MONDAY
Quite an interesting day... Started off with PE and played badminton cause i no need run le, passed already =P. Play and play and still so damn lousy... Just have to admit the fact, i can't play badminton. My racket strings broke... And then it was like everytime you hit a shuttlecock, you'll feel vibrations on the racket, damn cute la!
Went for maths but mr tan couldn't make it becasue the MOE officials were coming... End up slack throughout the whole period even though we're supposed to be doing work... Lol. JuinLi keep saying 2I girls have a 2I girls look... Though i don't really see the difference... Hmmz...
Physics is damn lang bei... This mr tan also couldn't make it... Think is the same reason ba, haiz. Ended up CPL come relieve us. She said that she couldn't believe that we were actually so damn noisy until she saw it for herself... Well? Perhaps its a good thing after all? Ended up at the corridor outside the library... Apparently the librarian was not in and hence the library was not open... 4 grace was also there... Sitting outside with us. The librarian eventually came and we went inside to slack for 1 period while CPL went back to her class as she had lessons.
While outside the library, joey trapped a jumping spider and lead it into MC's bag. And then we went into the library and slack. Sang so damn loudy that 2 girls whom i don't know keep staring at me =P. Think im a freak or something, haha. And i actually stare back. Then they contiune reading their books. Lol?
When we went for out chinese class, MC opened his bag and the spider jumped out... He said the spider struck a thread of the web on his hand which is obviously not true. Most likely is the spider spin the web inside the bag, then when MC put his hand inside to reach for the books, he touched them so got the sticky thread feeling. Its irritating( i mean the sticky thread feeling). I always get it while walking under trees because im too tall =P.
No Choir practiceeeeee... No venue arh! SIANNNNN.
My brother gave me a lecture on goals. He said that people who are succesful always plan and set their goals out ahead... so whenever they see their goals there. They will be reminded and strive harder to reach their targets. Little did my brother know, i see my goals everyday in school.
TUESDAY
Today, is a bad bad day. Overslept... Like omg? When was the last time i overslept man? And somemore on the exam day!!! Maybe i really too stress liao arh. Ended up with laurel and junhao because i saw them at the MRT. NYP still hasn't given laurel a reply slip to his direct poly admission... Really hopes he gets it. Best wishes!
Maths paper is CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. Its so impossible for them to set such hard question on such easy topics la... I dun think i can get my A1 liao la....... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Crap. I almost didn't managed to finish the paper. I thought there was 3 graphs to be drawn and when the invilgilator shouted 30 more minutes... I was still stuck at the first graph. Like so omg?!?!?! Then when she shouted 10 more mins... I barely finished the 2nd graph. And thats when i realised that there isn't a third graph to be drawn. Felt so HENGGG ARHHH. The thing is although this paper is hard to score, its easy to pass lor. I simply cannot understand why people all saying 'die liao, die liao' Never study meh? If really never study, then you asked for it lor... Zi Zhuo Nie, Bu Ke Rao
English compo is okay lah, at least when i was doing it... Trying to use as many chim chim words as possible... Lol. But overall still think okay lah. Slept for 35 minutes. Woke up. Felt the left side of my body numb. Signs of stroke. Lol. Really arh, if i old liao, the percentage of me getting a stroke confirm damn high. Sleep also can get half the body numb. Old liao sure siao liao.
After the paper, budiman asked me how much i've written and i just said 1 page 2 lines lor. Then he said need at least 350 words. And i was like HUH? really arh? Omg lah. I didn't see leh. Siao liao la. The usual confidence deserted me like refugees escaping out a country. Arghhh, just hope that a miracle happen and somehow or another reach 350 words. Amen.
Tui Huo Yi Bu, Hai Kuo Tian Kong.
Ru Guo Zhen De Shi Zhe Yang De Hua, Hai You Ren Yuan Yi Wang Qian Zou Ma?
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Surprises
So far, in this secondary school life, i havent really been surprised by students or even teachers, their decisions and reactions seems to be kind of expected to a certain extent, but there is 3 students whom i know, that never ever fails to surprise me... And heck, all in the same class zzz.
For example, there's 1 lady whom broke my personal record. This is the first time i ever used more than 10 sms on a single lady in a single day... May be kind of normal for you people, but for me, who is using a prepaid card, this is nearly impossible because i'll stop. Or the other person would stop. And not even her will receive 10 sms from me in a single day, basically, its because she wont even reply me 7 times... Lol. And seriously, i just kept being reminded why im so scared =P. Intelligence is another scary thing apart from details... Well, guess i just to somehow sit firm in my chair so i wont fall out the next time similiar speeds occur.
And i was super super surprised to hear someone say that she DIDN'T KNOW i had a SENSE OF HUMOUR?!?! Im like a stupid joker can? To think that someone thought that im a super serious idiot with no sense of humour -.-
Luckily i didnt fall out of my chair this time because i've learn my lesson =P. And so i was told that i shouldn't use my eyes like im some kinda wolfie. So if you ever achieved powerful eyes, please keep your observations to yourself, cause i was told that it will freak people out. Sadly, this lady confirmed my fears indirectly... Haiz, sometimes, its not a good thing to be able to infer things too...
Here's one reflection, im really super 'sua ku' when it comes to nightfall activities, i wouldn't have believed it if i hadn't seen it for myself. People actually stay up so late in the night using their computers? And because im kinda a traditional man, to me sleeping at 11.30pm is late enough already, and i was so damn surprised when i saw at least 20 people online at 12pm. Wished 1 'good morning'. Lol. And amazingly, so many of them are girls... So perhaps girls are actually more wild than boys... Hmmz.
Dui suo ai de ren, yi ju hua ye bu shuo, que zi zi tai luo suo
For example, there's 1 lady whom broke my personal record. This is the first time i ever used more than 10 sms on a single lady in a single day... May be kind of normal for you people, but for me, who is using a prepaid card, this is nearly impossible because i'll stop. Or the other person would stop. And not even her will receive 10 sms from me in a single day, basically, its because she wont even reply me 7 times... Lol. And seriously, i just kept being reminded why im so scared =P. Intelligence is another scary thing apart from details... Well, guess i just to somehow sit firm in my chair so i wont fall out the next time similiar speeds occur.
And i was super super surprised to hear someone say that she DIDN'T KNOW i had a SENSE OF HUMOUR?!?! Im like a stupid joker can? To think that someone thought that im a super serious idiot with no sense of humour -.-
Luckily i didnt fall out of my chair this time because i've learn my lesson =P. And so i was told that i shouldn't use my eyes like im some kinda wolfie. So if you ever achieved powerful eyes, please keep your observations to yourself, cause i was told that it will freak people out. Sadly, this lady confirmed my fears indirectly... Haiz, sometimes, its not a good thing to be able to infer things too...
Here's one reflection, im really super 'sua ku' when it comes to nightfall activities, i wouldn't have believed it if i hadn't seen it for myself. People actually stay up so late in the night using their computers? And because im kinda a traditional man, to me sleeping at 11.30pm is late enough already, and i was so damn surprised when i saw at least 20 people online at 12pm. Wished 1 'good morning'. Lol. And amazingly, so many of them are girls... So perhaps girls are actually more wild than boys... Hmmz.
Dui suo ai de ren, yi ju hua ye bu shuo, que zi zi tai luo suo
Saturday, July 28, 2007
The boring saturday
As the title suggests... Today is a BORINNNNGGGGG day. Nothing's happening, and im too slack a person to study on saturday =P. Ended up in front of the computer as usual, and also in front of my mum getting scolded as usual. Haiz, will this routine ever end?
Went for my maths tuition and did trigo and modulus function... Like omg?!?! my common test dun have trigo arh!!! siao liao... but i still finished it anyway... with not bad results... Its amazing how i never ever get full marks in tuition... Like the question the teacher give always so easy but then somewhere, somehow i will still do wrongly or just pure careless mistake... Grr
Was inspired by my friend because he is a plump guy... But after missing tuition for 3 sessions, he received amazing results. He went to gyms on saturday and goes to play badminton and swimming on sunday. In the end, he actually passed his 2.4km test... And with amazing results of 11minutes. Like omg?!?! he's like 79kg? And he runs a 11minutes? walao, make me feel so bad sia... I only 50+ kg also need to run 14minutes... sia suay leh...
Common test is tuesday!!! It finally starts! And if you really hate tests and exams... You can always look at the positive side. For example, If you're the very clever and score high high marks type, you can look at this common test as a stage for you to show your prowess. If you're a average average type... You can look upon this common test as a experiment to show how much you well you can do in different areas of knowledge. If you're a study not so good 1 who fails regularly, you can look upon this tests as a chance to not fail and prove to yourself that you can pass! As for those who don't want to study, don't like to study, don't care to study, you can look upon this as a good chance to sleep openly without being scolded by teachers even if you're 'caught'
So i wish everyone good luck for common tests and please... Don't be so zai can? Just do your normal zainess cos i will estimate how zai you will be and already have a plan where i'll be so IFFF you suddenly SPRING up onto the zainess board, i'll be knock off my chair =P.
I aim for the moon, knowing that when i fail, at least i'll be lying among the stars... But when i really jumped for the moon and i failed, i realise, the stars are actually much further away...
Went for my maths tuition and did trigo and modulus function... Like omg?!?! my common test dun have trigo arh!!! siao liao... but i still finished it anyway... with not bad results... Its amazing how i never ever get full marks in tuition... Like the question the teacher give always so easy but then somewhere, somehow i will still do wrongly or just pure careless mistake... Grr
Was inspired by my friend because he is a plump guy... But after missing tuition for 3 sessions, he received amazing results. He went to gyms on saturday and goes to play badminton and swimming on sunday. In the end, he actually passed his 2.4km test... And with amazing results of 11minutes. Like omg?!?! he's like 79kg? And he runs a 11minutes? walao, make me feel so bad sia... I only 50+ kg also need to run 14minutes... sia suay leh...
Common test is tuesday!!! It finally starts! And if you really hate tests and exams... You can always look at the positive side. For example, If you're the very clever and score high high marks type, you can look at this common test as a stage for you to show your prowess. If you're a average average type... You can look upon this common test as a experiment to show how much you well you can do in different areas of knowledge. If you're a study not so good 1 who fails regularly, you can look upon this tests as a chance to not fail and prove to yourself that you can pass! As for those who don't want to study, don't like to study, don't care to study, you can look upon this as a good chance to sleep openly without being scolded by teachers even if you're 'caught'
So i wish everyone good luck for common tests and please... Don't be so zai can? Just do your normal zainess cos i will estimate how zai you will be and already have a plan where i'll be so IFFF you suddenly SPRING up onto the zainess board, i'll be knock off my chair =P.
I aim for the moon, knowing that when i fail, at least i'll be lying among the stars... But when i really jumped for the moon and i failed, i realise, the stars are actually much further away...
Friday, July 27, 2007
Its Friday again.
Yay! Today is friday again, a day most people would most probably look forward to. And so i think most of the people are wishing school ended quickly so they can go home sleep/slack/play. Well, as usual, im always looking forward to a school day and wish to absorb as much knowledge as possible, which is 1 of the reasons you never see me sleeping in class =P.
