P. Like my unique black and white one =P.
So came the history test and i kinda did it quite badly... I don't know, i don't have factsheet to support me but thinking of it, SBQ also very hard to use factsheet to support leh. So maybe it makes no difference... And the history people were kinda negative towards the paper. So i might see them in the remedial class... We need to get an 'A' to avoid seeing mrs eileen yeo after school... Lol.
Got back the A-maths test paper! And i still retained my 'A1' and was 2nd in class =P. The third was only a mark away... Haha. And i kind of don't really deserve it because i screwed up some parts... But yeah, those were the graph problems... No art blood is liddat de. Or not can get 25 and abv le lor. I can't even draw curve luh. Mr tan wrote there: 'U' shape! not 'V' shape. Lol... Guess my graph must be very 'v'vy...
Brought chem textbook instead of physics... So got a little scolding from Mr Tan bs. And so my eyes problems and getting worse and worse again. And a little look was understood as a stare. Since a look straight into the eyes is a stare... I looked at other places lor... Like on the floor beside mr tan... And i was scolded for not having any integrity, which is kind of true? How many times was i honest and how many times was a lying? I think there's too much lies to count... And so i was under the impression of DC when he kinda took my card. But when he asked us to copy down what he wrote, i thought he'll see the notes and return our cards. In the end, i didn't even let him see the notes and he returned my ez-link card. MR TAN bs! YOU'RE NICE! Sorry for 'staring' at you =P.
Was planning to go to causeway to buy the frame for the puzzle that was not even 1/1000 done. MC kinda wanted to go studying after school but since i was going to causeway with junhao to but the frame, i told him to call junhao if he ever managed to call people and decide where to go. And so junhao and i went for lunch before finding the frames. Halfway through our lunch, MC called and junhao handed the phone over to me... I picked up and i heard, "Junhao arh, tell yan cheng that its cancelled". And i was like shouting to junhao, with the line still on, "orh, yan cheng arh, the thing is cancelled" =P. I am just so naughty =P.
It has seriously been a long time ever since i ate outside food after school. Its a luxury to me sia. I am just so Lang Bei. So we went to look at puzzles and frames but then after hesitating for a long time, i decided not to do the puzzles anymore... I am indecisive man! Haiz. So another gift was chosen instead and it looks nice, at least to me... Lol.
And many many thanks to JunHao. You really rock man. Ignore those idiot who think otherwise. You are a person who'll treat someone nice and with lotsa respect if they do the same to you. You can be the most friendly, wonderful and caring person. And instead of trampling people down, you always try to lift me up. Instead of looking down at me, you actually challenge me and encourage me. You never pour cold water at me, as far as i know, you haven't. I am just so glad and thankful to have a friend like you! Times there were when we're like rivals, challenging each other to beat each other. And the result will almost always be the same. We would both improve and soar in the skies.
I remember the first time that i talked to ms BIGBIRD on msn. When she thought i was wesley from 3 grace... And in order to make her understand who i am, but not telling her straight. I said that i was a rival of junhao. And she understood immediately... But i also remembered that i said, "what makes you think that's the place we're rivals?". Thinking of it, how true it seems man.
It takes at least 2 person to chat.
So came the history test and i kinda did it quite badly... I don't know, i don't have factsheet to support me but thinking of it, SBQ also very hard to use factsheet to support leh. So maybe it makes no difference... And the history people were kinda negative towards the paper. So i might see them in the remedial class... We need to get an 'A' to avoid seeing mrs eileen yeo after school... Lol.
Got back the A-maths test paper! And i still retained my 'A1' and was 2nd in class =P. The third was only a mark away... Haha. And i kind of don't really deserve it because i screwed up some parts... But yeah, those were the graph problems... No art blood is liddat de. Or not can get 25 and abv le lor. I can't even draw curve luh. Mr tan wrote there: 'U' shape! not 'V' shape. Lol... Guess my graph must be very 'v'vy...
Brought chem textbook instead of physics... So got a little scolding from Mr Tan bs. And so my eyes problems and getting worse and worse again. And a little look was understood as a stare. Since a look straight into the eyes is a stare... I looked at other places lor... Like on the floor beside mr tan... And i was scolded for not having any integrity, which is kind of true? How many times was i honest and how many times was a lying? I think there's too much lies to count... And so i was under the impression of DC when he kinda took my card. But when he asked us to copy down what he wrote, i thought he'll see the notes and return our cards. In the end, i didn't even let him see the notes and he returned my ez-link card. MR TAN bs! YOU'RE NICE! Sorry for 'staring' at you =P.
Was planning to go to causeway to buy the frame for the puzzle that was not even 1/1000 done. MC kinda wanted to go studying after school but since i was going to causeway with junhao to but the frame, i told him to call junhao if he ever managed to call people and decide where to go. And so junhao and i went for lunch before finding the frames. Halfway through our lunch, MC called and junhao handed the phone over to me... I picked up and i heard, "Junhao arh, tell yan cheng that its cancelled". And i was like shouting to junhao, with the line still on, "orh, yan cheng arh, the thing is cancelled" =P. I am just so naughty =P.
It has seriously been a long time ever since i ate outside food after school. Its a luxury to me sia. I am just so Lang Bei. So we went to look at puzzles and frames but then after hesitating for a long time, i decided not to do the puzzles anymore... I am indecisive man! Haiz. So another gift was chosen instead and it looks nice, at least to me... Lol.
And many many thanks to JunHao. You really rock man. Ignore those idiot who think otherwise. You are a person who'll treat someone nice and with lotsa respect if they do the same to you. You can be the most friendly, wonderful and caring person. And instead of trampling people down, you always try to lift me up. Instead of looking down at me, you actually challenge me and encourage me. You never pour cold water at me, as far as i know, you haven't. I am just so glad and thankful to have a friend like you! Times there were when we're like rivals, challenging each other to beat each other. And the result will almost always be the same. We would both improve and soar in the skies.
I remember the first time that i talked to ms BIGBIRD on msn. When she thought i was wesley from 3 grace... And in order to make her understand who i am, but not telling her straight. I said that i was a rival of junhao. And she understood immediately... But i also remembered that i said, "what makes you think that's the place we're rivals?". Thinking of it, how true it seems man.
It takes at least 2 person to chat.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Hardworking Sunday!
So i went out to study again... Im so guai... Haha. So i was told that we're suppose to meet at 2.30pm at 2.10pm... Get it? And i knew i'll be late so... Met up with the other going to be late guy and went together. And so we went to the mac we're supposed to go to study. But realise that the area was closed off, think because of some event la, then change venue into a cafe... Sound damn high class to me sia, i rarely go into places where people drink coffee & Eat cakes & pies. Im the type who goes to hawker centres, haha...
So Christopher and i went inside the cafe and found JiaQi and JieLin already studying... Hence we quickly sat down and started our mugging. It was much fruitful then yesterday cause we were quiet and studying peacefully... Except for a restless christopher that keeps trying to strike up conversations... Think he's bored la... Cannot blame him. I was however particular impressed at the way the 3 of them write their notes on the factsheet.
The handwriting was so damn small that i couldn't see them without holding up the paper. Hence i decided to do a damn stupid thing. Not writinng on the factsheets at all... Because i believe that they won't help me anyway, the notes can only help by providing information that i could use to prove my point. But if i don't even know why to write the point, the notes are useless anyway. So i think im one of the idiots who chose not to write anything on the factsheets but take things as they come.
