i said it out, i told her, through a simple sms, im goin to expect a reply tomorrow morning... i nid to think wad's goin happen, just hope that it wont b too drastic...
why did i say it out? because of this event that happened today...
after choir, julia loh was irritating me, seriously irritating, i felt irritated
she nagged and nagged about Her, and i was there, wadevering
and den when i finally reached my tolerance level, i retorted
she scolded me kpkb and started using her biology tb to hit me
again, i tolerated and told her calmly to stop, she wouldn't
now i was angry, who wouldn't if u're hit by a book weighing 1kg?
and it wasn't 1 or 2 times, it was so many that i lost count
in my anger, i grabbed her bio tb and threw it out to the parade ground
weaponless, she used her hands instead to hit me, ignoring her
i went to the parade ground to await further instructions from my sl
she gave me a " ni gen wo xiao xin yi dian" and left
now this incident to me is serious... and 3 persons are responsible
1: Lee Yan Cheng ( for writing out about Her in the 1st place)
2: Dew Yang ( for telling julia loh)
3: Julia Loh ( for hittng me of cos)
if '1' hadn't happen, '2' and '3' wouldn't happen
if '2' hadn't happen, '3' wouldn't happen
if''3' hadn't happen, i wouldn't have told Her...
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Sad Sadded Sadness...
Have u ever tried to help ur elders who dunno hw to use the com?have u tried and unfortunately something unfortunate happen?i just tried helping my mum to fill her government IRAS thingy. and unfortunately i typed this in the address bar, " www.IRAS.gov.sg" but my com somehow lagged and den i dunno wad i typed but i went to the website www.888.com and it was a gambling website which says everywhere on the website, "download free casino games" it actually was quite a website i would want to go to as i quited maple and had no games to play... but suddenly something popped up and said, " download free casino game" i immediately knew i was in trouble... it was a spyware + adware website... helped my mum fill in her IRAS and throughout the process pop-ups keep appearing and they were for horny people... these ads are not for people under 18, hope u get wad i mean... luckily my mum dun really understand or not i am dead now... and now i jus hope that my anti virus can get rid of the or not i wouln't wan to imagine wad would happen when my brother uses the com and sees the pop-ups... i have alr a bad record of getting spyware easily and my brother duno how to reformat the com so he have to call frens and then the frens would complain why his com get spoiled so easily... and he will be very unhappy and come back to scold me...
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Her and Her again
im going to greg hse soon... its his BIRTHDAY!
so b4 i go i decided to write a short post... (i hope)
i must say after yesterday, i feel even more paranoid
im getting even more suspicious, i hope its not true
but im jus worried, from wad i c it is...
i must say, Her look really good when she's on heels
she seriously beautiful, even with only a choir tee
and when she buns her hair, she dun look bad
seriously, i am very impartial when im saying this
sadly, like always, i feel that she is trying to avoid me
maybe im jus paranoid, maybe im jus suspicious
but if i nv think long enough i will never write it out
in normal terms u would say she 'dao' me
haiz... i know she knows, i havent tell Her
but some idiot must have told Her alr
expected la, but the response was unexpected
i havent told her face to face and i dunno how to do it
but in this kinda circumstances i dunno whether i can
im trying, seriously, but everytime in front of Her
im speechless, my mind will be in a blank
mayb i seriously should change my approach...
maybe i should jus look from 3metres away, leave Her alone
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.........................................................
i will say 1 last thing
I WILL CARRY ON!
so b4 i go i decided to write a short post... (i hope)
i must say after yesterday, i feel even more paranoid
im getting even more suspicious, i hope its not true
but im jus worried, from wad i c it is...
i must say, Her look really good when she's on heels
she seriously beautiful, even with only a choir tee
and when she buns her hair, she dun look bad
seriously, i am very impartial when im saying this
sadly, like always, i feel that she is trying to avoid me
maybe im jus paranoid, maybe im jus suspicious
but if i nv think long enough i will never write it out
in normal terms u would say she 'dao' me
haiz... i know she knows, i havent tell Her
but some idiot must have told Her alr
expected la, but the response was unexpected
i havent told her face to face and i dunno how to do it
but in this kinda circumstances i dunno whether i can
im trying, seriously, but everytime in front of Her
im speechless, my mind will be in a blank
mayb i seriously should change my approach...
maybe i should jus look from 3metres away, leave Her alone
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.........................................................
i will say 1 last thing
I WILL CARRY ON!