Stepped into school with my usual killer aura... Lol? Perhaps im just pure scary. Anyway, i was kind of surprised when i saw her sitting in the canteen bench when its like so damn early in the morning? Apparently she's scared of being late again... After all, she was late on monday,tuesday,thursday. So perhaps she's scared she will get Detention Class if she's ever late again. haha. Maths was er half fun half hard? Cause i wasn't paying attention(full attention). Was singing as usual =P. And so when i tried to tackle the problems, they caused problems. Lol
Biology test was better than i thought. I couldn't study at all thanks to the ever-flowing mucus and the ever-flowing tears. I caught a damn cold the night before a biology test. Zzzz. But guessed i did not too badly, my brains could dig something up in the archives... Think can get at least a 17/25? Maybe 15? Must at least have a 'B'. Failing is not an option.
Choir practice is SPECIAL. We had to sing in the house of god... Thanks to the examination that made the technical block out of bounds... It was abit like VCH... The sound just fly all the way up up up ^^^ and then if you used the headvoice often... It sounds damn nice... So the sopranos benefit the most =P. But the only bad thing is its SPARSE and HUGE and BIG. And the benches are in a squary format instead of the curvy 'U's that most choirs and bands sit in. So the voice was a bit hard.
Clarence came to play snooker, so i had to take the key for him, when i went up, the choir peeps followed. And when jerome and Clarence play like 3 games... We finally finished one... Haiz, maybe im just too noob man. And then super luckily never got scolded although i was late to return the keys... Haha, the uncles are nice people!!!
People who are talkative listen more than they talk
or not where would they find subjects to talk about?
Stepped into school with my usual killer aura... Lol? Perhaps im just pure scary. Anyway, i was kind of surprised when i saw her sitting in the canteen bench when its like so damn early in the morning? Apparently she's scared of being late again... After all, she was late on monday,tuesday,thursday. So perhaps she's scared she will get Detention Class if she's ever late again. haha. Maths was er half fun half hard? Cause i wasn't paying attention(full attention). Was singing as usual =P. And so when i tried to tackle the problems, they caused problems. Lol
Biology test was better than i thought. I couldn't study at all thanks to the ever-flowing mucus and the ever-flowing tears. I caught a damn cold the night before a biology test. Zzzz. But guessed i did not too badly, my brains could dig something up in the archives... Think can get at least a 17/25? Maybe 15? Must at least have a 'B'. Failing is not an option.
Choir practice is SPECIAL. We had to sing in the house of god... Thanks to the examination that made the technical block out of bounds... It was abit like VCH... The sound just fly all the way up up up ^^^ and then if you used the headvoice often... It sounds damn nice... So the sopranos benefit the most =P. But the only bad thing is its SPARSE and HUGE and BIG. And the benches are in a squary format instead of the curvy 'U's that most choirs and bands sit in. So the voice was a bit hard.
Clarence came to play snooker, so i had to take the key for him, when i went up, the choir peeps followed. And when jerome and Clarence play like 3 games... We finally finished one... Haiz, maybe im just too noob man. And then super luckily never got scolded although i was late to return the keys... Haha, the uncles are nice people!!!
People who are talkative listen more than they talk
or not where would they find subjects to talk about?
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Sian Sian Wednesday
Today is not a good day, at least for me. A lot of unfortnate incidents happened to me =P.
Firstly, i got back the first test i flunk. zzz. Got the same marks as HongYi. Lol... Pathetic sia, the english test, didn't even hit a 25% mark. Wonder how im gonna save myself with just a compo. Think i will need a write a super interesting + exciting story. But luckily, the compo takes us a higher pencentage but then still need to do leh, sian sia...
Got back the maths test. Its so omg, im the last of the 7 pupils who got an 'A1'. Like i fell so far back?!?! Siao liao, needa buck up again. Thought i will get a 26 but in the end only got a 24 because of careless mistake!!! Grrr, i don't mind not scoring, but i mind if i lose marks because of careless mistakes, perhaps that really reflects on my character... Haiz
Chemistry test is disatrous to me. Its a OOOOMMMMGGGG. And i kinda half know how to do, half dunno how to do, so perhaps get a '8'? I hope bah... And its extremely disheartening if you're already struck at the 2nd question, makes you want to give up the whole test... And being the lazy idiot i've always been, i am never hardworking enough to check my answers. And i know i'll regret it if i ever make a careless mistake... arh!!!
Sometimes, be really careful of what you wish for, because you might not know, but it really came true, only in a way that you do not like it. So firstly, dun waste your wishes, secondly, really really hope that things turn out the way you've always wanted them to. Don't be an idiot who regrets like me >.<
In case you're wondering why im wrote the above paragraph, i'll just explain it. Firstly, i wished for the snow on the heart to melt, but when it finally did. The one who enjoys it is not me. So if you understand, good for you, don't know? never mind. You'll get it someday.
Let's just wish that time is the best healer
Firstly, i got back the first test i flunk. zzz. Got the same marks as HongYi. Lol... Pathetic sia, the english test, didn't even hit a 25% mark. Wonder how im gonna save myself with just a compo. Think i will need a write a super interesting + exciting story. But luckily, the compo takes us a higher pencentage but then still need to do leh, sian sia...
Got back the maths test. Its so omg, im the last of the 7 pupils who got an 'A1'. Like i fell so far back?!?! Siao liao, needa buck up again. Thought i will get a 26 but in the end only got a 24 because of careless mistake!!! Grrr, i don't mind not scoring, but i mind if i lose marks because of careless mistakes, perhaps that really reflects on my character... Haiz
Chemistry test is disatrous to me. Its a OOOOMMMMGGGG. And i kinda half know how to do, half dunno how to do, so perhaps get a '8'? I hope bah... And its extremely disheartening if you're already struck at the 2nd question, makes you want to give up the whole test... And being the lazy idiot i've always been, i am never hardworking enough to check my answers. And i know i'll regret it if i ever make a careless mistake... arh!!!
Sometimes, be really careful of what you wish for, because you might not know, but it really came true, only in a way that you do not like it. So firstly, dun waste your wishes, secondly, really really hope that things turn out the way you've always wanted them to. Don't be an idiot who regrets like me >.<
In case you're wondering why im wrote the above paragraph, i'll just explain it. Firstly, i wished for the snow on the heart to melt, but when it finally did. The one who enjoys it is not me. So if you understand, good for you, don't know? never mind. You'll get it someday.
Let's just wish that time is the best healer
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Reflections After The Syf Concert
Just came back form the concert. It is damn late now and im writing this post on a paper and planning to type it out tomorrow when i get home. Its impossible to use the computer now anyway. The point is, i think that what happened affected me so much that if i left it to tomorrow, i would be senseless and having an emotional range of a teaspoon instead. So i wrote down everything now.
I met JunHao and laurel at Yio Chu Kang MRT and junhao asked me to guess what colour of shirt she will be wearing and because i was wearing a pink tee, a colour people say that they would not expect me to wear. And through natural instinct, i guessed the colour white. And it really was white! Along with the exact format(Shirt,Skirt,Shoe,Bag). Well, except for the skirt... But at least it was still the right colour =P. And another thing i missed out was the teddy bear earrings.
Was on the bus when everyone(at least the people around me) did almost the same thing. They started taking photos. Handphones, cameras, whatever. Everyone was posing here and there. Being the usual camera shy guy, i was of course excluded from all the 'action'. And junhao had a bad idea which somehow or another i half-stopped. He wanted to take a photo of me, then take a photo of her. And thats when i realised what he was up to, PHOTOSHOP Technology. Grrr!! So my simple solution was to look out of the window and admire the scenery so no one could take a photo with my full face in it =P. Luckily my little walkman radio was accompanying me, so i'll be bored to death. And everyone thought i was emo-ing?!?! Like no?!?! Just because im looking out to the window all the time doesn't mean im emo-ing -.-
I eventually turned back when the phototaking sessions were over. Well, feels kind of happy seeing her laughing and enjoying herself. Even when im not part of the laughter of enjoyment. Seeing is enough =P.
The concert is GOOD. And better than the SingOut we had last year. What to do? They all Gold and GWH choirs leh. We're just a pathetic bronze. The choir people keep saying i bring killer's atmosphere with my solitude and my face. Like i want to kill someone like that. Am i really that scary??? Hmmz.
After the long long concert, were back in the bus and returning to school. Many people tried to sleep. Most did not suceed. There was one that i paid personal attention that she wont fall asleep. Whether she liked it or not. Who ask you strike a stupid deal with junhao? But the crazy photo session from this evening did not stop. Had 2 pervert(not naming) going around taking pictures of people(mainly girls) sleeping. And one of them dare to take a photo of her and showed it to me as if it was some kind of masterpiece. I mean, the picture is nice(Of Course!) but its not right to do that right? I just felt so enraged apart from the fact that it was a waste to delete it.
He-who-mc-thinks cant-sing made a comment that hurt me a little. It was her response that really drived the nail, straight into the heart. I don't know if it was on purpose but it didn't seem so. But that set me wondering, why do i always get hurt by people's comments THIS easily? Is it true that beneath this cold exterior lies a warm fragile heart? One like an onion, slowly being peeled off? Perhaps one day when its all gone, i would be a living dead without any emotions at all.
When we finally got down the damn bus, i was still there with my ever-powering solitude of killing atmosphere. Hurt by the comment and reply. In a very frustrated, heartbroken state. My face may not show it, but think again, isn't it more dangerous if my face shows it? And !@#$, i was just looking at her the last time and standing there, planning to take my bus home soon, When they have to !@#$%^& tease me. Its so !@#$ lah! i may bear with it once, twice, but that doesn't !@#$%^& mean that i can bear with it the third time. Why don't people want face when i give them but when i throw my temper than they start to feel sorry? I mean, i also tease people, but at the very least, i know when to stop!
When im smiling, my heart's crying...
What is gonna happen if im crying?
Would typhoons blow and hurricanes come?
I met JunHao and laurel at Yio Chu Kang MRT and junhao asked me to guess what colour of shirt she will be wearing and because i was wearing a pink tee, a colour people say that they would not expect me to wear. And through natural instinct, i guessed the colour white. And it really was white! Along with the exact format(Shirt,Skirt,Shoe,Bag). Well, except for the skirt... But at least it was still the right colour =P. And another thing i missed out was the teddy bear earrings.
Was on the bus when everyone(at least the people around me) did almost the same thing. They started taking photos. Handphones, cameras, whatever. Everyone was posing here and there. Being the usual camera shy guy, i was of course excluded from all the 'action'. And junhao had a bad idea which somehow or another i half-stopped. He wanted to take a photo of me, then take a photo of her. And thats when i realised what he was up to, PHOTOSHOP Technology. Grrr!! So my simple solution was to look out of the window and admire the scenery so no one could take a photo with my full face in it =P. Luckily my little walkman radio was accompanying me, so i'll be bored to death. And everyone thought i was emo-ing?!?! Like no?!?! Just because im looking out to the window all the time doesn't mean im emo-ing -.-
I eventually turned back when the phototaking sessions were over. Well, feels kind of happy seeing her laughing and enjoying herself. Even when im not part of the laughter of enjoyment. Seeing is enough =P.
The concert is GOOD. And better than the SingOut we had last year. What to do? They all Gold and GWH choirs leh. We're just a pathetic bronze. The choir people keep saying i bring killer's atmosphere with my solitude and my face. Like i want to kill someone like that. Am i really that scary??? Hmmz.