So if you're writing on the factsheets and you get lousier than me... Then you'll know that the factsheets didn't really help you =P. And its MONDAY tomorrow. I wonder if there's choir practice thanks to the common test. Hope got bah, though i could really use the time...
So we went to the pasar malam after studying... And chose my beautiful puzzle. Its 1k pieces can? I wonder how im supposed to finish it and the worst thing is... THERE'S NO FRAME!!! So how am i supposed to place it huh? And the frame is big lah so... Walk a step count a step lor. And i think we could get back our english and maths tomorrow! Hopefully... That is... And i really hope that i get more than 32/40! I don't want to lose the bet sia!!! Arghhhh.
A puzzle it shall be
To represent me
Cheap it may be
It really proves how sincere i can be.
Say I can't after I've done it.
So Christopher and i went inside the cafe and found JiaQi and JieLin already studying... Hence we quickly sat down and started our mugging. It was much fruitful then yesterday cause we were quiet and studying peacefully... Except for a restless christopher that keeps trying to strike up conversations... Think he's bored la... Cannot blame him. I was however particular impressed at the way the 3 of them write their notes on the factsheet.
The handwriting was so damn small that i couldn't see them without holding up the paper. Hence i decided to do a damn stupid thing. Not writinng on the factsheets at all... Because i believe that they won't help me anyway, the notes can only help by providing information that i could use to prove my point. But if i don't even know why to write the point, the notes are useless anyway. So i think im one of the idiots who chose not to write anything on the factsheets but take things as they come.
So if you're writing on the factsheets and you get lousier than me... Then you'll know that the factsheets didn't really help you =P. And its MONDAY tomorrow. I wonder if there's choir practice thanks to the common test. Hope got bah, though i could really use the time...
So we went to the pasar malam after studying... And chose my beautiful puzzle. Its 1k pieces can? I wonder how im supposed to finish it and the worst thing is... THERE'S NO FRAME!!! So how am i supposed to place it huh? And the frame is big lah so... Walk a step count a step lor. And i think we could get back our english and maths tomorrow! Hopefully... That is... And i really hope that i get more than 32/40! I don't want to lose the bet sia!!! Arghhhh.
A puzzle it shall be
To represent me
Cheap it may be
It really proves how sincere i can be.
Say I can't after I've done it.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Studying Saturday
So i've finally become a littleeee bit hardworking. And i've gone studying with people! Haha... And when it comes to studying, i think i really piss my family off... Especially my brother lah. Should i be sorry? I think i should be =P. Anyway! Thank you bro for nagging at me to create a timetable! But sorry sorry sorry! I insist on not doing it. Which obviously enraged you... But please think in my shoes... Why i insist on not drawing up 1... It is because, I KNOW I WONT FOLLOW IT! No point writing a timetable just to fool your eyes when i know i jolly well dun follow it right??? So yah. I will insist. I will not fool you as much as i can. Im trying to be honest... So please! Understand me. I know you mean well...
So we're supposed to meet at amk lib at 1pm to STUDY! And i was there at 12.55pm, because i don't dare be late liao but then the library haven't open >.<
So i see mobs of people crowding at the door. And the very second the door started to open, about 20 people rushed up the stair to the second where there are tables for you to study. So i think everyone's choing to study! Singaporeans rock man. All so hardworking! Haha. And so i waited for the others to come and in the moment... Went to look for the books! Haha... But i couldn't find them >.<
And so mc came shortly after and is till couldn't fine the book... When to find the other book by the same author and still CANNOT FIND!!! Grrr. What the hell man? And so JuinLi and JiaQi came. Though i wasn't really expecting JiaQi, i wasn't surprised at all... I wonder why? Anyway, so we went to a corner to study... Because all the tables was taken shortly 1 minute after the lib opened so yah... We had to sit on the floor. And luckily MC did bring the bio book i wanted. And as expected. I didn't understand a shit until i read that textbook... Haiz.
So we started on our studies. With JuinLi on her history, JiaQi on her 'teens', MingChuen on his geog and me on my bio. After like reading 1 chapter, JieLin arrived. And she joined in the studying... With history too! And so we were guai students sitting at a corner of the library studying... Until someone got bored and stopped. And soon, almost everyone stopped... With me still contiuning! Im guai can? And JieLin too... And the other 3 was slacking already because they were going to study tomorrow anyway.
After a seemingly long study session(for me)... We went to macs for the treat of ice cream that MC promised the girls... And so i am not a girl am i? So i treat myself lor... And so we were eating ice cream when i realised... Girls tend to eat ice cream slower... Maybe is don't dare open mouth too big! Later ruin image! Haha... And for MC who eat fastfood often, of course eat ice cream damn fast lah... And then there's me... Followed closely by JiaQi, and then JuinLi, and last but not least... JieLin! So mc took a second serving and JieLin hasn't finished her first. And then JuinLi took her second serving too... And finished slower by JieLin's first by a little...
Haha, after the 'ice cream session', we went to relieve childhood and played with the swings... And long legs doesn't mean swing higher can? In fact i can't even swing very high... Perhaps body too long, no aerodynamics... Haha... And i don't really like the feeling of swings... When i swing to a certain height, i'll stop because i'll get a little scared... Then JieLin has to return home and she ran for the bus from the playground... And the bus uncle was kinda crapped? She run until the bus le, then the uncle close the door and drive off... I sympathise(whats the correct spelling arh?) with her leh...
And so we were left there doing nothing and just sitting around. Not even chatting lah... And we couldn't find anyone who'll contain 4 idiots who wants to play mahjong in their house. Lol. Perhaps mahjong can really get people addicted. Lol.
So we went to Yishun SAFRA instead. To play pool! And we cheated the vendors' feelings by saving balls... We eventually got caught though... And were 'chased' out. But anyway, i could actually hit in balls sia. Guess pool is really easier than snooker. Haiz. But then as compared to pool pros... Im nowhere near >.<
So MC had to go too... Haiz, but then decided to go to budiman's house after the pooling and was under the impression of he having a mahjong table AND set. And as we proceeded to his house... I was told that he lived in BLOCK 405! And so i leaded the 2 ladies to 407 when we were told we're at the wrong place. Turns out that its supposed to be BLOCK 415. Walao! Make me feel so stupid and sorry for bringing to the wrong place. End up is people hear wrong... Haiz. And so we were told budiman didn't have a mahjong set after all, he however had a carrom set, which we played.
And i totally sucked at it. Thinking of it, i used to be quite zai when i was in KINDERGARDEN! And now im like a piece of shit. Haiz. And JiaQi owned us all while budiman kinda fouled and fouled. Damn funny lah... I was like the average guy and then foul occasionally and scored occasionally. So everyone was tired and we all went home... What an eventful day man?
Clever in all ways, genius in none.
So we're supposed to meet at amk lib at 1pm to STUDY! And i was there at 12.55pm, because i don't dare be late liao but then the library haven't open >.<
So i see mobs of people crowding at the door. And the very second the door started to open, about 20 people rushed up the stair to the second where there are tables for you to study. So i think everyone's choing to study! Singaporeans rock man. All so hardworking! Haha. And so i waited for the others to come and in the moment... Went to look for the books! Haha... But i couldn't find them >.<
And so mc came shortly after and is till couldn't fine the book... When to find the other book by the same author and still CANNOT FIND!!! Grrr. What the hell man? And so JuinLi and JiaQi came. Though i wasn't really expecting JiaQi, i wasn't surprised at all... I wonder why? Anyway, so we went to a corner to study... Because all the tables was taken shortly 1 minute after the lib opened so yah... We had to sit on the floor. And luckily MC did bring the bio book i wanted. And as expected. I didn't understand a shit until i read that textbook... Haiz.