Friday, March 30, 2007
The sadded guy
I am a person living in 2 worlds
for those who watch 'bleach', i am like Kurosaki Ichigo
1 who carries the responsibility of 2 worlds
like Ichigo who carries the responsibility of a shinigami
and a human, i carries the responsibility of maintaining distance
between this 2 world. if this 2 world so unfortunately meet,
it would be like anti-matter and matter meeting...
for those who are good in science, u will know that it means
a huge 'explosion' that will destroy ALL matter in the radius
alike to a atomic bomb, except that anti-matter destroys
everything, including air and earth...
these 2 worlds, briefly speaking, are my family world
and my school world or shall i say social world
that is also the sole reason why the punishment i fear the most
is actually teachers calling my parents...
this is the process which can link up the 2 worlds
wad i do at home, i nv do it school at all
and wad i do it school, i nv managed to do at home
i would seriously double up the punishment in school
den to let my parents know wad punishment im taking up
If u are also leading a wretched life like me,
i believe u would understand, but if u dun
u NEVER will... its the sad story of a sad guy
im sure you people have seen the advertisement
of the singapore navy which says
' if your life is a movie... would it be a good 1?'
i dare say that my life is a movie, it would be 1 of the best
it would make so many people cry,
it would make singapore famous for its movies
i also realised that 1 of the punishments for skipping class
is that the parents of the student would be informed
if only you could imagine the horror i faced at that moment
when ms choi said that, but of cos,
my expression didn't give me away... i so used to acting alr
and today this wretched life of mine tortured me again
i confess, i dun wan to let the teachers call my parents
i even plucked out the phone line.
but today i forgot to do it, and guess wad? ms choi didn't call
mrs janice lim called... fortunately, or mayb unfortunately
i wasn't at home and unfortunately, my dad wasn't at home
my mum wasn't at home, my sis dun pick up phones calles
basically because she told every1 who wanted to contact her
to call her phone instead of the house phone...
so that leaves only 1 person... haha guessed it?
my brother picked up the phone................
well i guess i dun nid to write anymore, u could imagine
wad horror i faced when i returned to the house
so i said on top that i wont mind haivng double the punishment
because, basically, my family would gave me the same punishment
perhaps, even more... so by maths equation... u could c this
let school punishment be x
let family punishment be y
x=y, x+y=2y, x+y=2x
so i might as well have 2x since it equals to x+y
see the logic? Haiz, sadded
for those who watch 'bleach', i am like Kurosaki Ichigo
1 who carries the responsibility of 2 worlds
like Ichigo who carries the responsibility of a shinigami
and a human, i carries the responsibility of maintaining distance
between this 2 world. if this 2 world so unfortunately meet,
it would be like anti-matter and matter meeting...
for those who are good in science, u will know that it means
a huge 'explosion' that will destroy ALL matter in the radius
alike to a atomic bomb, except that anti-matter destroys
everything, including air and earth...
these 2 worlds, briefly speaking, are my family world
and my school world or shall i say social world
that is also the sole reason why the punishment i fear the most
is actually teachers calling my parents...
this is the process which can link up the 2 worlds
wad i do at home, i nv do it school at all
and wad i do it school, i nv managed to do at home
i would seriously double up the punishment in school
den to let my parents know wad punishment im taking up
If u are also leading a wretched life like me,
i believe u would understand, but if u dun
u NEVER will... its the sad story of a sad guy
im sure you people have seen the advertisement
of the singapore navy which says
' if your life is a movie... would it be a good 1?'
