For whatever that happens, as long as it does not directly involve you, its easy to smile and say its okay, forget it. If you think about it further, you yourself would know that had it been you, you wouldn't have been able to stop thinking about it.

Sometimes, we just have to count our blessings.

And in other times, be ambitious.

Life's an irony. If you can't change it, live with in.

Saw a dead rat in the middle of the pavement while walking to the bus stop this morning. Since its in the middle of the pavement, it couldn't have been knocked over by a car. It couldn't have been caught by some flying creatures since their nests are not on pavements. And it couldn't have been ran over by a bicycle since there were no tyre marks, let alone be stepped on by pedestrians since rodents have, as long as we knew them, be more flexible than humans.

So it probably died of some rat disease.

And i walked pass it as if it did not exist.

Regardless of feeling guilty, i did not turn back, i was not willing to risk myself to contact the rat corpse.

The whole impact of that one single rat, that's DEAD was only and significantly felt when i came home from the bus stop, and walked right by it, AGAIN.

Makes me wonder what kind of personality i do have, some kinda selfish, dark self?

Probably its still there now.


What kills you is not what breaks you. What breaks you is what kills you.
Mihanhae