So we started on our studies. With JuinLi on her history, JiaQi on her 'teens', MingChuen on his geog and me on my bio. After like reading 1 chapter, JieLin arrived. And she joined in the studying... With history too! And so we were guai students sitting at a corner of the library studying... Until someone got bored and stopped. And soon, almost everyone stopped... With me still contiuning! Im guai can? And JieLin too... And the other 3 was slacking already because they were going to study tomorrow anyway.
After a seemingly long study session(for me)... We went to macs for the treat of ice cream that MC promised the girls... And so i am not a girl am i? So i treat myself lor... And so we were eating ice cream when i realised... Girls tend to eat ice cream slower... Maybe is don't dare open mouth too big! Later ruin image! Haha... And for MC who eat fastfood often, of course eat ice cream damn fast lah... And then there's me... Followed closely by JiaQi, and then JuinLi, and last but not least... JieLin! So mc took a second serving and JieLin hasn't finished her first. And then JuinLi took her second serving too... And finished slower by JieLin's first by a little...
Haha, after the 'ice cream session', we went to relieve childhood and played with the swings... And long legs doesn't mean swing higher can? In fact i can't even swing very high... Perhaps body too long, no aerodynamics... Haha... And i don't really like the feeling of swings... When i swing to a certain height, i'll stop because i'll get a little scared... Then JieLin has to return home and she ran for the bus from the playground... And the bus uncle was kinda crapped? She run until the bus le, then the uncle close the door and drive off... I sympathise(whats the correct spelling arh?) with her leh...
And so we were left there doing nothing and just sitting around. Not even chatting lah... And we couldn't find anyone who'll contain 4 idiots who wants to play mahjong in their house. Lol. Perhaps mahjong can really get people addicted. Lol.
So we went to Yishun SAFRA instead. To play pool! And we cheated the vendors' feelings by saving balls... We eventually got caught though... And were 'chased' out. But anyway, i could actually hit in balls sia. Guess pool is really easier than snooker. Haiz. But then as compared to pool pros... Im nowhere near >.<
So MC had to go too... Haiz, but then decided to go to budiman's house after the pooling and was under the impression of he having a mahjong table AND set. And as we proceeded to his house... I was told that he lived in BLOCK 405! And so i leaded the 2 ladies to 407 when we were told we're at the wrong place. Turns out that its supposed to be BLOCK 415. Walao! Make me feel so stupid and sorry for bringing to the wrong place. End up is people hear wrong... Haiz. And so we were told budiman didn't have a mahjong set after all, he however had a carrom set, which we played.
And i totally sucked at it. Thinking of it, i used to be quite zai when i was in KINDERGARDEN! And now im like a piece of shit. Haiz. And JiaQi owned us all while budiman kinda fouled and fouled. Damn funny lah... I was like the average guy and then foul occasionally and scored occasionally. So everyone was tired and we all went home... What an eventful day man?
Clever in all ways, genius in none.
Friday, August 10, 2007
Boring Friday...Zzz
So its another boring day, i so miss going out with friends. Staying at home for the whole day is a boring activity that i used to like until i met friends! And so im still rotting to death. So lazy that i couldn't get the motivation to study nor to write out the notes for our factsheet. >.<
i want to go out and study tomorrow! but wonders if anyone can make it. Haiz... You Xin Wu Li.
And i was mentioned as a "tall, thin, undersized-shirt, biganddarkscary-eyed guy". Zzzz. So perhaps im too tall, too thin, wears too much undersized-shirt and has biganddarkscary-eyes. It ain't my fault can? Except for the undersized shirt part... Someone said that my eyes are TOO BLACK... Is that such a shit? How can things be TOO BLACK? Black is a colour that absorbs all light and hence does not reflect any. If you hard a 'too' in front... It means that it absorbs TOO much light... Which is impossible since it already absorb ALL light that is shine upon it. So don't ever use TOO BLACK outside. Very sia suay de.
Sorry to everyone that i've sent the virus to. I really really did not mean to do that. The computer rebelled and found another master to pledge loyalty to. So every few hours or so it will receive order from this master and hang my screen there and attempt to send that virus to someone else while i can only sit there and see my friends die. I really have to find this master and kill him! Grrr. When i suffer, the last thing i ever want is to spread the suffering... Which is exactly what this master is doing now. Spreading the virus that contaminated me... Zzz. But worst of all, i am scared that i will send her the virus. I can't imagine, or rather don't dare imagine the consequences...
And reinstalling msn DOES NOT solve the problem. That totally sucks. Because the only option left is to reformat the computer which is a damn troublesome thing and it means i'll be grounded from the computer... ZZZ. Anyway, the computer's getting boring, so perhaps it ain't such a bad thing after all! But the only reason why the computer's getting boring is because i don't dare to do anything in case it 'awakens' the virus...
Happy holidays to anyone who reads this and please do not receive anything that i send you unless stated safe. I do not wish to bring harm upon anyone else anymore.
I already forgot what i was once like... The me before everything started, can i just wake up as if im in a dream and return to my previous state?
i want to go out and study tomorrow! but wonders if anyone can make it. Haiz... You Xin Wu Li.
And i was mentioned as a "tall, thin, undersized-shirt, biganddarkscary-eyed guy". Zzzz. So perhaps im too tall, too thin, wears too much undersized-shirt and has biganddarkscary-eyes. It ain't my fault can? Except for the undersized shirt part... Someone said that my eyes are TOO BLACK... Is that such a shit? How can things be TOO BLACK? Black is a colour that absorbs all light and hence does not reflect any. If you hard a 'too' in front... It means that it absorbs TOO much light... Which is impossible since it already absorb ALL light that is shine upon it. So don't ever use TOO BLACK outside. Very sia suay de.
Sorry to everyone that i've sent the virus to. I really really did not mean to do that. The computer rebelled and found another master to pledge loyalty to. So every few hours or so it will receive order from this master and hang my screen there and attempt to send that virus to someone else while i can only sit there and see my friends die. I really have to find this master and kill him! Grrr. When i suffer, the last thing i ever want is to spread the suffering... Which is exactly what this master is doing now. Spreading the virus that contaminated me... Zzz. But worst of all, i am scared that i will send her the virus. I can't imagine, or rather don't dare imagine the consequences...
And reinstalling msn DOES NOT solve the problem. That totally sucks. Because the only option left is to reformat the computer which is a damn troublesome thing and it means i'll be grounded from the computer... ZZZ. Anyway, the computer's getting boring, so perhaps it ain't such a bad thing after all! But the only reason why the computer's getting boring is because i don't dare to do anything in case it 'awakens' the virus...
Happy holidays to anyone who reads this and please do not receive anything that i send you unless stated safe. I do not wish to bring harm upon anyone else anymore.
I already forgot what i was once like... The me before everything started, can i just wake up as if im in a dream and return to my previous state?
Thursday, August 09, 2007
NDP 2007!
So im supposed to meet my sister with my parents at bugis 5.15pm. Tried out my wardrobe and realised... Even more clothes are undersized now and worse... The jeans that sat peacefully in my wardrobe for half a year or so are too tight already... Is i grow fatter or they grow smaller arh? Siao liao arh... Luckily i don't like to wear jeans... Or not jialat arh!