i dare say that my life is a movie, it would be 1 of the best
it would make so many people cry,
it would make singapore famous for its movies
i also realised that 1 of the punishments for skipping class
is that the parents of the student would be informed
if only you could imagine the horror i faced at that moment
when ms choi said that, but of cos,
my expression didn't give me away... i so used to acting alr
and today this wretched life of mine tortured me again
i confess, i dun wan to let the teachers call my parents
i even plucked out the phone line.
but today i forgot to do it, and guess wad? ms choi didn't call
mrs janice lim called... fortunately, or mayb unfortunately
i wasn't at home and unfortunately, my dad wasn't at home
my mum wasn't at home, my sis dun pick up phones calles
basically because she told every1 who wanted to contact her
to call her phone instead of the house phone...
so that leaves only 1 person... haha guessed it?
my brother picked up the phone................
well i guess i dun nid to write anymore, u could imagine
wad horror i faced when i returned to the house
so i said on top that i wont mind haivng double the punishment
because, basically, my family would gave me the same punishment
perhaps, even more... so by maths equation... u could c this
let school punishment be x
let family punishment be y
x=y, x+y=2y, x+y=2x
so i might as well have 2x since it equals to x+y
see the logic? Haiz, sadded
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Skipping Lesson
If u still remember... i've said that i skipped lessons from the last post
and i've also said in the last post that the next day i go back to school
Siao liao de, well, i must say i have the foresight... to know that im dead
the next day i went back to school, which is yesterday.
mrs janice lim called us up during assembly... she caught us...
told us that we're in big trouble which is true... skipping lesson is crazy
punishment for boys is caning... for girls is suspension...
wah damn scary, i was kinda glad though, cos she gave us a chance
told us to write a report about wad happened...
i wrote it seriously and gave it to her through Sze Hoe
but she was unhappy because the letter was wrote in such a way that
i seem to be blaming the teachers instead of acknowledging that i was
wrong... i dunno leh, i read myself but dun seem to be blaming teacher
but then maybe i too careless le, offend people also dunno
well u can help me decided... i wrote this
"i did not recieve any further instructions but was told to return to classes immediately by my classmates"
i think mrs janice lim feels that im blaming my teachers for not giving me
further instructions... well she was at least kind enough to let me re-write
so during this morning's 1st 2 periods... ms tang finally didn't come
and i made use of the time and managed to complete the report...
recess time let Mrs lim see... den she told me to re-write again...
i did not explain why i changed the story... basically, i did not really change
i jus wrote "i was told to return to class immediately by my classmates"
basically, i jus did not write the "i did not recieve any further instructions"
so i had to re-write it again... fortunately for me again...
mr tan bak seng( did i spell it wrongly?) didn't come too
so i had another 2 periods to finish up the 3rd report...
finished it up during the 2 periods and this time, she accepted it
i was sooo damn happy... at least no nid to re-write again
actually i got alot of thing wan to write de but because of this incident
it spoiled my mood and i dun feel like writing anything now... subimasse
and i've also said in the last post that the next day i go back to school
Siao liao de, well, i must say i have the foresight... to know that im dead
the next day i went back to school, which is yesterday.
mrs janice lim called us up during assembly... she caught us...
told us that we're in big trouble which is true... skipping lesson is crazy
punishment for boys is caning... for girls is suspension...
wah damn scary, i was kinda glad though, cos she gave us a chance
told us to write a report about wad happened...
i wrote it seriously and gave it to her through Sze Hoe
but she was unhappy because the letter was wrote in such a way that
i seem to be blaming the teachers instead of acknowledging that i was
wrong... i dunno leh, i read myself but dun seem to be blaming teacher
but then maybe i too careless le, offend people also dunno
well u can help me decided... i wrote this
"i did not recieve any further instructions but was told to return to classes immediately by my classmates"
i think mrs janice lim feels that im blaming my teachers for not giving me
further instructions... well she was at least kind enough to let me re-write
so during this morning's 1st 2 periods... ms tang finally didn't come
and i made use of the time and managed to complete the report...
