Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all!
Here's a piece of advice, if you want to be in a merry mood, don't continue reading. I scared later spoil your mood, from merry, merry Christmas, to sadded, sadded Christmas. Lol.

So, did a mini-countdown(2 persons involved only) for Christmas. On the phone somemore. Haha. Guess i don't need to say who is it. You all guess also can guess tio. Chatted till 2am. Lols. If you knew how to count, you would know how long that phone call lasted. Haha.

Sometimes, really find things weird. Everyone, i believe has always some sort of planning up there in your head. You would plan to do things this way, do this first, do that later, plan what time you would do what. Plan where you would go on what day.

Frankly speaking, one who doesn't plan at all is fully equivalent to a fool. However, we are still human after all, not everything the things you plan go according to the way you planned it. Things do go wrong. But as far as you would know, things that go wrong are due to the fact that they did not go according to plan. Which is why they go wrong. Right?

Simply speaking, things go wrong when they do not go according to plan.

However, have you ever experienced things when they go more or less according to plan but does not really succeed? You think this this this would happen if you do that that that. So you do this this this and that that that doesn't happen. Weird isn't it? I'm sure everyone has more or less experienced this. Too bad, this isn't what I'm referring to.

What I'm trying to say is that, you expect that that that to happen if you do this this this. You've planned far and you are 100% certain that would happen. Calculated the maximum casualties and still decided to go ahead with this this this.

And of course, if you calculated and planned that much, that that that happens. But when that that that happens, you suddenly feel everything is wrong. And you don't even know what is wrong. Nothing is supposed to be wrong! Everything went according to plan. Why would the end product be so weird even though its expected?

Until now, i still don't understand. I've thought about this for days and days. When the things i planned doesn't happen, i don't mind if i failed. But, really, its exasperating.

明明就是对的，怎么会错成这样?
明明就是我要的，为什么却不是真真想要的?

Please, someone enlighten me. But i shall say first, i would not tell anyone, at least currently, what i planned and how things were wrong.


有些是我没说，但我有感觉
有些是我没说，但你有感觉
有些是我没说，但你知道结果