Friday, October 05, 2007

Friday, the history paper!

So, I've always wanted to say this. But i never got the chance, its either i always forget to write it out(like i always do.) or i don't get the evidence i want, or rather remember the evidence i want.

I've always told people something that i wrote in my blog. Then they'll say, "yah, i know, you wrote in your blog." And I'll be left there wondering why that tagboard on the right side of this blog is abit dead. Especially when compared to the amount of people that claim that they read my blog.

But people... I forgive you. Because i myself am too lazy to tag too =P.

So friday, was a very happy and sad day. Happy because its like one of the last papers and sad because it isn't the last. Happy because the week in coming to an end and sad because i know friday nights are freaking lonely.

And the history paper wasn't as okay as i thought it will be. Due to the fact that a wolfie like me cannot communicate with human beings, my language is therefore very weak. When my language is very weak, subjects which requires essays such as the 2 humanities subjects that i take will be very disastrous.

Question: How far do you agree that the inability to grasp english is the main reason why students cannot score for humanities subjects such as history and social studies?

Answer! Lol. I won't do that. It will be too long.

But i can cross reference to the example that i myself cannot score due to the inability to grasp english. Hahaha. Think will have more mark =P.

Went for a dosage for soccer. Because the guys wanted to. As i said in the previous post, i shall refrain from soccer for as long as the guys don't play. So when they play, i play too lor! Lol...

And we're like supposed to meet at 11am in school? Paper ended at 10am(plus the paper collecting and dismissal). But when we play soccer like for 40 minutes... Its impossible to be on time =P. And i couldn't contact lewis. He didn't reply or pick up the phone -.-

Procceded to vivo myself. Realised i don't know how to go. I'm like damn sua ku can? Then jiaqi msged me to go to dhoby ghuat. Little did i know, vivocity was not at dhoby ghuat, we have to change trains to the north-east line. I didn't know that. So i was like which exit for dhoby ghuat arh? Never mind walk around see see. Maybe tikam will go right one. But its impossible, since vivo isn't even in dhoby ghuat in the first place.

So when i wandered to find the correct exit(when there's none) i wandered to the north-east line area. Then i was thinking, "i am supposed to find an exit. so must be the wrong place". So i went up the escalator again. And jiaqi msged me that its in harbourfront. So i was thinking habourfront should be in the north-east line. So i went down the escalator again. And 2 foreign workers asked me for directions... Then when i stared at the diretion board that they where were asking directions from me from, i discovered 'harbourfront' was not there(because i was looking at the wrong board).

So i proceeded up the escalator again but this time i was the signboard at one of the sides pointing 'harbourfont --->'. Crap. Went down again. Hope no one saw me. Like i've been up and down the same row of escalators for 5 times? 3 down 2 up. Lol... And this time an uncle asked me how to get to orchard road... And i said 'north-south line' the signboards there will write. And he thanked me profusely. I did 2 good deeds today! Lol.

Finally reached vivo and met up with juinli and jiaqi while mingchuen and jielin are still dunno at where. Slacked under the shade of a tree in sentosa until mingchuen and jielin arrived. Then went down to play with some water. I got dunked, like always. People reluctant to go into the water will always be dunked. And maybe its a tradition. But its always the guys who 'betray' me. I shall not trust another guy such as mingchuen or david in a beach.

Since the sun was like blazing hot, the sands were also damn hot. And after getting out of the water, barefooted us was trying to speed up as the ground is really really very hot. Although it doesn't make too much of an effect to me. And so you could see 2 idiots who were not wearing sandals or slippers scurrying quickly along the grass. Since the grass is like not hot...

Ended up in sakae. MingChuen grumbled alot in there but didn't write anything on his blog... Hahaha... First time eat sakae. Don't know a thing. But was overall quite good except that MingChuen couldn't enjoy his meal... HAHAHA!

Went back to vivo... Saw this wj and i know his name!!! Hahaha... Not jiaqi tell me one. Is bigbird tell me one can??? Lol... I shall not comment on wj.

Was on the train with the birthday girl, jielin and mingchuen. And we did a very stupid thing. As we were like chatting in the train, we didn't realize it was dhoby ghuat already. And all the way until mingchuen reminded us, we were totally oblivious to the fact that we were supposed to get off already. Lol? Then rush out of the train like some stupid idiots >.<

Chat chat and chat(on the train). And btw, if you have totally no idea who's the birthday girl, its juinli!!!