recess time let Mrs lim see... den she told me to re-write again...
i did not explain why i changed the story... basically, i did not really change
i jus wrote "i was told to return to class immediately by my classmates"
basically, i jus did not write the "i did not recieve any further instructions"
so i had to re-write it again... fortunately for me again...
mr tan bak seng( did i spell it wrongly?) didn't come too
so i had another 2 periods to finish up the 3rd report...
finished it up during the 2 periods and this time, she accepted it
i was sooo damn happy... at least no nid to re-write again
actually i got alot of thing wan to write de but because of this incident
it spoiled my mood and i dun feel like writing anything now... subimasse
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
VCH rehearsal!!!
let me began with the most compo style of opening
This morning, i went to school feeling very exicited.
we are going to the Victoria Concert Hall to practice
for our Singapore Youth Festival... This festival is a
very weird 1 as it is a festival and yet there are judges.
Ok back to where i started... went to school. sian sian
all i think is about VCH and i saying sarangheyo to Her
couldn't really concentrate and the maths was HARD!!!
wonder how people actually survived this kinda 'crap'
lesson was over and i felt that i didn't really learn much
not mr tan's fault but its all mine, seriously couldn't concentrate
went for english although junhao told us to go off and pon english
but then hor, i so guai, where will pon 1?
ms tang let us off a little early anyway so i was at the canteen
because the music room was closed... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
didn't see junhao outside music room, didn't c him at the canteen
in the end, he said he went for english and his teacher let him off
later then us because it was ms cynthia yeo which was a choir teacher
realised that this rehersal was not the shoe 1... sian out
going to go up the bus b4 i realised that no consent form,
need parental letter or call parent on the spot. i called my mum
realised she was out on teabreak... told mrs wong reached VCH
den i call her cos its the same whenever i call her since she alr knew
but then, i of cos forgot to call my mum back when i reached VCH
as a 2nd row bass, we stood through the whole rehersal
until the part before practising walk-in, out
den i got to sit down, wah damn siong, sing all the way
throat also bei ta han and alot of people were coughing...
bad air? or bad atmosphere, i will never know
finally after 2 hours of serious practising
we were dismissed, but then we held miss yee back
tomorrow is her birthday!! got some1 to play the birthday song
on the piano and the whole choir sang her happy birthday
den later the pianist played 'you raise me up'
and almost all the basses forget the lyrics of the 2nd timebar
we didn't practice... it was too sudden, we didn't even know
went back to school and on the bus ride, i was half fighting
and half sleeping. huge contrast right? im a extreme person
fought with jonathan for the 1st half of the ride
slept for the 2nd half, damn tiring leh, fight with jonathan
like riding a strong mad horse... wonder where he got that energy
reached school and wondered why no1 was playing in the field
realised a cruel true that school has not ended yet. its only 1.45pm
realised that the next lesson is Social Studies...
i thought when we come back sure school end liao, so no bring bk
den now siao liao, sure tio scolding... Sze Hoe encouraged us to pon
i was faced with a dilemna, i dun wan to face the teacher but then
as a very guai boy, i also dun wan to pon leh, how huh
realised that the other choir people from my class all pon
den if i dun pon, they sure die de ma, bo bian pon lor
tml go school sure siao liao. went to music room and slacked
slacked until bell ring with a lot of guilt, haiz mayb i really really
should not pon, nvm, no use crying over split milk.
wanted to play soccer den it rained... so bo bian go home lo
and that's the story why im here now in front of this com.
Haiz dunno why leh, beside Her makes me hyper
its not the 1st time, on choir days too, just thinking about Her
makes me hyper enough to go crazy...
and for idiots who still dunno who is Her
this is the biggest hint i can give
Idiots Love Catching Happy Irritatingly Annoying Gypies Enthusiastically Kind
if this 1 u still cannot guess den i also cannot help u liao.