After the long long concert, were back in the bus and returning to school. Many people tried to sleep. Most did not suceed. There was one that i paid personal attention that she wont fall asleep. Whether she liked it or not. Who ask you strike a stupid deal with junhao? But the crazy photo session from this evening did not stop. Had 2 pervert(not naming) going around taking pictures of people(mainly girls) sleeping. And one of them dare to take a photo of her and showed it to me as if it was some kind of masterpiece. I mean, the picture is nice(Of Course!) but its not right to do that right? I just felt so enraged apart from the fact that it was a waste to delete it.
He-who-mc-thinks cant-sing made a comment that hurt me a little. It was her response that really drived the nail, straight into the heart. I don't know if it was on purpose but it didn't seem so. But that set me wondering, why do i always get hurt by people's comments THIS easily? Is it true that beneath this cold exterior lies a warm fragile heart? One like an onion, slowly being peeled off? Perhaps one day when its all gone, i would be a living dead without any emotions at all.
When we finally got down the damn bus, i was still there with my ever-powering solitude of killing atmosphere. Hurt by the comment and reply. In a very frustrated, heartbroken state. My face may not show it, but think again, isn't it more dangerous if my face shows it? And !@#$, i was just looking at her the last time and standing there, planning to take my bus home soon, When they have to !@#$%^& tease me. Its so !@#$ lah! i may bear with it once, twice, but that doesn't !@#$%^& mean that i can bear with it the third time. Why don't people want face when i give them but when i throw my temper than they start to feel sorry? I mean, i also tease people, but at the very least, i know when to stop!
When im smiling, my heart's crying...
What is gonna happen if im crying?
Would typhoons blow and hurricanes come?
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Tuesday
Tuesday was a average day =P. She was late again, and i was almost late too, stupid traffic. Sometimes really should wake up so much more earlier than i normally do.
Bio test is this friday! sian man, so far i thought i had flunk 2 tests but now i think i flunk 3, i really really cannot afford to flunk anymore!!! And i still cannot find the things required for me to make my move. Its like so sian can? And i don't like to ask around. Especially when im the mastermind, i could already imagine everyone going around gossiping about what im gonna plan, its just so so so not nice.
Got back our maths test!!! Everyone scored well but the thing is the test is super easy, almost similiar to an open book test, and i got 94%!!! When that idiot sitting beside me got 97% =P. Sometimes i think mr david really too lenient le arh... But the i los the 6% because i nv write reason >.<
Firstly im lazy to write reasons
Secondly i think that knowing how to do is more important than knowing the reasons
Thirdly i feel that since i already know how to do, why bother writing reasons?
And the 6% deducted is my retribution >.<
Got back the chem test too... And christopher shouted, "ALL FAIL!" when PL asked us how well we think we've done. And PL said,"yah, true. Only 2 passed" And i was naively wishing for a 7 mark and above... HongYi managed to pass and got the highest with 7 marks. I was second and the last one to pass... Others just purely failed. And i only got 5 marks >.<
Physics test was ok... There are 5 questions im not 90% sure of getting correct so i think i'll get about 11/16. Not very bad hor? Haiz and the damn thing im planning falls on the same day as physics... (IM SO DARINGLY TELLING PEOPLE WHEN IM GONNA DO WHAT, I AM JUST SO DAMN STUPID)
And for people who don't understand a shit, go flip your timetable and find out when the physics common test day is on. And then check with your diary or notebook or whatever and see the date collides with what and if unfortunately it doesn't collide with anything, its good for me =P.
Going for Choral presentation later, wonder how im gonna handle the homework when i get back =P. And i'll try not to wear a under-sized shirt to VCH =P.
And i was naive enough to believe every word you said, not doubting a single thing, guess im just pure stupid, dumb and naive. Or perhaps just pure pessimistic
Bio test is this friday! sian man, so far i thought i had flunk 2 tests but now i think i flunk 3, i really really cannot afford to flunk anymore!!! And i still cannot find the things required for me to make my move. Its like so sian can? And i don't like to ask around. Especially when im the mastermind, i could already imagine everyone going around gossiping about what im gonna plan, its just so so so not nice.
Got back our maths test!!! Everyone scored well but the thing is the test is super easy, almost similiar to an open book test, and i got 94%!!! When that idiot sitting beside me got 97% =P. Sometimes i think mr david really too lenient le arh... But the i los the 6% because i nv write reason >.<
Firstly im lazy to write reasons
Secondly i think that knowing how to do is more important than knowing the reasons
Thirdly i feel that since i already know how to do, why bother writing reasons?
And the 6% deducted is my retribution >.<
Got back the chem test too... And christopher shouted, "ALL FAIL!" when PL asked us how well we think we've done. And PL said,"yah, true. Only 2 passed" And i was naively wishing for a 7 mark and above... HongYi managed to pass and got the highest with 7 marks. I was second and the last one to pass... Others just purely failed. And i only got 5 marks >.<
Physics test was ok... There are 5 questions im not 90% sure of getting correct so i think i'll get about 11/16. Not very bad hor? Haiz and the damn thing im planning falls on the same day as physics... (IM SO DARINGLY TELLING PEOPLE WHEN IM GONNA DO WHAT, I AM JUST SO DAMN STUPID)
And for people who don't understand a shit, go flip your timetable and find out when the physics common test day is on. And then check with your diary or notebook or whatever and see the date collides with what and if unfortunately it doesn't collide with anything, its good for me =P.
Going for Choral presentation later, wonder how im gonna handle the homework when i get back =P. And i'll try not to wear a under-sized shirt to VCH =P.
And i was naive enough to believe every word you said, not doubting a single thing, guess im just pure stupid, dumb and naive. Or perhaps just pure pessimistic
Monday, July 23, 2007
Monday
Today was a cute day, buy nothing really special... Sounds contradicting.
Something interesting happened in physics lab. I don't know if i should write it out but yeah, i suppose. First there was this argument about he-who-mc-thinks-cant-sing again. Again, it happened, maybe it was wrong for me to put a leg in it >.<
And so it happened. But then MC made a wrong move =P.(at least to me it was wrong). He asked the girls in front of us who they think can sing well, MC or he-who-mc-thinks-cant-sing. Which of course expecting himself to be the choice. But when the girls couldn't really give an immediate answer... He added me into the options!!! And i got the best vote!!! hurray. he-who-mc-thinks-cant-sing is second. And sadly, mc is last =P. Sad man, haha, i kind pity you =P.
Then when i went for choir, wilson greeted me with a 'ni papa chu de dong xi hen hao chi(the food your dad cooks is nice)' The first reaction i had was not a 'thank you' but rather a defensive 'how you know?' And he said he went to the ITE for lunch for some reason that i do not wish to know... And he ate at my fathers stall... And upon seeing the school badge... My father asked if he was from PHS. And wilson said 'yes' of course... And then the following conversation(as told by wilson) took place.
Dad: Ni shi zhang lao hui zhong xue lai de arh(You come from PHS?)
Wils: Yah
Dad: Wo er zi ye shi(my son also)
Wils: Du she mo ban de(what class is he in?)
Dad: na ge sec 3 de lor(that sec 3 1 lor)
Wils: she mo ming zi?(whats his name?)
Dad: lee yan cheng lor, na ge hen huai dan de (Lee Yan Cheng lor, that very naughty 1)
Like what the hell? am i that naughty =P? And i believed my father gave wilson discount... cause however is my friend he sure give discount de... But please dun all choing to ITE...
And another interesting thing happened during choir... We were having our break and barry was not present because apparently, he was eating pizza at the library... Librarian's farewell party i ASSUME. And we all joking told ms yee that he was eating pizza at the library thats why he was not present for choir practice. Then during the break... We went to the library to 'pay him a visit'. And we told him ms yee scold leh, why he nv come choir? He gave a stupid reply:'I don't give a shit'. And guess what we did? SABO ARH! LOL. Ms yee said she will note it down... =P. Although i was not the 1 who told ms yee directly, i think im the one most responsible cause i gave the idea of SABO... LOL. Im so bad.
Hope is a disgusting thing that drives disappointment that leads to desperation.
Something interesting happened in physics lab. I don't know if i should write it out but yeah, i suppose. First there was this argument about he-who-mc-thinks-cant-sing again. Again, it happened, maybe it was wrong for me to put a leg in it >.<
And so it happened. But then MC made a wrong move =P.(at least to me it was wrong). He asked the girls in front of us who they think can sing well, MC or he-who-mc-thinks-cant-sing. Which of course expecting himself to be the choice. But when the girls couldn't really give an immediate answer... He added me into the options!!! And i got the best vote!!! hurray. he-who-mc-thinks-cant-sing is second. And sadly, mc is last =P. Sad man, haha, i kind pity you =P.
Then when i went for choir, wilson greeted me with a 'ni papa chu de dong xi hen hao chi(the food your dad cooks is nice)' The first reaction i had was not a 'thank you' but rather a defensive 'how you know?' And he said he went to the ITE for lunch for some reason that i do not wish to know... And he ate at my fathers stall... And upon seeing the school badge... My father asked if he was from PHS. And wilson said 'yes' of course... And then the following conversation(as told by wilson) took place.
Dad: Ni shi zhang lao hui zhong xue lai de arh(You come from PHS?)
Wils: Yah
Dad: Wo er zi ye shi(my son also)
Wils: Du she mo ban de(what class is he in?)
Dad: na ge sec 3 de lor(that sec 3 1 lor)
Wils: she mo ming zi?(whats his name?)
Dad: lee yan cheng lor, na ge hen huai dan de (Lee Yan Cheng lor, that very naughty 1)
Like what the hell? am i that naughty =P? And i believed my father gave wilson discount... cause however is my friend he sure give discount de... But please dun all choing to ITE...
And another interesting thing happened during choir... We were having our break and barry was not present because apparently, he was eating pizza at the library... Librarian's farewell party i ASSUME. And we all joking told ms yee that he was eating pizza at the library thats why he was not present for choir practice. Then during the break... We went to the library to 'pay him a visit'. And we told him ms yee scold leh, why he nv come choir? He gave a stupid reply:'I don't give a shit'. And guess what we did? SABO ARH! LOL. Ms yee said she will note it down... =P. Although i was not the 1 who told ms yee directly, i think im the one most responsible cause i gave the idea of SABO... LOL. Im so bad.
Hope is a disgusting thing that drives disappointment that leads to desperation.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Wolfie!
Sian man? do i really look that much like a jerk of some kind? Do i really glare and stare that much? If i really do, im sorry because i don't really mean it. If im ever staring or glaring at you, it only means that something or somewhere about or around you has aroused my attention and im OBSERVING it. Or just pure finding it.
And thanks to the dear lady who named me wolfie?. She said i looked like a coloured wolf(se lang). Er... perhaps the english translation is 'pervert' whatever lah. And she scared my stares and my glares are so scary? And scared her a lot of times? And she thinks that she would be even more scared because i tend to stare and glare at her even more?!?!?! Oh crap... Maybe i should just try to close my eyes and be a blind man for 1 day. Maybe everything would be find... But i definitely WILL NOT do something obscene on the bus...