Erm, other than the little bit of sunburn that i got and the lousy history paper, it was overall a very nice day =P.


The presence of pain proves the existence of love.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Science Rocks!

“不怕人不知,除非自默为” I am pretty sure most of you would have heard this chim chim sentence. And yesterday night, JunHao just proved to me that i can never uphold that. I am just too sneaky, despicable and jerk.

Firstly, JunHao called me to 'borrow my time'. But i wasn't studying anyway, so basically i wasn't much disrupted. Because he didn't have his BIO 10 year series with him, he called to verify some questions and answers in the book. When he called, he didn't come straight to the point. He quoted some very very mushy things that i wrote on this blog. And my reaction was like, "你在读我的blog arh?!?!?!?!?!". And damn it, he continued -.-

So perhaps i should really cut down on those things... Somehow, they i wrote them at that time, they didn't seem that mushy at all. Lol. But with JunHao's half-mocking, half-mushy tone, its impossible not to feel embarrassed. Lol.

Went to school damn early today. Slacked thorough until assembly period. Missed the 6 row of people beside us. They didn't seem that friendly in the past though. Lol. 可能有些事真的是要失去后才会珍惜.

Went up to the hall for our chemistry paper. Was kind of easy for me even though i keep hearing people saying 'die liao', 'wah damn hard sia' and blah blah blah. And basically only david agreed with me on the fact that paper was indeed easy. I think pure chem people would laugh at us for thinking that that paper was hard sia. Haiz.

While doing the paper, i realised 1 thing. The people sitting at the 2nd & 3rd row from the air con and really pitiful people. Reason is that when we were taking our chemistry papers, we were sitting at the grace class's seats. And it was not cold, at least not enough to make me feel cold and that i am cold and starving. I am forever starving during exams for dunno why. Brain cells must have used too much glucose. Lol.

Biology. Crap. Went back to the cold cold seats >.<
Jacketless = Prepare to freeze. Mentally prepared. Physically, far from prepared.

2 hour 3 minutes paper. I wonder how the pure physics people survived yesterday. Although i wasn't really freezing due to the large amount of heat my brain produces during intensive thinking, i was damn cold after i finished the paper. Especially since i don't have the habit of checking =P.

Was doing dunno which paper when i closed my eyes and think. And the thought i remember was that if i really sleeping, then i smile hor, people sure think i fa hua chi. Then later sure laugh at me. So the thought was very funny. And i smiled thinking that. Then i remember what will happen if i smile. So its like damn crappy la. Lol.

Biology paper was considered disastrous. First i started doing the mcq which was considerably easy to me but reaching the end, i started 'running into walls'. And the answer i had got a lot of 'A's in a row. Like 3 or 4. Then i was thinking, cannot be all 'A' de ma. So write 'B' for those unsure lor. End up they really are 'A' -.- Should have trusted my brain. Shouldn't have trusted my common sense.

Went back to soccer. Was the usual idiot. Thou shall abstrain from soccer as long as the guys don't play. LOL.

Now when was it since that the guys don't play soccer for more than 4 days?


Male singers sing, "牵你的手"
Female singers sing, "牵我的手"
But both of the them sings "不要放开"

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Chinese Papers!

So, it was my brother's birthday yesterday. And I've clean forgotten about it. And ms bigbird made me damn guilty for listing down the 3 reasons:
1. I forgot that its his birthday.
2. And hence did not buy any present.
3. And i didn't even wish him happy birthday.

The message ended with a 'what KIND of brother are you?'. And i was there wondering. Good point. What kind of brother would do that? Its not like our relationship is very very down. In fact we're quite close and the only thing that separates us are my grades, which are still so ever jialat.

Since my mum is learning to be hip, she's been looking at the stock market through the computer and yesterday while she's using, i walked into the study room and she said, "今天你生日阿。?" and i gave a 'ah ah'. Hope you could imagine how stupid the scene looked. Then my mum was like, eh? i thought it was your brother(in chinese of course). And i replied, i also know, or not you will say that meh?(people speak to you in chinese of course must reply in chinese ma).

This morning was crapped up all the way. First i was almost late. So near to being late. Especially with the scary bus. My watch read 6.52am but the bus's read 6.57am. So i thought my watch was slow by 5 minutes and mind you, i wasn't even in the MRT station yet. Only on the bus.