So end up my dad was so damn late lah. He was supposed to meet my mum and i at home but then he arrived at 5pm! Heredity sia... No wonder i forever late de(only not in terms of schooling). So we arrived at bugis 5.45pm and had our dinner at AJISEN! Its amazing how i've never ate it before luh... Well, im sua kua anyway, there's no point in denying that. And perhaps im special because of that.
I am:
The only guy friend that you known that has a white & black phone
The only guy that you know that has never walked around and is damn sua ku
The only guy friend that you know that has shirts so undersized, its amazing
The only guy that you know that is so pro but lousy in snooker
The only guy that you know that never studies but get good results
The only guy that you know sings so much although he knows that he can't sing
The only guy that is so cowardly that you can't believe it
The only guy that you know is so bhb but so modest
So im special after all. Value each individual, value ME!!( i just proved the last point)
So we proceeded to the hitachi tower and went straight up to the 21st floor. The air pressure change in the lift was abit too much sia. Wonder how my sis survive that 5 days a week. And then we went into this stuffy conference room to watch the marina bay... The big big hitachi tv was standing proudly at one side of the room. There were so many little girls i couldn't believe it. Its like, a birthday party of something sia. Which is true... Its the nation's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
And so we watched the parade on the tv but whenever there's a ship speeding in the bay, we'll all look that direction... Wherever there is a helicopter or airplane fly past, we'll all look towards that direction. Then the little girls will shout and scream just like any girl do. But remember the fact that there was a large amount of them and the noise level raises accordingly. And the 'finale' of the show was the fireworks, like always...
And the feeling of watching fireworks at 21st floor is cool... And the only comment that popped up to me when i was watching the fireworks was the word 'shimmers'. And amazingly, i don't even really know that it means. Crap right? Perhaps art really lasts only for a second before it disappears. 'Art is a bang! KATSU!'(adapted from mr. deidara). And what really really saddens me is seeing the stupid smoke left after the fireworks. I just felt so crapped lah. Everyone enjoys the beautiful fireworks yet i was sadden but the amount of smoke that was left behind. Perhaps i am really pure weird with a fixed boiling and melting point.
Only in the darkness, can light be felt, only in the light, can shadows be found.
So end up my dad was so damn late lah. He was supposed to meet my mum and i at home but then he arrived at 5pm! Heredity sia... No wonder i forever late de(only not in terms of schooling). So we arrived at bugis 5.45pm and had our dinner at AJISEN! Its amazing how i've never ate it before luh... Well, im sua kua anyway, there's no point in denying that. And perhaps im special because of that.
I am:
The only guy friend that you known that has a white & black phone
The only guy that you know that has never walked around and is damn sua ku
The only guy friend that you know that has shirts so undersized, its amazing
The only guy that you know that is so pro but lousy in snooker
The only guy that you know that never studies but get good results
The only guy that you know sings so much although he knows that he can't sing
The only guy that is so cowardly that you can't believe it
The only guy that you know is so bhb but so modest
So im special after all. Value each individual, value ME!!( i just proved the last point)
So we proceeded to the hitachi tower and went straight up to the 21st floor. The air pressure change in the lift was abit too much sia. Wonder how my sis survive that 5 days a week. And then we went into this stuffy conference room to watch the marina bay... The big big hitachi tv was standing proudly at one side of the room. There were so many little girls i couldn't believe it. Its like, a birthday party of something sia. Which is true... Its the nation's BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
And so we watched the parade on the tv but whenever there's a ship speeding in the bay, we'll all look that direction... Wherever there is a helicopter or airplane fly past, we'll all look towards that direction. Then the little girls will shout and scream just like any girl do. But remember the fact that there was a large amount of them and the noise level raises accordingly. And the 'finale' of the show was the fireworks, like always...
And the feeling of watching fireworks at 21st floor is cool... And the only comment that popped up to me when i was watching the fireworks was the word 'shimmers'. And amazingly, i don't even really know that it means. Crap right? Perhaps art really lasts only for a second before it disappears. 'Art is a bang! KATSU!'(adapted from mr. deidara). And what really really saddens me is seeing the stupid smoke left after the fireworks. I just felt so crapped lah. Everyone enjoys the beautiful fireworks yet i was sadden but the amount of smoke that was left behind. Perhaps i am really pure weird with a fixed boiling and melting point.
Only in the darkness, can light be felt, only in the light, can shadows be found.
Virused Computer
So i still troubled by the stupid incident that happened yesterday night. It really was stupid of me lah...
It all began because of a mistake. I always knew that going online late in the night is not a good idea as we would not be as sharp as we'll normally be as in the day. So we'll be 'stupider'. And hence, i made a damn stupid mistake. I suspected for 2 seconds but then still pressed the 'receive' button. Argh... Stupidity is overcoming me man...
And so i was greeted with a virus... Crap lah... I already have a stupid reputation of getting the computer infected with stupid virus every now and then and am trying damn hard not to get anymore viruses... I don't download anything, i don't go to unsecure websites(such as porn websites). AND YET!!! I STILL GOT A DAMMIT VIRUS. I can't imagine what happen when my brother comes back luh!
The worst thing is, the stupid anti-virus cannot detect it lah... Because its er, a lousier one that my brother installed because he said the zai zai norton is too strong until he can't even play his dota... Haiz... Now got this kinda crappy virus. However, the bright side of this virus is that it only affects the msn... So other function still operate normally. So i naively thought that creating a new msn account would make a difference... Which of course, makes no difference... Haiz.
Perhaps I'll try to reinstall msn messenger and sees if it makes a difference, of just face the music and get scolded and nagged and perhaps even com locked from my usage. Arghhh... Then i'll have to pangseh this blog le lahhh. Nooooooo...
Yu4 Wang4(desires) Jiu Xiang Yu3 Wang2(fish net)... Na Shui Qu Zhuang, Yong Yuan Dou Zhuang Bu Wan...
It all began because of a mistake. I always knew that going online late in the night is not a good idea as we would not be as sharp as we'll normally be as in the day. So we'll be 'stupider'. And hence, i made a damn stupid mistake. I suspected for 2 seconds but then still pressed the 'receive' button. Argh... Stupidity is overcoming me man...
And so i was greeted with a virus... Crap lah... I already have a stupid reputation of getting the computer infected with stupid virus every now and then and am trying damn hard not to get anymore viruses... I don't download anything, i don't go to unsecure websites(such as porn websites). AND YET!!! I STILL GOT A DAMMIT VIRUS. I can't imagine what happen when my brother comes back luh!
The worst thing is, the stupid anti-virus cannot detect it lah... Because its er, a lousier one that my brother installed because he said the zai zai norton is too strong until he can't even play his dota... Haiz... Now got this kinda crappy virus. However, the bright side of this virus is that it only affects the msn... So other function still operate normally. So i naively thought that creating a new msn account would make a difference... Which of course, makes no difference... Haiz.
Perhaps I'll try to reinstall msn messenger and sees if it makes a difference, of just face the music and get scolded and nagged and perhaps even com locked from my usage. Arghhh... Then i'll have to pangseh this blog le lahhh. Nooooooo...
Yu4 Wang4(desires) Jiu Xiang Yu3 Wang2(fish net)... Na Shui Qu Zhuang, Yong Yuan Dou Zhuang Bu Wan...
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Carnival day!
Started off with the waking up in the morning... Seeing the orange sun, i thought it was a saturday when i remembered i have to go to school. And meet junhao and big bird for shopping... Luckily its still earlier... I wouldn't want to be late =P.