Watched potter's movie yesterday... Like everyone said, its cut short and they changed the plot... But that set me thinking... If they didn't change the plot, it wouldn't be as appealing as it would be can it? You wouldn't want to see a movie thats exactly the same as the book... If its the same, why bother watching the movie anyway? Just remember its for the sake of us, to make it more entertaining... And seriously, the spell effects are niceeee. And if they don't cut short, we obviously know that it wont fit into a 2hour+ movie? So far its the first time i needed to take a toilet break during a movie. And its near the finale >.<
Had 'sushi tei' for the first time in my life in vivo!(the movie was watched in gv vivo =P) I know im sua ku lah... okok shhhh dun laugh... Had my first katsu don! Its not a bomb rice can? For mr mc who thinks that 'katsu' is explode only =P. Had this reflection... If you ever open a dining restaurant at a place where's there's a cinema... You can afford to give lesser portions. Because they'll still be full after your meal thanks to the popcorns... Okay im crappy, whatever.
I mock those who mock me
I mock those who don't dare mock
I mock those who don't know how to mock
And i mock myself for mocking almost every human on earth
And thanks to the dear lady who named me wolfie?. She said i looked like a coloured wolf(se lang). Er... perhaps the english translation is 'pervert' whatever lah. And she scared my stares and my glares are so scary? And scared her a lot of times? And she thinks that she would be even more scared because i tend to stare and glare at her even more?!?!?! Oh crap... Maybe i should just try to close my eyes and be a blind man for 1 day. Maybe everything would be find... But i definitely WILL NOT do something obscene on the bus...
Watched potter's movie yesterday... Like everyone said, its cut short and they changed the plot... But that set me thinking... If they didn't change the plot, it wouldn't be as appealing as it would be can it? You wouldn't want to see a movie thats exactly the same as the book... If its the same, why bother watching the movie anyway? Just remember its for the sake of us, to make it more entertaining... And seriously, the spell effects are niceeee. And if they don't cut short, we obviously know that it wont fit into a 2hour+ movie? So far its the first time i needed to take a toilet break during a movie. And its near the finale >.<
Had 'sushi tei' for the first time in my life in vivo!(the movie was watched in gv vivo =P) I know im sua ku lah... okok shhhh dun laugh... Had my first katsu don! Its not a bomb rice can? For mr mc who thinks that 'katsu' is explode only =P. Had this reflection... If you ever open a dining restaurant at a place where's there's a cinema... You can afford to give lesser portions. Because they'll still be full after your meal thanks to the popcorns... Okay im crappy, whatever.
I mock those who mock me
I mock those who don't dare mock
I mock those who don't know how to mock
And i mock myself for mocking almost every human on earth
Friday, July 20, 2007
Friday!
Great day! haha, 1st time stopped at the bus stop to finished listening to a song on the radio before crossing the road to the school, its a nice song, and its sang by hongyi alot of times last time... The meteor garden theme song =P. Got a little ruined by him now that i heard the original guy sing it... Lol...
Realised that she was not in her class when assembly started, maybe she was late? Or was sick? i don't know and didn't get to after all. All i knew was after i changed into PE attire she was there sitting in her class already, hmmz...
PE's 2.4km run is sian lah, i mean i know i cannot really pass anyway, but might as well try to pass since since since, i almost did it the last time? And i kinda did it man! I passed! Hurray! 14min11seconds and checked the notice board
E 14.11 - 15.20
Just nice got into the 14.11, get a nice nice 'E' >.< style="font-style: italic;">her class doing PE on standing broad jump? After the period ended, saw her with another 3 girls errr 'trying out' on the standing broad jump thingy, and i stand there, with my arms folded and observed how they jump. And just when she wanted to jump, they kinda saw me and all retreated... And laughing? Lol... Am i just paranoid? I don't think so, you won't suddenly see 4 girls looking your direction and all moving the opposite direction the next second.
Physics is kind of crappy, most of the class like not interested like that leh, how arh? And to think that i thought i was slack, they're even slacker... What mr sim said is right lor, guys upon reaching sec 3, they'll start to get scared and buck up... And for those who are unable to buck up but are stuck there in their slacking attitude, will just die...
Social Studies Test is 100% crap. The 5 minutes planning time is useful, provided you're not a super lazy bum like myself... All i did was to scribble something on the paper and then erase them... Wasted 5 minutes like that... Cool man. Tried to recall whatever i have kind of learned in class and tried my very best to write them down. And just when i finished 1 paragraph(which i believe was exteremely crappy...) Mr. invigilator said, "10 more mins!". That was when i knew it was a gone case for me >.< Its amazing though, i could actually rushed the next 3 paragraphs in 7 MINUTES. But they were obviously even more crappy than the 1st paragraph... Sianz
And after the test, i was supposed to help Mrs janice lim flip the test papers and arrange them in register number... So the test that ended at 3.10... was dragged to 3.25. + the locking of doors la, so in the end skipped lunch altogether and went to choir straight >.< Im deprived of lunch when im this lanky??? Unfair man=P
Found it strange when she was late AGAIN! For choir practice this time, and i must admit i was a LITTLE bit restless, but of course knew how to cover it la. If anyone noticed, i was shaking my legs alot, and it would seem very er, attention attracting, so must make it natural... So act ah beng lor, ah beng shake leg also nvm de ma. Kinda copied lewis =P. And when i went downstairs to borrow the snooker room key... I saw her in the canteen, chatting?!?!? when its already time for choir and she's chatting? hmmz, something's not right... So i be nice guy and asked someone to remind her IN CASE she forgot, which seemed so impossible... Lol.
And after i returned to the music room, SHE STILL DID NOT TURN UP?!?!? Asked for another favor and someone kindly helped me ask her =P. But i did get a chance to listen to the reason, but then serve as a reminder... So never mind lor. She finally came up when we're about to the sectionals, just when we were chased out of the seminar room because the auntie was mopping the floor and the floor was wet... She walked straight into the seminar room and got scolded... Lol? Never mind, i was glad that she finally arrived...
Her excuse was that her 2 good friends who practically sit with her during assembly and classes everyday very long never have a chat already and was having a good one, since the 2 other friends were skipping CO, it is only right for her to skip choir? Im still considering if that's a good excuse... Lol
After choir ended, i 'rushed' down to the security post to return the keys and i knew the security guard confirm will scold me de, cause i was a little late. But i calculated a scolding time of 10 mins... In the end still not enough... I still did not get the chance that i wanted... Thanks to the security guard luh >.<>.<
Elimination Of Consolation?
Realised that she was not in her class when assembly started, maybe she was late? Or was sick? i don't know and didn't get to after all. All i knew was after i changed into PE attire she was there sitting in her class already, hmmz...
PE's 2.4km run is sian lah, i mean i know i cannot really pass anyway, but might as well try to pass since since since, i almost did it the last time? And i kinda did it man! I passed! Hurray! 14min11seconds and checked the notice board
E 14.11 - 15.20
Just nice got into the 14.11, get a nice nice 'E' >.< style="font-style: italic;">her class doing PE on standing broad jump? After the period ended, saw her with another 3 girls errr 'trying out' on the standing broad jump thingy, and i stand there, with my arms folded and observed how they jump. And just when she wanted to jump, they kinda saw me and all retreated... And laughing? Lol... Am i just paranoid? I don't think so, you won't suddenly see 4 girls looking your direction and all moving the opposite direction the next second.
Physics is kind of crappy, most of the class like not interested like that leh, how arh? And to think that i thought i was slack, they're even slacker... What mr sim said is right lor, guys upon reaching sec 3, they'll start to get scared and buck up... And for those who are unable to buck up but are stuck there in their slacking attitude, will just die...
Social Studies Test is 100% crap. The 5 minutes planning time is useful, provided you're not a super lazy bum like myself... All i did was to scribble something on the paper and then erase them... Wasted 5 minutes like that... Cool man. Tried to recall whatever i have kind of learned in class and tried my very best to write them down. And just when i finished 1 paragraph(which i believe was exteremely crappy...) Mr. invigilator said, "10 more mins!". That was when i knew it was a gone case for me >.< Its amazing though, i could actually rushed the next 3 paragraphs in 7 MINUTES. But they were obviously even more crappy than the 1st paragraph... Sianz
And after the test, i was supposed to help Mrs janice lim flip the test papers and arrange them in register number... So the test that ended at 3.10... was dragged to 3.25. + the locking of doors la, so in the end skipped lunch altogether and went to choir straight >.< Im deprived of lunch when im this lanky??? Unfair man=P
Found it strange when she was late AGAIN! For choir practice this time, and i must admit i was a LITTLE bit restless, but of course knew how to cover it la. If anyone noticed, i was shaking my legs alot, and it would seem very er, attention attracting, so must make it natural... So act ah beng lor, ah beng shake leg also nvm de ma. Kinda copied lewis =P. And when i went downstairs to borrow the snooker room key... I saw her in the canteen, chatting?!?!? when its already time for choir and she's chatting? hmmz, something's not right... So i be nice guy and asked someone to remind her IN CASE she forgot, which seemed so impossible... Lol.
And after i returned to the music room, SHE STILL DID NOT TURN UP?!?!? Asked for another favor and someone kindly helped me ask her =P. But i did get a chance to listen to the reason, but then serve as a reminder... So never mind lor. She finally came up when we're about to the sectionals, just when we were chased out of the seminar room because the auntie was mopping the floor and the floor was wet... She walked straight into the seminar room and got scolded... Lol? Never mind, i was glad that she finally arrived...
Her excuse was that her 2 good friends who practically sit with her during assembly and classes everyday very long never have a chat already and was having a good one, since the 2 other friends were skipping CO, it is only right for her to skip choir? Im still considering if that's a good excuse... Lol
After choir ended, i 'rushed' down to the security post to return the keys and i knew the security guard confirm will scold me de, cause i was a little late. But i calculated a scolding time of 10 mins... In the end still not enough... I still did not get the chance that i wanted... Thanks to the security guard luh >.<>.<
Elimination Of Consolation?
Thursday, July 19, 2007
The next 2 days of this week
WEDNESDAY
Very exciting day... And ahem, interesting...
The most interesting thing is 1 that i've never seen before in this lifetime, i don't think anyone else have much of a chance to see it often anyway... lol
It all started straight in the morning, like about 6.45am. I was onboard the bus 851 which will bring me to school within an approximate time of 15minutes. And this early a morning, you wouldn't expect large crowds in the morning buses, at least not straight from the interchange. So there was this blind man, who always took this bus at about this time, with his walking stick he will walk straight into the front of the quece and stand there. And after the bus arrived he would always sit at that very same seat. But this morning, he did something very annoying+amusing+embrassing. He started rubbing his dick with his pants on! I still thought maybe itchy arh, scratch awhile only... How knows he just contiuned and contiuned...
I realised what he was doing... Masturbating... In public?!?!? OMG?!?! And with his pants on... Luckily he was blind enough to not see how many people were staring at him lah, i sit 3 seats away also feel paiseh... Luckily large amount of students from other secondary school came onboard and blocked my view, or not i will contiuning feeling damn paiseh. And i wondered why i feel paiseh? Also not i masturbating...
The snooker group photos are so rushy... Was sent a message from mr chin through joey that the photographers are leaving and we have to hurry, and i swallowed my lunch like im some kinda hungry ghost... End up, 5 minutes was all the 2 photographers took and i have to rush a lunch of 15 minutes into 5 just to make sure i am in the photo? Maybe shouldn't take after all sia. Mr chin gave a new rule for snooker that i found it very interesting and a little stupid too... Lol, its like the last time, we were only allowed to play 2 times a week and still need to 'quece'. Now he said, wednesday's are just for practices only, if you want to play a game, come at any other day!!! LOL. That is just like giving us permission to be crazy??? LOL.