This morning, i went to school feeling very exicited.
we are going to the Victoria Concert Hall to practice
for our Singapore Youth Festival... This festival is a
very weird 1 as it is a festival and yet there are judges.
Ok back to where i started... went to school. sian sian
all i think is about VCH and i saying sarangheyo to Her
couldn't really concentrate and the maths was HARD!!!
wonder how people actually survived this kinda 'crap'
lesson was over and i felt that i didn't really learn much
not mr tan's fault but its all mine, seriously couldn't concentrate
went for english although junhao told us to go off and pon english
but then hor, i so guai, where will pon 1?
ms tang let us off a little early anyway so i was at the canteen
because the music room was closed... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
didn't see junhao outside music room, didn't c him at the canteen
in the end, he said he went for english and his teacher let him off
later then us because it was ms cynthia yeo which was a choir teacher
realised that this rehersal was not the shoe 1... sian out
going to go up the bus b4 i realised that no consent form,
need parental letter or call parent on the spot. i called my mum
realised she was out on teabreak... told mrs wong reached VCH
den i call her cos its the same whenever i call her since she alr knew
but then, i of cos forgot to call my mum back when i reached VCH
as a 2nd row bass, we stood through the whole rehersal
until the part before practising walk-in, out
den i got to sit down, wah damn siong, sing all the way
throat also bei ta han and alot of people were coughing...
bad air? or bad atmosphere, i will never know
finally after 2 hours of serious practising
we were dismissed, but then we held miss yee back
tomorrow is her birthday!! got some1 to play the birthday song
on the piano and the whole choir sang her happy birthday
den later the pianist played 'you raise me up'
and almost all the basses forget the lyrics of the 2nd timebar
we didn't practice... it was too sudden, we didn't even know
went back to school and on the bus ride, i was half fighting
and half sleeping. huge contrast right? im a extreme person
fought with jonathan for the 1st half of the ride
slept for the 2nd half, damn tiring leh, fight with jonathan
like riding a strong mad horse... wonder where he got that energy
reached school and wondered why no1 was playing in the field
realised a cruel true that school has not ended yet. its only 1.45pm
realised that the next lesson is Social Studies...
i thought when we come back sure school end liao, so no bring bk
den now siao liao, sure tio scolding... Sze Hoe encouraged us to pon
i was faced with a dilemna, i dun wan to face the teacher but then
as a very guai boy, i also dun wan to pon leh, how huh
realised that the other choir people from my class all pon
den if i dun pon, they sure die de ma, bo bian pon lor
tml go school sure siao liao. went to music room and slacked
slacked until bell ring with a lot of guilt, haiz mayb i really really
should not pon, nvm, no use crying over split milk.
wanted to play soccer den it rained... so bo bian go home lo
and that's the story why im here now in front of this com.
Haiz dunno why leh, beside Her makes me hyper
its not the 1st time, on choir days too, just thinking about Her
makes me hyper enough to go crazy...
and for idiots who still dunno who is Her
this is the biggest hint i can give
Idiots Love Catching Happy Irritatingly Annoying Gypies Enthusiastically Kind
if this 1 u still cannot guess den i also cannot help u liao.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Wedding Dinner
Yesterday night, i was at grand plaza park hotel
attending the wedding dinner of the my cousin which i forgot his name
well stepping inside the hotel, it felt like a high class hotel of at least 4 stars
went to the grand ballroom and saw all the aunties chatting loudly
the air con was very cold i was freezing...
the dinner started at 8.30 pm, and i was hungry...
relived to see the first dish and within 2minutes
everything on the plate, including the decorations of it
were in the stomaches of 1 of the 10 of us
we were the fastest in terms of speed
the first dish, oftenly known as the 'cold plate'
was very delicious, but there is 1 problem, the chopsticks
are so !@#$% slippery that is was almost impossible to take any food up
especially the food in the 'cold plate' as
there were fried food which was oily, jellyfish, which was slippery
mayonise prawns and fruits were were impossible to take
for the 8 of us among the 10 that was sitting.