I always knew bus 169 travels between woodlands and ang mo kio. And in 1 of their stops, its outside the yishun bus interchange... Wanting to save money(because i had bus concession), I decided to try it out... I even left 15 mins earlier because i knew that i would be a little late if i was to take 169... So i thought i won't be late...
After smsing BIG BIRD on the bus... I felt something amiss, it seems more like AMK to me than woodlands... And i naively wished that the bus would somehow or another turn back to woodlands... Which of course, did not happen. So i stupidly ended up at AMK hub... And had to take the train back to woodlands... So i ended up wasting more time and the same amount of money and am so damn late...
And i realised, i didn't apologise for being late =P. Anyway, they were pissed off at me for my 'shui bian's... Maybe next time i should be more choosy... Hahaha. And so we finally decided after a guilty me feeling that is shouldn't burden them any further. And now i just remembered i took junhao's $5 and didn't return him =P.
So we went to northpoint to buy a textbook that did not exist... Or rather, a textbook that the bookshop either did not have(which is most probably) or a textbook that the bookshop ran out of stock with(which is seemingly impossible). And we went for lunch at northpoint... With laurel! And he is er, kinda cute? Or perhaps acting cute in the present of a lady he met for the first time.
And so we went back to school for the day without BIG BIRD cause she had to go school first... And then we were 'late' cos laurel had to meet his soccer friends earlier... And so junhao and i went to the WOW room to seesee looklook... How the choir peeps were doing... And they were all busy with their prep work so i don't dare to disturb... Just sit there blow air-con...
We went to bake under the hot sun when the time for the parade started... And waters all around are finishing at speeds that amaze me.
Wenyi: Siyang, lend me drink your water.
Siyang: okay.
JuinLi: How you return him?
Wenyi:(speechless)........ Borrow your water bottle, later i return you.
Siyang:okay.
Wenyi:(drinks a little)
JuinLi: Siyang, xie xie(takes bottle and drinks another little)
JiaQi: Siyang, xie xie(takes the bottle from juinli and drinks another little)
Yihui: Siyang, xie xie(takes the bottle from jiaqi and drinks another little)
Results: a bottle 3/4 full was reduced to 2 drops of water... Poor siyang... Haiz
So in the end, we drank a total of 3 bottles finished and i went to fill the bottles halfway during the parade... Upon reaching the canteen, i noticed the pool table was opened already, so perhaps really don't need my help le lor... Returned to the parade and saw everyone standing... So i also stand there wait for the school song to play finish lor... Felt like an idiot standing on the grass waiting for the school song to play finish before i returned to my seats.
And after baking for like 90 mins(like soccer match wor)... We were finally 'dismissed' from the 'oven' to play around the school... And i went straight to the pool tables even though i know that help was not required there, at least, from me. Stand there be stamford raffles nia. But at least, doing something like observing people play pool in more interesting than walking around doing nothing. Somemore with my passion in billards, looking at people whom i dun even know play is like damn, fun lah. I don't know how to express it lah. Very fun jiu dui le!
And all the way i was there, slacking and seeing people play. Then Hongyi and darren came saying that i should buy more tickets... And i wondered for 1 second when i realised why, confirm is something to do with her de ma... And so i took a stroll to the general office and see it for myself. Even though it was not necessary because surely correct de ma. No point telling me wrong things... So... Hmmz.
I walked passed the CO stall when loretta asked me if i wanted to buy the donuts... A littls surprised i was indeed. Basically, because, i've never ever talked to her in my life. At least for now. And i only noticed her because of her, if that makes sense. And so it set me thinking... Hmmz... And i guess the only reflection i could come up with is:
I only noticed the people around her, little did i know, people around her are also noticing me... And that can be supported with further evidence in the rest of the day which i do not wish to mention.
Slacked thoroughout the carnival and at last when junhao come find me, had my dinner of mr simon's super spicy mee goreng... And junhao treated me even though i had $8 of coupon money left. Ended up screaming for water(junhao)... Damn funny lah... He went 'LA!LA!!!(SPICY!!!)'. And he is so pityful lah, especially since he just got his new braces...
Helped to clear up even though i didn't help to set up... Haha, i got some credit in the end. And then we took photos... It a long time since i took photos willing... Don't want spoil everyone's mood. So go along lor and since i seldom take photos. Might as well be HIGHHHHH. And i kinda overdid it =P. Crapping around with laurel all the way and there is this 1 photo in which i look damn like a vampire lah!!! OMG.
Was going to take the MRT to go home faster and was crossing the road when the people around her suddenly ran forward and left her behind... 'With me'. So CHUA TINTING shouted, "KUAI DIAN ZOU! YAN CHENG ZAI HOU MIAN". I am so not deaf. And i am so not angry too... I wonder why? Haha, but then hor... Got this kinda lousy playmaker hor... Really very jialat. If you're trying to pull the strings behind... Can you like don't let the puppets know? But i was particularly amused by the innocent look at why her friends pangsehed her. She gave a sudden "eh!?" before realising i was there. HAHAHA... I am so totally amused.
Upon winning 1 side, i went on to win another, but in the end, i realised, i stupid enough to lose both sides.
I always knew bus 169 travels between woodlands and ang mo kio. And in 1 of their stops, its outside the yishun bus interchange... Wanting to save money(because i had bus concession), I decided to try it out... I even left 15 mins earlier because i knew that i would be a little late if i was to take 169... So i thought i won't be late...
After smsing BIG BIRD on the bus... I felt something amiss, it seems more like AMK to me than woodlands... And i naively wished that the bus would somehow or another turn back to woodlands... Which of course, did not happen. So i stupidly ended up at AMK hub... And had to take the train back to woodlands... So i ended up wasting more time and the same amount of money and am so damn late...
And i realised, i didn't apologise for being late =P. Anyway, they were pissed off at me for my 'shui bian's... Maybe next time i should be more choosy... Hahaha. And so we finally decided after a guilty me feeling that is shouldn't burden them any further. And now i just remembered i took junhao's $5 and didn't return him =P.
So we went to northpoint to buy a textbook that did not exist... Or rather, a textbook that the bookshop either did not have(which is most probably) or a textbook that the bookshop ran out of stock with(which is seemingly impossible). And we went for lunch at northpoint... With laurel! And he is er, kinda cute? Or perhaps acting cute in the present of a lady he met for the first time.
And so we went back to school for the day without BIG BIRD cause she had to go school first... And then we were 'late' cos laurel had to meet his soccer friends earlier... And so junhao and i went to the WOW room to seesee looklook... How the choir peeps were doing... And they were all busy with their prep work so i don't dare to disturb... Just sit there blow air-con...
We went to bake under the hot sun when the time for the parade started... And waters all around are finishing at speeds that amaze me.
Wenyi: Siyang, lend me drink your water.
Siyang: okay.
JuinLi: How you return him?
Wenyi:(speechless)........ Borrow your water bottle, later i return you.
Siyang:okay.
Wenyi:(drinks a little)
JuinLi: Siyang, xie xie(takes bottle and drinks another little)
JiaQi: Siyang, xie xie(takes the bottle from juinli and drinks another little)
Yihui: Siyang, xie xie(takes the bottle from jiaqi and drinks another little)
Results: a bottle 3/4 full was reduced to 2 drops of water... Poor siyang... Haiz
So in the end, we drank a total of 3 bottles finished and i went to fill the bottles halfway during the parade... Upon reaching the canteen, i noticed the pool table was opened already, so perhaps really don't need my help le lor... Returned to the parade and saw everyone standing... So i also stand there wait for the school song to play finish lor... Felt like an idiot standing on the grass waiting for the school song to play finish before i returned to my seats.