Rushed to the MRT station with no PHS people in sight. To me, that is a very bad sign that tells me the probability that i will be late is freaking high. Especially since it was like 7.10am already when i was in the train? Panic tried to rise though i keep pushing it down. Luckily, the radio station 'Yes 9.33' broadcasted that my watch wasn't slow. That really calmed some nerves back then.

Things start to turn positive when i reached the yio chu kang station, especially when i see so many PHS people. Then again, they might be late too, since there aren't so many of them. Rushed to get out but couldn't. Apparently my card was not tapped when i entered yishun MRT. Then how did i ever get inside arh? So panic came again but the kind kind counter guy smiled =P.

That is the adventure of my first almost late incident. Lol. To think of it, i haven't been late this year yet and the last time i was late was in sec 2 about february. So that's kinda long ago.

For the first time in my life, i wrote a chinese composition that is out of point. Commonly known as '离题'. I don't have the habit of writing long compositions, so my points are kind of straightforward but then this time, i actually wrote out of point!!! Like omg?!?!?! And i realised only when i was at the second last paragraph, so basically there's nothing i can do. Lol. Haiz. Its too late to do anything le....

Paper two was kind of fun. No 添写汉字, 造句. I'm quite okay with 造句 so im sad its not found in the paper. But we can't have both benefits can we? No 添写汉字 i already very happy liao. Normally they take up 20 marks i can barely get 5. Now don't have. Of course very happy la.

Starting do, quite easy, quite easy... Don't have to give up much marks. Then the comprehension starts to put a little pressure on me. Then the last question of the comprehension i almost want to throw the whole paper away. Its a 4 mark question that says, "你有收旧照片吗?为什么收?". I originally wanted to give a honest answer of '没有' but then if i write that... The second part HOW TO CONTINUE??? Shit them sia. The question let people choose, but in fact, its force us to write '有 and why' lor. Haiz...

After chinese paper went to play some soccer. So so long never play liao. And finally scored a goal because of some stupid things. Shall not discuss here. The main thing is, after a break of such long periods of time from soccer, suddenly my very little stamina diminished into almost NO stamina. So i was dog tired just after play a LITTLE bit. Crap.


如果世界真的那么大,为什么我还能遇到你?
如果世界真的那么小,为什么你感受不到我的心?

Monday, October 01, 2007

Second day of the EOYs

Firstly, i had a immense headache the night before when i started reading my social studies notes and textbook. And the immense headache reminds me of the panadol advertisement. The one that the civil defense guy wanted to 撞墙壁 because of his headache. And yesterday, i really feel like doing the same too. But nevertheless, i knew i had to finish reading that textbook, at least.

But then again, the panadol is nowhere to be found and i had to bear with it until i finished the damn textbook. I never thought it was that thick and long until yesterday. Lol.

Woke up feeling much better. The stupid headache seemed to leave my brain alone already. So i went to school with much anticipation to the papers.

Was called out by Mrs Janice Lim during assembly. She was like telling me must remember to write 1 point 1 paragraph. MUST PARAGRAPH my answers. MUST restrain each section to 45 minutes, no more than 50. Go do section B first if my section A is not that good.

And so it left me thinking why she only gave these reminders to me and joey only. Maybe because we failed our ss test? Lol. Or maybe we were just borderline passes due to these things. Or maybe i failed during mid year because of these things and she thought i could pass this time? I don't know. There one thousand possibilities that i could think up of. Each very reasonable indeed.

Well, proceeded into the hall for our maths paper 1. Kinda stuck at the first question. Want us to evaluate but give us numbers that we can just type into the calculators. Funny isn't it? Is it like a trick question? So in the end don't what to do just type the numbers into the calculator and write out the answer. May get 0 for that question =P.

Overall okay paper but i know i gave up 20 marks. So perhaps it will be around 60/80? Still A1 =P. Hopefully better than that bah. Especially when this is paper 1 and most people come out of the exam hall proclaiming how easy this paper is. Kinda scares me though. If this is o 'levels and i have to give up 20 marks when lotsa people are saying how easy it is, then it really is freaking dangerous for me. Lol...

Was slacking around with junhao after getting scolded by miss lim for turning around when the teachers were collecting the papers. Lol. But he eventually went to take up the textbook and started reading so i went outside to continue slacking. Just no mood to study la... Haiz.