Was waiting for the npcc people so play with kok chin the table soccer thingy, lol la, damn cute. The authorities locked the game so we can't use the normal balls, so we used a crumpled consent form instead, damn cute la... lol. I lost after all >.< size="1">small ... Really small, its like a dwarf beside Budiman la. And someone insists on saying its 'petite'. Whatever.
Budiman say i too tall liao, somemore so thin, wind blow sure fly off and i actually said never mind, he'll make a good cushion... Lol? Im particularly impressed JieLin, because she dared to say,"wo bu ren shi ta"(refering to me) so loudly... Like who would dare say that so openly like nothing's wrong like that... And im actually thick-skinned enough to say,"bu yao jin, wo ren shi ni jiu hao"...
THURSDAY
Got back my chinese test!!! And earned 50 cents thanks to that...
To people who look down on me: Stop looking down on me, or you'll pay dearly for it
Finally passed my chinese test, after getting 44 marks for like all of the chinese tests? Except the mid-year 1... Now, I FINALLY GOT A 69!!! WOOHOO... Improve 25 marks wor... But i must admit that the paper is slightly easier la... But i still passed anyway!!!
English test is hardddd, i don't think i can pass la, sian man, no summary still cannot manage to have enough faith to pass, perhaps my english just sucked... Hope i don't fail too badly >.< style="font-style: italic;">he made a daring bet with some guy in endurance called mingzhen... If MingZhen failed his higher chinese, he'll have to kneel before another girl in endurance and say 'i love you'. 2 reactions, 1st, wah siao, so risky bet, 2nd, so mingzhen like that girl arh!!! ORHHH. But then he also have to play by the same consquences la, if he failed, he'll have to kneel before her and say 'i love you' LOL?!?! But he is 100% confident that he wont lose. And for the first time in my life i hoped that he failed... I really want to see that scene man... HAHA
im so bad
Memories are just illusions that make you sink deeper, but even if you know that, would you choose to forget these memories if you had a choice?(4 more weeks)
Very exciting day... And ahem, interesting...
The most interesting thing is 1 that i've never seen before in this lifetime, i don't think anyone else have much of a chance to see it often anyway... lol
It all started straight in the morning, like about 6.45am. I was onboard the bus 851 which will bring me to school within an approximate time of 15minutes. And this early a morning, you wouldn't expect large crowds in the morning buses, at least not straight from the interchange. So there was this blind man, who always took this bus at about this time, with his walking stick he will walk straight into the front of the quece and stand there. And after the bus arrived he would always sit at that very same seat. But this morning, he did something very annoying+amusing+embrassing. He started rubbing his dick with his pants on! I still thought maybe itchy arh, scratch awhile only... How knows he just contiuned and contiuned...
I realised what he was doing... Masturbating... In public?!?!? OMG?!?! And with his pants on... Luckily he was blind enough to not see how many people were staring at him lah, i sit 3 seats away also feel paiseh... Luckily large amount of students from other secondary school came onboard and blocked my view, or not i will contiuning feeling damn paiseh. And i wondered why i feel paiseh? Also not i masturbating...
The snooker group photos are so rushy... Was sent a message from mr chin through joey that the photographers are leaving and we have to hurry, and i swallowed my lunch like im some kinda hungry ghost... End up, 5 minutes was all the 2 photographers took and i have to rush a lunch of 15 minutes into 5 just to make sure i am in the photo? Maybe shouldn't take after all sia. Mr chin gave a new rule for snooker that i found it very interesting and a little stupid too... Lol, its like the last time, we were only allowed to play 2 times a week and still need to 'quece'. Now he said, wednesday's are just for practices only, if you want to play a game, come at any other day!!! LOL. That is just like giving us permission to be crazy??? LOL.
Was waiting for the npcc people so play with kok chin the table soccer thingy, lol la, damn cute. The authorities locked the game so we can't use the normal balls, so we used a crumpled consent form instead, damn cute la... lol. I lost after all >.< size="1">small ... Really small, its like a dwarf beside Budiman la. And someone insists on saying its 'petite'. Whatever.
Budiman say i too tall liao, somemore so thin, wind blow sure fly off and i actually said never mind, he'll make a good cushion... Lol? Im particularly impressed JieLin, because she dared to say,"wo bu ren shi ta"(refering to me) so loudly... Like who would dare say that so openly like nothing's wrong like that... And im actually thick-skinned enough to say,"bu yao jin, wo ren shi ni jiu hao"...
THURSDAY
Got back my chinese test!!! And earned 50 cents thanks to that...
To people who look down on me: Stop looking down on me, or you'll pay dearly for it
Finally passed my chinese test, after getting 44 marks for like all of the chinese tests? Except the mid-year 1... Now, I FINALLY GOT A 69!!! WOOHOO... Improve 25 marks wor... But i must admit that the paper is slightly easier la... But i still passed anyway!!!
English test is hardddd, i don't think i can pass la, sian man, no summary still cannot manage to have enough faith to pass, perhaps my english just sucked... Hope i don't fail too badly >.< style="font-style: italic;">he made a daring bet with some guy in endurance called mingzhen... If MingZhen failed his higher chinese, he'll have to kneel before another girl in endurance and say 'i love you'. 2 reactions, 1st, wah siao, so risky bet, 2nd, so mingzhen like that girl arh!!! ORHHH. But then he also have to play by the same consquences la, if he failed, he'll have to kneel before her and say 'i love you' LOL?!?! But he is 100% confident that he wont lose. And for the first time in my life i hoped that he failed... I really want to see that scene man... HAHA
im so bad
Memories are just illusions that make you sink deeper, but even if you know that, would you choose to forget these memories if you had a choice?(4 more weeks)
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
The first 2 days of this week
MONDAY
Nothing special as usual, even if there is, most probably im oblivious to it... All i know is that here is o level chinese listening comphre and its broadcasted over local radio??? Should have tuned in myself and listen what kind of passages i would be facing next year =P. I won't have the questions though >.<
Choir received miss yee who arrived back in singapore for the first day, and we got her on ourself timeslot =P. She just came back from HONGKONG!!! and after SingOut 07 she's going to go japan and then bring us to HONGKONG!!! Wah she can travel around the world with choirs man... lol... wonder how she survived all those plane trips =P.
When to the snooker room after choir practice, planned to play just 1 game with him but then barry, lennon, kelvin and sze hoe came along. If i don't include the amount of noise the 3 out of 4 of them made, it was a kinda good experience... And it was LONGGGG, they can't seem to hit in any red balls... Haiz, 2 lousy juniors who can't be depended on... The 4 of them eventually left cause it got late, so left me and him playing... And i really was shocked la... I always thought how lucky was he until i saw him playing snooker and realised, he is colour-blinded! Like Oh My God? He really surprises me, like this is the first time i have a friend whose colour-blinded. Suddenly guilt came onto me like waves 10m tall crashing into a peaceful beach. I don't even know why i feel guilty... Arghh!
Went back on the super squeezy MRT with Sze Hoe, Gladys and him... And i must confess, i thought a little jealous at a comment gladys made. Just a lllliiittttttllllee jealous, no more than 2 seconds. It was when sze hoe was checking a message, gladys said, "aiya, must be either ' ' or 'her' la." okay im jealous... Whatever.
TUESDAY
Tuesday timetable seriously sucks big time lah... my bag is as heavy as a 10kg rice bag you might be able to buy from the supermarkets for about $6. !@#$%^ la, 3 science = 6 books + 2 languages = 4 books + ss and maths = 2 books. Total = 12 books. Somemore i did not include alot of things such as worksheets and files and whatever. End up, the chinese teacher didn't come and so did Ms lim. zzz. My shoulder's condition are bad enough, no need to aggravate them.
The worst thing that happened was the smack i got straight into my right eye... Ouch??? Though i trust that its an accident and not a intended attempt, it still hurts... Maybe i really shouldn't use my eyes this much, since once i got smacked straight into the eye i kinda went blind. In a way or so, luckily my other senses still work. Its boring at home >.< and im gonna watch harry potter this saturday!!! But many people seem to have negative comments about it sia... how arh???
Its because im imperfect thats why i try to make the people around me perfect, if i don't even attempt to correct you, it either means i don't treat you as a friend or i gave up. (30 MORE DAYS!!!)
Nothing special as usual, even if there is, most probably im oblivious to it... All i know is that here is o level chinese listening comphre and its broadcasted over local radio??? Should have tuned in myself and listen what kind of passages i would be facing next year =P. I won't have the questions though >.<
Choir received miss yee who arrived back in singapore for the first day, and we got her on ourself timeslot =P. She just came back from HONGKONG!!! and after SingOut 07 she's going to go japan and then bring us to HONGKONG!!! Wah she can travel around the world with choirs man... lol... wonder how she survived all those plane trips =P.
When to the snooker room after choir practice, planned to play just 1 game with him but then barry, lennon, kelvin and sze hoe came along. If i don't include the amount of noise the 3 out of 4 of them made, it was a kinda good experience... And it was LONGGGG, they can't seem to hit in any red balls... Haiz, 2 lousy juniors who can't be depended on... The 4 of them eventually left cause it got late, so left me and him playing... And i really was shocked la... I always thought how lucky was he until i saw him playing snooker and realised, he is colour-blinded! Like Oh My God? He really surprises me, like this is the first time i have a friend whose colour-blinded. Suddenly guilt came onto me like waves 10m tall crashing into a peaceful beach. I don't even know why i feel guilty... Arghh!
Went back on the super squeezy MRT with Sze Hoe, Gladys and him... And i must confess, i thought a little jealous at a comment gladys made. Just a lllliiittttttllllee jealous, no more than 2 seconds. It was when sze hoe was checking a message, gladys said, "aiya, must be either ' ' or 'her' la." okay im jealous... Whatever.
TUESDAY
Tuesday timetable seriously sucks big time lah... my bag is as heavy as a 10kg rice bag you might be able to buy from the supermarkets for about $6. !@#$%^ la, 3 science = 6 books + 2 languages = 4 books + ss and maths = 2 books. Total = 12 books. Somemore i did not include alot of things such as worksheets and files and whatever. End up, the chinese teacher didn't come and so did Ms lim. zzz. My shoulder's condition are bad enough, no need to aggravate them.
The worst thing that happened was the smack i got straight into my right eye... Ouch??? Though i trust that its an accident and not a intended attempt, it still hurts... Maybe i really shouldn't use my eyes this much, since once i got smacked straight into the eye i kinda went blind. In a way or so, luckily my other senses still work. Its boring at home >.< and im gonna watch harry potter this saturday!!! But many people seem to have negative comments about it sia... how arh???
Its because im imperfect thats why i try to make the people around me perfect, if i don't even attempt to correct you, it either means i don't treat you as a friend or i gave up. (30 MORE DAYS!!!)
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Friday!
Yesterday the friday was a totally fun day... Everything just felt so fun except for the 2 periods spent in homeroom =P
A-maths is a little bit sian cause we're supposed to do Ex 5.1 and i've done it myself the day before already, so i basically just wrote everything down, don't even need to think de, all the answers just popped out in my brains.
In biology lesson, the same thing happen lah! i study everything liao then mrs choy started to teach... Maybe count as revision lor... Maybe i abit too hardworking le hor?