And after baking for like 90 mins(like soccer match wor)... We were finally 'dismissed' from the 'oven' to play around the school... And i went straight to the pool tables even though i know that help was not required there, at least, from me. Stand there be stamford raffles nia. But at least, doing something like observing people play pool in more interesting than walking around doing nothing. Somemore with my passion in billards, looking at people whom i dun even know play is like damn, fun lah. I don't know how to express it lah. Very fun jiu dui le!
And all the way i was there, slacking and seeing people play. Then Hongyi and darren came saying that i should buy more tickets... And i wondered for 1 second when i realised why, confirm is something to do with her de ma... And so i took a stroll to the general office and see it for myself. Even though it was not necessary because surely correct de ma. No point telling me wrong things... So... Hmmz.
I walked passed the CO stall when loretta asked me if i wanted to buy the donuts... A littls surprised i was indeed. Basically, because, i've never ever talked to her in my life. At least for now. And i only noticed her because of her, if that makes sense. And so it set me thinking... Hmmz... And i guess the only reflection i could come up with is:
I only noticed the people around her, little did i know, people around her are also noticing me... And that can be supported with further evidence in the rest of the day which i do not wish to mention.
Slacked thoroughout the carnival and at last when junhao come find me, had my dinner of mr simon's super spicy mee goreng... And junhao treated me even though i had $8 of coupon money left. Ended up screaming for water(junhao)... Damn funny lah... He went 'LA!LA!!!(SPICY!!!)'. And he is so pityful lah, especially since he just got his new braces...
Helped to clear up even though i didn't help to set up... Haha, i got some credit in the end. And then we took photos... It a long time since i took photos willing... Don't want spoil everyone's mood. So go along lor and since i seldom take photos. Might as well be HIGHHHHH. And i kinda overdid it =P. Crapping around with laurel all the way and there is this 1 photo in which i look damn like a vampire lah!!! OMG.
Was going to take the MRT to go home faster and was crossing the road when the people around her suddenly ran forward and left her behind... 'With me'. So CHUA TINTING shouted, "KUAI DIAN ZOU! YAN CHENG ZAI HOU MIAN". I am so not deaf. And i am so not angry too... I wonder why? Haha, but then hor... Got this kinda lousy playmaker hor... Really very jialat. If you're trying to pull the strings behind... Can you like don't let the puppets know? But i was particularly amused by the innocent look at why her friends pangsehed her. She gave a sudden "eh!?" before realising i was there. HAHAHA... I am so totally amused.
Upon winning 1 side, i went on to win another, but in the end, i realised, i stupid enough to lose both sides.
Apologises
Ok, I am really really sincere when im typing this... Basically, that's why i typed this.
I really really do not know what you were just joking, it seriously made me feel really guilty. Sue me for slander if you want... I'll just have to take it. I am just SORRY for accusing you. Really.
But will you mind putting your anger down and look from another angle??? Please? Look at the bright side luh...
1. It proves that your acting is good.
2. It proves that im stupid(which 1 million people out there wish for)
3. It proves that im just another idiot who got fooled by you
4. It proves that i am really sincere about the secret
So will you please please look at the bright side and really forgive me?
I WILL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE.
At least, i'll try... Its kinda hard for me...
Decicated to the lady whom i wrongly accused.
I really really do not know what you were just joking, it seriously made me feel really guilty. Sue me for slander if you want... I'll just have to take it. I am just SORRY for accusing you. Really.
But will you mind putting your anger down and look from another angle??? Please? Look at the bright side luh...
1. It proves that your acting is good.
2. It proves that im stupid(which 1 million people out there wish for)
3. It proves that im just another idiot who got fooled by you
4. It proves that i am really sincere about the secret
So will you please please look at the bright side and really forgive me?
I WILL REPENT AND SIN NO MORE.
At least, i'll try... Its kinda hard for me...
Decicated to the lady whom i wrongly accused.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
The day before the carnival.
Morning started and biology lesson came first. Thanks to the super long assembly, we didn't have our biology lesson in our proper classrooms but instead in the hall! Don't waste time walk back to classroom mah... Or not reach liao bell ring le, nothing to say liao.
Mr david tan!!! Why you haven't mark our common test paper... It is of utmost importance to me luh... My 'fate' depends on it!!! Don't liddat please... Please be extra hardworking for my sake luhhh.
Was asked to scout whether any of the computer labs were avaliable during english class. When only 1 is avaliable, i was asked to stay there till the teacher arrived with the class. End up, so damn long still haven't come... So i returned to class instead lor. And in the end, we didn't even go... If i stay there until the teacher come arh... I die liao lah, whole day stand there le lor.
Miss PL still haven't return us our test >.< Cause lewis haven't take it yet... Sad luh. I think give lewis the average mark also higher than what he get himself arh =P(jkjk). Chinese lesson was funny lah... Teacher demostrated that guys , when being goalkeepers, will always crouch down and put their hands out... However, ladies will just stand there and put their hands out. Reason? Ladies will protect their 'na'(breasts) While guys will protect their 'lam pa'(penis)... Lol, kept the whole class laughing lah.
Was showed the results of our class test although we didn't get back our test paper. Got a 75%!!! I am just so happy!!! Over the moon... Was stuck during ss cause we didn't have our piece of paper. Think with lewis bah... End up down there slack... And MC ran into some problems with J.H ...
Didn't go home due to the night class i have... So slack in school... Went up to the snooker room to play play. Then realised really damn lousy nowadays, can't the ball just go into the pocket?!?!?! Haiz. JiaQi & JuinLi came up!!! Hurray! Lol. Since they had night classes too =P. And like me, they were slacking in school too. And i found my consolation when i see the way they play =P. I managed to survive through her scratches =P.
After a seemingly long period of time in the snooker room. We went down when it was time to return the key. And the security was like saying, "If i had a choice, i'd rather keep these guys(pointing to me). Because they at least act pro abit, although everytime compeition go, come back lose wan."
So went to buy bbt with them even though i was like the only guy? Anyway had 1 more hour to go ma... Might as well... Right? And JuinLi forgot her mindmaps... So we ended up doing FOR HER. I am such a nice guy =P.
Night class is COOL. Its like, though we're kinda half-asleep... We still kinda was awake thanks to the notes we're supposed to copy... You can't be sleeping if you're gonna copy notes right? Right! Ended up going home a little early than i thought... Because the teacher, apparently taught everything in such a short time... And she had her boy to take care of... So we didn't want to pull down her time anyway...
Shattered and shattering, Death but dying.
Mr david tan!!! Why you haven't mark our common test paper... It is of utmost importance to me luh... My 'fate' depends on it!!! Don't liddat please... Please be extra hardworking for my sake luhhh.
Was asked to scout whether any of the computer labs were avaliable during english class. When only 1 is avaliable, i was asked to stay there till the teacher arrived with the class. End up, so damn long still haven't come... So i returned to class instead lor. And in the end, we didn't even go... If i stay there until the teacher come arh... I die liao lah, whole day stand there le lor.
Miss PL still haven't return us our test >.< Cause lewis haven't take it yet... Sad luh. I think give lewis the average mark also higher than what he get himself arh =P(jkjk). Chinese lesson was funny lah... Teacher demostrated that guys , when being goalkeepers, will always crouch down and put their hands out... However, ladies will just stand there and put their hands out. Reason? Ladies will protect their 'na'(breasts) While guys will protect their 'lam pa'(penis)... Lol, kept the whole class laughing lah.