Social studies paper was a killer for me. I think i will either get a just pass mark or fail quite badly. Haiz. So sad. Was the SBQ and stuck there underlining the sources and the questions. Something Mrs Lim told us to do, to analyze the questions and sources before starting to answer. So after i did all that, i discovered i 'wasted' 10 minutes. So quickly rushed out the answers as fast my hand could.

Still 'late'. Was quite behind time when i flipped to the section B. Stared at the 3 questions. Neither that i could fully do well. But chose the best one that i could have done and tried starting. Could not. All i written was 'I agree to a large extent as' and i stopped. I have totally no idea how to continue and hence i did the other question.

The seq's (b) part was quickly rushed out by me. Since the class test was on a similar topic so all i used was the contextual knowledge that i had when i was doing the class test and basically copied everything down. Then realized i had 7 minutes for the (a). Great.

Rushed like mad. Wrote 1 agree and 1 disagree. Wrote the second sentence of the conclusion when miss lim annouced 'all pens down'. So 1 agree 1 disagree and 1 conclusion. Should have at least 2 marks bah. But the question is like worth 12 marks? getting 2 is a little pathetic. But it's the best i can could isn't it?

So basically screwed up my social studies test. Arghhhhh.

And i discovered another crappy thing. "Lust & Seduction" is NC16. So i either have to sneak into the cinema or wait for the DVD to come out. zzzz. To think that i was so eagerly waiting for it to come out. Now that it finally did, i am told that its NC16... Arghhhh. Why 'Li An' de film all NC16 one. First he had a 'brokeback mountain' that was obviously unsuitable for me. And now that his "Lust & Seduction" is out. I can't watch it either... ZZZZ

And now the stupid headache is back at me again. Shit it man. I shall go buy panadol soon.


我爱的人,不是我的爱人。

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Day for slacking : Saturday!

Honestly wanted to rest at home and try reading up some books that I'm so supposed to. But when i went online, JiaQi asked me out to help her with her maths. So cannot 见死不救 right? So obliged.

Planned to meet at khatib macs at 11.15am. Still stuck at home at 11am cause my dad wanted to me to finish some things up and a call from my brother interrupted a whole lot of things. Was prepared to get scolding liao and rushed down as fast as i could.

In an amazing speed that I've never experienced before, i reached khatib in 12minutes. Damn cool can? Its like it normally takes me at least 10 minute from my house to the yishun interchange and another 10 to reach khatib from yishun interchange. So it can be quite considered a miracle to be there like in 12 minutes?

And since i was early, JiaQi was late. Lol.

Saw laurel,jiayin,sheryl & dear limhan with his usual red hair. Unexpected i must say. Especially when they called me out and i rejected their offer. Now I'm 'caught' with jiaqi... Lol...

Studied my maths. Hit the wall the first question JiaQi asked me. Like omg la? Needed go home and choing le laaa.... Ahhhh. After lunch, got chased out because it was peak hour. But laurel they all didn't get chased out. So pangseh jiaqi and went to join them =P. Super unfortunately, we still got chased out. Lol...

Walked to yishun next. Got splashed by jiayin because laurel & i teased her too much =P. Discussed about junhao and discovered that laurel figured out his weaknesses faster than i did. Sadly, the only way to help, is the only way to kill.

Went to the BK and saw more PHS people. Dear sisskyharyantofu the vice-chairman was there too. Lol. Then the ladies went to start their revision while laurel and i proceeded to the funland even thought its like exams period? Wasted $2 on a game that I've never played before in my life. But laurel is like damn pro? Lol. 班门弄斧.

Went back to the BK and played the very same game on laurel psp. So in the end didn't study a single thing that i've planned and instead wasted all my time on that stupid game which i still sucked at now. Lol. No potential jiu shi no potential.

Went home and continued slacking... Omg la. I think i'm gonna be in hot soup if i continue not studying.


Am i the one who is not understanding anything or are you the one?
All these is making no sense to me.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Start of EOYs

First up the menu is our most important paper of all examinations. And ironically, the subject which i sucked like no other. Honestly.

Started off with the composition and letter writing. Like all papers that require good english understanding, all i could do was to stare at the compo questions until i realise that that is not going to get me anyway, i decided to start the letter writing first instead.