Finally received teaching from mrs eileen yeo!! She's a really language teacher who expresses things through very language style and even with body language most of the time. She also told us to write down notes in whatever format that we want but in the end, i see everybody write with the same usual squariness, like that fun meh??? Must play around ma... That's the purpose of her telling us to write notes in any way we want what. So end up my paper is the most messy, unorganised and illterate 1... Lol, guessed i went too far.
CF is sian sian sian arh!!! wah crap sia, CPL know we all sian out already still insisted on finishing the whole video... If there was a comment i'll make... I think i'll say its a complete waste of time. But luckily i went to bio lab before the CF period and think that they doing a experiment doing light. Cause the curtains all closed. Most likely involving plants ba... Think we're gonna do it on friday!
We were informed that we're supposed to set up stalls for national day, and the crappy thing is, we were trying to discuss matters on a date that the chinese people havent arrive, and the councilors are at somewhere else... So basically its hard to find volunteers and ideas though we eventually found 1 great idea given by Sze Hoe. After the crappy discussion we went on to do what we're supposed to... Sing Sing. But the starting was sian... Neither he nor her has arrived... Still at their higher chinese class having a class test i think... Wondered how they fare.
After a short practice, we were dismissed but the wedding people still gotta stay back and practice... sianz, so go field wait for them lor, play soccer mah... Until laurel came, then took up badminton! lol. The wedding people were damn long... until 6pm then they come down... And while they were still practicing, i had a really good talk with laurel and him ... So 2 rackets 1 shuttlecock, took turns and chatted while playing...
And when the choir people finally came down... They saw us playing and all rushed to play... Lol... so cute man, don't know how long has it been since we were having this much fun already... And jonathan provided fruits and drinks!!! Okay la, the credit don't go to jonathan fully, its the BB teacher, but im sure jonathan played a part, you wouldn't give free drinks to another CCA just like that right???
I think i forgot to mention this, but the day i wrote the previous post... That very night, called me concerning the exact same thing. Wah, crap sia, he also so zai, plan things 5 weeks beforehand de... lol... And he told me something i felt so surprising that the abacus in the brain just flew off la... So outta my calcuations... OMG!!! But its personal, so i shan't comment on whether its positive or negative.
Coffee cannot numb loneliness, it can only let you have sleepless night. (4 weeks 5 days)
A-maths is a little bit sian cause we're supposed to do Ex 5.1 and i've done it myself the day before already, so i basically just wrote everything down, don't even need to think de, all the answers just popped out in my brains.
In biology lesson, the same thing happen lah! i study everything liao then mrs choy started to teach... Maybe count as revision lor... Maybe i abit too hardworking le hor?
Finally received teaching from mrs eileen yeo!! She's a really language teacher who expresses things through very language style and even with body language most of the time. She also told us to write down notes in whatever format that we want but in the end, i see everybody write with the same usual squariness, like that fun meh??? Must play around ma... That's the purpose of her telling us to write notes in any way we want what. So end up my paper is the most messy, unorganised and illterate 1... Lol, guessed i went too far.
CF is sian sian sian arh!!! wah crap sia, CPL know we all sian out already still insisted on finishing the whole video... If there was a comment i'll make... I think i'll say its a complete waste of time. But luckily i went to bio lab before the CF period and think that they doing a experiment doing light. Cause the curtains all closed. Most likely involving plants ba... Think we're gonna do it on friday!
We were informed that we're supposed to set up stalls for national day, and the crappy thing is, we were trying to discuss matters on a date that the chinese people havent arrive, and the councilors are at somewhere else... So basically its hard to find volunteers and ideas though we eventually found 1 great idea given by Sze Hoe. After the crappy discussion we went on to do what we're supposed to... Sing Sing. But the starting was sian... Neither he nor her has arrived... Still at their higher chinese class having a class test i think... Wondered how they fare.
After a short practice, we were dismissed but the wedding people still gotta stay back and practice... sianz, so go field wait for them lor, play soccer mah... Until laurel came, then took up badminton! lol. The wedding people were damn long... until 6pm then they come down... And while they were still practicing, i had a really good talk with laurel and him ... So 2 rackets 1 shuttlecock, took turns and chatted while playing...
And when the choir people finally came down... They saw us playing and all rushed to play... Lol... so cute man, don't know how long has it been since we were having this much fun already... And jonathan provided fruits and drinks!!! Okay la, the credit don't go to jonathan fully, its the BB teacher, but im sure jonathan played a part, you wouldn't give free drinks to another CCA just like that right???
I think i forgot to mention this, but the day i wrote the previous post... That very night, called me concerning the exact same thing. Wah, crap sia, he also so zai, plan things 5 weeks beforehand de... lol... And he told me something i felt so surprising that the abacus in the brain just flew off la... So outta my calcuations... OMG!!! But its personal, so i shan't comment on whether its positive or negative.
Coffee cannot numb loneliness, it can only let you have sleepless night. (4 weeks 5 days)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Deadlines
I just saw the common test timetable and i realised something. I ONLY HAVE 4 WEEKS OF DEADLINE TIME LEFT. And a week of standby + planning time. What have i been doing man??? Now it arrived all so suddenly...
4 weeks later its the national day le... A public holiday most people will be sleeping at home and watching the NDP. But i think i'll be carefully planning some things if things ever go wrong during this 4 weeks. Arghhh.
And after the NDP will come the common test!!! Which is the standby week + planning week. Im so gonna be holy if i can plan my time so well that i can plan and study. Im really gotta be crazy to do that. I'll sabotage my whole common test if i ever do that. Haiz
And on the faithful thursday, we'll be having Physics and A-maths!!! What a day, Hope i can catch it soon enough =P
(If this post makes no sense whatsoever, please wait another 4 weeks, just be patient luh...)
4 weeks later its the national day le... A public holiday most people will be sleeping at home and watching the NDP. But i think i'll be carefully planning some things if things ever go wrong during this 4 weeks. Arghhh.
And after the NDP will come the common test!!! Which is the standby week + planning week. Im so gonna be holy if i can plan my time so well that i can plan and study. Im really gotta be crazy to do that. I'll sabotage my whole common test if i ever do that. Haiz
And on the faithful thursday, we'll be having Physics and A-maths!!! What a day, Hope i can catch it soon enough =P
(If this post makes no sense whatsoever, please wait another 4 weeks, just be patient luh...)
Thumby Thursday
Today is a bad bad day. And it struck me early in the morning
I was walking into the school gate with my usual earliness and the security guard stopped me. Felt kind of puzzled but waited for him to make his speech. He said that we forgot to off the air-con in the snooker room yesterday. Like huh? Is that even possible??? I remember seeing Ming Chuen offing the left air-con and i instructed mr darren and felix to off the right one. And i remember they don't know how to, so i told them press what button. And now im accused of not offing the air-con?!?!? Like what the hell! Mr. security guard said the OM was very angry and wanted to see those responsible... And i of course im the one responsible la... Siao liao. Was expecting Detention Class or School Service to come knocking on my door. Was told that the OM called an auntie to go up to the snooker room to off the air-con.
Sitting in the parade ground beside siyang, i was thinking about how im gonna explain things man, i mean, its like, mr chin told me to be responsible and make sure the air-con is off... Now siao liao lor. And while thinking and thinking... I remembered something terrible. I forgot to bring my thermometer!!! Its like OMG? Siao liao la, thats another few hours of Detention Class knocking on my door. What a day man.
Went to the basketball court to take our temperatures and leslie lau was funny lah. He said mr tan lip sing made the whole class remember to bring thermometers and everyone brought except him the day before... And mr tan especially reminded leslie to bring today, AND HE STILL FORGOT... LOL. After a long 20 minutes of waiting, the sec 3 people were finally done with the temperature taking and the lower sec already begun their run. Jaws just dropped when i saw them run, thought the teachers say no punishment, punishment is the 50 cents that we paid for the thermometer cover?!?!?
End up still need to run... Haiz... But at least i quickly finished the 10 small rounds that we were instructed to run and quickly returned to mrs lim class and got scolded >.<
For being late... At least i try to get back to class fast right... End up still tio scold, haiyoo.
Chinese test was kinda crap. Always have 30 marks worth of those irritating hanyupingying words that i always lazy to study. But this time i studied for it but end up only got 10 marks worth... Bluff my feelings arh... But luckily out of the 10 marks worth, i know how to do 8!!! so can pass de. And feeling confident man... well, until i turned the page. The zao ju seemed so easy and i made a sentence out immediately, but then when i tried to write it out... I found out that i dunno how to write the words!!! AHHH!!! siao liao la... in the end anyhow choose words that could kind of replace those words that i dunno how to write. Which caused the beautiful sentences that i made up to become utterly ugly. Comphrehension is crap. haiz, scared i fail sia... i dun wan to fail liao, i dun wan to fall liao, i wan to start climbing liao... Grrr
Went for maths after recess and remembered i didn't pack in my a-maths book in!!! Oh oh... Die liao, heard that the new punishment for not bringing textbooks is star-jumps... ended up with 30 star-jumps which i admit i cheated, i only did 20 =P. But mr tan tell us to do 5 more... So is 25, just cheated for 5 only, wont die de la =P. Modules is crappy... abit out of the logic and im a very logical idiot who can never think out of the box...
Ms CPL didnt come during CF period and we slacked it off... was fooling around with puzzles... lol, deprived childhood sia(I meant myself). Someone wanted to tell me a secret so i lent my ear and there comes a 'smack!'. I got slapped >.<
Okay la, its not a hard one but its still a slap... and this person slapped because i accidentally threw something that ALMOST hit he/her. Was wondering when was the last time i got slapped and didn't return it and realised, there was no such cases... lol. This is the 1st time i got slapped and didn't return it.
A sincere heart is all it takes to love a person
I was walking into the school gate with my usual earliness and the security guard stopped me. Felt kind of puzzled but waited for him to make his speech. He said that we forgot to off the air-con in the snooker room yesterday. Like huh? Is that even possible??? I remember seeing Ming Chuen offing the left air-con and i instructed mr darren and felix to off the right one. And i remember they don't know how to, so i told them press what button. And now im accused of not offing the air-con?!?!? Like what the hell! Mr. security guard said the OM was very angry and wanted to see those responsible... And i of course im the one responsible la... Siao liao. Was expecting Detention Class or School Service to come knocking on my door. Was told that the OM called an auntie to go up to the snooker room to off the air-con.
Sitting in the parade ground beside siyang, i was thinking about how im gonna explain things man, i mean, its like, mr chin told me to be responsible and make sure the air-con is off... Now siao liao lor. And while thinking and thinking... I remembered something terrible. I forgot to bring my thermometer!!! Its like OMG? Siao liao la, thats another few hours of Detention Class knocking on my door. What a day man.
Went to the basketball court to take our temperatures and leslie lau was funny lah. He said mr tan lip sing made the whole class remember to bring thermometers and everyone brought except him the day before... And mr tan especially reminded leslie to bring today, AND HE STILL FORGOT... LOL. After a long 20 minutes of waiting, the sec 3 people were finally done with the temperature taking and the lower sec already begun their run. Jaws just dropped when i saw them run, thought the teachers say no punishment, punishment is the 50 cents that we paid for the thermometer cover?!?!?
End up still need to run... Haiz... But at least i quickly finished the 10 small rounds that we were instructed to run and quickly returned to mrs lim class and got scolded >.<
For being late... At least i try to get back to class fast right... End up still tio scold, haiyoo.