Was showed the results of our class test although we didn't get back our test paper. Got a 75%!!! I am just so happy!!! Over the moon... Was stuck during ss cause we didn't have our piece of paper. Think with lewis bah... End up down there slack... And MC ran into some problems with J.H ...
Didn't go home due to the night class i have... So slack in school... Went up to the snooker room to play play. Then realised really damn lousy nowadays, can't the ball just go into the pocket?!?!?! Haiz. JiaQi & JuinLi came up!!! Hurray! Lol. Since they had night classes too =P. And like me, they were slacking in school too. And i found my consolation when i see the way they play =P. I managed to survive through her scratches =P.
After a seemingly long period of time in the snooker room. We went down when it was time to return the key. And the security was like saying, "If i had a choice, i'd rather keep these guys(pointing to me). Because they at least act pro abit, although everytime compeition go, come back lose wan."
So went to buy bbt with them even though i was like the only guy? Anyway had 1 more hour to go ma... Might as well... Right? And JuinLi forgot her mindmaps... So we ended up doing FOR HER. I am such a nice guy =P.
Night class is COOL. Its like, though we're kinda half-asleep... We still kinda was awake thanks to the notes we're supposed to copy... You can't be sleeping if you're gonna copy notes right? Right! Ended up going home a little early than i thought... Because the teacher, apparently taught everything in such a short time... And she had her boy to take care of... So we didn't want to pull down her time anyway...
Shattered and shattering, Death but dying.
Monday, August 06, 2007
Monday...
I walked straight into the school feeling an unusual sense of weirdness... Something seems to be wrong. And upon reaching the pool tables, i discovered what was wrong. The school has been vandalised. Oh crap. Instead of the usual response such as 'who did it?' and admiring the 'great works of art'... I was thinking the commotion that will be caused later. Surely, everyone will talk about it during assembly... And as expected, everyone new comer entered their circle of friends using that subject...
(VANDALS... YOU SHOULD REPENT AND SIN NO MORE)
And mrs tan addressed the problem to the school. Asking for volunteers to do what is right... And hmmz... It seems particularly familiar since the night before i've finished reading potter's tale and the house blacked out 2 times... And now today... Its repeating a scence in that book. A teacher in command, letting students decide whether to stay or leave... To fight against 'he-who-must-not-be-named' or flee into the safe areas of their home.
PE was kinda fun? Long long time since i ran so much while playing soccer... Haha, and amazingly we won though we were kinda weaker... I came so close to scoring a goal lah!!! Like when was the last time i actually had a chance to kick a ball into that stupid goalpost... And the ball when in!!! But it was not counted >.<
Biology was a sticky lesson... LITERALLY.
Mrs choy give us a prior test and i kinda crapped it... Like omg??? Siao liao if that test was to ever be added in the CA. I'll be so damn DEADDD. She also let us use 'super clay' to demonstrate the lesson. Which of course, our lazy class would not do. All we did was to play around and she actually closed 1 eye. My reflection for the lesson is... 'Super clay' is a damn sticky thing that will make you feel disgusted when you just touched it and when you wash your hands... Like damn er xin can? And for once, there's soap in the toilet... Thank god man.
Was supposed to meet ms BIG BIRD in the library during recess for a small favor from her... Although she could only fulfill half the requirements needed... I didn't care now... I don't need the other half now anyway. BUT SHE ACTUALLY DID NOT HELP ME! Grrrr. Write 3 characters will die arh? Take less than 10 seconds NIA. She kinda made up for it by finally, after i 'pleaded' with her... to write those 3 characters down. And i gave in my secret for that. I knew it was a wrong decision but at least i THOUGHT it will hold for a day. It didn't 4-5 hours later. I just got slapped in the face when she almost told another person...
English teacher wanted us to write our reflection journals... Maybe she should come here... All the reflection here! Lol. But anyway, the subject was on the vandalism that happened earlier on... And then, the first paragraph on top... I wrote some of them inside... I couldn't believe that i was that honest... Crap.
Physics was sian lah... Mr tan bak seng couldn't make it... Apparently due to the fact that he has to help with the school matters? The vandalism?(just my guess) So we were left in the homeroom for 2 periods and being students of our grade... We of course didn't use the 2 periods to study... Gossipers were gossiping, crappers were crapping, singers were singing, flirts were flirting. So life carried on.
Went for choir but since the sec 2's were not here for the humanities fair... The amount of people in the choir room was pathetically little that ms yee practically called off practice! LOL. She says no point lah, like a 60-70 man strong choir become a less than 20 people choir. Jialat arh... Might as well call off... Lol?
Junhao decided to go play snooker though i was a little reluctant... Still went to play with him anyway. And he was still as 'good' as ever. And i was extremely off-form. Ended up playing 1 hour for that single match. Like omg??? And laurel came up after his D&T thingys, and joined us... Haha. Valerie and sheryl came up too... To slack, away from their humanities fair. But well at least i enjoyed the company. And people... PLEASE! i beg you arh! Don't freakin get the wrong idea... The day is arriving... Nothing must go wrong now. Everything must go to plan. So please... Whatever you do, DO NOT CROSS ME. I am not as tolerant these days.
Went home and the first thing that happened was my mum telling me a guy named 'jiahao' called... And there i was thinking which jiahao i knew... Until i checked my handphone and realised it was 'JUNHAO'. So i called back. Apparently he was chatting with ms BIG BIRD... And added me to the conversation... Abit like msn... Lol. And before that, we played a super dangerous game that i know i will 80% of the chance lose. And i still played it, i must have lost my senses. But thinking back... If sure win, then play for what, fun meh? Anyway, i am supposed to win a score of 32/40 in the emaths common test. And c'mon lah, im not a genius can??? Even ms BIG BIRD score 34 nia... It seemed so hopeless for me. The penalty is VERY VERY DANGEROUS. My heart skipped a beat just by recalling...
So back to the conversation. First, ms BIG BIRD asked me how confident am i about winning, so i guess an honest reply of 10%. If you don't get it, think of this way. 80% lose. 10% draw. so 10% win lor. HAHA. Crap me. And ms BIG BIRD kindly offered to help me 'ding' if i really lose. You're nice! despite all the crap you've given me so far. I forgive on that... Little did i know, im gonna hate you again soon after 15mins of the conversation. And so we were talking about 'secrets'. And junhao, next time hor, you got secret want tell other people, tell them yourself lah... Now you drag me in... And the secret i gave to ms BIG BIRD earlier on is in grave danger thanks to you... Haiz. And ms BIG BIRD arh. Act a little leh. Know liao also no need say out. Follow me mah. People ask me guess, know answer liao still pretend dunno mah. Walao. Im so dead lah.
To think that i actually entrusted a secret to a lady i didn't know damn well. I'm an idiot aren't I? Perhaps stupidity is gonna struck straight in the face now, and i wonder, how far would i fly form the impact.
(VANDALS... YOU SHOULD REPENT AND SIN NO MORE)
And mrs tan addressed the problem to the school. Asking for volunteers to do what is right... And hmmz... It seems particularly familiar since the night before i've finished reading potter's tale and the house blacked out 2 times... And now today... Its repeating a scence in that book. A teacher in command, letting students decide whether to stay or leave... To fight against 'he-who-must-not-be-named' or flee into the safe areas of their home.