Finished it up pretty fast. 15 minutes is a good gauge. And so with a paper of time limit 1h 45 min, finishing 1 portion in 15 minutes is really quite fast. And so with the remaining 1h 30 min, i went back to stare at the compo questions and try damn hard to think up of different scenarios. Here are a few examples, i thought of starting my compo with openings like,

"A pungent smell overcame me and i blacked out. When i came to, all i could see that the room i was in is pitch dark, my hands were deeply binded behind my back. A sudden realization of the condition i was in sent shivers down my spine.

I was kidnapped."

Very drama hor? Lol... Its standard of me to think of such crappy ideas la... Haha. After more crappy ideas like this, i finally decided on one that is not so crappy but definitely not as good if i can carry on... Haiz.

The second paper was no better. These 2 papers seriously questioned me on my capabilities to reach sec 4 next year. The thought of retaining is like a fly that cannot be chased away. I just have to be a victim of its cruel irritatingness.

But there's this super funny prank that happened. Just minutes after the invigilator proudly announced that we could start out papers and how much time we have. An alarm sounded. To be specific, the FIRE alarm sounded. And so our invigilator was wondering whether we should be dismissed and finally after seeing all the other classes moving out of their classrooms, dismissed us.

Quite a fun day. Went home to slack when the computer gave up on me AGAIN. I think this blog is gonna die soon, due to the fact that my brother is either gonna lock it to prevent further damage he believe i will deal or the com will just crash and not allow me to use it any further.

Was supposed to go study at 2pm. But since all 3 participants(including me) were still online at 2pm, its literally impossible to meet up at 2pm. In fact, we were all online at 2.15 =P.

Crapped too much so didn't manage to study much. Didn't expect to study much anyway, while junhao told us that his ss remedial is going to end at 3pm, he was still stuck in class when it was like 3.30 already? So i messaged him about how suay he is and while typing he called me. So its like, he's already dismissed. So with the 'haha, you still at remedial' as the starting, i ended with a 'crap, you're just dismissed'.

So finally waited for his majesty's arrival and we wrote our farewell cards together. And crappily, for an idiot who doesn't know how to write cards like me, writing it in chinese is even crappier. And so the amount of words that i don't know how to write was as many as the amount of underlined words in this post. Lol. Can go count, how many not proper english... HaHa.

And my god, junhao teared while writing la. Suddenly make me feel like im damn cold hearted. Siao liao, where's my 七情六欲? ahhh... Lol.

Choir farewell was cool. The dance was nice. But i still don't dare look, either smsing big bird or looking somewhere else. But it was chic and hot =P. Especially the two in front(chiagek and gladys).

And we screwed up our boys item. Really, honestly. screwed up. I was hardly audible. And the chorus... ZHAO XIA arh! Like siao. Even YiYuan(yes, the campus superstar) was commenting to the guy next to him that we zhao xia liao. Amazingly i could hear him commenting on us when he's that far away -.-

Went for a little basketball after our dinner. For the first time in my life, i've encountered guys who are half as short as me but are twice as rough. Luckily i wasn't the one who always touch the ball. Basically waited for junhao to shoot and catch the rebound before slowly throwing the ball until the basketball goes through the hoop. And i have no interruption since i was twice their height =P.

Election came the 3 candidates that have won the seats of chairperson, vice-chairperson and vice-chairperson are... All from 3 grace. Lol.

Firstly, we have the 'ducks are coming' for the chairperson.
secondly, we have 'sissky haryantofu' for the vice-chairperson.
And if you asked me who is the last one is, i will have to tell you its 'HU'. Hu is our last candidate and have won the vice-chairperson seat.

If you don't understand a single thing, then too bad. Lol.

Then chiagek and jonathan had to go off early to see off mr albert kang off. And our newly elected chairman wanted to go with them. So its like a little weird/ a newly elected chairman leaves early for something that had no link with the organization. So i pulled him back and he thought i am something wrong. Lol.

Went back and reached home like 11+? Damn late sia. And now in front of this com, its 12.51, which is also freaking late. hence i shall stop here and continue saturday tomorrow. Hopefully.


We don't have to force our smiles for anyone.
Sometimes, its okay to smile just for... Yourself.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Days before End Of Years.

In a blink of an eye, the end of year exams have arrived. Totally have no idea how to tackle it de me,(direct translation from: 完全不知道如何去面对的我) have suddenly panicked and felt adrenline rushes to my brain telling me to go study when the lazy genes of mine just said i can afford to just slack and allow my powerful brain to tackle these troublesome examinations.

Somehow, they feel like the angel & devil.