Chinese test was kinda crap. Always have 30 marks worth of those irritating hanyupingying words that i always lazy to study. But this time i studied for it but end up only got 10 marks worth... Bluff my feelings arh... But luckily out of the 10 marks worth, i know how to do 8!!! so can pass de. And feeling confident man... well, until i turned the page. The zao ju seemed so easy and i made a sentence out immediately, but then when i tried to write it out... I found out that i dunno how to write the words!!! AHHH!!! siao liao la... in the end anyhow choose words that could kind of replace those words that i dunno how to write. Which caused the beautiful sentences that i made up to become utterly ugly. Comphrehension is crap. haiz, scared i fail sia... i dun wan to fail liao, i dun wan to fall liao, i wan to start climbing liao... Grrr
Went for maths after recess and remembered i didn't pack in my a-maths book in!!! Oh oh... Die liao, heard that the new punishment for not bringing textbooks is star-jumps... ended up with 30 star-jumps which i admit i cheated, i only did 20 =P. But mr tan tell us to do 5 more... So is 25, just cheated for 5 only, wont die de la =P. Modules is crappy... abit out of the logic and im a very logical idiot who can never think out of the box...
Ms CPL didnt come during CF period and we slacked it off... was fooling around with puzzles... lol, deprived childhood sia(I meant myself). Someone wanted to tell me a secret so i lent my ear and there comes a 'smack!'. I got slapped >.<
Okay la, its not a hard one but its still a slap... and this person slapped because i accidentally threw something that ALMOST hit he/her. Was wondering when was the last time i got slapped and didn't return it and realised, there was no such cases... lol. This is the 1st time i got slapped and didn't return it.
A sincere heart is all it takes to love a person
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Yesterday
Yessterday was the first day of the week and straight in the morning i felt something was wrong >.<
realised that i lost my PE shorts... haiz... Ended up running laps during PE lessons... Sianz man, someomore spent $5.50 buying 1, AFTER i ran the laps... Most of us were enjoying the lesson because we were given the freedom to choose whatever sports to play. The teacher is nice except for the punishment part. And he claims its not punishment. 'Training' he says... What the hell...
Choir after school was fun... Especially since i've been trying to hit high notes all the time and returning to choir practice and hitting damn low notes is fun. Realised that siyang has a damn low voice range =P. I can hit notes that he couldn't!!! Unfortunately choir practice was short... 4.30 dismiss le... And he said he was not coming... However... He did come after all and choir practice ended at 4.45 instead!!! Thanks to Miss Anne Kang's wedding... The people who are participating have to practice... So sacrifice our time lor >.<
She has to call teacher, so we waited outside the staff room at the stairs there. And chatted. He was telling me about the o'level' chinese oral and the subject was kinda crap? Although i feel that his response was kinda good, he insisted that he 'li ti'(go out of point). Whatever. So he was saying saying and when he stopped to raise another issue with me, i kinda ignored him so he pushed to later than say... I was more interested in the oral ma =P. I think she gave up looking for the teacher, so she came towards us and he was again trying to raise the same issue...
He :'chi-'
Me :'what you want to say!what you want to say!'
Because we both saw her walking towards us. So obviously cannot let her hear right? So quickly fine excuse to cover up la. Best way to do it, take whatever weapons avaliable and hit the person talking while scolding him/her. Clever right? thank you. But the only avaliable weapon i have at that time was the score... so i roll it and hit his head =P. While saying 'what you want to say!'. Think she was a little puzzled but did not raise any objections... Heng arh... I must have appeared as a bully >.<
People who can only hurt me physically are stupid
People who can hurt me mentally are clever
People who are able to hurt me emotionally are geniuses.
realised that i lost my PE shorts... haiz... Ended up running laps during PE lessons... Sianz man, someomore spent $5.50 buying 1, AFTER i ran the laps... Most of us were enjoying the lesson because we were given the freedom to choose whatever sports to play. The teacher is nice except for the punishment part. And he claims its not punishment. 'Training' he says... What the hell...
Choir after school was fun... Especially since i've been trying to hit high notes all the time and returning to choir practice and hitting damn low notes is fun. Realised that siyang has a damn low voice range =P. I can hit notes that he couldn't!!! Unfortunately choir practice was short... 4.30 dismiss le... And he said he was not coming... However... He did come after all and choir practice ended at 4.45 instead!!! Thanks to Miss Anne Kang's wedding... The people who are participating have to practice... So sacrifice our time lor >.<
She has to call teacher, so we waited outside the staff room at the stairs there. And chatted. He was telling me about the o'level' chinese oral and the subject was kinda crap? Although i feel that his response was kinda good, he insisted that he 'li ti'(go out of point). Whatever. So he was saying saying and when he stopped to raise another issue with me, i kinda ignored him so he pushed to later than say... I was more interested in the oral ma =P. I think she gave up looking for the teacher, so she came towards us and he was again trying to raise the same issue...
He :'chi-'
Me :'what you want to say!what you want to say!'
Because we both saw her walking towards us. So obviously cannot let her hear right? So quickly fine excuse to cover up la. Best way to do it, take whatever weapons avaliable and hit the person talking while scolding him/her. Clever right? thank you. But the only avaliable weapon i have at that time was the score... so i roll it and hit his head =P. While saying 'what you want to say!'. Think she was a little puzzled but did not raise any objections... Heng arh... I must have appeared as a bully >.<
People who can only hurt me physically are stupid
People who can hurt me mentally are clever
People who are able to hurt me emotionally are geniuses.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Reflections
I think been thinking alot of things over the past weekend and i really can't seem to figure out anything at all... Only making myself more and more stupider why wasting brain cells on these crappy things...
For example, the word 'cheapskate' made me think and think and think and think and think. I put 5 'think' because i really meant it. I thought over about it, then later stop thinking about it, then later re-thought about it. Haiz, normally this crap word won't even bother me much. But now, i just simply cannot believe it. I cannot believe such a crappy word came out of her keyboard lah. I don't know why, i just feel so puzzled. It's like... All my calcuations went wrong. I never thought that this stupid word could ever be used by her.
And he recently told me some things that also made me think hard. 1 of those was the incident on honours night. It's just a simple action that made me think hard, i don't know why. Maybe it's because it involves her? I suppose...
Well, i remember telling him that i changed number. But i think i carelessly forgot to gave my new number... So when he tried to find me before the honours night event... He obviously couldn't since he was dialing the wrong number. So when he remembered that i've changed number... He thought of who to ask and he asked her... To me, that proves something. It proves to me that she still meant alot to him. She will always come first to mind... He still loved her. I knew that all along. I knew that he was just lying to everyone around him and heck i believe he is also lying to himself. That was the prove i needed, and it really came.
Another crappy incident that he told me was a smal and simple one. But 1 that had huge impacts... Not on 1 person, but on another few. Our dear campus superstar told him a bloody comment. A crappy 1 that even i got pissed off upon hearing it. He asked him why he liked a girl like her?(Wei She Me Ni Xi Huan Zhe Yang De Nu Ren?) And it's in a very very stupid tone that i don't like. It's like looking down on her can? Felt so pissed off la. Who is he to comment on her? Just because he is a campus superstar candidate doesn't give him the right to make such a bloody comment. Its insulting, to he,her and me. I really find it hard to take it lying down la. I don't want to be childish and point fingers back at him and insult his's but seriously la. Its not out of respect that's why i decided not to pursue matters, its not because im scared that i may leave a childish impression by pursuing such a 'small' matter. Its because i know that pursuing matter will not only blow up matters but also hurt a good friend of mine. I do not wish to see more people hurt. But i really really cannot stand it. Guess i just have to live with it.
I may be an idiot, but im definitely not stupid.
For example, the word 'cheapskate' made me think and think and think and think and think. I put 5 'think' because i really meant it. I thought over about it, then later stop thinking about it, then later re-thought about it. Haiz, normally this crap word won't even bother me much. But now, i just simply cannot believe it. I cannot believe such a crappy word came out of her keyboard lah. I don't know why, i just feel so puzzled. It's like... All my calcuations went wrong. I never thought that this stupid word could ever be used by her.
And he recently told me some things that also made me think hard. 1 of those was the incident on honours night. It's just a simple action that made me think hard, i don't know why. Maybe it's because it involves her? I suppose...
Well, i remember telling him that i changed number. But i think i carelessly forgot to gave my new number... So when he tried to find me before the honours night event... He obviously couldn't since he was dialing the wrong number. So when he remembered that i've changed number... He thought of who to ask and he asked her... To me, that proves something. It proves to me that she still meant alot to him. She will always come first to mind... He still loved her. I knew that all along. I knew that he was just lying to everyone around him and heck i believe he is also lying to himself. That was the prove i needed, and it really came.
Another crappy incident that he told me was a smal and simple one. But 1 that had huge impacts... Not on 1 person, but on another few. Our dear campus superstar told him a bloody comment. A crappy 1 that even i got pissed off upon hearing it. He asked him why he liked a girl like her?(Wei She Me Ni Xi Huan Zhe Yang De Nu Ren?) And it's in a very very stupid tone that i don't like. It's like looking down on her can? Felt so pissed off la. Who is he to comment on her? Just because he is a campus superstar candidate doesn't give him the right to make such a bloody comment. Its insulting, to he,her and me. I really find it hard to take it lying down la. I don't want to be childish and point fingers back at him and insult his's but seriously la. Its not out of respect that's why i decided not to pursue matters, its not because im scared that i may leave a childish impression by pursuing such a 'small' matter. Its because i know that pursuing matter will not only blow up matters but also hurt a good friend of mine. I do not wish to see more people hurt. But i really really cannot stand it. Guess i just have to live with it.
I may be an idiot, but im definitely not stupid.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Stupid Saturday
Saturday is BORRRINGGGG. Especially when plans of badminton are cancelled >.<
Now have to stay at home and listen to mum nag... Haiz. At least im guai enough to do work lah. So surprised at myself =P.
Finished my english homework. Like hurray? Cause i really don't know how to do lah. Like my english really sucks, and the damn passage is about languages -.-
Crap. If thats the passage for english test, i think im a goner... Haiz.
Finished revising chemistry too! Felt guilty for not studying for it. Kind of feel lucky that thursday we were not given the test. Hope i can do quite well luh. Bonds... I am a real lousy bonder... So im glad that the test is not on HUMAN BONDS. But rather ionic and covalent bonds. The textbook cannot satisfy me lah. I go look through the 10-yr series for chem and i realised, some of the questions, no matter how many times i flip the textbook on bonds... I still can't find the damn answer... grrr... Luckily Miss PL didn't tell us to surrender the answer key =P.
I don't know when chinese test is coming lah... Sian, i want to study for it leh, but im in a desparate mood of laziness trying to get hardworking. Get it? Why don't my chinese teacher just tell me the exact date? So i feel more secure... Or not today study... Tomorrow worry... Monday stare at teacher and expect a test paper but could not go ask him or not the whole class would stone me. Think they won't study anyway de la. So naturally they will pray that the teacher old liao will forget... So if i ever trys to remind the teacher... I would expect thousands of stones flying my way... Haiz.
And i remembered i haven't do my maths... May kill more trees cause i think needa use graph paper... Aiya crap la, don't feel like killing trees, don't feel like doing work, don't feel like slacking... Im such a crapper with dilemnas all around. My life is just an irony by itself.