i was the youngest among the 10 and the next person closest to my age
is 33 this year... so i was oftenly referred to a small boy which didn't
suit me very well. since it was a wedding dinner, and my table were full of adults
its no surprise that half of them was drinking wine.
so well, i drank some too. and it was red wine.
my whole family are bad drinkers and the guys of my family
had the heredity thingy of getting very red in the face
whenever we drink alchohol, no matter the amount
well, my cousins pushed a cup to my mum and she said we 'share'
then i sipped slowly every now and then until 3/4 of the wine
was in my stomach... my mum couldn't drink...
and i was feeling ok, as alchohol increases blood circulation
and hence my face was so damn red that every1 i knew teased me for it
saying hmmz, not 18 yet right, why drink wine arh!!
my mum finished the rest of the 1/4 and then ordered another cup
abit lame right? haiz couldn't help it...
then she jolly well knew she couldn't drink too
i couldn't really drink anymore because every1 told me to stop
say i scmi liao, but then i am seriously not drunk
only face red until like dunno wad(i didn't have a mirror)
poor mum, she had to drink the whole cup and had
the same consequences like me, but then, nobody really cared
people just thought she put blusher...wth man
this wedding couple, are the types which i would call mushy
they kissed EVERYTIME they meet, wah siong man
maybe you would call it loving, but to me its mushy
it set me thinking, after all its a wedding dinner
i am 1 person who seriously think too much
i thought and i thought and i thought and i thought
and i was so occupied during the whole wedding that
i only noticed it was 11.30 when i reached yishun
i didn't notice the fatigue that was coming to on me
I THINK TOO MUCH
attending the wedding dinner of the my cousin which i forgot his name
well stepping inside the hotel, it felt like a high class hotel of at least 4 stars
went to the grand ballroom and saw all the aunties chatting loudly
the air con was very cold i was freezing...
the dinner started at 8.30 pm, and i was hungry...
relived to see the first dish and within 2minutes
everything on the plate, including the decorations of it
were in the stomaches of 1 of the 10 of us
we were the fastest in terms of speed
the first dish, oftenly known as the 'cold plate'
was very delicious, but there is 1 problem, the chopsticks
are so !@#$% slippery that is was almost impossible to take any food up
especially the food in the 'cold plate' as
there were fried food which was oily, jellyfish, which was slippery
mayonise prawns and fruits were were impossible to take
for the 8 of us among the 10 that was sitting.
i was the youngest among the 10 and the next person closest to my age
is 33 this year... so i was oftenly referred to a small boy which didn't
suit me very well. since it was a wedding dinner, and my table were full of adults
its no surprise that half of them was drinking wine.
so well, i drank some too. and it was red wine.
my whole family are bad drinkers and the guys of my family
had the heredity thingy of getting very red in the face
whenever we drink alchohol, no matter the amount
well, my cousins pushed a cup to my mum and she said we 'share'
then i sipped slowly every now and then until 3/4 of the wine
was in my stomach... my mum couldn't drink...
and i was feeling ok, as alchohol increases blood circulation
and hence my face was so damn red that every1 i knew teased me for it
saying hmmz, not 18 yet right, why drink wine arh!!
my mum finished the rest of the 1/4 and then ordered another cup
abit lame right? haiz couldn't help it...
then she jolly well knew she couldn't drink too
i couldn't really drink anymore because every1 told me to stop
say i scmi liao, but then i am seriously not drunk
only face red until like dunno wad(i didn't have a mirror)
poor mum, she had to drink the whole cup and had
the same consequences like me, but then, nobody really cared
people just thought she put blusher...wth man
this wedding couple, are the types which i would call mushy
they kissed EVERYTIME they meet, wah siong man
maybe you would call it loving, but to me its mushy
it set me thinking, after all its a wedding dinner
i am 1 person who seriously think too much
i thought and i thought and i thought and i thought
and i was so occupied during the whole wedding that
i only noticed it was 11.30 when i reached yishun
i didn't notice the fatigue that was coming to on me
I THINK TOO MUCH
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