I shall do a small recap on the 2 days that have just passed.

tuesday:
wasted time again in biology class... The devil won. Went up to OUR maths class and discovered this teacher whom i recognised as a physics teacher that taught 3 Endurance inside OUR classroom. When we questioned him, it seems that he did have the authority to use the room but his response was a little shocking. Lol...

Who knows, we're gonna meet this teacher 3 periods later...

After recess, when its OUR maths class again, I went up freaking early since i don't want to be in the canteen nor the library(don't ask me why). Discovered the presesnce of ZhiHeng and Regina shortly after i saw that the very same teacher is still inside the classroom. Conclusion: 3 Endurance is going to use this room. Or rather, this teacher is still gonna use this room, which means that we will get chased out AGAIN.

Well, as i concluded, the other 3 Endurance people came up and went inside. While the humility people are standing outside wondering why the same teacher who 'chased' us out 3 periods ago and going to do the same thing again.

Since we have a chem test and physics test coming up next, most people are studying hard hoping to score. But me, the devil still won and i still was slacking. And i did something morally freaking wrong. I pulled the other guys out of their studying. And guess what we did?

'Silence protest'.

Walking past the classroom in a single file manner. Obviously it would attract some attention. And so we are somehow disrupting their lesson. To a small extent it may be, but we're still doing it. But then again, how funny would a bunch of guys walking in a single file walking past your classroom be? So i gave the idea of walking in reverse instead. And as expected. More laughter this time and even we ourselves were laughing like mad.

Soon ms eugenia lim came up and 'confronted' the teacher. So the humility guys all stood behind her like a bunch of gangsters preparing to fight if the need arises. Freaking funny.

After school went back home with the intention of coming out to study at LJS. While i was waiting for the bus in yishun bus interchange, jiaying wanted to give me her number so i can contact her when i come out. But i readily refused and then sheryl came over offering her number and i still gave a 'no'.

Little did i know that the tall tall big big guy in front of me is my neighbour. Immediately after the 2 ladies turned away, he turned and face me and said, "Wah! 女孩子要追你追到这样辛苦阿? 小帅哥 huh?". And there i was thinking how crapped this is gonna get. Lol.


Wednesday:
Nothing much today except that i noticed pastor beng huey used a lot of head voice when she's singing in chapel. Lol... It seems so sopranoy... Haha.

Finally got bio papers when mrs choy came over to relieve mr tan's maths period. Immediately bombarded her with the question that junhao asked me yesterday while studying. And the response she gave was erm... I don't know leh, i haven't read through yet. So i gave the suggestion and she immediately gave the thumbs up =P. And when classmates enquired with the same question, she summarised my form of answer and gave it to them =P. I'm zai in bio de lor hehe.

There came mrs lau after mrs choy left and she was bombarded with geography questions since those people taking geography in my class is gonna get their test in a later time. Then i received the news that she's no longer part of the choir >.<
She went to join NCC >.< 我会想你的 =P。

Then there was this very funny incident that took place after maths lesson. First we were walking along this staircase to our chemistry class. Then when xitong walked past the window, strong gusts of wind are blowing. So she stood there enjoying the wind. And i enjoyed the wind with her, while tinting is scared of falling down the stairs because she hurt her leg.

Since it was a period of time in between lessons, there was a crowd in the staircases, and 3 people standing at one side of the staircase can be very 'zho deng'. And ms chung bee chee came over and asked me which girl i was looking since i was looking at the window. And the direction is 3 endurance, so the only reply i could come up was 'err... errr... err...' Lol.

Then when i finally reached the chemisty lab because i was 'chased' out of my standing spot by ms chee, i was that there was a 'no entry' sign there. And i hurraied and walked to the classroom that we were using the last time when there was no avaliable chemistry labs. And when i discovered it was the wrong classroom, i walked the other way round into the correct class when i saw the whole bunch of girls coming down. And xitong proudly annouced that i, in the end, still managed to wait for the girl that i was waiting when ms chee 'chased' me away.

I hope i didn't blush. I think she did.

Went for choir after school. We must have been one of the craziest CCAs in school since i still have practices when the exams are this near. And it was a freaking unfruitful one. Honestly. The seniors are obviously gonna get damn disappointed. Not that i could help it. But yah, its saddening. Haiz. Next year de farewell i shouldn't expect too much. Lol...


我只是一个一直想要逃避的臭男人。永远都不想去面对,但是,我们能逃多久?