You Can Read Me Like A Book If You Knew How
Now have to stay at home and listen to mum nag... Haiz. At least im guai enough to do work lah. So surprised at myself =P.
Finished my english homework. Like hurray? Cause i really don't know how to do lah. Like my english really sucks, and the damn passage is about languages -.-
Crap. If thats the passage for english test, i think im a goner... Haiz.
Finished revising chemistry too! Felt guilty for not studying for it. Kind of feel lucky that thursday we were not given the test. Hope i can do quite well luh. Bonds... I am a real lousy bonder... So im glad that the test is not on HUMAN BONDS. But rather ionic and covalent bonds. The textbook cannot satisfy me lah. I go look through the 10-yr series for chem and i realised, some of the questions, no matter how many times i flip the textbook on bonds... I still can't find the damn answer... grrr... Luckily Miss PL didn't tell us to surrender the answer key =P.
I don't know when chinese test is coming lah... Sian, i want to study for it leh, but im in a desparate mood of laziness trying to get hardworking. Get it? Why don't my chinese teacher just tell me the exact date? So i feel more secure... Or not today study... Tomorrow worry... Monday stare at teacher and expect a test paper but could not go ask him or not the whole class would stone me. Think they won't study anyway de la. So naturally they will pray that the teacher old liao will forget... So if i ever trys to remind the teacher... I would expect thousands of stones flying my way... Haiz.
And i remembered i haven't do my maths... May kill more trees cause i think needa use graph paper... Aiya crap la, don't feel like killing trees, don't feel like doing work, don't feel like slacking... Im such a crapper with dilemnas all around. My life is just an irony by itself.
You Can Read Me Like A Book If You Knew How
Friday, July 06, 2007
Honours Night
Met everyone at the canteen after i finished practicing my snooker. Sad luh, i can't even win an opponent that cannot score... Let alone one that has a capabilities to take part in a compeition...
The program for the honours night is not bad lah. CO played quite nicely, dance is very nice. Think they deserved the gold that they get =P. Everything dragged till about 8.30pm before we were allowed to go down to the canteen for our long awaited dinner. Everyone was hungry i guessed... Perhaps thats way they were so pissed. But i not hungry leh, so i very nice guy =P.
Because the choir were only allowed 2 tables... The choir people kinda feel not respected luh. Its like, we had the largest amount of people tonight lah, and obviously we didn't have enough seats. Somemore we got the tables furthest away from the food. So we were the last to take the food. And everyone was pissed off la. They were like saying not respected... People eating in the hall while we are eating in the canteen... At least can go AVA room ma...
I personally felt differently... why care so much about where you eat? Im sure most people there aren't people who can only eat in air-conditioned places? And like how many hundreds days have we spent our lunchtime in our canteen? So whats with the complains? C'mon la... Why feel so pissed of over such a stupid matter? I don't even give a damn about it. Sherman was the most agitated tonight lah... Saying so much vulgarities that i feel that i have to interfere... But of course not using vulgarities against him back la. I can easily shut him off with things that seem so small but makes big impact(wah sounds like i damn zai right???)
Ran out of cups =P. End up use bowls mean for satay sauces to drink the 'sparkling juice'. Lol... damn creative, thanks to gregory ang. And i kind of sympathise with the councilors... They haven even eat then need to receive so many crappy comments from people like the ones from the choir lah. Can't we just adapt to our conditions and live with it? Why must we try so hard to change things when we know a big difference would not be made? Its pointless.
Ren Zai Jiang Hu, Shen Bu You Zi
Live with it, or die alongside with it.
Wanted to take mrt with junhao back when i realised that i may not have sufficent amount in my ez-link card to risk such a trip when i could just take a bus. And i felt guilty for pangsehing Sheryl. So in my attempt not to pangseh anyone, i followed junhao all the way to the mrt then turn back to the bus stop to take a bus. So i wont pangseh anyone! But i think they will still i say i pangseh them de la... Haiz, Hao Ren Nan Zhuo ma...
Reached the yishun interchange when i checked my phone and realised there was a message. Since i have this weird habit of not seeing who sent it first but rather look at the message 1st... I got a 'walao you gd, pangseh me. pffft'. And i felt kinda puzzled so i went back to see who sent it and realised it was sheryl =P. i didn't pangseh you in the end lo =P.
Its okay with you don't help me when you see me in the well, helpless.
But its NOT OKAY if you throw rocks down instead.
But if you were so kind to take a rope and try to help me out...
and unfortunately the rope breaked, would i still be as grateful?
Or would i be angry at you for giving hope then letting me fall back into the deep deep well?
Be angry for hurting me even more when i fall?
The program for the honours night is not bad lah. CO played quite nicely, dance is very nice. Think they deserved the gold that they get =P. Everything dragged till about 8.30pm before we were allowed to go down to the canteen for our long awaited dinner. Everyone was hungry i guessed... Perhaps thats way they were so pissed. But i not hungry leh, so i very nice guy =P.
Because the choir were only allowed 2 tables... The choir people kinda feel not respected luh. Its like, we had the largest amount of people tonight lah, and obviously we didn't have enough seats. Somemore we got the tables furthest away from the food. So we were the last to take the food. And everyone was pissed off la. They were like saying not respected... People eating in the hall while we are eating in the canteen... At least can go AVA room ma...
I personally felt differently... why care so much about where you eat? Im sure most people there aren't people who can only eat in air-conditioned places? And like how many hundreds days have we spent our lunchtime in our canteen? So whats with the complains? C'mon la... Why feel so pissed of over such a stupid matter? I don't even give a damn about it. Sherman was the most agitated tonight lah... Saying so much vulgarities that i feel that i have to interfere... But of course not using vulgarities against him back la. I can easily shut him off with things that seem so small but makes big impact(wah sounds like i damn zai right???)
Ran out of cups =P. End up use bowls mean for satay sauces to drink the 'sparkling juice'. Lol... damn creative, thanks to gregory ang. And i kind of sympathise with the councilors... They haven even eat then need to receive so many crappy comments from people like the ones from the choir lah. Can't we just adapt to our conditions and live with it? Why must we try so hard to change things when we know a big difference would not be made? Its pointless.
Ren Zai Jiang Hu, Shen Bu You Zi
Live with it, or die alongside with it.
Wanted to take mrt with junhao back when i realised that i may not have sufficent amount in my ez-link card to risk such a trip when i could just take a bus. And i felt guilty for pangsehing Sheryl. So in my attempt not to pangseh anyone, i followed junhao all the way to the mrt then turn back to the bus stop to take a bus. So i wont pangseh anyone! But i think they will still i say i pangseh them de la... Haiz, Hao Ren Nan Zhuo ma...
Reached the yishun interchange when i checked my phone and realised there was a message. Since i have this weird habit of not seeing who sent it first but rather look at the message 1st... I got a 'walao you gd, pangseh me. pffft'. And i felt kinda puzzled so i went back to see who sent it and realised it was sheryl =P. i didn't pangseh you in the end lo =P.
Its okay with you don't help me when you see me in the well, helpless.
But its NOT OKAY if you throw rocks down instead.
But if you were so kind to take a rope and try to help me out...
and unfortunately the rope breaked, would i still be as grateful?
Or would i be angry at you for giving hope then letting me fall back into the deep deep well?
Be angry for hurting me even more when i fall?
Thursday, July 05, 2007
End of compeition
Haiz, this compeition is a complete disaster for me la. I mean, i was really naive to believe i wasn't the weakest player when in actual fact i am. This is so crap lah. I have never lost 4 game in a row before in my life la. I mean its like, everyone won at least 1 game and i lost all... More like a burden to the team than a player. ZZZZZ
And recently, i've been seriously irritated by people who have no common sense at all. Seriously la, if you're brainless or stupid, don't expect others to be as brainless and stupid. C'mon la, i may be a nice guy to a extent that i won't do much to anyone who irritates me and sometimes not even say a word about these things just because i don't want to spoil other people's mood. But if this kinda crap keeps coming, i don't think i can be such a nice guy for long.
And recently, i've been seriously irritated by people who have no common sense at all. Seriously la, if you're brainless or stupid, don't expect others to be as brainless and stupid. C'mon la, i may be a nice guy to a extent that i won't do much to anyone who irritates me and sometimes not even say a word about these things just because i don't want to spoil other people's mood. But if this kinda crap keeps coming, i don't think i can be such a nice guy for long.
Monday, July 02, 2007
While feeling guilty for killing so many trees while doing graphs, i rediscovered why i loved maths and exams so much. Because i am an idiot who can never really concentrate fully on something. Maths is something which can make me concentrate! The feeling is shuang la. And exams? While doing, of course must concentrate la, so also feel very shuang. But i still don't get it, why do i feel shuang when im concentrating??? Hmmz? Maybe its because i get satisfactory feeling when i managed to complete things that i used so much brainpower? Perhaps =P.
Youth day is sian can? Im at home for until now... Since yesterday morning, i've been at home all the way. Don't feel like playing soccer but feel like going out. Since going out by yourself is lame and even more boring... I took to some homework! Still haven't do =P. Im guilty. But the graphs make me more guilty luh. Needa draw the frequency table and all the equations all that. The worst thing is, my flexible ruler is hidden at some stupid place which im too lazy to find... So i took up freehand drawing. It's disaterous can??? End up whole table full of rubber rubbed off from the eraser... So messy la. Got a pen here, a pencil there, ruler somewhere hidden behind the maths textbook, graph paper on top of the foolscap and my pencilbox somewhere hidden behind all these craps. Wished i could take a photo and show you all. But too bad. Cannot afford >.<
I have this feeling telling me not to play in tomorrow's game. I don't know why, i just felt that i shouldn't play. Some Angel or Devil is manipulating my mind. Grrr. I know i should play, but i just don't feel like playing, but when i play, i still lose ma, so might as well don't play, give other people chance, maybe they will win, But then if i don't play, i won't know if i'll lose right? So im in this BIGBIG dilemna that i have to do maths to get them outta my mind. And now im typing, so its in my mind again -.-
Oh crap, what should i do? Should i play another wager to decide? Maybe i should =P.
She is the angel that hurt me more than any devil.
Youth day is sian can? Im at home for until now... Since yesterday morning, i've been at home all the way. Don't feel like playing soccer but feel like going out. Since going out by yourself is lame and even more boring... I took to some homework! Still haven't do =P. Im guilty. But the graphs make me more guilty luh. Needa draw the frequency table and all the equations all that. The worst thing is, my flexible ruler is hidden at some stupid place which im too lazy to find... So i took up freehand drawing. It's disaterous can??? End up whole table full of rubber rubbed off from the eraser... So messy la. Got a pen here, a pencil there, ruler somewhere hidden behind the maths textbook, graph paper on top of the foolscap and my pencilbox somewhere hidden behind all these craps. Wished i could take a photo and show you all. But too bad. Cannot afford >.<
I have this feeling telling me not to play in tomorrow's game. I don't know why, i just felt that i shouldn't play. Some Angel or Devil is manipulating my mind. Grrr. I know i should play, but i just don't feel like playing, but when i play, i still lose ma, so might as well don't play, give other people chance, maybe they will win, But then if i don't play, i won't know if i'll lose right? So im in this BIGBIG dilemna that i have to do maths to get them outta my mind. And now im typing, so its in my mind again -.-
Oh crap, what should i do? Should i play another wager to decide? Maybe i should =P.
She is the angel that hurt me more than any devil.
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