PE was kinda fun? Long long time since i ran so much while playing soccer... Haha, and amazingly we won though we were kinda weaker... I came so close to scoring a goal lah!!! Like when was the last time i actually had a chance to kick a ball into that stupid goalpost... And the ball when in!!! But it was not counted >.<
Biology was a sticky lesson... LITERALLY.
Mrs choy give us a prior test and i kinda crapped it... Like omg??? Siao liao if that test was to ever be added in the CA. I'll be so damn DEADDD. She also let us use 'super clay' to demonstrate the lesson. Which of course, our lazy class would not do. All we did was to play around and she actually closed 1 eye. My reflection for the lesson is... 'Super clay' is a damn sticky thing that will make you feel disgusted when you just touched it and when you wash your hands... Like damn er xin can? And for once, there's soap in the toilet... Thank god man.
Was supposed to meet ms BIG BIRD in the library during recess for a small favor from her... Although she could only fulfill half the requirements needed... I didn't care now... I don't need the other half now anyway. BUT SHE ACTUALLY DID NOT HELP ME! Grrrr. Write 3 characters will die arh? Take less than 10 seconds NIA. She kinda made up for it by finally, after i 'pleaded' with her... to write those 3 characters down. And i gave in my secret for that. I knew it was a wrong decision but at least i THOUGHT it will hold for a day. It didn't 4-5 hours later. I just got slapped in the face when she almost told another person...
English teacher wanted us to write our reflection journals... Maybe she should come here... All the reflection here! Lol. But anyway, the subject was on the vandalism that happened earlier on... And then, the first paragraph on top... I wrote some of them inside... I couldn't believe that i was that honest... Crap.
Physics was sian lah... Mr tan bak seng couldn't make it... Apparently due to the fact that he has to help with the school matters? The vandalism?(just my guess) So we were left in the homeroom for 2 periods and being students of our grade... We of course didn't use the 2 periods to study... Gossipers were gossiping, crappers were crapping, singers were singing, flirts were flirting. So life carried on.
Went for choir but since the sec 2's were not here for the humanities fair... The amount of people in the choir room was pathetically little that ms yee practically called off practice! LOL. She says no point lah, like a 60-70 man strong choir become a less than 20 people choir. Jialat arh... Might as well call off... Lol?
Junhao decided to go play snooker though i was a little reluctant... Still went to play with him anyway. And he was still as 'good' as ever. And i was extremely off-form. Ended up playing 1 hour for that single match. Like omg??? And laurel came up after his D&T thingys, and joined us... Haha. Valerie and sheryl came up too... To slack, away from their humanities fair. But well at least i enjoyed the company. And people... PLEASE! i beg you arh! Don't freakin get the wrong idea... The day is arriving... Nothing must go wrong now. Everything must go to plan. So please... Whatever you do, DO NOT CROSS ME. I am not as tolerant these days.
Went home and the first thing that happened was my mum telling me a guy named 'jiahao' called... And there i was thinking which jiahao i knew... Until i checked my handphone and realised it was 'JUNHAO'. So i called back. Apparently he was chatting with ms BIG BIRD... And added me to the conversation... Abit like msn... Lol. And before that, we played a super dangerous game that i know i will 80% of the chance lose. And i still played it, i must have lost my senses. But thinking back... If sure win, then play for what, fun meh? Anyway, i am supposed to win a score of 32/40 in the emaths common test. And c'mon lah, im not a genius can??? Even ms BIG BIRD score 34 nia... It seemed so hopeless for me. The penalty is VERY VERY DANGEROUS. My heart skipped a beat just by recalling...
So back to the conversation. First, ms BIG BIRD asked me how confident am i about winning, so i guess an honest reply of 10%. If you don't get it, think of this way. 80% lose. 10% draw. so 10% win lor. HAHA. Crap me. And ms BIG BIRD kindly offered to help me 'ding' if i really lose. You're nice! despite all the crap you've given me so far. I forgive on that... Little did i know, im gonna hate you again soon after 15mins of the conversation. And so we were talking about 'secrets'. And junhao, next time hor, you got secret want tell other people, tell them yourself lah... Now you drag me in... And the secret i gave to ms BIG BIRD earlier on is in grave danger thanks to you... Haiz. And ms BIG BIRD arh. Act a little leh. Know liao also no need say out. Follow me mah. People ask me guess, know answer liao still pretend dunno mah. Walao. Im so dead lah.
To think that i actually entrusted a secret to a lady i didn't know damn well. I'm an idiot aren't I? Perhaps stupidity is gonna struck straight in the face now, and i wonder, how far would i fly form the impact.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Slacky Sunday
As the title suggets. Until now, im still slacking... No mood to study. Fear used to be my fuel. I've have unfortunately or perhaps fortunately run out of fear. But i know it will return when i take the next paper which is dont know when arh?
Jay Chou's movie is OUT!!! On carnival's day... Who want to watch with me??? But i heard that its a artistic film. If you think that you're shallow(intellectually)... Better dont watch, since you'll be wasting your money anyway. And since its starts filming on wednesday, might as well... Do what i've planned on that day too...
Many thanks to JuinLi AGAIN. Because its such a captivating book. Seriously. Luckily i was able to pull myself out of it. I believe i can read from morning to night. If my backbone didn't protest... Haiz... Now even reading becomes a problem for this fragile body of mine... zzz
And ms BIG BIRD... Please lah... Don't liddat lah... Take pity on the wolfie... Just tell me straight. Your "clue" very hard to guess leh. Only a bird brain like you can think of it. A wolfie brain of mine couldn't comphrehend a single shit out of it >.<
And worse still, this wolfie brain of mine seem to have lost its mathematical function. I can stuck at binomials!!! When its supposed to be an easy topic laaaaa. Wolfie's brains just don't work the same way as human's do. I can actually know how to do Ex 6.2 when im bloody stuck at Ex 6.1, crap sia... Yue Liang Ah Yi~ Help arh!!!(If you don't understand, think again, this is damn obvious, not like the clue ms BIG BIRD gave >.<)
I prefer to stay hidden in the shadows where its safer
Rather than walking in the light like a sitting duck
Jay Chou's movie is OUT!!! On carnival's day... Who want to watch with me??? But i heard that its a artistic film. If you think that you're shallow(intellectually)... Better dont watch, since you'll be wasting your money anyway. And since its starts filming on wednesday, might as well... Do what i've planned on that day too...
Many thanks to JuinLi AGAIN. Because its such a captivating book. Seriously. Luckily i was able to pull myself out of it. I believe i can read from morning to night. If my backbone didn't protest... Haiz... Now even reading becomes a problem for this fragile body of mine... zzz
And ms BIG BIRD... Please lah... Don't liddat lah... Take pity on the wolfie... Just tell me straight. Your "clue" very hard to guess leh. Only a bird brain like you can think of it. A wolfie brain of mine couldn't comphrehend a single shit out of it >.<
And worse still, this wolfie brain of mine seem to have lost its mathematical function. I can stuck at binomials!!! When its supposed to be an easy topic laaaaa. Wolfie's brains just don't work the same way as human's do. I can actually know how to do Ex 6.2 when im bloody stuck at Ex 6.1, crap sia... Yue Liang Ah Yi~ Help arh!!!(If you don't understand, think again, this is damn obvious, not like the clue ms BIG BIRD gave >.<)
I prefer to stay hidden in the shadows where its safer
Rather than walking in the light like a sitting duck
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